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My Kind of Sabotage by SATURNPLAZA
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Young Veins, Ryan Ross - Fandom
03 Jun 2024
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"My pleas started simple, begging him to leave, crying to him about how bad I was and how he should hate me. Then it went to purposely making him mad in hopes he’d give up on me. Then moved to more risky behavior, staying out late, implying the illusion that I did not care about him despite the fact I did. Then it all ended in a break where I lost it completely, took a full backseat, and cheated and then I regained all the conscience I lost over the months as I slowly broke down, and started self-sabotaging myself."
It was a mistake; something that felt out of her control. She didn't want to hurt him, but she did. Now she has to find out if there's a way to get back what she lost and get better in the process.