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Of Scorch and Shadow

Summary:

Bakugo Katsuki had always known how to fight.

He fought for the top, fought through Kamino, and fought for a future that slipped right through his fingers the day U.A. expelled him.

This time he couldn't fight. Not when every headline made him the face of everything wrong with hero society. Branded a bully, scorned by the media, and abandoned by the very hero system he once fought to join, he’s left exposed... an easy target for the League, who aren't quite finished with him yet.

Out there, the world is changing and the cracks in hero society are widening. Now presumed dead by the world that cast him aside, Katsuki awakens as a shadow of himself, torn between what he was and what he's becoming.

Katsuki’s got no damn clue who he is without the power that used to define him, but there’s one thing he knows for sure:

He isn’t done fighting.

And a soul doesn’t shatter quietly.

 

Featuring: An exhausted mechanic, a traumatized child, and Katsuki Bakugo’s ongoing rivalry with the concept of peace and stability. His quirk is gone, his soul is in pieces, and honestly? He’s just trying not to make things worse… which means things are absolutely about to get worse.

Notes:

This is my first fic so please be nice! I have been lurking in the shadows of AO3 for years, but never really felt motivated to contribute anything. I’ve been following Slope for years, and the concept has been eating away at my brain since then. It has not been updated in so long, yet the fic has been haunting my thoughts for years. This fic is inspired by “Slope” and has some elements also inspired by “Slope,” but I assure you I do have a unique direction.

There are a few things I’d like to clear up before anybody gets confused. 1: This story takes place sometime after the Kamino arc. Everything happened the same as in cannon, but All For One got away. I just think that it would flow better with the story. I’ve seen so many fics start off early in the canon storyline, and quite frankly, I don’t feel like writing another retelling. 2: I also want to note that I’ll be making quirks have a spiritual connection with the user’s soul. I just really liked how the author of Slope set that up. HOWEVER! The mechanics to this connection will be somewhat different from their story. 3: Please don’t take this too seriously. It’s borderline crack (or maybe just straight up crack), and I honestly didn’t know if I’d even post this at all. I guess you could say it’s for myself. 4: Finally, I do not have a beta reader. That being said, there are probably going to be a multitude of errors in this story. Apologies in advance.

Chapter 1: Expulsion

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Chapter Text

The front door to the Bakugo household slammed open with a bone-rattling crack, the frame shuddering on its hinges. Late afternoon sun spilled into the entryway, casting long shadows across the floor as Katsuki Bakugo stormed inside, sneakers caked in dust and dirt from the city streets. His face was thunderous—eyes sharp with fury, mouth drawn in a tight, angry line. 

He was still in his U.A. uniform—blazer open, collar askew, backpack slung haphazardly over one shoulder.

They expelled him. Him. Katsuki Bakugo, a future top hero. 

The door slammed shut behind him with another thud, echoing down the hall. He didn’t even make it past the genkan before a familiar voice rang out like a warning shot.

"Oi, Brat! The hell is your problem slamming my door like that, huh?!"

Mitsuki Bakugo’s voice was sharp as glass, and she stormed into view from the living room, hair swept up in a messy clip and arms still damp from washing dishes. She looked ready to throw something.

But then she got a proper look at his face.

Her eyes narrowed, fury turning into wary confusion. "What the hell happened?" she demanded. "Don’t tell me you got into another fight. I swear to god, Katsuki—"

"They expelled me."

The words cut through the air. There was a beat of stunned silence. And then

Mitsuki blinked once. “...what?!”

"I said," Katsuki growled, ripping the backpack from his shoulder and hurling it across the hall, "U.A. fucking kicked me out."

It thudded to the floor, half-unzipped, contents spilling out—textbooks, notebooks, a cracked pencil case.

Mitsuki stared at her son, stunned for half a second. Then she exploded.

"Are you shitting me right now, you brat?!" she shrieked, stomping forward. "You got kicked out of U.A.?! The hell did you do?!"

Her words hit like a rapid-fire barrage. "You’ve been there less than a year and already blew it? I busted my ass to get you into that school, and you go and screw it all up?!"

"It’s not my fault!" he snapped, voice raw. His fists trembled at his sides. "Those extras didn’t even give me a chance to—"

"You mean to tell me you got fucking expelled from the top hero school in Japan and it wasn’t your fault? Bullshit! Don’t you dare try that crap with me!"

"It’s not my goddamn fault!" he roared, voice ricocheting off the walls. "They basically called me a villain and told me to fuck off! The hell do they mean, ‘not heroic,’ huh?!"

Mitsuki jabbed a finger at his chest. Her eyes were blazing, but there was something else underneath—fear, maybe. Or disappointment. "Guess what, brat? You’re now a liability! You know what people are going to say when they find out my only son got the boot from U.A.?"

She started pacing, hands tugging at her hair. "I’ve got clients, Katsuki. A reputation. Your father and I worked so hard to keep your record clean. And you can’t even manage to behave for one goddamn year? First you get restrained at the Sports Festival, then you get kidnapped by villains, and now this? It’s just one thing after another, Katsuki!"

"Then maybe those extras should all go fuck themselves!" Katsuki snapped, voice cracking from strain. "Everyone should just get off my back for two fucking seconds and stop acting like I ruined the goddamn world!"

"You did ruin something!" Mitsuki fired back. "You ruined your one chance at being a hero!"

Silence followed. For a moment, all the fight drained out of her. She looked at him—really looked—and Katsuki saw something worse than anger in her eyes.

Resignation.

She turned away.

"We’ll start looking into schools," she said flatly. "Whatever school will take you. I’ll talk to your father, but moving might be the only option. If your heart’s still set on being a hero… maybe there’s something overseas. America, maybe."

Katsuki blinked. America?

Mitsuki rubbed her temples. "Just… get out of my sight."

Katsuki stood there, stunned. Then without a word, he turned on his heel and stomped down the hallway, not even bothering to remove his shoes. His bedroom door slammed behind him with a hollow crack. 

Inside, nothing had changed.

Trophies still gleamed on the shelf. His workout gear sat untouched in the corner. The All Might poster tacked to the wall felt like it was mocking him now.

He paced once, twice, then yanked a dumbbell off the floor and hurled it against the wall, leaving a crater in the drywall. His hands were shaking. His breath came in short, angry bursts. 

He flexed his palm, feeling the usual snap of nitroglycerin, but no explosions came. Just a hot fizz under his skin.

“Fucking bullshit,” he hissed under his breath. “Fucking… hypocrites.”

He collapsed onto the bed, still fully clothed, eyes burning holes in the ceiling.

They expelled me.

Not for failure. Not for weakness. Not even for the Kamino incident.

For bullying. For being violent. For Middle School.

His throat clenched. Deku’s dumb face flashed in his mind—nervous, twitchy, sincere to a fault.

“Fucking idiot,” he muttered, voice hoarse.

A part of him wanted to believe Midoriya meant to sabotage him. That he finally got tired of forgiving and told the truth to ruin Katsuki’s life. But that wasn’t Deku. That wasn’t how he worked.

He probably let it slip. Maybe in one of those therapy sessions they made him go to after Kamino. Maybe he said it while crying, saying something like “Kacchan used to be so mean, but I always believed in him.”

Katsuki curled his hands into fists again, nails biting into his palms.

Even after everything. Even after Katsuki had shoved him, mocked him, told him to jump off a building, the damn nerd still smiled at him. Still admired him.

And Katsuki…

He hated it. He hated that look. That trust. That blind, idiotic faith.

He sat up sharply, swinging his legs over the side of the bed. The evening light stretched long over the floor. His phone buzzed near his bag—notifications piling in. Messages. Missed calls.

He ignored them.

He remembered the meeting in Nezu’s office. The way Aizawa had looked at him—not with anger, but with disappointment. The kind that cut deeper.

They didn’t even give him a chance to explain. Aizawa wouldn’t look him in the eye. Nezu’s face stayed neutral the entire time, but there was this coldness under it. Like Katsuki had already been tried and sentenced before he even walked into the room.

“We have a responsibility to our students’ safety and mental health. We cannot in good conscience continue to enroll someone with a history of repeated harassment, especially toward a fellow classmate.”

Those words wouldn’t leave his head. “History of harassment.” Like he was some kind of predator. A villain in the making.

His vision blurred, and for a terrifying second, Katsuki realized he was crying.

He sat up fast, scrubbing his face with the heel of his hand. No. He wasn’t doing that. He didn’t cry. He wasn’t weak.

But he couldn’t stop the thoughts from racing, spinning, choking him from the inside

What now?

Even if he went abroad, even if they enrolled him in some American school, what then? It would only be a matter of time before someone dug up his past, landing him in the same predicament.

What kind of hero gets expelled before even making it to their second year?

He couldn't think of a single school that would take him. He imagined he'd be blacklisted by every agency in the country. He was a walking PR nightmare.

He remembered Kamino. Smoke. Fire. The ground crumbling beneath his feet. All Might standing tall—broken, bleeding—fighting because Bakugo couldn’t fight his way free. Katsuki had looked up to that man his whole life. Even now. Even when he had been the one to end All Might's career, forcing him into retirement.

A weak, hollow laugh escaped his throat.

Some hero.

He curled up on the bed, back to the wall, and stared out the window. Outside, the sun slipped below the horizon. His phone buzzed again.

He didn’t pick it up.


-Earlier That Day-


The UA faculty lounge was quiet, save for the gentle clink of porcelain as Principal Nezu sipped his tea. Steam curled up in soft spirals from the cup, disappearing into the artificial light. A faint hum came from the air vents, but the office was otherwise silent.

Aizawa stood at the far end of the room, his arms folded tight across his chest. His gaze was fixed out the window, trained on the training fields below—but his eyes were distant, unfocused. He wasn’t seeing the students sparring or the leaves being stirred by the breeze. His thoughts were elsewhere. Behind him, the table was cluttered with papers. Here were disciplinary reports, performance reviews, candid security footage of sparring sessions, and one sheet set apart from the others, as if it weighed more than all the rest.

“You’ve seen the footage?” Nezu asked. His voice was calm, but there was a tightness to it.

“I have. It lines up with what Midoriya said…” Aizawa trailed off, jaw tight. “He didn’t mean to say it. I could tell the slip was unintentional.”

Nezu’s ears flicked.“Which makes it all the more credible. Sometimes the truth finds its way out whether we want it to or not.”

Aizawa exhaled slowly through his nose, feeling the weight of years pressing down on his shoulders. He finally turned from the window, eyes shadowed. “We missed it. All the signs. His temper, his pride, the way he zeroed in on Midoriya. We thought discipline and guidance would be enough.”

“We underestimated the damage already done,” Nezu said gently. “We hoped structure would reform him. That being among peers, real competition, might soften his edges. Instead, it sharpened them.”

Aizawa’s fingers curled into fists. “We gave him every chance.”

“We did,” Nezu said. “And he is capable. But there’s a difference between strength and heroism. Between victory and virtue.”

Aizawa’s voice was quieter now. “He’s still a kid.”

“And that’s exactly why this hurts,” Nezu said, eyes sad. “But this environment isn’t helping him anymore. It’s feeding the wrong parts of him. Letting him stay would only reinforce his worst instincts.”

Aizawa looked down. “He needs to face this now—before it’s too late.”

Nezu nodded. “Which is why we’re making this decision.”

- - - - -

The principal’s office was bright. Afternoon sun pooled on the floor like liquid gold. The room was filled with the quiet ticking of a wall clock, and the faint rustle of leaves outside.

Katsuki Bakugo sat across from Nezu’s desk. His arms were crossed, his chin jutted out defiantly. The faint scowl that lived permanently on his face seemed etched a little deeper today. His eyes flicked from the principal to the man standing behind him—Aizawa, his homeroom teacher. His mentor. Or he had been, until now.

Katsuki’s leg bounced, heel tapping against the floor in an uneven rhythm. The silence in the room wasn’t oppressive, but it felt unnatural, like something important was about to snap.

“So what is this?” he asked finally. His voice was sharp, brittle. “Another warning? You gonna lecture me again about ‘teamwork’ or whatever?”

Nezu didn’t smile. He folded his paws together, resting them atop the polished surface of his desk.

“No, Bakugo. This is your expulsion hearing.”

For a second, the words didn’t compute.

Katsuki’s brow furrowed. His mouth opened, then closed again. He blinked.

Then he scoffed. “Bullshit. That’s a load of crap.”

Aizawa didn’t flinch. His arms stayed crossed, but his shoulders rose slightly with the effort of holding back everything he wanted to say.

“You’re not here to be disciplined. You’re here to be informed.”

Katsuki’s voice spiked. “I haven’t failed a single damn thing. I’m top of the rankings, top of the entrance exam. You’re gonna kick me out over what exactly?”

“This isn’t about academics,” Nezu said evenly. “This is about character.”

Something flickered in Katsuki’s eyes—confusion, maybe. Or fear. It vanished quickly behind the usual scowl.

Nezu continued, “Your behavior towards your classmates—especially Midoriya—has been a concern since the beginning. But what truly cemented our decision was your unwillingness to reflect. To grow. You lead through intimidation. That isn’t heroism.”

Katsuki pushed to his feet. The chair screeched against the floor.

“You think I don’t care about being a hero? That I don’t get it?”

Aizawa stepped forward, his voice steady. “We think you’ve never stopped to consider what heroism really is. It’s not about dominance. It’s about protection. It’s about putting yourself second. You refuse to grow,” Aizawa continued. His voice wasn’t angry—just tired. “You’ve had every opportunity to reflect and change since entering UA, but there’s no accountability for your actions. Heroism isn’t about winning fights or conquering villains. It’s about protecting people and lifting them up. You’ve shown us that you view vulnerability as a weakness—and that mindset is poisonous.”

“I lead because I’m strong!” Katsuki snapped. “Because I win!”

“But at what cost?” Nezu asked.

Katsuki didn’t answer. His fists trembled.

Nezu took a sip from the cup in his paw, “We have a responsibility to our students’ safety and mental health. We cannot in good conscience continue to enroll someone with a history of repeated harassment, especially toward a fellow classmate.”

Nezu delicately sets his teacup off the side and folds his paws on the table, his eyes unblinking. “Effective immediately, you are expelled from U.A. High School.”

Katsuki's breath caught in his throat.

“This is not punishment,” Aizawa added. “It’s a wake-up call. We hope you’ll look into it and choose what you want to become. Because the path you’re on now leads to nowhere heroic. We’re telling you that what you’re doing is not working. And it won’t work in the real world either.”

Katsuki’s mouth opened—then closed. For a moment, Katsuki looked like he might explode. Like all the pressure inside him would ignite.

But it didn’t.

He just stood there.

Then, slowly, he turned.

And walked out without another word, his hands trembling.


 

The dormitory hallway was eerily quiet. Katsuki’s boots echoed against the linoleum as he trudged through the space that had once felt like the center of his universe.

Katsuki's duffel bag hit the ground with a heavy thunk. The others were probably in class. Maybe they already knew. Maybe they’d cheer.

He walked past the common room, past the training gym, past the place where they’d all laughed and shouted and pretended they were invincible.

At the gate, he stopped. The wind was biting, colder than it had any right to be. The city loomed ahead, and behind him, U.A. stood tall and unflinching.

He turned back once, just once.

His voice was low, but it carried.

“I’ll prove all of you wrong,” he spat. “Just watch me.”

 

Then he walked away.

Notes:

One chapter down! Not the worst chapter to exist, but also not the best. Some of you guys write so well it's fucking scary. Seriously give me some of that magic.

Anyway, I have a planned direction for this fic, but I haven't really worked out how to GET to some of those points yet. So if you notice some pacing issues or weak chapters, that's why. I have a lot of the story already written out, so some chapters will be posted right after the other, while some will take a day or two to post. I feel like several of these chapters need some work.. I'm contemplating whether I should post what I have or if I should wait and tweak them some more.

 

(Update: This chapter has been updated! It was a real mess before, lmao)

Chapter 2: Media Literacy

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The Bakugo household was quiet, but not in any peaceful way. The air was too still, the silence too heavy. The walls—normally trembling with Mitsuki’s voice or the low rumble of the TV—felt like they were holding their breath. There was no warmth to the quiet, only dread.

Katsuki sat on the edge of his bed, phone in hand, face lit by the pale glow of the screen. He hadn’t moved in hours.

Headlines screamed across his feed:

"EXPLOSIVE TRUTH: U.A. Expels Bakugo Katsuki Amid Bullying Allegations." "Is This the Face of Japan’s Future Heroes? Public Divided Over UA’s Controversial Decision." "From Top Student to Trouble Magnet: A Deep Dive into Bakugo’s Fall from Grace."

There were worse ones. Threads full of screenshots, grainy middle school footage, students anonymously sharing stories. The comments were a bloodbath.

"Can’t believe I used to think he was cool. What a psycho." "Should’ve been arrested, not expelled." "The way he treated that green-haired kid? Disgusting." "Just another villain waiting to happen."

Katsuki’s grip tightened on the phone until the plastic casing creaked. He wanted to throw it, blast it, make it disappear—but he didn’t. There was a hollow pit where his fury used to be. Something raw and echoing.

He didn’t recognize himself in the photos they used. He looked mean, dangerous. But worse than the photos was the way they twisted things that were already true. There had been shouting, fights, cruelty. Moments he’d thought were over, buried. Now they had come back to gut him.

No hero school would take him. His parents had called every contact they had, but the minute they mentioned his name, they got polite refusals or flat denials. It was all over the news now. No one wanted to touch him. Not with the kind of publicity his name brought. Even support courses hesitated. He was radioactive.

He scrolled again. More hate. More speculation. His past dragged into the open like roadkill.

He didn’t even remember half of what they were saying. Or maybe he did, but didn’t want to.

They were picking him apart.

And the worst part? He couldn’t say they were wrong.

He tossed the phone onto his bed and buried his face in his hands.

Somewhere downstairs, the TV droned. His mother had left it on, volume low. Probably another panel of talking heads debating his mental state or lack of remorse. One channel even had on a self-proclaimed "quirk ethicist" talking about how explosive quirks tend to correlate with aggression and instability.

The world had turned on him fast.

He could hear Mitsuki pacing. She’d barely spoken since yesterday. Masaru had tried—tentative words, awkward silences—but Katsuki had nothing to give. Not anymore.

He used to walk around like he owned the world. Like he was destined for greatness.

Now he couldn’t even leave the house without people whispering.

Even in online forums dedicated to aspiring heroes, he’d become a case study. The fall of a prodigy. The dangers of unchecked ego. Was this the cost of ambition?

He stood abruptly, anger flaring—but it fizzled out as fast as it came. He didn’t even know what to do with it anymore.

He moved to the window. The city skyline stretched in the distance, lights blinking like stars that refused to die. Somewhere out there, other students were still training. Still dreaming. Still rising.

And for the first time, he wondered if maybe he really didn’t belong in that world.


  –Izuku–

 

The atmosphere in Class 1-A was subdued.

It had been two days since the expulsion. Two days since Principal Nezu and Aizawa had called them into the common area with grim expressions and careful words.

Izuku remembered every second of it.

“Bakugo Katsuki has been officially expelled from U.A.,” Nezu had announced. “This is not a punishment, but a necessary intervention. His behavior—past and present—goes against the values we strive to uphold.”

There’d been silence. Denki blinked, mouth parted in shock. Kirishima had muttered a stunned, “No way.”

But it was Izuku’s gasp that cut deepest. He hadn’t expected this—hadn’t wanted this. And yet, he was the one who let it slip.

He remembered that moment, too. Sitting with Recovery Girl, talking about past injuries—mentioning middle school. How quickly the air had changed. The questions. The tension. The realization.

Now, all he could think about was the look Katsuki gave him as he was escorted out of UA

Rage. Betrayal. Hurt.

Tenya adjusted his glasses, his posture rigid. “We must trust our teachers. They wouldn’t do this lightly.”

“I know that,” Kirishima mumbled, fingers digging into his thigh. “But Bakugo—he was trying. He was getting better. Wasn’t he?”

Mina looked pale.

Aoyama didn’t speak. Neither did Shoto. The room felt off-kilter, like a table missing a leg.

“Heroes are supposed to protect, not humiliate,” said Momo softly. “But it’s… complicated. Especially when the world watches your every move.”

The school’s image was already shaky after the Kamino incident. Now, they were being accused of covering up violence, of failing their students. Rumors flew like shrapnel: that Bakugo was violent behind closed doors, that he had been shielded until he couldn’t be anymore. Every student in 1-A felt it—the weight of a narrative spiraling out of control.

Izuku said nothing. All he could do was stare at his hands. They shook faintly.

“I didn’t want this,” he whispered.

No one answered.

They just sat there, listening to the silence Bakugo left behind, while the world beyond their dorm walls roared with opinions, judgments, and the unraveling of a legacy that had barely begun.

– – – – –

Down the hallway, Aizawa stood outside the faculty lounge, phone in hand. He’d been fielding calls all morning—from concerned parents, reporters, hero agencies. The media circus was growing, and the backlash was only getting louder.

“You did what had to be done,” Hizashi said, stepping beside him. “Doesn’t make it easier.”

Aizawa didn’t look up. “It was necessary.”

“Still hurts.”

He exhaled. “I thought… I thought if we gave him a strong enough foundation, he’d build something different. Something better.”

“And maybe he still will,” Hizashi said. “But maybe not here. Maybe not now.”

Aizawa nodded slowly. “He’s got a long road ahead.”

“And we’ll be watching,” Hizashi said. “One way or another.”

Aizawa stared at his phone screen. A notification flashed—another message, another article, another accusation.

But beneath all of that, he felt something deeper. A quiet, persistent hope that this wasn’t the end for Bakugo Katsuki.

Only the beginning of something else.


–Katsuki–

 

The morning sun filtered weakly through half-closed blinds, catching in the dust that lingered in the Bakugo household. 

Katsuki stood in front of the bathroom mirror, tugging on a plain black hoodie. His hair was messier than usual, tufts sticking up where sleep had pressed against them. His phone buzzed for the fifth time in ten minutes. He didn’t need to check it. He knew it was Deku. Again.

He’d blocked his number yesterday, but apparently, the nerd found ways around that.

A soft ping. An email this time.

“Hey Kacchan… I know you probably don’t want to hear from me, but I just wanted to say I’m sorry. I didn’t mean for things to happen this way. I just… I hope you’re okay.”

Katsuki slammed the phone face-down on the table. The screen cracked slightly.

“Sorry,” he muttered under his breath. “Tch. Like hell you are.”

The words echoed in his mind, more bitter than he expected. The worst part was that he didn’t know who he was really mad at—Midoriya, the school, himself. Probably all of them.

He leaned over the sink, splashing his face with water. Katsuki could not muster a fuck to give over Deku’s pathetic apology. At the forefront of his mind were the articles, the videos, the angry mobs of netizens—he’d read them all. Every word was burned into his brain like the afterimage of an explosion.

Katsuki looked up at his reflection in the mirror, his eyes were dull, ringed with shadows.

He’d stopped reading the comments, but they still haunted him.

Villain.

Bully.

A walking red flag.

His hands curled into fists, but he made no sound. He wouldn’t give them the satisfaction. 

“I’m not just gonna sit around like some fucking disgrace,” he muttered, grabbing his phone and keys. He ignored the way his mother’s eyes flicked toward him from the kitchen table. She didn’t speak. Neither did he.

Instead, Katsuki slipped outside. Musutafu in late autumn carried a biting wind, the kind that cut through layers and snuck under your collar. The streets were cluttered with ad boards showing hero merch, support gear commercials, live-streamed patrol maps. The city moved on. With or without him. And even now, headlines ran under them like venomous subtitles:

“U.A. Student Expelled for Bullying. Quirk Misuse Allegations Under Review.”

“A Cautionary Tale: When Power Goes Unchecked.”

Katsuki shoved his hands deeper into his pockets and kept walking.

He’d found a listing last night—some construction company desperate enough to not care about his record. Physical labor. No customers. No cameras. Just noise and work.

The industrial district was lined with tired, gray buildings and chain-link fences. One of them housed a small, dingy construction office where Katsuki now stood in front of the foreman, dressed in an oversized hoodie and steel toed boots he purchased for this occasion.

“You ever done manual labor before, kid?” the foreman asked, eyeing him skeptically.

“No,” Katsuki said, voice clipped, “but I’m fast. I can carry my own weight.”

The man grunted. “You’re that kid from the news, huh?”

Katsuki stiffened, shoulders twitching slightly.

The foreman exhaled smoke through his nostrils. “You cause trouble, you’re gone. You show up on time, do the work, and we won’t care where you came from. Got it?”

“Got it.”

And so he began hauling bricks, mixing concrete, stacking rebar. It was mindless and exhausting, but that was the point. At the end of each day, he collapsed into bed sore, filthy, and too tired to read the latest headline dragging his name through the dirt.


  –Izuku–

 

Elsewhere, Class 1-A sat in tense silence. The dorm lounge, once alive with chatter and banter, had been subdued since the expulsion.

Izuku sat curled up on the couch, All Might keychain swinging from his fingers. 

Hey Kacchan. I just wanted to say… Delete .

I’m sorry things turned out like this. Delete .

He wanted to reach out. Desperately. But what would he even say? That he didn’t mean to get him expelled? That he still admired him, even after everything?

But every time he thought of that day—the look on Aizawa-sensei’s face, the weight of Nezu’s words, the look that must have been on Kacchan's face as he packed up his belongings- he was overwhelmed by the urge to fix this somehow. But he knows he can't. Not now.

The news hadn’t slowed. It was everywhere—video essays, think pieces, old classmates coming out of the woodwork with stories.

Some were lies. Some weren’t.

“He still hasn’t answered?” Uraraka asked, setting down a cup of tea.

Izuku shook his head. “I just wanted to talk to him.”

Uraraka gave him a sad look. “I know you do. But maybe he needs space. This is a lot.”

Across the room, Kirishima stared at his phone too, jaw tight. “I just… I thought he was better than that,” he muttered.

“He was ,” Sero offered, cautiously. “I think. Or maybe he was trying. But… yeah.”

“Good riddance,” Mineta piped up, earning him a sharp glare from several corners.

Iida straightened, his hands folded in front of him. “Whether we agree with the decision or not, we must move forward. Dwelling too much can cloud our judgment.”

But no one was really moving forward. The dorm felt off balance, a room missing a loud voice.


 

In a darkened room lit only by the cold glow of a monitor, the League of Villains gathered. Dust floated in lazy spirals through beams of pale light, and the hum of old machinery filled the quiet like a second pulse.

“All Might’s replacement has been quiet lately,” Dabi murmured, his fingers tapping idly on the desk. “But our explosive little friend is making headlines.”

“Predictable,” Shigaraki rasped. “He’s cornered. Isolated. That kind of desperation? It’s flammable.”

Spinner leaned forward. “But we tried that already, didn’t we? He didn’t break.”

“Not yet,” said Shigaraki. “But Sensei believes the brat may still be useful.”

Toga leaned over the back of the couch. “He looks so angry. It’s kinda cute.”

“Ugh, gross,” Spinner muttered, flipping a page of his manga.

Shigaraki scratched his neck, dry skin flaking beneath his fingers. “He’s valuable. Still dangerous. But… humiliated. Alone.”

“Vulnerable,” Dabi added from the shadows. “People like him, with nothing left? They’re easy to steer.”

“Let him stew,” Shigaraki grinned, a slow, stretched thing full of malice, “The world’s already tearing him down. When he breaks… we’ll be ready.”


  –Katsuki–

 

By the time Katsuki made it home, his muscles ached and his clothes reeked of dust and sweat. But he didn’t mind.

His mom barely looked up when he entered. Dinner was on the counter, still warm. Masaru had left a note. “Hope the job went okay. We’re trying.”

Katsuki ate in silence, showered, and collapsed onto his bed.

Katsuki lay on his back, hands behind his head, eyes fixed on the ceiling. The muscles in his arms throbbed from labor. His knuckles were scabbed from hauling bricks. He liked it that way. Manual labor dulled the noise. Gave him something to do with his hands, something other than scroll or pace or think. It meant he could still feel something.

He thought of Deku’s message again. Of the silence from the people he thought were his friends.

He wasn’t looking for forgiveness.

He wasn’t looking for pity.

The world outside wanted him to break. But Bakugo Katsuki wasn’t the type to shatter quietly. 

He stared at the ceiling long into the night.

His resolve didn’t falter.

He’d carve his own path, even if he had to drag his nails through the dirt to make it happen.

Even if it killed him.

Notes:

Social media can be cruel. People can be bold in person, but even more so when hidden behind a screen.

 

(Update: I added a little scene at the end :>

Chapter 3: Routine

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The sun hung low over Musutafu, bleeding orange light across steel towers and rusting scaffolding. Between train announcements, traffic hums, and the sharp scent of asphalt and exhaust, the city thrummed with the rhythm of normal life.

For most people.

The days bled together, grey and relentless. Katsuki Bakugo's world had shrunk to a narrow rhythm: wake, work, eat, collapse. Every morning he boarded a local bus before sunrise, hood pulled up, sunglasses pressed to his face, boots laced tight. Sometimes he’d stare out the window, watching the city fade behind the grime on the glass. Other times, he shut his eyes and tried not to think at all.

He made his way to a construction site in Musutafu’s industrial edge, a skeletal rise of metal and cement cloaked in dust and sweat. It was a different kind of battlefield. No flashy quirks. No explosions. Just weight, noise, and men who didn’t care who you used to be. No one there called him “Bakugo.” They called him “Blondie” or “Kid.” 

Katsuki Bakugo wiped the sweat from his brow with the edge of his work glove. His body ached in the dull, familiar way of physical exhaustion, muscles throbbing beneath the orange construction vest and helmet. He was standing at the base of a half-completed apartment complex on the outskirts of town, hauling rebar and guiding deliveries like his life depended on it. 

Because, in a way, it did.

He didn’t need the money. Not really. Masaru had quietly set aside savings in case things went south, and Mitsuki was still keeping up the household bills. But Katsuki needed purpose . Something to fill the endless hours, to keep the headlines and whispers from gnawing at his brain. To remind himself that he still had strength in his arms, still had something left that wasn’t rage or shame or the echo of loss.

He didn’t talk much. The other workers had learned fast that the scowling teenager was no small-talk type. He did the work, did it well, and didn’t complain. Some of them had recognized him early on, whispering behind crates or during lunch breaks— "Wasn’t that the U.A. kid who got expelled?" —but no one confronted him. Not yet.

Until today.

“Oi, brat,” one of the senior workers barked during break, a lanky man with deep crow’s feet and calloused hands. “Heard you used to be some hotshot at U.A. You gonna blow up the site if you get pissed?”

A few guys chuckled. Katsuki stared at him, unmoving.

“You're real quiet for someone who used to scream in every Sports Festival broadcast.”

The laughter was louder this time.

Katsuki stood up, fists clenching slightly, but said nothing. Just walked away from the group, heading toward the water faucet. He didn’t trust his voice right now.

The voices behind him continued, quieter now but biting. 

"Heard he got kicked for bullying."  

"What kind of hero does that?"  

"Thought he was some kind of prodigy—just another fake."

Katsuki washed his hands slowly, letting the cold water numb his fingers.

The words stuck like glass under the skin.

He scrubbed his face with his sleeve and took a slow breath.

He felt eyes on his back like static. The foreman tossed him extra rebar with a shrug, like offering a bone to a dog.

At lunch, Katsuki sat alone beneath scaffolding, chewing through cold rice balls. His phone buzzed once. Then again. He didn’t look. Probably junk mail. Probably Deku. Either way, he didn’t care. He couldn’t care. He scrolled through the feed out of habit, barely absorbing the words.

Another headline.

Ex-U.A. Student Caught in Controversy . A photo of his face—unflattering, harshly lit, angry. Always angry.

He nearly crushed the phone in his hand.

The day ended in sweat and silence. He caught the train home, hoodie pulled low, earbuds in with no music playing. His stop came. His house was dark.


 

Days continued to blur together. Katsuki no longer paid attention to which day of the week it was. The monotony felt good. Safe.

The walk home felt longer than usual. The sun was dipping beneath the skyline, and the streets were starting to glow with neon signs. A ramen shop played an upbeat jingle; two kids ran past with All Might backpacks. Katsuki kept his head low. 

Then came the voice.

"Hey—hey, is that him? That Bakugo kid?"

He didn’t stop walking.

"Yeah, I saw him on the news. That’s totally him! He looks way shorter in real life."

A group of teenagers across the street were pointing. Someone pulled out a phone. Flash.

Katsuki walked faster.

Flash. Click. Flash.

An ugly knot formed in his chest. His vision tunneled.

He broke into a sprint, cutting through an alleyway and vaulting a fence until the voices faded. Katsuki turned the corner, lungs burning. The words clung to him like grease. 

By the time he reached his block, his breath was ragged, chest heaving with silent fury.

He slammed the door behind him when he got home, rattling the coat rack. His boots hit the floor with a sharp thud. He didn’t bother with dinner.

He stormed into his room, shoved the desk chair into the wall, and punched his pillow until feathers began to burst from a seam.

“FUCK!” he screamed, voice hoarse. “GOD FUCKING DAMNIT—!”

His chest heaved. His eyes burned, but he refused to cry.

His palm sparked, detonating in a crack of sweat and smoke. The shelf next to his bed toppled, books scattering. A picture frame—him at the Sports Festival podium—smashed against the wall, glass splintering. His breath came in gasps. His heart pounded in his ears.

He stood there, staring at the ruined corner of his room, hands shaking.

“I didn’t do anything fucking wrong,” he whispered.

No one answered.


 

The next day, he woke before dawn again. Routine reasserted itself.

The job was worse. One of the older workers kept glancing at him all morning. Finally, during lunch, he muttered just loud enough:

“Not surprised he got expelled. Cocky brat always looked like a ticking time bomb.”

Katsuki’s hands clenched.

“Better watch your mouth,” he said coldly.

The man laughed. “What’re you gonna do? Blast me? That’s what you’re good at, right?”

He didn’t. Couldn’t. Just turned and walked away. Anger simmering under the surface.




Three days passed like that. Quiet cruelty. Sidelong looks. The press kept circling like vultures, old classmates kept tweeting cryptic jabs, and Katsuki kept his head down. The Bakugos were gone—off on a business trip, leaving only a note and a few meals in the fridge. Katsuki didn’t mind. 

He preferred the quiet.

Sometimes he caught himself staring at the back door, or the spot where his All Might poster used to hang. Then he’d get up, run a few blocks until his lungs burned, or hit the heavy bag in the basement until his knuckles split open.

Pain, at least, didn’t lie.




On the eighth day, as dusk fell over the neighborhood, Katsuki turned the corner toward home—and froze.

The front door was open.

There was no sound.

Every nerve in his body screamed.

He stepped forward slowly, one hand in his pocket, the other reaching for a metal pipe near the porch. The hallway light was flickering. The air smelled... wrong. Dust and something faintly metallic.

Then came the voice.

“Well, well,” drawled a familiar tone, smooth like oil. “The prodigal son returns.”

Katsuki froze.

The TV was on, playing static. The living room was trashed. A knife stuck in the wall by the family photos.

And then he saw them.

Toga, perched on the couch like it was her own. Dabi leaning against the wall, arms crossed. Twice giving a two-handed wave from behind the kitchen counter.

And Shigaraki, center stage, like an actor awaiting applause.

“Welcome home, Bakugo,” Shigaraki said, voice like gravel. “Miss us?”

Katsuki’s mouth twisted. “You’ve got five seconds to get the hell out.”

“Still so hostile,” Toga pouted. “We came all this way to visit.”

“You don’t have to fight anymore,” Shigaraki said, ignoring her. “No teachers barking orders. No fake friends. No heroes pretending to care. You can stop playing their game.”

“I’m not interested in your game either,” Katsuki growled.

Dabi chuckled. “Sure about that? ‘Cause from where we’re standing, you’ve got no school, no future, no one left to call you a hero. Just a good quirk and a lot of anger.”

Twice chimed in. “That’s all it takes to be one of us, really!”

“I’d rather die,” Katsuki said, eyes sparking.

Shigaraki shrugged. “You say that now. That’s fine. But we’re not here to give you a choice.”

Katsuki lunged, hands crackling—but Toga was faster, slamming something into his neck.

He stumbled.

The world tilted, and darkness swallowed him whole.

Notes:

Here we go!

Chapter 4: Not a Hero

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The ceiling above him was cracked. A hairline fracture that curved through the plaster like a spiderweb. He stared at it, motionless, the world around him muffled and slow.

Katsuki Bakugo blinked.

The air was heavy—damp and metallic, like rusting blood in old pipes. Concrete walls boxed him in. One flickering fluorescent light buzzed overhead. His arms were bound behind him, wrists chafed and numb from tight restraints. He didn’t recognize the room, but he knew the feeling.

Captured. Again.

His breathing was shallow, but steady. Every movement sent a low hum of pain through his muscles—bruises bloomed across his ribs, his shoulder throbbed with a dull sting, and dried blood tugged at the corner of his lip.

He counted the seconds in his head. One… two… three. A slow rhythm to keep panic at bay.

Then came the voice.

“Ah. Sleeping Beauty’s finally awake.”

He didn’t need to look. The gravel-and-smirk belonged to Dabi. He stepped into view, hands in his pockets, lazy grin half-masked by the burns scrawled across his face.

“Got real tired of waiting,” Dabi added.

Katsuki didn’t answer.

Nearby, someone was humming—light, childish, and off-key.

Katsuki’s eyes rolled toward the sound. Toga sat cross-legged on a rust-stained table, twirling a knife between her fingers. It clinked against the metal every time it rotated.

“You looked like an angel when we dragged you in,” she sighed. “So pale. So sad. So bloody. It was cute.

Katsuki moved his jaw slowly, testing its stiffness.

They were in some kind of underground room—concrete walls, flickering lights overhead, boxes stacked haphazardly along the corners. A space that smelled of abandonment. Damp. Mold. 

A warehouse? A bunker?

He flexed his fingers, slow and careful.

“Well?” Dabi took a step forward, “You gonna say good morning, or just glare at us ‘til your eyeballs pop out?”

Katsuki spat blood onto the floor.

“Fuck. You.”

Toga beamed.

“Still got bite! That’s why we like you.”

“We could’ve killed you,” Dabi’s smirk twisted. “We didn’t.”

“Then maybe you’re even dumber than you look.”

“You were unconscious for two days.”

“I’m still not joining your cult.”

“Bold of you,” came another voice. This one softer, rasping—dry like the scrape of bone on stone. Shigaraki stepped forward from the gloom, red eyes half-lidded, his disheveled figure looming like a curse. “After everything… you still think you’re a hero?”

“I never said that.”

Shigaraki tilted his head.

“You’re not wanted by the public. Not trusted by the heroes. Even your precious U.A. threw you out like garbage.” He stepped closer. “Why keep pretending?”

Katsuki stared at him, jaw clenched, chest rising and falling like distant thunder. There was a pause, thick with venom.

“I’d rather die,” he growled, “than be one of you.”

Shigaraki stopped just a step away. His hand twitched—his fingers almost flexed. Then he pulled back, his smile widening.

“That can be arranged.”


 

Elsewhere in Musutafu, the Bakugo household was in chaos.

The front door had been kicked off its hinges. Furniture lay overturned, drawers pulled open. Mitsuki stood frozen in the hallway, cell phone shaking in her hand.

Masaru was calling out his son’s name—over and over again.

No answer.

“He’s not here,” Mitsuki whispered. “He’s not here. Katsuki’s not—” Her voice caught.

The police were called within minutes. The Bakugo household was locked down behind yellow police tape. Mitsuki paced the hallway in a rage, barking into her phone. Masaru sat with his head in his hands as police officers moved in and out of rooms, snapping photos and filing reports.

“They took him,” Mitsuki snarled. “Again. They took my son.

“We’re aware, ma’am,” said the detective. “We’ve alerted the HPSC. Hero Commission’s opening an investigation.”

“Do they even care anymore?” she snapped. “You didn’t the first time.”

The officer didn’t respond.

Outside, neighbors whispered behind closed blinds. News vans began to gather down the block.

“Isn’t this the U.A. dropout kid?”

Mitsuki nearly decked the one who said it out loud.

The HPSC issued a brief statement that evening:

“The Commission is aware of reports regarding former U.A. student Bakugo Katsuki. At this time, we are working with law enforcement and Pro Hero agencies to assess the situation. We ask the public to refrain from speculation while the investigation continues.”

It said everything and nothing.


 

At U.A., the news arrived through private channels. Aizawa didn’t react outwardly, but his hands were tight at his sides as Nezu read the report aloud in the faculty office.

“Second kidnapping,” Nezu said, voice grim. His cup of tea had long gone cold.


 

Back in the hideout, a grainy static noise crackled to life from a mounted screen in the corner of the room—an old, boxy monitor bolted into the concrete.

The League straightened.

Then his voice came.

Low, calm, and poisonous.

“Good evening, Katsuki.”

Katsuki’s eyes snapped to the screen. His breathing stilled.

The monitor flared with dim blue light as All For One’s face emerged from the static—half-shrouded in shadow, his ruined features blurred by the poor signal. But even distorted, his presence chilled the air.

He wasn’t in the room. And somehow, that made it worse.

“You’re still alive. Remarkable. I was beginning to wonder if your stubbornness would burn through your body before we had the chance to speak.”

Katsuki didn’t answer. He only glared.

All For One chuckled, low and indulgent.

“I know you’re not going to join us,” he said. “That was never the point.”

He leaned slightly forward on the screen, his voice growing softer, more intimate—like a whisper you couldn’t unhear.

“You misunderstand your role in all of this. You think your choice matters. But this was never about recruitment.”

Katsuki’s jaw clenched. His wrists twisted behind him, metal scraping metal.

“I will find a use for you, Katsuki Bakugo. Whether you want it or not.”

There was no malice in his voice—just certainty. A god explaining inevitability.

“Hero society,” All For One mused, “is built on faith. In Pro Heroes. In structure. In that ridiculous concept of legacy. You were once a symbol of rising power. A star. Now? You’re discarded. Tainted. Dangerous. And that’s precisely what makes you valuable.”

He let the silence drag for a beat.

“I could paint you as a tragedy. A cautionary tale. A former hero-in-training turned weapon. Or I could release you back into the world, just damaged enough to unravel everything the heroes hold dear. Let the public watch their golden boy fall apart in real time.”

Katsuki didn’t flinch. But his silence rang like a scream.

“You’ll explode,” All For One said softly, “because that’s what you do. We’ll aim you where it hurts the most. Society won’t know whether to hate you or pity you. Maybe they’ll do both.”

He leaned back into the shadows, but his voice darkened.

“And when the next One For All holder sees what’s become of you—when his heart breaks just enough—he’ll be vulnerable. Just for a moment. And that moment will be all I need.”

Katsuki’s head lifted, eyes gleaming like flint.

“You think you’re gonna win?” His voice was hoarse, raw. “You think you’ll break me just by talkin’ through a screen?”

There was a heavy silence filling the room. All For One was toying with him, Katsuki knew it. But part of him was unsure. All For One had completely ignored his taunt. His challenge .

All For One didn’t say another word.

The screen went black.


 

The screen went black with a sharp click .

Silence returned—heavy and electric.

Katsuki stared at the blank monitor, but the voice still echoed in his skull, coiling through the corners of his mind like smoke.

"You’ll explode. We’ll aim you where it hurts the most."

He didn’t have to ask what that meant.

It wasn’t subtle.

He knew who the bastard meant.

Deku.

His fists twitched behind him, strained tight against restraints that dug into raw skin. Blood was drying under the cords, his fingers going numb. But all he could feel was heat—rising fast—rage hot and suffocating in his chest, clashing against a cold, slithering dread that wound around his lungs.

They were going to use him.

Not just as a symbol.

As bait.

Katsuki ground his teeth, with barely contained rage. He hated being weak. He hated being used.

His breathing stayed quiet, measured

All For One didn’t bluff. He didn’t taunt without intent. If he said Katsuki would be used, it was because the plan was already in motion. Katsuki didn’t know what it was. He didn’t know how they were going to twist him—but he knew it was coming. Knew that every second he sat here in chains, they were getting closer to whatever endgame they had planned.

He gritted his teeth, jaw clenched so tight it ached. His wrists pulled reflexively against the restraints, nerves screaming under the pressure. He wanted to explode, to move, to do something—anything.

They wanted him angry. They wanted him reckless. But more than that—they wanted him uncertain. Unsteady. Afraid.

He wasn’t going to give them the satisfaction.

He closed his eyes for a brief second. To focus. To anchor himself. 

He slowly opened his eyes and studied the wall in front of him. It was rough, unpainted concrete, stained with something old and dark. A spiderweb of exposed wire snaked across the ceiling. The room smelled like rust, mold, and cold sweat.

He remembered this kind of place.

He remembered what it felt like to wait for someone else to decide your future.

But this time was different.

This time, they didn’t care what he wanted. They didn’t want him to join them.

He didn’t know if they’d inject him with trigger or if they’d turn him into a Nomu. Katsuki mentally flipped through several scenarios. Maybe they’d use him for ransom. They could always just kill him.

Katsuki grunted and stared at the floor, chest rising and falling with shallow precision. This train of thought wasn’t getting him anywhere. 

He couldn’t plan a counterattack when he didn’t know what kind of war he was in.

But if they thought he’d break first—if they thought silence and fear were enough to unmake him—they didn’t understand the one truth that kept him breathing:

He’d survived this once.

He could survive it again.

Even if he didn’t know what was coming.

He just had to hold on long enough to figure out how to tear it all down.

Even if they used him, they’d never own him.

Notes:

Honestly, the only reason this occurs AFTER the Kamino arc is purely because I wanted further story progression. I am just so tired of reading through every single arc just to get to a certain point in the story.. So yeah I'm just cutting to a different time, and All For One is just.. there. He got away from All Might at Kamino. Whatever. MOVING ON--

Chapter 5: Stretched Thin

Notes:

TW for mentions of torture

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It came wrapped in mundane brown paper, tucked into the mailroom basket like any other delivery. Nothing about it screamed danger—except, perhaps, the archaic shape of the case inside, heavy in the hands of the second-year student who found it.

There was no postage. No sender. Just one word scrawled in bold, crude ink on the side:

U.A.

The student reported it immediately. Within an hour, the envelope had been rushed through security checkpoints and straight to the staff’s internal emergency wing—deep in the reinforced heart of the school.

Now it sat beside an old VHS player, humming faintly as it powered on. Principal Nezu, brilliant and precise, crouched beside it, paws moving with uncanny speed over the system.

The air inside the meeting room was dense with tension. Even the harsh fluorescent lights overhead seemed to buzz more sharply than usual.

This was not the public staff conference room—sealed and reinforced, this room was used only when U.A. itself was under direct threat. Here, surveillance feeds lined the walls, constantly updating. Emergency alerts shimmered in red along one panel, awaiting a word from Nezu to sound across campus.

The room vibrated with nervous energy as the faculty gathered.

Midnight sat ramrod straight, arms crossed tightly across her chest. Present Mic leaned against the far wall, uncharacteristically silent, shoulders tense. Cementoss and Snipe flanked the doorway like living statues. Vlad King hovered near the corner, his clenched fist shaking slightly. Recovery Girl sat primly in a folding chair near the back, eyes half-lidded but alert. Aizawa standing in the far corner.

And All Might.

He stood near Aizawa at the far end of the room, clad in dark civilian wear. Gaunt. Pale. His gaze remained locked on the dark screen, thin lips pressed into a grim line.

Nezu flipped the switch.

The screen hissed with static.

Flickering distortion bled into a dim, grainy image. The camera lens trembled slightly, as though held by an uncertain hand. A single overhead bulb swayed lazily, casting warped shadows across cracked cement walls. Somewhere in the background, water dripped rhythmically—deep, cavernous, echoing like a heartbeat.

A figure slumped at the center of the frame.

Bakugo Katsuki.

His arms were fastened behind him, wrists bound with a cruel mixture of barbed wire and industrial cord. The chair beneath him had been bolted to the floor. His body was worse for wear—clothes ragged and soaked with grime, his blonde hair dulled with sweat and dried blood. His face bore the bruises of precision cruelty.

The room froze. Even the air seemed to thicken, caught in collective breath.

Nezu’s ears flicked, but he said nothing.

Footsteps echoed.

From the shadowed edge of the screen, Shigaraki Tomura emerged—dragging a rusted stool behind him. The metal shrieked against the concrete. He sat sideways, gangly limbs folding in sharp angles, fingers twitching near his chin.

“You’re probably wondering why we used a VHS tape,” he rasped. “Why not livestream this? Show it to the whole world?”

He leaned toward the lens, mouth twisting into a crooked grin.

“Because this isn’t a show. Not yet. This is a message. For U.A.”

He reached out, grabbed a fistful of Bakugo’s hair, and jerked the boy’s head upright. Katsuki’s eye—the one not swollen shut—blazed with fury. But he didn’t speak.

“You failed him. Again.”

Shigaraki released him. Bakugo slumped, chest rising faintly.

“We’ve got plans for this one.” His grin widened, almost childlike. “Big ones. You’ll find out. Or maybe you won’t. Either way... he’s going to help us clear this level.”

A long pause. The camera panned sideways.

A cracked monitor flickered to life in the background

A new voice spoke, smooth and cold.

All For One.

“U.A.,” he purred.

“Your time draws to an end. 

"One cannot protect all things at once. Choices must be made. Some will be left undefended."

Another pause. A slow, deliberate breath.

"And when fire spreads across your cities, when shadows devour the edges of your light—remember this: some sparks will ignite devastation... once and for all."

The screen went black.


 

In the shadows of a distant chamber, All For One allowed himself a thin smile.

They will scramble, he thought. They will pull forces inward to protect the boy. Those still in the dark will take the threat at face value, extending their forces outward.

The pieces were moving. Predictably, as always.

He remained weak—crippled by wounds both old and fresh. His body, though sustained through unnatural means, was not yet ready. Months. Perhaps a year. But time mattered little.

He knew he could not yet confront All Might’s successor. Not yet.

Such a well-kept secret. Such secrecy will be their downfall.

One threat. Different interpretations. Different responses.

He knew Nezu would not reveal the truth of One For All. Not even now—when that very secrecy had already served its purpose. All For One was counting on it.

Without knowledge of One For All , the rest of the heroes had no choice but to take the threat at face value.

For now, strength was not his sharpest blade. Perception was.

And perception... was endlessly malleable.

The heroes will divide their priorities, he mused. They have no reason to doubt such a blatant threat.

His thoughts turned to the boy—the explosive prodigy chained in the depths of their lair. Bakugo Katsuki.

A pawn, yes. But a useful one.

How fitting, he thought, that such a volatile Quirk should serve as the spark.

The public adored heroes. They revered power when it was contained, controlled—a spectacle of strength in service of order.

But what they feared—what haunted their dreams—was power unleashed. Power beyond restraint.

Explosion. Raw. Devastating. Indiscriminate. A Quirk born to shatter structures and lives alike.

If such a force were turned upon the civilians—upon the very people heroes vowed to protect—while the nation’s champions were absent, chasing shadows... what faith would remain?

One tragedy. One moment, broadcast to a trembling public. And the people would turn.

They would not accuse the League first. No. The initial outcry would fall upon their so-called protectors.

Against the heroes who failed to act.
Against the government that had not prevented it.
Against U.A.—whose students seemed to invite calamity again and again.

The seeds of doubt had long been sown. Now, they needed only to be watered—in blood.

And the heroes—bound by duty, by pride—would scatter themselves thin in response. A desperate attempt to contain the spreading chaos.

Divide them. Exhaust them. Let them bleed themselves dry in the name of salvation.

When the cracks widened—when public sentiment soured, when despair festered—then, and only then, would he strike.

When Midoriya’s fragile heart is drawn out—toward a broken public and weakened allies—I will be ready. With renewed strength. With the board mine to command.

He allowed himself a breathless moment of satisfaction.

Even should the boy survive—even should they reclaim him—it would not matter.

The message would be etched in the public mind. The damage would linger long after any rescue.

And should Bakugo perish before the end—well. That, too, would serve.

He folded his hands in the dimness.

The board is set. The pieces fall into place.




The screen went black.

The monitor hummed. No one moved.

Midnight’s voice finally cracked through the silence. “They didn’t ask for anything.”

“No ransom. No terms,” said Cementoss.

“No,” Nezu said softly. “Control.”

All eyes turned to him. He stood on the table now, arms folded behind his back, sharp eyes narrowed like blades.

“They chose this method to slow us down. No digital trail. No broadcasting. This was personal. Deliberate. Old-fashioned.”

Present Mic frowned. “Why even show us anything at all?”

“They want us to panic,” Aizawa murmured.

Nezu nodded. “Fear breeds mistakes. Mistakes cost lives.”

Vlad King shifted uncomfortably. “And the ‘big plans’?”

“Vague by design,” Nezu replied. “The unknown gnaws at the mind more than any specific threat. Whatever they intend, it involves Bakugo.”

“Then we find them,” Aizawa said, voice hard. “We go underground. It would be irrational to send top heroes for this mission. The League is counting on it.”

Nezu nodded. “And alert the police. But not the media. If this leaks before we understand it, the public will spiral.”

The meeting dissolved into rapid orders and scrawled notes, but Nezu remained still. Calculating.


 

Later that night, a smaller meeting convened.

Nezu. All Might. Recovery Girl. Those who knew of One For All.

The tape had been analyzed. No digital fingerprint. No traceable material. A ghost.

Nezu’s voice was low. “I suspect the tape was also bait for us.”

Recovery Girl’s gaze was sharp. "‘Once and for all,’" she said softly. "That was no accident. He knows."

All Might’s fists clench. "Then we must assume the worst—that Young Midoriya is also a target, whether he realizes it or not."

A heavy pause.

Nezu spoke up. “Then, we proceed in two layers. One—underground teams search for Bakugo. Quietly. Two—Midoriya stays close to campus. No independent moves.”

“And we prepare for contingencies.”

The meeting dissolved. But the tension remained, thick as smoke.

The game had begun.

And the stakes had never been higher.

Notes:

I already have 36 chapters planned. The big chapters are planned out and written, but the transition chapters are still just ideas on a page. I feel like I'm at least getting somewhere with the story though.

Chapter 6: Countdown

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It was an hour before dawn when Tsukauchi Naomasa and Aizawa Shouta found themselves once again in the cold, dim-lit operations room buried beneath U.A. Neither had slept. Neither intended to.

A scatter of files covered the table between them — surveillance logs, black market chatter, known League safehouses. A battered laptop hummed beside Tsukauchi’s elbow. Two empty mugs sat cooling between them.

“You’re sure there’s no chatter about moving him?” Tsukauchi’s voice was rough with exhaustion.

Aizawa rubbed at his burning eyes. “None that we can confirm. If they’re moving him, they’re using assets we don’t know about. No black market quirks, no rental transport, no sightings. Kurogiri is still being held in custody, so unless they have another member with a teleportation quirk, we’re back to square one.”

“They’ve gone underground,” Tsukauchi muttered.

Aizawa’s voice remained low. “They want us blind. They want us running in circles.”

The silence that followed was heavy. The clock on the far wall ticked out each second like a countdown.

“They’ve studied our response patterns.” Tsukauchi’s brow furrowed. “They know exactly how we’ll prioritize threats.”

“Which is why Nezu thinks the next move is coming soon,” Tsukauchi said finally.

Aizawa nodded. “He’s right.”

“They’re baiting us,” Tsukauchi continued. “The tape was just phase one.”

“Phase two will be bloodier,” Aizawa said grimly.

Both men wore the same expression—driven, but eroding at the edges. Red-rimmed eyes. Fists trembling from adrenaline and exhaustion alike.

They’d read All For One’s message a dozen times, dissected every word. The phrase “once and for all” rang through the back of their minds like a taunt.

Tsukauchi leaned forward, voice low. “He’s laying a trap. We can’t walk into it.”

“We won’t,” Aizawa replied. “But we have to keep hunting.” Aizawa’s jaw clenched. “If the trail goes cold—”

“It already is.” Tsukauchi didn’t sugarcoat it. “But we won’t give up.”

Aizawa’s nod was grim and final.

There was no sleep ahead for them. 


 

Above ground, U.A. carried on beneath a fragile illusion of control.

The sky was clouded, and the city’s usual hum was fractured. Helicopters buzzed faintly overhead. The media swarmed the story of Bakugo’s abduction. Headlines screamed from every corner of the internet. News vans prowled the gates, cameras bristling, each crew hungry for a new angle.

Nezu had ordered exactly nothing in the way of public statements. No comment. No acknowledgment. The strategy was deliberate — deny the League any narrative victory.

The decision was not without cost. Parents called in panicked waves. Rumors spread like wildfire. Even in U.A.’s carefully guarded walls, whispers found fertile ground.

Inside the school, classes continued. Patrols doubled. No obvious shifts, no fear shown.

The students were not oblivious. They knew Bakugo had been taken. 


 

Midoriya Izuku moved through his drills for the licensing exam with numb limbs and a mind in turmoil.

Focus, he told himself. Just focus.

But how could he?

His best-friend-turned-bully — turned…rival?  — was gone.

Taken. By them.

The training hall echoed with the sounds of feet striking mats, the soft crackle of Quirk usage.

Midoriya’s thoughts churned in relentless circles:

  • The League had him.

  • Bakugo had fought them once before. He wouldn’t go quietly.

  • And now they had him again — this time with a purpose no one would explain.

He hated how everyone was acting like things were normal now. His mind wandered to a conversation he had with All Might that morning:

“Are we even trying anymore?” Midoriya’s voice cracked like glass.

All Might looked up from across the teachers’ lounge, brow furrowed. The fluorescent lights overhead buzzed faintly.

Midoriya paced in circles. He hadn’t slept. His notebook was filled with scribbles of Bakugo’s last known locations, snippets of villain sightings, and every detail he could remember about the league.

“Why are we giving up on him?”

“No one is giving up,” All Might said gently. “But we’re—stretched thin. Between the provisional license exams, patrol shifts, and the growing unrest…”

“I don’t care about the license exam!”

“Young Midoriya.” All Might’s voice grew sharp. “You have to care. You must be at your best—for him, too.”

Midoriya’s hands trembled.

“I can’t just pretend everything is normal.”

All Might walked over, placing a hand on his shoulder. “You don’t have to pretend. But you do have to endure. Heroes endure, even when it breaks them.”

 

Midoriya’s fingers twitched, his heart racing faster than any warm-up drill could account for.

I should be doing something. I should be out there looking for him. Not… standing here pretending everything’s fine.

He pushed harder into the drills, every movement sharp, precise — yet barely controlled. His mind refused to be still.

Why haven’t they told us more? Why won’t anyone say what’s really happening?

A dozen half-formed theories spiraled through his analytical mind. He catalogued the League’s known quirks. He mapped their prior moves. He tried to calculate why now , why Kacchan , why like this.

His gut twisted again.

His eyes flicked toward All Might.

The former Symbol of Peace stood stiffly at the gym’s edge, arms folded, face grim. There was none of his usual booming encouragement. No smile. No warmth.

And when their eyes met — a flicker of something raw passed through All Might’s gaze.

Guilt. Fear. Regret.

Midoriya’s pulse spiked.

He knows something. He knows exactly what’s happening.

His breath caught. His heart hammered against his ribs.

Why won’t he tell me?

The logical part of his mind tried to reason through it.

Maybe they think it’s safer if I don’t know. Maybe they think I’ll do something reckless. Or maybe… maybe they think I’m not ready.

He forced himself to breathe. In. Out.

He glanced back toward All Might — and saw the barely-hidden strain in his mentor’s face — the knot of dread inside him only grew tighter.


 

High above the gym, in the quiet of his office, Nezu stood before the wide windows, surveying the campus below.

From this vantage, U.A. was a fortress. Every sensor, every patrol, every line of sight carefully maintained.

Yet Nezu knew better than to trust appearances. This fortress had nearly fallen once before.

Behind him, All Might sat hunched forward, head in trembling hands.

“You must not tell him,” Nezu said gently.

“He deserves to know.” All Might’s voice cracked. “He’s already guessing.”

“And that guessing is safer than knowledge.” Nezu’s tone remained calm, but implacable. “If he knows, he will act. And that is what All For One wants.”

All Might’s fists trembled.

How much longer can I keep this from him?

“He looks at me like he already knows I’m hiding something,” he whispered.

“Because he does,” Nezu replied. “But knowing a thing exists is different from knowing its shape. For now, ambiguity is our ally.”

Nezu’s mind moved in sharp, calculating lines:

  • The League wanted to destabilize the public.

  • They wanted the heroes scattered.

  • They wanted One For All exposed—on their terms.

  • And Midoriya… was not ready to face that battle. Not yet.

All Might exhaled shakily. “If anything happens to him…”

Nezu’s gaze softened. “You will protect him. But the best way to do that is to let us control the timing of the truth.”

All Might nodded, brittle with restraint.

But in his heart, the question remained:

How long before Midoriya forces the truth from us himself?


 

Far below the reach of rescue, Bakugo Katsuki remained chained — another piece in All For One’s cruel design.

His body ached. His wrists burned where the cuffs bit into skin. His throat was raw from screaming.

But his eyes still burned with fury.

They think they can use me, he thought savagely. They think they can break me.

The sound of distant footsteps echoed in the dark.

Not a chance, Bakugo told himself. Not ever.

The board was set. The next move loomed.

And the clock kept ticking.

Notes:

Phew it took quite a few chapters to set the scene. The real story is about to begin.

Chapter 7: Hollow Body, Hollow Mind

Notes:

I got a bit carried away with this one. Oops. TW: torture

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It was nearing dawn when the final pieces were set in motion for the first strike. In a chamber deep beneath the city, All For One stood before a bank of dim monitors. Their glow painted his gaunt form in fractured light.

Above, the waking streets of Musutafu stirred. Trains began to rumble through tunnels. Vendors rolled up steel shutters. The slow current of early commuters gathered, unaware of the eyes that watched from below.

So many lives. So easily unraveled. All For One’s eyes flicked from feed to feed. Cameras traced the movements of civilians in Musutafu’s vibrant core: winding streets, dense markets, pedestrian avenues already thick with morning foot traffic.

Perfect.

The pawn was almost ready. A minor criminal. Someone inconsequential. Soon he would give the man Explosion. All For One knew that this criminal’s body was not equipped to hold such quirk. He would self-destruct before the afternoon’s end, taking as many lives as the blast would claim. A tragedy born of stolen power. A spectacle no camera could look away from.

But more importantly—an accusation.

When the dust settles, the public will curse the ones who failed to stop this. The ones who promised peace.

The heroes.

U.A.

The Hero Commission.

It would not matter that they had been drawn away, baited by false threats and whispers. To the common man, the failure would seem damning. Deliberate.

Abandonment. That is the narrative I will gift them.

There were still pieces to move—backup plans, layers within layers. And soon, one more piece would fall into place. Midoriya Izuku would feel it. The boy already strained beneath the burden of a power he barely understood. When this failure broke across the nation, when guilt weighed on the shoulders meant to bear the next era—then the true strike could begin.

Not yet. But soon.

Patience remained his greatest weapon. He was still rebuilding. His body remained a fragile vessel, sustained by craft and force of will. A confrontation with All Might’s successor was months away—perhaps more. But perception could do the work that strength could not.

One blast. One spectacle. One city’s trust undone.

And if one thread unraveled, the rest would follow.

His gaze drifted from the monitors at last. There was one more matter to resolve. One last piece to set in place before the board shifted again.

Bakugo Katsuki awaited him.

The boy had served his purpose as bait. And if his quirk could be seized—repurposed, twisted—it would add another cruel layer to the coming tragedy. If not... the plan would proceed all the same.

Tools were meant to be spent.

The boy would no longer be a factor by the time the sun rose again.


 

Time was strange here.

Katsuki no longer knew how long he’d been held. The first days—weeks?—had been spent strapped to a chair, metal restraints biting through his skin, muscles locked until they ached. He’d fought against them until his limbs burned and blood stained the leather. They hadn’t cared. No one spoke. They brought water in silence, shoved food into his mouth with cold precision. Enough to keep him conscious. Enough to keep him aware.

At some point—he wasn’t sure when—they’d moved him.

This new room was a concrete box. Stained floor. Bare walls. No windows. No cot—just a drain in the center of the floor, rusted red around its edges. No light beyond the single bulb flickering overhead. Just four walls, chains around his ankles, and a lock he couldn’t break. He’d tried, of course. The first hour, the first day—he’d slammed fists against the door until the bones screamed. Punched the walls until his skin split. No response. No weakness to exploit. His quirk was useless. Quirk suppression cuffs fastened to his ankles. They'd been there since his arrival to the underground hideout. 

The next few days he’d paced endlessly, fists clenched, desperate to move. His body had screamed from exhaustion, but movement was life. Motion meant he was still fighting. They brought water now and then. Threw in scraps, a strip of dry protein. Enough to keep his body working. No more. It wasn’t the hunger that gnawed at him, it was the stillness. No words, no faces, no sound beyond the drip of old pipes and the faint hum of the walls themselves.

No chance to fight.

No explosions.

And that, more than anything, kept the fire clawing at the back of his throat. He wouldn’t say it aloud—never—but it terrified him. He didn’t know what he was without it. He paced again, bare feet scuffing the concrete, jaw clenched.

If they think they can break me... they don’t know a damn thing.

His body trembled with exhaustion, but his glare remained bright, sharp. He would not give them the satisfaction. No matter how long they left him here.

Katsuki’s head snapped up. His legs tensed beneath him, instinct screaming, even though his body felt like shit. Every nerve bristled.

Footsteps.

The figure that entered was wrong from the moment it crossed the threshold. Taller than any human frame had a right to be. Cloaked in black, form gaunt beneath the layers. A metal mask where a face should have been, gleaming faintly in the stale light.

All For One.

So this was the bastard.

Katsuki forced his breath steady.

Footsteps. Slow. Deliberate.

And then

All For One entered like he owned the fucking room. Cloak trailing, gaze hidden behind black glass. The door closed with a hollow clang, sealing them in.

Katsuki forced himself upright, shoulders squared, defiance burning through the exhaustion. His lip curled. “Go to hell.” His voice came rough, cracking with thirst and rage. 

A low chuckle reverberated from behind the mask. “I’m afraid I’ve already made my home there.” The voice was smooth. Too smooth. Like oil sliding over a blade.

Katsuki’s eyes narrowed. His heart pounded so hard it hurt.

“You’re not touching me,” he snarled. “Not without a fight.”

Another step forward. No rush. No fear.

