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1. There's No Life Without You by TFMTD

   Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   19 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Hinomori Shiho/Hoshino Ichika
   • Hoshino Ichika & Tenma Saki
   • Hoshino Ichika & Mochizuki Honami
   • Hinomori Shiho & Hoshino Ichika & Mochizuki Honami & Tenma Saki
   • Hinomori Shiho & Mochizuki Honami
   • Hoshino Ichika & Yoisaki Kanade
   • Hoshino Ichika (Project SEKAI)
   • Hinomori Shiho
   • Tenma Saki
   • Mochizuki Honami
   • Other Character Tags to Be Added
   • Yoisaki Kanade
   • Kiritani Haruka
   • Hanasato Minori
   • Kusanagi Nene
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Hoshino Ichika-centric
   • Depression
   • Dissociation
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Destruction
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Underage Smoking
   • Implied/Referenced Underage Drinking
   • holy fuck i made ichika suffer so much
   • Hallucinations
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Heavy Angst
   • author is incapable of writing fluff
   • leo/need disbandment au
   • Emotional Hurt
   • No beta we die like Ichika's happiness
   • Crying
   • the black void which is Ichika's mind
   • Swearing
   • questionable shiho behaviour?
   • idk it's kinda odd
   • Mental Instability
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Suicide Attempt

   Summary

   Ichika slowly sat up. She knew that fact too well. Every single moment of her being was haunted with it. The symphony of voices ringing in her skull, mocking her for everything she had done.

   Ichika accepted it. This routine of suffering, it was only an apt punishment for someone like her.

   Someone who ruined everything.

   An AU where Leo/Need's abrupt disbandment leads to Ichika falling into the depths of despair and self-loathing. It's only once she reaches her breaking point when anyone begins to notice.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   71,128

   Chapters:

   13/15

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