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Mydei has learnt to suffer and just push down the pain, let it be mental or physical. He has learnt how to function and how to keep enough control over his feelings so he can channel everything and anything wrong that happened to him into the burning desire and cold intent to end Nikador’s madness and let Castrum Kremnos rest in peace.
Mydei thinks (he knows) Phainon cares about him—but he wishes deeply that Phainon would sometimes care a little less. Mydei doubts he will ever succeed in his desire… so all there is left to draw lines he doesn’t allow Phainon to cross.
A mission gone wrong, Mydei gets stabbed and encounters a poison that causes great suffering, and takes time even for his body to fight off. With the Kremnoan bloodshed having a reputation, someone Mydei saves, twisted by fear, sends the Crown Prince down a memory lane - as much as Mydei tries to just ignore the topic and go on, Phainon keeps pressing over the matter to make Mydei understand his point. Eventually, the kind of love Mydei has never gotten breaks the ice on his heart and he slips for a moment - but maybe through lovemaking and persistent patience, Mydei learns that one day... ~
Series
- Part 1 of under sky-blue and liquid amber gazes...