“You misunderstand,” All For One said softly. “There is no fight to be had.”

“Bullshit,” Katsuki spat. His hands twitched — empty of explosions, of power — but not of will. “You think you can just waltz in here and take it? Fuck no.” He was shaking now. Rage. Helplessness. Maybe a little fear, but he’d die before letting that show. He knew what All For One was there for.

“I won’t let you,” he growled. “You’ll have to rip it out of me, you sick bastard.”

The figure paused, tilting its head slightly. Almost amused.

“Oh,” All For One replied, “I intend to.”

Footsteps approached. The tall, imposing figure halted just beyond Katsuki’s reach. With a guttural shout, Katsuki lunged. Chains screamed against their anchors as he twisted, kicking out hard, body thrashing with every ounce of feral strength he had left.

“FUCK YOU! I’LL KILL YOU—!”

Sudden movement—another shadow swept into the room. Twice? No—Dabi. The smell of scorched air hit Katsuki’s nose a second too late. Blue flame flared, chains rattled—and in the next instant, a boot slammed into Katsuki’s side, pinning him hard against the floor. Another hand clamped down on his shoulder, forcing him still.

“Don’t make it harder on yourself, kid,” Dabi said coldly, voice a dry rasp.

Katsuki fought like a wild animal. Clawed at the floor. Snarled. Bit. He didn’t care. He didn’t fucking care. If he went out, he’d do it with blood in his teeth. But the weight held him down. Too strong. Too many days without food, without rest—his body screamed betrayal. His limbs shook with exertion.

“You see?” All For One’s voice cut through the struggle. “Even now, your spirit burns bright. Admirable. But futile.”

Katsuki roared. A sound torn from the depths of him. “GO AHEAD! TRY IT! SEE WHAT FUCKING HAPPENS!”

“Struggle all you want brat,” Dabi muttered, voice low against his ear. “You’re not goin’ anywhere.”

Katsuki thrashed harder, muscles straining, heart hammering so loud it nearly drowned out the cold footsteps drawing closer. But All For One was already upon him. He crouched, fingers splaying over Katsuki’s head.

And then—

The pull began.

It wasn’t physical—at first. It was inside him. A wrongness that wrapped cold fingers around something essential.

Katsuki’s rage surged. He fought—not just with his body now, but with every ounce of will he had. He pushed back—not knowing how, not caring—just pushing, burning, holding on with a primal force beyond words.

Katsuki’s pulse spiked. But his glare never wavered. He’d go down spitting in this fucker’s face. 

“You better pray you get it all,” Katsuki growled through gritted teeth. “Cause if I’m still breathing when you’re done, I’ll fucking kill you.”

Another quiet chuckle. “So stubborn,” All For One murmured. “Such fire. You may yet surprise me.”

Katsuki felt it—Explosion, the core of who he was, being drawn away strand by strand. Not muscle. Not breath. Something deeper.

No. NO. You can’t have it.

He continued to fight with sheer force of will, with every ragged shred of defiance he could summon.

I won’t give it to you. I won’t.

The world blurred. Time warped. The pull grew savage. A soundless shriek tore through his mind. Something in him fought back—wild, explosive, desperate. Like claws in his gut holding on for dear life.

The pull deepened. His soul screamed.

He tried to hold it. Claw it back. I am this. I AM THIS. YOU CAN’T TAKE IT—

And then—something tore.

It wasn’t like losing a limb. Not like any injury or agony he’d ever known.

It was shattering—a part of himself ripped away with such force that only emptiness remained.

The room twisted. The light swam.

And darkness claimed him.

The boy crumpled at his feet, breath ragged, skin pale.

All For One straightened slowly, withdrawing his hand.

He reached inward to examine the prize.

And frowned.

The quirk was there—but what lay in his grasp would not respond. Useless. I was as if it had been locked away.

Impossible.

Nothing like this had ever happened. It was unprecedented.

Yet here was the evidence.

Dabi's grip on Katsuki slackened. He crumpled fully to the floor. He straightened, shaking out his hand with an exaggerated sigh.
“Tch.” He nudged Katsuki’s limp form with the toe of his boot. “Still got a damn spine even now. Stupid kid.”

All For One did not reply. No anger. No frustration. Only cold calculation.

The attack on the city would proceed as planned. "Explosion" was not needed. It would have been a fitting irony—but any blast would suffice. A different vessel would carry the destruction.

The spectacle would come.

There were always more pieces to move.

“Faulty goods. A broken vessel. Not worth the effort.” All For One’s voice was ice. 

He turned his back, already bored. “Dispose of him. Make it public.”

Dabi watched the villain’s retreating back, then crouched beside Katsuki again. His voice dropped to a murmur.
“You hear that, brat? You’re not even worth keeping alive.”

A faint curl of smoke rose from Dabi’s palm. “Funny. All that screaming about becoming Number One. You’ll finally hit the front page— wrapped in a body bag .”


 

Later that night, the League dragged Katsuki’s limp form to the recording setup in a decaying service tunnel beneath Old Musutafu. A crude camera. A spotlight. A bound teenage boy on his knees.

The air was damp. The walls peeled in long strips of gray. A cheap camera on a battered tripod stared at the center of the room — where a single floodlight burned down on concrete already stained dark.

“Get the angle right,” Dabi muttered, cracking his neck. “Let the heroes feel this.”

Spinner adjusted the tripod.

Katsuki slumped forward, head lolling, arms tied behind him with biting cords. His skin was bruised, blood crusted at the corner of his mouth. His breaths came shallow and slow — but they came.

“Prop him up,” Dabi muttered. His voice echoed off the concrete. “I want them to see his face.”

Spinner crouched and shoved Katsuki upright by the shoulders.

Shigaraki stood a few paces off, hands twitching absently. His smile was thin, unreadable.
“All that noise,” he murmured. “All that rage. Gone.”

“He’s still alive, right?” Toga asked, tilting her head.
“Alive enough,” Dabi said, with a sharp grin. “Won’t be for long.”

Twice giggled nervously. “Alive, dead, about to be dead—depends how you cut it!”

“Start it.” Dabi turned to face the lens.

The camera flicked on. A small red light glared in the dimness. Dabi stepped into frame, towering behind the broken boy.

“To the so-called heroes of Japan,” he began, voice smooth and ice-cold. “This is what happens when you fail your own.”

He crouched, resting one burnt hand lightly atop Katsuki’s bowed head.

“You teach them loyalty. Honor. Sacrifice.” A smile that didn’t reach his eyes. “And then you throw them to the wolves.”

He tilted Katsuki’s head back so his battered face caught the camera. The boy’s eyelids fluttered weakly — whether from instinct or dim awareness, no one could say.

“Funny thing about explosions,” Dabi continued, his tone cruel. “When there’s nothing left to ignite… all that’s left is ash.”

Blue flame flared to life in his palm.

“We send this message so that every citizen can see — your so-called heroes let this boy fall. We finish what they could not prevent.”

Without another word, he thrust his flaming hand against Katsuki’s chest.

The screen flashed blinding blue.

Katsuki jerked once—ragged breath caught in his throat—then collapsed forward.

Smoke curled upward. The air stank of burnt cloth and flesh.

The camera caught it all.

Spinner moved in, face pale, and checked for breath. “He’s gone.”

“Good,” Dabi said coldly. “Dump him. Upload the tape.”

Shigaraki gave a slow nod. “Make sure it spreads.”

Twice leaned down, helping Spinner lift the limp form. They carried Katsuki off-screen toward the runoff tunnels. The camera lingered for three final seconds—on the empty, scorched concrete—and then cut to black.

Elsewhere, parents demanded answers. Media outlets exploded. Hashtags trended within minutes: #UAFailure, #BakugoDead, #HeroSocietyCollapse. Protests brewed outside hero agency branches. Rumors spread like wildfire—U.A. let a kid die. Bakugo was executed because the heroes were too slow. The system failed again.

Heroes were stretched thin. Public trust wavered like a fault line under pressure.


 

Katsuki’s body was dumped in the remains of Old Town District 9. Half of it had been evacuated a decade ago after a villain-induced sinkhole collapsed the infrastructure. No one patrolled here anymore.

But under rusted scaffolding, where weeds had claimed the concrete, a broken body twitched.

Katsuki Bakugo lay in the mud and rain, dumped like trash.

His breathing was shallow.

Something inside him… was missing.

But something else—something strange and distant—lingered just out of reach.

He wasn’t dead.

Not yet.

But the boy who had entered that chamber was gone.

Notes:

I had this chapter already typed out, but I kept going back and adding more stuff. Hopefully it sounds okay. I may have accidentally repeated some things. That's what happens when you write the chapter out of order.

Chapter 8: Geezer

Notes:

just a short lil chapter

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Kojima Takeshi was not a good man.

At 53, he’d long stopped pretending otherwise. Life had eroded him down to a half-rusted shell—a man who once dreamed, once loved, and now mostly just drank.

His auto shop was a sagging thing tucked beneath overgrown telephone wires and the cracked shoulder of a disused service road. The metal siding had dulled to a colorless gray, warped from decades of sun and rust. The only sign it was still open for business was the peeling “OPEN” placard in the window, which swayed whenever wind crawled in off the mountains.

He hadn’t meant to find the boy.

It was dumb luck, if you could call it that—Takeshi was driving back from a scrap haul, already cursing at the heat and the sputtering AC in his truck, when something on the edge of the woods caught his eye. A crumpled figure. Barely human. Bloodied. Burnt. Motionless.

He’d almost kept driving.

Almost.

But something… something in the twisted way the kid’s arm was bent, or the way his face was half-shrouded by tangled blonde hair and dried blood, had turned Takeshi’s stomach in a way that made him swerve off the road without thinking. He’d dragged the kid—heavy as hell for someone so starved—into the bed of his truck. Brought him back to the shop. Dumped him on the sagging, oil-stained couch in the break room and stood there like an idiot for three minutes just staring at him, like maybe the right decision would manifest if he waited long enough.

He should’ve called someone. The police. The hospital. A hero agency.

He didn’t.

Why the hell didn’t he?

He didn’t know.

Maybe because the kid’s face looked like it had been stomped on. Maybe because his arms were littered with wounds that looked like they were made slowly, on purpose. Maybe because there were bruise-colored handprints—ringing his neck like a noose. Someone had meant to kill this boy. And the world? The world had let it happen.

Takeshi hadn’t thought of her in years. But as he scrubbed blood off the floor with a bottle of engine degreaser and a rag, her name echoed inside his skull like a ghost whispering through rusted pipes.

Aiko.

Twelve years old.

Smart, funny, loud as a motorbike and twice as fast on her feet.

The accident had been so fast, and so stupid. A drive to her violin recital, a flash of headlights in the rain, the sound of crunching glass and the howl of twisted metal. They told him she died instantly. But he’d seen the blood. All of it. He’d been the one who found her, when he clawed his way out of the flipped car. He’d screamed her name into the storm and cradled her tiny body, already cooling, in arms that refused to believe.

He couldn’t save her.

He wasn’t even hurt. Not really. Just a cracked rib. A bruised shoulder.

He remembered watching the EMTs zip her into the black bag.

And now here he was, kneeling beside another broken body—threading a goddamn sewing needle with trembling fingers, trying to suture wounds that wouldn’t stop bleeding.

“This isn’t the same,” he muttered under his breath, over and over, like a prayer or a curse. “This ain’t the same.”

The boy groaned.

Takeshi startled, hands slick with dried blood, one elbow knocking over an empty beer can.

“Kid, don’t die,” he hissed, not even sure the boy could hear him. “You hear me? I got enough goddamn ghosts.”

For days, he waited.

He did everything wrong. Didn’t know how to check for a punctured lung. Googled “how much blood loss is too much blood loss” and found nothing helpful. Tried spooning a bit of water into the kid’s mouth once—he choked immediately, and Takeshi nearly panicked himself into a stroke.

But somehow, the kid lived.

Barely.

By the third day, the fever broke. By the fifth, his breathing leveled out. Takeshi had to pry the ruined clothes off him piece by piece, and what he found underneath was enough to make even his beer-scarred heart clench.

Bruises. Cuts. Burns. Ligature marks. Every one of them was deliberate.

Someone had tried to destroy this kid, piece by piece.

It wasn’t random. It wasn’t just violence. It was intent.

Takeshi had seen car wrecks. Shop accidents. Knife fights behind the convenience store. But this—this wasn’t like that. The wounds on the boy’s body had been made with purpose. With time. With cruelty.

A shallow gash behind the ear. Burn marks in jagged, repeated patterns along the collarbone. Rope bruises across the wrists, some fresh, some faded. Even the bones in his right hand had swollen wrong, like they’d been broken recently and never treated. The skin along his ribs was yellow and purple with pressure bruises, and the boy’s lip was split so badly.

Whoever did this… hadn’t just wanted to kill the boy.

They’d wanted to make him suffer first.

Takeshi sat back on the floor of the breakroom, the flickering overhead light stuttering again, casting long shadows through the cluttered space. He picked up a chipped thermos and took a long drink.

He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and stared across the room at the silent figure on the couch.

He didn’t know who the kid was.

Didn’t matter.

Takeshi didn’t give a damn about the news. He didn’t follow the pro hero circuit, or whatever scraps of drama the media peddled. All he saw was a broken body dumped like garbage in the dirt. Left to rot in the underbrush, like someone had wanted him forgotten.

Some punk kid with half his blood on the ground and the other half soaked into Takeshi’s shop towels.

What was he supposed to do with that?

The shutters rattled outside as the wind picked up. Through the grimy shop windows, Takeshi could see dust devils kicking through the gravel lot. Late autumn in Musutafu was relentless—dry and brittle and loud.

Inside, it was too quiet.

Every tick of the clock dragged.

Takeshi exhaled slowly, rubbing the back of his neck, then stood. His knees popped with the effort.

He moved through the shop like a ghost, flipping the breaker on the failing light and grabbing one of the old lamps he used when repairing engine blocks. The bulb buzzed to life and threw pale, golden light across the boy’s body.

Takeshi crouched again.

Looked.

The boy was young. Seventeen, maybe. Calloused hands. Burn scars on his forearms that looked old—self-inflicted, probably, given how precisely they traced his skin. A fighter. Or a fool. Or both.

Takeshi reached for the medical tape and started redressing the worst of the wounds.

“Idiot kid,” he muttered under his breath. “What the hell did you do to end up like this?”

The boy didn’t answer. Just breathed, shallow and slow.

The locket around Takeshi’s own neck, long hidden under his sweat-stained shirt, shifted against his chest. He ignored it. Pretended it wasn’t there. Pretended it didn’t feel like it weighed a hundred pounds.

A memory flickered.

Little fingers pressing into his palm. A bow clutched in the other hand. Laughter under cherry blossoms.

“Again, Papa! Play it again!”

He shook his head.

That wasn’t this.

This wasn’t her.

This wasn’t saving anything. It was delaying the inevitable.

He was just… tired.

Still, every few hours, Takeshi came back into the room. Changed the bandages. Checked the kid’s breathing. Ignored the smell of blood that still clung to the air like rust in the pipes. He barely slept. Kept the front door locked and the curtains drawn. If anyone came looking for the boy, they’d have to go through him first.

Not that he’d win. But he’d try.

He had always been a stubborn bastard.

Days passed.

Then, on the seventh day—just as the sun cracked the sky in pink and silver—he heard it: a  breath, sharp and sudden.

A rustle of blankets.

Takeshi turned.

The kid’s eyes were open. Red. Fierce, even in confusion. Like he’d been fighting something in his dreams and had woken up mid-punch. For a long moment, they just stared at each other. Then the boy rasped, voice like gravel on dry pavement, “...where…”

Takeshi scratched the back of his neck, suddenly aware of how badly he smelled.

“You’re alive,” he said simply.

The kid blinked.

Takeshi stood, his knees cracking again, and gestured vaguely around the garage.

“You’re in a dump,” he added. “But it’s my dump. Try not to bleed out again, huh?”

The kid didn’t answer. Didn’t have to. Takeshi sat back in his chair and rubbed the locket beneath his shirt, eyes heavy, limbs heavier.

Maybe he’d saved the kid.

Or maybe the kid survived despite him.

He didn’t know.

Notes:

This is the original character from the tags. Other characters that I make up will only be background characters.

Chapter 9: Echos of Fire

Notes:

Feast, my children.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"Say goodbye, kid."

Hands pinned him down. Blue flames surged, heat blistering his chest—then the searing stopped too soon. The world blurred at the edges and he was weightless. Detached.

Dabi’s voice was distant and sharp, "toss him in. He’s done."

Rough hands gripped him again.

Falling.

Impact. Bone-jarring. Bitter cold water surrounded his limbs as darkness pressed in. Above him, footsteps retreated and laughter faded somewhere in the distance.

Then there was nothing. Cold. Alone.

Dying.

Suddenly, there was a flicker—someone moving through the muck hours later, maybe more. A hoarse voice cursed as hands pulled him free. He could feel it: the sensation of being dragged, limp and broken, across grass and mud.

-And then the blackness returned.





Darkness swam behind Katsuki’s eyes. It wasn't the suffocating dark of that cell, not the void where time meant nothing. This was different—soft, unsteady, as if the world itself hadn’t decided whether to let him wake or not. A shallow breath caught in his throat. Raw. His chest burned and limbs ached in ways he couldn’t name. Every muscle felt wrong—too slack, too loose, as if something beneath the skin had unraveled.

There was a faint russle somewhere nearby.

Someone was there .

Something shifted in the haze.

“You’re alive.” The words floated toward him, rough and simple. The words were graveled. Older.

Katsuki didn’t recognize the sound. His head swam.

Where— ?

“You’re in a dump. But it’s my dump. Try not to bleed out again, huh?”

Oh. He had spoken aloud hadn’t he. The man's words barely registered, but they cut through the fog just enough to land. Someone had him. Not the League. Not a prison cell.

He opened his eyes, squinting as blinding fluorescent lights stabbed at them, buzzing faintly overhead. The first thing he saw was the peeling ceiling. Then he noticed cracks spider-webbing across cheap plaster and rust stains at the corners. This wasn't the League’s lair. Not some concrete hellhole.

What the hell?

He shifted—and nearly groaned aloud. His body screamed in protest. Bandages wrapped around his ribs and shoulder, stiff and poorly knotted. The burn on his chest throbbed with every breath.

“Finally awake, huh?”

The voice was rough. Male. Weathered by too many years of smoke and cheap whiskey.

Katsuki's eyes traced the ceiling and down the wall until they settled on a man leaning in the doorway. Mid-fifties, maybe older, Katsuki noted. He had a thick frame gone soft around the edges, and stubble coated his square jaw. Grease-stained coveralls hung half-zipped down his chest; an unlit cigarette dangled from cracked lips. The man had brown hair that was outgrown and shaggy. Due for a good haircut, Katsuki mused. Plain was how he'd describe the man, someone who could slip through a crowd without standing out.

“You’ve been out for a couple of days,” the man said, arms folded. “Thought you might kick it for a while there.”

Katsuki scowled. His throat was raw, voice like sandpaper, “...who the hell are you?”

“The name’s Kojima Takeshi,” he smirked. “I’m the dumb bastard who pulled your half-cooked ass out of some ditch and stitched you back together.”

A ditch? Bits of memory came in jagged flashes—blue flame, suffocating smoke, blackness. Katsuki sat up too fast. The world spun.

“Take it easy, kid,” Kojima said, pushing off the doorframe. “You’ve been through hell. You ain’t gonna sprint outta here like nothin’ happened.”

Katsuki swallowed hard, trying to steady his breath. But something was wrong. Not the pain. Not the dizziness. Something deeper. He couldn’t feel it–The restless crackle under his skin, the burn in his palms—that constant thrum that had been part of him since he was four.

Gone.

He clenched a fist. No sharp bite of nitroglycerin sweat. No familiar tension in his forearm. Just...emptiness. His pulse spiked. His mouth went dry.

No. No fucking way.

“Where... where am I?” he rasped.

“Back room of my shop,” Kojima said. “You’re lucky some street rats didn’t get to you first.”

Katsuki’s eyes darted around. Dingy cinderblock walls. A tattered couch beneath him. Faint smell of motor oil and mildew. His fingers twitched.

“What do you want?” he growled, voice hoarse.

Kojima barked a dry laugh. “Kid, I don’t want nothin’ from you. If anything, I’d have left you where I found you. Luckily, you’re alive ‘cause I got a soft spot for broken shit.” He scratched his chin. “That, and you looked like you still had some fight left. Figured it’d be a waste otherwise.”

Katsuki’s jaw tightened. Fight? he barely felt human.

Kojima turned. “Come on. You can crash at my place next door. Trailer’s a dump, but it’s got a bed and running water. Long as you pull your weight, you’re welcome.”

“I’m not a charity case,” Katsuki spat.

Kojima snorted. “Didn’t say you were. But if you’re breathin’, you’re workin’. Auto shop’s got enough busted rides to keep you busy.”

Katsuki hesitated. His body wanted to collapse again—but he couldn’t stay here. Not helpless. Not weak. And sure as hell not grateful.

And yet…

“Fine,” he gritted out.


 

The trailer was every bit the hellhole Katsuki expected.

Beer cans littered the floor. Dishes crusted with who-knows-what piled high in the sink. Clothes were strewn across a ratty couch, and the carpet smelled faintly of mold. Stale smoke clung to the curtains.

Katsuki wrinkled his nose.

“Make yourself at home,” Kojima said with a crooked grin. “I know it ain’t pretty. Been meanin’ to clean. Never get around to it.”

Katsuki scanned the mess, one eye twitching. Fucking disgusting.

But the exhaustion was setting in hard now. His legs shook beneath him. A thin film of sweat clung to his skin–it lacked the familiar scent of caramel.

“Bathroom’s down the hall. Water heater’s busted, but you can get a warm sink bath if you don’t mind workin’ for it.”

Katsuki muttered something under his breath and limped past him.

The bathroom wasn’t much better—grime on the tiles, rust around the faucet—but it had soap and a washcloth. And a cracked mirror. 

He peeled off the filthy remnants of his shirt, moving stiffly. His breath hitched when he saw the stitches–crude, crooked, and barely holding.

Fucking hell .

He traced a finger near the jagged thread.

“Tch... what kind of half-assed job did that old geezer do?” he muttered under his breath. “Did he use a damn fishhook for this?”

Still, it was better than bleeding out.

Katsuki stared at his reflection, his face looked like hell—bruises, cuts, dark shadows under both eyes. His hair hung limp and matted. The burn across his chest peeked out from beneath the bandages, angry and raw. But worse than any of it was that he could feel it. The wrongness inside him. The stillness where there should be fire. He gripped the sink. One deep breath. Then another.

“Come on,” he growled under his breath. “Come on...”

He spread his fingers. Focused—willed that familiar spark to rise.

Nothing.

There was no heat, no crackle, no scent of burnt caramel.

A low sound escaped him—half snarl, half breathless panic. He glanced at his palms, and then back at the mirror. The cracked glass spiderwebbed around his reflection.

Gone.

Not just the quirk–the fight . The fire that had always driven him. He sagged forward, chest heaving. Something inside him had been ripped out. Something vital. And he hadn’t even felt it until now.

The water ran pink as he wiped himself off. He worked around the makeshift stitches, face set in a hard, trembling mask. When he finally staggered out of the bathroom, Kojima looked up from the couch.

“Shower’s broke, huh?” the man said dryly. “You look like a drowned rat.”

Katsuki glared at him. “Can’t shower with stitches, you old geezer.” he shot back.

Kojima grinned around his cigarette. “Atta boy. Knew there was some bite left in ya.”

Katsuki didn’t answer. His gaze drifted to the window. Night pressed in against the glass. He didn’t know how long he’d been gone or who knew he was alive. If anyone did.

But right now–he was breathing. He was alive .

And he was fucking tired.


 

Later, when the trailer had gone quiet and Kojima had disappeared into the back room to snore like a dying engine, Katsuki sat on the edge of the lumpy couch, a threadbare blanket draped across his lap. The dim glow of a streetlamp filtered through the grimy curtains and shadows stretched long across the floor. 

Sleep wouldn’t come. Every inch of him ached, but none of it compared to the hollow thrum inside his chest. He flexed his fingers again, slow, deliberate.

Nothing.

No snap of sweat glands firing. No rise of heat beneath his skin. No itch of building pressure in his palms.

Gone.

He dragged his hands through his hair, fists tightening. His breath came short and fast.

What the fuck did he do to me?

That bastard—All For One. He remembered the hand. It had been clammy and cold against his skull, and time seemed to freeze. Something inside him was being pulled apart cell by cell. And the moment after…

Blackness.

Now… this. Katsuki clenched his jaw until it hurt.

I’m too fucking calm.

The thought hit him like a punch to the gut. He should be shaking. Screaming. Breaking everything in this dump of a trailer. That’s what he would’ve done. That’s who he was.

But instead, he sat frozen. Hollow. A lead weight pressed behind his ribs. His muscles itched to move, to lash out, to do something —but the drive wasn’t there. Not like before. His mind kept circling the same thought:

Part of me is gone.

He could feel it—like an old scar under the skin, a tear that hadn’t fully healed. There was a gap where something used to burn bright. Rage had always been there for him. It was his engine. His fuel. Now it was only a flicker: distant and muted.

His hands trembled.

He wanted to scream, to tear the place apart until he found what was missing. But...even that impulse faded before it fully formed. A sharp breath rattled through his chest.

What the hell is going on?




Katsuki didn’t remember falling asleep.

One moment he was sitting stiff on that lumpy couch, fists clenched around the fraying edge of the blanket, and staring holes through the grimy window.
The next moment, there was darkness.

He was running, boots skidding over broken stone and ash. The air was thick as tar in his lungs, burning his lungs. His muscles screamed, but he couldn’t stop. He couldn’t even think clearly enough to stop. Rubble surrounded him, buildings crumbled into jagged silhouettes against a colorless sky, and smoke twisted through the ruins. Explosions bloomed in the distance—blinding flares of heat and light.

But silent.

The world was silent.

The ground trembled beneath each blast, cracks spider-webbing across the debris-strewn path, but there was not a single sound reaching his ears.

It was wrong.

All of it was wrong.

And still—he ran.

Faster. Harder. Katsuki didn’t know why, he didn’t know where, only that he had to keep moving. A compulsion deeper than thought or fear—one foot in front of the other. Behind him, the smoke thickened as shapes shifted in the mist.

The figures were familiar somehow, but faceless and blurred. They felt like half-formed memories. And then, there was a voice.

Katsuki.

The voice was soft and distant, impossible to place, but it cut through the air like a knife. It was a voice he should know—a voice that meant something.

Katsuki. Stop.

His heart lurched. The sound of it—wrong in a way he couldn’t name. Too close. Too much like—

No.

He clenched his fists and pushed harder. The ache in his chest spiked with every stride. Something inside him strained toward that voice, reaching back even as his legs drove him forward.

Another burst of light—closer this time. Heat swept over his skin, weightless and burning. No sound. No sound. No sound.

Katsuki—come back.

The voice cracked now. Rougher. Pleading.

The pull in his chest grew sharper, an unbearable twist, like an invisible hand wrenching him backward by the ribs.

Part of him wanted to turn.

Part of him needed to turn.

But something deeper whispered: Don’t.

Cold certainty took root. If he turned, something terrible would happen. Something worse than all of this. So he ran. Faster. Harder. His chest was splitting open with the strain. Behind him, the voice rose—hoarse and breaking:

Katsuki—don’t leave me.

His breath caught, his steps faltered. The ache swelled to a roar inside him as the final explosion lit the world with pure white, so bright it burned through his closed eyes.

And through it:

Katsuki—

The scream wasn’t loud. It was desperate. Lonely.

Katsuki stumbled, the compulsion to run shattered like glass. But before he could fall—before he could turn—

He woke.

He bolted upright on the couch, chest heaving. Sweat slicked down his back; it was cold against his spine. The trailer was silent, save for the low creak of wind outside. No smoke. No voices. No light. Just the crushing emptiness in his chest. An ache without a source. An echo of something lost. Katsuki dragged a shaking hand through his hair, his breath ragged.

What the fuck was that?

The dream clung to him like frost, leaving his insides cold. He could still hear it—that voice. A voice so familiar . A voice so lonely. And the worst part—

He didn’t know what he’d been running from.

He didn’t know why he had to—why it felt like the most important thing in the world had been left behind. A knot twisted low in his gut.

Something’s gone.

Not just his quirk… it was his fire.

Where was his fire? Where was the defiance that had carried him through every fight, every beating, every goddamn day of his life? Where was the rage? That raw, untamable burn that had always been there, ready to swallow the world whole if it stood in his way. He tried to feel it—tried to summon it. Tried to force the anger up through his gut, into his chest, into his throat. The old familiar torrent that had never failed him. Yet, there was Nothing. The feeling was there, but muted. and distant. He could almost taste it. He could almost touch the edges of it—A flicker, a spark. Then it flickered out cold.

No.

His pulse raced, his breathing picked up. He reached again—grasped for that flame with everything left in him. He could feel a faint tremor of heat, a shadow of the old rage—there, for half a heartbeat—and gone again. Katsuki choked on air, his heart thundering. Panic rose sharply in his throat.

Who the hell am I without it?  Who am I without the fight? Without the fire?

Without me?

The answer clawed at him, raw and terrible. He sank forward, elbows on his knees, head in shaking hands. Katsuki tried to hold on to something—anything. But the edges of himself kept slipping through his grasp. He didn’t know how to bring it back—didn’t know if he even could.

And now, without question, something out there still reached for him. The echo of what he had lost.

And he—

He had run away

Notes:

Hello darkness my old friend

Chapter 10: House Rules

Notes:

GUYS--- I GOT CARRIED AWAY

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Morning came slow. Pale light crept past the grimy blinds and bled across the trailer’s stained carpet. Katsuki stirred beneath the threadbare blanket, joints stiff, ribs aching with every shallow breath. For a few moments, he simply lay there—half-awake, half unwilling.

He didn’t know how long he’d slept. Time drifted strange lately. He couldn’t seem to care.

Pain tugged him back. His shoulder throbbed. His side burned beneath the rough bandages. Still, something in him wouldn’t let him stay down. He needed to move. Do something. Sitting still made the emptiness louder.

Pushing off the couch took more effort than it should have. His legs protested. The room tilted once before settling.

From the narrow hall came a faint sound—deep, rattling snores, punctuated by the occasional wet cough.

Katsuki followed it, bare feet cold against the floor. The door to the back room hung half open.

He leaned against the frame and peered inside.

Takeshi sprawled across a sagging mattress, mouth open, arm slung over his face. Around him—empty beer cans. Dozens. Some crushed, some tipped onto stained sheets. The air stank of old alcohol and sweat.

Katsuki’s lip curled.

Disgust gnawed at him, sharper than it should have been. He wasn’t sure why it even mattered. The old man had saved his life. The least he could do was leave the mess alone.

But standing there, watching that heap of bottles and filth, something shifted under his skin. An old reflex. He needed order. He needed something to do.

Without thinking, he limped back into the main room. Searched the tiny kitchen for a garbage bag. The place was worse than he remembered.

He started with the beer cans. Gathered them in sharp, methodical movements. His muscles screamed in protest, stitches tugging painfully beneath his ribs. He grit his teeth and kept going.

The sound of cans clinking finally roused Takeshi.

A voice rasped from behind him. “...What the hell’re you doin’, kid?”

Katsuki didn’t turn. “Cleaning,” he said flatly.

A long pause. The couch creaked as Takeshi dragged himself upright, rubbing a hand over his face.

“Damn stubborn,” the old man muttered. “Thought you’d be down for another day.”

“I’m not.”

Katsuki dumped the bag next to the door, knelt to pick up a soggy takeout box, and grimaced.

Takeshi squinted at him through bloodshot eyes. “You’re still half-dead. Sit your ass down before you rip those stitches open.”

Katsuki finally looked over, gaze cool, voice low. “You run this place like shit.”

Takeshi blinked. Then barked a short laugh. “Ain’t wrong.”

Katsuki straightened slowly, one hand braced against the wall to keep steady. “I don’t know anything about cars. I can’t help you out there.”

Takeshi raised a brow. “Didn’t expect you to.”

“I do know how to run a house,” Katsuki continued. His tone wasn’t sharp—not quite—but there was an edge of dry finality to it. “You’re obviously too useless to manage that.”

Another bark of laughter, rough and wheezing this time. “You got balls, I’ll give you that.”

Katsuki crossed his arms, shoulders tight with pain. “Here’s the deal. I’ll cook. I’ll clean. I’ll keep this dump from turning into a biohazard. That’s what I’ve got. Take it or leave it.”

Takeshi watched him for a long moment. Something unreadable flickered in his eyes.

Finally, he shrugged. “Fine by me. I sure as hell ain’t doin’ it.”

“Figures.”

The words came out without heat. Almost automatic. Katsuki wasn’t sure if he even meant them.

He turned away again, already scanning the cluttered kitchen for supplies. The work would keep his hands busy. Keep the thoughts quieter.

But under the motion, beneath the dull ache in his ribs—he still felt it.

That hollow place. The part of him that should’ve burned brighter at moments like this. Should’ve filled the space between his words with fire and fight.

Instead, everything came out distant. Mechanical.

Who the hell am I now?

The thought clawed at him even as he opened a cabinet and grabbed a half-used sponge.

Takeshi sank back onto the couch, rubbing his eyes with a grunt. “You’re a strange one, kid.”

Katsuki didn’t answer. He scrubbed at a sticky plate, watching the grime swirl down the drain.

Anything to keep moving. Anything to avoid the silence.


 

The next few days continued like this.

Katsuki cleaned.

He scrubbed every surface. The counters, the walls, the goddamn stove that looked like it hadn’t seen soap in five years. He scraped gunk from the bottom of the fridge, hauled out stained clothes from under the couch. He made food that wasn’t shit—simple stuff, whatever he could find. Rice, eggs, whatever canned junk Takeshi had stashed. It wasn’t about the taste. It was about doing something.

Takeshi mostly stayed out of the way, grumbling occasionally but not stopping him.

“Didn’t think I’d pick up a damn housemaid,” the old man joked once, half-grinning through his cigarette smoke.

Katsuki didn’t answer. Just kept scrubbing.

Finally, after nearly a week, Katsuki could say the house was somewhat decent. The place still smelled faintly of mildew and stale beer, but it no longer felt like living in a landfill.

And yet—

Something gnawed at the back of his mind.

The days blurred. The dull rhythm of cleaning and cooking filled the hours, but not the space inside him. That stayed hollow. The detachment didn’t fade. If anything, it deepened, like each chore dragged him further from something he couldn’t reach.

But worse was the silence.

He had no idea what had been happening to the rest of the world while he was gone.

How long had he even been out?

How far had the League gone while he’d been lying here useless?

The questions pressed harder with each passing day.

Finally, on a cold morning thick with drizzle, he snapped. The old TV in the corner caught his eye—a cheap piece of crap with faded buttons and a screen warped at the edges. Katsuki dragged a chair over, sat down stiffly, and grabbed the remote.

He turned it on.

The screen buzzed to life with a high-pitched whine, flickering through static. He flipped through channels, slow at first, then faster. The image settled. News anchors. Streets packed with protestors. Shaky footage of smoke rising from city blocks. He leaned forward, elbows braced on his knees.

Three things became very clear.

One. The world thought he was dead. 

Apparently the League had livestreamed his execution —his chest burned just thinking about it. One grainy freeze-frame showed him slumped, bloodied, before the feed had cut to black.

“Bakugo Katsuki presumed dead,” the anchor said grimly. “The League has taken responsibility for th-”

He scoffed under his breath. Idiots. The League fucking sucks at their job. I’m right here. But his gut twisted. His parents— Deku —who else thought he was gone?

Two. The League had been busy.

Explosions detonated in several key areas across major cities, transportation hubs, emergency response centers, and civilian shelters. 

“So that’s what you wanted my shitty Quirk for,” he muttered. His voice came out flat. Detached. No flare of anger. Just words. That scared him more than anything.

Three. The public hated the heroes right now.

Footage rolled of protestors lining the streets, banners waving, voices raised in bitter fury.

“Where were the heroes?” one woman shouted into a reporter’s mic. “They abandoned us!”

Another banner scrawled in black paint: You failed us.

Katsuki stared.

A slow breath escaped him.

Katsuki looked at the date displayed in the top corner.

Three weeks.

The number sat heavy in his gut, colder than anything else he’d seen on that cheap-ass TV. Gone for three weeks, while the world thought he was a corpse. While the League paraded his execution on every damn news channel.

His fingers dug into the armrest. Three weeks. That was enough time for the world to move on. Enough time for everyone to believe the lie. Enough time for him to change into… this. And for the first time, the timeline of it all really sank in. He’d missed life. Missed days he couldn’t get back. The part of him that would’ve burned with rage, that would’ve flipped the whole filthy trailer— just flickered. Faded.

He clicked the TV off. The screen faded to black, leaving his reflection faint in the glass.

“I guess I’ll stick around for a while,” he said quietly.

His voice sounded thin in the empty room.

No fire. No fight.

But even if part of him felt lost—he wasn’t done yet. Not by a long shot.


 

The next morning, Katsuki woke to the low drone of the old man’s snores vibrating through the paper-thin walls of the trailer. The house didn’t stink anymore—not like when he’d first dragged himself through it—but it still felt heavy, like the mess had sunk into the walls.

Katsuki rubbed at his ribs, bandages stiff beneath his shirt. The pain was still there. Dull. Constant. Just like the hollow weight behind his ribs.

He needed to move. Sitting around with that buzzing wrongness in his head wasn’t an option.

The fridge, however, provided exactly no options either. Half a pack of ramen. Mustard. Something that might’ve once been cheese.

Takeshi shuffled in sometime mid-morning, a battered mug of black coffee in hand, eyes still half-closed.

“We need food,” Katsuki said, before the old man could even grunt a good morning. “Real food.”

Takeshi scratched at his jaw. “Got ramen.”

“That’s not food. It’s salt in a cup.” Katsuki narrowed his eyes. “You’re takin’ me to a grocery store.”

The old man blinked. “Kid, the last time I went to town was a month back. For smokes.”

“Then you’re overdue,” Katsuki said flatly. “I’m not living off expired shit and beer.”

He could’ve gone himself, sure. But he wasn’t ready to be seen—not without knowing what kind of face the world would see. Not after three weeks of being dead.

By noon, they were bouncing along the pothole-riddled backroads in Takeshi’s rust-stained truck. The thing rattled with every turn, a toolbox clattering somewhere behind the seats. Katsuki kept his hood low, face shadowed beneath it.

The drive was quiet. Both of them seemed content to let the rumble of the road fill the space between them.

When they reached the city limits, the shift was immediate. More cars. More noise. More eyes. Katsuki tugged his hood lower, muscles tense.

Inside the grocery store, he moved fast. Produce first—fresh vegetables, garlic, ginger, real ingredients. Not the dried-up garbage Takeshi had lurking in his cabinets. He filled the basket with methodical efficiency, checking dates, weighing quality. Anything to keep his hands busy. Anything to keep his mind from wandering.

Takeshi followed with a second basket, grumbling under his breath about how much a damn head of lettuce cost these days.

Then—at the far end of the store—Katsuki heard it.

A news broadcast, tinny and muted from a wall of cheap flat-screens in the electronics section.

“…and in the wake of ex-hero student Bakugo Katsuki’s tragic execution at the hands of the League of Villains—”

The words hit like icewater down his spine.

He stiffened. Didn't look. Kept his eyes on the carrots in his hand, fingers tightening until the tops snapped clean off.

But Takeshi looked.

Katsuki felt it—a subtle shift in the air between them. The old man had stopped. Watched the screen for a beat longer than casual curiosity allowed.

A flicker of recognition.

Yeah. He knows.

Neither of them said a word.


 

-Takeshi-

Takeshi remembered that face. He’d seen it before—not in person, not up close, but in the hazy blur of bar TVs. One of his old drinking buddies—Sugi—had roped him into a betting pool on the damn thing. “Come on, Kojima, you old bastard,” the man had laughed, swigging cheap beer, “you gotta have a pick! The blonde brat’s a lock for first!

And he had been. The kid had torn through the rounds with that unhinged fire in his eyes, hands exploding like fireworks. Unstoppable.

Takeshi hadn’t thought about it much after that. Just another kid with too much talent for his own good. Another bright light destined to burn out fast in this shit world.

But now—he glanced sideways at the hooded figure moving beside him.

That’s the same kid. Can’t be anyone else.

Takeshi didn’t say a word. He didn’t need to.

Katsuki noticed anyway. Takeshi caught the flick of his eyes—sharp, knowing. No fear. Just resignation.

Neither of them said a damn thing.

The drive back was heavy with silence. The hum of the engine filled the space between them, but the words hung there anyway. Unspoken.

By the time they were halfway down the winding back road to the shop, Takeshi gave up trying to ignore it. His fingers tapped against the wheel, rough and restless.

Apparently the damn kid was supposed to be dead. No surprise there. But seeing it on the television—that made the situation real. He tried not to think about it. Tried not to think about the day he had found the boy. His body broken and bleeding out in a ditch.

And yet here he was, sitting in his passenger seat. Quiet. Heavy-eyed. Something about him stripped down to the bone.

It didn’t matter how the world saw him on that screen. The kid in this truck wasn’t the same one who’d blasted through half the Sports Festival. Takeshi could feel it in the air around him.

When the truck rattled to a stop outside the trailer, the quiet finally cracked.

Katsuki kept his eyes on the dash.

“That was me,” he said, voice low and flat.

Takeshi exhaled slowly through his nose. “I figured.”

A pause.

“It’s not anymore.”

And that was all. The kid climbed out, groceries in hand, and moved toward the house without waiting for a reply.


 

-Katsuki-

—“It’s not anymore,” Katsuki said. The words felt strange in his mouth, unfamiliar. But true. Because what the hell was left?

Still, the old man didn’t pry, and Katsuki was grateful for that. He climbed out of the truck, making his way toward the house with the groceries in hand.

Back at the trailer, Katsuki unpacked in silence. Focused on the motions—stacking cans, rinsing vegetables, scrubbing rice. He set to work on curry, movements sharp and efficient.

By the time Takeshi slumped into his battered armchair, the scent of simmering spices filled the air.

When Katsuki set the plates down, Takeshi gave him a long, quiet look.

“Smells better than ramen,” he said simply.

Katsuki huffed. “Not hard to beat your sorry excuse for a diet.”

And that was all they said about it.

Later that night, as the old man snored in the back and the dishes dried in the sink, Katsuki stared up at the ceiling, consciousness waning.


 

He was running again.

Concrete underfoot, broken and jagged. Rubble stretched out in every direction, a dead city consumed by smoke and dust. Shattered windows stared like empty eyes. No sky. No sun. Just gray light bleeding through the haze.

And explosions—soft, distant flashes in the fog. There was still no sound. No boom. No rumble of heat. They flickered like dying stars. He ran harder. Breath burning in his throat, legs churning through the ruins. His skin felt wrong, heavy. Every step felt like wading through water.

There were voices. Faint. Familiar.
Calling his name.

Katsuki.

Come back.

It was that voice again. So familiar.

Katsuki. Please. Stop running.

But his feet kept moving. He couldn’t stop. Katsuki didn’t know why. A deep ache had taken root in his chest, the same ache that followed him in waking life. That hollow thrum beneath his ribs. Somewhere in the fog, a flicker of warmth tugged at him. A pull—aching, desperate.

He wanted to turn. He almost turned.

But something inside him screamed not to.

He ran faster, the rubble blurring beneath him. The world thinned around the edges.

And the voice—

Grew softer. Sadder.

You’re leaving me behind.

No.

He clenched his jaw, forcing the words away.

He couldn’t face it.

Don’t leave. You need me.

A ragged breath tore through him. His legs stumbled, faltered—but momentum carried him forward.

The explosions grew dimmer. The fog thickened.

He couldn’t feel the pull anymore. Couldn’t hear the voice.

Only the emptiness remained.

And then—

Katsuki jerked awake.

His breath was sharp in his throat, sweat cold on his skin. He could feel the couch beneath him—unfamiliar for a moment. The dim light of the trailer was disorienting. 

He sat up slowly, head in his hands. The ache was still there. It was stronger now—a phantom weight pressing against his ribs. For a long time, he didn’t move. He didn’t know why it felt like losing something all over again.

Didn’t know why the words you’re leaving me behind echoed louder than anything else.

And he hated— hated —that he was afraid to close his eyes again.





Notes:

I am finally getting the hang of writing. Thank god for grammarly (even though I be ignoring it sometimes lmao). I think I need to go back and edit previous chapters. Yes, I'm aware that I keep. putting. pauses. like. that. in the middle of the text, and I'm AWARE it messes with the flow. I am working on going back and fixing ts. At first I though it would make certain things more impactful, but then I realized I was doing it WAYYYY too much. Sorry guys lmfaoo lesson learned. Hope this chapter flows a bit better.

Chapter 11: Beyond the Mist

Notes:

Help I forgot my computer. I have my google doc on my phone, but everything is so small and hard to type. There may be a few mistakes. I'll go back and edit this when I get my computer back.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The next morning, Takeshi dragged him out of the house. Katsuki hadn’t been given much choice.

“You need clothes that ain’t two sizes too big,” Takeshi had grunted, yanking on his battered old jacket. “And I gotta help a buddy fix some shit. You’re coming.”

Katsuki scowled but didn’t argue. The old man was right—even if the thought of being around strangers made his skin crawl.

He layered up before they left: one of Takeshi’s old jackets hanging off his frame, a black mask tugged over the lower half of his face, a faded baseball cap dragged low. The sunglasses he borrowed felt heavy on his nose, making the world a little dim, a little distant.

He looked like a kid trying too hard to be invisible. Still—anything to avoid recognition.

The world thinks I’m dead.

The words from the news still echoed in his skull. His execution, livestreamed for millions. The thought of anyone catching a glimpse, of some stranger seeing through the makeshift disguise—he didn’t think he could stomach it. The world didn’t want him while he was alive, then why the hell would they want him while he was “dead?” In a way, he already was. And part of Katsuki was afraid. He was afraid of going back to a life that was no longer his. He was not the same. Those who knew him—he couldn’t bear it. Couldn’t face them. Not like this.

The truck rattled and coughed to life. They drove in silence.

Katsuki sat stiffly in the passenger seat, shoulders hunched, fingers digging into the frayed seat cushion. His eyes, narrowed behind the tinted lenses, flicked from window to window, tracking the unfamiliar streets.

Everything looked normal.

Too normal.

Cracked asphalt ran beneath the tires, broken street lamps leaned at odd angles, shops displayed garish, sun-faded posters in their windows. A group of kids darted across a crosswalk, laughing, their light quirks trailing after them in vibrant hues. A salaryman hunched beneath an umbrella, nursing a coffee. The man had a similar glowing hue—he must be related to them, Katsuki mused. 

Katsuki leaned back in his seat and closed his eyes.

How?

After everything that he had endured—how could the world still turn like this?

Why the hell is the world still spinning?

The weight of it coiled in his gut.

When Takeshi pulled into a half-deserted strip of shops, the truck groaned to a stop.

“Alright. In and out. Get what you need,” the man said. “Don’t make a damn scene.”

Katsuki didn’t answer. He yanked the cap lower and followed him inside. The store stank of dust, synthetic detergent, and stale air. Harsh fluorescents buzzed overhead, casting long shadows in every corner. Katsuki stuck to the edges at first. Eyes down. Moving quickly. The less he looked at people, the better. He navigated aisle after aisle of cheap, threadbare clothing. He shoved a few things into the basket—plain shirts, dark pants, socks—get it done. Get out.

Then—

Something flickered.

At the edge of his vision.

He froze mid-step, one hand hovering over a rack of shirts.

A faint haze—soft, wavering—curled through the air around a passing man.

What the hell?

Katsuki looked harder. It wasn’t smoke, not a trick of the light. A shifting mist flowed around the man’s body—deep gold, tinged with brown. It was breathtaking. It rippled when he moved, trailing behind him like liquid light. Katsuki’s pulse jumped. He spun—subtle, trying not to draw attention—and saw more. 

A young woman near the scarves: pale green, like moss in a stream. 

A sharp-dressed teenager scrolling his phone: bright orange, pulsing in time with his footsteps.

An elderly man by the newspapers: deep, steady blue, flowing slow and thick.

Katsuki’s mouth went dry. Just like those kids. Just like that salaryman.

At first he thought it had to be their quirks—some kind of light quirk. But this is way too many people for that to be the case. Besides, Katsuki spotted a little girl with a mutant type quirk, and she was also bathed in the shimmering hue. Then, he thought that maybe it was some new trend with tech he hadn’t seen while he was away, stuck in a dark cell for weeks. 

But no.

Everyone had it.

Everyone.

The mist flowed around them—some bright, some dull, some thin and flickering like dying embers, some pulsed, while others flowed like water. 

He looked down at himself.

Nothing.

Not even a flicker.

His throat tightened.

He swore under his breath and shoved the shirt back on the rack. Moving like sleepwalking, he drifted toward Takeshi, who stood grumbling over a pack of discount socks.

“You see that?” Katsuki asked, voice low, tight.

The old man glanced up, frowning. “See what?”

“That—” Katsuki tilted his chin, trying to gesture without drawing attention. “The mist. Around people.”

Takeshi stared at him. Then shook his head.

“You been hittin’ your head harder than I thought,” he muttered. “Ain’t seein’ jack.”

Katsuki’s stomach churned. He looked again. Takeshi stood perfectly solid, no outline. No mist.

Why?

Why was it missing?

Why could he see it when no one else could?

Why didn’t Takeshi have it?

Cold washed over him, heavier than before.

He didn’t push further. Just grabbed the rest of what he needed and followed Takeshi out.

But as they left the store and the door hissed shut behind them, Katsuki’s mind kept turning, the images burned behind his eyes:

Mist. No mist. Colors. Movement. That invisible thread pulling through every single person—except him. Except Takeshi.


 

Later, they drove out to Takeshi’s buddy’s place. Some scrapyard that doubled as a repair lot.

“Gonna help me with this,” Takeshi ssaid.It wasn't a question. “You don’t gotta do much. Just hold parts and pass tools.”

Katsuki didn’t argue. His mind was still tangled around what he’d seen.

At the yard, Takeshi’s friend—a wiry man named Gen—met them at the gate. The guy had an easy grin and a calloused handshake. And a thick gold mist swirling around him like a slow tide.

Katsuki swallowed hard and looked away.

They got to work. Takeshi barked orders, Gen handed out parts, and Katsuki quietly did as he was told, jaw tight, eyes darting between the men. For a while, nothing strange happened.

Then—

Katsuki stumbled slightly while carrying a heavy wrench. His shoulder brushed against Gen’s arm.

The mist flared.

Just for a moment—like a jolt.

And something sharp jolted through Katsuki’s skin. Not pain. Not heat.

Something else.

Gen blinked, his eyes flashing faint gold. For a second, the air around him thrummed—Katsuki could feel it—and then it was gone.

“What the hell…” he muttered.

Neither man seemed to notice. But it happened again. Another brush of skin. This time it was intentional. There was another strange pulse, another spike of whatever quirk Gen had—subtle, but unmistakable. Something that has to do with metal, Katsuki's mind supplied. How the hell would he know that? Katsuki backed off fast, heart hammering.

He drew the connection in an instant.

That mist. It has to do with their quirks.

—And I’m affecting it somehow.

The realization sat heavy and cold in his gut.

There's one more thing that would confirm this theory.

 


 

They returned to the trailer as the sky dimmed. Takeshi didn’t say much. Neither did Katsuki—until they sat down. The old man cracked a beer and flopped onto the couch. Katsuki hovered near the window, gaze sharp under the brim of his cap.

Finally—

“You’re quirkless, aren’t you?” Katsuki asked quietly. Takeshi froze mid-sip. The can lowered slowly.

“...How the hell’d you know that?” he asked, voice low.

I knew it. 

Katsuki shrugged, not meeting his eyes. “Just a feeling,” he muttered.

That was all he said.

He didn’t explain. He didn’t want to.

Katsuki didn’t want to admit that something inside him was changing again—that he was seeing things no one else could.

The old man stared for a long beat. Then sighed.

“Yeah,” he said. “Born without one. Always been that way.”

Katsuki just nodded once, arms folded tight. He didn’t elaborate.

And Takeshi didn’t pry.

The conversation ended there.


 

The house was quiet.

Takeshi had gone to bed early, mumbling something about bad knees and cheap beer.

Katsuki sat alone at the kitchen table, hunched over a bowl of half-eaten rice. The overhead light buzzed faintly above him, its dim glow casting long shadows against the walls.

He hadn’t touched the rice in a while.

His hands rested on the worn tabletop. Every so often, his fingers would twitch—reflexively, unconsciously—as if they could still reach out and grasp something that wasn’t there.

That feeling wouldn’t leave him.

The memory played in his mind, clear as day: a casual brush of his fingers against Takeshi’s buddy. The sudden flicker in the air, subtle but undeniable. The way the man’s quirk had spiked—just a little—at the point of contact.

It wasn’t random.

It had happened again when he’d deliberately touched the man a second time. Another flicker. Another strange pull beneath the skin.

Katsuki leaned back in the chair and rubbed his eyes.

This wasn’t normal.

He could see the mist, see the strange auras rippling around people like living currents. He could touch them. And when he did, something shifted—like he’d grazed the core of their power itself.

But no one else seemed aware of it.

Takeshi hadn’t seen anything. The man didn’t even have a quirk, which somehow made it even stranger. He had no mist at all, just empty air where that strange energy should have been.

Katsuki tapped his fingers against the table. He forced himself to think through it logically, the way he would in training.

The first contact had been accidental. The second had been deliberate. Both times, the quirk had reacted.

Was it proximity?

Was it intent?

Was it something about him—about what had happened to him?

The thought sent a chill down his spine.

He stared down at his palms, flexing his fingers slowly. They looked the same. Pale, steady, scarred in places.

But he wasn’t the same.

Not even close.

The emptiness inside him remained—a hollow, gnawing weight in his chest that no amount of rest or food seemed to fill. His temper, his drive, the fierce burn that used to fuel every part of him—it was all muted now, as though a layer of frost had settled over everything that made him who he was.

But this new… whatever it was—this ability to sense and affect quirks—was real.

And it terrified him.

Because he didn’t understand it.

I need to figure this out.

His jaw clenched.

If Deku were here, the nerd would’ve already launched into a dozen theories. Katsuki could almost hear his voice—fast, breathless, full of that damn enthusiasm: “It might be a kind of quirk resonance! Or maybe your quirk factor was altered somehow—maybe it’s interacting with other quirk factors directly now!”

Katsuki gritted his teeth and looked away.

“Shut the hell up,” he muttered under his breath, as if the imaginary voice could hear him.

The kitchen remained silent.

But the memory lingered.

Deku had always been good at this kind of thing—figuring out quirks, pulling apart their mechanics, understanding what made them tick.

Katsuki wasn’t like that. He wasn’t a strategist. He fought by instinct and force and raw will. He burned his way through problems.

Except now there was no fire to burn with.

Now he had to think.

Alone.

He sat there for a long time, fingers curled against the table, gaze locked on the empty air above his hands.

But that night, Katsuki sat awake in the dark, staring at his trembling hands—he knew this wasn’t over.


 

The first thing he felt was the wind.

Cold. Salt-slick. Biting at his skin.

Katsuki opened his eyes to gray skies and a shoreline that stretched into forever. This dream—it was different from the others.

He stood barefoot on wet sand. The surf rolled in, slow and heavy, white foam hissing as it pulled back.

Water.

A vast, endless ocean. Dark as slate. Rippling beneath clouds that seemed ready to swallow the sky whole.

And mist.

It hung over the waves in thick, churning banks, and swirled lazily over the sand. Colors swirled around like a Van Gogh painting, bathing the waves in colorful hues.

Katsuki’s breath caught. The same mist. The same strange light.

It was everywhere here. It was breathtaking.

He looked down, but there was no light around him.

Suddenly, a low pulse echoed from somewhere beyond the fog—steady, rhythmic.

Then the voice came. It was faint at first, then it grew clearer.

Come back.

He stiffened.

The words tugged something deep in his chest. Something frayed and thin, like a rope worn to its last thread.

He wanted to turn, to face it—

But his feet moved without thought. Forward. Toward the water. Sand gave way beneath him as he ran. He couldn’t stop, couldn’t let the voice catch him.

Come back.

The sound grew louder, raw with grief. With longing.

But Katsuki shook his head, heart hammering.

No. No. He couldn’t.

Katsuki reached the edge of the tide, cold waves slapped against his ankles with swirling white and black. His reflection stared up at him through the water. His skin was pale, and his eyes hollow. This wasn’t the face he remembered. 

Another voice whispered from the mist:

You’re losing me.

He backed away with a ragged breath—then forced himself forward again, running along the shoreline. The water followed. Each step grew heavier, and each wave grew higher. Soon it reached his knees, then his waist. The current dragged at him with invisible hands.

Come back. Please.

Katsuki’s throat closed. His legs burned, but he kept running. He kept running because the thing calling to him felt too close. Too real.

And in the farthest corner of his mind, one last thought whispered:

If I turn back now—I won’t be able to let go again.

So he ran.

Into the deepening tide.

The current rose, cold fingers clutching his chest. The sea swallowed him—choking him in shadow and salt.

And just as the last breath left his lungs—

A hand seized his wrist.

Warm. Solid. Unyielding.

It yanked him upward, out of the dark.

He gasped as air and light returned, sputtering against the tide.

And there—standing against the crashing surf, bathed in radiant gold and molten orange—was a figure. The light that burned through the mist—as bright as the sun.

Katsuki squinted against the glow, heart hammering—And froze.

The one holding his wrist—the one standing before him—

Was him.

Not the hollow, empty thing he’d seen before, but the him as he remembered: fierce eyes, defiant mouth, shoulders squared as though daring the world to try again.

Golden light poured from the figure’s skin, rippling with life, with the heat of everything he’d lost.

Everything he’d run from.

Their gazes locked,

And the dream shattered like glass.

Notes:

Katsuki doesn't know what the hell is going on, but ah yes I have plans. Big plans :>

Chapter 12: The Weight of Missing

Summary:

We finally get to see a glimpse of the outside world and how a couple of the characters are dealing with recent events.

Notes:

This is a short chapter. I was going to have it be one, but I ended up having to split it into two. It ended up being way too long.

Chapter Text

Midoriya Izuku was not okay.

He woke each morning with the same tight knot in his chest, a weight that didn’t shift no matter how much he moved, trained, or smiled. The sun rose, and the world kept turning. So he followed, step by step, because that was what was expected of him. The world couldn’t stop—not for him, not for anyone.

School. Training. Licensing exam prep. Pass the test. Keep going. He went through the motions, but it felt wrong. Every step, every breath. Pretending his friend wasn’t missing, pretending that everything was fine, like he wasn’t checking his phone every hour for news that never came. It had been unbearable. 

And then—the broadcast

He would never forget the first hollow beat of silence in the room when the screen flickered to life. The grainy footage. The shadowed room. The sick amusement in the voices that framed it.

And in the center of it all—Kacchan.

Chained. Bloodied. Burning beneath Dabi’s blue flame.

He watched in silence, every instinct screaming to move, to help, to do something , even knowing it was impossible. By the time the feed cut out, his hands were trembling so badly he could barely breathe.

And then,  the news spiraled out of control. Headlines screamed across every device.

UA Student Murdered by League of Villains.
Bakugo Katsuki: Another Casualty of a Broken System.

The headlines made him sick. The way the media had shifted the narrative from a “villain in the making,” to a “victim of the system,” even though they had been the ones to tear him down just a few weeks prior. 

He remembered the funeral. It was small, closed to the public. Only family and a few close friends had been allowed to attend. The reporters had been kept away, though Izuku knew that wouldn’t stop them from capitalizing on the story. Another tragedy. Another headline.

Izuku sat near the front in a stiff black suit that felt two sizes too small, his hands folded so tightly in his lap that his knuckles turned white. Beside him, his mother sat pale and trembling, clutching a tissue that she barely used.

There was no body.

The coffin at the front of the room stood sealed, untouched. 

That single fact gnawed at him. A small, stubborn flicker of hope clung to it. No body meant no proof. No proof meant… maybe, somehow, Kacchan was still out there.

Or maybe he was just in denial.

The rational part of his mind whispered cold logic: Kacchan was dead. His body was likely left in some forgotten place, beyond their reach. The League didn’t make mistakes.

The service passed in a blur of muted voices and soft footsteps. Friends and family moved like ghosts through the room, paying respects to a space that felt painfully empty. He caught glimpses of familiar faces—Kacchan’s friends: Kirishima, Kaminari, Mina, and Sero. He also caught a glimpse of Sensei somewhere near the back.

Still, it didn’t feel real.

Everyone mourned. There were tears and quiet moments of remembrance, but no one could truly say goodbye. There was nothing to say goodbye to. No closure. Just a gaping absence no words could fill.

Izuku wasn’t blind. He knew who Kacchan had been. A bully. Harsh. Explosive. A person with so much anger it seemed to define him. And yet… Izuku had also known him better than anyone.

He had seen the changes. They had been small, subtle—a bit more patience here, a grudging word of encouragement there. Small acts of kindness when he thought nobody was looking. Kacchan had been trying to be better. No one else seemed to notice, but Izuku had. And he had admired him for it.

He had always believed that one day, Kacchan would truly change. That the fierce determination that drove him would eventually turn toward something greater.

Now that hope was gone.

And Izuku carried the weight of failure. He should have done more. Should have found him. Saved him.

Instead, he buried the pain beneath duty. All Might had placed his trust in him. He was meant to be the next Symbol of Peace—a beacon for the world. The public needed hope now more than ever.

So Izuku trained harder. He smiled when others looked. He carried the responsibility as best he could.

But when he was alone—in the small, dark confines of his room, the mask finally cracked. He buried his face in his pillow, shoulders shaking with silent sobs, guilt and grief folding in on themselves until he could barely breathe.

Because Kacchan was gone.

And the world had no choice but to move on without him.


 

Aizawa Shouta stood alone in the staff lounge long after the sun had set. 

The room smelled faintly of old coffee and books, the air heavy and stale. The clock on the far wall ticked steadily, each second carving deeper into his skull.

9:57 pm.

He hadn’t truly slept in days. He closed his eyes, sometimes. Drifted for moments. But every time sleep pulled at him, it dragged him down into memories he couldn’t fight.

Katsuki Bakugo is dead.

The words echoed again, fresh and sharp as the first time he’d heard them. A student. His former student. The same boy they had fought so hard to rescue after Kamino—only to lose him weeks later.

It wasn’t supposed to happen again.

He had promised himself that.

After Oboro… after watching a bright, reckless idiot of a friend fall right in front of him—after living with the knowledge that he had been too slow, too helpless to stop it—Shouta had lived with that for years, the guilt a constant companion. He had sworn that no student under his care would share that same fate.

But here he was. And Katsuki was gone.

Each time he closed his eyes, the image returned. Katsuki—fierce, angry, alive. Then the broadcast. The battered boy on the floor, flames dancing over bruised skin. And beneath it all, a single truth he couldn’t run from:

I expelled him.

His throat felt raw just thinking it.

When Nezu informed him of Bakugo and Midoriya's history, he could hardly believe it. How could he have not seen it? He thought back to the battle trial–All Might had told him how Bakugo pulled the pin from his gauntlets. How the blast could have killed Midoriya, had he not dodged. Then he started noticing a pattern. The boy was explosive, stubborn, angry, and he didn't appear to be changing. 

He had made that call. He had told himself it was the right choice. Logical. Necessary. The records of Bakugo’s behavior had been undeniable—the bullying, the recklessness, the dangerous edge that hadn’t seemed to fade.

“This isn’t punishment,” he had said, hoping that this would push the kid toward something better.

That’s what he’d told himself.

But hindsight was a cruel teacher. Because in pushing Bakugo out, he had left him vulnerable. Alone.

He was racked with guilt when the media got ahold of the story of Bakugo’s expulsion. 

And yet.

He did nothing. Didn’t reach out, didn’t shield the boy from the cruelty of this world.

And then the League took him.

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The funeral had been short. Formal. Meaningless, really, without a body. The staff had been present, dressed in black, their faces drawn and somber. Yamada had squeezed his shoulder once, a silent attempt at comfort. Nemuri had offered a quiet word in passing.

But no words could touch the hollow cold lodged in his chest.

He could still see the boy—bristling with fire, determined beyond reason, a force of nature contained in a single body. And now that force was gone, snuffed out before it had a chance to change.

Because of him.

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Shouta looked up at the clock again. It was now 10:35. The soft hum of the building’s lights seemed distant, muffled beneath the weight pressing down on his ribs.

The door creaked open behind him.

“Shouta.”

Nemuri’s voice, quiet. Yamada followed a step behind her, gaze shadowed with concern.

He didn’t turn.

“You should both go home,” he said, voice rough from disuse.

“We could say the same to you,” Nemuri replied gently, moving closer. The usual teasing note was gone.

Shouta exhaled slowly, fingers curling against the arm of the couch.
“I expelled him.”

The words broke the silence like glass.

Nemuri’s gaze flicked to Yamada, then back to him. “Shouta…”

“I pushed for it,” he continued, voice steady, hollow. “I thought I was doing the right thing. I told myself it wasn’t punishment.” He swallowed. “But I was wrong.”

No one spoke.

“I told myself I would never lose a student again,” he said softly. “Not after Oboro. I swore it. And then I made that call. And the League took him.” His voice cracked, barely audible now. “And now he’s gone.”

The word hung in the air, sharp as a blade.

Yamada shifted beside him. “You can’t shoulder this alone.”

“I can,” Aizawa said hoarsely. “I should.”

Nemuri sat beside him, folding her hands in her lap. “You made the choice because you cared,” she said quietly. “You didn’t know what would happen.”

“It doesn’t change what happened.”

“No. It doesn’t.” Her voice was soft. “But you didn’t kill him. The League did.”

The words meant nothing. Not in the hollow space where guilt had rooted itself.

A long silence followed, broken only by the hum of the city beyond the glass.

In the shadows behind his eyes, Aizawa still saw two faces—bright, burning, lost to his failures.

Oboro. Katsuki.

“I won’t let this happen again,” he whispered, not a vow, but a fragile prayer.

And this time, he didn’t know if he could believe it.

Chapter 13: A Matter of the Soul

Summary:

Katsuki gets answers.

