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It was fine, everything was so much better than it had been in a long time.
But when he was sad or angry or frustrated with himself, Alex missed God. When he met a boy and got cussed out for holding his hand on the street, he spent the night in church. Why couldn’t God exist? He wants to believe that somebody made him like this. That him feeling this way towards guys had a purpose. Or, if it was simply a fuck-up on God’s end, if he was a mistake, then he wanted to at least have somebody to blame for that. But as it stood, he had himself and he had his boys, and that would have to be enough. Eventually, it would be.