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1. Refraction by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Käärijä (Musician)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M, Other
   • Work in Progress

   07 May 2024

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Jere Pöyhönen | Käärijä/John
   • Jere Pöyhönen | Käärijä
   • John (Käärijä Alter Ego)
   • Jesse Voss
   • Other Character Tags to Be Added
   • Self-Reflection
   • Self-Acceptance
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • in a weird way
   • Metaphors
   • Identity Issues
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Dreams
   • Ambiguity
   • Explicit Consent
   • Dom/sub
   • Kissing
   • Humiliation
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Abandoned Work - Unfinished and Discontinued

   Summary

   It’s not Jere. How could it be when Jere himself is looking at him? But calling him John feels… wrong. John isn’t a person. It’s a costume. An easy way to refer to himself in a wig so people don’t get confused.
   And yet this feels like a person. One inexplicably with his face, his body, his likeness in every sense save for the long blonde hair framing his face, yes, but a person nonetheless. His shoulders rise and fall gently beneath the soft fabric of his blazer, eyes flickering up and down his body as he stands frozen in the doorway like a predator sizing up prey. Somehow he’s real. Physical. Alive.

   --

   In which Jere finds something that isn't quite himself.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,528

   Chapters:

   2/4

   Collections:

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   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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