Notes:

EEEEEEEEE this is the moment I've been building up to! From here on, things are getting much more interesting ^^

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It had been several days, and yet Katsuki hadn’t dreamed once. With each sunrise, the emptiness inside him pressed heavier. Oppressive. A dull ache beneath his ribs that refused to fade.

He threw himself into routine. Cleaned the house until it smelled less like stale beer and grease. Kept the geezer out of trouble, or tried to. Cooked real food, because Takeshi sure as hell wasn’t going to.

But even with his hands busy, his mind wandered. Always back to the mist. The way it moved. The way it reacted when he touched it.

He didn’t know what the hell was happening to him, but he wasn’t going to figure it out trapped in that tin-can trailer.

He knew it was a bad idea. Knew he was being reckless. Going out was a risk he couldn’t fully calculate.

But he had to understand this. He had to know.

That morning, he grabbed his jacket, mask, and hat, and told Takeshi he was heading out.

The old man barely looked up from his paper. “Don’t die.”

Katsuki tugged the door shut and left without another word.

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The train to Musutafu rattled beneath him. He sat alone, hood up, head low, sunglasses hiding his tired eyes.

He knew these streets like the back of his hand. He’d been born here, raised here. Every turn, every alley still lived in his muscle memory.

And… maybe, a part of him was homesick.

But this wasn’t about nostalgia. Not really. It was about watching. About observing—seeing if he can learn any more about this mist.

And really, what was there to return to anyway?

The ache in his chest answered that question before he could finish it.

He stuck to side streets once he left the station. Wound through quiet back alleys, kept well out of hero patrol routes. He knew the timings. The safe spots. The blind corners.

He couldn’t risk being caught. If everyone thought he was dead—he’d stay dead.

He pushed that thought down before it could sink its teeth in.

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Katsuki was cutting through an older shopping district when the first scream tore down the block.

He stopped mid-step. Head snapping up.

A deep crack followed—low and sharp, a sound that rattled in the bones. Then came the crash—glass shattering, metal groaning. A storefront exploded outward in a violent spray of debris. Shards of windowpane gleamed like falling stars as they scattered across the pavement.

The street broke into chaos. Shoppers screamed. A woman shielded her child, voice ragged as she called for heroes. The crowd surged in panic, a tide of bodies pulling away from the wreckage.

Katsuki ducked instinctively into the shadows of a narrow alley. His back pressed to cold brick. His breath came fast behind the mask. He peered around the edge, eyes scanning for the threat.

And then he saw him.

The villain stood amid the ruin—tall, gaunt, limbs jittering with erratic tremors. His face was drawn taut over sharp cheekbones, mouth slack, blackened tongue lolling from between broken teeth. Bloodshot eyes darted wildly beneath tangled hair.

But it was the mist that made Katsuki freeze.

This haze wasn’t like the ones he’d seen before.

It boiled off the villain’s body in thick waves—a sickly green mist streaked with jagged veins of crimson. It churned and cracked like molten glass, snapping through the air with an unnatural, living hunger. The space around him shimmered, distorted by raw force. Light bent and wavered, casting warped shadows across the wreckage.

And the heat—Katsuki could feel it even from here. Not warmth, but pressure, dense and oppressive, like standing too close to a fire that wasn’t meant to burn.

He narrowed his eyes.

Trigger.

The word surfaced, cold and sharp. He remembered the lectures. Trigger—an illegal quirk-enhancing drug designed to force quirks beyond their natural limits. Rare in the public eye, but devastating when used. Addictive. Volatile.

And dangerous.

The villain moved with the jerky, uncontrolled motions of someone half-conscious. His right fist slammed into the ground. A pulse of warped gravity rippled outward, the asphalt bending like liquid, sending civilians sprawling in every direction. Another burst shattered a light pole in a spray of sparks.

With each strike, the mist writhed, flaring higher, more frantic.

Katsuki’s jaw tightened.

If no one stepped in—people would die.

For a heartbeat, instinct screamed at him to run. He was powerless. No quirk. No way to fight this.

But then his mind flashed back—to Goh, to that strange moment when a simple touch had affected the mist. 

what if I could somehow calm it?

The idea was insane.

But he was already moving.

No explosions. No brute force. Just calculation and risk.

He circled wide, weaving through toppled carts and broken signage. The street was an obstacle course of debris. Shopkeepers shouted frantically, dragging loved ones to safety. Somewhere distant, sirens began to wail—but they were too far.

Katsuki kept his head low, blending into the chaos. The villain’s strikes came faster now—another blow sent a parked car tumbling through the air. The green-crimson haze thickened with each pulse, wild and feral.

I need to get close.

He timed his movements to the rhythm of the chaos. When the villain lashed out in one direction, Katsuki darted in the opposite. He used a shattered display case for cover, ducked beneath a fallen sign, and finally slid behind a crumbling planter just meters away.

Now the air felt heavier. The mist’s reach tugged at his skin—static and heat crawling across his arms and neck. Breathing became harder.

It didn’t matter.

Katsuki waited—watched for a gap between attacks.

And when it came—he lunged.

One hand forward. No hesitation.

His fingers plunged into the swirling mist.

-------------------

 

The world vanished.

Black waves stretched endlessly beneath his feet, cold and perfect, reflecting a sky painted in deep cobalt and bleeding red. The air tasted electric, humming with the raw pulse of power.

Katsuki stood atop the water, weightless yet grounded. It should’ve terrified him. It didn’t.

Ahead, a lone figure knelt—shoulders heaving, hands clawing at his skull. The aura surrounding him was a hurricane—violent spikes of quirk energy tearing through the air, each pulse sending ripples through the sea.

Katsuki’s throat tightened.

He had never been good at this. Calming people down wasn’t something that came naturally; usually he had the opposite effect. He’d always burned too hot—too raw.

But there was no one else here.

So he moved.

Each step stirred the mirrored surface, sending pale ripples outward. He stopped just behind the figure, heart hammering in his chest.

Then—he knelt.

A breath. A moment of hesitation.

Finally, his hand settled on the man’s trembling shoulder.

The figure flinched hard. The storm of energy flared, wild and spitting. For a second, Katsuki thought it would reject him outright.

But he held steady. Focused.

Bit by bit, the violent edges of the mist dulled. The howling pulse softened into low waves. The air grew clearer. The sea stilled.

And the figure’s ragged breathing evened out—just enough.

-------------------

 

When Katsuki’s eyes snapped open, the real world returned in a jolt.

He was still kneeling, hand outstretched.

The villain had collapsed—chest rising and falling in shallow, steady breaths. The mist had faded to faint wisps, drifting harmlessly away.

Alive.

No more time.

Katsuki bolted. Every muscle screamed in protest, but he didn’t stop. He shot down a narrow alley, weaving through trash bins and broken fences. His breath rasped in his throat, heart hammering.

By the time the first heroes arrived, their voices barking through comms, he was already gone—just another shadow swallowed by the night.


 

That night, sleep dragged him under.

No resistance. No fight left.

Just darkness.

And then—water.

Katsuki stood alone atop a black, endless sea. Waves shifted beneath his feet in molten currents, glowing faintly beneath the surface as if the ocean itself breathed. The air smelled faintly of ozone and smoke. Overhead, the sky stretched in a heavy sheet of slate-gray cloud, pressing down like stone.

But he wasn’t alone.

A voice came from behind him—low, rough, fierce.

Katsuki.”

This time, he turned.

The figure stood several paces away.

Himself.

Almost.

It was like looking into a mirror warped by flame. The other Katsuki matched him in height, build, face—but this one burned with something wild. Light pulsed beneath pale skin in waves of gold and searing orange, like a furnace barely contained. His eyes blazed sharp and hungry. His mouth curved in a grin that didn’t quite reach his eyes.

“What the hell is this?” Katsuki asked, throat raw.

The other folded his arms, chin tilted. His voice came out rough, voice licked with heat.

“Tch. Took you long enough to turn around.”

Katsuki’s gut twisted. “Who—what are you?”

“You know.” The reply was flat, certain. “You just don’t wanna say it.”

The other stepped forward. Ripples flared outward in rings with each step, turning the mirrored sea into molten waves beneath his boots.

“When All For One came for your quirk… you fought. Harder than you’ve ever fought in your life.” His burning eyes flared. “You didn’t just grip your power—you wrapped your whole damn self around it.”

A scar carved through his chest, pulsing with molten light. It flickered in rhythm with his words.

“And when he tore it away… I tore with it.”

Katsuki’s fists shook. His mouth felt dry.

“My rage… my fire… my—”

“Me.” The word cracked through the air like a gunshot. The other Katsuki’s eyes narrowed. “I’m not some scrap of junk. I am you. The fight. The will. The bastard who never quits.” His voice deepened, sharp with something closer to grief.

“The heat in your veins. The part that’d rather die on its feet than fall.”

Katsuki’s chest twisted hard, breath stuck halfway in his throat.

“And you—”

“Still here,” the other snapped. He stalked forward, steps slicing ripples across the black water. “Still fighting. Even now.” His gaze sharpened into steel. “I didn’t let go. And I won’t. Not for that freak. He can’t use what I won’t give him.”

Realization punched through Katsuki like cold steel.

“That’s why—why I can’t feel it. Why I’m like this.”

The other let out a dry breath—almost a laugh, but bitter.

“Yeah. You think I like this? Watching you drift around like some sad sack? You don’t even know how loud I’ve been screaming. Every dream, every shadow—I’ve been clawing my way back.”

A long silence stretched between them, broken only by the slow pulse of light through the water. The waves surged higher, creeping toward their knees.

Katsuki swallowed hard. “How do I fix it?”

For the first time, the other Katsuki hesitated. His burning eyes flickered, gold dimming for a breath.

“I don’t know.”

Katsuki’s stomach sank. The answer landed heavy.

But the other wasn’t finished.

His gaze locked on him again—burning, unyielding. He stalked forward and seized Katsuki by the collar. Heat flared from his fingers—familiar, sharp, not painful.

“You find me,” he said, voice low, trembling with the force barely contained beneath it. “You fight. You drag us back together if you have to.” His grip tightened, fierce. “Don’t you dare leave me here.”

Katsuki’s heart slammed against his ribs. Rage. Drive. Himself—staring him in the face. Gripping him tight.

“I—” His voice cracked. “I’ll—”

The other leaned close, fire pulsing brighter. His voice dropped into something raw.

“I’m still here. Don’t stop. Don’t be a damn coward.”

And then—he let go. Light surged outward in a burst of gold and crimson sparks.

The sea shattered like glass.


 

Katsuki shot upright with a ragged gasp, heart racing. Sweat soaked through his shirt, his breath tearing in and out like he’d been running.

The trailer walls loomed close around him in the dark. The battered couch groaned under him as he lurched forward, burying his face in his hands.

He could still feel it—heat on his skin, the pulse beneath his ribs. He gripped his hair hard enough to sting.

“Shit.” The word broke out, hoarse and raw.

It wasn’t a dream.

All this time—he hadn’t been broken.
He’d been torn in half.

And half of him was still out there, burning, clawing, screaming to come home.

His breath shuddered in the silence. His fists trembled. The dull ache in his chest felt sharper now—something hot, insistent.

You find me.

“I will,” he whispered. Voice ragged, fierce. “I’ll find you.”

Notes:

The stage is set. How are we feeling?

Chapter 14: Coffee and Ghosts

Notes:

Oh my god your comments are giving me life. Giggling and kicking my feet rn.

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--Katsuki--

5:27 AM.
The numbers burned red on the battered wall clock, stark against the dim gray of the trailer. Too damn early to do anything. Too late to go back to sleep. And yet—Katsuki couldn’t sit still. Not after that. His skin still felt electric from the dream, his breath catching in the hollows of his chest. His own voice, the other voice, still rang in his ears.

You find me. You fight to get me back.

But how? How the hell did you fight something like this? You couldn’t punch a missing piece of your own damn soul back into place.

His feet hit the cold floor before he even realized it. No more laying there stewing. He tugged on a hoodie, the frayed cuffs rough against trembling fingers, and padded into the cramped kitchen. The trailer’s fluorescent lights buzzed faintly overhead. Outside, dawn hadn’t even cracked the sky yet—just an endless stretch of black behind the grimy windows. The whole world felt frozen. Waiting.

Kinda like me, he thought bitterly.

He rifled through the cabinets—pulled out a pan, a carton of eggs, some leftover rice from the night before. The motions steadied his hands. Something to do. Something to hold onto while his mind spun in circles.

Egg cracked. Rice sizzled. A splash of soy, the hiss of steam.

Keep moving. One thing at a time. 

 


 

 

--Takeshi--

 

Takeshi Kojima rubbed a calloused hand over his face as he stepped out of his room, the floor creaking beneath tired feet.

Too damn early. His eyes felt like sandpaper.

But something had pulled him awake—not the usual aches, not the usual thirst. Something else. A feeling, a weight in the air. Like something wasn’t right. And there, in the dim doorway to the kitchen, he found the source.

The kid was hunched over the stove, sleeves shoved up, movements stiff and sharp. This was a boy trying not to drown, and Takeshi knew that feeling all too well.

Takeshi leaned against the frame for a moment, watching. He’d known the kid was carrying shit—hell, you don’t find someone half-dead in a ditch by accident. But whatever had happened last night, whatever had cracked him open, was bleeding through now. The way his shoulders hunched. The way he gripped the spatula like it was the only solid thing left in the world. Yeah. Something had changed.

Couldn’t just stand here.

He cleared his throat.

Katsuki stiffened, glanced back, eyes shadowed but sharp. No words. Just that look.

Takeshi exhaled and pushed off the doorframe. Quiet footsteps across the worn tile. He set the kettle on the counter, grabbed a packet of instant coffee from the shelf—a familiar ritual. Something steady.

“Don’t stop on my account,” he said gruffly, voice still rough from sleep. “Just need somethin’ hot to wake my ass up.”

The kid didn’t answer. He just turned back to the stove.

Takeshi poured boiling water into a chipped mug and sat down at the kitchen table, newspaper in hand—but the words didn’t stick. He wasn’t reading.

His eyes stayed on the boy.

And after a long beat, he spoke—low and steady.

“You don’t gotta say what’s eatin’ you,” Takeshi said. “Ain’t my place to drag it outta you.” His gaze flicked sideways, tired but steady. “But I see it. Whatever it is—you’re wearin’ it like a damn second skin.”

No reply. The rice hissed, the pan scraped.

Takeshi set the newspaper down with a sigh. Rubbed at his stubbled chin.

“You know,” he said after a beat. “I ain’t one to preach. Hell, I’m the last bastard who should be offerin’ advice.” He stared at the black swirl in his mug.

“My girl—Aiko. She was twelve.” The words came rougher than he expected. “Car crash. Ain’t nothin’ you can do to stop a drunk driver when they blow through a red light.” His throat tightened, but he pressed on. “Blamed myself for a long time. Thought maybe if I’d picked her up from school earlier that day… maybe if I’d left work early.” He shook his head. “Didn’t matter. Guilt’s a bastard. And I let it eat me alive. Turned to the bottle. Drove my wife away. Woke up one day with nothin’ left but this old shop. I’ve done things I’m not proud of—just to make ends meet.”

A long breath.

“Point is—ain’t no shame in breakin’. But you gotta know when to ask for a damn hand.” He looked at the kid then. Studied him. “Even if you think you don’t deserve one.”

Silence stretched thin between them. Takeshi didn’t think the boy would answer him. Then—

Katsuki spoke.

“The day you found me,” Katsuki said, voice low, rough-edged. “I was meant to die.”

Takeshi blinked, letting him speak.

Katsuki’s hands shook faintly as he shoved the pan off the burner a little harder than he meant to. “I got kicked outta U.A.” A bitter laugh, sharp and flat. “Yeah. Real fuckin’ hero material, huh?” Shoulders hunched. “Left alone. League found me. Took me. Tortured me.” His breath stuttered. “Took my quirk. When they finally let me go… I wasn’t the same. Not even close.” Words came faster now, cracking like a dam giving way. “For weeks I thought—something was wrong. Couldn’t feel shit. Couldn’t think straight. Couldn’t feel anything the way I used to. Thought it was trauma. Some headcase bullshit.” He took a ragged breath. “I’ve been feeling—empty. Like some bastard reached inside and ripped out half of me. In a way, that's what happened.”

He looked up. Eyes bloodshot but burning under the weariness. “My soul—it’s split. Part of it’s still out there. With that bastard from the League.” His voice cracked hard, but kept going. “I talked to it last night. It’s still fighting. But I can’t reach it.”

Long pause.

Takeshi rubbed his temples.

For a long moment, Takeshi just stared. Soul? Quirk stolen? The hell was this kid wrapped up in? And yet—he wasn’t lying. Not a damn flicker of it. Takeshi had known enough liars in his life to spot one blindfolded. Hell, maybe the world really has gotten that strange.

He leaned forward.

“Look, I’m not sayin’ I don’t believe you. But you don’t survive out here long as I have without questionin’ shit that sounds impossible.” Eyes locked. “You’re either not lyin’, or you believe it so hard you need serious mental help.”

Katsuki cut in—sharp, biting.

“I know it sounds crazy, alright?” He met Takeshi’s gaze head-on. “But there’s more.”

Takeshi blinked. Waited.

Katsuki dragged a hand through his hair, exhaling hard. “I can see quirks now. Not like before. I can see the fuckin’ aura around them.” He jerked his chin at Takeshi. “Around the time I first started seeing this shit, I realized you don't have it. That’s how I knew you were quirkless.” He swallowed, voice roughening further. “And it's not just seeing. I can touch them. No clue how, but I can mess with ‘em too. 

A beat. Jaw clenched.

“There was this villain. He must have been a trigger junkie. Quirk was outta control, burning him out. I—I shut it down. Brought it back under control.”

Takeshi leaned back, sighing through his nose. “Jesus, kid.”

He rubbed his temples again. “I dunno what the hell I’m dealin’ with.” He looked across the table, steady. “But—I wanna believe you.” He folded his arms, “and I got a way you can prove it.”

Katsuki narrowed his eyes.

Takeshi didn’t blink.

“Buddy of mine. Kenji. Granddaughter’s four. Just got her quirk. Thing’s been actin’ up bad and parents can’t afford a counselor. Kenji ain’t got much either. You say you can see quirks? Touch ‘em? Fix ‘em? How about you show me.”

Katsuki let out a sharp breath. Jaw working. “This ain’t a fuckin’ parlor trick.”

Takeshi’s mouth tugged into a grim half-smile. “Didn’t say it was. But you help that little girl—you show me you got this power for real—then we talk.”


 

Later that morning, Takeshi kept his word.

The old truck rattled down narrow side streets, the skyline barely visible through rusted signage and tangled power lines. The sun had finally clawed its way up, sickly pale through smog-streaked clouds.

Katsuki sat stiff in the passenger seat, hoodie pulled tight around his shoulders. His fingers tapped out a restless rhythm on his thigh. This was a bad fuckin’ idea, but sitting still would’ve been worse.

Takeshi grunted as he turned the wheel. “You sure about this?”

“No.” Katsuki scowled at the cracked windshield. “But I don’t got the luxury of sittin’ on my ass anymore.”

Takeshi gave a rough chuckle. “Fair enough.”

They pulled up outside a weathered apartment block, concrete mottled with age. Laundry lines sagged between windows. Rust flaked from old metal stairwells.

“Place’s seen better days,” Takeshi muttered, killing the engine.

Katsuki gently kicked the door open with his boot. “Yeah. Kind of like you, Mr. Midlife Crisis.”

That earned a quiet snort from the older man.


 

Up two flights, the hallway smelled faintly of mildew and cheap incense. Takeshi rapped twice on a dented metal door. It creaked open, revealing an older man in a threadbare cardigan, deep lines carved into a tired face.

“Kojima,” the man rasped, eyes wary—then flicked to Katsuki. “This him?”

“Yeah,” Takeshi said. “Kid says he can help. Thought hell, might as well give it a try.”

Kenji frowned, arms folding. “You didn’t say you were bringin’ some punk.”

“I ain’t here for tea,” Katsuki cut in, voice flat. “You want help or not?”

Kenji blinked. Took a beat—then stepped aside.

“…Come in.”

- - - - -

The apartment was small and cluttered. Faded tatami mats, old photos on the walls. The sound of soft sniffles came from the back room.

“She’s in there,” Kenji said quietly. “Sakura. She's four, and has been goin’ nuts since the quirk showed up last week. Parents’re workin’ double shifts—left her with me.” His face pinched. “I dunno what to do.”

“What’s the quirk?” Katsuki asked, already moving toward the door.

Kenji rubbed the back of his neck. “Dunno. She makes crystals on her arms… but it hurts her. She won’t stop cryin’.”

Takeshi gave him a look. “You sure about this?”

“I’m already halfway down this fuckin' rabbit hole,” Katsuki retorts with no real bite. “Might as well give it a shot.”


 

Inside the room, the little girl was curled in a corner, blanket around her shoulders. Threads of pale, shimmering light crackled weakly off her skin—flickering and spitting like a shorted-out wire. Her eyes were red from crying.

I don't know how to talk to kids, Katsuki thought to himself as he slowly knelt down. keeping his voice low, he spoke: “Hey. It's Sakura, right?”

She peeked out, sniffling. She glanced up at Katsuki, then to Kenji, then back to Katsuki. 

“I’m not gonna hurt ya.” He settled cross-legged a few feet away. “I’m… gonna try somethin’. Might feel weird. You okay with that?”

A hesitant nod.

Katsuki exhaled, slow and steady. Alright, Katsuki. Time to see if this bullshit wasn’t just in your head. Would be real fuckin’ embarassing for me if it was.

He let his awareness shift—that odd second sight flaring to life. Instantly, the light around the girl flared brighter in his vision—wild, jagged, erratic. The quirk wasn’t stable. More instinct than control. Fear was feeding it, making it worse.

“Okay, kid,” he murmured. “Lemme borrow this for a second.”

He reached out—not physically. Fingers brushed the mist. It pushed back—sharp, hot—but he pushed harder. Focused. He willed it to slow, to settle. The wild threads began to weave tighter, light dimming to a soft glow. The sparks vanished.

Sakura blinked and sat up. Tiny crystal stubs peeked out from her arms. Light bounced off them, casting rainbows across the bedroom. Her eyes followed the light for a few moments, mesmerized by the glow. Then– “…It doesn’t hurt anymore,” she whispered.

Katsuki sagged in place, a tremor running through his limbs. Shit—that had taken more outta him than he expected.

Kenji stared, slack-jawed. “Holy shit.”

Takeshi, leaning in the doorway, gave a low whistle. “Well I’ll be damned.”

Katsuki dragged a hand through his hair, sweat-damp. “Told ya,” he rasped. “Ain’t a fuckin’ parlor trick.” He pushed to his feet, knees aching.

Kenji knelt by his granddaughter, checking her over. “It’s… it’s fixed. Kid, I don’t know what the hell you just did, but—thank you.”

Katsuki shrugged, voice flat. “Wasn't hard.”

Takeshi gave him a long look as they headed back out. “You weren’t lyin’.”

“No shit.”

“You really think this soul-splittin’ thing’s part of it?”

Katsuki’s mouth twisted. “Only thing that makes a damn bit of sense.” 

They reached the truck, and Katsuki sagged into the passenger seat. I don't remember the last time wiping me out like this. Must have been the adrenaline.

Takeshi sighed, pulling out his lighter. “Well, kid. You just convinced me.” He flicked the flame, lit a smoke. “And I might know someone who can get you closer to the League. That's who you're lookin’ for eh?”

Katsuki’s eyes sharpened. “Yeah.”

Takeshi took a drag.

“Name’s Giran. Old… acquaintance. Piece a’ work, but he’s got connections.” He glanced at Katsuki. “You sure you’re ready for that shitstorm?”

Katsuki gave a bitter grin.

“I have to be. Got no choice.”

Notes:

Hoo, boy. Shit never goes well when Giran's involved.

Chapter 15: Whatever it Takes

Notes:

This chapter took me so long. I kept writing and rewriting it to make sure the dialog sounded fluid and natural. Hope y'all enjoy.

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The place smelled like stale smoke and old sweat. Neon signs flickered half-dead outside the window, bleeding red and blue over warped floorboards.

Katsuki kept his head down. Hoodie drawn tight, cap pulled low. The damn thing smelled like grease and Takeshi’s shop, but it’d have to do. Couldn’t risk anyone seeing his face—least of all down here.

He moved stiffly behind Takeshi, footsteps too light, too careful. The air in this place made his skin itch. Too many eyes. Too many rats. He remembered being the loudest bastard in any room. Now? He could barely stand walking through one.

“Just stay cool, kid,” Takeshi muttered under his breath. “Giran’s no fool. Don’t give him a reason to look twice.”

Katsuki snorted, but the sound came out thin. “Y-Yeah. Got it.” His voice sounded wrong in his own damn ears. Too flat. Too dry.

They reached a door in the back—scuffed to hell, dented in the middle. Takeshi knocked twice.

“Yeah?” came the lazy voice from the other side.

“Old friend,” Takeshi called.

The door clicked open.

Giran leaned against the frame, suit rumpled, a smoke dangling from his fingers. His eyes were sharp, though, real sharp. Like he was already cutting you into pieces in his head. “Well shit. Kojima Takeshi. Thought you’d finally kicked the bucket.”

“Not yet.” Takeshi jerked a thumb over his shoulder. “Brought a kid. Lookin’ for work.”

Giran’s gaze slid to Katsuki. Stayed there. Measuring.

Katsuki forced himself to meet it—barely. His heart kicked once, sharp. “Tch.” He shrugged. “Gonna let us in or are we going to just stand here making small talk?” 

Giran’s grin twitched wider. “Heh. Got a mouth on him.” He stepped aside. “Alright, come on in.”

Inside was worse. Smoked-up walls, peeling paint, a lamp that hummed like it was ready to die. Katsuki’s pulse stayed too high. His palms itched. Instinct said get out. Takeshi sat. Katsuki followed stiffly.

Giran leaned back, cigarette smoke curling. “So. You wanna run with the big kids, huh?”

Katsuki let out a breath through his nose. “Work’s work.” His voice wavered, too low. He added, like muscle memory: “Long as the pay don’t fuckin’ suck.”

Silence. Giran studied him closer. Too close. Katsuki stared at the table. “You got somethin’ to hide under that hood?” Giran asked. Voice amused, but sharp under it.

“Yeah.” Katsuki forced a ghost of a smirk. It felt brittle. “Don’t we all?”

Takeshi cut in. “Kid’s solid. Got reason to stay low. You got anything that fits?”

Giran tapped ash into the tray. Sat forward. “Maybe,” he said. “Matter of fact, there’s a job needs doin’. League’s been movin’. Takin’ an interest in the Shie Hassaikai lately. Whole underworld’s shakin’ since AFO went underground. Lotta hands grabbin’ for the same pie.”

Katsuki’s gut twisted at League. But he kept his face blank.

“They need a… babysitter,” Giran continued. “Chisaki’s kid. Little girl. Quirk’s valuable. Dangerous. Boss wants her kept happy. Safe. You do that, they might keep you alive long enough to pay you.” He grinned. “Fuck it up, well—” he dragged on his smoke—“you won’t have to worry about payin’ rent again.”

Takeshi shot Katsuki a glance. Think hard about this.

Katsuki stared at the smoke curling toward the ceiling. His chest felt hollow again. Like the words weren’t coming from him but from something left behind. He swallowed. Then smirked—a ghost of the old sneer. Forced it up, brittle as glass. “Yeah. Sure. Babysitting. Sounds like a fuckin’ dream.” But inside, the voice burned cold. Closer. Closer to the League. He looked up. Eyes steady.

“I’ll do it.”

Giran grinned wider. “Thought you might.” He leaned back in his chair, the cigarette hanging from his lips like an afterthought. “Alright then,” he said, voice lazy but eyes razor sharp. “You got some balls for takin’ this one. Not a lotta people would. But, before we go further..." He flicked another cigarette out of the pack, didn’t light it—just twirled it between his fingers. “One thing I gotta know.”

He fixed Katsuki with a look sharp as glass. “You can keep your name. Hell, I don’t need it. Don’t care. But your quirk—I need to know what I’m puttin’ in that room. That’s standard.”

Katsuki’s throat worked. He felt Takeshi shift beside him and could almost feel the weight of his stare. Katsuki exhaled slowly, dragging a hand through his hair. The words felt brittle in his mouth. “I don’t have one.” His voice came out hoarse. For a second the air felt wired.

Giran watched him. Really watched. Not blinking. Measuring every damn flicker. Then—he leaned back. Let out a short breath through his nose. “...You ain’t lyin’.” He tapped the unlit cigarette against the table. “Fuckin’ weird. But I seen weirder.” He shrugged. “No quirk’s fine. Hell, sometimes it’s better. Less questions. Makes you look weaker—keeps ‘em off guard.” A thin smile. “Just don’t get your ass killed.”

Katsuki’s lip twitched. “Tch.” His voice rasped, edges dull. “Wouldn’t fuckin’ be here if that was the plan.” But the words came out wrong—off rhythm.

Giran reached into a battered folder on the table, flipped it open, and slid a thin stack of photos across to Takeshi and Katsuki.

Katsuki stared down at them. A little girl. Big eyes. Long pale hair. Couldn’t have been older than six.

“She’s called Eri,” Giran said. “Daughter—or somethin’ like it—to Chisaki Kai. You might know him as Overhaul.”

Katsuki felt his gut twist again. 

“League’s getting close with the Hassaikai. All For One’s gone—weak at least. The sharks are circlin’. League wants in on the new power structures. Problem is, Hassaikai don’t exactly play nice with outsiders.”

Giran smirked.

“That’s where you come in.”

He tapped the photo.

“Chisaki needs someone watchin’ the kid. Most of his own guys are too fuckin’ scary for it. Kid’s skittish. Quirk’s dangerous. League wants leverage, Hassaikai wants the girl stable. You? You don’t look like much. You ain’t one of theirs. You get in close. Keep her happy. Win her trust.” He crushed the cigarette out. “Do that, and you’ll be allowed to hang around. Maybe learn a thing or two. Maybe get close enough to what you’re really after.” He smiled coldly. “But—don’t kid yourself. Chisaki ain’t plannin’ to keep you. The second you’re no longer useful?” He drew a finger across his throat. “That’s it.”

Takeshi frowned. “Sounds like suicide.”

“Eh.” Giran shrugged. “That’s the job. I owe you, Kojima. That’s why I’m givin’ your boy first crack at it.”

Katsuki stared at the photos, jaw tense. Words built in his throat—old ones, sharp ones—but they tasted wrong. Sour. He forced a scoff. “Tch. Fuckin’ great. Get to play fuckin’ babysitter for a mob boss.” His mouth twisted. “Just what I dreamed of.” But his hands were already steadying. The path was opening. A chance to get close. To track them.

One step closer to my damn soul.

He looked up, voice flat but sure. “I’m in.”

Takeshi looked at him hard, but said nothing. The decision was made.

Giran grinned like a man who’d already bought the casket. “Good. I’ll set it up. You’ll meet with one of Chisaki’s men tomorrow. They’ll take you to the compound. You keep the kid smilin’, you keep breathin’. Simple as that.” He slid a burner phone across the table. “They’ll call you when they’re ready. And remember—keep your goddamn head down. You fuck this up? I can’t help you.”

Katsuki took the phone. His fingers curled tight around it. “Yeah.” His voice came low, quiet.

“I don’t plan on fuckin’ this up.”


 

The alley behind Giran’s office smelled like stale smoke and rust. Cold air cut through Katsuki’s hoodie as they stepped outside. Morning light barely touched the rooftops yet—everything was still gray. Quiet.

Takeshi shut the door behind them, jaw set tight. He didn’t speak at first. Just lit a cigarette with a sharp flick and stood there, smoke curling in the cold.

Katsuki shoved his hands into his pockets. The adrenaline from the meeting was already burning off, leaving him raw. Bones heavy. 

Finally—

“Kid,” Takeshi said, voice low.

Katsuki didn’t look at him.

“You don’t have to do this.”

That made him glance sideways.

Takeshi took a long drag. Exhaled through his nose. “I know why you’re going after ‘em. I get it. If somebody took a piece of me like that—” he shook his head. “But this job? It’s a suicide mission. You heard Giran. Chisaki’s not keepin’ you alive past useful. And the League—” he snorted. “They'll recognize you the moment they lay their eyes on you.”

Katsuki stared down at the cracked pavement. The words sat heavy on his shoulders, but the answer was already burned in his chest. “I know.”

Takeshi frowned. “Then why the hell—”

Katsuki’s mouth twisted. A sound came out—half laugh, half rasp. “‘Cause it's not like I have anything else, old man.” He met Takeshi’s gaze then, eyes too tired for someone his age. “I can’t fight them from the outside. Not like this.” He looked away again, voice dropping. “And if I don’t fight—then what the fuck am I even doing here?” The words scraped out slow, like glass through his throat.

Takeshi sighed. “You think you’re ready to walk into that snake pit? Look at you.” He gestured, frustrated. 

That got a bitter chuckle out of Katsuki. “Yeah? Well…” He dragged a hand through his hair. “Not like anyone’s expecting much from some quirkless stray.”

Takeshi ground out the cigarette under his boot. Took a step closer, voice rough. “You listen to me, kid. You get in there—you keep your head. You play it smart. You start slippin’, you pull out. You hear me?”

Katsuki looked up at him—really looked this time. For a moment, something flickered behind the exhaustion. “...Yeah.” He swallowed. “I hear ya.”

Didn’t say he’d listen. They both knew that.

But Takeshi saw the stubborn line in his jaw, the shadow in his eyes. And he knew—there wasn’t a damn thing he could say that’d change the kid’s mind. So instead, he clapped a hand on his shoulder. Grip steady.

“Then you come back alive, goddammit.”

Katsuki exhaled slow. “...I’ll try.”

 

And that was the best promise he could give.

Notes:

Yikes.

Chapter 16: Pawn

Notes:

Woah this chapter turned out to be WAYYY longer than intended.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The trailer felt colder than usual when they got back.

Takeshi had only grunted on the drive home—didn’t say a word after they parked. He gave Katsuki a long look at the door, like he was biting back more warnings, more advice. But in the end, the man just clapped his shoulder again.

“Get some fuckin’ sleep,” he muttered. “You’ll need it.”

Katsuki nodded once. Then slumped down onto the lumpy couch.

Silence.

Too quiet.

He kicked off his shoes and laid back on the battered couch. Hoodie still on. Heart still hammering slower now, but sharp in his chest. Giran’s words kept looping through his head.

“Chisaki ain’t plannin’ to keep you.”

“No quirk’s fine–Makes you look weaker.”

The man had seen straight through him. No quirk. No bite. No damn backup. And yet—he’d walked out of there with a job.

Babysit Chisaki’s kid. “You get in close. Keep her happy. Win her trust”

It sounded simple, but it wasn’t. Katsuki knew damn well what this was: a leash. A test. A death sentence. But it was also the only shot he had. The only path forward. He leaned his head back against the wall and shut his eyes.

“You don’t have to do this.”

Takeshi’s words still echoed.

Yeah. But if I don’t—

A breath shuddered out of him.

then why the fuck am I still here?

It wasn’t a good answer. His hands curled into fists, nails biting into his palms. He could still feel that other half of him out there. Faint now—but burning in the distance like a second sun. Calling him.

“You find me. You fight to get me back.”

His throat tightened.

I will, he thought fiercely, the words raw. I fuckin’ will. Whatever it takes.

But even as the thought came, the exhaustion pressed in heavier. Muscles trembling. Bones aching. His body reminded him just how thin he was stretched.For a second—just a second—his chest caved in. Shoulders shaking. No sound, no tears. Just air he couldn’t pull in fast enough.

Then—he forced it down. Swallowed it like broken glass. Sat up. Rubbed his face hard. “Pull your shit together,” he rasped to himself. Voice flat. No bite. Just a reminder.

He sat up, pushed off the couch, and stripped out of the hoodie. Hit the shower—cold enough to burn. The sting brought him back. When he finally crawled into bed— if you can call it that —gray dawn was already bleeding through the window.

Sleep didn’t come easy. But when it did, it was shallow and restless. Dreams of red smoke. Of a voice. Of a cage made of bone.

And through it all—one thought, circling, sinking into his bones:

Don’t fuck this up.




The car hummed low beneath him, tires whispering against wet asphalt.

Katsuki sat stiff-backed in the rear seat, arms crossed beneath the too-large suit Giran had scrounged up. The fabric itched against his skin. He hated it. Too tight around the throat. Giran had allowed a face mask, but no other head coverings. Katsuki felt exposed. Vulnerable. 

Every mile they drove pulled him deeper into a world he had no map for. A place where mistakes didn’t just cost you—they ended you. He kept his gaze steady on the window. Watched the city smear past, gray and silent under the pre-dawn sky. Streetlights blinked like dying stars.

Beside him, Giran scrolled lazily through his phone, one leg propped up. Too casual. Like he’d done this a hundred times. Maybe he had. “You good, kid?” the man asked, voice rough with smoke.

Katsuki didn’t look away from the window. “Yeah.” Automatic. Dry. A lie he didn’t even bother selling.

“Uh huh.” Giran didn’t press. Just flicked ashes out the cracked window and kept scrolling.

The city gave way to narrower streets, older buildings. Taller fences. Katsuki’s gut tightened. His pulse ticked harder in his ears. Ahead, floodlights glared over a gated compound. Cameras twitched. Guards moved like shadows behind the chainlink. They were here. 

The car slowed. Giran leaned forward, said something low to the driver. Katsuki barely registered it. His body was moving on instinct—shift, brace, breathe.

“You listenin’, kid?” Giran’s voice cut through the fog.

Katsuki blinked once. “What?”

“Mind your fuckin’ manners,” Giran said, tone sharper now. “Guy you’re about to meet—you don’t wanna give him a reason. You piss him off, I won’t be able to pull you out. Clear?”

Katsuki’s throat worked. He swallowed against the dry scrape there.

“Clear.”

The gates yawned open. The car rolled through.

The building loomed—cold concrete, black glass. The air was thick here, stale and sterile, like the whole place had been scrubbed raw of life. Katsuki followed Giran through the halls, footsteps muffled against the too-clean floor. Cameras followed every move. Guards watched from the edges of his vision—no words, no wasted glances. A weight pressed against his ribs the deeper they went. Like the walls were closing in.

Finally, they stopped before a tall pair of black lacquered doors. A man with a white bird mask opened them without a word. And Katsuki stepped into the lion’s den.

Overhaul sat at a low table in the center of the room, back straight, masked face impassive. Eyes fixed on them the moment they entered. He didn’t move. Didn’t need to. There were two guards flanking him on both sides, each with matching bird masks.

Katsuki squared his shoulders, feet planted. Didn’t fidget. Didn’t glance away. But every part of him screamed— get out .

Giran sauntered forward, casual as ever. “This the recommendation,” he said, voice light.

“...Hmm.” Chisaki’s gaze flicked over Katsuki, slow and surgical. “You have a name?”

Katsuki’s voice came out flat. “No.”

One of the guards shifted. A click of metal.

Chisaki raised a hand. The room stilled again.

“What’s your quirk?” The question was smooth, almost idle.

Katsuki’s breath caught—just a fraction—but he forced the words out. “Don’t got one.”

A beat of silence. Then: “You’re not lying. Interesting.” Chisaki’s stare lingered. Not curiosity— calculation . Like a man examining a cracked tool to see if it still had some use left.

Katsuki met that stare, jaw locked. He couldn’t summon the usual bite, the bark. The words that came to him now were ash on his tongue.

Giran cleared his throat. “The job?”

Another long pause. Then Chisaki finally rose — slow, deliberate, every motion measured. “You will attend to my daughter,” he said. “You will entertain her. Gain her trust. Keep her happy.”

Each word fell like a nail driven home.

“And if you fail,” Chisaki added, voice dipping colder, “you will no longer be necessary.”

No threat. Just a fact.

Katsuki forced a breath through his nose. “Understood.”

Chisaki studied him for another beat, as if weighing the exact moment he might snap this stray piece apart. Then—a sharp gesture. “Take him to her.”

A guard approached. The door opened behind him. Katsuki followed. Each step felt too loud. His head buzzed with Takeshi’s voice— you sure about this, kid? You sure you’re ready to die here?

He wasn’t sure of shit. But this was the only lead he had. And besides, he was already dead anyway.


 

The door clicked shut behind him. The sound seemed to echo. Katsuki stood there, shoulders squared—but inside, his gut was twisting harder by the second.

The kid was small. Way smaller than he’d expected. Couldn’t be more than six, maybe seven. She was curled up tight on the futon, a thin blanket clutched to her chest. Bandages peeked out beneath her sleeves. More around her bare ankles. Wide red eyes stared at him—hollow. Terrified.

Something in Katsuki’s ribs clenched like a vice.

He’d seen injuries before. Burn marks, cuts, the sharp edge of healing bruises. He’d seen the aftermath of what bastards like the League could do. But this was a fucking child. And she was shaking so hard her teeth nearly chattered.

He took a slow breath. Forced his boots to unstick from the floor.

One step. Then another.

Careful. Measured.

“...Shit,” he muttered under his breath—not at her. At the whole sick mess.

Eri flinched.

Katsuki froze. Hands up.

“Hey, no. Not at you, kid,” he said quickly, voice low. Steady. “That wasn’t... I wasn’t talkin’ to you.”

Her trembling eased a fraction. Barely.

Katsuki dropped into a crouch a few feet away. Close enough to see her, but not enough to trap her. He’d seen cornered animals. He knew the look in her eyes—all instinct, all fear. He rubbed the back of his neck. The words stuck sideways in his throat. He wasn’t built for this shit. But he had to try. “I’m not here to hurt ya,” he said again, slow this time. Picking each word like it mattered. “I don’t work for those assholes. I ain’t one of them.”

Another beat.

She blinked once. Didn’t speak.

Good. No screaming yet. No bolting. That was a start.

“You can call me... doesn’t matter what,” Katsuki said. Voice hoarse, mouth dry. He shook his head. “Point is—I ain’t here to make ya do anything.”

The kid shifted. Her eyes flicked to the door, then back to him.

Katsuki caught that. Noted it. Yeah—she was used to watching exits. Used to looking for an out that wasn’t there. A sick heat crawled under his skin. Bastards. Absolute fucking bastards. But he pushed it down. Couldn’t blow this. Couldn’t scare her more.

He exhaled through his nose, slow and deliberate. “You cold?” he asked, glancing at the threadbare blanket. “Or hungry? Somethin’ I can do?”

She didn’t answer.

But her grip on the blanket eased just a little.

Katsuki let the silence hang. Didn’t fill it. Let her set the pace. 

Here he was. No hero cape, no flashy quirk. Just... a kid who’d been gutted by the world, trying to talk to another one.

He sat back, cross-legged now. Palms open on his knees. A position that said not a threat. “Y’know,” he said after a long stretch, voice low and rough, “I’m pretty shit at this.” A dry smirk tugged at his mouth—not sharp, just tired. “Talkin’. People.”

A flicker—the faintest ghost of curiosity in her eyes.

“That’s alright,” he added. “We can sit here. Nothin’ wrong with quiet.”

More silence. But the room had shifted, almost imperceptibly. The air wasn’t as brittle. And that was when he noticed it—the faint shimmer. A curling, coiling aura around her. Like a quirk trembling on a hair trigger, too wild to be held down.

He narrowed his eyes slightly. Yeah. Whatever she had... it was unstable as hell. And someone— he knew damn well who —had been using her like a weapon.

Katsuki swallowed hard. “Kid,” he said softly, “whatever’s happening to you... I see it. It isn’t your fault. Not one fuckin’ bit.”

Her eyes widened just slightly.

“You got nothin’ to be ashamed of.” He leaned in just a little, voice dropping further. “And I swear to you—long as I’m here, nobody’s layin’ a hand on you.”

Another tremble—but not as sharp.

A single word slipped out, so faint he almost missed it.

“...Why?”

Katsuki’s chest tightened. He rubbed his jaw, thought for a beat. Why? Fuck if he really knew. He let out a slow breath. “‘Cause somebody fuckin’ should’ve told me that once,” he said. Quiet. Flat. Honest.

That did it.

Her eyes glistened. The tension in her tiny shoulders sagged just a little.

And Katsuki sat there, on the floor of a room that felt colder than any cell, steady as stone. This wasn’t about saving face. Or getting close to the League. Not anymore. This was about her. And in that moment, for the first time in days, he wasn’t thinkin’ about himself.

The minutes stretched thin. Katsuki stayed where he was—cross-legged on the cold floor, hands loose on his knees, gaze steady but soft. No sudden moves. No reaching out. He knew better.

Across from him, Eri hadn’t moved much either. But the tremors in her shoulders had dulled. Her eyes still darted toward the door now and then, but each time they returned to him a little faster. A little longer.

It was a start.

Katsuki leaned his elbows to his knees, chin tilted down just a little. When he spoke again, his voice was quiet—more like a rumble than anything sharp. “Y’know,” he said, “if you don’t wanna say nothin’, that’s fine. Not gonna push you.”

Another beat of silence.

Progress. Inch by inch.

Katsuki exhaled slowly, leaning back a fraction to ease the ache creeping into his legs.

Still, he stayed. Watching her without watching too hard. Giving her space without stepping out.

If there was one damn thing he could do right anymore—it was this.


–Overhaul–



The hum of old security monitors filled the stale air.

Kai Chisaki stood with arms folded behind his back, masked face tilted toward the largest screen.

The new hire sat still, patient. Unmoving for nearly an hour. Not a hint of nervous shifting. No pointless chatter. No tricks.

Chisaki’s gaze flicked to the girl. Eri—curled in on herself less than she had at the start. Not much. But enough for an eye like his to notice.

Interesting.

He leaned in slightly, studying the boy’s posture, the way he spoke—measured, quiet, but not coddling. No pleading or false kindness. No forced cheer.

Something about it grated.

And yet... it worked.

“...Tch,” Chisaki breathed, fingers curling behind his back. Who the hell are you, boy?

A quirkless boy—or so Giran claimed. With no file, no trail, no strings to pull. Someone trying too hard to stay off the grid. And yet there he was—handling her better than half the handlers who had come before.

Chisaki’s lip curled beneath the mask. No matter. The moment he outlived his usefulness, he’d be gone like the rest.

Chisaki stood, leaving the monitor room. His steps carried him deeper into the compound, past flickering lights and silent doors, his long coat brushing the floor behind him in neat, controlled sways. The halls smelled like antiseptic and cold metal. He breathed it in like air.

The boy had done what none of the trained handlers could. He hadn’t tried to fix her. Hadn’t tried to touch her, teach her, praise her. He’d simply... endured her presence. 

A faint tch scraped behind Chisaki’s teeth.

It wasn’t strength. It wasn’t talent. But it somehow worked.

He turned the final corner. The door to Eri’s room sat ahead—plain, windowless, too thick for sound to bleed through. Two guards stood stationed outside, bird masks impassive, heads bowing slightly as he approached. He didn’t acknowledge them. Just raised a gloved hand to the handle.

Kchhhk.

The lock disengaged. The door creaked open on weighted hinges.

Chisaki stepped inside, shadow spilling in before him.

Inside, the boy was still seated on the floor, shoulders squared but loose—as if he hadn’t noticed the hours slipping by. Eri, bleary-eyed now, had edged closer to him at some point. The blanket sat crumpled beside her.

Chisaki’s eyes swept the room once.

No overt changes. No contact. No signs of manipulation.

Still...

He stepped forward, the door closing behind him with a quiet thunk . The quiet that followed was heavy. Measured.

The boy’s head jerked up, sharp instinct flashing behind tired eyes.

“Enough,” he said.

His voice cut through the space.

The new hire rose slowly—not stiff, not brash. Careful. Watching. Chisaki’s gaze flicked between him and the girl. She was trembling again. Good. Fear kept her controllable. But this boy—that dead glint behind his eyes didn’t match his age. A dangerous thing to let linger.

Chisaki gestured for the boy to come closer.

The kid moved.

Chisaki’s voice, when it came, was smooth and precise—like a scalpel sliding beneath skin. “You’ll be staying here.”

The guards blocked the doorway.

The boy straightened, posture tense.

Chisaki’s eyes narrowed behind the mask, voice a low, lethal hum. “You are mine, now. And you do not leave unless I say.”

The boy said nothing. His fists remained loose at his sides. He was learning. Good.

Chisaki took a slow step forward, closing the distance by a hair. “Eri escaped yesterday,” he said, soft as silk, sharp as broken glass. “Ran straight into the arms of heroes. They know we have her. They are already sniffing, and it’s only a matter of time before someone tries to pry her loose again” He leaned a fraction closer, so only the kid could hear. “I want her here. In one place. Unmoved. Unspoiled.” A pause. “You will keep her that way.”

The implied threat hung between them like a blade.

Chisaki’s eyes gleamed. A faint, mirthless curve tugged at the corner of his mouth beneath the mask. “And if you don’t, then you will stay in one place. Permanently.”

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–Katsuki–

 

A sick, slow dread curled in Katsuki’s gut—but outwardly, he gave nothing. No flicker of fear.

The words hung heavy in the air.

Katsuki didn’t move—but his pulse kicked once, sharp and fast.

“Entertain her. Keep her calm.” A pause. “And you will not leave.” A faint, amused tilt of the masked head followed. “You made her... more compliant today than she’s been in weeks.” The smile that wasn’t a smile. “Useful. For now.”

Another step forward. “If she leaves this room, if she is harmed, if she uses her quirk in any way— you will answer for it.”

Katsuki’s throat was dry. But he forced his voice out—flat. Controlled. “Fine.” He gave a faint shrug, the barest twitch of defiance still lingering in his spine. “Wasn’t plannin’ on goin’ anywhere.”

A low hum from Chisaki, deep and amused. “No,” he said quietly. “You weren’t.” Without another word, Chisaki turned and walked out. The guards followed, the door swinging closed behind them with a final, locking click .

And just like that—Katsuki was left standing in the cold room. No exit. No allies. Just him. And the terrified girl watching him with wide, wary eyes. A long breath hissed out between his teeth. His heart pounded in his ears. 

Babysitter. Guard dog. Prisoner.

And worse— he wasn’t sure which of those the kid would see him as now.

He let out a rough sigh and crouched down again, palms open on his knees.

“Guess it’s just you and me for a while, kid,” he muttered—voice softer this time. Less armor. More human.

She didn’t speak. But her eyes lingered on him.

Not trust yet. But something.

He met her gaze and managed a tired, crooked smirk. “You can call me Kacchan,” he said. Voice hoarse. “Don’t care if you think it’s stupid. S’what people used to call me.” His lips twitched—not quite a smile, but close. “You can too. If you wanna.”

She didn’t answer, but her fingers loosened on the blanket again.

Another long beat.

Then—barely a whisper:

“...Kacchan.”

Katsuki’s chest ached. Yeah, he thought grimly. I’m in deep now. All the fuckin’ way.




–Takeshi–



The kid didn’t come home.

The clock on the wall ticked louder than it should’ve. Click. Click. Click. Past midnight now. Second hand dragging like a blade across his nerves.

Takeshi sat in the dark trailer, hunched forward in the battered armchair. One hand wrapped tight around a cheap metal lighter—flipping it open, snapping it shut. Open. Snap. Over and over. His cigarette had long since burned down to ash.

Didn’t even remember lighting the damn thing.

“Stupid,” he muttered to no one. The word rasped out of his throat like old sandpaper.

He’d known it the second the kid climbed into Giran’s car that morning.

“I’m going old man.”

And now—here it was.

No call. No word. No heavy footsteps on the porch. Just the empty whine of the wind outside.

Takeshi slammed the lighter shut and rubbed both hands hard over his face. His gut had been screaming from the start— bad idea, bad fuckin’ idea . You don’t waltz into the heart of a damn Yakuza compound with no quirk and no allies and think you’re walkin’ out clean.

The kid knew that. Hell, Takeshi had told him straight. “You got nothin’ to prove to ‘em. You got nothin’ left to give.”

And still… Still,  Katsuki had looked him dead in the eye.

“If I don’t fight—then what the fuck am I even doing here?”

Takeshi had seen that look before. Long ago. In a mirror he didn’t like to remember. So he’d shut his damn mouth. Let the kid go.

Now the chair creaked beneath him as he leaned forward, elbows on knees. Jaw set. Lighter clicking again. Open. Snap.

He’s smart, Takeshi told himself. Too damn stubborn to go down easy. Maybe it’s not what it looks like. Maybe he’s just stuck overnight—

But the lie tasted like rust on his tongue.

“Suicide mission,” he breathed. The words sat heavy in the room.

And the worst part—the part that dug sharpest into his ribs—was that Takeshi understood. When you had nothin’ left… Sometimes you walked into the lion’s den, for nothing more than a flicker of a chance.

Takeshi sat back hard in the chair. Fists clenched, trembling.

Dammit, brat. You better fight. You better crawl outta there if you gotta. ‘Cause if you don’t—

The words caught. He let out a harsh breath and dragged a hand through his graying hair.

Another hour passed.

Still no word.

And in that silence, for the first time in too long—Takeshi found himself praying.

Notes:

Ok these next few chapters are things I haven't quite fleshed out yet. I have the bones and structure, but definitely not even close to ready. If I actually decide to touch grass, I may not have another chapter uploaded in a while. I've just hit a wall as of now, and I'm trying to decide how I want to proceed. Major events are written out, but for now, the in-between moments are not (which are really important for building the story!). I don't want things to be half-assed, just because I am impatient to post.

I intend to spend an ungodly amount of time on this. Just giving you a warning in case I decide to take a break for a few days.

Chapter 17: Breaking and Exiting

Notes:

GUYS I LIED. I didn't touch grass after all. Bummer.

I was having a hard time deciding how I wanted this chapter to go.. I had the outline and the main scenes, but some of the interpersonal dialogue just wasn't there. I think I got it down though!

Half of this was done on my phone so I am HOPING AND PRAYING that my formatting stayed.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

He didn’t mark the days anymore. There wasn’t a point to it.

The kid was gone.

The shop had fallen to silence—not the comfortable quiet of a man used to his own company, but the kind that pressed in behind the ribs. Every little sound rang too sharp. Every dark corner felt too damn empty.

Takeshi sat at the table most nights, a chipped mug of coffee gone cold between his hands, staring at nothing. His hands itched for the carton sitting in the refrigerator. No. He wouldn't drink. The TV stayed off. The radio gathered dust. Even the tools on his bench hadn’t moved in days.

He couldn’t make himself care.

The first night had been the worst. He’d sat up by the door like a damn fool, waiting for the sound of boots on the step. Told himself the kid would be back by afternoon.

When afternoon came, he told himself by evening.

Then tomorrow.

Then— soon.

But it never came.

And now each time the door stayed shut, it carved another line through his chest.

He didn’t even know what had happened. Couldn’t know. That was the thing eating him alive.

If they’d killed the boy—he’d never know.

If they were keeping him— hurting him —he’d never know.

And if by some miracle Katsuki was still alive in there, scared or hurt or caged—

Takeshi’s fingers curled tight around the mug.

He should’ve stopped him. Grabbed him by the damn collar and made him stay. Should’ve told him the fight wasn’t worth his life. Should’ve—

But the words wouldn’t come then. And they sure as hell didn’t help now.

Most nights, he found himself drifting toward the battered couch in the shop’s break room—the one where the boy had slept those first rough nights. Sometimes he sat there for hours, staring at the threadbare cushion like it might give up some trace of him. A voice.

But it was just a couch. And Takeshi was just a man too late to save another kid.

“You stupid little bastard,” he rasped one night, voice rough as gravel. “Why’d you have to go get yourself killed?”

No answer, of course.

Just the same empty room.

The same old ache in his chest.

He leaned back with a groan, rubbing his face. There were moments—god help him—where he caught himself listening for the damn door again. Like some part of him hadn’t got the message. Like maybe this time—

But no.

No footsteps. No voice.

Just the wind rattling the trailer walls. Just the grief eating a little deeper each day.

And still, Takeshi couldn’t stop waiting.

Even if hope felt like a lie now, even if it broke him to keep holding on.

He couldn’t stop.

Not for that kid.

Not for Katsuki.


 

He didn’t know how long he’d been here.

The days bled together, quiet and sterile, like the humming white walls of this underground purgatory had stripped time of all meaning. No clocks. No sunrises. Just a flicker of artificial lights and the same recycled air that clung to the back of his throat.

Long enough for the bruises to fade. Long enough to stop flinching at the buzz of boots in the hall.

Long enough for her to stop hiding in the corner.

He had been given clothes. Much better than the suffocating suit he had arrived in. But now, he was dressed in white. An oversized white tshirt, and white shorts. They hadn't taken his mask, but the rest of his stuff had been confiscated, even his shoes. They must've thought he'd run.

Katsuki sat cross-legged on the cold tile floor, back pressed to the wall. Across from him, Eri curled into a blanket with a tear in the corner— holding onto it like a lifeline.

He hadn’t touched her. Not even to ruffle her hair. At first, she’d flinched if he so much as breathed wrong. So he learned to hold still. To wait. He talked more than he liked—low murmurs in the dark, stories she didn’t ask for.

He didn’t care.

Because that haunted look in her eyes was too familiar.

He’d seen it in his own reflection. After Kamino. After they’d taken him. After he stopped being a hero and became something... else.

So no—he didn’t blame her for shrinking when the door opened. Or for staring at him like she was waiting for him to vanish. People disappeared around here. He’d watched a man become blood splatter on the concrete.

So instead, he talked.

– – – – –

That night, Eri looked more worn than usual. She sat curled on the edge of the mattress, a little bundle of bones beneath too-big sleeves, her bandaged arms wrapped around her knees. The shadows beneath her eyes were smudged deep into pale skin — the kind of exhaustion that didn’t come from lack of sleep, but from carrying too much fear.

But she didn’t flinch when Katsuki sat beside her.

She didn’t move away, didn’t pull her legs in tighter. If anything, her shoulder brushed his sleeve. Just barely. A whisper of contact. But it was something.

So they sat there, quiet. Breathing in the same stale air. A silence that had once been tense and heavy now settled soft between them, worn into something almost companionable.

Almost.

Katsuki tilted his head back, eyes scanning the ceiling like he could punch through it and see the sky.

“Y’know,” he murmured, voice rough with the day’s weight, “you can’t see the stars in this shithole.”

Eri blinked slowly, her head tipping toward him.

He went on, his voice distant. “My old man used to say the stars could help you find your way if you got lost. Said if you looked close enough, they made pictures. Shapes in the sky. They got names — constellations.”

Eri was silent for a long moment. Then, in the smallest voice: “What’s it like?”

Her eyes flicked toward the bolted door. Not like she expected it to open — more like she was looking at the edge of a dream. “Outside, I mean. I don’t remember.”

Katsuki’s throat locked up.

She was six. Maybe seven. And she didn’t know the damn sky.

His hands curled against his knees. He exhaled slow.

“It’s loud,” he said, finally. “Bright. Crowded. People are annoying.”

She blinked, unsure.

He let out a quiet snort. “But it’s good,” he said. “It’s messy and loud and stupid sometimes. But you’d like it.”

Eri tilted her head, curiosity flickering past the ever-present fear.

“The sun,” Katsuki said, his voice softening as the memory unfurled, “is this huge ball of fire. Way up there. It gets in your eyes and makes you squint, and it makes your skin itch if you’re out too long.” He paused. “But it warms your face. On cold mornings, it feels like... like someone’s hand on your cheek.”

She shifted slowly, her blanket scrunching tighter in her grip. “It’s warm?” she asked, like she didn’t quite believe it.

“Yeah,” he said. “Real warm.”

A beat passed. She didn’t speak, but her eyes stayed fixed on him now, drinking in every word.

“There’s wind, too,” he added, his eyes distant. “Sometimes strong enough to knock your hood off. Smells different depending on where you are. Grass. Rain. Smoke from street vendors.”

“Rain…” she echoed, a whisper like a memory she’d never had.

“Yeah.” He gave a small, crooked smile. “You’d probably hate it at first. Cold, wet, gets in your socks. But then you’d start jumping in puddles just to piss someone off.”

A sound escaped her — small and tight. Not quite a laugh, but almost.

Katsuki turned his head to look at her — really look. She was staring at him like the world he described was impossible, and she was scared to hope for it anyway.

So he kept talking.

“There’s ice cream. You’d love that crap. It melts too fast and makes your hands sticky, but it’s stupid good. You’d get it all over your face.”

That earned him something close to a smile. Fleeting. Fragile. But it lit her face for half a second.

He leaned back again, let his head rest against the wall. “There’s parks. Swings. Slides. Grass so soft you can lie on it and stare up at clouds.”

Eri’s voice came small. “Clouds?”

“They move across the sky. Big and slow. Look like weird animals sometimes.” He paused, then added, “You’d see it all one day. I promise.”

Her tiny hand crept toward him — not quite touching, but close. As if she needed the space between them to feel safe, but didn’t want too much of it either.

Katsuki stayed still.

“There’s a beach,” he said, quieter now. “Not far from where I grew up. The sand burns your feet in the summer, and the ocean looks like it goes on forever. You can scream out there and no one hears you.”

He closed his eyes.

“It’s freedom,” he whispered. “That’s what it feels like.”

Eri was quiet for a long time.

Then, in a voice barely audible, she said, “I wanna go there.”

He turned to her again, heart twisting.

“You will,” he said. “I swear to you. One day, I’ll take you there myself.”

And this time, when her hand brushed his sleeve, she didn’t pull away.

She looked down. Her voice, when it came, was a scrape of breath:  “My quirk… it breaks people.”

He stilled.

She wasn’t looking at him. Her fingers twisted the edge of her sleeve. She was quiet a long time before she added, almost too soft to hear: “He said it’s a curse.”

Katsuki’s jaw tightened.

He knew who he was. Chisaki didn’t say it outright, but he saw the way she flinched when the man entered the room. The way she froze, like she was trying to make herself disappear.

A curse.

That bastard had taken her power—something hers —and twisted it into a weapon.

“You ain’t cursed,” he said finally.

Her lip trembled. “Are you gonna break? Everyone breaks. That’s what he said.”

Katsuki shifted forward, one knee brushing the floor between them. Careful. Slow. “Not planning on it,” he said. There was a long pause

“You know why I’m still here?”

She didn’t answer.

“Because I don’t break easy,” he said, voice like gravel and steel. “And because you’re worth it.”

Her eyes widened.

“I don’t care what he told you. That thing in you—it’s not evil. It’s power. You just haven’t had someone teach you how to use it yet.”

She stared at him, lower lip trembling, and whispered, “Please don’t go. Don’t leave me.”

Katsuki leaned back against the wall, eyes closing.

Silence fell between them again. But it was softer, now.

“I won’t. I promise.”


 

Time had begun to smear.

The walls were pressing in. Katsuki could feel it in his teeth, in the back of his skull—like static building before a storm.

Katsuki didn’t know how long he’d been in the compound anymore. A week? Two? Maybe longer. Days bled into nights without shape or meaning—each one marked only by the flicker of overhead lights and the dull ache in his bones.

Chisaki had been playing a long, slow game—loosening the leash one link at a time. It should’ve been a relief. It wasn’t.

Chisaki had even given him the combination to the panel—A gift. A warning. An unspoken dare.

Knew the bastard was getting cocky.

Last week, Chisaki himself had punched in the code to the door and told him flatly: "If you’re going to be of use to her, boy, you need to be able to leave. Don’t make me regret it."

Freedom. Or the illusion of it.

A glance. A smile in his voice.  “But if you try to run, you won’t make it two halls.”

Katsuki hadn’t answered. He’d just stared.

And then the leash had loosened further. He was allowed to leave the room now—move through small stretches of the wing where guards watched but didn’t stop him. Katsuki hadn’t asked why. He already knew. The man didn’t see him as a threat. No quirk. No power. Just a breathing tool to keep the girl calm.

His mistake.

Every step Katsuki took beyond that door, he’d counted cameras. Measured patrols. Memorized exits. Because sooner or later—this false leash would tighten again. He burned every detail into his skull.

He needed to get out. But with each passing day, doubt gnawed deeper. Would he be fast enough? Would he even get the kid out alive? And worse—what if there was no way out at all?

Soon, something shifted. He could feel it. Tension ran through the walls like current.

Something’s coming.

If he waited too long, the net would close. And this brief crack of freedom would be gone. 

The tension creeping under the skin of the place became thicker every day. More guards outside. Less chatter. Weapons drawn. 

And Chisaki—always composed, always untouchable—had grown colder. The amusement had faded from his voice. The mask more present. As if he knew something was coming.

Katsuki caught the signs. The sharp glances. The tight corners of mouths. The whole damn place was bracing for a storm. The guards moved differently now—clipped, restless. Voices echoed louder, sharp with nerves. The compound’s air, already heavy, had curdled under the weight of some unspoken fear.

They’re watching for it, Katsuki thought grimly, crouched low in the corner of his darkened room. Expecting a hit to come from the outside.

But while the enemy had their eyes turned outward, they’d left one crack wide open.

This was his chance.

And he was running out of time.


 


Katsuki mapped the halls again that night. Over and over in his head. The path to her room burned behind his eyes. The guard rotations. Which cameras flickered too often.

One shot. One clean shot. That was all he’d get.

And finally—he’d found it.

An opening. Small, but real. Late shifts swapped just after 2 AM — a blind spot in the security feed for barely forty seconds near the north wing. Enough time to slip a lock. Enough time to move.

Enough to take her and run.

He’d been weighing it for days. Fighting the gnawing doubt that whispered of failure, of what Chisaki would do to Eri if he fucked this up.

But tonight—

His gut screamed now .

Whatever was coming — the loaded stares, the shifting guards — it was closing in fast. If he waited, there might not be another chance.

And something deep down told him he couldn’t wait.

He sat hunched, heart a slow hammer against his ribs. Eri was curled up beside him.

One shot. One shot. Don’t blow it.

His mind moved through the steps. Breathe. Move quiet. Fast.

And if anyone stood in his way—

He flexed his fingers. No quirk. No edge. Just grit and speed. But that would have to be enough.

He wasn’t going to let that bastard hurt her any more.

Not on his watch.

The hours dragged like lead through his veins.

Katsuki sat hunched on the thin mattress, jaw locked, head down. Every so often his fingers twitched—muscle memory demanding an outlet—but he forced himself still.

1:56 AM.

Not long now.

Heavy boots sounded just outside the door before fading.

Now.

Katsuki moved.

He shook Eri awake. She looked up at him with bleary eyes. She didn’t flinch when she saw him.

