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1. Something I Can Never Have by ChaosNina

   Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   27 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Spike/Buffy Summers
   • Spike (BtVS)
   • Buffy Summers
   • Rupert Giles
   • Jenny Calendar
   • Dawn Summers
   • Faith Lehane
   • Cordelia Chase
   • Harmony Kendall
   • Riley Finn (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)
   • Angel (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)
   • Anya Jenkins
   • Evil Author Day 2025
   • Evil Author Day
   • Silly angsty weirdos
   • Queer Faith
   • 1992
   • all human alternate universe high school
   • rated r
   • Until they’re not underage
   • Bi Buffy
   • Not exactly straight Spike
   • No Xander Harris at all
   • Cheerleader x weird kid
   • Homophobic slurs because realism
   • Shitty bullies
   • Attempted Suicide
   • Motorcycle riding without helmets
   • Motorcycle riding without proper protective clothing
   • Cancer Sucks
   • Oldest daughter syndrome
   • Big sister challenges
   • Bad Poetry
   • Gymnastics
   • Nine Inch Nails

   Summary

   It’s 1992. She’s a perky blonde cheerleader. He’s a British orphan with a penchant for poetry and bands you’ve never heard of.
   What could they possibly have in common?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   36,414

   Chapters:

   14/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   84

   Bookmarks:

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