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The sun was warm as Midari sat at the table listening to the radio. It had been a long day. Her back hurt as the wounds were healing. The blade tore into her as was stabbed 13 times. Drinking some more vodka , she began to talk to herself.
“Fucking Kirari. I dont understand why i cant just…” She sighed. The violence displayed at Hyakkaou Private Academy was a mere drop of water to Midari’s rabid bloodlust. It would be amusing…if it wasnt pitiful. It would be fair…if kirari would let her be truly lethal.
Jun was especially pitiful. Finding any way to sneak Midari…. every day… this time he had been successful. Blinding her sense of sight with tear gas and temporarily overwhelming the woman. Stabbing her in the back 13 times before she got away.
Growling, she hadn't noticed Aiko was behind her until she felt the girl tapping her side.
Looking down and tilting her head apathetically; Midari smiled.
“What is it?”
Aiko was holding a piece of paper….their contract.
Grabbing it and placing it on the table. She noticed aiko crossed two things out.
Looking down and eying the girl Midari raised her eyebrow. Grabbing the girl and placing her in her lap.
“Explain.” a firm soft order.
Aiko was suddenly shy. Midari rubbed her hair.
“Do..i..?” aiko looked away.
Midari gently grabbed the girl’s chin and made the girl look at her. A soft look in Midari’s eye.
“Yes.. consent may be verbal or non verbal…but i gave you an order. How am i to be a good mistress if i dont know what you want due to shyness? I may be your dom but ultimately..its you who controls what we do… you say stop…i stop. You say yes. I’ll keep going. You moan my name.. Well…” Midari blushed and looked away.
This time it was Aiko who forced midari to look at her.
“Now you are getting it.” Midari chuckled. “Now. explain.”
“I…I just didnt like it.”
“Ok.” Midari said and looked at the paper. “Was i too hard? Too harsh?”
“I..It wasnt anything to do with you…i just…”
“Take your time.” Midari encouraged. She could tell the girl retained human traits like nervousness.
“I just didnt like it.”
“Ok.” Midari said and using a claw scratched that portion away.
“And the other?”
“I…You were too rough last time.”
“I’m sorry sweetie. I…hmm. I shouldnt let that side take over when im with you. Its not right.” midari said; looking away in shame.
“Well so long as you eat before. I’m alright with doing it again. You’re grouchy when you are angry.” aiko teased.
“Well I gotta eat for two…” Midari chuckled then looked away sad. Her hand trailed over her stomach.
Aiko tilted her head and ran her hand through Midari’s hair. Before licking the girl's face.
“Mistress?”
“Yeah?”
“What's “consent?”
Midari gagged her drink. Spitting it on the floor.
“In a simple view…consent just means yes. usually the response to a question. Allowing someone to do an action of one's own free will. There's different kinds of consent…general favors…nonverbal…Sexual…” Midari rubbed the girl's hair.
“They all require enthusiasm and mean yes. Though people have different ways of affirming it. I prefer contracts…easier to understand. Covers my ass.”
Midari bit her finger and signed the new contract with blood. Binding aiko and herself to it.
Aiko nuzzled the older girl's neck.
“If you ever change your mind about ANYTHING regarding our realationship…come and tell me.”
As midari stood and rocked the girl in her arms… her ears twitched at the lyrics playing. Though she made no effort to change it. Placing the girl on her feet, midari held the girls hands and gently danced along to the song.
Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me?
Please, stay
Looking down, she could tell the girl was tired. Walking to their bedroom Midari carried the girl and laid her down for the night before taking a shower.
As the cool water ran over her body, Midari stared at her hand. Her claws sharp…Midari began to strangle herself. As her brain was cut off of oxygen… a strange wave of endorphins overwhelmed the girl. Her eye began to roll back as her body shook in pleasure. Her vision fading in and out as she put more pressure on her throat chasing that high.
Her body suddenly went limp as she fell into the wall.
Walking out of the shower; midari got a cup of water to sooth her sore throat. Coughing a few times to get her bearings. Placing her hand on her heart, she felt it beat fast.
Opening the balcony door, she went outside to smoke. The bright city lights of the red-light district temporarily blinded her. As nicotine rushed through her body. The girl couldnt help but moan lustfully. Despite the cold air on her wet naked body. Midari stayed outside, watching the drunken lustful ants scurry below. Hoping for an easy score to brag to their friends about.
Midari went back and stared at the sleeping girl as another song echoed in her ears.
Rubbing her claws over the girl's soft skin.
Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand
But I keep livin' this day like the next will never come
Midari went back to the window and as moonlight shined on her hand. A knot twisted in her stomach.
Her middle and pointer fingers were throbbing from her latest hunt.
long fingers…tight spaces… never a good combo.
Walking to the table she looked at a photo. It was of her mother and father. Anger ran through the girl as she thought back to those dark times. She suddenly gagged as the taste of flesh mocked her tongue.
Oh, help me, but don't tell me to deny it
I gotta cleanse myself of all these lies 'til I'm good enough for him
I got a lot to lose, and I'm bettin' high, so I'm beggin' you
Before it ends, just tell me where to begin, hey
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
DAMNIT! Why? You tricked me! Midari growled as she laid her head on the table. A large bottle of cheap liquor next to her.
“Why did i…No that's a stupid question…besides the why doesn't even matter.”
Let me know the way before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay the law and let me go
I've got to make a play to make my lover stay
So what would an angel say? The devil wants to know
Walking back and laying next to the girl…She sighed.
“Aiko….what did you ever see in me?” she asked the sleeping girl.
A snore was her answer.
“Yeah…that sounds right.” Midari scoffed.
Midari turned on her side and although frustrated (emotionally and sexually) …was able to fall asleep.