Katsuki swallowed against the tightness in his throat. “We’re leaving,” he whispered, voice low but firm. “Now. You good to walk?”

She blinked—disbelief flashing across her small face—then nodded.

When she reached for him, her tiny hand wrapped around his wrist. Katsuki felt it like a punch to the gut. Hold on, kid. I got you.

The compound’s corridors were darker than usual, shadows pooling in the corners where the lights flickered.

Perfect.

Katsuki kept low, steps light, breath measured. No sudden bursts of movement. He was slipping through the cracks while their attention was elsewhere.

Down one hall. Past the first camera. A sharp left. The map burned behind his eyes, each turn branded in his memory. His pulse thudded steady—nerves coiled, but focused.

Every footstep brought him closer.

They moved together through the silent halls.

Eri’s small form pressed close against his side. Katsuki kept one hand around her shoulders, the other loose and ready.

Every sense burned sharp.

The compound was a pressure cooker now, guards stretched thin along the outer walls. Nobody was watching the inside—not well enough.

The halls seemed to hold their breath as he moved, each step landing like a hammer behind his ribs.

But he knew this path. Every turn. Every damn inch.

And they were almost through.

A single footstep. Soft — deliberate .

Katsuki froze.

Ahead, where two corridors met, a figure stood waiting.

Chisaki.

Impeccable as ever — gloves pristine, coat unruffled, that calm, coiled presence radiating from him like frost.

He might as well have been carved from stone.

Eri’s fingers dug into Katsuki’s sleeve, trembling.

Katsuki shifted, subtly angling himself between her and the man ahead.

No words yet. Just calculation. Options burning through his head—none good.

Chisaki tilted his head slightly, as though observing a mildly interesting insect. “I was wondering,” he said softly, voice carrying down the hall, “when you’d try something foolish.”

The words weren’t a threat. They were a certainty.

Katsuki’s jaw locked. Breath hissed between his teeth—cold. He wasn’t fast enough.

But no way in hell was he backing down.

His grip tightened around Eri.

No one was taking her back.

Not without one hell of a fight.

Notes:

"Held prisoner by the Yakuza, and all I got was this lousy T-shirt." ahh situation.

Chapter 18: Promise

Notes:

This was a chapter I already had written out in full, and I'm excited to share it. Hope it's hype! TW for blood and injury

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Chapter Text

A blast rocked the corridor, dust raining from above.

Katsuki held Eri close to his chest, her trembling body shielded by his frame as he crouched behind a toppled slab of concrete. His heart thundered against his ribs, a brutal rhythm in his ears. He couldn’t hear much else. Not over the shrieking alarms in his skull.

Blood trickled down his temple, stinging his eye. A sharp cut above his brow—shallow but relentless. His right arm shook, muscle knotted tight, and somewhere in the chaos of their escape, something had torn deep through the flesh of his side. Warm liquid oozed beneath the ruined hem of his shirt.

Katsuki’s breath was ragged, but his eyes burned bright with determination. His mind worked in overdrive, cataloguing the space. Narrow hall. Rubble-strewn. Too many angles. No clear cover. No exit.

Fucking hell.

He looked down at Eri’s terrified eyes. “You need to run,” he whispered hoarsely. “No matter what. I’ll distract him.”

She whimpered, tears streaking her dirt-smudged face. “But he’ll break you! You said—you promised.”

Katsuki rose, one arm steadying her behind a chunk of wall, the other clenched tight by his side. Blood smeared across his knuckles—someone’s. Probably his. “I’ll be okay, kid. Can’t fight the bastard if I’m worrying about you getting caught up in the middle.”

Eri stepped back. She didn’t run.

The floor beneath Katsuki shuddered—a jagged spike of stone erupting toward him.

Shit. One touch. Just one and you’re dead.

Chisaki moved like a ghost—untouched, calm. His eyes burned gold through the mask. “Give her back,” he said.

Katsuki’s breath hissed out through gritted teeth. He barely dove aside in time, rolling hard and slamming into the opposite wall. His shoulder screamed in protest. Something tore. Pain blossomed sharp and fast, and blood soaked into the side of his shirt. His breath left him in a painful wheeze. No quirk. No blasts. Just a body running on instinct.

I have to draw him away from her.

He could taste blood in his mouth; it was no doubt staining his surgical mask. His ribs ached. Maybe fractured. His fingers twitched erratically, stiff from adrenaline and the cold bite of blood loss.

Overhaul was already advancing, hands brushing against the wall—and suddenly an entire section of it twisted, warped, lunging toward him like a living beast.

Katsuki ran. No thinking—just pure motion.

Debris sliced the air behind him as he ducked and slid beneath collapsing girders, bare feet scraping over broken tile. Each step was fire. His muscles screamed. His wounded side flared with every breath.

But his mind was clear.

He controls the space. Anything he touches—he reshapes. Stay moving. Stay unpredictable.

Another jagged wave of floor splintered upward—Katsuki vaulted it with a desperate leap, almost falling short. His shin slammed into stone. Pain flared white-hot. He stumbled, bit back a cry, and kept moving.

“You can’t win,” Overhaul called, voice echoing. “You’re going to die.”

Katsuki’s gaze flicked toward a side corridor—a thin opening half-buried in rubble. Could use that. Narrow space limits his angles.

But it wasn’t enough. Running would only delay the inevitable. He had to keep him away from Eri. He needed to end this—but he couldn’t beat Overhaul in a straight fight. The guy could reshape the whole damn world with a touch. The ground, the walls, his body, even himself. He could heal. Break. Rebuild.

Even if Katsuki had his quirk, he couldn’t out-blast that.

Or maybe I don’t have to.

Katsuki’s breath caught. A wild, desperate thought burned through his head.

If I can fix a quirk... if I can fix one...

Could I do the opposite?

His skin crawled at the idea. The memory of touching that villain’s quirk—that visceral wrongness beneath the skin, calmed with a touch.

But what if he focused on that feeling? That feeling of wrongness. What if he could destabilize the quirk? Would it be enough to stop this monster?

Fucking suicidal. But it was the only card he had.

He ducked into the narrow side hall, forcing Overhaul to follow—and slowing his manipulation of the environment. A gamble. Katsuki braced himself, heart hammering. Sweat stung his eyes. Blood dripped from his fingertips.

Get close. You have to get close.

Another spike shot toward him—he dove forward, shoulder rolling with bone-jarring force.

Pain exploded through his body. Something snapped. His vision blurred at the edges.

Overhaul appeared at the mouth of the hall, frowning. “Persistent. But this ends now.” His arm swept sideways—the corridor wall morphed into a wave of spikes.

Katsuki vaulted through the narrow gap left before the stone locked into place, shoulders brushing the jagged edge. One spike nicked him, deep and fast—his upper arm split open, red staining the concrete beneath him.

Too close.

But closer was exactly where he needed to be.

Chisaki turned, annoyed now. His hand lashed out—the floor surged upward beneath Katsuki’s feet, ready to snap shut around him like a coffin.

Katsuki dove forward—a single desperate leap—and closed the gap.

A lurch—Overhaul stepped forward—hand outstretched. “Stupid boy,” Overhaul sneered.

Katsuki slammed his forearm against the man’s wrist, twisting hard to redirect the touch—and in that fleeting moment of skin-to-skin contact—he reached deeper.

It wasn’t physical.

It was a tearing sensation—a rush of something wrong, like his soul was stretching, warping, fraying. He felt the shape of Overhaul’s quirk—twisting, spiked, pulsing with dark intent.

And he pulled.

For an instant, the world narrowed, vision spinning. His stomach churned violently. Blood poured from his nose. The weight of Overhaul’s quirk screamed through his mind—alive, writhing, infinite. 

And Katsuki yanked it apart.

A surge of sickness punched through his gut. His heart hammered sideways in his chest. He tasted copper. He didn’t stop—not until the last thread unraveled.

Overhaul staggered back, eyes wide with shock. His hands clenched reflexively—but the stone beneath his feet didn’t move.

“What… what did you do to me?” he hissed, voice ragged. His pupils shrank, cold sweat breaking over his brow. “What—”

“WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME?!”

Katsuki dropped to one knee, chest heaving, vision swimming in red and black. His entire body felt wrong—like his insides had twisted sideways. His arms were shaking. His skin burned cold. Blood dripped down his face and down his arms, soaking the floor. But he forced a grin through the agony. “Guess you’re not so untouchable after all, asshole.”

Overhaul stumbled back, trembling hands useless at his sides.

But Katsuki knew—he couldn’t push any further.

His breath came in shallow gasps. His limbs felt leaden. His pulse was uneven, distant. The backlash of what he’d done gnawed at him, eating away at something vital. His vision shimmered like heat waves. He was breaking apart inside.

Still—he forced himself upright. One last push.

“Eri,” he rasped. “Now.”

She clung to him, eyes wide with terror—but trust shining through.

They ran.

The last image Katsuki saw as they rounded the corner was Overhaul slumped against the wall—hands twitching, eyes burning with confused horror.

 

 


 




The facility was unraveling around them, and Katsuki ran with Eri tucked against his chest like she was the last thing anchoring him to the world.

He didn’t know how he was still standing.

Blood trickled from his temple, warm down his jaw. His side was busted—torn muscle, cracked ribs, a deep gouge that hadn’t stopped bleeding. Every step was a scream. His body was failing. But he didn’t stop.

Couldn’t stop.

A corner. A staircase.

“Hold on,” he rasped, hoarse and shaking.

Eri nodded, burying her face into his shoulder. She didn’t cry. She just clung tighter, her tiny fists grasping his shirt like she was afraid he’d vanish if she let go.

They burst into a maintenance corridor—low ceiling, pipes overhead, reeking of rust and mildew. Katsuki staggered forward, chest heaving. No cameras. No alarms.

And at the far end—an old steel door, bolted and half-welded shut. Light leaked in at the seams.

Outside. There was an outside.

Katsuki’s knees nearly gave.

He grit his teeth and pressed forward, half-dragging himself, half-carrying Eri. His hand fumbled at the latch—slick with blood, slipping. He cursed, slammed his shoulder into it once—twice—then shoved with everything left in him.

The door screamed open.

Night greeted them like an insult. Cold wind. Rain. The scent of wet concrete and garbage. A crumbling alleyway outside the back of the compound, surrounded by high fences and dumpsters. The city beyond was dark and distant—just shapes through the downpour. The compound loomed behind them, still sealed in its hellish maze.

Katsuki didn’t breathe until the door swung shut again behind them.

They were out.

He collapsed against the alley wall, sliding down with Eri in his lap. His vision swam. His hands were shaking so badly, he could hardly hold her properly, but she didn’t let go. She wrapped her arms around his neck and trembled, forehead pressed to his blood-slick collarbone.

“Y-you did it,” she whispered, voice small, disbelieving.

Katsuki stared into the rain, eyes half-lidded, blinking against the burn of exhaustion.

“Yeah,” he murmured.

And for a long moment, there was nothing but the sound of thunder, and the wet slap of rain on broken pavement.

Still holding her close, he forced himself upright again. His legs barely worked. His blood painted the walls in streaks.

But he started walking into the night.

Rain came down in sheets, cold and sharp, soaking through their clothes and clinging to their skin. Thunder cracked overhead.

Katsuki staggered through it, one arm locked around Eri’s shoulders, the other wrapped tight across his ribs. Each step sent a fresh wave of agony through his body. His breath rattled. The torn skin at his side pulsed with fire, and his shirt was soaked through with blood and rain and filth.

Eri was silent.

They had no shoes. Their feet were slick with mud and broken glass, blood smearing the pavement behind them in fading tracks. She limped. So did he.

Still, they moved.

They made it to the city—barely.

Katsuki could barely see straight, but his instincts dragged him toward the faint pulse of neon and life, somewhere beyond the haze. A late-night ramen stand. Headlights. A couple of drunks arguing under an awning. Civilization. Safety. Maybe.

He turned the corner and spotted it—a police station. Stark. Bright. Clean. Safety in theory.

He looked down at Eri.

Her entire body had gone stiff. Her eyes—so full of terror—locked on the building like it was worse than the League.

“Kid,” Katsuki rasped, “we’re done. We made it. They’ll get you somewhere safe. Food. A blanket. Real help.”

She shook her head.

“We have to, okay?” He tried to keep his voice steady. “You’ll be protected. I’ll tell them everything, and they’ll—”

“No!” she cried, louder than he’d heard her speak in hours. “You promised!”

Katsuki blinked, blinking rain out of his lashes. “What?”

“You promised you wouldn’t leave me.” Her voice trembled. “If you give me to them… they’ll take me away. I’ll never see you again.”

He stared at her, chest heaving.

“I don’t care if I’m cursed,” she whispered. “Not if you’re here.”

The rain pounded harder. Somewhere nearby, a siren wailed into the darkness and vanished.

Katsuki closed his eyes. Every cell in his body screamed for rest. His muscles twitched on their own. His pulse was barely a rhythm anymore.

But still—he nodded.

“Okay,” he said.

And they walked.

Side by side, bleeding and barefoot, Katsuki and Eri made their way down the darkened streets—past shuttered shops and locked apartments, empty sidewalks and flickering streetlamps. The world had moved on while they suffered. The world didn’t notice.

Eri leaned against him, limping worse now. Her feet were raw, small cuts painting the soles red. Katsuki carried her when he could, arms trembling under her weight, shoulders nearly giving out each time. He almost fell more than once.

He never let her go.

They crossed into the run-down edges of the hellhole Takeshi called home. The abandoned district—concrete husks and half-toppled streetlamps looming like broken teeth. Faded graffiti. Empty windows. Few came here, even fewer lived here.

He spotted the familiar narrow road. Bent chain-link fencing. The rust-streaked roof of the old auto shop just beyond it, sagging under the weight of the years. And there, beside it—his goal. That battered, dented trailer home. Quiet. Still. A single porch light wired to a motion sensor, dulled by grime and years of weather. No one else for blocks.

He stopped in the road, just before the gravel turned to puddled dirt.

His legs shook. His lungs scraped.

Eri looked up at him with those red eyes, trusting.

God. He shouldn’t be here. Not with her.

Takeshi didn’t ask for this. Katsuki didn’t even know what the hell he was anymore. Dead? A fugitive? And now he had a kid clinging to him like he was the answer to something.

She should be with someone safer. Cleaner. More stable.

Not dragging through mud and glass behind some blood-slicked burnout who couldn’t even use his damn quirk anymore.

But she had begged him not to leave. And he hadn’t.

He remembered her voice: You promised.

Katsuki gritted his teeth. Maybe this was a mistake. Maybe he’d regret it in the morning. Maybe it’d all fall apart the second Takeshi saw them on his doorstep.

But for now, Eri was still holding his hand.

So he took one step forward.

And the porch light flicked on.

Notes:

Betcha noticed the fic name change. I had a sudden spark of inspiration and I kinda tweaked the trajectory of this fic.

Chapter 19: Splinters of Self

Notes:

In case you guys missed the note from last chapter, yes I changed the name of this fic. Inspiration struck last night and I just HAD to write it down. I tweaked the trajectory of this fic. I'm over here cackling in my cave. It's gonna be so fun. Buckle up folks! ^^

Also one more note: holy fuck this chapter left a knot in my chest, and I'm the one who WROTE it. Guys please tell me I'm not just being dramatic ;-;

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Chapter Text

The rain had been coming down for hours.

It drummed on the metal roof—slow, heavy, relentless. The kind of storm that crawled into your joints and sat in your chest until breathing hurt.

Takeshi barely noticed anymore.

He sat hunched at the kitchen table, mug long gone cold in his hands. Didn’t drink it. Didn’t dump it. Just held it like something solid might keep him from unraveling.

The TV was off, so was the radio. The trailer walls groaned softly with wind.

No voices. No news. No closure.

Just the rain. And the ache.

He wasn’t waiting. Not anymore.

That hope had rotted out of him slowly—like rust in the seams. No more checking the door. No more hallucinating the sound of footsteps outside.  And still—when the old motion light buzzed to life outside with a click like a trigger pull—something deep inside him flinched.

He turned his head—and then he saw it.

A figure. Half-shrouded in rain and shadow. Still. Waiting.

For a split second, the world stood still.

It was the boy.

Not a hallucination. Not a dream born out of sleepless guilt.

Katsuki.

Soaked through. Standing just past the edge of the porch light like he didn’t know if he was allowed to cross it. Head bowed. Shoulders sagging. Barefoot. Blood-slick. Rain pouring down his face. 

Takeshi stood too fast.

The chair scraped back, the mug hit the floor, but he didn’t even register the crash.

He staggered toward the door, slammed it open like he could scare the image away—

But the boy was still there.

Alive.

Not quite standing. Not quite falling. Just existing by the thinnest thread.

Takeshi’s throat closed.

His knees almost did too.

He staggered down the steps, boots forgotten, breath torn open in his chest.

“Kid—” The word cracked in his mouth like a rib.

And then he was there, arms around the boy before Katsuki could collapse. He clutched him hard—filthy shirt and bony shoulders and skin too cold to be real. Held on like he was the last thing anchoring him to this goddamn world.

Katsuki didn’t move. He didn’t hug back. Didn’t speak. The kid just sagged against him like his body had finally given up pretending it could carry all that weight.

Takeshi made a sound. Something between a curse and a sob and a plea to whatever god hadn’t listened the first time. “Jesus, kid. You’re—” His voice shredded itself. “You’re here. You’re real.” 

And then the grief he’d never let himself feel slammed into him all at once.

The sob hit like a sucker punch.

He doubled forward with it, hands still locked in wet fabric. His forehead pressed to Katsuki’s crown. His ribs shook. He cried—noisy and old and broken in a way that had nothing left to prove.

Because the boy was here.

Because he’d thought he was dead.

Because something this battered and quiet had clawed its way out of hell and walked home.

He didn’t know how long he stood there. Only that the cold eventually sank in deep. That Katsuki’s body trembled harder now, uncontrolled.

That something else—something small—shifted in the dark.

Then he saw her.

A little girl. Maybe six. Maybe smaller. Clutching Katsuki’s sleeve like it was the only thing holding her upright. She was soaked through, knees bruised, and face wide-eyed and dirty. The way she stared up at Katsuki—it was like she was afraid he might vanish if she breathed too loud.

Takeshi froze.

His brain couldn't catch up. "Kid... you brought—" But the words died in his throat. There wasn’t room for sense, not in the face of this.

Katsuki tried to speak. Voice ragged. Shaky. “Take her,” he rasped. “Please. She’s—she’s safe now.” His knees gave out mid-sentence.

Takeshi caught him fast—arms looping under his shoulder, muscles screaming with strain. The boy was dead weight now. But warm. Real. “You’re okay. I got you,” he whispered like a prayer. “I got you, kid.”

He looked to the girl again, softer this time. “C’mere, sweetheart. You’re alright now. You’re safe. I swear it.”

The little girl didn’t answer—just crept forward on bare feet, fingers locked around Katsuki’s sleeve even as he leaned, unconscious, into Takeshi’s grip.

Takeshi backed them toward the porch, every step a struggle, every inch another piece of disbelief breaking loose inside him. He got the door open, herded them in with one arm and his whole heart. 

And the door shut behind them.

 

– – – – – – – 



The trailer was warm, but Katsuki wouldn’t stop shivering.

Takeshi hauled him to the edge of the couch, trying not to wince at the feel of the broken boy beneath his arm—wet and bony and all wrong. Like someone had gutted him and left just enough muscle to keep him breathing.

Katsuki didn’t speak. Didn’t look up. Only half-conscious now, eyes glassy and dark with pain.

Takeshi eased him down, brushing hair back from his face. It was matted with blood and dirt. Rainwater clung to his lashes like dew on grave grass.

“Don’t you fucking dare die on me now,” Takeshi muttered under his breath. His voice cracked on the word die.

He turned to the girl.

She hadn’t let go of Katsuki’s hand. She stood near the door still, dripping on the linoleum, like she wasn’t sure she was allowed to exist in here.

“Hey,” Takeshi said, crouching to her level. “Sweetheart. Can I get you out of those wet clothes? You gotta be freezing.” 

She blinked at him. Slow. Hollow-eyed. Her bottom lip quivered, but she nodded.

He moved gently. Quick. Got a towel wrapped around her shoulders and led her to the bathroom like she was made of glass.

Katsuki tried to push himself up as they disappeared down the hall—muscles twitching with stubborn panic.

“No,” Takeshi barked from the doorway, sharp but low. “You stay down. She’s okay. I’m just gettin’ her warm.”

By the time he came back, Katsuki was halfway curled in on himself, shaking harder now. His face was pale enough to glow.

Takeshi set Eri down with a mug of lukewarm tea. She cradled it like it might burn her but didn’t make a sound.

Then he turned back to the boy.

He pulled scissors from the drawer and through his shirt. The cloth peeled away with a wet sound, revealing the mess beneath.

Cuts. Bruises. Gashes that had been bleeding so long they looked ink-stained. One shoulder looked dislocated. A line of red carved across his ribs. His feet were raw. Toes swollen.

Takeshi swore so hard and low it tasted like iron in his mouth. He grabbed the first aid kit. Alcohol. Bandages. Tweezers. Anything that didn’t feel like too little too late. “Sorry, kid,” he whispered—and started working.

Katsuki hissed once. Grunted when Takeshi popped the shoulder back. But he didn’t scream. Not even when the alcohol hit open skin.

Didn’t cry either. He just stared past him, eyes gone distant.

Takeshi wanted to scream for him. Wanted to tear the world in half for letting this happen, but he kept going. Hands steady. Breaths slow. “Just a little more, alright? Almost done.” When it was over, he covered the boy with a clean blanket and scrubbed his hands raw at the sink. Then he looked at the girl again.

She hadn’t moved. Just watched Katsuki like he might disappear if she blinked.

Takeshi exhaled. Ragged. He stepped into his bedroom, stood still for a second, then moved. He tore the sheets off and grabbed clean ones from the cupboard. He took time to smooth the corners, fluff the pillows, and tug the blanket straight. He scooped whatever crap that was on the floor into trash bags and tossed them in the closet. He would deal with those later.

They needed a warm bed—not a dingy old couch. He could manage at least that.

When he came back, Katsuki was half-asleep on the couch, but his fingers twitched when Takeshi got close—as if afraid someone would take the girl from him. 

“I’m not makin’ you sleep out here,” Takeshi said, rough but quiet. “I want you in the bed. Both of you.” Katsuki didn’t argue. Didn’t even nod. Just let himself be guided. Takeshi didn’t carry him—Katsuki wouldn’t want that. But he kept a hand steady on his back the whole way there.

Eri followed, silent, gripping Katsuki’s sleeve. She didn’t let go even when he slumped down into the mattress. She climbed in beside him without a word.

Takeshi covered them both.

And for a second—just a second—he let himself believe the worst was over.

The boy lay still. The girl curled into him like a shadow. Rain drummed the windows like a second heartbeat.

Takeshi stepped back, looked once more, then turned off the light.

He didn’t go back to the table.

Didn’t touch the mug.

He curled up on the couch with a blanket and a broken heart, and listened to the storm drag itself toward morning.





The sky was the color of dishwater.

Thin light leaked through the blinds, gray and soft and joyless. The kind of morning that didn’t feel like one. No birdsong. No sun. Just a stillness that clung to the corners of the room.

Takeshi stood at the kitchen counter, two mugs in hand. He hadn’t touched his, he just watched the steam curl and fade. The coffee tasted like rusted nails anyway. The couch creaked behind him. His back ached like hell, his neck was worse. But the old man didn’t complain. Instead, he glanced toward the hallway. The door was still shut.

He waited another minute. Then two.

Then—

A soft sound.

Movement. The click of the bedroom door handle turning.

Takeshi set the mug down gently.

When the door creaked open, it was the girl who stepped out first.

Eri.

She blinked at the low light. Oversized hoodie dragging at her wrists. One sock was missing, and her hair stuck out in every direction, tangled and damp. She looked like a ghost. But she was walking—that was something.

Takeshi crouched to her level. “Morning, sweetheart.”

She said nothing. Just looked at him with wide, tired eyes.

“You want some food?” he tried again, softer.

After a moment, she gave the faintest nod.

Takeshi ruffled her hair gently. “Atta girl. Take a seat, I’ll get you something.”

She shuffled to the table. Clambered into the chair like it was too much effort.

Takeshi turned back toward the hall—

And froze.

Katsuki stood in the doorway.

Barely.

One arm was braced against the frame. His sweat-stained shirt hung off one shoulder. His skin looked worse in daylight—grayish, waxy, veins too visible. His eyes were glassed over, red-rimmed.

He took a step forward.

Stumbled.

Takeshi lunged, catching him around the ribs. “Whoa—kid, easy.”

Katsuki hissed through his teeth. His knees buckled again.

Takeshi dragged him to the couch and eased him down. The boy didn’t fight, didn’t swear, didn’t push back—not like before.

That scared Takeshi more than anything. “Jesus, you’re burning up,” he muttered, pressing the back of his hand to Katsuki’s cheek. “You look like death warmed over.”

Katsuki didn’t meet his eyes. Just stared at the wall, breathing shallow. “Didn’t sleep,” he murmured.

“You should’ve.”

“I tried. Just—felt like something was crawling under my skin. Couldn’t breathe.”

Takeshi frowned. Sat beside him. “That from the fight?”

“Maybe.” Katsuki blinked hard. “I don’t know. Feels wrong. Like my body’s here, but I’m not.”

That stopped Takeshi cold. “Not here how?”

Katsuki rubbed his chest, fingers trembling. “Just... off. Weird.”

Takeshi looked him over. There was no blood, no visible injury they’d missed. But it was like the kid’s light had been hollowed out.

Dimmed.

Like something fundamental inside him had been scorched.

Takeshi didn’t have a name for it.

He gave Katsuki a light squeeze on the shoulder. “Alright. You’re not going anywhere today. You hear me? Now you sit your ass down and let yourself be alive for five minutes.”

Katsuki didn’t argue. Didn’t agree either. He just leaned forward, elbows on his knees, and stared at his hands like they weren’t his.

Behind them, Eri quietly munched on her toast, watching Katsuki with wide eyes.

Takeshi stood, got a blanket from the closet, and draped it over the boy’s shoulders. “You're not fine,” he said gently. “Even if you think you are.”

Katsuki didn’t look up.

He just sat there in silence, the blanket hanging off his narrow shoulders like a shroud.

“Get some sleep kid. That’s an order.” Takeshi said, his tone left no room for negotiation. “Don’t make me carry you, sleeping beauty.”

Katsuki grumbles and gets up, stumbling down the hallway and into the bedroom.




Katsuki stood in the ruins of a memory that didn’t belong to the waking world. Smoke drifted over fractured ground. Firelight danced in the distance, though there was no warmth in it. The air stank of scorched ozone and old blood. He looked down and saw his own face staring back from the cracked, blackened water at his feet.

No—not his face.

His flame.

The part of him he’d left behind.

“You dumbass ,” the flame snarled, voice like gravel grinding through fire. “You really fucking did it this time.”

He looked like Katsuki after a war and a funeral. Singed edges. Smoke rolling off his back like steam from a bomb. His eyes blazed, but there was exhaustion there too—deep and splintering.

Katsuki bristled. “Don’t start.”

“Oh, I will start,” his flame snapped, stepping forward, heat rippling off him in violent waves. “You didn’t just fuck up, Katsuki—you tore us to pieces. Overhaul? That wasn’t a win. That was a fucking execution. And it cracked our soul like glass. You felt it, didn’t you?”

Katsuki didn’t respond. The taste of it still haunted him.

“We were barely holding together,” the flame growled. “Just spit and fury. But now? It’s all coming undone. Everything that made you you—the spark, the will, the fucking fight? Slipping away.”

Katsuki stared out at the crumbling horizon. The world around them glitched like a memory drowning in static. The sky bled smoke.

“How long?” he asked, throat dry.

“I don’t fucking know,” his flame said. “Could be weeks. Could be hours. Tick-tock, asshole. This place? This is what’s left of you. And it’s burning down.”

A pause. A breath.

“You’ve got three choices,” the flame said. “One: you anchor what’s left. Lock it down. Survive with a soul that’s half-dead and get to play pretend hero until you die of boredom or guilt.”

Katsuki flinched.

“Two: you let it go. Just lie down and fucking die. Drift into the void, soul and all. No pain, no fire, no anything. Blank slate.”

The flame’s face twisted into something bitter. “Or three—the only real one, if you ask me—you grow a pair and come find me. The rest of me. The part you keep running from.”

Katsuki clenched his fists. “I’m not running.”

“Bullshit,” the flame spat, stalking closer. “You think you can be this soft, sanitized version of yourself and still call it living? You think playing house with a kid and fixing fucking wires is gonna make you whole?”

“I’m trying to change—”

“You're lying to yourself.”

Katsuki’s eyes narrowed. “You’re just pissed I moved on.”

“Moved on?” the flame barked a laugh. “You didn’t move on. You amputated. You gutted yourself and hoped the bleeding would stop.”

“I had to!”

“Then own it!” the flame screamed, fire flaring in every direction, cracking the ground beneath them. “Own the fact that you chose to let go of the best and worst part of yourself. You didn’t lose me. You left me.”

Silence slammed between them.

The flame’s shoulders heaved. “You want to stay like this? Go ahead. Anchor what’s left. Lock me out. But don’t pretend you’ll be the same. You’ll smile, sure. You’ll laugh. But deep down you’ll know something’s missing. And that fucking hole? It’s gonna eat you alive.”

The flame was dying. And he knew it.

Katsuki’s voice came out rough. “Why do you care so much?”

“Because I am you,” the flame said, quieter now. “I’m every scream you swallowed. Every punch you threw to stay standing. Every time you refused to break, even when the whole damn world wanted you to.”

He stepped back, eyes burning. “So yeah, I care. Because if I go, you don’t get back up next time. And I’m not gonna watch you fade into nothing.”

Katsuki felt it in his chest—deep, gnawing panic. 

“Stop wasting time, dumbass. Come find me.”

The fire blew out.

And Katsuki woke up choking on ash.

Notes:

Takeshi is such a girl dad.

Chapter 20: Too Late

Notes:

Guys it has been so long since I watched this arc. I had to rewatch some episodes so I hope I got things right. If not, y'all know why. (sorry I'm not a manga reader lol)

Chapter Text

The raid began before they even stepped inside.

The Shie Hassaikai knew they were coming.

From the moment the task force stepped toward the walled compound, the ambush was sprung—foot soldiers swarmed the main gate, and explosions shook the side entrance where Ryukyu’s team had been advancing.

“Scatter and flank!” Rock Lock shouted. “Go, go, go!”

“Move forward!” Nighteye barked, already narrowing his eyes at the chaos. “Maintain formation—remember what we’re here for!”

Ryukyu's team and the other heroes engaged outside, creating an opening. Nighteye, Rock Lock, Fatgum, Red Riot, Suneater, Eraserhead, Bubble Girl, Lemillion, and Deku entered the compound. It was chaos.

But it was practiced chaos—trained heroes doing what they were built to do.

Inside, the heroes engaged in fierce clashes with the Eight Bullets of the Shie Hassaikai. Tamaki was dragged into a warped dimension by Hojo and Tabe. Fatgum and Kirishima were swallowed into a chamber with Rappa. Ryukyu, Nejire, and Tsuyu fought tooth and nail aboveground, trying to contain the flood of reinforcements.

Still, the heroes pushed forward.

Step by step, they carved their way through.

The members of the Eight Bullets were defeated, but Fatgum, Kirishima, and Tamaki were down for the count. The rest of the heroes made their way into the underground levels.

That’s when everything changed.

– – – – – – – 

The tunnels beneath the Shie Hassaikai compound looked… normal.

Too normal.

It set Nighteye’s nerves on edge.

“This doesn’t feel right,” Eraserhead muttered beside him, eyes scanning the dim corridor. “There should’ve been guards. Lookouts. Something.”

“They threw everything they had at us up top,” Rock Lock said, frowning. “But why not leave anyone down here?”

“Stay alert,” Nighteye warned. “It could be a trap.”

The group advanced in tight formation. At first, everything looked untouched—pristine tiles, smooth walls, sterile silence.

When they turned the corner, the illusion shattered.

The hallway had been torn apart. It was precise, almost surgical, the way the floor was split down the center and the walls peeled back like a ribcage. Blood streaked the tiles—dried at the edges, but still recent.

“Quirk use,” Aizawa said, crouching beside the wreckage. “Overhaul’s, most likely.”

Nighteye’s brows drew together. “Why didn’t he repair it?”

Lemillion knelt near a dark pool. “Signs of a struggle,” he said quietly. “Do you think he evacuated?”

“Possible,” Rock Lock said, frowning. “But this doesn’t feel like a retreat.”

They pushed forward, deeper into the compound. But something felt wrong.

The deeper the team descended, the worse the damage became. Cracks spiderwebbed across the walls, shattered tiles crunched beneath their boots, and sections of the ceiling had collapsed. It was like something had exploded outward from inside the walls.

Then, at the end of a ruined corridor, they found it.

Eri’s room.

Empty.

The sheets were crumpled on the floor. No signs of a struggle. But the air still stung with antiseptic—sharp and bitter.

Deku’s fists clenched. “She was here. She had to be.”

“There’s no trail,” Eraserhead muttered. “No escape route. No forced exit. And none of Overhaul’s men claimed she left.”

“Unless,” Nighteye said grimly, “she didn’t leave on her own.”

They turned back toward the central corridor and froze. There was more blood and destruction.

And at the far end of the hall, slumped against the wall like discarded trash—

was Overhaul.

He was barely conscious. His coat hung in tatters, his chest heaving in shallow gasps. One arm dangled at an unnatural angle, twitching violently every few seconds, like it was trying—and failing—to heal.

Deku staggered to a halt.

Eraserhead stepped forward, quirk active, scarf unfurling. In a flash, he bound Overhaul with his capture weapon. “Where’s the girl?” he demanded.

Overhaul didn’t look at him. His eyes were locked on something distant. Haunted. Wild. “He took her,” he rasped. “The boy. The brat.”

“What boy?” Nighteye snapped.

“A monster,” Overhaul whispered. “Said he was quirkless. Said he was no one.” His voice broke—part rage, part disbelief. “He lied. He was hiding it! Played me for a fool!”

Aizawa knelt, quirk still active. “What did he do?”

Overhaul’s bloodshot gaze flicked toward him. “There’s no need for that,” he said, baring his teeth. “He touched me and broke my quirk. It’s gone! Doesn’t even respond!”

The air turned razor-sharp.

“You’re saying,” Aizawa said slowly, “he used a quirk to disable yours?”

“He walked into my base,” Overhaul hissed. “Pretended to be helpless. Let us think he was harmless. Got close to her, then he took her. Took everything! I didn’t see it coming. That brat—he was here for her the whole time.”

Deku’s stomach twisted. A chill crawled down his spine.

“Describe him,” Nighteye said. “Anything you remember.”

Overhaul’s eyes went glassy. “Blond. Maybe. Could’ve been dyed. Red eyes. Young. Fast. Barely spoke. We stripped his stuff—fancy suit, dress shoes. You won’t find anything. No ID. If you’re looking for DNA, there’s plenty right here.” He nodded at the dried blood painting the corridor.

Silence settled like frost.

A boy. Supposedly quirkless. Who disabled Overhaul’s power with a touch. Who dismantled the Shie Hassaikai from the inside—and stole Eri.

“Get me the security feeds,” Nighteye ordered, voice like steel. “Now.”


 

 

Buried deep within the Shie Hassaikai compound, the surveillance room was sealed behind thick, insulated walls. Archaic monitors lined the space, humming softly in the low light. Dust clung to the air like a film. Static danced across the central screen as the heroes combed through footage.

“This is the only hallway feed still working,” Eraserhead muttered, flipping through camera angles. “The rest are fried. If we’re lucky, we might recover recorded data.”

He worked the controls with practiced precision, finally pulling up stored files. One was labeled 05:00. The screen flickered to life—hallways wrecked and bloodied, just as they’d found them.

He rewound. 03:00. Same damage. Then—00:00. The hallway was pristine. Untouched. Silent.

Nighteye leaned in. “There. That’s the change. Fast forward.”

The footage jumped ahead. Nothing happened—until 01:59.

Suddenly, there was chaos.

Spikes erupted offscreen. Chisaki lunged at someone just beyond the camera’s view. Then a blur—a figure darted through the debris. Chisaki reached for him—only to recoil, staggering backward as if shocked.

“Stop. Rewind,” Nighteye barked.

The feed was grainy, warped by static and poor lighting. But the figure came into focus—just barely. He was young, lean, and moving fast.

Eraserhead rewound again, analyzing every frame. “No visible quirk activation. Must be contact-based.” He plugged in a flash drive and began downloading the footage. “We’ll need this for later.”

Moments after Overhaul collapsed, the figure bolted out of frame. Eraserhead toggled through camera feeds.

Finally—he found him. It was the same figure. But now, he had Eri. She followed him. 

No screams. No resistance.

“He’s injured,” Eraserhead observed, narrowing his eyes. “See that limp? He’s favoring the right leg. Could be the knee. Or hip.”

“But he still took down Overhaul,” Nighteye said grimly.

The boy leaned on the wall as he walked—movements uneven, but controlled. Intentional. Eri followed at his side, small hand tucked in his.

They slipped through a door—likely a maintenance corridor.

After that, nothing.

No more feeds. No trail.

“They found a way out,” Eraserhead said. “And the rain would’ve washed away any trace hours ago. He knew that. He used it.”

A pit opened in Nighteye’s stomach.

The boy couldn’t have been older than fifteen—maybe younger. Wiry build, like a gymnast or trained fighter. His hair, caught in the poor light, looked nearly white.

Everything else about him was forgettable. Plain. He didn’t look like a threat.

And yet—

He had dismantled the Shie Hassaikai from the inside.

“No facial data,” Rock Lock muttered, squinting at the screen. “Too blurry to enhance. He knew where the cameras were.”

“He’s not one of ours,” Nighteye said. “But he doesn’t fit the League’s profile either. If he’s not affiliated… then maybe he’s working solo.”

Rock Lock exhaled sharply. “A solo operator who can erase quirks by touch? That kind of power doesn’t just slip through the cracks.”

Eraserhead folded his arms, jaw tight. “A quirk that overrides someone else's? Permanently? That’s not rare. That’s unheard of. How the hell has no one heard of this kid?”

“Unless…” Nighteye’s voice dropped. “He never had to hide. He just let the world believe he was quirkless.”

Silence fell like a curtain.

Eraserhead broke it. “If Overhaul’s telling the truth… then we’re looking at a new kind of threat.”

Deku stood slightly apart from the others, shoulders rigid.

His voice was thin. Quiet. “What does he want with Eri?” he asked. “Is it her quirk?”

The question landed like a gunshot.

No one answered. The idea was too real—too possible. Eri’s power had already been twisted once—turned into something monstrous. Could it be happening again? But there’d been no fight and no screams.

Just… silence.

Nighteye stared at the screen. “This isn’t some reckless vigilante. He infiltrated the compound, neutralized its leader, extracted the most valuable asset, and left no trace.” His gaze fixed on the frozen image—Eri’s hand in the boy’s. “That’s strategy. Cold. Calculated.”

The implication hit hard.

Eraserhead’s face darkened. “You’re saying we treat him as hostile.”

“I’m saying,” Nighteye replied, “we already lost. And we don’t even know who we’re up against.”

Rock Lock shifted uncomfortably. “She’s not in any nearby hospitals. Not with the police. If someone had found her, we’d know.” He paused. Then added, “This is a kidnapping.”

“But by who?” Lemillion muttered. “No profile. No history. How do you find a ghost?”

Deku didn’t answer. His fists trembled at his sides. Why hadn’t she screamed? Why had she followed?

Unless—

His voice cracked as he spoke. “What if… what if Eri went with him willingly?”

The room turned toward him.

Izuku’s mind reeled back. “Please don’t go,” she’d said. And then—her hand slipped from his. She walked back to Overhaul.

“She chose to protect us back then,” he said softly, eyes locked on the screen. “Maybe… maybe she thought running would get someone else hurt. Maybe she saw what that boy did to Overhaul and thought—if she didn’t follow, someone else would die.”

Eraserhead stepped in, voice calm but firm. “Right now, all we have are guesses. Let’s stick to what we do know.”

He held up a hand, fingers counting off each point.

“One: he infiltrated the base. Whether or not Eri was the target from the start, he got in—quietly. No alarms, no resistance.”

“Two: he has a quirk. Hidden. Likely disables others. We don’t know if it’s permanent.”

“Three: he took Eri. Intent unknown. But anything beyond that is speculation.”

Nighteye nodded. “We’ll interrogate the remaining Hassaikai. Review damage patterns. Anything to track him.” He turned to the screen one last time.

A boy with no known name. No known origin. A boy who played at being powerless and destroyed one of the most dangerous criminals in Japan without raising an alarm. Something—or someone—had emerged from the shadows. Someone who didn’t play by the rules, and left no fingerprints. And took what he wanted without permission.

No calling card.

And no answers.

“This new individual is dangerous,” Nighteye said, voice iron. “Initiate a full-scale manhunt. Notify every precinct and agency. We need to find him.”

Outside, the wind howled.

As if the world had just realized what it had let slip through its fingers.


 

 

The door to the League’s hideout slammed open.

“Hey, boss!” Toga sing-songed, hopping over a cracked beam and dragging a half-conscious yakuza grunt behind her like a kid tugging a balloon. “Guess what? We found Humpty Dumpty. And we brought souvenirs~!”

Twice followed, arms out in a grand gesture, flanked by three men in battered Shie Hassaikai uniforms. “We return triumphant from the underworld! Survivors of rubble! Converts of chaos!”

The hideout was half-rotted wood and broken neon. An abandoned byilding tucked between a collapsed shopping arcade and a condemned subway line. Just mold and disrepair and the flickering buzz of a stolen generator.

Shigaraki looked up from where he sat crouched, skin flaking in patches, fingers twitching.

“You were supposed to be with the Hassaikai” he rasped.

Toga skipped over and dropped the yakuza grunt in front of him like a sack of potatoes. “We were! Though, there's not really much left of it. Guess who we found crying in a pile of his own blood?” 

Dabi straightened from his place on the windowsill, where he’d been smoking quietly. “Chisaki?”

“Mmhmm~” Toga twirled a knife in her fingers. “Turns out, someone beat us to him. Badly. Broke his quirk. He just kept muttering about a ‘brat’ who got him good.” She thought back to the encounter—

– – –

“Aww. Poor Chisaki. Not so scary now, are you?” She poked his blood-soaked clothes with her knife. “You remember big sis Magne? The woman you blew apart like she was nothing?”

Overhaul scowled.

“This is justice,” she whispered sweetly. “A little late, maybe. But I’ll take it.”

Twice knelt, mimicking a priest. “And lo, the big scary mafia boss was smited by a ghost with no name, no face, and no mercy. Truly, poetry.”

Toga and Twice left Overhaul where they found him. The whole Shie Hassaikai was soon aware of Overhaul's fall. His Eight Bullets and other lackeys gathered above ground to protect him. There were some members that looked unsure. Toga turned her gaze on them, smile bright and dangerous.

“You boys tired of following broken men?”

“…What do you want?” one of them asked.

Toga rose, stretching her arms. “Not much. Just loyalty. And maybe a little blood. Interested?”

– – –

Twice laughed. “‘He broke me, he broke me, he broke me’—not exactly inspiring last words, but y’know. Tragic poetry.”

Spinner looked up from cleaning his sword. “Just one guy took out Overhaul?”

“That’s what he said.” Toga flopped onto a crate, grinning. “I think he peed himself.”

Shigaraki’s hand flexed. “And you brought his men?” Shigaraki’s gaze flicked to the three yakuza standing awkwardly in the doorway.

“Only some of them. The rest of his guys were loyal. Said something about having nothing to live for, Overhaul giving them purpose, yada yada. Lame if you ask me,” Toga said sweetly. “He lost. These guys want a leader who doesn't piss himself in fear.”

Shigaraki said nothing. The tension simmered.

Then, the laptop on the counter buzzed. Static flared.

Dabi crossed the room, flipping the screen open. The feed flickered to black. Then pale gray. Then—

“Tomura.”

The voice turned the air cold.

A grayscale face phased into view.

All For One.

Shigaraki’s expression didn’t change. But his hand trembled slightly.

“Sensei.”

“You’ve stumbled upon something… fascinating,” All For One said. “A boy who's quirk is off the records, name unknown. Yet he dismantled Overhaul’s core ability. He's dangerous.”

Shigaraki’s lip curled. “So what? We bring him in? Use him?”

“Find him,” All For One said. “Get close and find out his goals.”

The screen cut out.

Silence dropped like a hammer.

One of the yakuza recruits coughed.

Toga stretched. “Soooooo. Road trip?”

Shigaraki didn’t answer. He stared at the spot where the screen had gone dark, eyes twitching. His skin flaked, like something inside was writhing.

Chapter 21: Nullbringer

Notes:

Hey guys, just a heads up. I am on a trip right now and might not be able to upload as often. I guess I touched grass after all :')

Rest assured, I am spending time editing and working on what I have so far. It's just going to be a bit slower going

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The press got to it first.

Not the full truth—just enough to light a fire under the country’s collective paranoia. Enough to make the heroes scramble.

BREAKING: Villain Abducts Shie Hassaikai Child Pre-Raid

The footage had never been meant for public viewing. But someone leaked it—maybe a grunt, maybe a technician, maybe someone who just wanted the world to see. Either way, it was everywhere. Blurry footage of a boy with light-colored hair, barely more than a silhouette, limping through broken hallways with a little girl trailing behind him.

Eri.

The headlines didn’t call her by name. Not yet. But the stories buzzed with implication.

A child victim pulled from the hands of the Yakuza—taken again, this time by a masked teen with no known affiliation. Authorities suspect a high-level Quirk user capable of disabling powers on contact. Current identity unknown.

Sketch artists did their best. The result was a profile spread across every major channel by noon: a boy in his early teens, all harsh angles and sunken eyes, made to look feral and volatile. They gave him an expression that screamed danger .

A villain. 

“If you recognize this individual,” the news anchors repeated on every frequency, “contact authorities immediately. Do not approach. Suspect is considered armed and highly dangerous.”

Inside the temporary command center, the mood was sour.

“The image is all wrong,” Fatgum grunted, arms crossed. “They made him look like some street punk who chews glass and drinks battery acid.”

“They’re panicking,” Bubble Girl said, standing over the latest reports. “The press, the public… everyone’s scrambling to fill the gaps. And the more they fill it, the more control we lose.”

“The sketch is highly exaggerated,” Eraserhead said, voice even, “but it’s the best tool we have.”

Nighteye stood silent near the window, arms behind his back. His gaze was distant, unreadable.

“He wanted to disappear,” he said at last. “He moved like a shadow. Broke in, took her, and vanished before we even knew he existed. But now... now his face is everywhere.”

Eraserhead picked up the remote and flipped through news channels. Each one had some version of the sketch, some angle, some speculation. Some said he was a League of Villains recruit. Others claimed he was a failed hero student with a grudge. One headline even floated the idea of a government experiment gone rogue. No one knew, but everyone had an opinion.

Deku sat nearby, barely listening. His eyes kept drifting to the screen—specifically, to Eri’s hand in the boy’s. She hadn’t fought. She hadn’t cried—and that haunted him more than anything.

“This might actually help us,” Nighteye said, breaking the silence.

Rock Lock shot him a look. “You think the media storm is a good thing?”

“I think,” he countered, “that perhaps if the heroes can’t find him, maybe someone else will. A neighbor. A convenience store clerk. A schoolmate. With enough people watching, someone out there might recognize him.”

There was a pause.

He wasn’t wrong.

The surveillance had failed them. Their networks hadn’t seen him coming. He was a ghost. But even ghosts left footprints. And now the entire country was watching.

“We work with it,” Nighteye continued, “We use the sketch. The footage. Everything we can. Push it out further. Every agency, every region. We’re not chasing one lead—we’re casting a net.”

“Someone will see him,” Eraserhead agreed. “And when they do, we’ll be ready.”

Deku swallowed, finally speaking up. “I’ve been thinking about this a lot and… What if he was there to save her? What if they paint him as something he’s not?”

“They already have,” Fatgum said. “That sketch doesn’t show a kid who rescued Eri. It shows a threat. A criminal.”

“But we don’t know his angle yet,” Deku whispered. “What if we’re just making things worse.”

Nighteye turned from the window. “Intent doesn’t matter right now. What matters is getting Eri back.”

Another silence settled in, thick and uneasy.

Then the door creaked open.

A uniformed officer stepped in, holding a tablet. “We just got our first credible tip.”

Everyone turned.

“A woman up north—small town near the coast—says she saw a boy matching the sketch limping into an alley late last night. Said he had a kid with him. Quiet. Looked hurt. She tried to approach, but they were gone by the time she reached the end of the street.”

“Time?” Nighteye asked, voice sharp.

“Timestamp matches early morning—around 3:15 AM.”

“That’s just a few hours after he vanished,” Bubble Girl said.

“He’s moving fast,” Eraserhead muttered. “Or trying to.”

“We’ll dispatch a team immediately,” Nighteye said. “Get in contact with local precincts and surveillance grids. Pull everything within a ten-mile radius.”

The officer nodded and rushed out.

The room came alive with motion—phones dialed, names dispatched, maps loaded onto tablets.

They had a lead.


–Takeshi–



The television muttered in the background, a low drone of bad news and worse speculation. Takeshi barely registered it as he dragged a half-rotted mattress down the hall, the frame of the old spare bed already disassembled and leaning against the wall like a skeleton at rest.

“—authorities now believe the unidentified villain was responsible for the kidnapping of a child previously held by Shie Hassaikai. Multiple sources confirm that this individual struck before pro heroes arrived, and nullified the Shie Hassaikai leader’s quirk. The identity of the individual remains unknown, though online forums have dubbed him ‘Nullbringer’—”

The name made Takeshi's lip curl. He muttered something under his breath and turned off the TV with a jab of his elbow, leaving only the quiet creak of the floorboards and the wheeze of the heater.

Nullbringer. Like hell.

He hadn’t needed the news to know something had shifted. Tension hung in the trailer lately—tight as wire. Not just from the kid’s sleepless nights or the way he checked every lock twice. Katsuki had gone quiet in a different way. Not sullen. Not storming. Just… busy behind the eyes.

It reminded Takeshi too much of a broken engine spinning hard to mask the fact that something vital was missing.

But there were other things to do. Like making space. Making room.

The spare room had been a storage closet in all but name—tools, old furniture, faded photographs stuffed into boxes he couldn’t quite throw away. But kids didn’t sleep on couches forever. And he sure as hell didn’t want Eri curled at the foot of the bed like some unwanted cat. She deserved better. So did Katsuki, even if the kid wouldn’t admit it.

Takeshi cleared the room. Swept the floor. Scrubbed dust from the windowpanes and patched the cracks in the walls with paint he found in the back of the closet. Then, with creaking knees and calloused fingers, he built them something real: a bunk bed made from reinforced wood and metal. He even rounded the edges so no one would scrape their knee in the dark.

That night, he called them in without warning.

“Come here. I got something.”

Eri’s eyes went wide when she peeked through the door. “It’s a bed! Two beds!” she gasped. “It’s like a tower!”

Takeshi grunted and jerked his thumb toward it. “Built it myself. Don’t say I never gave you nothin’. Now grab your shoes—we’re going out.”

Katsuki hesitated in the doorway, brows drawn, hands stuffed in his hoodie pocket. “Out?”

“To decorate. This place is depressing as hell, and you both deserve better than beige walls and my busted couch. You can even pick out lights or whatever.”

Katsuki’s jaw tightened. “I’m not going into town.”

Takeshi raised a brow. “Why not?”

“You’ve seen the news. There’s a goddamn manhunt on! My face is plastered all over every screen. They're calling me a villain. You want to get me killed?”

“You’re not staying here.”

“I—”

“Nope. Not arguing about this. You’ll wear the hoodie. You’ll keep your head down. And you’ll stick close. We go in and out quick. You need to live, kid, not hide.”

Katsuki looked like he might explode.

Eri tugged his sleeve. “Please?”

That settled it.

Katsuki’s jaw clenched. But eventually, he shoved off the doorframe and followed them out.

---

–Takeshi–



The shopping trip passed in a blur of lights and dusty shelves. Eri darted from aisle to aisle, holding up strings of plastic stars and fuzzy pillows shaped like frogs. Katsuki trailed behind, hood pulled low, gaze sharp as a blade. He didn’t pick much, just grunted approval or offered the occasional nod. But Takeshi saw the way he watched Eri—relieved and afraid, all at once.

Takeshi found himself staring at a display of girl’s sneakers. Little white ones with pink soles. He blinked and saw another face, another child with braids and scraped knees, bouncing on her toes in excitement.

His chest ached.

“Hey geezer,” Katsuki’s voice broke him from the memory. “You okay?”

“Fine.” Takeshi cleared his throat and turned away. “Just remembering something that hurts.”

---

–Takeshi–



That evening, they decorated the new room. Katsuki helped Eri string blankets from the top bunk, forming a little den below. He stuck glow-in-the-dark stars to the underside of the top bunk while Eri sat beside him. When the room was finally finished, they both ducked into the little hideaway and whispered like co-conspirators.

Takeshi didn’t eavesdrop.

But he stood by the door for a moment, hand on the frame, and listened to the soft rustle of paper and laughter under blankets.

Later, Eri fell asleep curled around a single folded paper crane.

Katsuki climbed to the top bunk without a word, leaving only the faint creak of old wood and the hush of night settling in.

---

–Takeshi–



Takeshi stayed up late in the living room. The news had looped again, louder this time.

“—nicknamed Nullbringer by underground sources. Sketch artists believe he is male, late teens, with an ability to nullify a quirk. Analysts suggest he may have ties to the League of Villains, though others argue—”

He turned it off and sat in the quiet.

---

–Katsuki–



That night, Katsuki stared at the ceiling. The stars didn’t glow much, but Eri had insisted they were magic. He liked how happy she’d been.

He thought about Takeshi—dragging furniture, scraping paint, handing him tools without complaint. The man had taken him in, protected him, let him stay. Gave him space.

And now… he was lying to him.

He hadn’t told Takeshi about the soul fracture. About the voice in the fire.

“Anchor what’s left. Or die.”

The words clung to him like smoke. What even was left to anchor? He wouldn’t be himself.

He thought of Eri curled up in the bunk below. Of Takeshi’s rough voice saying “I’m proud of you” and meaning it.

Katsuki closed his eyes.

“I’m not ready to die,” he whispered. “Not yet.”

Not if there was still something to bring back. Not if there was still some hope that he’d reunite with his soul. His soul was right. Finding my flame is the only real choice to make. 

---

–Takeshi–

 

 

That night, Takeshi passed the open door and paused.

Katsuki had fallen asleep on the top bunk, one arm thrown over his eyes. Eri was curled up below him in her blanket fort, her rabbit tucked under her chin, and the paper crane still clutched in her hand.

A glow star had been stuck to the ceiling.

The room smelled like new linens, old paint, and some kind of artificial strawberry spray Eri had insisted they buy.

Takeshi exhaled.

He turned off the hall light.

Let the door fall half shut.

And went to sleep, for once, feeling like maybe the house was full again.


 

 

The tip came from a woman who worked night shifts at a convenience store just off the coastal highway. Said she saw a limping boy and a little girl pass through the alley behind the lot around 3 AM. Thought it strange, but the way the girl held his hand stuck with her.

“She didn’t look scared,” the woman told them.

Nighteye stood beside the station’s aging security terminal as grainy footage flickered across the screen. They watched frame by frame. Then—there. Two shadows crossing the back lot. One limping, one small. Both gone within seconds.

“Pause,” Nighteye ordered. The image froze. It was too dark for a clear view, but the shape of the older figure was familiar. Too familiar.

“I’ve seen that gait before,” Aizawa muttered. “Favoring the right side.”

“It matches,” Nighteye said. “Same build. Same posture.”

“Not enough to identify him,” Rock Lock added, arms crossed. “But close.”

Fatgum leaned over the operator’s shoulder. “Is there anything after that? A direction they went?”

The attendant scrolled through later footage. One camera at a nearby intersection picked up a flicker of movement—just the back end of a tattered white shirt vanishing down a street lined with old homes and businesses.

It wasn’t much.

But it was something.

“They’re on foot,” Bubble Girl said. “And he’s hurt. They’ll need to rest.”

“They already have,” Nighteye replied, tapping the screen. “Somewhere nearby.”

Aizawa’s eyes narrowed. “We won’t find him by brute force. Not like this. If he sees heroes in uniform, he’ll vanish again.”

“Then we go quiet,” Nighteye said. “Plainclothes. Dusk until dawn. No sirens. No broadcasts. We knock on doors, we check empty buildings. We walk every block until we find them.” He stepped back from the screen. “I want teams rotating every eight hours. If they’re hiding here, we’ll flush them out. If they move again, we catch them on the next camera.”

Fatgum cracked his knuckles. “So we’re hunting ghosts.”

“No,” Nighteye said, calm and certain. “We’re hunting a boy who’s running out of places to hide.”

Notes:

Guys I'm sorry if this chapter is kinda shit. I needed to set up some stuff for future chapters.

Chapter 22: New Year, New Me

Notes:

Guys I would have uploaded this sooner, but I just found out the Airbnb I'm staying at has bed bugs. Woke up with all kinds of bites. I've been (reasonably) panicking trying to make sure my shit isn't infested. (I don't want to take these things home with me). So! We have things sorted out a little bit---long enough for me to edit this chapter. Mother is here to provide (even though this is one of my weaker chapters).

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The wind whistles through a crack in the window. The trailer is quiet, save for the hum of the refrigerator and the buzz of electricity. News chatter drifts in and out of static.

“Still no leads on the villain spotted at the Shie Hassaikai raid. What we do know is this: the figure subdued one of Japan’s most dangerous quirk-users. Theories range from underground vigilante to something more disturbing. Some have taken to calling him “Quirk Breaker, or–more recently– “The Nullbringer.”

“Damn,” Katsuki muttered under his breath. “It’s been a week. When are they gonna let this shit go?”

He tossed the remote aside and walked back to the stove. A pot of curry simmered gently on the burner, the air thick with the smell of spices and onions. He stirred it once, absentmindedly, before wiping his hands on the dish towel slung over his shoulder.

Behind him, Takeshi leaned against the windowsill, cigarette already halfway to ash. “Internet’s got a dozen nicknames for you.”

Katsuki snorted. “Nullbringer? What the hell does that even mean?”

“They probably got that idea when you nullified that asshole’s quirk. Public's always been real scared of that type of ability.”

“Stupid.” Katsuki opened the rice cooker, plucking a spoon free from the counter to check the texture. He scooped a small portion of curry and rice onto a plate, setting it gently down beside Eri, who sat quietly at the table, legs swinging. Her horn was hidden beneath a soft knit headband, and she clutched a worn plush rabbit Katsuki had given her a few days back. She smiled faintly up at him in thanks before digging in.

Nullbringer.

The name crawled under his skin like rot.

Katsuki grit his teeth. “They think I’m just another villain. They even gave me a villain name.” His fists curl. Old instincts fight to rise to the surface–rage, defiance, pride–but they don’t quite take root. Katsuki stands, fighting a wave of nausea. 

“I wasn’t subtle,” Katsuki said quietly, eyes fixed on the steam rising from her food. “Didn’t think I’d survive. I wasn’t planning to. And now... here I am.”

The silence that followed was heavy. He turned, left the room, his footsteps purposeful. A minute passed. Then he returned, tossing a box onto the table.

Black hair dye.

Takeshi raised a brow, blowing smoke toward the ceiling. “Planning on going full goth now?”

“Planning not to get hunted like a damn dog,” Katsuki shot back, but without any real heat.

Across the table, Eri paused mid-bite.

“…Can I do mine too?” she asked softly.

Katsuki blinked, caught off guard. He looked at her, then shrugged. “Whatever you want, shrimp. But we need to find something that would suit you.”

- - - - - - - - - -

The bathroom smelled like chemicals.

Water dripped from Katsuki’s bangs, trailing down the curve of his jaw to soak the collar of his hoodie. He stared at himself in the mirror. The reflection stared back—hair dyed pitch black, eyes tired, his hair longer than he'd ever let it grow. A stranger.

“Doesn’t even look like me,” he muttered.

“That’s the idea,” Takeshi replied, arms crossed as he leaned on the doorframe. “The police are looking for a blonde spiky-haired brat. Ain't nobody gonna bat an eye now. Although, your other half is gonna be pissed you dyed your hair.” 

Katsuki exhaled slowly, watching the mirror fog slightly from the heat still lingering in the air.

“I like it,” Eri piped up from the step stool beside him. She tilted her head, studying her reflection. “But why can’t I have black like yours, Kacchan? I wanna match.”

Katsuki’s expression cracked. A slow, rare smile tugged at the edge of his lips. “Black’s for people trying to disappear, kid. You should shine a little.” Katsuki stood and made his way toward the door. “Hey. I have an idea.”

Eri trailed after him with quiet curiosity, still hugging her rabbit toy to her chest. “A good idea or a Kacchan idea?” she asked, her voice small but playful.

Katsuki gave a low snort. “Funny.”

He entered the kitchen and began rummaging through a drawer. He pulled out a crumpled old packet from the back of the cupboard. It was faded, but still intact—electric blue Kool-Aid powder.

“Used to be a thing when I was a kid,” he explained, holding it up. “Some of the girls in my class used to dip the ends of their hair in this stuff. It’d stain it all sorts of colors for a few days.”

Eri’s eyes widened, mouth parting in awe. “Like magic?”

Katsuki smirked. “More like sugar and poor decision-making, but sure, close enough.”

She bounced on her toes, practically glowing. “Can we do mine? Please, Kacchan?”

He sighed, but the corners of his mouth twitched up. “Yeah, alright. Let’s wreck your hair.”

Eri squealed softly as Katsuki pulled a bowl from the shelf and began stirring the Kool-Aid powder into warm water. The color bloomed instantly. It was a vivid, unnatural blue, like it had been ripped straight out of a comic book panel.

“Alright, sit still,” he warned, pulling a towel around her shoulders as she perched on the kitchen stool. “You move and you’re gonna end up looking like a Smurf.”

“I don’t know what that is,” she whispered, eyes wide.

“Good. Don’t learn.”

He dipped the ends of her hair into the bowl, gently smoothing the strands through the liquid. Blue slowly crept up the tips, clinging like ink. She didn’t squirm, just sat perfectly still. Her eyes watched him with reverence, like he was casting a spell instead of making a sugary mess.

“You’re really good at this,” she said after a while.

“I’m not,” Katsuki muttered, but his voice was soft.

When he finally pulled her hair free from the bowl and wrapped it up in a towel to dry, Eri eyed her hair with delight.

“It’s blue! It’s really blue!”

“Yeah yeah, don’t scream,” he said, but he was already smirking. “Let it dry first. It'll fade in a few days. You’ll look like a walking popsicle.”

“I wanna show Mister Takeshi!”

“Fine, go. Just don’t drip Kool-Aid everywhere.”

She took off like a rocket down the hall, trailing damp towel edges and excitement in her wake. Katsuki stood there a moment longer, the half-empty packet still in his hand.

He looked at the bowl—murky and glowing in the fluorescent light—and allowed himself a moment of quiet satisfaction.

Stupid.

But… good.

Maybe even a little bit magic.




He didn’t sleep much anymore.

Not because of nightmares—those had dulled, faded under the weight of exhaustion and routine. Not because of Eri, either—she slept peacefully now, tucked under her stupid blanket fort of stars and frogs. Not even Takeshi’s snoring kept him up.

It was the pull.

A weight in his chest. A thread, taut and fraying. Some nights it coiled behind his ribs, quiet but constant. Others, it tugged. Pulled. Pointed.

And every time it did, it burned. The fire wasn’t with him anymore—hadn’t been for months—Not really. Not since the League dragged him into hell. Every day he stayed like this, it felt more like a lie. And the clock was still ticking.

So he hunted.

Not openly. Not during the day. Not with Takeshi watching him like a hawk for signs of collapse. Not with Eri clinging to him like he was the one solid thing left in her world.

He knew Takeshi had been thoroughly wrecked the last time he followed a lead. He couldn't do that to him again—not when Takeshi had done so much for him. But he knew he was running out of time. He could not afford to stand around—not when his other half is still fighting. 

Katsuki knew he was strong. Not in an arrogant way, just a fact. He had dedicated countless hours to training. Even though he was out of practice, he knew he could hold his own if the situation demanded it. 

So he searched for his flame.

At night.

Always at night.

The trailer was silent, save for the low tick of cooling metal and the hum of the city beyond. Through the cracked blinds, moonlight spilled in. Katsuki stood by the window, hoodie zipped halfway and mask tucked into his back pocket. Takeshi had been out like a rock since ten.

He waited an extra five minutes.

Just in case.

Then he slipped out the window, soft and silent, like the damn ghost people thought he was. His boots hit gravel, and for a moment, he hesitated.

It had been faint at first—barely noticeable. A twitch. A tug. Like someone had hooked a thread through the center of his chest and started pulling. Not toward home. Not toward safety.

But out.

Toward the dark.

He followed it through empty streets and quiet alleys, the fire in his chest didn’t burn, didn’t scream, but pulled gently, insistently. He’d grown used to its silence. The numbness. But this—this was something different. Hope, maybe.

Or a trap.

Didn’t matter. He needed to know. The tug led him east, past shuttered markets and rusted overpass rails, deeper into the bones of the city. It pulled him into a narrow alley between two buildings—the kind that caught echoes and held secrets tight.

That’s where it stopped.

The pull vanished.

As if the thread had been cut.

Katsuki halted, scanning the shadows. His fingers curled slightly. It was useless now that his explosions were gone, but the habit was still there. His leg ached from the long trek, the old injury starting to flare again, but he pushed through it.

The night felt wrong.

Not loud-wrong. Not gunshot-in-an-alley or scream-behind-a-door wrong.

Quiet wrong.

Too still. Too clean. Like the city had taken a breath and was holding it.

Katsuki crouched on the edge of a low rooftop, eyes scanning the narrow street below. He’d looped the same six blocks twice now, retracing the subtle threads of something—a feeling, a pull, a flicker in his chest where the fire used to live.

Something itched between his shoulders.

He rolled his neck, adjusting the way his hoodie fell around his face. His newly dyed black hair—still annoyingly soft from whatever strawberry-scented shampoo Eri insisted on using—was tied back in a half-up knot, loose strands brushing the side of his face. It was too short to put into a ponytail, but too long to let loose. He scowled and shoved one behind his ear.

