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Here Be Monsters

Summary:

But I refuse to be cowed by the threat
I run with wolves, don’t you get that yet?

Notes:

Edited: Feb 2019.

I had been suffering songwriter's block on an original piece when this one sort of crept up on me. Those of you who have been here before know the story: It had been a week or so after I'd read through idyll's beautiful fic (Sacred) In the Ordinary and roughly a day after I'd stumbled across (and repeatedly wept over) this gorgeous and incredibly feels-inducing meta on Stiles' clothing choices in Season 2 by lishiyo.

A huge chunk of the inspiration for this piece resulted from the latter half of Season 2. The whole sequence in 2x11 where Stiles is speaking to Miss Morell had especially resonated with me. So, I'd taken used that as something of a springboard and the idea kind of ran away with itself.

I hadn't thought that Teen Wolf would utterly blow my mind, but it did. And there are very few words that I can put together to accurately express all my feelings. So, instead, I offer this. I know this isn't fanfic in the traditional sense, but hey, songs tell stories too so why not, right?

Many thanks to my friends, for all the love, encouragement and ridiculous amount of flailing before, during and after. A lot goes out especially to everyone (yes, even those of you who left comments) who expressed repeatedly that they wanted to hear this thing recorded professionally. I am happy to report that you can now listen to it here.

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The news said, we’d get clear skies 
But the red dawn’s a warning, like blood on white tiles 
Then you said: “Don’t be afraid,” 
It's no less scary together but its better than nothing 

Fear hunts true 
It goes by Doubt some of the time 
It's the grays that cling like ashes 
To all the good that’s yours and mine 

But when dark comes, we stand our ground 
It's about as easy as hell can be 
But the other options are out 

And fine, the difference between 
All the want and all that need 
Are worlds apart or so they’d have us believe 
But it’s the want that can kill you 
It’s the want that carves you out from inside 

And sure, the bridges in between 
Your burned hopes and broken dreams 
Aren't very different – that’s what they want us to think 

So tell me lies to sustain the fight in me 
I’ll tell you lies to maintain your sanity 

Hold your breath, baby 
And kick out as hard as you can 
Stretch those fingers to the light 
At the very, very end of your tunneling vision 

Hold your breath, baby 
Will your body up towards that sky 
Yeah, everyone on the earth does die 
But not tonight, no, not tonight 

Yeah, I saw Red Riding Hood 
Smile at the Big Bad Wolf 
Who said: “What bright, clever eyes you have. 
Hey, there’s a war in the world we live in. 
But I'll go fight if you’re just as willing." 

And when we’re weak and strangers preach 
On how it’s better to bend than go and break out of stubbornness 
Feign that laugh and I’ll believe 
I got your back honey, hold onto me 

Hold your breath, baby 
And kick out as hard as you can 
Stretch those fingers to the light 
At the very, very end of your tunneling vision 

Hold your breath, baby 
Will your body up towards that sky 
Yeah, everyone on the earth does die 
But not tonight, no, not tonight 

So hold your breath, hold your breath 
And kick as hard as you can 
Stretch those fingers of yours to the light at the end 
'Cause when your eyes grow dark we’ll be fine 
It’s in the dark when the moon shines brighter 

And yes, its memories that burn 
Like the worst kind of brand 
They warn us: “Here there be monsters 
Go get out while you can" 
But I refuse to be cowed by the threat 
I run with wolves, don’t you get that yet 

And when I am drowning fast 
From the weight of quiet guilt 
And ghosts of all these accusations 
That just don’t know when to quit 
I will hang on tight 
because it’s got to be better than this 

Hold your breath 
We’re not dead yet