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1. your heaven doesn't want me and your hell won't let me in by polarkai

   Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Daredevil (TV), Black Widow (Movie 2021)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   03 Dec 2024

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Yelena Belova/Kate Bishop
   • Yelena Belova & Natasha Romanov
   • Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov
   • Yelena Belova
   • Kate Bishop
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Clint Barton
   • Steve Rogers
   • Wilson Fisk
   • James Wesley
   • Matt Murdock
   • Alexei Shostakov | Alexi Shostakov
   • Other Marvel Characters
   • Drug Addiction
   • Drug Withdrawal
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Yelena Belova Has Issues
   • Self-Harm
   • Panic Attacks
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Blood and Violence
   • Hurt Yelena Belova
   • Hurt Kate Bishop
   • POV Yelena Belova
   • Relapsing
   • Flashbacks
   • Family Feels
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Vomiting
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Cunnilingus
   • Strap-Ons
   • Recreational Drug Use
   • Yelena Belova Needs a Hug
   • Yelena Belova Has PTSD
   • Natasha Romanov Is Not A Robot
   • Therapy
   • Rough Sex
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse
   • Introspection
   • Kate Bishop Has PTSD
   • Masturbation
   • Yelena Belova is Not Asexual
   • Protective Yelena Belova

   Summary

   Kate was a light in the darkness, necessary to see what she was moving towards. She lifted up Yelena’s mood instantly, the mere sight of messy brown hair and startling blue eyes sending electric currents running through Yelena’s body like she’d stuck the tip of her knife in an outlet.

   She lit up the darkest parts of Yelena’s mind without even trying to, and Yelena knew she couldn’t afford to lose that.

   Series

   • Part 2 of the difference between hell and home

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   English

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