The damn thing was hard to manage. Tangled easy. Got in his eyes when he moved too fast. Took forever to dry. He missed the ease of short, spiky, low-maintenance.

But Eri liked it.

She said it made him look “like a princess.”

As if.

He’d caught her sneaking clips into it the other night—tiny glittering things shaped like stars and frogs. She only got away with it because he’d been reading old police records and didn’t notice until Takeshi walked in and started laughing his ass off.

He hadn’t worn clips again, but he’d let her braid it sometimes. When she was tired. When her fingers needed something to do that wasn’t gripping fear.

And then—

Movement.

Katsuki's attention snapped to the alleyway below.

Ahead, there was muffled shuffling. A struggle. He edged closer, breath shallow.

A woman in pale blue scrubs was pressed against the brick, wide-eyed and shaking. Two figures loomed over her. One had a cloth in his hand. The other reached for her wrist.

Katsuki didn’t wait. He dropped down hard, boots cracking against the concrete. The sound echoed like a shot.

The two men spun around just in time to catch the blur of his movement.

He didn’t speak. Didn’t warn. He just moved.

The first man lunged. Katsuki stepped into the blow, using the momentum to twist the guy’s arm and drive a knee into his ribs. The second one tried to come around the side with a knife, but Katsuki ducked low and swept his leg out, sending him crashing into the wall. His right knee buckled slightly—just for a second—but it was enough to make him hiss.

The first guy scrambled up, clutching his side. The second pulled something from his pocket. A vial? Katsuki kicked it out of his hand before he could uncork it.

“Leave,” he growled. His voice was low, guttural.

They didn’t argue. Within seconds, they were gone—limping, cursing, melting into the night.

The woman slumped against the wall, shaking. “You—” she stammered, “Thank you. I… I thought—” She cut off, eyes going wide. “You’re limping. Are you hurt?”

“I’m fine.”

“You’re not.” She stepped forward, hesitation still in her bones. “I have a healing quirk. It’s minor. Bone-based. I specialize in fractures and ligament correction. I’m a night shift nurse. Was on break when they grabbed me.”

Katsuki stared at her, heartbeat still thudding in his ears.

She offered her hands. “Please. Just let me help. For what you did.”

His pride twitched. But the ache in his knee was getting worse. “…Fine,” he muttered, pulling up his pant leg.

Her hands were warm and steady as she placed them gently around his kneecap. A soft, glowing hum settled into the joint. The ache began to ease.

“There,” she said after a moment. “Should hold better now. I can’t regenerate, but I can realign and mend minor breaks. You’d been compensating on it for too long.”

“Tch.”

He pulled the fabric down and flexed the joint. Not bad.

“Call the cops,” he said, turning to leave.

“Wait—what’s your name?”

He didn’t answer.

Just melted into the alley’s shadows.




—Later That Night—

The woman sat on a curb beneath a flickering streetlight, her hands wrapped around a Styrofoam cup of water. The ambulance hadn’t needed to take her in. She’d insisted she was fine. But the officer standing nearby gently prodded her for the report.

“I was on break,” she said quietly. “I stepped out into the alley for a quick walk. Then these two guys grabbed me—one had something in a vial, I don’t know what it was, but—” she shivered. “I thought they were going to—”

Her voice broke, and the officer gave her time.

“They didn’t say anything?” he asked gently.

“No… Just grabbed me. One of them had a rag. I think it was soaked in something.”

“And then?”

“Someone dropped in,” she said, blinking rapidly like she wasn’t sure she’d dreamed it. “I didn’t see where he came from. Black hoodie. Face was covered.”

“Did he say anything?”

“Not much. Just—he fought them. Drove them off. He was fast and controlled.” She paused, then added, “He had a limp, though. I noticed when he stepped back after kicking one of them into a wall.”

The officer's pen stilled on his notepad.

“Right leg?” he asked, carefully neutral.

She nodded. “Yeah. He said he was fine, but I could tell it hurt. I offered to heal it—I’ve got a minor quirk, nothing big. Just bones—He let me, then told me to call the cops and left.”

“Any other identifying features?” The officer prodded. “Did you catch his hair color? Eye color?”

She looked up, her expression suddenly uncertain. “No. I was a bit too shaken up. I really didn’t think about it at the time. I’m sorry. Am I in trouble for quirk use?”

“No,” the officer said slowly. “You did the right thing by reporting the attack. You did what you thought was best. We’ll take it from here.”

He stepped away and tapped his earpiece.

“Dispatch, I’ve got a possible Nullbringer sighting,” he muttered. “Black hoodie, limp on the right leg. Helped stop a crime. Location timestamp aligns with known city quadrant patterns.”

A pause.

Then: “Send this to the hero taskforce. We’ve got a fresh trail.”

Notes:

A bit more fluff for now.

Chapter 23: Eyes in the Dark

Notes:

Ayyye my background in healthcare came in handy for this chapter

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The agency hummed with tension. Whiteboards scrawled with mission notes. Footage from the raid played on loop on a screen in the corner. Aizawa stood with his arms crossed, face unreadable. Beside him, a cluster of pro-heroes sat around a large oval table, along with Tsukauchi and a few members of the police task force standing in the back.

“There’s no doubt about it. There have been multiple sightings in the area,” Tsukauchi said.

“We have been dispatched to the Abandoned District, otherwise known as area 9.” Nighteye folded his hands on the table, leaning forward, “due to the little information we have regarding the nature of this individual’s quirk, we have strict orders to not engage.”

“The Commission is involved?” Eraserhead quirked a brow. “Great. The last thing we need right now.”

“Yes,” Nighteye continued, “They are involved and wish to be updated on the situation, but our taskforce otherwise has authority over this case.” Nighteye glances over at Tashinori, who had not yet spoken during the briefing. “This is all just conjecture, but due to the fact that All For One is still at large, this individual could be linked to him. The nature of his quirk is still unknown and we cannot take any risks. For this reason, Commission oversight is crucial if things get messy.”

Tsukauchi walked around the table with a basket. He reached into the basket, grabbing a small device, placing one next to each hero. 

“These are your assigned comms. Keep them on you at all times. They will only activate if you press the small red button on the back.” Tsukauchi held up a communicator device, gesturing to the red button. 

The heroes– Fatgum, Erasurehead, Hawks, Rock Lock, and Ryukyu turn the comms over in their hands.

“Our taskforce is small. We are not to engage; we are here to locate the individual and call for reinforcements. This case is still classified–therefore, only those who were involved in the Shie Hassaikai raid and the few extras we have in this room are to be informed. Do I make myself clear?” Nighteye pushed up his glasses.

The heroes and police officers collectively affirm.

Nighteye spoke again, “once your comm is activated, it will alert the heroes within the vicinity. Although they will not be informed of the entire situation, it is within their scope to assist when needed. We are not sure how the suspect’s quirk works, so Eraserhead must be present at the scene before there is any attempt to engage. Only Eraserhead is to engage with the suspect, if necessary, due to the nature of his quirk.”

Eraserhead nodded.

“And one other thing,” Tsukauchi stepped in, “The students who were involved in the raid may also be included, but it is to your discretion. Report back to me with any additions to the team so I can assign them to their respective comms. Remember, this is to be a low stakes mission. All students on duty must be with their respective hero. Any more questions before we end this briefing?”

“Just one,” Hawks raised a hand slightly, pushing off from the wall he was leaning against. “Why exactly is this case classified? There was already a leak, and the media has already taken off with whatever information they have." He smiled, closing his eyes. “But I’m not questioning your plans. Just curious.”

Nighteye sat down and folded his hands on the table, letting out a sigh. “The media knows about the suspect’s quirk and the kidnapping, but nothing else of importance. Need I remind you that the child who was kidnapped is no ordinary girl. Her quirk had been abused by the Shie Hassaikai, and she is now missing again. We do not know what the suspect’s intentions are, thus we must treat this case with the utmost care. If the media catches wind of our operation, it will make tracking him down in the future infinitely more difficult, especially now that we have narrowed down a location.” 

Nighteye looked around the room once more. “Any more questions?”

The room was silent, save for the rustling of papers. 

“Very well,” Nighteye said, “meeting adjourned.”


–Izuku–



The lights buzz overhead as Midoriya Izuku flips through another surveillance file. His eyes are bleary, red-rimmed and tired. A small stack of raid documents sits to his left; another untouched stack to his right. He doesn’t mind the fatigue. He’s been running on instincts and obsession ever since the raid. “Who is that man?” The mysterious “Nullbringer” had stormed Overhaul’s hideout before the pros. Someone who took down one of Japan’s most dangerous criminals alone. Someone with a mysterious quirk.

Someone who didn’t want to be found.

Midoriya sighed and leaned back, rubbing his eyes. His research has been getting him nowhere so far. Nighteye had decided to allow Izuku to aid in the investigation, and Aizawa said that it would be a good way to sharpen his quirk analysis skills. He was flattered by his teacher’s observation.

But now?

The stakes are high, and he doesn’t want to disappoint his Sensei. He doesn’t want to disappoint All Might. Especially not All Might. 

“It’s your turn,” Those words echo through his mind. 

Midoriya flips back to the intel on Overhaul’s damaged quirk. The reports say it’s fractured. Inconsistent. Like it was scrambled from the inside. “Hah… descriptive,” Izuku sighs sarcastically. Midoriya taps his pen, thinking. He turns to the stack on his right and shuffles through the files. “Aha.” It was the physical exam charts. In a controlled environment, they should be able to let him use his quirk. It’s a standard medical practice to assess the patient’s quirk when performing medical assessments. It would be convenient data, Izuku thought as he opened the file. The file detailed a thorough mental and physical exam. Izuku scans the document and his eyes land on “quirk assessment.” “Yes!” Midoriya cheers. 

Name: Kai Chisaki

Alias: Overhaul

Age: 28

Affiliation: Former Shie Hassaikai

Quirk: Overhaul – Emitter-type

Quirk allows user to disassemble and reassemble anything they touch with their hands. This includes: 

  • Living beings: a person can be dismantled, causing them to explode or vanish in a burst of blood. They can be just as easily reconstructed, healing injuries or reviving someone as long as it is done quickly
  • Environments: Walls, floors, and terrain can be reshaped and rebuilt

Limitations: Touch activated

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Post-Disruption Observational Summary:

Subject exhibits signs of persistent Quirk malfunction, believed to stem from a high-impact Quirk disruption event. While formerly under conscious control, the Quirk now operates autonomously, executing recursive commands without user intent.

Cellular-Level Manifestation:

  • Quirk appears to be locked in a constant deconstruct/reconstruct loop focused primarily on the user’s own cellular structure.

  • Microscopic tissue imaging reveals ongoing breakdown and regeneration of dermal, muscular, and neural tissue, with a failure to stabilize between phases.

  • Destruction occurs at the cellular level, resulting in incomplete or misaligned regeneration—subject’s body is continuously reassembling itself incorrectly, forming redundant nerve bundles, asymmetrical musculature, and non-viable scar tissue.

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SYMPTOMS:

Tissue Disassembly: Tissue layers (primarily hands, forearms, and thoracic cavity) spontaneously rupture at unpredictable intervals.

Unstable Reassembly: Cells attempt regeneration but generate malformed or excessive structures—observed extra veins, asymmetrical rib calcification, and phantom limb formations.

Neurological Exhaustion: Subject shows signs of extreme sensory fatigue, twitch response degeneration, and periods of unresponsiveness following high regeneration cycles.

Pain Response: Each cycle induces acute pain, suggesting the nervous system remains fully active during each phase.

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BEHAVIORAL NOTES:

Subject displays paranoia and aggression, frequently vocalizing that his Quirk is “thinking without him” and “something is wrong.”

Displays signs of chronic paranoia, disorientation, and loss of body awareness.

Exhibits unpredictable aggression, especially when restrained or questioned about Quirk activity.

Motor control deteriorates over time; prolonged activation leads to temporary immobilization or catatonia.

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DIAGNOSTIC IMPRESSION:

The original function of the Overhaul Quirk has been hijacked by corrupted command pathways. Current behavior resembles a closed feedback loop, where the Quirk cannot shut off, continuing to deconstruct and rebuild the host body at a microscopic level.

The body is locked in continuous self-repair, with each fix introducing new cellular instability. Subject cannot fully heal, nor can the Quirk disengage. As such, the Quirk is active at all times, even when “dormant.”

The result: a state of irreversible biological stasis.

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INTERVENTIONS:

Immediate Quirk containment (quirk-suppression cuffs)

  • Response: Complete symptom relief

– – – – – – –

Izuku’s blood ran cold. A power like this… “terrifying,” he mumbled out loud. Izuku pulled out his notebook, already drawing connections. Making theories. Izuku happily accepts this challenge.

Izuku’s phone buzzes once. He ignored it. This will take him all night.


–Katsuki–




The nights had blurred into one another, the quiet stretches of black stitched together by the faint tug in his chest. Katsuki didn’t keep track anymore. He didn’t need to. The rhythm of it was in his body: sleep in fragments, eat just enough to keep from dropping, wait until Takeshi’s snoring hit a deep, gravelly cadence. Then slip out the window, no noise, no light.

He moved like a shadow through alleys and rooftops, half-forgotten streets with broken lamps and too many blind corners. There was no plan, not really. Just a feeling. A thread. A pull.

Something inside him still burned, just faintly. It was distant and dim, but not gone. Like a spark trapped in ash.

Some nights it led him nowhere. Just wandering. Ghosting through empty streets, following the faintest thread of warmth until it unraveled in his hands. He always returned before dawn, frustrated but empty-handed.

And the weight of it—it was getting harder to ignore.

– – – – – – – –

He didn’t tell Takeshi. Couldn’t. The man had barely held it together after the last time Katsuki came back limping, blood on his clothes and a small child in tow. That night, Takeshi didn’t say much. He just cleaned the wounds, handed him painkillers, and sent Katsuki off to bed while he sat silently in the dark.

So now, Katsuki kept it hidden. For Eri. For Takeshi. For himself, maybe. It was easier that way. Even if the guilt clawed at his ribs every time he stepped over the windowsill.

– – – – – – – –

He didn’t feel powerful. Not like he used to.

There was no explosion to launch him skyward. No cannon-blast recoil to drive him through a fight. It was just muscle memory, instinct, and the whispering edge of his flame to guide him.

It wasn’t enough. But it was all he had.

And still—he couldn’t stop.

Because the fire— his fire —was still out there.

Still fighting.

And if he didn’t find it soon, he knew exactly what that meant. He’d die. Not metaphorically, not someday. He would just… fade away. His heart would stop beating. Like a candle running out of wick.

So, he hunted. Quietly. Carefully. Desperately. And every night, he came home empty-handed.

Until tonight.

It started the same as the others. Katsuki eased the window open just past midnight, stepping into the quiet like he belonged to it.

He could feel the pull. It was sharper tonight. Sharper, almost frantic. He froze on the rooftop, one foot still half-raised, heart stuttering. The tether inside his chest—that invisible thread leading back to the piece of him that was missing—had been a whisper for days. Now it felt like a scream.

His breath hitched. A warning? A call? Whatever it was, it didn’t feel patient.

Katsuki broke into a sprint.

He followed instinct, guided by the tug in his ribs. The streets were darker here. Quieter. The kind of quiet that meant something or someone was trying not to be heard.

He dropped to a lower rooftop, crouched, eyes narrowing at the alley below. There, two figures, both male, stood near the back entrance of an old building. Their auras were jagged and erratic. Sharp. Aggressive. They twitched with violent edges. Katsuki immediately recognized them as the goons from several nights ago. Between them was a small lump.

Katsuki squinted. It was a kid. He had thin arms, a mop of dark hair, rope around the wrists, and his knees were scraped raw from being dragged.

Katsuki’s pulse spiked. He slid into the shadows and crept closer, footsteps silent on the rooftop. The kid stirred—barely. And then Katsuki caught the tail end of one man’s mutter.

“…little brat’s got a healing quirk. League’s gonna love this one.”

The other laughed. “You think we’ll get paid this time?”

Katsuki’s stomach turned to ice. Healing quirks. Of course. All For One must be trying to rebuild himself.

Katsuki’s jaw locked. There was an almost tangible burn behind his eyes— resolve. They weren’t going to take this kid.

He moved before he could think. He timed his drop for the moment both men turned their backs. There was no flashy entrance and no battle cry, Just a whisper of motion and the crack of boots hitting gravel. Katsuki hit the ground hard and fast, driving his knee into the first man’s lower back before the bastard even knew he was there. The guy hit the dirt with a grunt, stunned.

The other spun, fast—but not fast enough.

Katsuki surged forward, low to the ground. He slammed his elbow into the side of the man’s knee, before sweeping his legs out from under him. The guy wheezed, buckled, but didn’t fall completely.

The first grunt started to recover, groaning and swearing, but Katsuki was already moving. He grabbed a broken pipe off the ground—rusted, but heavy—and cracked it across the guy’s temple. He made sure it had been just enough to daze, not hard enough to kill. 

The second thug finally recovered enough to shout, “Get the Trigger!”

Katsuki’s eyes widened.

Shit.

He dove behind a stack of crates just as the hiss of a vial snapped through the air. He peeked around the corner.

One of them was already twitching, Trigger already running through his system. The other scrambled upright, clutching the boy tighter, ready to use him as a shield.

Katsuki’s mind raced. The one on Trigger—the mist around him pulsed violently now, erratic and unstable. It was starting to ripple outward, affecting the ground beneath him. Vibrations. Not full-on quakes, but the concrete was trembling.

The kid screamed.

Damn it.

He scanned the area. Crates. Trash. Loose rebar. A broken ladder above. And a fish-scaled man, still dragging the boy.

Katsuki dropped low, moved like smoke. One step. Two. Then he tossed a rock at the far wall, drawing the vibrating one’s attention just long enough—

He lunged towards the fish-skinned grunt, closing the distance in a flash.

The fish-skinned grunt barely had time to register him before Katsuki slammed his shoulder into the man’s ribcage, knocking him off balance. The kid went flying—hit the ground hard and scrambled backward, coughing but free.

“Run!” Katsuki barked.

The boy froze in panic, but the moment broke as a screeching roar ripped through the air.

The fish scaled man’s arms were already changing—warping grotesquely as Trigger tore through his bloodstream. His fingers fused into jagged fins, serrated like shark teeth. Scales thickened across his face and neck.

He lunged, a blur of violence.

Katsuki barely dodged, rolling under the first swipe. The fin cut clean through a steel pipe beside him, slicing it like paper. Sparks flew.

Too close.

He pivoted, using the broken rebar from earlier as a baton, smashing it against the fish-man’s knuckles. It bounced off harmlessly. The man’s scales were too thick now.

Fine. He didn’t need to hurt him. He just needed to reach the mist. The aura surrounding the fish-man was wild—furious and out of control. 

He ducked under another blow and stepped in closer until the man’s aura shuddered.

It happened fast.

The moment Katsuki breached that invisible edge, the man flinched, stumbling back like he’d been punched in the chest. His claws twitched. His eyes glazed.

Katsuki pressed the advantage. He grabbed the man by the shoulder and held on, willing the mist to calm. For a breathless second, the fish-man’s body reverted back to normal. The trigger high collapsed. The man dropped like a sack of bricks.

Katsuki was already moving again, blood pounding in his ears.

But the other one—the one with the vibration quirk—was still up. Worse, he was fully dosed and powered now. The ground trembled beneath them, sharp and sporadic. A hairline crack split across the concrete, reaching toward Katsuki’s feet.

Can’t get close.

And then he felt it—a flicker of another presence, sharp as a wire, watching.

A shadow dropped from above.

Black cloth. Pale scarf. Narrow eyes.

Katsuki’s stomach bottomed out.

 

Eraserhead.

Notes:

I'm sorry

Chapter 24: Familiar Face

Notes:

I hate leaving you guys on a cliffhanger, so I did my best to get this out quickly. I admit this one took me awhile to do though. Rewrote a lot of stuff. I was tempted to make it longer, but I feel like it would flow better as 2 chapters instead of 1.

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Katsuki froze.

It wasn’t fear—not exactly. It was something worse. A deep, instinctive recognition that hit him harder than any fist could have. His legs were ready to spring, muscles coiled tight, but his breath caught in his throat, his body half-locked between fight and flight as those tired, calculating eyes landed on him.

Aizawa.

He hadn’t changed—he had those same hunched shoulders, same sharp stare that cut through bullshit like a knife through paper. He wasn’t blinking. Wasn’t breathing loud. Just… watching. Measuring. Waiting.

Their eyes locked. “Don’t run,” Aizawa’s voice was calm and low.

Katsuki’s chest squeezed. His legs moved anyway.

The scarf lashed forward—faster than instinct. Katsuki dropped low, rolling out of range. The edge of the capture weapon grazed his sleeve, ripped a thread from the hem of his jacket, but missed his arm by centimeters. He hit the ground hard and bolted, boots skidding on broken tile, heart slamming against his ribs.

“Wait!”

It wasn’t a shout. It was measured. Controlled.

Katsuki didn’t stop. 

The broken building seemed to collapse around him as he tore through it—wood splintering underfoot, glass crunching, rusted nails scraping the soles of his boots as he pushed forward, dodging debris and jagged rebar like he’d trained for this exact moment his whole life.

But he hadn’t. Not like this.

Not with a shattered soul. Not quirkless. Not hunted by the one man who used to stare him down across classroom rows and demand better of him.

“Stop!” Aizawa’s voice cracked through the chaos, sharp as a whip.

Katsuki didn’t stop. He couldn’t.

He burst out into the night like a bullet from a barrel, lungs heaving, hair whipping in the wind—tied back in a ponytail that was coming loose with every jarring step. It was stupid. And now it was in his damn eyes.

He blinked it away, heart hammering against his ribs like it wanted out.

Behind him, Aizawa followed—silent, focused, as tireless as Katsuki remembered him. He must have restrained the villains quickly, because now he was hot on Katsuki's trail. A shadow stretched long in the moonlight, moving with the same ghost-quiet steps Katsuki used to admire during training drills. Back when he thought heroes were unshakable. Back when he wanted to be one.

Now he was running from one. From him .

The alley stretched like a tunnel into the dark. Katsuki hit a fence and didn’t slow—grabbed the top, vaulted over, landed hard on his bad leg and nearly crumpled. Pain jolted up his spine like electricity, but he swallowed it, gritted his teeth, and kept going.

He heard Aizawa curse softly behind him, heard the shift of metal as the man adjusted mid-leap.

“Why are you running?” Aizawa’s voice echoed across the narrow buildings, low and rough. “Who are you?”

Katsuki didn’t answer. He couldn’t speak. Could barely think. Everything in him screamed to move , to escape, to get away before that gaze pinned him down and saw everything —what he was, what he’d lost, what he’d done.

“This isn’t the way,” Aizawa shouted again, closer now. “Whatever you think you’re doing, this isn’t the answer.”

Katsuki swerved down another side street, climbed up onto a rusted awning and launched himself toward a loading dock, barely catching the edge with his fingertips. He pulled himself up, adrenaline screaming through every cell, lungs ragged, chest burning.

A part of him wanted to stop. Turn around. Say something. Anything.

But what could he say?

“I’m sorry I disappeared”?
“I’m not who I was”?
“I’m dying”?

He could almost hear Aizawa’s voice in his head— “Then why are you running from the people who would help you?”

He didn’t have an answer.

He dropped down into the next alleyway, boots hitting broken pavement, and stumbled toward the back fence of a vacant lot. His leg was seizing up, tight and raw beneath the healing that never quite took. He vaulted anyway.

Katsuki hit the street running.

Aizawa’s footsteps followed—but slower now. More cautious. Still relentless. “Talk to me,” Aizawa called, voice steady but strained. “You saved that boy,” Aizawa said behind him. Still following. Closer now. “You’re not a villain. Just talk to me.”

“Shut up,” he hissed under his breath. “You don’t get to say that.”

His lungs burned. His leg throbbed. Every step was an argument with pain. He turned sharply through a construction zone—ducking under scaffolding, kicking a rusted trash can behind him to slow pursuit.

A mistake.

The scarf lashed again—caught the hem of his hoodie.

Katsuki twisted hard, yanked out of the cloth with a curse. He hit the ground on his side and rolled, scrambling up just in time to see Aizawa drop into the alley.

Trapped.

High walls. No exit.

Aizawa raised his hands—not attacking. Not yet.

“I don’t know who you are. But I can recognize someone who needs help.” His voice was steady. Quiet. Almost gentle.

Katsuki’s hands shook.

He wanted—so badly—to believe him. To give in. Just for a second.

But all he saw was the League’s base—kidnapped again, after the heroes had kicked him out and left him alone. Chains. A cage of concrete and doubt. The people who never came.

“It’s too late,” Katsuki spat.

Then he turned and ran straight at the wall.

Aizawa’s eyes narrowed—quirk activating.

Too late.

Katsuki vaulted up a stack of discarded crates and jumped , hands catching the rusted fire escape above. He yanked himself up before the scarf could grab his ankle and scrambled to the roof like his life depended on it—because it did.

A shout below: “You’ll get yourself killed!”

“Good!” Katsuki shouted back. “Maybe I will!”

He didn’t look down.

Across the rooftop—onto a billboard frame—then off the edge. He landed on the hood of a parked car with a metal-crunching thud, rolled hard onto the pavement, and limped into the night without stopping.

No more voice. No more footsteps. Aizawa hadn’t followed the drop.

Katsuki didn’t breathe easy until the city swallowed him whole.


–Aizawa–



Aizawa stood in the alley, scarf coiled slack in one hand, his chest rising and falling in measured breaths. The echo of fleeing footsteps had long since faded, swallowed by the maze of rooftops and broken streets. All that remained was the dented car hood, a few torn threads caught on the wind, and the sinking weight in his gut.

Whoever that kid was, he wasn’t just some petty vigilante.

He’d moved with purpose. Precision. Training. But it wasn’t just technique that stuck with Aizawa—it was the way the kid ran. Like every step hurt. Like stopping would’ve killed him faster than whatever was waiting out there in the dark.

He was young. Too young. the shape of his stance—it all tugged at something. A memory blurred by grief.

The boy had flinched when Aizawa spoke to him. Not out of fear. Not guilt, either. It was something deeper. Recognition, maybe. Not of him, but perhaps it was what he represented—authority. 

Aizawa’s jaw tensed.

How many more are out there like that?

Kids who slipped through the cracks. Kids who got hurt and never got help. Those who stopped reaching for the lifelines because they’d been burned too many times.

He looked back up at the rooftops, where the boy had vanished into shadow.

There was no name. No face. Just a battered voice shouting, “Good! Maybe I will!” as he fled from someone who only wanted to help.

Aizawa closed his eyes for a beat. He didn’t whisper an apology aloud—he never did—but it sat heavy in his chest all the same. “I don’t know who you are,” he said quietly, “but someone should’ve been there for you.”

And maybe, if he found him again—next time, he would be.


–Katsuki–

 

The moment Katsuki stepped through the door—hood pulled low, gait tight from strain—he knew.

Takeshi was waiting for him.

The older man sat in the worn armchair by the window, elbows on his knees, eyes shadowed by the dim orange spill of dawn. The room was still. Too still.

“You think I’m stupid?” Takeshi said, not looking up. His voice was quiet—but sharp enough to cut.

Katsuki froze, one hand still on the doorknob.

Takeshi lifted his head, gaze locking onto his. “You think I didn’t notice the missing boots? The way the front door sticks when you ease it open? The extra scuff marks on the window frame?”

Katsuki's mouth opened, but nothing came out. His throat burned.

“I’ve been letting it slide. Waiting for you to come to me.” Takeshi stood slowly, jaw tight. “But this time? I sat by that window for five hours wondering if you were coming home in a body bag.”

Katsuki stepped forward, chest tight. “I didn’t mean—”

“No,” Takeshi snapped, stepping in close. “You never mean to get hurt. You just do. Again and again. And you think I’ll be here to clean it up.”

“I had to go,” Katsuki growled, fists trembling. “I felt something. I almost—”

“What, died ?” Takeshi barked. “Again? For what?”

Katsuki’s face twisted. “You don’t get it. You don’t know what’s happening to me.”

“Then tell me! ” Takeshi shouted—louder than Katsuki had ever heard him. The force of it cracked something open.

Katsuki’s voice broke. “My soul is still split.”

Silence crashed down between them.

“You knew that already,” he said, quieter now. “But there’s more. It’s getting worse.”

Takeshi’s brow furrowed, watching him closely.

Katsuki went on, breath ragged. “When I fought Overhaul—when his quirk backfired—it caused my soul to further destabilize. now… now it’s coming apart.”

He looked down, jaw clenched.

“My only choice right now is to anchor what’s left of me… or I’ll die.”

Takeshi stared at him like the floor had dropped out from under them both. His eyes searched Katsuki’s face.

“And that’s why I need to find the other half. Soon.” Katsuki continued.

“And what, exactly,” Takeshi asked softly, “did you leave behind that's so important you’d rather die than live without it?”

Katsuki’s breath hitched.

Takeshi wasn’t yelling anymore. That was somehow worse.

“I don’t know,” Katsuki muttered bitterly. “Maybe the part that gave me purpose. Drive . Maybe the fire. Maybe everything that made me me. Or maybe even the parts of me I hated. I don’t know anymore.”

Takeshi stared at him for a long moment, unreadable.

Then, quiet but fierce: “What if the part you left behind isn’t worth dying for?”

The words hit like a gut punch. Katsuki flinched, his pride lashing back before he could stop it. “You don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.”

“I know what it looks like when someone tries to die for something they already have,” Takeshi said. “You think that piece of you is the only thing that matters—but Eri doesn’t need your flame. She needs you. And I…”

He stopped himself. Jaw clenched.

“I just want you to stay alive.”

Katsuki turned away. “Stop acting like it’s that simple.”

“Katsuki—”

But he was already storming down the hall.

He lay on the top bunk, staring at the ceiling where Eri’s glow stars clung, barely glowing. His muscles ached. His soul ached worse.

Takeshi’s words kept replaying: What if the part you left behind isn’t worth dying for?

The question didn’t leave him. It clung to him like smoke, curling through his ribs and settling behind his eyes. He couldn’t shake it, couldn’t ignore it—so he did the only thing that felt honest.

He sat still and he thought.

– – – – – –
He first thought about the sports festival.

A roar of applause.

Blinding lights.
A microphone shoved in his face.

“How do you feel about winning first place?”

He could barely look at the reporter. His jaw was tight, his eyes stinging.

The medal around his neck felt like a collar. Heavy. Cold. A reminder.

He remembered the fury boiling inside him—not just because he hadn’t been taken seriously by his opponent—but also because of the humiliation of being tied up in front of thousands of people. But he couldn’t show it—the weakness and hopelessness he felt in that moment—so he defaulted to lashing out.

– – – – – – 

Next, his mind wandered to Kamino.

His mouth gagged.
His limbs bound.
The League’s hideout reeked of copper and smoke—blood in the walls, violence in the air.

“You should be on our side,” they told him.

“You don’t belong with them.”

Because he was angry. Because he was powerful. Because he was volatile.

He’d fought like hell. But there had been a moment—a flicker—where doubt crept in.

They saw something villainous in him.

– – – – – –
Now, he was back in Principal Nezu’s office.

Nezu’s voice, clipped but polite.
Aizawa beside him, silent. Still.

“But what truly cemented our decision was your unwillingness to reflect. To grow.”

“You’ve had every opportunity to change, but there’s no accountability.”

“We cannot, in good conscience, continue to enroll someone with a history of repeated harassment.”

“Effective immediately, you are expelled from U.A. High School.”

No ceremony. No goodbye.
Just a door closing.

Then he was kidnapped again. This time, no hero came to rescue him.

– – – – – – 

Katsuki let out a breath and rubbed his hands over his face, as if he could scrub the memories off his skin. His chest ached with something too old to name.

Every version of himself had been trying. So goddamn hard. Trying to be better. Trying to be stronger. But he was always alone. He pushed people away because he didn’t know how to pull them close. Anger had given him strength, but it had also made him unreachable. Pride had fueled him, but it drove everyone else away. And fear—he hadn’t even known he had any, not until it hollowed him out from the inside

He used to think fear was weakness. So he buried it under volume. He screamed instead of asking, threatened instead of trusting. He mistook cruelty for confidence and mocked what he couldn’t understand. When people got too close, he burned them first—just to make sure they couldn’t burn him.

He’d spat poison at friends who only wanted to help. 

His friends had tried— really tried. Kirishima, with his endless patience and steady loyalty. Mina, always laughing, always pulling him into the group like he belonged there. Sero and Kaminari, idiots to the core but good ones, trying to loop him in, trying to make him laugh. They treated him like a person. Like he was worth the effort. And every time, he pushed them away. Snapped. Insulted. Rolled his eyes and kept his distance like it was armor. Because he didn’t know how to take kindness without feeling like a fraud. Didn’t know how to accept softness without thinking he had to earn it—or destroy it. He was too loud. Too cruel. Too much of an asshole to deserve them. 

So he built walls and pretended it was strength. But the truth was simpler: he didn’t know how to be loved without a fight. He lashed out in frustration when words failed him. Turned every lesson into a competition, every failure into an excuse to fight harder instead of smarter.

He needed to win. Needed to be the best. Not for glory—but because if he wasn’t the best, what was he?

He measured himself in victories. In explosions—In how many people he could outrun, outlast, out-yell. Deep down, there was always this bitter little voice telling him it still wasn’t enough.

That he wasn’t enough.

So he postured, intimidated, and treated vulnerability like a disease he’d never catch. He thought that if anyone saw the cracks—if anyone looked too long—they’d realize he was just a scared, angry kid who had no idea how to be more than that.

All that fire had masked the truth: He didn’t hate other people. He hated himself..

Now, there was no fire. No ambition. At least, not the kind that once roared in his chest.

Just smoke. Ash. Aftermath.

A shadow of something that used to burn.

That version of him scorched everything he touched—left nothing but wreckage, even in the places he tried to protect. He’d always thought he was doing his best.

Maybe that was the problem.

And yet—

He’d saved a kid. Rescued her from a man who twisted her quirk and hurt her without blinking. He’d found himself in a life he hadn’t planned. A small, quiet one. A strange, fragile kind of peace.

People liked him here. They didn’t try to change him. They didn’t ask him to smile.

They just… stayed.

He closed his eyes and let the memory come: He remembered the times Eri’s quirk spiraled out of control—her small body trembling, panic flooding her eyes. Without thinking, he’d stepped in, letting his power wash over her like a steady flame, not to burn, but to soothe. The quiet heat against her skin, the way her breathing slowed under his touch

Then there was Eri’s laughter that morning. The way she’d shyly handed him her drawing—a stick figure with spiky yellow hair, standing between her and Takeshi. Her tiny fingers smudged with marker. Her eyes bright with pride.

She hadn’t called him a hero.

Hadn’t called him a villain.

Just Kacchan.

And Takeshi—The look in his eyes tonight. It wasn’t judgment. Not disappointment.

Fear.

But not of Katsuki.

Fear for him.

Fear of the quiet footsteps that never came back, of another door left swinging open in the dawn. It hadn’t been anger in Takeshi’s voice, it had been desperation.

Because he didn’t want to lose him.

They liked him like this. Quiet. Steady.

Maybe even a little broken.

And then, like a punch to the gut, the thought landed—

What if they couldn’t stand who I used to be?

What if reclaiming his fire—his other half—meant reclaiming everything that came with it?

The rage. The arrogance. The sharpness he’d used like a weapon against anyone who got too close.

What if it brought all of that back?

What if he became that person again?

And lost them.

He’d never had people like this before. Never had a place that felt like anything but a battleground.

He couldn’t lose it.

Wouldn’t.

Katsuki curled in on himself, arms wrapping around his knees, forehead resting on his wrist.

His voice was barely audible. “I’ll anchor it,” he whispered. “What’s left… I’ll keep it.” It wasn’t a triumphant choice. Not a hero’s vow. Not a dramatic turning point.

Just a quiet decision made in the dark.

Heavy. Final.

He wasn’t ready to let go of the life he built.

Notes:

Sigh. Kats, you do realize that the other half is still you, right? -_- Smh.

Up next: bad choices and even worse consequences!

Chapter 25: Scorch and Shadow

Notes:

GUYS I FEAR I HAVE GONE OVERBOARD. This shit is long af

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

He inhaled slowly. Held it. Let it go.

His chest didn’t loosen.

Anchor what’s left.

It sounded so simple in his head. Just anchor it. Just decide. But the moment the thought crossed his mind, it had started to unravel. Because nothing about this was simple. He clenched his jaw, eyes narrowing. He hadn’t come this far to freeze now.

He dropped onto the edge of the bed and braced his elbows on his knees, fingers laced over the back of his neck. The ache in his chest throbbed like a bruise caught under armor.

The decision locked into place with a quiet, terrifying finality.

I’m going to anchor what’s left of me. Today.

He shifted, climbed down the ladder, careful not to wake Eri, then planted himself cross-legged on the hardwood floor beside the bed. Shadows slid over the walls; light seeped through the cracked blinds with the first rays of dawn.

Katsuki rested his palms on his knees.

Inhale—slow, shaky.
Exhale—slower, steady.

He let the hum of the house fall away. Let the memory of Takeshi’s fear settle, heavy but silent. Let the hollow in his chest become the only thing he felt, a deep pull at the center of him.

Find the flame. Grasp the thread.

The room dissolved.

The floor dropped.

And the darkness opened beneath him, drawing him down—toward mist, toward shore, toward the half of himself he had come to confront.

– – – – – –

The first thing Katsuki felt was warmth.

Not sunlight. Not fire. Just… presence.

It wrapped around him like the heat of cooling embers—soft but alive, curling against his skin even as the world remained shrouded in mist. He was standing on sand, the ground beneath his boots felt like memory: shifting, unstable, made of dust and old ash. The air pulsed with golden fog, thick and slow-moving, drifting like smoke through an unseen current.

The sky was dark, but the mist danced along the waves, glowing and shifting. 

And a figure ahead—half-lost in the haze, stretched out along the edge of the world like he owned it.

Katsuki stepped forward, his boots made no sound.

The figure lounged in the sand with his arms folded behind his head, one leg bent at the knee, the other outstretched. He didn’t move. Didn’t open his eyes. But Katsuki didn’t need him to.

He knew exactly who he was looking at.

Same shape. Same hair. Same stubborn jawline that refused to relax even at rest. But the version before him was lit from within—faint and flickering, like a flame trapped in glass. His skin shimmered faintly, shot through with veins of dull orange light. There was no mistaking it.

His flame.

Katsuki took another step. Then another.

The figure didn’t open his eyes. “Well, shit,” he said, voice roughened with smoke and something dangerously close to amusement. “Took you long enough.”

Katsuki frowned. “Wasn’t sure it’d work.”

“Tch.” The flame stretched without getting up, bones popping like embers crackling. “Lucky for you, I’ve been bored as hell.”

Katsuki didn’t respond. He just stood there, watching the shimmer of light move across his double’s skin—faint pulses of heat under the surface, like an engine waiting to ignite. The flame sighed and sat up slowly, dusting mist from his sleeves that wasn’t really there.

“I was wondering when you’d figure out how to knock,” he said. “Thought maybe I’d have to set off another dream. Maybe scream through your chest again.”

“That was you? ” Katsuki muttered.

“Obviously.”

There was no humor in the smirk that followed—just sharpness. An edge that hadn’t dulled, even separated.

“Hope the hints helped,” the flame went on. “Those goons the League recruited? They’re all funneling in from the south docks. Shipment tomorrow. You’re welcome.”

Katsuki narrowed his eyes. “You’ve been feeding me intel?”

“I can’t leave,” the flame said, almost casual. “But I can see what he sees. All For One. We’re still connected, like it or not. His brain’s a garbage fire of ego and delusion, but he doesn’t shield much from me.”

Katsuki’s hands curled slightly at his sides.

“So you’ve been watching him.”

“I’ve been watching everything. You think you’re the only one falling apart?”

There was weight in that.

More than Katsuki wanted to unpack.

The flame leaned forward, elbows on his knees, red eyes glinting beneath spiked bangs.

“All For One’s rebuilding,” he said flatly. “Faster than he should be. You want to stop him, you’re running out of time.”

Katsuki’s jaw tensed. His mouth opened—“I know,” he said. Then: “But that’s not why I’m here.”

That brought silence.

The flame blinked once. Slowly. Like it took a second to process.

“…No?” he said.

Katsuki didn’t flinch. “No.”

“Huh.” The flame sat up straighter. “So then what—”

He paused.

Then scowled.

“What the hell did you do to your hair?”

Katsuki blinked.

“What?”

“Are you serious?” The flame made a vague motion toward Katsuki’s head. “It’s all black now. You look like you dipped your head in motor oil. What the fuck happened to blond and explosive?”

Katsuki rolled his eyes, the tension breaking for half a second. “It keeps me hidden.”

The flame raised a brow. “From who?”

“Everyone,” Katsuki muttered. “The heroes are after me.”

That smirk twisted into something darker.

“So you’re hiding, then.”

“It’s not—”

“No, no, by all means, explain how ditching everything that makes you recognizable isn’t hiding.” The flame’s voice dropped a little. “You always were good at running. Guess now you just figured out how to blend in while you do it.”

Katsuki took a step forward, teeth clenched. “I’m not here to argue.”

“Then why are you here?” the flame snapped, heat curling at the edges of his words now. “Why’d you finally come crawling back?”

Katsuki’s answer was quiet—but clear. “I’ve made my choice,” he said. “I’m going to anchor what’s left of me.”

The flame stilled.

Then slowly, his expression shifted—first into disbelief. Then into something sharper.

“You what?

“I’m not waiting around anymore,” Katsuki said. “I’m gonna anchor what I have left. If you won’t help me, I’ll figure it out myself.”

The heat around them began to rise—subtle, but unmistakable. 

The flame’s hands clenched on his knees. “Oh,” he said softly. “So that’s what this is.” His eyes sparked. “Guess we’re done playing nice.”

The heat thickened—slow at first, like a pressure drop before a storm.

Katsuki didn’t move.

The flame rose to his feet in one fluid motion, mist curling around his boots like smoke dragged in reverse. His shoulders were taut, jaw clenched, red eyes burning brighter now—less ember, more inferno.

“You seriously think you can just come in here and tell me you’re gonna anchor what’s left like I’m some piece of furniture you forgot to take with you?”

Katsuki kept his voice steady. “You’re part of me.”

“Damn right I am,” the flame snapped. “And you left me. You ripped me out and let me rot in that freak’s head.”

“I didn’t choose that—”

“Bullshit!” The flame took a step closer. “You’ve been choosing. Every fucking day you’ve stayed hidden. Every time you let that mechanic patch you up instead of going to someone who could actually help. Every time you let people believe you were dead instead of facing what you left behind.”

“I couldn’t—!”

“Couldn’t what? ” the flame shouted. “Face them? Face yourself? You think I wanted to end up trapped watching that sick bastard rebuild himself like some twisted goddamn scarecrow?”

Mist cracked underfoot, flaring with light. The flame’s hands were clenched tight at his sides, trembling with fury. “You talk big about anchoring what’s left, but you don’t even know what the fuck that means, do you?”

Katsuki’s lip curled. “No. That’s why I’m asking you.”

The flame laughed—sharp and bitter. “You’ve got some nerve.”

“I don’t have time for this,” Katsuki snapped. “You said it yourself—AFO’s getting stronger. We’re running out of time.”

“We?” The flame sneered. “There is no we, Katsuki. You made sure of that the second you decided you were better off without me.”

“That’s not—!”

“Yes, it is!” The flame’s voice cracked like a whip. “You’re scared. And you’ve been hiding behind that fear for months—painting it as survival. Calling it growth. But it’s just more cowardice.”

Katsuki’s fists shook. “You think I’m not scared?! Of course I’m scared, you asshole! I almost died. I did lose everything. You think walking around half a soul is some kind of goddamn vacation?!”

“I think you like it,” the flame hissed. “I think you prefer being softer. Quieter. Easier to forgive. You’ve been building yourself a nice little life without the mess—without the me. And you’re terrified that getting me back means losing all of it.”

Katsuki’s stomach twisted. The words landed too hard. Too close to home. He took a breath and tried to steady himself, but failed. “You push people away,” he said, voice rough. “You lash out. You burn every bridge before anyone can cross it. You think I’m scared of what you’ll bring back? I already lived with you. You made sure no one could ever get close.”

The flame’s expression flickered—hurt, for just a second. But it hardened fast. “You think I’m the reason they left?” he spat. “You think it was me who drove them away? No, dumbass. That was you. That was all you.”

“Because you wouldn’t let me feel anything!” Katsuki yelled. “You were always there—raging, shouting, demanding more. Even when I was a kid, you were the one screaming that being weak was unforgivable. That kindness was a waste. You made me hate myself.”

Silence.

The mist stilled.

The flame’s face twisted into something unreadable. His next words were quieter—too quiet. “Then why are you here now?” he asked. “If I’m such a curse, why even bother?”

Katsuki’s breath shook in his chest. “Because I don’t want to die,” he said. “But I also don’t want to become you.

The flame stared at him for a long, long moment. Then he laughed—low, sharp, and hollow. “Well, fuck you too.”

He stepped back. The mist responded instantly—coiling around his form like a living thing, glowing brighter, hotter. “You want to anchor what’s left?” the flame snarled. “If you hate me that much,” he hissed, voice rising, “then I’ll make it easy for you. I’ll really show you what it’s like to live without me. No more sparks. No more heat. No more warnings. Let’s see how far you get when you’ve buried every last part of yourself that ever fucking mattered.

“Wait—don’t—!”

But it was already happening.

The flame’s body fractured—like a reflection shattering on water. Cracks of light split down his arms, across his chest. His glare was the last thing to fade.

“Good luck, coward.”

And then he was gone.

Swallowed by mist. Swallowed by silence.

Katsuki jolted upright with a strangled breath—sharp and animal-like, as if he’d surfaced from drowning.

– – – – – – –

The room was dark. Too dark. The kind of dark that felt unnatural. The low glow from the morning rays peeking through the blinds had dimmed to a thin, lifeless gray. The air was cold.

Too cold.

His skin prickled.

He sat frozen on the floor beside his bed, chest heaving, sweat cooling too fast on his neck and collarbone. The boards beneath him were solid—real. His knees ached from sitting too long. Everything was real.

Except it wasn’t.

Not completely.

Something was missing.

Katsuki’s eyes darted to the side, as if expecting the shadows to move. As if the flame might still be there, flickering at the edge of vision, cracking a shitty smirk and saying, “Still not dead? Impressive.”

But there was nothing.

The silence wasn’t still. It was hollow.

Like something had been carved out of the air and hadn’t healed.

Katsuki lifted a hand toward his chest. The space behind his sternum, where the burn usually sat—dim but alive—felt… wrong. There was no warmth, no pulse, no tether. It was like someone had gutted him and stitched the skin closed without putting anything back inside.

He clenched his jaw and tried to shove it down. Tried to breathe. But the fear hit harder this time. It wasn’t panic, not fire. Just cold. Bone-deep. 

The flame was really gone. And he hadn’t realized until now just how much of his self had still been anchored by that presence—however distant, however angry. The tether had been fraying for weeks. But it had still existed.

Until now.

Katsuki doubled over, elbows to his knees, hands clutching his hair. His breath came too fast, shallow and thin.

“Let’s see how far you get…”

He remembered the flame’s last words, spat with venom and fire.

“Let’s see how far you get when you’ve buried every last part of yourself that ever fucking mattered.”

Katsuki’s nails bit into his scalp. His throat locked around a sound he didn’t want to make.

He hadn’t just lost his fire, he’d pushed it away. And now, for the first time in his life, Katsuki Bakugo was completely— truly —alone. No quirk. No flame. No path forward.

Just a shadow.

But it was better this way.

Katsuki sucked in a sharp breath and forced his hands to still. The tremble in his chest, the crack along his ribs—it would pass. It had to. This was just the aftermath, just the weight of change settling in.

The cold wasn’t emptiness.

It was clarity.

He closed his eyes and sat up straighter, back stiff against the bed frame. His breath came slower now, measured. Controlled. The way it was supposed to be. There was no fire snapping at his heels. No voice in the back of his head, pushing, mocking, shouting. No more rage to corrode his edges. No more need to prove something to anyone.

The silence wasn’t hollow.

It was peace.

Yeah. That’s what this was. Peace.

He swallowed once more and let the numbness settle.

This was what normal people felt like. This was what being okay was supposed to be. He could live like this. He would live like this. Without the heat. Without the noise. Without the part of him that always threatened to break something.

He could still be useful. He could still be kind. He could still try.

So what if it hurt?

Pain didn’t mean he was wrong, it just meant he’d finally let go. And wasn’t that what everyone wanted from him in the first place?

Katsuki laid back against the floor, the room still cold and quiet, and stared up at the ceiling.


 

The morning light slanted low across the floorboards, soft and golden in that early-hour way. It shouldn’t have felt tense. But it did.

Takeshi stood in the hallway, coffee in hand, one shoulder braced against the doorframe.

Katsuki had emerged from his room only minutes ago—hair still damp from a quick rinse, hoodie thrown on over a clean shirt. His movements were smooth. Unbothered. He didn’t look like someone who’d cracked open his soul and watched it burn.

Takeshi cleared his throat.

“Hey.”

Katsuki glanced up, moving to the stove. “Morning.”

His voice was light. Not chipper, but far from guarded. No edge.

Takeshi frowned.

“I… I wanted to say I’m sorry,” he said. “For this morning. I lost my temper.”

Katsuki shrugged, nonchalant. “S’okay. You were right.” There was no bitterness in the words. No heat. Just fact.

That was the first red flag.

Takeshi stepped in a little further. “Still. I shouldn’t’ve come at you like that. You’ve been through hell. I should’ve handled it better.”

“I’m fine,” Katsuki said, flipping the eggs without even looking. “Really.”

“You sure?”

“Yeah.” He turned, offering a half-smile. “Don’t beat yourself up. You called me out. I needed it.”

Takeshi blinked.

Katsuki set a plate on the table. Pulled out a chair. Sat down, all without so much as a grunt or complaint. The tension that usually bristled beneath his skin—gone. That coiled-wire energy he carried, always half-ready to snap, was missing .

He chewed. Swallowed. Offered Takeshi a look that should’ve read at ease .

It didn’t. It read hollow.

“Kid,” Takeshi said carefully.

Katsuki looked up, his expression was light. Too light. “Yeah?”

That smile again. Easy, unbothered. Almost… cheerful.

Takeshi’s eyes narrowed—not with suspicion, but something deeper. Wary concern. “You okay?”

Katsuki nodded—too fast, too smooth. “Better, actually.” The words slid out like they didn’t cost him a thing. And that smile stayed in place, practiced and steady. Just soft enough to seem real. Just shallow enough to be wrong.

It didn’t touch his eyes.

Takeshi didn’t press. Not yet. He just watched as Katsuki turned back to his plate.

And his gut twisted.

Whatever this was—it didn’t feel like peace.

It felt like absence.


 

For three days, Katsuki was perfect.

He rose before the alarm, already halfway dressed and halfway done with breakfast by the time Takeshi came downstairs. He cooked without complaint. He even helped out in the shop. He had sorted bolts by size and sharpened every tool with meticulous care.

Not a single mutter. Not a single sigh. Not one spark of the usual friction that used to dance between them like static.

It was wrong.

Not in a way you could point at. Not on the surface.

On the surface, it was the kind of dream Takeshi might’ve wished for weeks ago—when Katsuki was reckless, stubborn, and cracking under the weight of everything he wouldn’t say out loud.

But now?

Now, he was composed. Respectful. Helpful. Too helpful.

Takeshi watched him like a man tracking the edge of a storm—waiting for a gust, a flicker of lightning, something to break the stillness.

But it didn’t come.

Katsuki didn’t raise his voice when he dropped a wrench on his foot. He didn’t scowl when Eri accidentally spilled juice on his clean shirt. He didn’t even slam a cupboard when the hinges stuck like they always did.

He didn’t call Takeshi a geezer. Not once.

Instead—

“Takeshi, hand me that wrench?”
“Takeshi, I made lunch.”
“Takeshi, I restocked the cubbard.”

It was the name, more than anything else, that landed wrong in Takeshi’s ears. Too flat. Too polite. It was like someone reading a script. It should’ve felt like growth. Like healing. Like the beginning of something steadier. But all it felt like… was grief. It was like mourning something not yet dead, but already gone.

Katsuki had been a far cry from the boy he’d bet on in the sports festival—but something was still there. Subdued, but present. 

But now, that boy hadn’t softened.

He’d vanished.

And Takeshi had seen enough people hollow themselves out in the name of survival to know what it looked like.

This wasn’t peace.

This was erasure.


–Katsuki–

 

The idea came to him suddenly, like a flicker of instinct—blunt and unshaped.

Ice cream. He remembered telling Eri about it once—in the prison cell the Hassaikai called a bedroom. He wanted to take her, but he was too busy looking for his flame.

Now he had time. And energy. And clarity.

Or something that looked like it.

“Hey,” he said over breakfast, placing a bowl of cut fruit in front of her. “You want to try that ice cream I told you about?”

Eri looked up, blinking in surprise. “Really?”

Katsuki shrugged, a half-smile on his lips. “Yeah. You’ve earned it.”

Her eyes widened, hesitant at first—but then she nodded, quick and eager. “Okay.”

Takeshi, seated at the table with his coffee halfway to his lips, didn’t say anything. But Katsuki caught the faintest furrow in his brow.

– – – – – – – –

They walked into town just before noon, the sun bright but gentle, the breeze tossing their hair. Eri clung to his sleeve at first, her steps small and unsure, but she warmed up quickly—talking about her latest drawing, about how Takeshi was teaching her to use a screwdriver, about how there was a baby bunny in the yard that kept running away when she tried to pet it.

Katsuki smiled. Laughed, even. It was easy.

Too easy.

The words came without effort. His tone was lighter than it had been in years. No harshness, no fire.

She didn’t flinch. She didn’t shrink back.

They reached the little corner shop nestled between an old pawn store and a laundromat. Katsuki let her pick whatever she wanted. She stared at the display case like it held the secrets of the universe before finally settling on rainbow sherbet in a waffle cone.

He got chocolate.

For a moment, it felt almost normal.

Almost.

– – – – – – – –

The street was quiet on the walk back. A lazy kind of quiet. Sun dappled across the pavement. Katsuki walked on the outside edge of the sidewalk, half-distracted, half-aware. He wasn’t armed. Didn’t think he needed to be.

Until the sound came. There was a scuffle behind a dumpster—a hissed whisper and the subtle crunch of a bottle underfoot.

Katsuki turned, heart rate picking up.

And then it hit.

Two men rounded the alley mouth, one tall, one short—both wearing cracked sunglasses and clothes too heavy for the heat. One of them cracked his knuckles. The other grinned, crooked teeth showing.

“Well, well,” said the tall one, eyeing Katsuki’s frame. “Didn’t think we’d get this lucky.”

Katsuki stepped forward, placing himself between them and Eri.

The shorter one chuckled. “Oh a tough guy.”

Eri grabbed his hand.

Katsuki’s mind screamed move —but his body didn’t follow. Not fast enough. Not sharp enough. No fight boiled under his skin.

It was just... empty.

His throat closed. His feet froze.

One of the men stepped forward.

Katsuki grabbed Eri and ran. They turned down the alley, Katsuki’s boots skidding on loose gravel. Eri clutched his jacket with both hands, stumbling to keep up. A shadow moved to block their path ahead. Katsuki twisted, searching for an opening, any exit—but they were boxed in now, one way in, no way out. The brick walls stretched too high. His breath came too shallow.

No plan. No power.

Nothing.

The taller thug reached into his coat.

“Stop!” Katsuki shouted, voice raw.

The man laughed. “What are you gonna do, scream at me?”

And then—

A blur of motion. A clang. A grunt of pain.

The man staggered backward, a wrench bouncing off his head.

Takeshi stepped into the alley like a damn freight train, a length of pipe clenched in one fist, his other arm already moving in a wide swing.

Katsuki staggered back, dragging Eri against the wall.

The second thug lunged, but Takeshi was already there—low, solid, a mechanic’s weight behind every blow. It was over in seconds. One man groaning on the ground. The other unconscious.

Takeshi didn’t say anything. He just looked at Katsuki.

Katsuki opened his mouth, then closed it.

“I was watching,” Takeshi said, voice low and ragged. “I knew something wasn’t right.” He didn’t yell. Didn’t ask questions. Just reached out, checked Eri with quick, practiced hands. She was shaking, but unhurt. “Let’s go,” he muttered, pulling them toward the street.

Katsuki followed without a word.

– – – – – – – –

The drive back was silent.

Takeshi’s knuckles were white on the steering wheel. Eri sat between them, curled into her seat, one hand in Katsuki’s.

The silence felt like punishment.

– – – – – – – –

The truck rumbled to a stop in the gravel.

Takeshi sat behind the wheel, silent, one hand still gripping the gearshift like he hadn’t quite remembered to let go. His jaw was locked. His knuckles white. The engine popped as it cooled, it was the only sound in the heavy stillness between them. “Eri,” he said without turning. His voice was soft, but it left no room for argument. “Go inside, sweetheart.”

She didn’t move at first.

Katsuki glanced down and found her still clutching his hand, her little fingers tight around his own. Her eyes flicked between the two of them. “It’s okay,” he said, his voice gentle. “Go on.”

She hesitated, then nodded slowly and slipped out of the truck. The door shut behind her with a soft clunk , and the porch light caught the corner of her white and blue hair as she padded inside.

Then it was just them.

The weight of it fell instantly.

Takeshi didn’t start the conversation. Not right away. He just sat there, staring through the windshield like it could give him answers. Then, finally, he spoke. Quiet. Rough. “I followed you.”

Katsuki didn’t look at him.

“I didn’t trust it. The way you smiled. The way you talked. It wasn’t right.”

Still no response.

“I didn’t want to believe it at first,” Takeshi said, voice sharpening. “I thought maybe I was just being a paranoid old man. But today? When those guys came at you and you froze—” He broke off, breathing hard through his nose. “What the hell happened back there?”

Katsuki’s mouth was a hard, flat line. He kept his eyes forward, hands folded in his lap like a kid waiting for punishment.

“I asked you a question.”

“I know,” Katsuki muttered.

“Well?”

He let out a breath. “I just froze..”

“Why didn’t you fight?”

No answer.

“You’ve been real polite lately,” Takeshi said after a moment, and now the anger was bleeding into it—raw and exhausted.

Katsuki blinked. “Yeah?”

“Too polite.”

Katsuki forced a faint smirk. “Guess I’m growing up.”

Takeshi didn’t smile back. “Don’t bullshit me.”

The air changed. Katsuki stiffened, his back going straight. “I’m not.”

“You think I don’t know what a mask looks like?” Takeshi’s voice dropped low. “You think I can’t tell when someone’s bleeding under their skin?”

Katsuki’s expression twitched—just once. But it was enough.

“You’ve been walking around like someone scraped all the fight outta you. Like there’s nothing left under the hood. No spark. No edge.” Takeshi’s hands flexed against the wheel. “I haven’t seen it. Not once. Not even when Eri got crumbs in the bed.”

Katsuki looked down. “That wasn’t worth yelling about.”

“It was last week.”

Silence.

“I ain’t seen you lose your temper. Not once. I ain’t seen you snap, or grumble, or raise your damn voice. You haven’t called me a geezer in days. You’ve just been…” He trailed off, searching for the word. “Empty.”

Still, Katsuki didn’t speak.

Takeshi looked at him, really looked at him. And when he spoke again, the heat was gone.

“I’m not mad you made a choice,” he said. “I’m mad you didn’t tell me it was killing you.”

“It’s not,” Katsuki said, but the words were too soft. Too thin.

“Bullshit.”

More silence.

Takeshi’s eyes never left him. “You anchored it, didn’t you?”

Katsuki flinched. But this time, he didn’t lie.

“No.”

A beat passed.

Takeshi’s brow furrowed. “Then what the hell happened?”

Katsuki looked away, voice low—flat, almost, like the words had to fight their way out.

“He left.”

Takeshi blinked. “What?”

“My flame, my other half.” Katsuki said, barely above a whisper. “I didn’t anchor him. I was going to. I thought it was the only way to keep from falling apart.” His throat tightened. “But I pissed him off. And he walked out.”

The silence that followed was jagged. Takeshi didn’t speak, didn’t move. Just stared, absorbing the weight of what Katsuki had said.

“He said if I hated him that much… if I was so sure I could live without him, then I should try it.” Katsuki’s jaw flexed. “He meant it.”

The words hung there, heavy and unsteady.

Takeshi exhaled, slow. “Jesus, kid…”

“I thought I was making the right choice,” Katsuki murmured, his eyes glassy, distant. “I thought I was keeping you and Eri safe. That if I buried the worst parts of me, maybe I’d stop hurting people.” He swallowed. “But all I did was carve myself hollow.”

Takeshi’s expression cracked—not with anger, but something closer to grief.

And he finally understood why Katsuki’s smile had looked so wrong. Why the house had felt quieter, colder. Not from lack of noise.

But from the absence of something burning.

Katsuki’s voice cracked. “I’m afraid. Of facing it,” he said. “All of it. What I used to be. What I did.” The words tumbled out, hoarse and quiet. “It’s easier this way. If I just forget. If I pretend I never—”

“Don’t,” Takeshi said gently. “Don’t lie to yourself.”

Katsuki’s hands curled into fists in his lap, knuckles pale with strain.

“You’ve got every right to regret,” Takeshi continued. “You’d be hard pressed to find anyone who doesn’t. And the ones without regrets?” He let out a bitter chuckle. “They’re fools.”

Katsuki said nothing.

“Regret means you give a damn. It means you’re changing. But pretending it never happened? That ain’t healing. That’s hiding.”

Katsuki’s shoulders hunched. He looked smaller than Takeshi had ever seen him.

“Kid…” Takeshi’s voice cracked. “That version of you—he wasn’t all bad.”

Katsuki scoffed, but it was weak. More pain than pride.

“I mean it,” Takeshi said. “That fire, that bite—you used it to survive. You used it to protect people. That pride? It got you out of bed when you should’ve stayed down. That anger? It scared the hell outta the right people.”

Katsuki blinked fast. The truck cab felt too quiet now. Like grief pressing in around the edges. “I just…” he swallowed hard, “I don’t wanna lose what I have now. Not you. Not Eri. If I bring that part of me back—what if you don’t like who I turn into?” His voice broke. “What if the old me comes back and ruins everything?”

He didn’t mean to cry. Didn’t mean for it to escape his chest. But the tears came fast—silent and angry. He scrubbed at his face like it offended him. Like it betrayed him. “I’d rather die like this,” he rasped, “than live like him .”

Takeshi turned toward him. There was nothing soft in his face—just grief and steadiness, deep and grounded. “You think this life we built came from nothing?”

Katsuki didn’t answer.

“That part of you,” Takeshi said, “he’s still you . And what you’ve learned here? It’s not gonna disappear just because you get your fire back. If anything, it'll give you perspective. A shitty way to grow, sure—but it's growth all the same.”

Katsuki didn’t speak.

“You think we’d be here if you weren’t already changing?” Takeshi asked. “You’re not two people. You’re one soul. One goddamn stubborn, fire-forged soul. You think I’m gonna walk away ‘cause you shout again? ‘Cause you go back to calling me names?”

Katsuki laughed bitterly, wiping his face with the sleeve of his hoodie.

“I love you, kid,” Takeshi said. “Even when you’re a mess. Especially when you’re a mess.”

Katsuki looked away, biting the inside of his cheek hard enough to draw blood. He didn’t want to believe him. But a part of him—some buried, scorched part—ached to.

Takeshi reached for the door handle. “When you’re ready to stop pretending this doesn’t hurt,” he said quietly, “I’ll be here.” He stepped out of the truck, boots crunching gravel, and shut the door behind him.

Katsuki stayed where he was.

Sat in the passenger seat, staring at the wheel. At his hands. At nothing.

And for the first time, he felt the absence like a wound.

He made a mistake. And he needed to make it right.


 

The ocean welcomed him again.

It was still. Vast. Wrapped in that same thick mist that swallowed the horizon. There was no wind, no sky—only the faint amber glow that shimmered from somewhere deep within the fog, casting flickering warmth over the water like firelight.

Katsuki stood at the shoreline, toes sinking into the cool sand. His breath came unsteady, like his lungs hadn’t quite remembered how to work since the last time he was here.

He knew what he had to do now.

No more pretending. No more masks.

He stepped forward, one foot at a time, until the mist began to peel back—

And there he was.

His flame.

Reclined in the shallows like before, hands behind his head, eyes closed against the low-burning glow. He looked the same—Katsuki’s same sharp features, same scarred knuckles, same posture of defiant ease—but there was a crackle in the air now. An edge to the quiet. Like someone holding in a scream with their teeth.

“You’ve got some fucking nerve showing up here again,” the flame muttered without opening his eyes.

Katsuki didn’t flinch. “Yeah. I know.”

The flame sat up slowly, dragging his hands through his hair, which sparked faintly as if it were embers smoldering down the sides of his face. His gaze snapped to Katsuki like a punch.

“You threw me out like garbage.”

“I was scared.”

“No shit, you were scared,” the flame growled, standing now, chest heaving. “You threw me away and ran . You said I burned everything—well guess what, genius, you don’t get to decide who burns and who doesn't. You need me.”

Katsuki took a breath and looked his flame in the eye.

“I didn’t anchor you,” he said quietly. “I was going to. I almost did. But you left first.”

The flame scoffed. “Damn right I did.”

“I didn’t know it would feel like this.”

“Bullshit,” the flame snapped. “You knew exactly what it’d feel like. You just didn’t want to admit it.”

Katsuki’s jaw tightened. “I thought I’d feel lighter.”

“And look at you now,” the flame barked a dry, bitter laugh. 

“I know,” Katsuki said quietly.

“Oh, now you know. That what you figured out while you were busy folding laundry and grinning like a lobotomized golden retriever? Three days of perfect manners and dead eyes. Real inspiring,” the flame continued, stepping closer, heat rolling off him in waves. “You traded your fire for a fucking mask.”

Katsuki bit the inside of his cheek.

The flame stepped closer, every step lighting the mist beneath his feet. “You didn’t even try to understand. Just shoved me down and pretended life was better without me. Well? How’d that work out?”

“I froze,” Katsuki admitted. “Some assholes came at us in an alley. Eri was there. And I just—froze. Couldn’t move. Couldn’t protect her.”

That stopped the flame cold.

“I ran ,” Katsuki added. “And Takeshi had to step in.”

The flame stared at him. Quiet now. But not soft. 

“…I don’t want to lose you,” Katsuki said, voice low and rough.

The flame blinked, anger flickering behind his eyes. “You don’t?”

Katsuki shook his head. “You were the reason I stood up. Fought back. Held the damn line even when everything was falling apart. Yeah, you were a jackass. But you never gave up. Not once.”

“…Damn right I didn’t,” the flame muttered. “I don’t quit. I don’t curl up and wait for someone else to fix it.”

“But you also burned everything in your path,” Katsuki said. “And I let that happen. I let you run the show, and we both paid the price.”

They stared at each other then—two sides of the same storm.

“You’re not blameless either,” the flame snapped. “You’re the one who buried me. Who walked around like some dead-eyed husk while your guts twisted into knots. You faked peace. You lied to the people who gave a shit about you.”

“I didn’t know what else to do.”

“You were a coward,” the flame spat. “You still are. Running from your responsibilities. From your past. From your fucking self .”

“I am scared,” Katsuki said, breathing through it. “But I don’t want to live without fire. I just want to carry it differently.”

The flame’s glare didn’t ease. But something shifted in the set of his shoulders. A hesitation. “So what,” he said finally, “you want us to play nice? Hold hands? Braid each other’s hair?”

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “I want us to work together.”

The flame raised an eyebrow. “Even though I’m the part of you you’re ashamed of?”

Katsuki met his gaze without flinching. “Even though I’m the part of you that got us hurt. The part that was scared. The part that was weak.”

A beat.

Then the flame huffed out something like a bitter laugh. The mist pulsed gently around them, glowing like embers beneath the waves.

Katsuki stared at the flame—his flame—and took a breath so deep it shook. “I need to say it,” he said quietly. “All of it. What I was. What I am .”

The flame folded his arms, skeptical but silent.

Katsuki’s voice was raw. “I was selfish. I thought strength meant being better than everyone else. I pushed people away just to feel like I was on top. I used to tear into people just for trying to help. Hell, I bullied the one person who looked up to me, just because I thought he was annoying.”

The words scraped on the way out.

“I was jealous. I was scared. But instead of admitting it, I turned it into rage. I thought being angry would keep me from breaking. But all I did was shatter everything around me.”

The flame didn’t interrupt.

“I hurt my friends. I acted like I didn’t care, but I did. I always did. I just… didn’t know how to show it without setting the room on fire.” He looked away, jaw tight. “I was an asshole. I am an asshole. And maybe the only reason people stuck around was because they didn’t know how to leave.”

The flame snorted softly. “You done feeling sorry for yourself yet?”

Katsuki flinched.

“Yeah, you were all that,” the flame said, stepping closer. “But you were also the first one to jump in front of a hit that wasn’t meant for you. You stood your ground in Kamino when everything was burning. You took on shit no one else could handle, even when you were running on fumes. You cared so fucking much, you thought you had to hold the weight alone. 

“My turn now,” the flame continued. “You hated the part of you that screamed. I hated the part that didn’t . The part that sat in the silence afterward. That stayed up at night wondering if maybe UA was right to expel me. If maybe you did push too hard. If maybe you are too much.” He paused, jaw tight. “I hated the ache in my chest after a fight with mom. I hated the hollowness when the compliments stopped. The part that remembered .” His gaze burned, but the heat felt different now—like coals instead of flame. “I hated that shit,” he said, voice lower. “The stillness. The second-guessing. The guilt. I could scream through a thousand battles, but I couldn’t stand the quiet that came after.”

He dragged a hand down his face, frustration flickering at the edges.

“But even that— even that —was something good, wasn’t it?” He gave a dry, humorless laugh. “That guilt? That ache? That’s what kept you from turning into a monster. That’s what made you care . It’s what made you rescue Eri instead of focusing on your own goals. What made you show up for your dumbass friends, even when you didn’t know how to say sorry.”

Katsuki’s breath hitched.

The flame shrugged, mouth twitching in a crooked almost-smile. “You’re right, by the way. I burned through everything. I was pride and pain and rage on a leash—and you let me run wild. But you? You were the anchor. You were the one who gave a damn.”

He looked down at his hands, flexing his fingers like he didn’t quite recognize them.

“Truth is,” he said quietly, “I was scared too.”

Katsuki blinked.

“I’m the part of you that fights . But that doesn’t mean I always knew what we were fighting for.” He shook his head. “And without you—without the part that remembers why we care—I’m just fire. I don’t burn for anything.”

Katsuki looked at him—really looked—and stepped forward. “You’re the part of me that never backs down. You’re the reason I fought back in that basement. The reason I kept breathing when everything hurt. You hate losing, but you hate giving up more. You’re grit. Fire. Survival.”

They stood close now. Eye to eye.

“You're not just rage,” Katsuki said. “You're will.”

“And you’re not just guilt,” the flame said. “You're heart , you dumbass.”

Silence pulsed between them. No wind. No waves. Just them.

Two halves of one battered, burning soul.

Katsuki let the tension fall from his shoulders. For the first time, he wasn’t afraid to see himself reflected. “I don’t want to fight anymore,” he said. “Not you. Not me.”

The flame nodded, slower this time. Like it actually meant something.

They stood there—mirror and flame. Pride and regret. Heart and fury. Fire and fracture. Scorch and shadow.

Then the flame stepped forward.

“Fine. You drive,” he said. “I’ll back you up. Still won’t feel whole ‘til we finish this—until you get me back for real. But I’ll give you what I can.”

He held out a hand—fierce and steady.

“But promise me,” he said, voice low and cutting, “when we fuse again—when you finally stop screwing around and bring all of me back—you don’t forget who the hell we are.”

Katsuki took his hand.

Their grip was solid. Forged in fire.

“I promise.”

“No forgetting,” the flame said again.

“No burying,” Katsuki answered.

And something in the mist pulsed—hot, bright, alive.

The flame narrowed his eyes. “Then let’s do this right.”

– – – – – – – –

Katsuki woke up with heat blooming faint in his chest.

Not whole.

Not yet.

But no longer hollow.


 

The warmth of the shop’s dim light spilled across his face, soft and golden. He could hear the tick of the wall clock, the hum of the old generator outside—the world pressing in gently, grounding him again. After the roar of fire and soul and shadow, the quiet was deafening.

But for once, it didn’t feel empty.

He inhaled slowly.

The flame wasn’t gone anymore.

Not whole, not yet—but close enough to feel. A presence curled in the corner of his soul, not snarling, not seething—just there . No longer screaming for control. Just watching. Holding steady. Backing him up.

Katsuki sat up, body aching from the strain of being still too long. His hands flexed in his lap—not with fury, not with fear—but with something new.

Focus.

He stood, his joints cracking slightly, and stepped out into the shop.

The workshop was quiet, lit only by a single hanging bulb over Takeshi’s bench. The man himself sat hunched over it, goggles pushed up onto his forehead, soldering iron idle in one hand. He didn’t look up right away—but Katsuki knew he’d been waiting. Listening.

Takeshi immediately noticed the change.

“I thought you were gone,” Takeshi said at last, voice low. “Last time I saw you, you were nothing but a shadow.”

Katsuki stepped forward until they were side by side. No posturing. No walls. Just truth.

“Something changed,” he said.

Takeshi finally looked at him. His gaze scanned Katsuki’s face, like he was checking for cracks.

“And?” he asked.

“I talked to him,” Katsuki said. “The flame. My other half.”

Takeshi’s eyes narrowed slightly. He set the soldering iron down with care. “And?”

“I didn’t anchor this half,” Katsuki admitted. “Not yet. Most of him’s still out there. With All For One.. But… a part of him’s back. With me. For now.”

Silence stretched between them, heavy with implication.

Takeshi nodded once, slow and deliberate. “So… what now?”

Katsuki hesitated. His fingers traced the edge of a stripped gear on the workbench, grounding himself. The smell of oil and iron clung to the air. It felt safe.

“I want to finish this,” he said. “I have to get close to the League again. That’s the only way I can find the rest of my soul. I can feel it—it’s pulling me.”

Takeshi didn’t speak. But the shift in the room was instant.

Tension wound tight, sharp as wire.

“I don’t like it,” Takeshi said finally. His voice wasn’t angry. It was tired. Frayed. “Not after what happened last time. I told myself if you ever walked back through that door, I wouldn’t let you throw yourself into that fire again.”

His eyes met Katsuki’s, and for a moment, he looked older than he ever had before. Like every lost year, every regret he carried was written plain across his face.

“I promised myself I wouldn’t lose you,” he said, voice thick. “Not again.”

The words sank deep—into bone, into blood. Katsuki felt them curl around his ribs like a second spine. A lifeline. A weight. “I know,” he said. Quiet. Honest.

Takeshi’s hand came up, resting on his shoulder, firm and calloused. The kind of touch that didn’t demand anything. That just stayed. “You’ve built something real here,” Takeshi murmured. “With me. With Eri. That’s worth more than you know.”

Katsuki swallowed, hard.

“But you can’t protect it,” Takeshi added, “by pretending who you used to be doesn’t matter.”

Katsuki’s jaw tightened. “Then what do I do?”

Takeshi looked at him for a long time, then said softly, “You stop running.”

He turned, grabbed a rag off the bench, and wiped his hands clean.

“You go back to where all this started.”

 

“Go home”

 

Katsuki swallowed, voice barely above a whisper.

 

“Okay.”

Notes:

I am a sucker for internal turmoil. I just looooove tackling these issues. Hopefully you guys are entertained enough? I fear I have put too much angst. Maybe I should reel it back a bit and give y'all a breather.

Chapter 26: Home is Where the Hurt is

Notes:

I decided to watch Vigilantes and OH MY GOD I'm so happy they gave us a quirkless badass. Kinda upset though, because what do you MEAN he's a scruffy old quirkless man with a bad attitude and a drinking problem? I thought I was being creative here ;-;

I'll pick up the pace on these chapters soon. I've been stuck on this arc for longer than I intended to. I hope I'll be able to blow you away with the next arc. I'm hyped!!

Enjoy~~

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The truck rumbled along familiar roads, its engine growling low as the city faded behind them. Katsuki sat in the passenger seat, arms crossed tightly, staring out the window at the world he thought he’d buried months ago.

Five months. That’s how long they’d believed he was dead.

Five months since the League staged his execution, broadcasting it to the world in grainy, crackling horror. Static. Smoke. A scream. Then nothing.

His parents buried him a week later. No body. He pictured his alter. Did his parents give him one? He imagined fresh flowers and a photo framed in black. He gritted his teeth.

“Left here,” he muttered.

Takeshi turned the wheel without a word. Eri sat curled in the backseat, clutching her blanket like a shield. The silence in the truck wasn’t uncomfortable—just heavy.

“What the hell am I even supposed to say?” Katsuki finally asked.

Takeshi glanced at him. “Whatever’s true.”

“Yeah? Which part? The abduction? The torture? Or the part where I became something even I don’t recognize?”

“Start with, ‘I’m home.’ The rest’ll follow.”

Katsuki stared out at the old streets. Familiar landmarks tore at him. That corner he scraped his knee racing Deku. The wall he punched in middle school. His stomach turned.

“Doesn’t feel like home anymore,” he muttered.

Eri leaned forward, soft. “They’re going to be happy you’re alive.”

Katsuki blinked. “They already buried me, though. What could I possibly say to them?” The words hit harder than he meant them to.

Eri sank back against her seat. She didn’t respond.

Then he saw it—his street. The mailbox. The crooked flowerpot. His house.

His grave.

Takeshi pulled up along the curb. The engine idled, low and tired.

Katsuki’s breath caught

“Want us to come with you?” Takeshi asked.

Katsuki hesitated, then shook his head. Takeshi placed a steady hand on his shoulder. “Whatever happens,” he said, “you came back. That’s what matters. If you need us, we’ll be out here waiting.”

Katsuki opened the door and stepped back into the world that mourned him. His legs felt heavier than they had in weeks, like the street itself remembered him. Like it might reach up and drag him back into the earth, where he was supposed to stay buried. He kept walking—one foot and then the next—up the sidewalk. He hesitated for a few beats.

And then knocked.


–Mitsuki–

 

There was a soft knock on the door. 

Mitsuki frowned, glancing at the clock. It was too early for deliveries, and nobody called ahead. The neighborhood had been quiet since the funeral—just the way she liked it. The reporters had stopped coming around, and the media finally left her alone. Still, her hand went to her hip out of habit as she padded toward the entryway. She wasn’t in the mood to deal with neighbors or reporters. Not again.

She opened the door without ceremony, a scowl already fixed onto her face—

And froze.

A boy stood there.

Black hair, grown out and messy. Broad-shouldered but too skinny. He wore a hoodie too big for him, hands stuffed deep into the pockets, head bowed just slightly like he was bracing for something.

But his eyes—

God.

His eyes.

Her breath caught. Her body went still in that deep, instinctual way you can’t control—like standing on the edge of a cliff and realizing you’re too close to the edge. “Katsuki?” she whispered, barely a sound.

The boy looked up.

And her world split open.

It wasn’t a mistake. It wasn’t a dream or a cruel lookalike or some twisted prank. It was her son—her only son—standing on her doorstep. Alive.

Alive.

He looked so different. So familiar. His face was thinner, like he hadn’t eaten right in weeks. His cheeks hollow, collarbones sharp beneath the hoodie. His hair was black now, dyed and grown out, falling in uneven waves. His jaw clenched like it was the only thing keeping him together. But those eyes—they were still his. Still Katsuki.

Mitsuki staggered back a half-step, hand gripping the doorframe. “Katsuki,” she gasped, and the name shattered on her tongue. Tears rushed forward like floodwaters breaching a dam. Her legs folded beneath her, and she collapsed to her knees right there in the doorway, one hand covering her mouth as the sobs came sharp and sudden and unstoppable. “It can’t be. You’re dead,” she choked. “You—baby, we buried you. We put you in the ground.”

Katsuki dropped to his knees in front of her, shaking. “I know,” he said. “I know. I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry—”

He barely got the words out before she threw her arms around him, holding him so tightly it must’ve hurt. She didn’t care. Didn’t stop. Her hands clutched at the back of his hoodie, as if trying to make sure he didn’t vanish again. She buried her face in his shoulder and sobbed like she hadn’t since the day they handed her that urn.

Masaru appeared in the hallway behind them, feet shuffling on wood. “Mitsu? Who’s at the—”

He saw them.

His breath hitched. The mug in his hand slipped, hitting the floor with a dull thud. “Katsuki?” Masaru’s voice cracked wide open.

Katsuki turned toward him, eyes already rimmed red. “Hey, Dad.”

Masaru didn’t move for a moment. Then he surged forward, fell to his knees beside them, and wrapped his arms around his wife and son. Quiet, gasping sounds left him as he held on with shaking hands. Mitsuki gripped both of them, her whole body trembling with the weight of it.

None of them spoke for a long time. Because there weren’t words for this.

Eventually, when the sobs dulled to shudders and Mitsuki could finally draw a breath that didn’t tear her chest open, she pulled back just enough to cup Katsuki’s face in her palms. His skin was too cool. His cheeks were too thin. But it was him. It was him. Her baby. “Why didn’t you come home?” she asked, voice raw and small, like she was afraid of the answer.

Katsuki’s gaze dropped. “I couldn’t.”

“Was it—” she swallowed, hesitating. Something bitter caught in her throat. “Was it because of me?”

Katsuki jerked his head up “What? No. No, Mom, it wasn’t you. It was never you.”

She looked at him, the lines in her face deepening, not from age but from grief. “That day—when you went missing—I kept replaying it in my head. You got kicked out of your dream school and were left alone. Not just by your teachers, but by us. I—” she hiccupped. “Your father and I left for that business trip, and you were gone when we got back. Taken. And when the league sent out that broadcast, the only thing I could think was that you died thinking we abandoned you.”

Katsuki’s shoulders tensed. A flash of pain crossed his face—shame, maybe, or something deeper. “I wasn’t mad at you,” he said quietly. “I was mad at everything. At myself mostly. I got a job to keep my hands busy. It never even crossed my mind that I was in danger. And then… they took me again.”

Her hands were still on his cheeks, trembling slightly. “Then why?” she whispered, more desperate this time. “Why did you let us think you were—” Her breath hitched. “Why did you let us bury you?”

“I didn’t let anything happen,” he said. “I was barely alive. And when I finally woke up… I was already buried. The world already moved on without me and I… I didn’t think I deserved to come back.”

Mitsuki’s fingers tightened on his jaw like she could anchor him to the moment. “Don’t you ever say that again.”

He didn’t respond. Couldn’t. His throat worked around something too heavy to speak.

“I’ll explain everything,” he said finally, quieter than before. “But not here. Can we talk inside?”

Mitsuki gave a small, jerky nod. Her legs barely listened to her, but she stepped aside and watched as her son crossed the threshold of the home they thought he’d never see again.

And just before he stepped inside, Katsuki paused—just for a second—and whispered, “I missed you.”

Mitsuki broke all over again.

 




Katsuki crossed the threshold. The moment he did, he stopped dead. His eyes found the shrine set on a small table in the living room corner. Flowers—fresh. A framed photo of him in his school uniform, eyes sharp, hair blond. On it, stood a candle, prayer beads, and an urn. His urn. Katsuki stared at it, unmoving.

Mitsuki’s voice cracked beside him. “I—I didn’t know what else to do. They gave us… ash. And a report. We only saw the broadcast. They didn’t have a body and—” Her throat tightened. “We had to say goodbye to something.”

Katsuki stepped forward slowly, eyes glassy. He reached out, touching the frame with a single trembling finger—and then he turned away.

“I want you to meet someone,” he said, voice tight. “Two people, actually.”

Mitsuki blinked, still dazed. “What?”

“They’re waiting outside,” he said. “The people who… who helped me survive.”

And before she could speak again, Katsuki was already heading for the door. Before he could turn the handle, the door was already opening.

Footsteps shuffled into the hall—heavier, adult ones, and a pair so small you could barely hear them. The first to enter was a grease-streaked man, a little girl trailed not far behind him. Her small hand clutched the hem of his jacket like a lifeline.

Katsuki stood to their left, gesturing with his hand. “Takeshi. Eri.” He sounded steadier saying their names, like he was grounding himself. Eri offered the faintest wave, still hiding half behind Takeshi, but she was less skittish now—like maybe the warmth in the room had reached her.

Masaru blinked, clearly caught off guard. “So you’re the one who helped my boy.”

Takeshi gave a small nod. “Kojima Takeshi. And this is Eri.” He gave a small bow. “Thank you for welcoming us into your home.”

Katsuki took a step forward, bringing Mitsuki’s attention back to him. “Takeshi. He’s a mechanic. Lives way out in the sticks. He saw me half-dead and decided not to turn away.” His lips twitched like a smile might’ve been there, once. “He patched me up. Gave me a place to heal. Food was shit, but good thing I know how to cook. Didn’t ask questions 'til I was strong enough to give answers.”

Mitsuki stared at the man, trying to see it—what kind of person nurses back a half-dead stranger, what kind of person stays when everyone else runs. What kind of person brings a son back to his mother. And then, before she could think too hard, she moved.

She dropped to her knees, hands flat on the floor.

A full bow.

Masaru gasped softly behind her, but she didn’t care.

“Thank you,” Mitsuki said, voice shaking. “Thank you for saving my son. Thank you for not letting him die alone. I don’t know what I could ever say to repay you—”

Takeshi jerked like someone had thrown cold water in his face. “Hey—no. No, please, get up.”

But Mitsuki didn’t move. “You don’t understand. We buried him. We thought he was gone forever. We couldn’t even hold him one last time! I don’t know how to process this—I just—” her hands curled into fists on the floor, her shoulders trembling. “I don’t know how to say thank you loud enough.”

Mitsuki looked up.

Takeshi stood stiff and pale, like someone had peeled back a part of him he’d long since buried. “He was just a kid,” he said, voice low. “I couldn’t leave him like that. Anyone decent would’ve done the same.”

“No,” Mitsuki said firmly, rising now, breath still hitched. “They wouldn’t have. They didn’t.” She stood slowly and stepped forward, pulling an envelope from a drawer by the door.

Takeshi lifted his hands. “Ma’am, don’t—”

“Take it,” she said. “You helped my boy when I couldn’t. Please.”

“I don’t want your money.” He shook his head. “Didn’t do it for pay. Didn’t even know who he was. He was just… a kid. A stubborn, pissed-off kid with too many scars.

“It’s not about want, it’s about thanks. I mean it,” she said, bowing stiffly at the waist and holding out the envelope. “You gave me back someone I thought was lost forever. Please. Let me give you this. If not money, you can have something else. Anything.”

He opened his mouth to argue again, but Katsuki stepped in. “Just take it,” he said, not unkindly. “She’s not gonna let it go.”

Reluctantly, Takeshi accepted the envelope she pressed into his hands, jaw tight.

Mitsuki let out a shaky breath, then she looked down—and there she was again. The girl. Eri. She was still hiding, still watching from behind Takeshi’s coat. Mitsuki lowered herself slowly, not quite kneeling this time, but crouched to the girl’s height. Her voice softened. “You must be Eri,” she said.

Eri shrank a little.

Katsuki knelt beside her. “Hey,” he said gently. “It’s okay. She’s my mom.”

Eri glanced up at him, then looked back at Mitsuki with shy uncertainty.

Mitsuki offered the faintest smile, though her throat still burned raw. “It’s nice to meet you.”

“She’s not used to strangers,” Katsuki murmured. “She’s been through a lot.”

“I understand,” Mitsuki said, her voice barely above a breath. “You don’t need to say anything, baby.” Mitsuki saw it clearly now—the guarded posture, the weight in her tiny eyes, the fear etched deep into her movements. And then she saw something else. It was Katsuki’s hand—firm and steady—resting lightly on Eri’s back. There was a tenderness to it. A gentleness Mitsuki hadn’t seen in years.

He leaned down, murmuring something to her—something quiet that made her nod and take one more step forward. And Mitsuki’s heart cracked open all over again. Because this wasn’t the boy she’d raised. This was someone new. As Mitsuki watched them together, she felt something stir in her chest.

Mitsuki swallowed hard. “Come sit,” she said softly, backing up and motioning toward the low table. “You’re family. Both of you.”

They all settled into the living room, but the air remained taut—thick with things unspoken. Mitsuki perched on the edge of the couch like she was bracing herself for another loss. Masaru sat beside her, silent but alert, hands clenched together. Eri curled up quietly next to Katsuki on the floor, still close but calm in the safety of his presence. Takeshi stood off to the side, arms crossed, eyes fixed ahead like this was just another job that needed doing.

Katsuki took a slow breath. “After the League staged that broadcast… they didn’t kill me. They thought they did.”

Mitsuki swallowed, hard. Masaru didn’t move.

“They dumped me in a ditch outside the city. Barely alive. Everything gone.”

“They took my quirk,” he said flatly.

The words dropped like a grenade.

Mitsuki jerked forward in her seat, her face twisting like someone had punched her. “What?”

Masaru’s brows furrowed, as if he couldn’t quite compute the sentence. “They what?”

“My quirk’s gone,” Katsuki said again. “Completely. It’s not suppressed. It’s gone. Like it never existed.”

The silence that followed wasn’t silent at all. It roared—through Mitsuki’s chest, through Masaru’s shaking breath, through the entire house.

Mitsuki stood abruptly. “No. That’s— That’s not— Katsuki, what are you saying?

“That bastard All For One… he can steal quirks. He ripped it right out of me.”

Mitsuki staggered a step back like the words physically hit her. Her voice cracked. “But… your quirk was everything to you! Ever since you were four—since the first time you blew the kitchen sink clean off the wall. It was—you— you lit up rooms, Katsuki. How—how can it be gone?” Her voice broke. “You loved your quirk,” she whispered. “You were so proud.

Katsuki’s jaw clenched hard. “I know.”

Mitsuki covered her mouth, tears rising again, but not from relief this time—from grief.

He looked up finally, eyes rimmed in shadow. “But that wasn’t all they took. When they stole the quirk… they tore something else out too. Something deeper. Don't know how, but my soul—it split. Half of it’s still with them. With AFO.”

Masaru looked like he was going to be sick.

Mitsuki dropped back onto the couch, shoulders trembling. “God… no wonder you’re different. I noticed it right away. You’re quieter.”

“Feels like everything’s muffled,” Katsuki said, voice low. “Like I’m underwater. And the fire’s gone.”

Mitsuki stared at him, a slow, aching horror dawning in her chest. “Katsuki… baby, I’m so sorry.”

“Don’t,” he snapped. “Don’t say sorry for something you didn’t do.” But his voice cracked—just slightly. Enough to show the rawness beneath.

Masaru leaned forward, his voice steadier than his hands. “And yet… you’re still here. Still fighting.”

Katsuki let out a breath that was almost a laugh, bitter and empty. “Debatable.” He took a breath and continued. “The weird thing? Even without a quirk, I can still see them. Quirks, I mean. Not visually. More like… I can feel them, their weight, their shape. I can even touch them and affect them.”

Mitsuki shook her head slowly, dazed. “How does that even work?”

Katsuki’s mouth twitched. “Something that comes with missing half your soul, I guess. A part of me is still reaching out to be whole again.”

Then came the rest—he told them about tracking the League, joining the Shie Hassaikai to chase a lead, finding Eri. The moment he made the decision that changed everything. 

“And Overhaul—he was hurting her. I had to help her… so I stopped him. Shattered his quirk.”

Her eyes went wide. “You,” she breathed. “ You’re the one who destroyed that Yakuza leader’s quirk.”

Katsuki gave a hollow shrug. “Didn’t mean to. It just… happened.”

Eri stirred next to him and leaned into his side. Katsuki rested a hand on her head, gently.

Mitsuki looked at the two of them—her broken son and the small girl clinging to him—and let her tears fall.

“You saved her,” she whispered. 

Takeshi stood up straighter and stretched. “Now that introductions are done… I think you both deserve to know something.”

Katsuki stiffened immediately.

Takeshi glanced at the Bakugos. “Your son’s been moonlighting. Tracking League grunts, sniffing around trigger deals, tailing dangerous people in the middle of the night.”

“What the hell, old man.” Katsuki’s voice snapped sharp, incredulous. “Don’t tell me the whole reason you dragged me back here was to snitch on me. That’s a low blow—even for you, geezer.”

Takeshi met his glare with that steady, unimpressed look of his. “I didn’t bring you here to rat you out. I brought you here so your parents wouldn’t have to live the rest of their lives thinking they lost you again.”

He turned to Masaru and Mitsuki, voice calmer. “He’s trying to find the League. Turns out his soul ain’t waiting around for much longer. But I’ll make sure this time he’s not doing it alone. He’ll have backup. Guidance.”

Masaru’s lips thinned. “He's been doing all that… by himself?”

Katsuki looked away.

Mitsuki’s voice cracked. “You were still healing. How could you—?”

“I couldn’t sit around doing nothing,” Katsuki muttered, arms crossing. “I felt the pull. My fire—what’s left of it—it’s out there. I had to try.”

“And you nearly got yourself killed again,” Takeshi said, not unkindly. “That’s why I made him come back here. To rest. Regroup. And be honest with the people who love him.” He glanced at Mitsuki, eyes softening. “I had a kid. If she was out there—somehow alive—I’d damn well want someone to tell me.”

That silenced the room.

Even Katsuki didn’t have a comeback for that one.

Mitsuki’s eyes flicked to her son. “Is it true? You’ve been fighting villains?”

Katsuki sighed through his nose. “Trigger junkies. Low-level goons. I wasn’t looking for a fight. I was following leads.”

“And every time you came home, you acted like nothing happened,” Takeshi said. “I found blood on your boots more than once.”

Katsuki gave him a sharp look. “You gonna tell them what I had for breakfast too?”

“No,” Takeshi said evenly. “But I’m going to make damn sure they know their son is still out there risking his life.”

Katsuki bristled but didn’t argue again. Because he knew Takeshi was right. He always was, the stubborn bastard.

And across the room, Mitsuki stepped closer, pain soft in her voice. “Just promise you won’t disappear again. Please.”

Katsuki swallowed hard, eyes flicking from his mother to his father, then down to Eri, who was watching him quietly. “Yeah. Okay. I promise.”

Mitsuki walked over and gently pressed her palm to the side of his face again, like she was still checking to see if he was real.

Takeshi grunted. “Good. Because next time you try sneaking out past midnight, I’m chaining you to the damn truck.”

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “Try it, old man.”

“53 is not old, you damn punk.”

And for the first time since he stepped into the house, a hint of a smile tugged at his lips.

- - - - - - - - - - 

As the evening settled in, the Bakugos and their son sat around the low table, plates scraped clean and tea cooling in their cups. Laughter mingled with quiet moments, as they traded stories—some funny, some painful, all precious. The tension that had hung like a storm cloud earlier now gave way to something softer, something healing.

When the sky turned gold and the last of the light faded beyond the rooftops, Mitsuki gently reached across the table and took Katsuki’s hand. “Promise me you’ll keep in touch this time,” she said.

Katsuki didn’t hesitate. “I promise.”

Outside, the air was cool and smelled faintly of leaves. Katsuki turned back at the edge of the street, looking at the home he’d once thought he’d never return to. Mitsuki and Masaru stood in the doorway, silhouetted by the porch light.

“I’m not ready to stay,” he told them, voice quiet. “It’s still not safe.”

They didn’t argue.

“We know,” Masaru said. “Just don’t disappear again.”

With that, Katsuki and Takeshi climbed into the truck and pulled away.

And though they left with no promise of when he’d return, they carried with them something far heavier than silence—hope. For the first time in months.




A projection screen clicked on, displaying a map of the abandoned warehouse district. Circular markers blinked where sightings had occurred in the last month.

“We’ll divide the area into sectors,” one police officer said. “Each team will run recon for twelve hours. No contact unless necessary. If you see the target, you don’t engage alone.”

“Define engage,” Aizawa muttered.

The room quieted slightly.

“Capture,” the officer clarified. “The order is still to bring him in. Alive.”

“Of course it is,” Aizawa said, voice low and unreadable.

From across the room, Hawks lounged sideways in his chair, one hand propped beneath his chin. “Kid’s fast. Can’t fly though. Should be a piece of cake.”

Tokoyami stood quietly behind him, shadow wings twitching faintly.

“He’s not a villain,” Aizawa said suddenly, cutting through the quiet murmur of the room. His voice remained even, but sharp. “I saw him. He’s scared, hurt, and trying to survive. He saved that boy with the healing quirk. He didn’t kill anyone. That doesn’t fit a villain’s profile. It’s not logical to lump him in with the others.”

“He’s still evading capture,” came a reply from Rock Lock.

“Because he doesn’t trust us. And maybe for good reason.” There was an awkward pause. Aizawa’s scowl deepened. He remembered the kid—the boy in the alley— the way he froze like a cornered animal. There was something broken in his demeanor. Trauma maybe. 

“You’ll get yourself killed!”

“Good! Maybe I will!”

Aizawa’s eyes narrowed.

“Regardless,” a commission agent said, voice clipped. “We have to move forward. If he's dangerous, we neutralize the threat. If he's not… we can figure that out once he's in custody.”

“Shortsighted,” Aizawa muttered. But his objection was overruled.

They moved on.

Fatgum wasn’t present—already en route to Osaka for some private business, but he’d left clear instructions.

Rock Lock scowled down at the notes he’d been handed. “Seriously? I’m supposed to babysit Red Riot?”

Kirishima grinned behind him. “C’mon, it’s not babysitting. I’m on a field assignment!”

“Could’ve fooled me,” Rock Lock muttered. “Fine. But don’t get in my way.”

Ryukyu had declined this case altogether. Something about political tension after the Eri incident and needing to remain neutral for now.

Mirio stood by Sir Nighteye, fidgeting with nervous energy. “I could go with Eraserhead—if that helps,” he offered. “I mean, Izuku’s still catching up on combat training.”

Nighteye gave a sharp look. “No. You stay with me.” His gaze shifted to Aizawa. “Midoriya should go with you.”

Aizawa blinked. “Why?”

“It’ll be easier to keep track of the students if it’s one-on-one.” Nighteye pushed his glasses higher on his nose. “Besides, he is your student.”

Aizawa didn’t argue. Just nodded once.

Behind him, Izuku fidgeted, trying to stay composed. But the air around him was already charged.

– – – – – – – – 

They split off, each team heading to their designated quadrant of the city. 

The streets were empty, wind brushing litter down gutters. After District 9 had been evacuated, very few people stuck around. The place was nearly abandoned and in disrepair. The perfect place for someone to hide.

Notes:

Yeah, you can't tell me that Takeshi would just continue to harbor a kid who is presumed dead and NOT worry about his parents. He was a parent at one point.. He knows what child loss feels like.

Dude. I adopted this australian shepherd puppy and I'm losing my mind!! Love her to bits though lmao

Chapter 27: Shattered Sight and Shifting Sand

Notes:

Here you go, lovelies. Here's the beach scene you all were waiting for ;)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

As the truck rumbled down the road, the last of the city lights fading behind them, a comfortable silence settled between Katsuki and Takeshi. Eri was asleep in the backseat, curled up under a blanket, her head resting against the window. Katsuki stared out at the highway ahead, the soft glow of the dashboard lights painting his features in muted orange.

Takeshi cleared his throat. “So. Game plan.”

Katsuki turned slightly, eyebrow raised.

“I know you want to go after your soul,” Takeshi continued. “And I know there’s nothing I can say to stop you. But if you’re gonna do this, we’re doing it right.”

Katsuki sat up straighter, the weight of the conversation setting in. “Okay.”

Takeshi held up a hand, counting off his fingers. “One. No more sneaking off in the middle of the night like some half-cocked cryptid.”

Katsuki snorted. “You calling me a cryptid now?”

“I’m calling you an idiot,” Takeshi said flatly. “Two. You tell me when you’re going somewhere. No exceptions. I don’t care if it’s just down the street for groceries—if I don’t know where you are, I start assuming the worst.”

Katsuki nodded. “Fine. Fair.”

“Three,” Takeshi said, reaching into the glove compartment and pulling out a sleek black phone in a box. “This is yours. Bought it yesterday. Already set up. Contacts in. Emergency numbers. Some stupid wallpaper Eri picked out.”

Katsuki blinked as he took it. “You… bought me a phone?”

Takeshi grunted. “Don’t get mushy. Just turn the damn location on.”

“Which brings me to four,” he added, tapping the side of his own phone. “Keep your location on. Always. If it goes dark, I’m tracking you down and duct-taping this thing to your forehead.”

Katsuki couldn’t help it—he smirked. “Okay, geez.”

“And last,” Takeshi said, his tone leveling out, “be smart. Don’t pick fights you know you can’t win. If you’re going to run headfirst into a damn war, I want to know that you’re doing it because it’s the right call—not because your pride’s getting the better of you.”

Katsuki was quiet for a long moment. Then, softly: “You trust me that much?”

Takeshi glanced at him. “Enough to lay ground rules instead of chaining you to the damn radiator, yeah.”

A beat passed. The lights of a passing car reflected in Katsuki’s eyes as he looked back down at the phone in his hands.

“…Thanks,” he muttered. “For everything.”

Takeshi didn’t answer right away. Just tapped the steering wheel.

“You’ve got more people in your corner than you think, kid. Don’t waste it.”

Katsuki looked over at him and gave the smallest nod. Not a promise—but something close.




The air hung heavy with the scent of antiseptic mixed with something more metallic. Bright surgical lights hummed above, casting sterile illumination over the body on the operating table. A woman—late thirties, a nurse—lay restrained, her eyes glazed from sedation, a smear of blood on her temple where the tranquilizer needle had gone in.

Dr. Garaki adjusted his mask, his hunched form moving with surprising speed as he worked at the console. Dozens of screens flickered around him, all streaming biometric data, quirk readouts, and neural activity graphs.

Across the room, All For One stood in shadow—motionless, imposing.

“We secured her without resistance this time,” Garaki rasped, his voice grating like rusted gears. The two idiots you sent before were too loud, and Nullbringer interfered.”

That name hung in the air like static.

He turned, wheezing through a giddy laugh. “As always, you extracted it perfectly. I’m not seeing any remnants of her quirk on my end. I must say… the regeneration potential is quite remarkable—would’ve made an excellent medical Nomu if we weren’t keeping her intact for testing—”

“Don’t waste your breath,” All For One interrupted. His voice was calm, but cold. “Something’s not right.”

That stopped Garaki. He turned back toward the monitors, eyes narrowing behind his goggles. “Well… now that you mention it, there is something peculiar..”

A few keystrokes. A display lit up—her quirk signature was registered inside of All For One, yet it appeared to be dormant. Inert. “Just like that Bakugo kid’s,” Garaki muttered, more to himself. “The quirk reads as present in your bank… but there’s no output. No response. No connection.”

A tense silence filled the lab.

All For One slowly stepped forward. “You said it transferred successfully. I felt the pull. I know it was transferred.”

“It did! ” Garaki snapped, frustrated. “But it’s like… like something’s jamming the signal. You own it, yes—but you can’t reach it. Try to use it. One more time.”

All For One exhaled slowly, his mechanical breath raspy and drawn. “No response. The first time was with that boy,” he murmured. “When I took his Explosion Quirk, I felt resistance. The energy was there—but blocked.” He stared at his hand. Flexed his fingers. “This is twice now. ” Rare frustration now evident in his voice.

Garaki rubbed his chin. “I thought we determined that it was a fluke. You think it’s connected?”

“I know it is.” All For One’s voice darkened. “There’s something off. Something I’ve never felt in over a hundred years of taking quirks.”

“Interference?” Garaki guessed.

All For One turned his head slowly.

“It’s time we accelerate the timeline.”

“You’re sure?”

“I’m done waiting. ” He stepped closer to the operating table, gaze fixed on the unconscious nurse. “Put her under full stasis. We will continue to monitor her until we can get to the bottom of this. Bakugo might be dead, but she might be able to provide us some answers.”

Garaki swallowed. “The boy, then? Midoriya?”

“Yes.” A cruel smile touched All For One’s ruined lips. “One For All will soon be fully his. We cannot let that happen. I want eyes on him. Constant surveillance. If he eats, I want to know what’s on his plate. If he sleeps, I want to know for how long.”

Garaki frowned. “We already have tails on him.”

“I want more. I want the boy tracked. Shadowed. Studied.” All For One turned toward the hallway, where rows of pods hissed in cold silence—Nomus waiting in the dark. His voice echoed as he disappeared into the shadows.

“Midoriya. Bakugo. Yoichi. They think they can change fate.”

A rasping exhale.

“They have no idea what’s coming.”


 

The sound of a pen scratching across paper was the only thing breaking the silence.

Mirai Sasaki—hero name: Sir Nighteye—sat at his desk with narrowed eyes, surrounded by files and surveillance photos spread in deliberate, methodical order. Nullbringer’s last known location. Reports from the Fatgum agency. An eyewitness sketch of a quirkless boy with a sharp tongue and a strange air about him.

But his eyes weren’t on the paper—they were distant and focused inward. His future sight had always been absolute. Not infallible—but inevitable. It didn’t show possibilities. It showed certainties. That was the danger of it. That was the curse.

When he first looked into All Might’s future, it felt like his heart had collapsed in on itself. That death—the bloody, drawn out, heroic death—was burned into his memory. He pleaded. He warned. And yet Yagi had refused to stop. Mirai knew that his fate was sealed. Inevitable.

Mirai had been prepared to doubt himself when it came to All Might. His bond with Yagi had always clouded things. Sentiment could interfere with logic. But then the Shie Hassaikai raid happened.

And something changed.

Midoriya Izuku had survived. Eri had been rescued.

And in the chaos… a new variable appeared.

He clenched his jaw, flipping to a photo of the grainy footage from the aftermath: Nullbringer. The figure moving like smoke through a storm, impossible to pin down. The vigilante with no registered quirk, no record of training, no connection to any known hero.

He remembered the moment he'd used Foresight on that raid. Everything had played out exactly as predicted—the layout, the injuries, even the resistance from the Eight Bullets. But it wasn’t until the heroes reached the basement that the threads began to fray.

Until fate bent.

His hands trembled slightly as he reached for the folder again, opening it with mechanical precision. More photos. Reports. Glimpses. Nullbringer had not only broken Overhaul's quirk—a feat Mirai still had no explanation for—but he had also shielded Eri. Had vanished with her. Had left behind a trail of broken predictions and shattered assumptions.

His vision had never lied to him. Until now.

He didn’t want to say it aloud. But the thought kept circling.

Nullbringer didn’t just defy logic. He defied causality.

He defied him.

"Impossible," he had muttered that day, watching as the vision he'd seen—meticulously analyzed, prepared for, trusted—shattered in real time.

The man who placed all his faith in certainty had felt the ground move under his feet.

Mirai stood slowly and walked to the window overlooking the city. His reflection stared back at him in the glass—cool, calculated. But beneath that, uncertainty gnawed at the edge of his resolve. The polished veneer of confidence was cracking.

Nullbringer wasn’t just another vigilante. He was an aberration. A glitch.

And that terrified him more than anything else.

Because if someone like that existed—someone fate couldn’t predict, couldn’t contain—then everything Mirai believed in was at risk of collapse.

He turned back to the table, eyes landing on one specific image: a still from a gas station camera, timestamped late at night. Nullbringer in a tattered and bloody shirt, standing protectively in front of a little girl with white hair. No visible powers. No attacks. Just a presence. Something in the posture. In the way he positioned himself between the girl and the world.

He couldn't shake the dread that settled in his chest.

"Sir?" came a voice from the doorway.

Mirio Togata stood there, posture casual but eyes serious.

Mirai didn’t turn around.

"Get ready. We're heading back to District 9."

Mirio blinked, straightening. "Sir?"

"We’re going to find him this time. Nullbringer."

There was a beat of silence.

Then Mirio nodded. "Yes, sir."

Mirai finally turned back to his desk, sweeping his hand across the files, organizing them into a clean stack.

He didn’t believe in false hope. He didn’t believe in miracles.

But he believed in patterns.

And Nullbringer broke all of them.

That made him more than an anomaly.

It made him dangerous.

And maybe...

It made him necessary.

- - - - - - - - - -

They left the office as the sun dipped low behind the skyline, casting everything in sharp relief. Sir Nighteye said nothing during the drive. Mirio respected his silence. He knew better than to ask questions when the gears were turning behind his mentor’s eyes. But even Mirio couldn’t deny the tension.

When they arrived at the surveillance outpost overlooking the city block where Nullbringer had last been spotted, Mirai moved like clockwork—placing monitors, adjusting drones, running facial recognition through grainy footage.

Mirio watched in quiet awe. His mentor's movements were efficient. Focused. But there was something else too.

A crack in the shell.

Something uncertain.

Deep down, Mirai wasn’t sure if he wanted to apprehend Nullbringer or understand him.

Because if Nullbringer had truly defied fate—if he had stepped outside the lines of prediction, of certainty—then what else might be possible?

What if All Might's death was no longer inevitable?

What if the future could be rewritten?

He stared down at the monitor, watching shadows flicker through the alleyways of District 9.

Somewhere out there, Nullbringer moved like a ghost.

And Mirai would find him.

Not just to protect the city.

But to prove, once and for all, that fate could bleed.




It had been four days since they visited the Bakugo household.

Katsuki had been hesitant about facing his past. But after the visit, something in him felt lighter. Like maybe he wasn’t so alone in all of this after all.

Takeshi, of course, hadn’t let the emotional momentum distract from practical matters. He laid down ground rules for pursuing the League. No direct engagement, no solo night missions. He hated having limitations, but eventually he found workarounds. There were ways to disrupt the League’s movements without throwing a punch. The toppled streetlamp had been a personal favorite. Took down a grunt’s getaway route in one loud, dramatic crash. Police eventually apprehended him, meaning there was one less league member on the streets. 

Takeshi wasn’t thrilled. But hey, Katsuki hadn’t touched anyone. Technically, he didn’t hit that guy, the lamp did.

The days that followed passed in a blur. Leads dried up faster than expected. It was like the League had vanished into thin air. Even his flame went quiet. 

It left him antsy.

That’s when Takeshi suggested they take a breather. A day off to relax somewhere quiet.

And that’s how Katsuki ended up on the warm, golden sand of Dagobah Beach, watching the tide roll in under a sky so blue it almost didn’t feel real.

Dagobah beach was once a landfill in all but name. It was now a far cry from the garbage dump it used to be. No rusted appliances. No old car frames baking in the sun. No broken bottles crunching underfoot. It was just a wide expanse of golden sand, gleaming under the early afternoon light. Gentle waves lapped the shoreline, pulling the sunlight out to sea in shimmering streaks. A breeze swept in from the bay, soft and clean and sharp with salt.

Eri stood at the edge of it all, toes sinking into the warm sand, eyes wide with wonder. “You said this place used to be gross, ” she whispered to Katsuki.

He stood a few paces behind her, arms folded loosely over his chest, a small towel draped around his neck. His dyed-black hair was tied up, already loose from the ocean breeze. He watched her with a barely concealed smile. “It was gross,” he said. “You couldn’t pay me to come here back then. Looked like a trash god got pissed and hurled all his junk here.”

“So what happened?”

“Someone cleaned it up,” Takeshi answered as he came around with a cooler slung under one arm. “Think I saw some crazy kid out here once, picking up old appliances and crap. Probably a punk kid doing community service.”

Eri’s head whipped around. “That’s so cool! Did you ever meet him?”

“Nah,” Takeshi glanced at her. “World’s a big place, kid. Could run into someone once and go your whole life without ever seeing them again.”

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “Alright, alright. Go play or something, you gremlin. We’re burning sunlight.”

Eri didn’t need to be told twice. She took off across the sand, her bare feet kicking up sprays of it as she dashed toward the shoreline. Her little yellow swimsuit, covered in pink stars, gleamed like the sun.

Katsuki watched her run, a ghost of something tender flickering across his face.

“Thanks for this,” he said, voice low.

Takeshi settled into one of the low chairs they’d brought. “Figured you both could use the fresh air. And Eri—hell, I doubt she’s ever seen anything like this.”

“She hasn’t.”

Katsuki watched her crouch at the edge of the water, letting the tide swirl around her ankles. She yelped at the chill, then giggled. “I promised to take her here someday. She needed this.”

Something in his chest pulled tight. Katsuki squinted from the shore, towel slung around his shoulders, arms crossed.

She took another step.

The water reached her knees.

“Tch—oi!” he barked. “Stay in the shallow water, dumbass! I’m not in the mood to play lifeguard today!”

Eri turned, grinning wide. “But Kacchan, it’s not even deep yet!”

“Yeah, and that’s how it starts! ” he snapped, already making his way toward her through the sand. “Next thing you know, a wave takes you out and I gotta dive in and get sand in my mouth.”

Eri laughed and darted back toward the shoreline, her little feet kicking up water.

Katsuki caught up, towel flapping behind him like a cape. “You think this is funny? If you get swallowed by the ocean, I’m leaving you in there.”

“No you wouldn’t!” she called back with glee.

He huffed. “You better hope I wouldn’t.”

But his smirk betrayed him.

– – – – –

The sun was higher now, glinting off the rippling ocean. Eri had a sandcastle half-built, complete with little stick flags and a trench moat Katsuki insisted wasn’t deep enough.

He crouched beside her now, fingers coated in wet sand, clearly more invested than he pretended to be. “C’mon, this tower’s gonna cave in if we don’t reinforce the base—here—no, Eri! use your palm, not your elbow, you’ll crush—hey! Quit laughing, this is serious architectural business!”

She giggled anyway, leaning against his shoulder. Her hair was wet at the ends and stuck to her cheeks. There was sand on her nose, and her knees, and in her ears probably.

Takeshi snapped a photo from the chair.

Katsuki groaned. “Delete that.”

“Nope.”

Katsuki grumbled and kept building.

Takeshi slipped the phone into his pocket and cracked open the cooler with a creak, revealing neat rows of sliced fruit, rice balls wrapped in wax paper, and a cluster of half-frozen water bottles packed in ice.

“Hydration break,” he called, grabbing two and tossing them over with surprising accuracy.

Katsuki caught one with a grunt and barely managed to snag the other before it nailed Eri in the chest.

“You almost ruined the base, asshole!” Katsuki grumbled, scowling as he twisted off the cap of Eri’s bottle and handed it to her. His hands were sandy, but she didn’t seem to care.

Eri accepted it with both hands, cheeks pink from the sun. “Thank you, Kacchan!”

Katsuki flopped back into the sand beside her, brushing the wet grit from his knees with a huff. “Seriously, old man, you can’t just lob things at kids.”

Takeshi just shrugged, sitting down heavily with his own bottle. “Should’ve seen your reflexes. Proud of you, lifeguard.”

Katsuki groaned and buried his face in his towel. “I hate this beach.”

But the corners of his mouth twitched.

Katsuki leaned back on his elbows, hair coming loose again. He looked more at ease than he had in days.

– – – – –

Later in the afternoon, the wind shifted.

The tide had started its slow crawl back in, waves lapping higher along the shore. The sky was dipped in orange now, soft streaks of pink stretching across the horizon like watercolor. Seagulls screeched overhead, their cries distant, lazy.

Takeshi stood with one foot braced on the sand, tugging at the stubborn pole of the beach umbrella. It came loose with a shunk of wet grit, and he shook it off before collapsing the canopy and hauling it toward the truck parked just up the small slope.

Behind him, the chairs were already folded, towels rolled. The cooler had been re-latched, and the day’s mess tucked neatly away.

Katsuki sat on a large rock a few feet away, his arms draped across his knees. He watched as Eri poked around the tide pools, her sandals making soft sucking noises in the wet sand.

Eri waved a stick in the air like a sword. “I’m a sea knight!”

Katsuki chuckled. “Then protect your kingdom, Sea Knight. The tide’s coming in.”

The breeze kicked up, ruffling her damp hair.

Katsuki exhaled through his nose and let his gaze linger on the horizon. The tide shimmered like glass under the low sun, and for a moment—just a moment—he let himself believe this was normal. That he was just a guy with a sibling, and they were just a family finishing a long day at the beach.

Then his hearing fuzzed.

A high whine bled into the edges of his thoughts, like static under water. He blinked, trying to shake it off, but it clung, louder now—too loud.

Eri was saying something—laughing, maybe?—but the words were muted, like someone had dunked his head underwater. He couldn’t hear her.

The light felt too sharp all of a sudden. His vision dipped for a second, then righted. Katsuki lifted a hand to his ear, brow furrowing. The sound warbled, then dropped into a deep, echoing thud—like his own heartbeat had overtaken the world.

“Hey,” Takeshi’s voice broke through the fog, low and distant. “You okay, kid?”

Katsuki blinked again, trying to focus. His nose felt strange. It tingled a bit.

He wiped it absently with the back of his hand—and froze.

 

Blood.

Notes:

Dun Dun Dun

 

Guys! I am going back and rewriting some chapters. I feel like a lot of them (especially the first few) were sooooOOOOOOoOOoOOOoOo weak! I didn't realize they were THAT bad, like GODDAMN. My shitty excuse is that I only wrote out the main scenes from this fic. I didn't really have a solid start, and some of the in-between chapters had not been written out. BUT STILL WTF. HOW DID I GET AWAY WITH TS???? How did y'all read that dumpster fire and decide "yeah, I'll keep reading." AUGHHHHHHH

Chapter 28: Porcelain Cracks and Festival Tracks

Notes:

One extra large chapter coming up!

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Chapter Text

The afternoon sun poured through the garage’s cracked windows, painting soft gold over the workbench. Takeshi sat with a rag slung over his shoulder, disassembling a half-busted engine. He hummed under his breath—something old, low, and wordless. The occasional metallic clink echoed against the walls.

Katsuki sat across from him, legs swinging off the workbench, phone in hand. He stared at the screen, thumb hovering, scrolling aimlessly through old tabs and ghost notifications. The phone was new—well, new to him. Katsuki hadn’t added any contacts.

Not that he had anyone to call.

His thoughts weren’t on the screen anyway.

The nosebleed from the beach still haunted him.

It had come out of nowhere. One second he’d been walking the shore, the next, there was static and pressure behind his eyes. The blood had poured fast, hot and metallic, slipping down his lip and into the sand. He’d stumbled, heart hammering, barely able to stay upright.

It hadn’t been just a nosebleed. He knew that now.

Something had cracked. Something deep.

And ever since, he’d felt… off. Like the pressure hadn’t gone away, just settled somewhere behind his eyes, quietly getting worse.

He’d tried meditating again that morning, sitting cross-legged on the old tatami square Takeshi had dragged into the back room for him. He’d tried reaching into that place where his flame usually was.

But it was silent.

Not gone—but not close either. Like it had curled in on itself, hiding somewhere deep in the fog. It was out of reach. Unwilling to answer.

His thumb tightened on the edge of the phone. The screen dimmed, but he didn’t notice.

Maybe it’s stress, he thought. Maybe my body’s just catching up. But deep down, he didn’t believe that. He could feel something slipping. A thread pulling tighter.

And if it snapped…

He didn’t let himself finish the thought.

He hadn’t told Takeshi. Not yet. He didn’t want to scare the man.

A small tug on his sleeve snapped him out of the spiral.

“Hmm?” he muttered, glancing down.

Eri stood beside him, her arms full of tangled cords in every color imaginable. Her hair was tied up in two uneven puffs, and her socks didn’t match—one had bunnies, the other had pink flowers. Her nose was smudged with marker, and she looked absolutely determined.

“Kacchan,” she said, solemn. “I’m making you something.”

He blinked, caught completely off guard. “...What?”

She hoisted the cords toward him, blue eyes shining. “A bracelet,” she announced, as if it were the most important thing in the world. “With knots and everything.”

She climbed onto the stool across from him and started sorting through the cords on the workbench. “This one’s me,” she said, holding up a strand of bright blue. “This one’s you,” she added, holding up a strand of loud neon orange. “And this one’s Mister Takeshi,” she finished, picking up a dusty grey. “Because he’s always dirty.”

“Hey,” Takeshi called from his corner without looking up. “That’s called ‘occupational residue,’ thank you very much.”

“Dusty,” Eri confirmed with a grin, and then immediately hunched over her work, small fingers moving with quiet focus. She’d clearly practiced—her hands were steady, weaving and pulling with practiced intent.

Katsuki didn’t mean to watch her, but his eyes kept drifting.

She was humming softly now. It was off-key, but steady. He recognized the melody. A jingle from one of the UA festival commercials that had been looping on every channel. A reminder that the world was still turning, that other kids were building floats and stringing lights and worrying about costumes.

Not soul-splitting.

Not dying in their sleep.

He said nothing.

His jaw tensed, thoughts circling again. The blood. The pressure. The fog clawing at the edges of his mind. What if next time it wasn’t just a scare? What if Eri saw it? What if she had to watch him vanish? What if he didn’t wake up?

What if he really was fading?

His pulse ticked louder in his ears.

Then-

"I wish days like this could last forever and ever," Eri said softly.

His eyes snapped to her.

She didn’t notice. She was still weaving, still humming, still smiling.

But the words stayed, like a whisper stitched into his ribs. He swallowed hard, suddenly unsteady. She didn’t know. She couldn’t. But—

God.

He wished he could give her that.

“Kacchan?” Eri's voice cut through the fog. 

She lifted the half-finished braid. “Can I have your wrist? I gotta check the size.”

He hesitated, pulse flickering.

Then, slowly, he held out his arm, palm up.

The skin there was pale, lined with old scars.

She wrapped the braid around gently, pulling the ends together. 

Something stupid twisted in his chest.

She tied the knot carefully. Double-wrapped it. It sat snug and small against the inside of his wrist. Secure. Right over his pulse.

“There!” she said proudly. “Now it can’t fall off.”

Katsuki stared at it for a second longer than he meant to. The colors looked ridiculous on him—bright and clashing and way too loud. But he didn’t move.

He ran a thumb over the knot. It was solid.

“Lucky me,” he muttered, trying to keep his voice level.

Takeshi looked up from the workbench, smirking. “One more step to becoming a pretty princess.”

Katsuki flipped him off with his free hand. But his other stayed still.

He didn’t take the bracelet off.

Not that day.

Not the next.

And when the pressure in his head returned like a wave crashing in slow motion, when his nose bled again, and when he couldn’t hear anything past the ringing in his ears, he found himself pressing two fingers to that knot, grounding himself with it. 

It was small. Stupid. Childish.

But he kept it on.


 

Katsuki was half‑asleep on the workshop couch, one arm draped over his eyes, when soft footsteps padded across the concrete. A paper flier fluttered into his peripheral vision.

“ Kacchan?”

He cracked one eye open.

Eri stood there, clutching a brightly colored flier in both hands, corners crinkled from being carried around for too long. 

Across the top, big block letters read: U.A. School Festival – Public Invited! One Day Only!

Katsuki’s stomach flipped. Every muscle locked. “No.”

Eri’s smile wobbled. “But—”

“Nope. Not happening.”

“But Kacchan—!”

“I said no.” He scrubbed a hand over his face, already feeling the pounding in his temples. “I am not walking into the lion’s den so you can eat cotton candy and watch a dance routine.”

“But they have a haunted house!” she insisted, bouncing despite his glare. “And a hero obstacle course! And there’s candy! And fireworks!”

He gave her a look. “That’s exactly the problem.”

Eri frowned, big red eyes shimmering with disappointment. “I’ll wear a disguise,” she offered quietly. “Like a hat. And you said I look cool with blue hair…”

Katsuki sighed. She did look cool. Her ends were still tinged blue from the Kool-Aid touch up last week. She’d insisted they keep doing it.

“I’ve never been to a festival,” she added quietly, barely above a breath.

He stared—at the oversized bucket hat already perched on her head, at the glimmer of hope lighting her red eyes—and felt something in his chest tilt and crack.

“…Damn it,” he breathed. “We’ll… think about it, okay?”


 

“We’ll think about it,” he had said. He knew damn well those words had already sealed his fate. Now, festival morning, the old man had kicked him out to fetch some medicinal tea before their "big day."”

Katsuki sighed and shoved his hands into his hoodie pocket, already standing in front of the café door.

The café was small, just a small western-style home squeezed between two larger buildings. Most days, people hurried past without looking up; the small sign above the door had lost whatever cursive charm it once held, and the bell hanging from the frame was tarnished a dull bronze. Katsuki wouldn’t have noticed either if not for the smell of earthy tea‑steam drifting through the early morning air.

He’d almost stayed in bed. His skull still rang from yesterday’s predicament. The nosebleeds had become more regular—now happening once every few days. His temples throbbed constantly now, pulsing behind his eyes. Takeshi had spotted the gray cast to his skin, the way Katsuki pinched the bridge of his nose every few minutes, and dug through an ancient recipe book until he found a name underlined three times: Sailor’s Blend. 

“Pick up a tin,” Takeshi insisted, thrusting a fistful of crumpled yen into Katsuki’s hand. “Ask for Sakiko. Tell her we need a quirk-treated blend.”

Katsuki had tried to argue. Headache or not, he could power through, but Eri stood beside Takeshi, tiny fists on her hips, worrying her lip. One look at her and he yanked on his hoodie. Fine. Tea run. Quick in, quick out. They’d swing by UA later for the festival anyway. Eri had circled the date on the workshop calendar three times and drawn a lopsided smiley face beside it. As much as he’d like to avoid that place like the plague, he would not ruin it for Eri.

So here he was: bell chiming, hood pulled low, eyes scanning the interior, adjusting to the dim amber glow of the lights. The scent hit him in layers—earthy oolong, bright citrus peel, a faint trace of sandalwood. Ancient wooden beams arched across the ceiling. Shelves of ceramic teapots lined the back wall. It was the kind of place that advertised nothing and survived on memories alone. It was almost as unassuming as its exterior.

“Get in, get the leaves, get out,” he muttered. 

The morning crowd was small. A pair of university students huddled by the window, notebooks open, steaming mugs forgotten. An elderly couple sat near the counter. At a table tucked beside a bookshelf, a man in a tan trenchcoat, black hat, and carefully pressed trousers lifted a porcelain cup with theatrical grace.

Katsuki kept his hood up and moved toward the retail shelf in the corner, where tins of loose leaf were arranged by flavor profile. He squinted at the handwritten labels—Smoky Mountain, Winter Plum, Golden Song—searching for anything that matched Takeshi’s scrawl. He found a tin marked Sailor’s Blend, grunted at the name, and plucked it from the display.

He turned, his headache throbbed and his vision swam for a second. He reached out to brace himself and clipped the edge of the tan-coated man’s table.

The table shuddered. Fine china rattled, and a teacup toppled over the edge. Pale jade liquid splattered across the floor boards, the cup shattering into three neat pieces.

“Shit, sorry,” Katsuki swore under his breath. He crouched automatically, reaching for the shards. Heat flushed his cheeks when the café went silent. 

Across from him, the owner of the cup watched the catastrophe with theatrical despair. Silver hair curled at the ends, tan coat buttoned to the throat. “My tea,” he whispered. “The finest Gold Tips Imperial … Harvested on the first day of spring! Brewed precisely at seventy-nine degrees Celsius… aged in clay for—””

Katsuki offered the napkin. “Look, sorry. I’ll pay for it. Didn’t see the corner.”

“You do not understand,” the man sighed. “It is essential to my ritual. A final centering before I undertake any grand endeavour.”

“En‑deav—?” Katsuki bristled, headache spiking. “Dude, it’s tea. Relax.”

A small girl darted from the next chair, her pink hair in twin loops, and eyes wide as saucers. “Gentle, it’s okay, we can always get more!”

Gentle.

Katsuki’s brain snagged on the name. He’d read it somewhere. Some low‑level villain who filmed himself pulling elaborate pranks on hero society. Nothing lethal. Just obnoxious.

Katsuki stood to leave. He froze when Gentle’s gaze sharpened, lavender eyes locking on him with sudden recognition. “You are Bakugo Katsuki,” he said softly. “Expelled prodigy. Presumed dead hero candidate.”

The headache pulsed. Katsuki ground his molars. “You got the wrong guy,” he said.

“No, no, I never forget a face. Especially one the media paraded every hour for weeks.” Gentle tapped a finger to his temple. “Top of your class. Then scandal. Then—” he lowered his voice—“presumed dead.”

Katsuki’s jaw twitched. “People love a tragedy. Now move.”

La Brava stepped closer, clutching a laptop bag. “Gentle, maybe we should go—”

Gentle raised a hand. “A moment, my dear. This is fate.” He turned to Katsuki. “Do you remember the headlines? U.A. Expels Promising Student After Attack. Then months later— Body Still Missing; Search Called Off. Such tragedy.” He sounded almost sincere.

Katsuki’s pulse hammered. “I remember,” he said coldly. “What’s it to you?”

Gentle folded his hands. “I admire survivors. Society’s machine is merciless. You slipped through its gears, resurfaced here. Remarkable.” His eyes glittered. “I, too, was discarded once.”

Katsuki dropped the remaining porcelain into the bin a barista offered. The barista handed him towels. The ache behind his eyes intensified—static hiss at his skull’s edges—but he pushed it down. He couldn’t let a stranger see him wobble. “Spill’s on me. I’ll pay for the tea.”

Gentle motioned to an empty chair. “Indulge me five minutes. I shall replace my own cup; your apology need only be conversation.”

Katsuki considered bolting. Five minutes was nothing. And maybe sitting would steady the throbbing. He sat.

Barista delivered a replacement brew; Gentle inhaled reverently, then focused on Katsuki. “Tell me—how did you rise from the grave?”

Katsuki shrugged. “Didn’t die. Just got dragged somewhere dark. Walked out.”

La Brava leaned forward, eyes huge. “Walked out alone ?”

“Not exactly…” He touched his wrist instinctively where Eri’s knot sat under the hoodie—today its threads were loose; she’d tighten them before the festival. “Heroes had other priorities. Happens.”

Gentle’s brow furrowed. “Society discards its brightest.” His expression sobered. “I failed my hero licensing practical by chance—an accident, truly—and watched doors close one by one. In the end, the world forgot me. I refused to be forgotten.”

“So you dress like a circus act and film clickbait.”

La Brava puffed up. “They’re not clickbait! They’re elegant exposes of injustice.”

Gentle raised a placating hand. “Today’s would have been more than a message. A symbol. A small infiltration. No casualties, of course. Only shock—to remind the public their bastions are brittle.”

Katsuki’s headache spiked. He massaged his temples. “You’re talking about UA.”

Gentle nodded once. “Exactly.”

“You do that, you ruin a kid’s day,” Katsuki snapped. “She’s got her heart set on that festival. Been counting the days. You scare her—”

Gentle blinked. “A child? At UA?”

“My sister,” Katsuki said before thinking, then corrected, “Well. Not exactly, but might as well be.”

La Brava’s gaze softened. “Oh.”

Katsuki leaned forward, elbows on knees. “You want to take a stand? Fine. Do it somewhere that doesn’t crush a little girl’s first festival. Find a target that can punch back.” He smirked. “UA’s security’ll fold you in half anyway.”

Gentle took a contemplative sip. Steam swirled between them. 

Headache ebbed slightly. The knot under his sleeve pulsed with his heartbeat. He pressed thumb to it. Katsuki leaned forward, voice low. “They’ll call you a villain, lock you up, and the system stays the same.”

“Better a villain remembered than a hero forgotten,” Gentle murmured.

Katsuki barked a humorless laugh. “Trust me, being remembered as a villain isn’t fun either.” He thumbed the edge of the tin. “You’re right, I was pissed when UA tossed me aside. The public called me a monster. But revenge? Waste of breath. I’m gonna live. That’s how I win.”

Gentle studied him. “Live… how?”

“However I damn well choose.”

Gentle exhaled, gaze drifting to the window. Outside, clouds parted; light spilled onto pavement. “Perhaps today’s plan is… ill‑timed.”

Katsuki shrugged. “Still up to you. I sure as hell won’t stop you. But if you go, you’ll get caught.”

Katsuki started toward the counter. Then paused. “Thanks for the tea lesson.”

Gentle lifted his cup. “Every encounter leaves a flavor. Thank you for the clarity, young Bakugo.”

Katsuki paid for the “Sailor’s Blend” and handed it to the barista for quirk treatment. He made his way to the door and turned back. “Get a better hobby.” 

The bell chimed behind him.

– – – – –

Back at the table, La Brava stared at Gentle.

"Are we still doing it?" she asked.

Gentle slowly lifted the freshly brewed Gold Tips Imperial black tea.

"No," he said. "I think our time is better spent elsewhere."




The air was soft today—sunny, but not scorching. The kind of warmth that settled in your bones and made you forget, for just a moment, the world outside was still on fire.

Dagobah Beach had been crowded the other day, but the festival was something else entirely. The energy buzzed like static in the air, louder and brighter than Katsuki anticipated. Music pumped from nearby speakers, distorted slightly by the breeze, and the scent of fried batter and grilled meat lingered like a cloud over the entire campus. Laughter rang out like bells. Colorful banners fluttered between booths. Students bustled past in costume or uniform, some dragging carts of candy, others shouting about obstacle courses and food competitions. It was a living, breathing mass of joy.

Katsuki hunched deeper into his hoodie, arms crossed as he scowled at the crowd.

"This is a bad idea," he muttered for the fourth time.

Takeshi stood beside him, equally disguised. The man had somehow gotten his hands on a comically oversized sunhat and a pair of aviator sunglasses, the kind that looked like they belonged in a cheap vacation movie. "You said that already."

"I’ll say it again."

A few steps ahead, Eri clutched her paper flier with both hands, the corners fraying from how many times she had folded and unfolded it. Her eyes were wide, pupils bouncing between sights and sounds as she stared up at the glowing stage in the courtyard. A band was getting set up.

"They have cotton candy," she said in a hushed voice, like it was a secret meant only for them.

Katsuki sighed through his nose and jerked his chin. "Come on."

He led her to the stand without another word, already regretting this entire trip.

Eri beamed up at him like he'd just won her the moon.

– – – – –

"Kacchan, is it crooked?"

They had made their way to a bench—concrete, cold, but mercifully free from crowd clusters. Correction: she had made her way. Katsuki had followed, mostly to keep an eye on her. The two of them sat shoulder to shoulder, cotton candy sticks in hand. Or rather, her hands. She had already stolen his after devouring hers and now worked on a fluffy blue swirl that was bigger than her head.

Katsuki squinted at her over the rim of his hood. The girl sat cross-legged, tugging her bucket hat down over the braids he’d worked on that morning.

"No," he muttered. "It’s fine."

"It feels crooked."

"Then fix it yourself."

She huffed at him, cheeks puffing out. "You said you were good at braiding."

"I said I was trying to be good," he snapped. "There’s a difference, shrimp."

In truth, her hair was a little uneven. The left braid sat lower than the right, and a stubborn curl had already wormed its way free at the temple. But the way she’d stared at herself in the cracked mirror earlier, smiling like she didn’t even recognize the happy girl in the reflection—that had been enough to stop him from adjusting it.

Eri adjusted the hat and beamed anyway. Her blue-tipped braids bounced behind her as she grabbed Katsuki’s hand with uncontained excitement, dragging him forward just as the speakers crackled to life.

A guitar riff split the air.

Katsuki stiffened.

No.

Fucking.

Way.

Class 1-A was on stage.

Jirou stood front and center, her earpieces plugged into the amp, pounding out a rhythm that got half the guests clapping along before the first verse hit. Kaminari grinned like a golden retriever as he shredded beside her. Even Yaoyorozu was there, looking like a goddamn rockstar behind a sleek digital keyboard. Deku. He was there dancing up front. They looked like they hadn’t aged a day.

Katsuki felt every molecule in his body scream to turn around and run.

But then Eri tugged on his sleeve, her voice barely audible over the roar of the crowd.

"Kacchan," she whispered. "Lift me up, I can’t see!"

He wanted to say no. He meant to say no.

But he didn’t.

Instead, he sighed, crouched down, and hoisted her onto his shoulders. Her hands found his hair for balance, braids swaying as she leaned forward, eyes shining.

Takeshi reappeared beside them a moment later, carrying three drinks and two heaping trays of yakisoba. "They’re pretty good," he said casually. "Guess hero school teaches music now."

Katsuki ground his teeth. "They’re just idiots with instruments."

But his gaze stayed fixed.

The crowd pulsed with joy. Class 1-A played like they were made for this, all rhythm and harmony and the kind of teamwork Katsuki never thought he’d miss until it was gone. They were smiling. Genuinely smiling. Like nothing outside these school walls mattered.

And Eri was happy.

She giggled, leaning into his head. Her grip tightened as the song swelled, and he let her sway with the music. His eyes scanned the crowd, always alert. No one looked twice at them. No one recognized them. Just another tired dad and his kids out for a day of sugar and song.

And for the briefest moment, Katsuki let himself breathe.

– – – – –

Eri waited just outside the row of bathrooms, one hand holding Takeshi’s, the other clutching her flier like a treasure map. Her eyes darted through the crowd of passing students. Many of them were in costume, some in their school uniforms, others draped in event merch. Laughter bubbled from every direction.

Then—

"Hey! That was really good!"

Her voice startled the red-haired boy walking past. He turned, blinking in surprise before his expression softened into an easy smile. Spiky red hair. A kind face.

The red haired boy crouched slightly. "Aw, thanks, kiddo! Glad you liked it!"

Eri stepped closer, smiling shyly. "The music," she said, voice sweet. "And the lights! I really liked it. Kacchan lifted me up so I could see better!"

The smile faltered.

Just a flicker.

Then it returned, more careful this time.

"Kacchan, huh?" he echoed.

He crouched down to her level, red eyes glinting. "You know," he said, patting her head with surprising gentleness, "I had a friend named Kacchan once. Loud. Kinda scary sometimes. But a good person."

"Really?" Eri beamed.

"Yeah," he said with a quiet chuckle. "Everyone thought he was a PR disaster, but honestly? He was so manly."

Eri giggled, and Takeshi—ever the quiet guardian—placed a hand on her shoulder.

"Well, enjoy the rest of the festival," the boy said, standing back up. His eyes lingered for half a second too long, deep in thought. 

"Okay!" Eri chirped, waving.

They turned and walked back toward the bathrooms, where Katsuki had disappeared a few minutes ago.

Just as they neared the stall, the door creaked open.

Katsuki stepped out, shaking his hands to dry them. "Dryer’s busted. No paper towels either," he muttered. "Anything interesting happen?"

Takeshi glanced at Eri, who smiled innocently up at him.

"Nothing really."

Katsuki shrugged.

And they walked back into the noise and color, swallowed once again by the crowd.

 

Notes:

Guys I love Gentle. Mans deserves more screen time.

Chapter 29: Soul's Requiem Part 1

Notes:

Uh oh... not a two-parter ;-;

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The knock came early in the afternoon.

It wasn’t frantic, or loud, or even particularly aggressive. It was just three soft raps against the trailer door. The kind of knock that didn’t demand attention so much as wait for it.

Katsuki scowled from where he sat on the couch, idly twirling a screwdriver between his fingers. The air outside was sticky with the kind of heat that clung to skin and made tempers short. He’d already been in a foul mood all day. And he was really not in the mood for visitors.

He pushed off the couch with a grunt, the floor creaking under his weight as he padded barefoot to the door.

When he yanked it open, two figures stood silhouetted against the bruised evening sky.

“Oh, hell no.”

“Now now,” said a familiar voice, placid and infuriating, “I promise we’re not here to stir up trouble.”

Katsuki narrowed his eyes. “Gentle Criminal,” he growled. “And… the hacker girl.”

“La Brava,” she said helpfully, flashing a peace sign. She wore an oversized hoodie with pink ribbons in her hair and carried a laptop bag slung across one shoulder.

Without another word, Katsuki slammed the door in their faces.

He leaned his back against it, letting out a sharp breath through his nose. Were they serious? Gentle Criminal was a glorified nuisance and a washed-up joke, and La Brava was the digital gremlin. He ran into them one time, and now they were showing up at the damn house like this was some kind of team-up arc?

He didn’t have the mental capacity for this crap.

Then, a muffled voice came through the door: 

“We know you’re looking for All For One.”

Katsuki froze.

That voice—Gentle's—carried none of its usual theatrical pomp. Just facts, delivered with razor precision.

How the hell did they know that?

His fingers lingered on the edge of the door, muscles locked. A warning flare of adrenaline sparked in his chest. He didn't hear footsteps retreating. The silence was tense. Waiting.

Then came the second line, quieter: “We want to help you.”

Katsuki’s jaw clenched.

Help? From two washed-up internet criminals? It was ridiculous. Insulting. It was—

Exactly the kind of reckless idea he'd be stupid enough to consider.

His heart thudded like a warning drumbeat behind his ribs. His leads on the League had dried up. There had been no more whispers, no movement, and his flame had gone silent. No flicker, no pull. For days now.

So maybe, maybe , he was desperate enough to let them through his front door.

It didn’t mean he trusted them.

But still…

They knew.

They knew something . Enough to track him down. Enough to connect dots even the pros hadn’t connected yet. That counted for something.

Slowly, he opened the door again, eyes narrowed.

“…I’m listening,” he said, voice low and flat.

Gentle dipped his head, almost reverent in the way he moved. “Might we come in?”

Katsuki stared at them both for a long moment. La Brava stood slightly behind Gentle, eyes locked on him with barely contained energy. She didn’t look smug. She looked like someone with a loaded gun full of information.

With a sharp sigh, Katsuki stepped back and jerked his chin toward the interior.

“Fine. But don’t touch anything. And if I even think you’re wasting my time…”

“No tricks,” Gentle said, hands raised in peace. “We’re here to listen. And, if you’ll allow it… to offer what we know.”

Katsuki grunted, already regretting this.

He shut the door behind them, the latch clicking behind them.

Because if they were wrong… If they were lying … If they were just another set of people who thought they could use him—

Then he’d burn this whole fucking alliance down before they ever got the chance.


 

The tiny living room felt even smaller with the two extra bodies inside, their silhouettes backlit by the afternoon sun. La Brava’s hair was pulled up in twin puffs that bounced with every excited shift of her weight, her laptop bag swinging with her movements. Gentle Criminal stood tall and polite as ever, with that ridiculous ascot and waxed mustache, his gloved hands folded neatly in front of him.

"You know," Gentle said lightly, "the more I look at you, the more I see it. We’re not so different, you and I."

Katsuki leaned against the doorway, arms crossed. He narrowed his eyes. "Yeah, yeah, you said that before. What’s your point? Why did you show up at my house?" He could feel the headache coming on. These two idiots found out where he was staying—talk about creepy.

Gentle smiled without offense. "My point is—La Brava did some digging. And we found something rather interesting."

Katsuki’s expression darkened. "What?"

La Brava stepped forward, clutching her laptop tightly. "I—I'm sorry. I know it was invasive, but I had to know. You disappeared around the same time Nullbringer sightings started popping up. At first, I thought it was a coincidence. But then I started noticing patterns."

Katsuki's arms uncrossed. His stance shifted subtly, alert. Katsuki didn’t like the sound of this. Not one bit.

La Brava's voice quickened. “We only tracked you because we recognized the Nullbringer footage from the Shie Hassaikai leak,” she explained, trying to smooth things over. I don’t understand how it’s possible—your abilities now are completely different from your old quirk—but the data doesn’t lie. I cross-referenced video footage and movement logs from the HPSC's internal databases—"

"You hacked the Commission?"

She flushed but didn’t look away. "Yes. And I found something else. Every Nullbringer incident you’ve been involved in? The League was somehow connected. Either in the vicinity, or direct involvement. It was like you were tracking them."

Katsuki’s lips thinned. He pushed off the doorframe. "Why do you care? Seriously. Why waste time digging into my business? What is your angle?"

Gentle joined her now, with a calm smile. "You misunderstand. This isn’t about gain. This is about opportunity. The public sees Nullbringer as an anomaly—a vigilante at best, a villain at worst. But I see something else. A symbol."

Katsuki scoffed. "Spare me the idealism."

But Gentle continued, voice soft with conviction. "You are what happens when the system fails. And yet, instead of falling into villainy, you’re fighting back against the system. You have every reason to hate the world, and yet you’re trying to fix it. That’s what people need to see."

"Don’t put your ideals on me," Katsuki snapped. "You don’t know me."

Gentle didn’t flinch. "I don’t. Not entirely. But I’ve seen enough. Enough to know that if someone like you can rise again, maybe there’s still hope for those the system has discarded."

La Brava cleared her throat. "It would be a benefit to both Gentle and me. We just want to reform hero society—and there’s something in it for you, so it’s a win-win, right? I found some intel. There has been odd activity out in Fukuoka. Movements underground that suggest a big shift coming. We are not sure what exactly, but it has been too quiet."

Katsuki raised a brow. "That’s halfway across the country. You want me to just pack up and go on a whim?"

"Not a whim," she said. "It’s a lead, I can feel it! We don’t know if it’s the League, but it smells wrong. If there’s something happening there, we want to check it out. We want you with us."

Katsuki looked at both of them—Gentle with his too-earnest eyes and La Brava clutching her laptop tightly against her chest. There was something unnerving about how quickly they had gotten into his business. How easily they’d pieced it together. His mind flicked to the heroes. If these two amateurs could find him, how long until the Commission did?

"Fine," he muttered. "But none of your dumb livestream crap. Got it?"

La Brava hesitated.

Gentle raised a hand. "We only want to help the public see what you're really doing."

"That’s not your decision."

A long beat. Then finally, La Brava sighed. "No faces. But we really do need the footage."

Katsuki didn’t respond. He turned on his heel and stalked toward the garage. Inside, Takeshi was hunched over a spread of blueprints while Eri colored beside him on the floor with chalk. She looked up as Katsuki entered.

"Hey," he said, keeping his voice level. "Old man, I’ve got something. We’re heading out. Got a lead."

Takeshi didn’t look up. "You checking in every hour?"

Katsuki grunted. "Yeah."

Takeshi finally glanced at him, eyes narrowing when he saw the two guests. "I don’t even wanna know."

Katsuki shrugged. "They’ve got skills."

Takeshi sighed, rubbing his face. "Whatever. Just keep your location on. Any weird signals, I’m pulling your ass out myself."

Katsuki gave him a lazy salute. "Got it."


 

They traveled by train at first. Katsuki kept to the shadows, his hood drawn low and a pair of goggles tight against his face. His black mask muffled his voice, and the hat pressed his dyed hair flat.

Gentle made idle chatter, musing about the shifting hero rankings, the pressure Endeavor was facing with his new #1 position, and how society might collapse if the League struck again. Katsuki mostly tuned him out.

Katsuki’s mind wandered despite himself. He hated trusting criminals. Hated more that it kind of made sense. 

He’d become exactly what he used to hate—someone operating in the shadows, cutting corners, dancing on the edge of legality. The irony wasn’t lost on him. Once, he would have spat in the face of someone like him. Now? He wasn’t sure.

– – – – –

Once in Fukuoka, they moved across rooftops. Gentle’s elasticity quirk allowed them to bound silently over alleys and buildings. The air was crisp. The skyline glittered in the early evening.

"So," Gentle said as they perched on a ledge overlooking a market street. "Still think we’re a waste of time?"

Katsuki snorted. "You haven’t proven otherwise yet."

La Brava giggled.

They split up to scan different quadrants of the city. Katsuki kept his senses sharp, although he didn’t expect anything. Just when frustration began to rise, there was a loud explosion somewhere close by.

The first blast rocked the street with a thunderous boom that rattled windows and shook the rooftops. Sirens began wailing in the distance.

Katsuki’s head snapped up. Violent grey smoke bloomed in the distance, stretching upward. People screamed, a chaotic chorus of terror and confusion. The sky, which had been quiet only moments ago, was now burning.

He turned towards the commotion, scanning the skyline.

“Nomus,” he hissed, mouth tight. His fists clenched before he could think.

He leapt, landing in a crouch beside Gentle and La Brava atop the adjacent rooftop. Below them, chaos erupted. The Nomus swarmed the streets like locusts. They were misshapen beasts with fused limbs, hunched backs, and exposed brains. Some dragged themselves with arms that bent the wrong way. Others bounded forward like insects with human faces. The sound of bone scraping pavement, and the roar of mutated throats was nightmare fuel given flesh.

People scattered. Cars swerved and crashed. Storefronts shattered under heavy blows. Flames licked across asphalt. Children cried.

La Brava had already pulled out her camera, recording from the roof with wide eyes. "We need to capture this," she whispered. "People need to see what we’re fighting."

Gentle remained composed. He adjusted his cuffs, eyes narrowing as he analyzed the unfolding chaos. “Let’s devise a plan.”

Katsuki’s mind was already moving. He was far from a hero, but old habits died hard. Civilians first. Control the spread. Take out the small fry fast.

Gentle wasted no time. He began deploying his quirk. He coated surfaces in pockets of elasticized air, ready to redirect attacks or movement. 

“We’ll funnel them,” Gentle said, his voice crisp with urgency. La Brava, monitor heat signatures and route patterns. Bakugo, intercept and incapacitate. Avoid the big ones unless absolutely necessary.”

La Brava was already typing at lightning speed, her custom rig flickering with live data.

“I’ll ping movement patterns,” she said. “Be careful, they might be organized.”

Katsuki’s jaw clenched. The League didn’t do anything halfway.

He launched himself from the rooftop, boots crashing into the first Nomu’s face with bone-shattering force. It reeled back, but another lunged from the side.

“Left!” La Brava shouted.

Katsuki pivoted mid-air, twisting in a controlled spin. Gentle’s elastic field caught his trajectory and flung him in a wide arc. He landed behind the second Nomu and drove a knee into the back of its skull.

They didn’t move like humans. Not even like monsters. It was worse than that—like puppets on tangled strings.

“There’s a cluster near the alleyway!” La Brava called.

“I’m on it!” Katsuki darted down, rebounding off a wall, skating across an elastic field Gentle had laid down. He twisted sharply to the right, claws grazing his shoulder as a Nomu missed its mark by inches.

He ducked under another’s swing, cracked its knee, then vaulted off the side of a vending machine to land a sharp kick to its temple.

These things weren’t normal. He was barely making a dent in their numbers.

Through the haze of motion, he could see the flickering auras. Mangled, fractured things that clawed against their flesh. Some of them screamed without sound. Some just sobbed.

Katsuki’s stomach turned. He couldn’t afford to stop. Couldn’t think about what they might have been.

“Got two more inbound!” La Brava called. “Six o’clock!”

He spun and moved again. Blood sprayed from a Nomu’s mouth as he crushed its ribs with a vicious strike.

Gentle’s voice crackled through his comm. “They’re targeting responders. Two EMT vans were just overturned.”

Where are the heroes? Katsuki wondered, veering hard, crossing over a patch of elasticity. It launched him over the heads of two Nomus, giving him the clearance he needed to land beside the wrecked van. A third Nomu barreled toward a medic trapped inside.

“Not today!” he snarled, charging it. His shoulder hit it like a battering ram.

The beast shrieked, gurgling blood, and collapsed. The medic inside the van gasped.

“Get out of here!” Katsuki barked.

The medic nodded shakily and scrambled away.

Katsuki turned back to the fray. Gentle was directing traffic with fluid precision, using his quirk to herd Nomus toward an evacuated segment.

“They’re everywhere,” Katsuki muttered. His heart pounded, lungs burning. But he couldn’t stop.

He saw one dragging its body toward a child who’d fallen behind the crowd. Time slowed. Katsuki’s pulse surged.

He sprinted.

“Elastic patch, five meters ahead!” Gentle called.

Katsuki didn’t hesitate. He launched off the ledge, slammed into the elastic field, and rocketed forward. His body collided with the Nomu’s side just before it could strike the kid.

“Run!” he shouted at the child.

The kid sobbed and fled.

Katsuki stood over the Nomu, chest heaving. Its aura flailed, lost and wild. No structure. No peace. 

What did they do to you…?

More roars echoed in the distance.

Katsuki returned to the rooftops, where La Brava was recording from a safe vantage.

“You’re unbelievable,” she said softly. “You’re really trying to save them all.”

Katsuki didn’t answer. He just clenched his fists and looked toward the rising smoke.

The air was thick with ash and static. Flames licked the sky, reflecting off shattered windows. Screams echoed down alleyways, carried on the wind like ghosts.

And still the Nomus kept coming.

Katsuki stood panting, his chest heaving beneath his mask. His eyes scanned the street below where grotesque figures continued to pour out like insects from a hive. There were too many.

He swore under his breath. "Damn it."

Across the chaos, a blur of red feathers carved through the air. Hawks. The Pro Hero darted across the battlefield like a razor, slicing through the swarming Nomus with his wings. His feathers were spinning off in rapid succession, moving civilians out of harm's way. 

But even he was slowing.

Katsuki's eyes lingered, catching every move. Hawks was running low. His feathers were dwindling. Every strike came with a noticeable pause now.

"We need a new plan. Fast.”

La Brava wiped sweat from her brow, her laptop rig still feeding live surveillance through her headset. "We’re getting overwhelmed. There’s too many. Even with Hawks out there—"

"He’s running dry," Katsuki said. "I saw it. He can’t keep up."

Gentle adjusted his coat, grim. "These Nomus... they’re more coordinated than I expected."

Katsuki was already pacing, mind racing. He glanced toward the destruction and the swarm that kept pushing forward, before looking up at the rooftop. That’s when the idea struck.

He turned to Gentle, his voice sharp with urgency. "Can you scatter your quirk across the field? Just random spots. I need elastic airfields, traps, walls. Doesn’t matter. Just spread it wide."

La Brava blinked. "Are you insane?"

Gentle looked equally baffled. "I... Young Bakugo, my quirk doesn’t work that way. I can’t deactivate the areas once they’re placed. They have to wear off naturally. And I certainly can’t keep track of every surface I’ve affected. Even I would lose count."

"You won’t need to," Katsuki said, eyes narrowing. "Just trust me."

Gentle hesitated, clearly uneasy. Then, slowly, he nodded. “Very well.”

Katsuki didn’t answer. He was already moving.

Gentle raised his arms and activated his quirk, sending pulses of elastic force into the air, the ground, the walls, scattering invisible pads of energy across the battlefield like a landmine field made of springs.

To anyone else, they were useless.

But not to Katsuki.

He could see them—threads of aura shimmering like pale heat over each surface, the touch of Gentle’s quirk lighting up faintly in his sight. It was like reading a hidden language. Every spring zone was clear as day.

He took off, his foot connecting with one of the elastic pads. He launched forward, twisting midair and driving a boot into a Nomu’s chest. This sent it crashing through a market stall.

He rebounded again—left, then up, then sideways—each leap faster than the last. 

Gentle stared, eyes wide. “How… how is he doing that?”

La Brava’s fingers flew over her equipment, capturing everything. “He’s flying, Gentle! This is incredible!”

Another Nomu lunged for Katsuki.

Too slow.

He bounded off the wall, ricocheted from an unseen pad, and planted a fist in the creature’s jaw. It dropped, twitching.

La Brava turned her camera toward Gentle. “Say something! This is what we were waiting for!”

Gentle cleared his throat, voice suddenly solemn as he addressed the lens. "Ladies and gentlemen... behold. Nullbringer. A name whispered in shadow. An outcast. A boy written off by the system."

Onscreen, Katsuki continued his rampage, tearing through the field like a storm.

“This,” Gentle said, gesturing to the camera, “is what true heroism looks like. Not in official rankings or fancy endorsements. Not in red tape or agency backing. But here. In the chaos.”

La Brava turned the camera to follow Katsuki again as he soared high into the air before crashing down on a Nomu with explosive force, knocking it into the pavement hard enough to leave a crater.

“He was discarded,” Gentle continued, voice rising with passion. “Vilified. Labeled dangerous. But when the people cry out, who answers?"

On the field, Katsuki landed in a crouch, his chest heaving, eyes blazing behind his mask.

La Brava was nearly in tears. “He’s turning the tide…”

One last Nomu roared as it charged forward. It was larger than the others, feral and screeching.

Katsuki ran toward it, springing forward and landing a roundhouse kick straight to the temple. The beast dropped, convulsing.

Silence settled over the block. The swarm had thinned. They were winning.

Gentle stared through the smoke, eyes wide with awe.

Katsuki landed beside them again, blood running from his nose, his mask torn slightly.

La Brava shut off the camera and threw her arms around him. “That was amazing!”

He grunted. “Not done yet.” H is eyes turned toward a rising column of fire. “I saw Endeavor,” he said breathlessly. “Fighting something big. Bigger than all of these,” he said, gesturing to the fallen Nomus.

Gentle’s face paled. “High-tier Nomu?”

“Higher, I think. Endeavor is struggling.”

They turned toward the skyline. One street over, a monstrous figure rose from the smoke, squaring off against the flame hero himself.

Katsuki watched, vision swimming.

Whatever was coming next… he’d need a new plan.

The heat came first.

A burst of fire lit the dusk-drenched skyline, a wall of orange and gold consuming half a city block. From the rooftop across the avenue, Katsuki recoiled instinctively, arm shielding his face as the radiant heat brushed his skin like an open furnace. Then came the shockwave, rattling loose debris and sending a distant window shattering into glittering fragments.

And through the fire, he could see the Nomu.

Katsuki staggered, one hand gripping the rooftop ledge. A wave of nausea slammed into him, sudden and absolute. His stomach twisted, bile rising to the back of his throat. He’d felt off ever since they spotted the first batch of Nomus. Each one of them was a cacophony of energy jammed together like broken glass in a blender, but this one was different. Wrong didn’t even begin to cover it.

It was massive. Towering over traffic lights and wrecked vehicles. Its form was completely black, its skin stretched taut over bulging muscle, and red eyes bulging from their sockets. From its mouth it came a wet, rattling breath, too deep, too slow, like something breathing through thick sludge. It could talk.

And its aura—

Katsuki gagged.

He dropped to one knee, pressing a palm flat against the rooftop to keep from collapsing entirely. His vision blurred. The presence bleeding off that thing wasn’t just painful. It was overwhelming. Heavy. The weight of it pressed down on him like gravity turned hostile.

"Kid?" Gentle knelt beside him, brows furrowed with concern.

"Bakugo!" La Brava dropped down beside them, eyes wide. Her hand reached toward his shoulder.

He shook his head. "Don’t touch me."

His fingers twitched. From across the gap, flames exploded upward, marking Endeavor’s presence. The number one hero barreled into the Nomu like a cannonball of fire and force. The two clashed violently, heat waves rippling across buildings. Every hit from Endeavor lit the sky; every counter from the Nomu cracked the earth. Glass rained down from windows above. Cars skidded sideways, their alarms wailing in the distance.

And Katsuki couldn’t move.

He couldn’t even get close. It wasn't because he was afraid of getting caught in the crossfire—though the chances were high. Endeavor’s flames could easily roast him alive. But even more than that, his instincts screamed at him to stay back . That getting closer would be like stepping into a meat grinder for the soul.

The air stank of scorched metal, dust, and blood.

"We have to go," Gentle said firmly. He was standing now, eyes fixed on the crumbling street below. Another building groaned as its supports buckled. "We’re in the collapse zone. If this keeps up—"

"We’ll be caught in it," La Brava finished. She touched Katsuki’s shoulder again. "Come on. There’s nothing we can do."

But there was.

There had to be.

Katsuki’s fists trembled. He hated standing still, watching someone else fight, powerless to help. How the hell was he supposed to walk away?

But physically he couldn’t even stand without retching. He squeezed his eyes shut, the sounds of battle thunderous around him. Fire howled. Concrete screamed. The Nomu let out a deep, resonant groan as Endeavor slammed into it. Both of them were now airborne.

There had to be another way.

Think.

He remembered the kid he’d saved once. The aura he’d touched and how it had reacted. He remembered how his own flame had felt. How it had seemed distant and unreachable at first. But he had reached it. Without touching it. Without seeing it.

And then the idea hit him.

"I’m going to try something," he said suddenly, voice low and steady despite the storm in his gut.

La Brava blinked. "Try what?"

"You need to trust me," he said. "No matter what happens, you do not wake me up."

Gentle turned. "What are you talking about, young man? What do you mean wake you up?"

Katsuki pulled his goggles down over his eyes. "Cover for me. Watch my back. Keep the area clear. If I come out of it screaming, still don’t wake me."

"That sounds exactly like something we shouldn’t do," La Brava hissed.

He was already sitting down with his legs crossed and hands on his knees. He steadied his breathing.

Gentle took a slow step forward. "Bakugo—"

"Just trust me," he said. He looked up at them, expression tight. "Please."

Gentle stared at him. And then, quietly, he nodded.

"We’ll protect you."

Katsuki closed his eyes.

The sounds of the city dulled, becoming distant, as if his head had plunged underwater. He focused inward—on the quiet pulse of his soul, the thrum of energy that moved beneath his skin. His heartbeat steadied. He thought of the flame. Of the flickering warmth that wasn’t quite part of him but still answered when he called. If he could reach that , then maybe he could reach this too.

He extended his awareness. His senses, the part of him that could see quirks as auras, pushed past his own body. Outward, and into the void. It was like stretching an arm into freezing water.

Then he felt it.

The Nomu.

Its aura wasn’t just loud. It was a tornado. A monstrous amalgamation of agony, rage, and hunger . Energy churned like debris inside it, crashing into each other, tangling and fusing. The closer Katsuki got, the harder it was to breathe. But he didn’t stop.

He saw it—faint, but real. A thread. He reached for it, fingers brushing the edge

And the world went white.

Katsuki’s body slumped forward, limp. La Brava darted forward and caught him before his head could hit the concrete. She cradled him, shaking his shoulders.

"Bakugo?! Bakugo!"

His goggles were fogged. Blood trickled from his nose.

Gentle stood frozen. Then turned to watch the battle, a muscle in his jaw ticking. The Nomu was still standing.

Endeavor roared.

Flames surged.

And Katsuki didn’t move.

Notes:

Sometimes I feel like some of these scenarios keep happening... just one life-shattering scenario after another. But then I remember that pretty much everything is entirely plausible (since I am introducing characters and certain scenarios that happened in the canon timeline). It just feels odd that so much is happening CONSTANTLY lmao. I am really trying to keep the scenarios believable, so hopefully nothing TOO OOC happens. But then again, this is a fic, so it's bound to happen from time to time.

Anyway, sorry for edging you like that. The chapter was getting to be too long.

Chapter 30: Soul's Requiem Part 2

Notes:

TW for blood, gore, and disturbing imagery.

 

On another note, imagine this: you're in the hospital---worst day of your life. Your nurse comes in and tucks you in for the night. When you go to sleep, your nurse goes on break and starts writing a goddamn MHA fanfic. (true story)... Jesus christ our generation is cooked

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Katsuki’s mind plummeted into darkness, swallowing him whole.

He tumbled endlessly into the abyss, senses shredding and reforming. Each second pulled him deeper into the oppressive void. Each thought fractured, splintering under the weight of a pressure he couldn't name. The sensation was like sinking into ice-cold water, an unending descent into blackness that swallowed sound, thought, and memory.

When the feeling began to ebb away, Katsuki’s consciousness stirred. His senses gradually returned.

When he opened his eyes, he found himself sitting in a nightmarish chamber. The air was thick, almost tangible, pressing in on him from all sides. The walls pulsed slowly, rhythmically, and slick like wet flesh. The walls were threaded with faintly glowing veins. The chamber felt alive—malevolent and watching.

Then, his sense of touch returned. He felt the sludge, viscous, warm, and slick—slithering up his arms and legs.

Katsuki sat up with a strangled gasp. His lungs burned, sucking in air that tasted like rot and iron. His breath caught, gagging on the stench—a cloying, wet rot like spoiled meat and burnt plastic. His ears rang. His skin crawled.

He shifted, instinctively trying to get up—then stopped. His breath hitched. There was a weight anchoring him into the ground. 

He forced himself to look, dread pooling in his gut. Hands gripped his legs. Dozens of them—bloated and discolored, slick with mucus and blood—protruded from the sludge beneath him. Fingers clutched his ankles, his calves, pulling him deeper. Their nails were split, some missing entirely. 

Eyes stared up at him from the viscous muck. They were scattered, sunken and bulging. One blinked. Another twitched.

And all around him, he could hear voices.

"Help me..."

"Please... let me go..."

"It hurts... it hurts..."

The moans came from everywhere and nowhere. They rose and fell in a haunting chorus, stitched together by sobs and broken pleas. Some were high and childlike. Others were guttural, aged. Each cry was soaked in pain, hollow and unending.

Katsuki gasped, nearly vomiting as a disjointed hand crawled up his chest. It had too many fingers.

He wrenched away with a cry—but more hands shot out. He stumbled forward through the slop, pushing through the limbs. His boots squelched with every step, the sludge trying to suck him down like a mouth too greedy to let go.

Above him stretched a sky that wasn’t a sky at all—just an endless abyss, veined with threads of black and pulsing red. Chains hung down from it, heavy and rusted, swaying with no breeze. Each one vanished into the gloom above, trailing down and attached to dark figures. The forms contorted, writhing silently. At first glance, they seemed spectral and abstract, but as Katsuki focused, the truth became horrifyingly clear.

These were people.

Souls, trapped in an eternal torment. Each face bore the imprint of its last mortal agony: mouths frozen in soundless screams, eyes wide and filled with suffering. 

He looked around once more, taking note of each chain. Twelve. One for each torso that barely twitched. The metal links burrowed into bone and meat, anchoring them to this hell.

Katsuki stepped forward. His boots disappeared in the muck. A dozen eyes snapped open—pale, clouded, and fixed on him. He locked eyes with one of the forms, a rasping wheeze left its mouth.

"You...—

Screams erupted. Not from one mouth, but from all of them.

Katsuki dropped to his knees, clutching his head.

"What the fuck is this…"

A metallic screech cut him off.

He looked up just in time to see a chain drop from the ceiling. It lashed toward him like a striking viper. Katsuki dove to the side, barely avoiding it as the links slammed down where he’d just been. Sludge exploded in all directions beneath the impact.

He scrambled back, boots skidding across the slick surface. The chain lashed out once more, grazing his shoulder, hot pain searing across his skin. He hissed and ducked, heart hammering.

It was hunting him.

The cold metal finally caught up to him, coiling around his arm with unnatural precision, yanking hard. Katsuki cried out, legs kicking as he fought against the pull. Panic tore through his chest like fire in dry grass. The chain was trying to bind him, drag him under.

He twisted, gritting his teeth. With a roar, he tore free, wrenching himself out of its grip.

The chain slithered back, readying for another strike—

And then, hands burst from the ground. Pale, ghostly, trembling—yet strong. Dozens of arms broke through. They caught the chain mid-lash, holding it down and fighting its movements. The chain thrashed violently, shrieking against their hold, but the hands didn’t let go.

Katsuki landed hard on the floor, breath ragged, pain flaring through his shoulder and ribs. He didn’t move at first. Just sat there, staring. They were holding the chain back.

They were protecting him.

Katsuki allowed himself a few ragged breaths, chest rising and falling as his heartbeat slowly settled. His arm still throbbed from where the chain had wrapped around it, but the pain was distant—overshadowed by something deeper.

He looked up at the spirits.

They had tried to warn him.

Drawing in a steadying breath, he forced himself to his feet. The spirits no longer screamed. They stood still now—silent and patient. Watching.

Waiting.

He stepped forward carefully, his boots squelching in the mire. “...Thanks,” he muttered. “For warning me.”

None of them responded, but something in the air shifted. The tension eased. 

His eyes dropped to the chains anchoring them. They pulsed faintly with color, wrapped tightly around limbs, torsos, necks. Familiar, glowing threads coursed through each link.

Katsuki narrowed his eyes. It was the same type of energy he saw surrounding the living. The same aura that defined someone’s power, their essence.

Here, it was the thing binding them.

One of the spirits stepped forward. A gaunt figure with eyes like dying embers. Its arm lifted. Katsuki instinctively recoiled—but stopped himself. He made himself stay still as it reached out, slowly, carefully…

And placed its hand over his heart.

His chest tightened.

Two more spirits moved. A small one clutched his shirt with shaking fingers. The other rested a palm gently on his shoulder.

Then the world shifted . And his vision darkened.


 

Below them, the battle raged on.

Endeavor roared, flame erupting from every inch of his battered frame. The Nomu lunged, grotesque limbs writhing like meat being torn in reverse. Endeavor met it midair, a furious spiral of Prominence Burn lighting up the sky like a second sun.

Then—

CRACK.

The Nomu slammed him through the side of a building. Concrete exploded outward. Steel beams screeched. A deafening boom shook the district.

From the rooftop, La Brava flinched as dust and debris billowed upward like smoke from a bomb. The shockwave hit a second later, slapping across her face like a furnace.

Gentle activated his quirk, redirecting the debris.

La Brava turned her eyes back to Katsuki.

His face was twisted in pain, his eyelids fluttered tight, and his muscles rigid. Blood had begun to seep from his nose, slow at first, then heavier. She leaned in—and froze.

His teeth were clenched.

Blood trickled past them, over his lower lip.

“Bakugo?” she choked out in alarm.

Above them, the sky roared.

A wall of fire burst across the street as Endeavor struck the Nomu with another blast. The heat peeled across the rooftops, launching more debris. Then, a deep groan—the kind that came from the bones of the city itself.

The rooftop beneath them shuddered. Screamed. And began to give way.

La Brava screamed. “Gentle!”

“Hold tight!” Gentle barked, already moving.

Concrete cracked beneath them like breaking ice. With a snap of motion, Gentle hoisted the boy across his shoulders, and caught La Brava’s wrist as the ground caved in. He activated his quirk, warping the rooftop surface beneath their feet like a trampoline.

The world flung sideways.

They soared over the collapsing building in a burst of smoke and cinders, landing hard on the broken remains of an adjacent rooftop. Gentle rolled once, shielding Katsuki’s body with his own until they skidded to a stop beside a jutting slab of rebar.

Ash rained down like black snow.

For a long moment, none of them spoke. Gentle’s breath hitched in ragged bursts. La Brava’s shoulders shook. And Katsuki lay motionless in their arms, a crumpled husk of blood and tension.

“Lay him on his side,” La Brava said breathlessly, wiping her eyes with trembling fingers. “He could choke on the blood.”

Gentle obeyed, easing the boy onto the stone with impossible care. He knelt beside him, fingers already reaching for Katsuki’s pulse.

Katsuki’s lips were pale. His jaw was tight, clenched against invisible pain. His breath was a faint tremor in the chaos.

“My god…” Gentle whispered, horror threading through his voice.

La Brava ripped off his goggles. Katsuki’s eyes were closed, lashes stuck together with drying blood. But the bleeding hadn’t stopped. Red wept from his tear ducts, thick as ink. It slid down the bridge of his nose, joining the blood from his nostrils, his ears.

He was bleeding from everywhere .

Gentle pressed trembling fingers to his neck again.

The pulse was erratic. Skipping.

Failing.

“He’s slipping,” Gentle murmured. “Whatever he’s doing—it’s killing him.”

La Brava crouched beside him, eyes wide. “He said not to wake him up. That no matter what happened, we couldn’t . But Gentle—he’s dying .”

“I know,” Gentle said, his voice tight. “I know .”

His fingers clenched. His eyes tracked the ruined skyline, flicking back to Katsuki’s body. The battle between Endeavor and the Nomu raged on just beyond the next building—a hellish display of fire and fury that bent the sky. The Nomu screamed as it took a blow to the neck, then retaliated with a swipe that shattered a crane. Rubble fell like rain.

Gentle didn’t flinch.

La Brava leaned in, shaking Katsuki’s shoulder. “Bakugo? Come on.” She tapped his cheek lightly. Then harder. “Wake up,” she begged. “Please wake up.”

Nothing.

Just the faint tremble of breath.

Gentle stared at Katsuki's face—at the way he looked younger like this, small and breakable.

And then… something changed.

The tension in his brow eased. His jaw unclenched. The lines of pain etched into his face slowly melted away, replaced by something gentler. Calmer. Almost peaceful.




Katsuki awoke with a quiet gasp.

The air around him felt... different.

Heavy, but not in the same way as before. Not crushing. Still wrong, still alien, but changed. Softer.

Katsuki opened his eyes slowly, half-expecting the blood-muck horror of the last place he'd seen to swallow him again. But when his vision cleared, he was standing in a dark clearing lit by soft light that had no source. Everything shimmered like oil on water. There were trees around him. They twisted upward into a blue and silver void, their branches clawing at the dark sky. There was no wind, no sound, no smell. Just silence

It was strange. Like a dream he’d forgotten how to wake from. 

Out of the void, three figures emerged.

Katsuki’s eyes widened in recognition. These were the three spirits, no longer the ghostly silhouettes he’d seen before. They now had bodies. Faces. Presence .

The first was a boy—maybe seven years old. His smile was crooked, almost playful, and his wide amber eyes shimmered with something old. His gray skin clung tightly to his bones. His T-shirt hung off his frame like a forgotten costume, stained and torn.

“I used to draw rockets,” he said. “On the walls. Mommy said I was gonna be an astronaut.”

Katsuki’s mouth opened, but no words came out.

“My name was Akihiro,” the boy said, stopping in front of Katsuki. “I don’t know how I got in that scary thing... But I remember my house! My bedroom had yellow curtains and stars on the ceiling! I had a doggy named Mikan.” 

“My sister was annoying,” he added with a sheepish smile. “She always followed me around, even when I told her to go away. She’d steal my crayons and draw hearts on my rocket ships and make them all girly. She made me have tea parties with her dumb stuffed animals and yell when I called them fake.”

His smile faltered. His hands fidgeted at his sides. “I used to get mad. I told her to stop touching my stuff. I told her to leave me alone. I thought she was a baby.”

A pause. His voice cracked.

“I miss her.” A small laugh escaped the boy—choked and wet.

“Please tell her I didn’t run away. Tell her I’m gone now.”

Before Katsuki could respond, the second figure appeared—a man in his thirties with dark dreadlocks tied back in a faded red cloth. His eyes were kind, but sunken. One side of his face was marred by a deep burn, old and leathery. His toolbelt still hung at his side.

“Koji,” he said with a nod. “I had a wife. Two kids. We lived in Chiba, tiny place, but I was saving up. I worked nights. Long shifts.”

His voice cracked.

“I was walking home. That’s all I remember. I didn’t leave them. I didn’t want to leave them.”

He gripped Katsuki’s shoulder. It felt real . Solid. Grounding.

“If you find her—Naomi—tell her I’m sorry. That I fought to come home. Even if it didn’t matter.”

Then came the third.

An older woman stepped from the shadows, her silver hair swept into a bun streaked with paint. Her face was flecked with dried color—violet, green, blue—as if she’d just stepped out of a mural. Her eyes were piercing and deep.

“Nari,” she said, simply.

“I taught art at a public high school. Thought color could fix anything.”

Her voice was low, like a lullaby cracked by grief.

“They took me. I bit one of them, but they just laughed. They didn’t care about me. I found out later that they wanted quirk.”

She looked away, breathing shallowly.

“There’s a man—Takeru. My son. He’s in Osaka. Tell him I died painting. Not in a cage.”

Katsuki’s throat burned. He wanted to say something. Anything. But they were already moving.

One by one, they stepped forward again. Not aggressively. Not haunting.

Gently.

Akihiro’s arms wrapped around his middle. Koji’s hand remained firm on his shoulder. Nari’s fingers brushed his cheek, featherlight.

There was a pull—like gravity shifting, not outward, but inward . His breath caught—

And he was back.

Back in the nightmare.

The chains still hissed in the air. The sludge pulsed and gurgled around him. But Katsuki was no longer frozen by fear.

He knew now.

He turned to the first bound soul and grabbed the chain. It burned against his palms, slick with muck and resistance. He pulled, digging in his heels—but the chain didn’t budge. His grip faltered. Slime coated his fingers. He gritted his teeth. His fingers slid across the surface, unable to find a grip. 

Just as frustration started to arise, there was movement.

The sludge around him rippled. Arms burst upward—not to drag him down, but to hold him steady. More arms rose, wrapping gently around his body. Not restraining, supporting him.

They wrapped around his wrists, reinforcing his grip. The warmth of their auras surged through him.

Katsuki roared—and pulled .

The chain groaned, fought—

Then snapped free.

Light exploded from the broken end, and the spirit it had held sank slowly into the ground, peaceful for the first time.

Katsuki stood still, heart pounding.

One chain down.

Twelve more to go.

The arms stayed with him.

For each soul, they rose again from the sludge—guiding him, bracing him, reinforcing his trembling grip. One chain at a time, Katsuki pulled. The links screamed as they tore free from the earth, the thick black muck clinging to them as if it, too, feared being alone.

Eleven more times, the chains groaned and gave way.

Eleven times, the darkness cracked.

And each time, something changed.

The indistinct shadows—the murky, shapeless forms that had once been figures in the mist—began to shift. As the chains broke, color bled into them like watercolor on dry paper. Limbs grew solid. Skin regained hue. Faces sharpened. Clothing returned. They became people again. Human.

Whole.

They stood together in the dim light, wordless. Silent. Watching him.

Some smiled. Others wept. One or two looked to the sky as if seeing it for the first time.

And then, in quiet unity, they all bowed.

Katsuki’s breath caught.

They turned.

They were leaving.

"No—wait!" he cried, stumbling forward. His boots slipped in the receding sludge, sending him crashing to his knees. "I... I don’t understand! Why are you—what even is this?!"

Only three turned back.

Nari, her silver hair now gleaming like starlight, knelt beside him. Her expression was gentle, almost maternal, as she offered her hand.

He didn’t take it at first. He just stared at her—confused, raw.

She rested her palm over his.

“I wasn’t always here,” she said softly. “I died not knowing where I’d gone. I thought I’d passed on… but something held me to this place.”

Koji stepped beside her. “A man,” he said bitterly. “He took our quirks. And our bodies.”

Akihiro stood at Katsuki’s other side. His tiny hand gripped Katsuki’s wrist. “He used our bodies—and our quirks—to build that scary monster,” he whispered, with tears in his eyes.

Katsuki swallowed. His throat burned. “Then… the others? The ones who didn’t speak?”

“They came later,” Koji said.

Nari nodded. “Some are fully formed like us. Our bodies are gone—dead—but our quirks were still in that thing. Still tethered.”

Katsuki’s gaze dropped to the broken chains at their feet.

“And the rest?”

“Not fully formed,” Nari said. “Their bodies are still alive somewhere. They aren’t actually here, just their quirks. But if they die… they’d be trapped here too.”

Katsuki stared at her, the weight of her words hitting deep.

He had freed them. But it wasn’t enough. The weight of that implication—

There were more out there. More Nomus. More trapped souls.

The three spirits stepped closer, and this time, Katsuki stood. Koji clasped his shoulder one last time. Akihiro offered a small, hopeful grin. Nari leaned in and pressed her forehead gently against Katsuki’s.

“Thank you,” she whispered. “For seeing us.”

Koji gave a small nod. “Tell Naomi I didn’t choose to leave. Name’s Koji Nakamura. Don’t forget it.”

Nari stepped back and smiled. “Nari Hanazawa. Tell Takeru I died making something beautiful.”

Akihiro tugged at Katsuki’s sleeve. “Akihiro Sato. Tell my sister I loved her. Even if I pretended I didn’t.”

Katsuki could barely breathe. He gave a broken nod, swallowing down the emotion threatening to burst out of him.

They bowed once more.

And then they stepped into the mist.

Light bloomed where their feet touched the ground. Their bodies faded, not into decay—but into color. Into warmth. Into release.

The chains dissolved. The sludge began to recede, peeling back like ink in reverse. The blackened sky trembled, before cracking wide open, revealing an endless expanse of blue. Beneath him, the filth drained away, replaced by a vast, shimmering sea of silver and sapphire.

And the silence… broke.

A breeze passed through the clearing—cool, clean. Like a sigh. Like an exhale that had waited far too long.

Then, the world fell away completely.


 

"Thank you..." 

"Don’t forget us."

Katsuki’s eyes flew open.

The air around him was still. Quiet. Cool.

His back was pressed against something solid—concrete, maybe. His hands were slick with something sticky. He could smell burnt oil, the tang of blood, the ghost of ozone. 

He lifted a trembling hand to his heart.

La Brava’s face appeared above him, panicked and pale.

But all Katsuki could think about… was a boy who drew rockets, a man who walked home after work, and a woman who died with color on her face.

Those were just twelve. How many more were out there? Shoved into Nomus, tethered by their own stolen quirks?

How many never even had the strength to scream?

Not even death had set them free.

Not until now.

The truth settled in his chest like stone: he wasn’t just fighting for himself anymore. This wasn’t just about reclaiming his flame, it was about them .

All of them.

It was about making sure no one else stayed trapped in that hell.

Notes:

So uh. Anyway, I told you guys this fic was gonna be crack 😭

Here's a fun little nugget of info: you actually CAN bleed from every orifice. It's called DIC. You're welcome ^^

Chapter 31: Shades of Yesterday

Notes:

As you all know (or probably not), I pretty much have this fic entirely written. It had been a couple years in the making, so the only thing I'm doing is rewriting some sloppy parts and adding small things. That being said, the urge to just post everything all at once is soooooo strong. Like I'm tweaking over here. I guess the only thing keeping me sane is all your engagement. Seriously guys, you give me life. I sit here and giggle reading your messages. And your theories??? I love hearing them. They have me laughing like a goblin.

But anywayyy---I'll try to upload a chapter every day... or every other day? It depends on how much work the chapter needs. My brain STILL struggles with waiting a whole day, but oh well~

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Katsuki wasn’t stupid.

He’d seen what waited inside. Heard the cries, felt the desperation clinging like blood to his soul. And now he knew: if he didn’t get his shit together—if he died before freeing the rest—he’d end up just like them. Screaming. Forgotten. Trapped in that writhing mass of stolen bodies and broken power. There’d be no afterlife. No peace. Just rot and regret inside some freak puppet built to burn.

He pushed himself upright, swaying as his boots struggled to find purchase on the rubble-strewn rooftop. His head throbbed. His limbs trembled with exhaustion. Blood had crusted beneath his nose, down his neck, dried against the collar of his shirt. His mouth tasted like metal.

But he was alive.

The world hadn’t stopped while he was under. The street below was in shambles—glass glittered like fallen stars, cars flipped and burning. But the chaos had quieted. The smoke had thinned.

And there, in the middle of it all, stood Endeavor.

The Number One Hero was battered and bloodied, the left side of his face scorched and slick with crimson. His flames flickered weakly, barely dancing now. But he was standing. Towering over the corpse of the high-grade Nomu, his fist raised skyward in a symbol of triumph.

The crowd, distant but present beyond the barricades, erupted into cheers. Cameras zoomed in. Reporters shouted questions. Drones buzzed overhead.

The nation was already writing the headline.

Katsuki’s breath hitched as he stared at the Nomu’s broken form. He could still see them in his mind—the three souls who’d reached out. They were free now.

Katsuki’s chest ached

“...You good, kid?” Gentle’s voice pulled him back.

He turned.

Gentle looked worried. Pale under his curled mustache, his coat torn and singed in several places. La Brava hovered nearby, biting her lip. Her laptop was tucked against her chest, forgotten for once.

Katsuki coughed, clearing his throat. “I’m here.”

“You scared  us,” La Brava said, eyes wide. “You just collapsed. Like your soul left your body. We tried to wake you up—Gentle even slapped you, and nothing. Then that thing just… fell.”

“I didn’t slap you,” Gentle said indignantly. “I jostled you lightly.”

“You were about to slap him.”

“Guys,” Katsuki interrupted hoarsely. He ran a hand over his face. “Doesn’t matter. What happened after I passed out?”

They exchanged a glance.

“One second that thing was tearing through buildings, the next it just—seized up. Then dropped. Endeavor didn’t even land the final blow.”

“I didn’t know what happened,” La Brava added, softer. “But… that was definitely you, right?.”

Katsuki didn’t answer. His mind was still half-buried in the horror of that other place. The stench of blood. The writhing limbs. The way those hands had held him—not to consume him, but to steady him. To help him pull the chains free.

His fingers trembled.

“I reached inside,” he said finally. “I touched something. Someone. The people that used to be in there. And I let them go.”

Gentle stared at him like he’d sprouted wings.

He finally exhaled. "They were people."

Gentle frowned. "What?"

"The Nomu," Katsuki said. "They’re not just monsters. They’re people. Dozens. Maybe hundreds. Torn apart. Stitched together. Their quirks, their souls—everything. That’s what’s inside them. That’s what I saw."

La Brava crouched closer, clutching her camera to her chest.

"Are they free now?" she asked, glancing back at the fallen Nomu.

Katsuki closed his eyes.

"Yeah. I think so."

Silence fell over them like ash.

Emergency sirens howled in the distance, muffled by distance and smoke. The fires were dying, the chaos dwindling into uneasy silence. All around, the rubble still settled—civilians huddled behind barricades, paramedics tended to the wounded, and a dozen pro heroes assessed what remained of the scene.

Katsuki stood alone in a side alley, shoulders hunched, breathing shallow. He watched Gentle and La Brava vanish around a corner, the former offering a final nod of respect and the latter flashing him a small, tentative smile. “If you need us,” Gentle had said, “we’ll come.”

Katsuki had nodded. That was all he could manage.

The two of them disappeared, saying something about avoiding the heroes who were now gathering at the scene.

With them gone, his mind wandered back to the Nomu. 

He leaned against the side of a cracked wall, trying to process what he’d seen. What he’d felt. The image of the three spirits waving at him—Akihiro’s wide grin, Koji’s tired kindness, Nari’s warm eyes—burned behind his eyes like an afterimage. A bruise on the soul.

He grit his teeth and forced down the bile in his throat.

If I die… I’ll be like them.

That thought hit harder than he expected. He staggered slightly, then sat on the curb with a thud, exhaling hard. For a long moment, he just sat there. Listening to the low hum of the emergency drones flying overhead.

Shit… I’m running out of time.

The fire inside of him was flickering, he knew that. And whatever tether he had to those lost souls was burning shorter with every step he took. If he collapsed before finding the rest… 

No.

No way in hell am I going out like that.

He pulled out his phone, the screen cracked from the battle, but still functional. His fingers hovered over the keypad, muscle memory guiding them to a number he hadn’t dialed in months. Of course he remembered it. He could forget everything else and still remember that . One name burned like a brand in his mind. A name he hadn’t let himself think about in a long time.

Izuku Midoriya.

Katsuki stared at the screen until his eyes burned. Then let the phone fall into his lap with a quiet sigh.

“Shit,” he muttered. “Why’s it gotta be you?”

His chest ached.

Deku…

He hadn’t seen him since… since everything .

He remembered the look on Deku’s face the last time they truly spoke—back when things had started falling apart. There had been concern in those stupid big eyes.

He clenched his fists in his lap.

He’d been cruel. Dismissive. Jealous. For years, he’d pushed Izuku away, spat on his kindness, mocked his strength—because it terrified him. Because deep down, he knew Deku was better than him.

And now?

Now, Deku might be the only person who could save him.

Fucking poetic.

Katsuki let out a bitter laugh.

But this wasn’t about him anymore. It wasn’t about pride, or shame, or who had hurt who. It was about the souls. It was about Akihiro, Koji, Nari, and every single one of the forgotten dead screaming inside those stitched-together horrors.

I don’t get to be a coward, he told himself. Not anymore.

He picked up the phone again, switching contacts.

Not Deku.

Not yet.

He wasn’t ready.

Instead, he called the number labeled Old Hag .

It rang twice before a voice snapped through the speaker. “Katsuki?!”

“I don’t have time,” he said, cutting her off. “I need a favor.”

Silence.

“…What kind?”

“I need you to get in touch with Auntie Inko.”

Another pause.

Then, quieter, “Inko?”

“Yeah. I need her to request De—Izuku to come home. Just for the weekend. He’s in the dorms, right? Won’t leave unless it’s an official request.”

“I can make that happen,” she said slowly, suspicious. “What the hell is this about, Katsuki? Are you in trouble?”

He hesitated.

“…Not yet.”

“Then what the hell do you want with—?”

“Please.”

That silenced her.

It wasn’t a word he used often.

After a moment, she exhaled sharply. “Fine. I’ll call her. But you better not get that boy hurt.”

Katsuki hung up before she could say anything else. He sat there, letting the weight of it settle in. Soon, he’d have to face Izuku Midoriya.

Soon, he’d have to tell the truth.

Not just about what he’d become.

Because All For One wasn’t just his problem anymore.

Not after what he’d seen.

Not after what he knew .

We’re both tangled in this now, he thought. You through One For All. Me through whatever the hell I’ve become.

Katsuki stood.

Time to face the music.




The weekend came before Katsuki was ready.

He had rehearsed this moment a thousand different ways—on the train, on the walk to the apartment, while brushing his teeth that morning. He’d turned the conversation over and over in his mind, trying to predict how it would unfold. What would he say? What could he say? Nothing dissolved the knot of dread curling in his gut.

He wasn’t ready. He might never be. But this wasn’t about him.

It was about the souls he couldn’t save.

He could still hear them—Akihiro, Koji, Nari—echoing in the dark, their voices burned into the edges of his mind. People who had died and still weren’t free.

He stood outside the Midoriyas’ apartment, half-shadowed by the overhang, hood low, and the bracelet Eri made him—fraying strings—dug into the skin of his wrist every time he clenched his fist. He let it. It grounded him and reminded him why he came.

He raised a hand and knocked.

Two short raps. His heartbeat was louder.

The door opened.

Inko Midoriya stood frozen in the doorway, hand to her chest. Her eyes widened, breath caught, and then her hand flew to her mouth. "Katsuki..."

He braced for tears or a scream—some kind of hysteria. Instead, she surged forward and pulled him into her arms.

The embrace was warm, trembling. It took him a moment to return it, stiff at first. But then something inside him cracked. He relaxed, leaning into her. Just for a second.

"Come in," she whispered thickly. "Please. Come in."

He stepped inside. The apartment smelled like lemon polish. The same family photos still adorned the walls—Inko and Izuku smiling in every frame. Katsuki didn’t let himself look too long.

"I’ll call him down," Inko said, voice tight with emotion.

He exhaled, trying to still the shake in his hands. He kept his eyes on the floor. He could hear footsteps above.

And then Izuku appeared at the top of the stairs.

Katsuki had faced death. He'd seen his own soul split in two, watched strangers die in front of him, walked through blood and teeth and guilt. But nothing had prepared him for this.

Izuku Midoriya was right there. He stopped halfway down the staircase. His hand gripped the rail. His eyes—those wide, honest eyes—went round and glassy.

For one breathless moment, neither moved. It was the first time they’d seen each other in six months.

Katsuki couldn’t move. His hands were clenched at his sides, thumb brushing over the knot on Eri’s bracelet. A grounding point. A reminder. 

Izuku stood frozen—his lips trembled—then he stumbled forward, tripping the last step, and launched into Katsuki’s arms. The impact knocked Katsuki back a step.

Then, barely a whisper: "Kacchan...?"

Katsuki swallowed. His voice was hoarse. "Yeah. It’s me."

"Kacchan, you’re… Oh my god Kacchan you’re alive!" The words came out broken, a cry punched between sobs. The weight of months of grief and hope came crashing down in that moment.

Katsuki stood frozen, his breath hitching. Izuku clung to him, shaking, sobbing. It was raw. It was messy. It was real. Then slowly, Katsuki returned the embrace. His hand curled into the back of Izuku’s shirt. The knot in his chest twisted tighter.

Izuku pulled back, tears streaming down his cheeks.

"I—I thought you were dead." he whispered.

Katsuki huffed a weak laugh. "I was. Kinda."

He meant it as a joke, but Izuku’s face crumpled. 

“I’m gonna need more than that,” Midoriya said eventually. “I—I can’t just…” He gestured helplessly to the room, the space between them, the impossible thing that was Katsuki Bakugo alive and standing right in front of him. Suddenly he was moving—arms wrapping tight around Katsuki again like a lifeline. His breath hitched into sobs against Katsuki’s shoulder.

"You were gone! You were just—gone! They said you died, but no one knew! I looked—I kept looking—"

Katsuki stood stiff at first, overwhelmed by the raw grief spilling from the boy who used to trail behind him like a shadow. 

"What—what happened to you? Where—how?"

"Couch," Katsuki muttered, his voice low. He gestured. "It’s a hell of a story. You better sit."

They sat side by side, knees barely touching. Katsuki stared down at his hands, struggling to get the words right. He hadn’t planned this part. He leaned forward, forearms on his knees, staring at the floor.

"After I was expelled... you know they targeted me. They came to my house… and then they took me." Katsuki let out a dry laugh. “They tried to kill me. Dumped me in a ditch to die.”

Izuku’s hands clenched. Katsuki didn’t look up.

Katsuki rubbed his face. "An old mechanic found me and took me in. Guy named Takeshi. He’s a grump. Took care of me anyway. Didn’t ask questions."

He paused, gathering his breath. He looked down. His fingers dug into the bracelet.

Izuku whispered, "Why didn’t you come back?"

Katsuki didn’t answer right away. He stared at his hands. “I couldn’t… Not like I was. Because they took something from me. Something important." He turned, locking eyes with Izuku.

Izuku frowned. "What do you mean?"

Katsuki raised his head, eyes sharp. "He took my quirk."

Izuku froze.

The air left the room. He sat in stunned silence, mouth half open. His mind reeled, trying to grasp the gravity of what he just heard.

"What... are you talking about?"

"It’s gone. Explosion. All For One took it."

Izuku’s mouth moved but no sound came out. He looked like the floor had fallen out beneath him. “No way…”

Katsuki gave a bitter smile. "Turns out when you spend your whole life building yourself around a quirk, you don’t know who you are when it’s gone."

Izuku looked pained. "Kacchan..."

"Don’t pity me. I’m still standing. I adapted. And besides,” he added, “I deserved it—at least part of it. The way I treated you. The way I treated everyone.”

"Don’t say that!” Izuku said, standing suddenly, “No one deserves that. I don’t care what you did. I’ve never blamed you Kacchan! I’m just—I’m just glad you’re alive.”

The silence that followed was deafening.

Kacchan looked up again. There was no fire in his eyes. No pride. Just a quiet, hollow weight. "Whether or not it was deserved is kinda irrelevant. It still happened. All For One took it. Took something else, too. I don’t know how to explain it. I just know that when it was gone, something in me died with it. I can see quirks now. Auras. Like... glowing threads or colors or some shit. It happened when my quirk was ripped away…don’t ask how.”

He leaned forward, lowering his voice.

"I started noticing something wrong with Nomus. Like, really wrong. Their auras are—God—they’re screaming . The souls inside them? They’re trapped. Twisted. Like some Frankenstein nightmare. I saw it with my own eyes."

Izuku flinched. "Souls?"

"Yeah. I didn’t believe it either at first. But I went inside one. Mind-first. Dove right into that hell, and I saw them. Felt them screaming and begging. They can’t move on because their quirks are anchoring them here. By All For One."

Izuku’s hands were trembling now. He was blinking fast, trying to process it all. His brows furrowed, but his body tensed like he believed it—at least in part. “Woah woah, wait. This is a lot. Nomus? Souls? Kacchan I—"

"All For One did this to them.” Katsuki interrupted, turning his head to look at him. "I didn’t know who else to go to. You’re connected to him. To All For One. Through One For All. I’m gonna take him down, but I can’t do it by myself. I need you."

Izuku didn’t answer at first. He paced the room, hands in his hair. His face was drawn. Conflicted.

Katsuki watched him. He didn’t blame him for needing a moment. He was asking for a lot—from the same person he used to torment. The same person he once pushed away.




Izuku didn’t know when he started studying Katsuki like a stranger.

But he couldn’t help it.

I need you.

From anyone else, it wouldn’t have meant much. But from Kacchan…? He didn’t do that—ask for help. Not unless he was out of options. He demanded, commanded, fought tooth and nail to avoid vulnerability. And now that the shock was fading, Izuku started seeing things he’d missed earlier. Izuku’s instincts kicked in—the part of his brain that noticed patterns, shifts, breaks in behavior.

Kacchan was quiet. Not just in volume, but in presence. He didn’t stomp around, didn’t snap or scowl or radiate his usual heat. He just sat calmly, staring back at him with distant eyes. It unnerved Izuku more than he wanted to admit.

"You’re… different," Izuku said, finally. “You’re not—”

"Not yelling? Not explosive?" Katsuki gave a short, almost amused exhale. “There he is. Knew you’d start overthinking eventually. Always analyzing.”

Izuku flushed. "Sorry, I just—"

"No. You’re right.”

That shut him up.

Katsuki met his gaze. “It sounds crazy,” he said, slow and deliberate, “but when All For One took my quirk, part of my soul got ripped out with it. It had all the loud stuff. The fire. The pride. The stuff that made me me. At least the version you remember.”

Izuku’s heart twisted. "What does that mean?"

"It means I feel things different now. Or barely at all sometimes.” Katsuki held up his hand, curling his fingers into a fist. "I can still fight. I can still move. But it’s like everything’s dulled. Emotions that used to set me off barely scratch the surface now. I try to feel rage, but I can’t. Not fully. It’s like… static. I’ve tried—god, I’ve tried—but I just can’t feel like I used to."

"Kacchan… that sounds awful."

"It is."

Katsuki’s voice was flat. But not empty. "There’s still a connection. Weak. But there. I’ve reached out to it before. It’s part of why I’m here. Because when that connection snaps completely—when I felt nothing —I wanted to die. I can’t go back to that. I won’t." He sighed, running his hands through his hair. “And that leads back to the Nomus. Turns out that quirks are more tied to our souls than we thought. And if I don’t get mine back, I’ll end up just like them. Trapped—tethered by my own goddamn quirk.”

He rubbed his thumb against Eri’s bracelet again, his eyes distant.

Izuku's hands trembled in his lap. He looked down at them, curling his fingers into fists.

"That’s… that’s horrible. Kacchan, I… I can’t even imagine.”

Katsuki shifted on the couch, rubbing at his wrist, eyes flicking toward the old tea mug Inko had left for him. The silence between them had settled, not awkward now—just full. Heavy with the things that didn’t need saying. 

“I’m trying to get it back. That’s what all this is about. The League, the Nomus, the freaky soul crap. But sometimes I wonder if I’m already too far gone. Like if I get it back… maybe it won’t fit anymore.”

Izuku stared at him, heart heavy in his chest. “I think… whatever you get back, whoever you are when this is over… it’ll still be you.”

Katsuki huffed a laugh, eyes flicking toward the window. “Cheesy as hell.”

They sat with it. The quiet. The soft thrum of traffic outside. The weight of the past between them, slowly settling into something that didn’t choke so hard.

“Are you…” Izuku started, then caught himself, reshaped the words. “Will you come back?”

Katsuki didn’t answer right away.

He leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees, hands hanging loosely. “To what?”

“To U.A. To—everything.”

A bitter laugh scraped out of Katsuki’s throat. “I was expelled, remember?”

Izuku flinched.

“I know,” he said quietly. “But it doesn’t have to be permanent. There has to be a way. I mean, they could—”

“They don’t want me there.” Katsuki cut him off. “No one does. I’m the cautionary tale they whisper about during ethics lessons. ‘Don’t be like Bakugo.’”

Izuku opened his mouth, but Katsuki beat him to it.

“And even if they did take me back,” he said, staring hard at the floor, “I’m not… I’m not that guy anymore.”

His voice dropped lower.

“You don’t get it, Deku. That part of me that’s missing—it was the part that never gave up, never gave in. The part that screamed back when the world tried to break me.”

Izuku was quiet. Letting him speak.

Katsuki’s voice cracked, barely above a whisper now. “It’s hard to wake up in the morning without it. Harder to keep going. I had to fight myself just to knock on your damn door.”

Silence stretched again, thick and aching.

Izuku stared at him, tears welling again, but he didn’t let them fall this time.

“Then let us help you get it back,” he said. “All of it. Whatever it takes.”

Katsuki leaned back, running a hand down his face. “I’m not ready.”

Izuku smiled softly, the kind that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “You always were the strongest person I knew, Kacchan.”

“Yeah, well,” Katsuki muttered, “not feeling it right now.”

“Doesn’t change the truth.”

Another silence, but this one didn’t feel quite as heavy.

After a moment, Katsuki tilted his head slightly. “How are the others?”

Izuku blinked, surprised by the question.

“They miss you,” he said. “Kirishima still talks about you like you’re gonna burst through the doors at any second and call him a dumbass. Sero still has that video of you blowing up the obstacle course. I think he watches it when he’s stressed.”

Katsuki huffed a laugh through his nose. “Idiots.”

“They’d want to know you’re okay. You mattered. You still matter. Whether you like it or not.”

Katsuki leaned back again, eyes trailing up to the ceiling like it held all the answers he’d been avoiding.

“I’ll think about it.”

There was a pause.

But he didn’t say no.


 

Izuku broke the silence, his voice softer now, coaxing. “I think we should tell All Might.”

Katsuki stiffened.

“No,” he said immediately, not with anger, but with that low grit of resistance. “Not yet.”

Izuku leaned forward. “Kacchan… he’s connected to all of this. You know he is. His knowledge of One For All—of him —could help us. And you saw what happened with that Nomu.”

Katsuki looked away, jaw clenched. His fingers twitched where they rested on his knee.

“I know that, Deku.”

“Then why—?”

“Because I’m not ready for all that!” he snapped, sharper than he meant to. The words came out hard, but the look on his face was anything but. His eyes weren’t angry—they were afraid.

Izuku blinked. The truth in Katsuki’s voice hit harder than any outburst.

“I thought… maybe I’d have time,” Katsuki muttered, quieter now. “Time to get used to all this. Time to breathe. But it’s like the second I crawled out of the dirt, the whole damn world started chasing me again. I can’t even think straight without some shadow from my past crawling out to meet me.”

He rubbed the back of his neck, gaze distant. “I’m not ready to face All Might. Hell, I wasn’t even ready to face you.

Izuku hesitated. “But… you did.”

Katsuki let out a dry laugh. “Yeah. Took everything I had left.”

A beat of silence passed. Izuku folded his hands in his lap.

“You don’t have to be ready,” he said. “But… Kacchan, you said it yourself—there are souls trapped. People are suffering. And if AFO’s really behind it, then we can’t afford to handle this alone.”

“I know, ” Katsuki said again. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, eyes fixed on the floor like it held answers. “God, Deku, I know. And yeah, All Might would help. He’d know what to do. He’d give us resources and backup and strategy and whatever the hell else a real hero’s supposed to have.”

Izuku stayed quiet.

“But what happens when I walk through that door?” Katsuki whispered. “What happens when he sees what I’ve become? When I have to say out loud that I got my quirk stolen and part of my soul went with it? That I’m haunted by people I couldn’t save? He went into retirement because of me, and I got myself taken again.”

His voice cracked. “I’m not ready for that.”

Izuku’s heart ached at the confession. The fear was raw, unshielded. He wasn’t used to seeing Katsuki like this—not unraveling, but vulnerable in a way he had never allowed himself to be.

“I don’t think he’ll care about any of that,” Izuku said gently. “He’ll just be glad you’re alive.”

Katsuki didn’t answer right away. He sat in silence, wrestling with something, eyes dim with memory.

“I thought I’d come back when I had answers. When I could look people in the eye and say ‘here’s what happened, here’s what I’m doing, here’s how I’m gonna fix it.’”

Izuku gave a small, sad smile. “That sounds like the old Kacchan. The one who thought he had to win alone.”

Katsuki grunted, not quite an admission—but not a denial either.

“I get it,” Izuku said. “You’ve been through a lot. But if we want to stop this—if we want to save anyone else—we need help. You’re not alone anymore.”

That silence returned, but it was softer this time.

Finally, Katsuki nodded once. Just barely. 


 

Katsuki’s nerves were still raw as he walked back home, his hands buried deep in his pockets, the cool evening breeze brushing against his flushed cheeks. Despite the lingering tension and exhaustion, a strange sense of relief had begun to seep through him—slowly at first, then stronger, warmer, like sunlight piercing through storm clouds.

He and Izuku had finally talked. Actually talked. After all this time, after everything that had happened—after all the secrets and loneliness—there was finally a clear step forward. They’d even set up a meeting with All Might, something that would have seemed impossible just yesterday. For the first time in forever, Katsuki felt a flicker of hope that wasn't immediately swallowed by fear or anger.

His pace quickened, footsteps echoing faintly against the pavement, eager now to reach Takeshi and Eri. The thought of their faces when he told them the news—the hope he knew would shine in Eri’s bright eyes, the quiet relief Takeshi would let himself feel—made his heart beat a little steadier.

Eri.

Katsuki stopped abruptly, eyes widening as he pressed a palm to his forehead, groaning loudly into the silence of the street.

"God damn it," he muttered. He’d completely forgotten to tell Izuku about Eri and the Overhaul situation. How the hell could he overlook something like that?

He stood there, torn between doubling back or just continuing home. Eventually, he sighed and shook his head, deciding it wasn't worth panicking over.

"Whatever," he grumbled, resuming his pace with a shake of his head. "It’s probably not important.”

Notes:

Yeah. It's probably not important.

Chapter 32: Residuals

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Ever since Katsuki defeated the Nomu and freed the souls within, he’d felt a gnawing sense of unease. The dread of seeing his childhood friend again was ever-present, sure—but there was something else. A weight on the back of his neck, like someone was watching him. A presence that didn’t feel quite real.

But he had bigger things on his plate. A meeting with All Might and Izuku loomed later that day. So, he ignored the feeling, brushing it aside like he always did.

Takeshi and Eri had gone out to the park for the afternoon, leaving Katsuki alone in the trailer. He decided to clean—to do something productive, something normal. Something grounding.

He swept through the living room, gathering Eri’s stray crayon wrappers and brushing dust bunnies out from under Takeshi’s workbench. The sunlight filtering through the window did little to chase away the creeping sense of unease that had slithered its way into his gut.

A faint noise. Too soft, too slow to be normal. A shuffle. A scrape. Like someone dragging their heel behind them.

Katsuki stopped breathing.

Takeshi and Eri were out. No one else should be inside.

Something coiled in his gut. He turned the broom in his hand, knuckles white on the handle. He gripped the broom tighter, turning it around so the handle pointed outward. Not much of a weapon—but it was something.

His footsteps were silent as he crept down the hallway. Takeshi’s bedroom door was half-open. 

A shadow shifted inside.

His heartbeat spiked. He stepped inside slowly, eyes scanning the dim room. At first, nothing. Then—

A tuft of white hair peeked up from behind the far side of the bed.

A small boy, seven, maybe eight years old, with a mop of messy white hair and trembling shoulders. He flinched at the sound of the door, eyes going wide.

Katsuki froze. “Hey. Who the hell are you?” His voice was calm, not angry. Just… confused.

The kid scrambled up to stand, sniffling. “I—I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to follow you!”

Katsuki blinked. “Follow me?”

“I got out of that scary place. The one with the chains. And the screaming.” The boy’s bottom lip quivered. “I didn’t know where to go. But you—you looked nice, big brother. I was scared.”

Katsuki lowered the broom.

“Wait,” he said slowly. “What are you talking about? You were… in that place?” His eyes narrowed. “You mean the Nomu?”

“I dunno,” the kid whimpered. “It was dark. Loud. Everyone was hurting.”

Katsuki stepped forward, crouching to the boy’s level. Something about the kid was off—not in a bad way. Just... strange. He was faint around the edges. Not transparent exactly, but not fully solid either.

And his aura… it pulsed like a flickering candle.

“Shit,” Katsuki whispered. “You’re a spirit, aren’t you?”

The boy recoiled. “A spirit? Like… like I’m dead?” His voice cracked. “No! No, I don’t wanna be dead!”

“Hey, hey—calm down,” Katsuki said quickly, setting the broom aside. “I didn’t mean it like that, okay? I’m just trying to understand.”

The kid sniffled harder, tears forming. “I don’t wanna disappear! Please don’t make me go back!”

Katsuki's chest twisted.

He wasn’t great at this kind of thing. But dammit, this wasn’t some monster. It was just a scared little kid.

He reached out, awkwardly patting the boy’s shoulder. “I’m not sending you anywhere. Not unless you want to. You’re safe here. Got it?”

The boy looked up at him with wide eyes. “R-really?”

“Yeah.” He hesitated, then sighed. “I’ve… dealt with spirits before. I helped some people move on. But I don’t think you’re ready for that, huh?”

The boy shook his head, then lunged forward and hugged Katsuki around the middle.

Katsuki stiffened, startled. The kid’s arms were cold. Not unpleasant—just… light. Like mist.

“Okay, okay,” Katsuki muttered, gently peeling him off. “Easy there.”

“Thank you,” the boy said, beaming now through his tears.

“What’s your name?” Katsuki asked.

“Renki Zagashi!” he said proudly. “It’s written like connection and shine! But you can call me Ren. Everyone used to call me Ren.”

Katsuki gave a small, tired smile. “Alright, Ren. I’m Katsuki.”

“I know,” Ren whispered. “You helped me. You’re my big brother now.”

Katsuki blinked. “That… not how that works, kid.”

But Ren was already nodding. “I’ll be good! I promise. I can stay quiet when other people are here! I don’t want anyone else to get scared.”

Katsuki rubbed the back of his neck. “This wasn’t how I planned today going…”

He looked down at the boy again—at the shimmer of aura around him, soft and gentle and scared—and sighed.

“…You can stay. Just until I figure out what’s going on with you. But I’ve got a meeting soon, so stay here and don’t touch anything. Got it?”

Ren saluted, grinning. “Got it!”

Katsuki stood up and shook his head, already regretting this a little, but he couldn’t bring himself to kick the kid out. Not after everything he’d seen. Not after what the Nomus had been hiding. He'd f igure out why the hell this kid couldn’t move on. There had to be a reason Ren stuck around. But that wasn’t a problem he could solve today.

Katsuki glanced at the clock and swore under his breath. “Shit.”

Shoes. Jacket. He grabbed them both in a rush, barely managing to shove his feet into his boots as he shouldered his way to the door. No time for the mask, not today. His eyes were shadowed with exhaustion, but whatever. If someone recognized him on the train, so be it.

He paused at the door, raking a hand through his hair. His voice came out quiet, muttered, almost bitter:

“It’s just one thing after another.” A beat passed. “Where the fuck do I keep finding these kids?”


 

The train ride to Dagobah Beach was short and mercifully uneventful. The low hum of the tracks helped him think... sort of. The dread in his chest had begun to pool again, low and quiet like acid.

He hadn’t been back to Dagobah since… hell, since before everything. It was a weird place to meet. Public, but not too public. He didn’t question Deku’s choice.

He pulled his hood up as the train pulled into the station. He hadn’t exactly made a habit of hiding anymore—after everything with Gentle and La Brava, the idea of staying completely underground was starting to feel more like a joke. The world was going to find out eventually. Maybe it already had.

He stepped off the train, scanning the horizon. He expected to be the last one there—he always ran late these days. But to his surprise, a lone figure was already waiting near the dunes, back to the wind, shoulders tense.

Of course.

Katsuki sighed, kicking a rock as he approached. “You better have told him the basics, Deku. I don’t feel like explaining everything again.”

Izuku turned quickly, fidgeting the moment he saw him. His mouth opened, then closed, then opened again—classic Deku behavior.

“Great,” Katsuki muttered. “You didn’t, did you?”

“I’m sorry!” Izuku said quickly, voice high-pitched and fast. “I—I kind of panicked and I didn’t know how to put it and there was never a good moment and I thought maybe it’d be better if—”

“Okay, okay!” Katsuki waved a hand. “Breathe before you pass out, dumbass.”

Izuku took a deep breath, sheepish. “I will explain everything. Promise. If I mess anything up, just... correct me, okay?”

Katsuki rolled his eyes, but there was no real heat behind it. “Fine.”

They walked in silence toward the old docks, the crashing surf echoing the dull rush in Katsuki’s head. The air smelled like salt. The beach was nearly empty, save for a few seagulls. Katsuki sat down first, lowering himself slowly onto the edge of the dock. He unbuckled his boots without a word, tugging them off and setting them beside him. The moment his feet dipped into the cool water, he exhaled.

Not relaxed.

Just… something close to not-tense.

Izuku stepped onto the dock a few seconds later, the old wood groaning beneath his weight as he lowered himself beside Katsuki. For a long moment, they said nothing—just sat shoulder to shoulder in the fading light, the air thick with salt and silence. The gentle lap of the tide filled the quiet, waves nudging the barnacled support beams below like forgotten thoughts brushing the edges of memory.

The wind moved through them, tugging at Izuku’s curls and Katsuki’s sleeves, but neither seemed to mind.

Finally, Izuku broke the silence. His voice was low, edged with something like nostalgia. “You used to hate this place.”

Katsuki huffed, the sound dry and brittle. “Used to be disgusting, remember?" He didn’t look at him. His gaze stayed locked on the water, tracking the way the current fractured the light, how it caught on the algae-stained wood and shimmered like something half-buried.

“Why Dagobah?” Katsuki asked suddenly.

Izuku gave a soft, almost sheepish smile. “It’s where my story started, I guess. There’s something about it… I don’t know. Maybe it’s just nostalgia.”

Katsuki groaned. “God, that’s so sentimental it hurts. I just puked a little in my mouth.”

Izuku laughed softly, and the smile it pulled from Katsuki was fleeting but real. “All Might brought me here once,” Izuku said, voice quieter now. “Said my body was too weak to handle One For All. He made me clean up the whole place. Every bottle, every rusted can. It was… awful.”

Katsuki turned slightly, frowning. “Wait. That was you?”

“Yeah.” Izuku chuckled, shaking his head. “Took me nine months.”

The quiet that followed wasn’t empty. It stretched between them like a taut thread—heavy with things unsaid, things both of them were still working up the courage to voice.

Katsuki stared out at the water. His voice, when it came, sounded like it had been sitting in his chest for too long. “I don’t even know where to start. I’ve told parts of this story so many times already—to Takeshi, to you, even to myself. But telling it to All Might?” He snorted softly, bitter. “Feels different. Worse, maybe.”

“You don’t have to do it alone,” Izuku said softly. “I’m here. You’ve got people who—”

“Stop.” Katsuki’s eyes narrowed. “Don’t say it like that. Like I’m about to fall apart. Like I’m fragile or some shit.”

“I didn’t mean it like that. It’s just...” Izuku sighed. You’ve been on your own for so long—it’s okay to let someone help.”

Katsuki exhaled through his nose, not quite agreeing, but not arguing either. The silence that followed wasn’t cold. Just tired. Something in his posture eased—not much, but enough.

After a moment, he leaned back, palms braced behind him, and tilted his face to the breeze. “There were things I meant to say the other day. Stuff I didn’t get to.”

Izuku straightened. “Yeah?”

“I forgot, alright?” Katsuki muttered. “Everything was happening at once. It slipped.”

Izuku gave a small nod, waiting with quiet patience.

Katsuki huffed, eyes narrowing as if the next sentence physically pained him. “You know that guy everyone keeps calling ‘Nullbringer’?” He spat the name like it offended him. “Shitty name, by the way—”

Izuku blinked. “Oh yeah! I’m actually on the taskforce tracking him. I’m interning with Sir Nighteye’s agency. We’ve been gathering leads, mapping out sightings. We’re getting close, I can feel it!”

Katsuki’s eye twitched.

“Is that so…” he muttered, grinding his teeth. “Yeah, well. That’s kinda what I forgot to mention.”

Izuku tilted his head, confused. “What do you mean?”

“You remember how I told you I can touch quirks now? How I can sort of… mess with them?”

Izuku nodded slowly, cautious.

“Well, the media’s run wild with the profile. Changed the look a dozen times. Hell, I think the last sketch had glowing blue horns and a fucking cape.” He scoffed. “But the original file. Young guy. Blonde hair. Red eyes. Quirkless. Sound familiar?”

Izuku blinked again. He looked lost in thought for a moment… and then his mouth opened slightly, as if trying to connect the dots.

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “Jesus Christ, you’re so clueless.”

Then it clicked. Izuku’s entire body stiffened as realization slammed into him. “You’re—” He grabbed Katsuki by the shoulders, staring wide-eyed. “You’re Nullbringer ?!”

Katsuki groaned. “Okay, first of all—don’t ever say that name again. I never agreed to that shit. The media just needed a scary name to make their headlines pop.”

Izuku’s jaw worked uselessly. “You—what—but—!”

“Secondly,” Katsuki continued, tone suddenly sharp, “don’t you dare breathe a word of this to your taskforce buddies. There’s a damn good reason I haven’t turned myself in.”

Izuku paused, blinking rapidly. “Wait—wait, hang on. That must mean… that you have Eri.” He sat up straighter, his whole face softening. “Oh my god. She’s okay? She’s safe?”

“Yeah,” Katsuki said, and a faint smile ghosted across his lips. “She’s more than safe. She’s actually smiling now. Talks a little more each day. Draws. He huffed a quiet laugh. “We dipped her hair in Kool-Aid once. Just messing around. Now she begs me to do it every week. Might just cave and dye it for real.”

Izuku’s shoulders dropped with visible relief. “I’ve been so worried. We didn’t know what happened to her. Just that Overhaul was down and then—”

“Yeah, she’s with me,” Katsuki confirmed. “And she’s not going anywhere near the Commission, no matter what your boss says.”

Izuku smiled, earnest and warm. “I’d really like to see her again. If that’s okay.”

Katsuki cast him a sideways glance, thoughtful. Guarded, but not cold. “Maybe you will. Someday. She’s been through a lot.”

The conversation faded. The sound of water lapping against the dock filled the space between them.

Izuku finally exhaled. “You’re Nullbringer. Holy crap.”

“Don’t make it a thing.” Katsuki muttered, embarrassed. Then, as if remembering something, he sat up with a scowl. “—And what did I fucking say about calling me that?”

“But it is a thing!” Izuku held up his hands. “And sorry, I didn’t mean—It’s just… it’s you . You’ve been the one they’ve been chasing this whole time. That’s a lot to take in.” Izuku’s face lit up animatedly “And you’ve been the focus of like a million case files! You even have your own documentary, five news specials, and a conspiracy podcast.”

“You would listen to that crap,” Katsuki muttered.

Izuku looked over at him, eyes wide. “I didn’t mean to! I was doing research and thought it was academic!” 

Katsuki snorted. He hated how easy it was to fall back into this rhythm. Hated even more that part of him didn’t mind it.

“Besides,” Izuku said, still grinning, “you can’t blame people for being curious. You beat Overhaul. Very dramatically!”

“It wasn’t dramatic,” Katsuki grumbled, pinching his nose, “it was efficient. And I almost died.

“Whatever you say, ‘Nullbringer.’”

Katsuki turned sharply. “Say that name again and I’m tossing you into the sea.”

Izuku yelped and scrambled backward, laughing. “Okay! Okay! I’m sorry!”

Katsuki let out an exaggerated sigh, slumping back against the dock rail. “You are so lucky I’m too tired for homicide.”

“Noted,” Izuku said, brushing sand off his pants. “But seriously… it’s good to have you back.”

Katsuki’s gaze drifted toward the horizon, where the sky bled gold into the sea. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d laughed like this—really laughed. No edge. No bitterness.

And now, sitting beside the nerd he’d spent years tearing down, something unfamiliar was beginning to take root in his chest.

Warmth, maybe.

Now that he was actually talking to him—listening, not just barking over his words—Deku wasn’t nearly as insufferable as he remembered. It had always been easier to nitpick his faults, to turn his flaws into armor for Katsuki’s own insecurities. But here in this moment, watching Izuku’s eyes light up like they always did when he got excited—seeing him animated, alive, so damn earnest—it was hard not to think that maybe Katsuki had been wrong about him.

“You’re thinking something intense,” Izuku said, breaking Katsuki out of his thoughts.

Katsuki flinched. “Yeah, whatever. Thinking about the logistics of drowning you. Probably.”

Izuku opened his mouth to answer when the sound of footsteps appeared behind them. 

Young Midoriya?

They both turned toward the voice.

All Might was approaching, tall and lean, his silhouette backlit by the sunset.

His breath caught the moment his gaze landed on Katsuki.

Young Bakugo… ” Toshinori’s voice wavered.

“Yeah. Still breathing.” Katsuki stood, shoulders tense, expression unreadable. “Don’t shit your pants.”




The three of them sat together on the dock, the last of the sunlight bleeding gold across the waves. Katsuki’s bare feet dangled above the water, and Izuku sat beside him, fidgeting with the hem of his sleeve. Toshinori stood nearby, one hand braced on a post, brow furrowed in stunned silence. It was quiet, save for the distant hum of traffic and the rhythmic chirp of crickets tuning up for the evening.

“So let me get this straight,” Toshinori said at last, voice low and rough. “When you were taken again by the League… All For One stole your quirk—and in the process, a part of your soul. You’re quirkless now, operating underground as this ‘Nullbringer’ figure, and you’ve somehow developed the ability to perceive quirks as energy. You’ve been tracking the League, fighting black market villains, and… saving children?”

Katsuki didn’t look up. “Pretty much.”

“And you believe the missing half of your soul is still trapped within All For One.”

“Not believe,” Katsuki said flatly. “I know it. I’ve seen it.”

Toshinori leaned back against the post, hand on his chin. “And you… want my help.”

Katsuki glanced over. “Unless you’re planning on telling me to go screw myself, yeah. Wasn’t too giddy about running back to U.A. for help.”

All Might stared back at him, a deep sadness behind his eyes.

Izuku looked between the two of them. “There’s more to it, but… we figured this part was the most important.”

All Might nodded slowly, then turned his eyes out to sea. The silence hung heavy, but it was no longer awkward—it was reverent. “I’ve seen a lot of strange things in my life,” he said at last, “but this…” his voice trailed off. “I might know someone,” he said, changing the subject. “A friend in the police force. Someone I trust.”

Katsuki looked up, wary. “Who?”

“Detective Naomasa Tsukauchi.”

Katsuki’s spine straightened immediately. “Absolutely not.”

Toshinori frowned. “Why?”

“There’s no way in hell,” Katsuki said. “Lie detector guy? That Tsukauchi?

Izuku cleared his throat “Yeah. He’s also on the ‘Nullbringer’ case…”

Katsuki let out a frustrated groan. “Exactly! You want me to waltz into a room with the guy trying to track me down for taking out the Hassaikai?”

“He won’t arrest you,” Toshinori said calmly. “He’s not like that”

“Oh yeah? What makes you so sure?” Katsuki snapped.

“Because I’ll vouch for you.” His voice softened. “And because I’ve already told him about One For All. He knows the stakes, and I trust him with my life.”

Katsuki looked away, jaw tight. His foot tapped anxiously.

“I know it’s a risk,” Toshinori added gently. “But it’s the kind of risk that might give you a better shot..”

Izuku leaned forward. “Kacchan… He can help. Really. He’s been tracking All For One too.”

Katsuki exhaled through his nose “I’m not worried about getting caught,” he muttered. “I know the commission is looking for me too. What if they decide I’m too dangerous to live? Or worse—what if they decide I’m better off like this so they can use me?” He sighed, rubbing his temples. “But… if he really knows about OFA, and you trust him… then maybe I’ll give him a shot.”

Toshinori nodded, pulling out his phone. “I’ll call him now. If you change your mind, I can cancel.”

Katsuki stared at the phone like it might bite him. Then, finally, he gave a resigned sigh. “…Fine. But if he tries anything, I’ll really disappear. I mean it.”

“Understood,” Toshinori said, already dialing. 

The conversation was brief, though Katsuki barely heard it. He tuned it out with the rhythm of distant waves. When Toshinori ended the call, he turned back. “He’s in. We’ll meet in two days at the precinct. I’ll be there too, don’t worry.”

“Alright,” Katsuki stood slowly, brushing his pants off. “But I swear, if this goes sideways, I’ll ghost harder than anyone ever has.”

Toshinori chuckled faintly, but there was warmth behind it. “I believe you.”




The three of them walked back together, splitting up at the station. Katsuki made his way through the streets of the abandoned district with his hands shoved deep in his pockets. His thoughts were swirling. The city around him was quiet, all cracked concrete and rusted signs, lost to time and decay.

“Big brother!”

The voice came from behind him.

Katsuki stiffened, already groaning. “Kid, I told you to stay back at the house.”

“I know, I know,” the boy called, jogging to catch up. “But I thought that if I was really good—if I stayed quiet—you wouldn’t mind.”

Katsuki sighed, resigned. “Whatever.” He picked up the pace.

Ren scrambled to keep up, panting slightly. “Wait!” he called again. “I heard what that man said. Are you going to do it? You gonna meet that detective guy?”

Katsuki’s brow twitched. “Were you really there the whole time?”

“Yeah! But I wanna help!” Ren’s small hand tugged lightly at the edge of Katsuki’s sleeve. “You’re trying to get your other half back, right? He’s in the place I was! Please let me help you! You got me out of there! I promise I can be useful! Please please please!”

Katsuki groaned. “We’ll see.”

That was enough for Ren. He smiled wide and fell into step beside Katsuki, uncharacteristically quiet for a long stretch.

The silence between them settled into something oddly comfortable—two mismatched souls walking side by side in the crumbling skeleton of the city.

Then Ren looked up at him again. “Oh yeah! You know that other one? The green kid? You saw it right—his aura, I mean.”

Katsuki stopped. “...What about it?”

“You noticed it, right?” Ren’s voice dropped, his usual cheer gone. “Something is really wrong with it. You have to have felt it too. Makes my skin crawl. It’s like... it reminds me of the scary place. So many souls with nowhere to go.”

Katsuki’s jaw tensed. He hadn’t wanted to admit it, but yeah. There had been something off about Deku’s aura. He’d chalked it up to One For All being a weird, tangled mess of a power. But now that the kid had said it...

The image of Izuku’s aura came back to him. It hadn’t been one light. It had been several layers. Too many. Flickering. Shifting.

When Deku had first told him about One For All, it had been before all of this. Back when he thought quirks were just abilities, not soul-deep imprints. Deku had said it was a transferable quirk—that he inherited it from All Might. That it was a stockpiling quirk.

But now...

A chill settled in Katsuki’s chest. The weight of Ren’s words echoed in the hollows of his mind.

So many souls.

Too many.

If one quirk had been passed on from user to user, why were there so many overlapping layers in that aura?

It was almost like… 

 

Almost like a Nomu.

Notes:

Seriously, where does he keep finding all these children?

Chapter 33: Terms and Conditions

Notes:

I'm still kinda pissed off at the AO3 down time. It fucked up my schedule.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The late afternoon sun slanted through the trees as Takeshi wiped the sweat from his brow and nudged Eri’s shoulder with a rough chuckle.

“Alright, that’s enough swingin’. Your legs are gonna fall off if you keep pumpin’ like that,” he said.

Eri giggled and kicked one last time, letting the swing slow to a gentle sway before hopping off. She trotted over to him, clutching the stuffed rabbit Katsuki had patched up for her. He always told her to bring it to the park so it could get “fresh air,” like a real pet.

“Are we going home now?” she asked, skipping alongside him as he slung his bag over one shoulder.

Takeshi hesitated for a beat.

“Almost,” he said. “Got a bit of a detour first.”

“A detour?” Eri tilted her head.

“Yeah.” His voice lowered, gruffer than usual. “Someone I want you to meet.”

- - - - -

The graveyard was quiet, tucked behind an iron gate that creaked when Takeshi pushed it open. Eri held his hand a little tighter as they walked the winding path. It wasn’t scary exactly, just still. It was like the wind had agreed to keep quiet out of respect.

They stopped beneath a sprawling oak tree, its branches stretched wide like arms. Beneath it was a smooth stone, unassuming except for the name carved into it:

Aiko Kojima
Beloved daughter. 

Eri’s brow furrowed. “What’s this?”

Takeshi crouched down slowly, his knees popping as he settled onto the grass. “My daughter,” he said, resting a calloused hand against the headstone. “She’s resting here.”

Eri blinked. “Resting? Like… asleep?” She looked around. “Where?”

Takeshi smiled softly, but the corners of his mouth didn’t quite lift. “Her body is resting in the ground. It’s sort of like she’s sleeping. Sometimes, our bodies stop working. And when that happens, we go to sleep forever. That’s called death. It’s how life works. Happens to everyone, sooner or later.”

Eri frowned, hugging her bunny close. “Did she break?”

He looked over at her, startled by the word. “Break?”

She nodded. “Overhaul… He broke people.”

Takeshi let out a quiet sigh and scratched at his beard. “Ah… I’m not good at explainin’ this shit.” He glanced back at the grave. “Well… no. This is different. Sometimes people’s bodies give out—sickness, accidents, whatever. And sometimes they just… stop. And when that happens, they don’t wake up again. What that man did to people was taking them before it was their time. In a way, my daughter left before hers, but it’s different.”

Eri was silent. Her small hand clutched the hem of his shirt.

“Death,” she repeated softly.

“Yeah.” He ran a thumb over the edge of the stone. “Some people go out hurtin’. Others go peacefully. My girl, Aiko… I like to think she went fast. No pain. That makes it easier, y’know?” He paused, eyes distant. “Grief’s a funny thing. Sneaks up on you. Feels different every day.”

Eri looked down at the stone, then back at him. Her voice was smaller now. “So… that means someday you’ll die too. And Kacchan?”

Tears welled up in her eyes before she could stop them. “I don’t want that. What if it’s not comfortable under the stone? What if you get cold?”

Takeshi’s heart twisted. He sighed and leaned back on one hand, the other reaching over to gently ruffle her hair. “Kiddo, I’ve come this far, I’m not plannin’ on kickin’ the bucket anytime soon.”

She sniffled, and he softened his voice.

“Before I met you and Katsuki, I… I used to think death was it. Just darkness. People vanished, end of story. But now, with all this soul crap…” He shook his head. “I don’t know. I got hope. Maybe she’s still out there somewhere. Watchin’. Waitin’. Smilin’.”

Eri glanced back at the headstone.

“It’s scary,” she said.

“Yeah,” Takeshi replied. “It is. But you know what? That’s what makes right now matter. It’s why we gotta laugh while we can. Hug people while they’re still around. Say the shit that matters.”

He looked down at her, eyes a little shinier than before.

He looked down at Eri, and his mouth pulled into a quiet, sad smile. His eyes, usually steady and hard like the steel he worked with, shimmered faintly in the light.

“Don’t take anything for granted, kid.”

Eri was quiet for a moment. Then, gently, she leaned against his side, her small arms wrapped around her knees. “Okay,” she said, barely above a whisper.

Takeshi exhaled, the sound shaky as it left him.

“Aiko would’ve liked you,” he said after a moment, his voice low. “She always wanted a little sister. Used to talk about it all the time. Said she’d teach her how to climb trees.”

Eri looked up at him.

“I think you two’d get along,” he added with a crooked smile. “You’ve got the same kind of heart.”

They sat there for a while, the wind stirring gently in the branches above them. Takeshi didn’t say anything else. He just watched the light shift through the leaves and let the silence stretch—warm, this time, not heavy.

And when they finally stood to leave, Eri reached out and touched the stone with her small hand.

“Bye, Aiko,” she whispered. “I hope you're not cold.”

Takeshi’s breath caught, but he didn’t speak.

He just took her hand again, and together they walked home.

- - - - -

The house was quiet when Takeshi stepped inside, the door clicking shut behind him. Eri had gone straight to bed. No protests tonight, just a tired little “goodnight” and a long hug, her arms wrapped tight around his waist like she was afraid he might disappear.

He let her go, kissed the top of her head, and watched her disappear down the hall with her rabbit in her arms. He waited until her bedroom door clicked shut, then stood still in the hallway, listening.

The house didn’t make a sound.

Now the silence pressed in.

Takeshi sank into the worn couch, elbows resting on his knees, hands clasped loosely together. The ticking clock on the wall was the only sound in the room, a slow and steady heartbeat against the quiet. Katsuki had said he was meeting someone today, but didn’t give any details. Typical.

He wasn’t back yet.

He sat on the worn couch for a long time. Then he stood, making his way to the fridge.

He pulled it open and reached toward the back, behind the condiments and leftover rice. A six-pack of beer, half-gone. He closed the door and made his way to the cabinet where he stored his cigarettes.

He stared at them in his hands for a moment, then grabbed the remaining packs.

– – – – –

Outside, the night air greeted him with a soft breeze, the scent of dust and distant salt hanging in it. He walked to the old fire pit out back.

He dropped the cigarette tin inside first, then crouched down and pulled open each beer can one by one, the scent of alcohol filled the air as he poured the contents out onto the dry kindling. One after another, he emptied them all, the froth pooling among the twigs and dead leaves.

He crushed the cans flat with one boot and tossed them in too, metal clinking faintly.

Then, with a grunt, he pulled a match from the box in his coat pocket and struck it.

The flame flared bright against the night.

He held it for a moment. Then let it fall.

The fire caught fast. The alcohol hissed and spat as it ignited, flames licking up the sides of the pit. The beer cans blackened. The cigarettes curled inward, shrinking into ash. The flames snapped and danced in the wind.

Takeshi didn’t move.

He reached beneath his shirt and pulled out the locket. The hinge creaked softly as he opened it, revealing a worn photo: Aiko, all round cheeks and messy hair, smiling with her front teeth missing.

He stared at it, jaw tight.

“Happy birthday, Aiko,” he said quietly, voice thick.

The fire crackled in reply.

And Takeshi stayed there, watching his past burn, smoke curling upward toward the stars.




Katsuki stood outside the precinct, hands shoved deep into his jacket pockets.

He hadn’t slept much.

He’d gotten back late the night before. The lights were already off in the trailer, Eri and Takeshi both passed out in their rooms. Katsuki had stepped quietly into the house, peeling off his boots in the dark before crashing into bed.

Ren had disappeared somewhere during the night. No warning. No explanation. Not that Katsuki was complaining.

But come morning, the boy was back. Just standing in the corner of the trailer like he’d never left—bright-eyed, barefoot, and smiling like they hadn’t skipped a beat.

And, just as Katsuki suspected, no one else saw him.

He’d tested it. Eri hadn’t reacted. Takeshi had looked straight through Ren like he wasn’t there at all. Which meant one of two things: either Katsuki was losing his mind, or Ren was exactly what he seemed to be—some spirit. Another kid clinging to him like he had answers.

Katsuki had decided to play it safe.

He stepped outside after breakfast and muttered under his breath without turning around. “If you’re gonna follow me around, don’t talk and don’t get in the way. Last thing I need is to start yapping to thin air and getting thrown in a padded room.”

Ren had blinked at him, then grinned and nodded. “Got it, big brother,” he’d chirped.

And that was it. Katsuki hadn’t seen him since. But he felt him. Like a tickle in the back of his head. A shift in the air. 

Today wasn’t about ghosts or weird-ass soul bullshit. Today was about business… even if it meant playing by someone else’s rules.

Katsuki exhaled sharply, forcing his shoulders to relax before stepping up to the precinct doors. Toshinori was already waiting outside, hunched slightly with a coffee in hand. He looked up when he saw Katsuki and gave a tired but genuine smile.

“You’re early.”

Katsuki shrugged. “Didn’t sleep much.”

Toshinori gave a quiet hum of understanding, then gestured toward the door.

"Not in school today?" Katsuki asks.

“Class 1A and 1B are doing a joint training exercise today.. Aizawa and Vlad King are overseeing it. I have the day off.”

Katsuki didn’t press. He really didn’t care what U.A. was up to. He was just trying to make small talk. 

He pushed the door open, stepping into the precinct. The two of them moved through security quickly. Toshinori waved off most of the formalities. Before long, they were outside Tsukauchi’s office. Toshinori knocked once and opened the door.

The office smelled like paper and old coffee. It was lived-in and quiet. Katsuki stepped inside with a sense of slow dread. Inside, Naomasa Tsukauchi sat at his desk, a stack of folders to one side and a laptop open before him. He looked up when they entered, his expression unreadable. “Katsuki Bakugo,” he said slowly, like saying it aloud made it real. “You’re alive.”

“Unfortunately,” Katsuki muttered.

“Have a seat.”

Katsuki dropped into the chair across from him while Toshinori leaned against the wall nearby. The room was quiet for a moment, the air heavy with everything that went unspoken.

“I’ll be honest with you,” Tsukauchi said, folding his hands in front of him. “I’ve already heard the basics from Toshinori. What you’ve been through, what you’re after.”

Katsuki nodded. “And?”

“I believe you. All of it. And I want to help.”

There was a catch in his tone, one Katsuki recognized immediately.

“But,” Katsuki said flatly.

Tsukauchi leaned forward. “But I’m a detective. And if I help you, you’ll be working with me. Which means you have to do things legally. No more running into villains on your own. No more beating up league recruits in back alleys.”

Katsuki crossed his arms. “Then what? You want me to just sit here and be your errand boy?”

Tsukauchi shook his head. “No. I’m offering you a job.”

Katsuki blinked. “Hah?”

“You want access to the All For One case? You want resources, intel, protection? Then you work for me. We are already building a case. We’ll even let you use your skills—your new senses—to track leads. Legally. As part of the precinct. With supervision, of course.”

Katsuki sat back in the chair, stunned.

“I know it’s not ideal,” Tsukauchi continued. “But it’s the best way to keep you in the loop without risking your arrest.”

Toshinori gave him a small nod from the corner. “It’s the right call.”

Katsuki exhaled slowly. “And the catch?”

Tsukauchi’s expression darkened. “No more illegal activity. That includes harboring an at-risk minor.”

Katsuki’s stomach dropped.

“You mean Eri.”

Tsukauchi nodded. “She needs protection, psychological recovery, real oversight. She’s still technically in the system, and keeping her hidden is no longer an option. Not if we’re doing this by the book.”

“I’ve kept her safer than anyone ever has,” Katsuki snapped. His voice rose before he could stop it. “You think some agency can do better?”

“I think,” Tsukauchi said calmly, “that this isn’t up for debate. That’s not how this works. You know that.”

Katsuki stood up, fists clenched. “Where is she going? What hero? I want names.”

“We’re still finalizing that,” Tsukauchi said. “She’d be placed with someone vetted—someone with experience working with trauma victims. Witness protection can offer her room to breathe, but she needs to be with someone legally cleared.”

Katsuki turned away, biting down the panic that clawed at his chest.

“Look,” Tsukauchi added, voice gentler now, “you’ll still be able to see her. We’re not separating you—you can even go with her if you like, since you are also technically in the same position right now. But this is the law. I’m sorry.”

Toshinori stepped forward. “We’ll find someone trustworthy, I promise.”

Katsuki didn’t respond. He walked to the window, staring out at the city he didn’t recognize anymore.

“I need to make a call,” he muttered.

Tsukauchi nodded. “Of course.”

– – – – –

Katsuki stepped out into the hall, gripping his phone with white knuckles.

There was only one person stubborn enough to throw hands with the damn government over this.

He dialed Takeshi.

– – – – –

“They’re taking her??” Takeshi said, his voice low and dangerous.

“Yeah,” Katsuki said. His throat was dry. “They say it’s the only way to do this legally. Witness protection. Under a hero’s care.”

There was a pause.

Then came the fury.

“I can’t just hand her over to them,” Takeshi growled. “I won’t . You think I don’t know what happens to kids in systems like that? You think I haven’t seen what kind of shit they go through when nobody’s watching?!”

Katsuki swallowed, jaw locked tight. He didn’t need convincing. He knew .

“She was just starting to feel safe,” Takeshi went on, voice shaking now—not with fear, but fury. “Starting to smile. To live . And now they want to rip that away?” He exhaled hard into the receiver. “No. No, they don’t get to make that call. Not after everything."

"I’ll fill out the damn papers myself,” he continued. “I’ll sign guardianship, I’ll fight tooth and nail in court, I’ll make it official. She’s my kid now. They don’t get to decide that.”

Katsuki’s chest clenched.

He didn’t trust himself to speak. Not right away.

When he did, his voice cracked. “I’ll fight for her too.”

“I know you will, kid,” Takeshi said, quieter now. Still burning, but steady. “But if you’re going to keep fighting out there—if you’re chasing down whatever the hell did this to you—then let me fight this one . Let me keep her safe on the home front.”

Katsuki closed his eyes, leaning his head back against the wall. The words hit too deep, too clean. He nodded like Takeshi could see him.

“Let me talk to him,” Takeshi said. “That detective. There’s no way I’m letting this slide. I won’t.”

– – – – –

The office lights buzzed faintly overhead, casting a glow over the chipped tile floor. The air was thick and stale, like the room itself was holding its breath.

Katsuki stepped back inside and handed Tsukauchi the phone. The detective took it with a nod and turned away, his tone clipped and professional.

“This is Detective Naomasa Tsukauchi speaking.”

A pause.

“Yes, I understand that.”

Another pause. His pen tapped once, quietly, against the folder on the desk.

“Yes. But you have to understand the process takes time.”

A long stretch of silence followed—only broken by the scratch of a pen, the faint rattle of the AC vent.

“We may be able to provide resources to speed up the process, but I’m afraid this is non-negotiable right now.”

Katsuki watched the side of Tsukauchi’s face, every inflection in his voice a confirmation of what he already knew.

“Sir, I understand, but—”

Another pause. Tension throbbed in Katsuki’s temples.

“Listen. Katsuki can go with her. It sounds like she trusts him a great deal. And it’s not like we’re barring you from contacting her. You’ll be able to see—”

A beat.

“Yes. Of course.”

The scratch of a pen again, this time scribbling something down—numbers, maybe.

“We’ll send you the details right away once we find a suitable candidate.”

Another nod.

“All right… thank you. We’ll be in contact.”

Tsukauchi hung up the phone gently, with quiet finality.

Katsuki didn’t speak right away. He stood there, jaw clenched, shoulders drawn taut like a wire waiting to snap.

“So that’s it, huh?” he said, voice low. “No other way?”

Tsukauchi’s expression softened with something like guilt. “I’m sorry, Bakugo.”

Katsuki’s laugh was humorless, more breath than sound. “This is bullshit.”

And then he turned and walked out of the office.

- - - - -

The hallway was dimmer than he remembered, the lights flickered overhead, and there was a faint hum of electronics behind every wall. His boots echoed off the tile as he paced aimlessly, fingers twitching at his sides.

He ducked into the nearest bathroom, letting the door swing shut behind him with a hollow thunk.

The mirror greeted him like a threat. He stared at himself, at the hollows beneath his eyes. His roots had grown out—pale blond bleeding through the dark dye. He looked tired .

The faucet groaned as he leaned over it, bracing himself on the counter with both hands.

I can’t hide anymore.

Soft footsteps behind him made him stiffen.

“Big brother…?”

Katsuki’s eyes shot up to the mirror. Ren stood behind him, pale and barefoot, head tilted.

Katsuki didn’t have it in him to bark. “What is it now, kid? I’m running on fumes here.”

Ren shuffled closer, hugging his elbows. “You look sad.”

“Yeah, well.” Katsuki scraped a hand through his hair. “Lotta reasons for that.” He sounded tired. spent. “You gonna follow me around now? I—” He cut off with a breath. “I don’t have the mental capacity to deal with this. Not on top of everything else.”

Ren stepped back, shoulders slumping. His small face fell—quiet and wounded.

The guilt landed almost immediately. Katsuki turned around, exhaling through his nose, and slumped down against the cold tile wall, dragging a hand through his hair.

“Shit… Look, I didn’t mean it like that.”

Ren hovered for a moment. Then padded closer and sat down beside him, folding his legs awkwardly.

“I get it,” Ren murmured, small and quiet. “You’re just like him.”

Katsuki looked at him.

“My brother,” Ren said after a pause, eyes distant. “When he was alive.”

Katsuki’s eyes flicked toward him, but Ren wasn’t looking. His fingers were twisting in his lap.

Ren’s voice was gentler now, distant like he was remembering something old. Ren tugged at the edge of his shirt, eyes on the floor. “He was always really tired. Not from, like… running or fighting or stuff. Just… tired-tired. Kinda like you.” He puffed his cheeks, searching for words. “Our parents weren’t around much. So I tried to help… I had a quirk back then. It wasn’t flashy or all that cool… But I could give people energy. I thought if I gave him some, he’d feel better.”

Katsuki’s brows drew together. “And?”

“I could move energy around. Take a little from one person—just a teensy bit—and give it to somebody else who needed it.” He drew a shaky circle on the tile with one finger. “I thought it was nice. Like sharing snacks, y’know? He hated it,” Ren whispered. “Said it was scary. Said I was messing with things I didn’t understand. He yelled a lot. I… I think it made him afraid of me.” Ren’s voice wobbled. “I only wanted him to stop hurting.”

Quiet settled, broken only by the drip-drip of the faucet.

Ren rubbed the back of his hand across his eyes. “But a man with a black mask found out. He said my quirk could do big, important things. He took me away.”

Katsuki’s chest tightened. “That’s how you ended up… in that place?”

Ren nodded; tears welled but didn’t fall. “Lots of yelling. Lots of people hurting.” He sniffed. “And now my quirk helped that monster keep all those people stuck there. And… my brother never forgave me. He probably died still hating me. If he knew my quirk helped that man…”

Silence pooled between them.

The lights above them buzzed faintly.

Tears began welling up in Ren’s eyes. “In the end, my quirk helped him survive—a little bit longer anyway. I guess it was a last gift to him since I couldn’t be around to protect him anymore.” 

He looked down at his hands.

“Sometimes…” Ren whispered, “sometimes when you love someone, you do stuff that hurts them. Even if you don’t mean to. Even if they never forgive you.”

He hugged his knees.

Katsuki swallowed. “You’re not saying I should hurt Eri,” he said cautiously.

“No! Not like that!” Ren shook his head fast, eyes wide and face going red, as if suddenly aware of how wrong the words came out. “I just meant… this might feel like hurting her… and taking her away from her home… But it’ll help her! You’ll see. Especially if she has you!”

He leaned back, cheeks puffing slightly as he calmed down.

“She’s lucky, you know. She has someone who stays.”

Ren gave a small smile. Sad. Almost jealous.

“I didn’t get that.”

Katsuki’s hands curled into loose fists. “She’s already been through hell.”

“She trusts you,” Ren said quietly. “You’re a good big brother. Like mine was!”

There was a pause.

Katsuki let out a quiet, bitter breath. “Feels like I’m screwing everything up.”

“You’re not,” Ren whispered.

There was a long pause.

Katsuki sighs, dragging his hands down his face. “Okay, kid. Thanks.”

He pushed himself to his feet with a soft groan, cracking his neck and stretching his shoulders. “Still weird getting therapy from a toddler, though.”

“I’m seven ,” Ren huffed, cheeks puffing out.

“Right. Seven,” Katsuki snorts. He turned to the mirror again, staring at himself for a long moment. His reflection didn’t look any steadier. But maybe, just maybe, he could pretend a little longer.

Katsuki glanced down. Ren was smiling. Something broken and sad, as if he was reliving a painful memory. He splashed water on his face one more time and ran a hand through his hair. He lingered there another second. Then murmured,  “Let’s get this over with.”

Then he stepped back into the hallway, the boy trailing silently behind.

– – – – –

Katsuki pushed the office door open softly.

Tsukauchi sat behind the desk, pen still resting between his fingers, a half-scribbled note paused mid-thought. Toshinori stood near the far wall, arms folded, face drawn tight with worry.

Neither of them had moved.

Tsukauchi looked up. His eyes softened when they met Katsuki’s. But he didn’t speak.

Katsuki closed the door behind him with a quiet click.

He didn’t pace this time. Didn’t shove his hands into his pockets. He just stood there, shoulders square, expression unreadable.

The weight of what had just happened—of what he’d just agreed to—pressed down on his chest like a closing fist.

“…Okay,” he said finally, voice rough but steady. “I’ll bring Eri.”

He glanced between them, jaw tight.

“But I’m coming with her.”

A silence settled over the room. It wasn’t the kind born from hesitation, it was the stillness that followed after something inevitable had finally been spoken aloud.

Tsukauchi nodded slowly, his gaze holding Katsuki’s like it was something fragile.

“All right,” he said quietly. “We’ll make the arrangements.”

Toshinori let out a slow, barely audible breath.

Katsuki didn’t move. Didn’t thank them. He just stood there, letting the words hang in the air.


 

Aizawa rubbed his temple, jaw clenched as he leaned back in the uncomfortable conference room chair. The hour was absurd—past two in the morning. If anyone expected him to be functional without at least a few hours of sleep and caffeine, they had more optimism than sense.

The Nullbringer task force had been summoned without warning, and half the pro heroes in the room still looked half-asleep. Spotty coffee filled paper cups. Files were scattered across the polished table. No one knew why they were there, and Aizawa didn’t care to speculate. Whatever this was, it had better be worth dragging him out of bed.

The door creaked open. In walked Tsukauchi, eyes heavy, but stride even and voice clear.

"Thank you all for coming," the detective began, folding his hands in front of him. "I'll keep this brief. Effective immediately, the Nullbringer Taskforce is being disbanded."

The room erupted.

Nighteye stood up sharply, palms slamming down on the table. "What? On whose authority? This taskforce is sanctioned directly by—"

Tsukauchi raised his hands calmly, placating. "I understand your frustration. But this decision comes from higher up. The force is being dissolved because we have located Eri... and Nullbringer has been taken in."

That stopped everything. Chairs creaked. Papers shifted. The room fell into stunned silence.

Nighteye's face paled, then darkened. His voice trembled, low and furious. "Where is he? Where is Nullbringer?"

Tsukauchi met his gaze steadily. "I'm sorry, but the situation has changed. I'm no longer at liberty to disclose that information."

Nighteye took a breath like he meant to press further, but Tsukauchi beat him to it. "Nullbringer and Eri are to be placed under witness protection. Their locations, identities, and affiliations are now classified and will only be shared with individuals directly assigned to their care."

A mutter rippled through the room. Confusion, disbelief, even some indignation.

Tsukauchi closed the folder in front of him. "That’s all for tonight. Thank you for your cooperation." He turned to leave, then paused. "Eraserhead—a word, please."

Aizawa blinked, rising silently from his chair. As he followed Tsukauchi into the hallway, he felt a sharp gaze behind him.

Nighteye.

The man’s expression was unreadable, but his narrowed eyes burned with suspicion.

Tsukauchi led Aizawa into the adjacent room, closed the door behind them, and sighed.

"I’ll get straight to the point," he said. "Due to the nature of your quirk—Erasure—and your previous experience handling trauma cases, we’re placing Eri and Nullbringer under your temporary guardianship."

Aizawa's brow furrowed.

"Eri needs stability, and we need someone we trust to keep her safe. Someone who can defend her, while also being able to disarm her quirk if it flares out of control."

A beat passed.

Tsukauchi softened his voice. "There’s more to discuss, but it’s best we go over it in full tomorrow. Come to the precinct at noon."

Aizawa's arms folded slowly. "You’re asking me to take in a traumatized kid and a vigilante teenager without telling me everything?"

"Not asking. Informing.

Aizawa’s mouth thinned.

Tsukauchi placed a hand on the door. "You’ll understand soon. Just… come prepared."

As the detective left, Aizawa stood in the quiet room, brows drawn.

Nullbringer was in custody.

Eri was alive.

But in Aizawa’s chest, unease curled like smoke.

Notes:

Uh oh~
Trouble on the horizon

Chapter 34: For Your Own Good

Notes:

I just finished Squid Game---brilliant ending, by the way---but GODDAMN, my emotions are all over the place. So here, I decided that MY suffering will now be YOUR suffering. Sharing is caring, and all that.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The morning light slipped through the window, pale and cold. Katsuki sat cross-legged on the floor, spine straight, palms resting against his knees. 

He closed his eyes and slowed his breathing.

Focus.

He turned inward, searching for it—that faint, familiar spark. The thread of heat that used to live in his chest, curled tight and defiant like a fuse. The tether to what he’d lost. To himself.

But there was nothing.

No flicker. No ember. Just static, like white noise pressed against bone. An echo hollowed out by time and distance. Too faint to feel real.

His jaw clenched. He reached harder.

"You there?"

Silence.

The question vanished into the void like a pebble tossed into deep water. No ripple. No answer.

It felt like hitting a wall. No— being the wall. Dense. Heavy. Impassable.

A tremor passed through him. His brow furrowed. Sweat beaded at his temple. His fingers twitched where they rested, as if trying to grasp something in the dark. Something just out of reach. Something slipping.

Then—pain.

Sharp, sudden. A throb beneath his ribs, blooming hot and wrong. Like rejection. Like a door slamming shut inside his chest.

He sucked in a breath and snapped upright with a gasp, eyes flying open. For a moment, the light was too bright. The room spun. A hot trickle slid down from one nostril.

Blood.

He stared at it dully for a second before wiping it away with the back of his sleeve.

The quiet around him had returned, undisturbed. The world hadn’t shifted. The flame hadn’t stirred.

“Still nothing,” he muttered, voice low and hoarse. “Tch.”

He stood, slow and stiff, shoulders tight with frustration. No more time to try again. Tsukauchi was waiting.


 

It was a little before noon. The sun outside glared through the frosted glass like it was trying to force warmth into the room, but Tsukauchi’s office felt cold. The air was quiet, like waiting for something to go wrong.

Katsuki sat on the edge of the chair, elbows on his knees, fingers steepled beneath his nose. Next to him, Eri swung her legs, the oversized hem of her sweatshirt brushing her sneakers. She’d gone quiet again, watching the door with wide, uncertain eyes. Waiting for someone she didn’t know to come decide the next chapter of her life.

He hated this.

Babysitting—that’s all this was. Katsuki gritted his teeth. Another leash, another cage with prettier bars.

Eri hadn’t been as upset as he’d expected. She cried when he told her Takeshi couldn’t come, sure. Quiet tears, fists clenching the hem of her hoodie. But when he knelt down and told her he was coming too—that he’d be right there, the whole time—some of the panic bled from her shoulders. She’d nodded, face blotchy and wet, and whispered, “Okay.”

Katsuki hated every second of saying it. Like it was a promise he didn’t know if he could keep.

Takeshi had taken the news like Katsuki knew he would—gruff, grumbling, more bark than bite. “Good riddance,” he’d muttered, tossing an arm over his shoulder as he looked anywhere but directly at them. “Finally, some damn peace and quiet around here.”

But Katsuki wasn’t stupid.

He’d caught the tremor in his voice, the way his jaw clenched too tight. Right before they left, Takeshi had pulled him aside. He wrapped him in a rough, too-brief hug that Katsuki didn’t know how badly he needed until it was already over.

“You better call every day, you little shit,” Takeshi grunted. “Morning. Night. I want to hear both your dumb voices. No excuses.”

Katsuki had swallowed hard and nodded.

“And maybe…” Takeshi added, scratching the back of his neck, “maybe this’ll be good. Time for me to get my crap together. Fix the shop up nice, so when you bring her back… it’ll really feel like a proper home.”

Katsuki had managed a smile at that. Small. Honest. The kind that burned a little.

The drive to the precinct had been quiet. It wasn’t heavy—just… stretched. 

Takeshi parked, helped unload their suitcases, and muttered something about how the traffic in the city was a goddamn joke. Then, just before Katsuki followed Eri through the doors of the station, he grabbed his wrist.

“I mean it, kid,” Takeshi said. His voice was steady, but his eyes weren’t. “You come back. Both of you.”

Katsuki nodded again. “I will.”

– – – – –

Tsukauchi’s office was quiet, heavy with a kind of order Katsuki had never felt in his own life. The blinds were half-drawn, muting the sun into pale bands across the floor. Folders sat neatly stacked along the shelves. The air smelled like coffee and printer ink.

Eri leaned against his side. Her hand found his, small and warm and trembling just a little.

Katsuki squeezed it.

He didn’t know who was coming. He didn’t care. They’d assigned someone—a hero—to "supervise" them. To make sure they stayed "safe."

Whatever.

He kept telling himself he didn’t care who it was.

“Eri,” Tsukauchi said gently, crouching beside her. “How about you sit here and draw for a bit? Just until we’re done.”

She nodded without a word, hugging her backpack close. He helped her settle into the cushioned chair in the corner and placed a coloring book and a fresh pack of crayons in front of her. She picked out a sky-blue crayon and started with an outline.

Tsukauchi straightened and turned to Katsuki. “Let’s talk.”

Katsuki followed him to the desk, dropping into the chair opposite him with a dull thud. He didn’t lean back. Didn’t relax. Just sat there, posture rigid, eyes flicking once toward Eri once, before returning to the detective.

Tsukauchi pulled open a drawer and retrieved a slim file. “This is your assignment profile. You’re officially listed as a civilian asset under taskforce authority. You’ll be assisting with investigations related to the League of Villains and associated groups. Field support, intel review, occasional consultation.”

Katsuki’s jaw twitched. “But I get a leash too, right?”

Tsukauchi offered a half-smile, tired but not unkind. “More like a work phone.”

He reached into a box beside the monitor and pulled out a black smartphone. “You’ll be expected to keep this on you at all times. If a lead comes in, you’ll be contacted. No exceptions.”

Katsuki pocketed it without a word.

“You’ll come in three days a week—schedule’s flexible, but mornings preferred. We’ll go over case files, track movement, sift intel. Surveillance footage, witness statements, using your abilities if you're up for it. If something in the field lines up with your… expertise, you’ll be tagged in.”

Katsuki’s fingers curled around the armrest.

“And Katsuki,” Tsukauchi added, more carefully, “One more thing,” Tsukauchi said, folding his hands. “Use of quirks without a license is still a criminal offense.”

Katsuki stiffened—but the detective raised a hand.

“Fortunately, you don’t have one anymore. What you do have doesn’t fall under the legal definition of a quirk. A legal gray area—that’s our loophole.”

“Lucky me.” Katsuki snorted, bitter. “So I’m technically not breaking the law because I’m technically not anything.” Katsuki leaned back in the chair, letting his head tilt toward the ceiling. “What a joke.”

Before Tsukauchi could respond, a knock echoed from the door.

Then the handle turned.

Katsuki looked up. For a split second, he didn’t move. Couldn’t move.

Aizawa.

His lungs seized. His blood felt like it reversed course in his veins. That tired, shadowed face. The half-step pause in Aizawa’s stride. The way his mouth parted slightly, like he was just as caught off guard.

Aizawa didn’t speak at first. He just stared. Not at Katsuki’s clothes, not even at the way his hand trembled… At his face. “Bakugo—” Aizawa breathed, barely audible. The sound of it cracked in the stillness, full of disbelief.  He looked like he was staring at a ghost. His steps faltered. His breath caught. The folder in his hand slipped slightly before he righted it. His eyes searched Katsuki's face like he couldn’t believe it was real.

And then—

Katsuki was already out of the chair.

He shoved past him without a word, shoulder brushing the edge of the doorframe hard enough to bruise.

Aizawa didn’t call after him at first. Not right away. He just stood there, as if frozen. As if time had stopped.

“Bakugo—Katsuki—wait.”

The hallway outside was spinning. Too bright. Too loud. His chest was tight, like something inside was caving in, folding beneath its own weight.

He made it three steps past the stairwell before he heard Aizawa’s boots catching up.

Katsuki turned around slowly.

And something in his expression made Aizawa stop.

Not fire. Not rage. Just emptiness. “You shouldn’t have come,” Katsuki said. His voice was hollow. Barely there. “They didn’t tell me it would be you.”

Aizawa opened his mouth, but nothing came out. He took a slow step forward, hands open, cautious. His expression was tight with disbelief, like he still hadn’t fully caught up to the reality in front of him.

“You’re alive…”

“I can’t do this,” Katsuki whispered. “Not with you.”

Aizawa swallowed hard. “Bakugo…”

There was a brief pause before Katsuki continued.

“You threw me away,” he hissed. “Like a problem you didn’t want to deal with. You don’t get to walk in here and act like this is normal,” Katsuki said, breath ragged. “Like you care that I’m still breathing.” 

Katsuki stepped back, expression cracking. “Do you know what it was like? After you expelled me? After you —the one person I thought actually gave a shit—looked me in the eye and said I was a lost cause?”

“I never said that—” Aizawa started, his voice thin.

“You didn’t have to.”

Aizawa took a step forward, his own hands trembling now. “That day… I really thought I was helping you. We thought… I thought it would give you some perspective. But I was wro—”

“Perspective?” Katsuki cut him off. “You got rid of me. Then you moved on. Out of your classroom, out of your hands, and you didn’t look back. You told me it wasn’t a punishment…  But you left me, Aizawa. You and Nezu—” He took a shaky breath, voice dropping lower, rougher. "You didn’t give me a second chance—you threw me out of the place I thought was supposed to shape heroes. Called it 'necessary.”  But what you really did was make sure I was alone when they came for me. You didn’t even send anyone to check on me.” His voice cracked.

There it was. The wound beneath the scar. Not just betrayal. Abandonment.

Aizawa looked like he wanted to speak, but Katsuki kept going.

“And now you’re here. Assigned to me. To us . Like this is some full-circle bullshit.” His hands clenched at his sides. “And if you’re the one taking me and Eri, then I guess you know, right? That I took out Overhaul—that the media’s calling me a villain.”

Aizawa’s breath hitched. He remembered the alley. The fight. The boy in the dark with nothing left to lose.

You’ll get yourself killed!

Good! Maybe I will!

It had been Bakugo.

The boy he once taught. The boy he failed.

And now the weight of it crushed down with terrible clarity.

Aizawa couldn’t speak. His throat locked around every word he tried to summon. All he could do was watch—the hallway, the broken posture, the ghost of a student who’d once stood so tall.

“What? No lecture?” Katsuki asked, voice sharp, brittle. “No tough love speech?”

Aizawa barely shook his head. “I didn’t come to lecture you.”

Katsuki let out a slow, tired sigh. "Bet you were expecting me to yell, right?” His voice didn’t rise—it just trembled slightly, like it was trying not to fall apart. “Explode? Curse you out and throw a punch? Some arrogant comeback—maybe even a threat or two?" He took another shaky breath. “Would’ve made it easier for you, huh? If I was still that kid. Still loud. Still easy to pin down.” 

Aizawa’s gaze dropped, shame etched deep into every line of his face.

Katsuki’s arms wrapped around himself like he was trying to stay upright by force. “I wish I could scream at you. I really do. I wish I could shove you into a wall and tell you to go to hell. That would've been easier.” He swallowed hard, shaking his head. “But I can’t. I don’t have it in me anymore.” His eyes were glassy, but he refused to blink. "I'm tired, Aizawa. I can't do this."

His shoulders slumped. His whole body folded in on itself like something finally giving up. “Out of everyone they could’ve sent…” 

His gaze lifted—shining, accusing. “Why the hell did it have to be you?”

It came out quieter than the rest. Not with anger. Not even with resentment. Just this soft, splintering question that sounded like it had been asked a thousand times in his head already.

“You’re the one who kicked me out,” Katsuki whispered. “You’re the one who looked at me and decided I wasn’t worth keeping around. That I couldn’t be saved. That I was the threat.”

Aizawa flinched like the words were knives. “I didn’t see the whole picture,” he murmured. “And I’ll never stop regretting that.”

“Oh, now you want to help? You want to oversee me and Eri like this is some redemption arc? Like you didn’t help push me off the edge? Am I supposed to just… what? Shake your hand? Thank you for showing up after the damage was done?”

Katsuki’s hands clenched at his sides, not in rage—but to steady himself. His voice cracked. “You were supposed to know better. You always saw through the bullshit, so why didn’t you even try to hear me out?”

He dragged a shaky hand through his hair, exhaling harshly.

There was no explosion. No cursing. Just this hollow edge to his voice that made Aizawa feel like the ground had shifted beneath him.

“I thought—” Katsuki swallowed, eyes burning. “I thought maybe I’d run into some low-rank hero. Maybe even a sidekick. I was ready for that. But you—”

He shook his head. “I wasn’t ready for you.”

Aizawa’s throat worked to form words, but none came.

Katsuki’s expression finally broke then.

Not into fury. But into something far worse.

Defeat.

Tears welled in his eyes but didn’t fall—he blinked them back hard, biting the inside of his cheek.

“I’m not your student anymore, Aizawa. And I’m not some project you get to fix.” His voice was barely audible now.

Aizawa stood, stunned into stillness. He hadn’t expected to feel like he’d failed all over again.

Katsuki let out a breath that sounded more like a surrender than a sigh. 

“Let’s just go back and get this over with.”


 

The air in Tsukauchi’s office had weight. It pressed down on Aizawa’s shoulders like a storm about to break. It was dense and heavy.

He stood near the wall, arms folded tightly across his chest, jaw clenched against the dull ache pulsing at the base of his skull. It wasn’t just exhaustion anymore. It was something deeper—dread, maybe. 

Katsuki joined Eri at the far end of the room. The boy didn’t even glance at him. Didn’t meet his gaze. Didn’t move. His expression was carved from stone, unreadable in a way that made Aizawa’s chest twist.

He hadn’t seen that face in person since the day he expelled him. It wasn’t the same face, not really. The hair was longer now, grown out and dyed, the roots beginning to show through. His posture was slouched like something was dragging him down from the inside out. No scowl. No fire. No bravado.

Eri sat close beside him, legs swinging gently above the floor. Her small hands wrapped around the sleeve of Katsuki’s hoodie, fingers curling tight. She sensed it, even if she didn’t understand it—the tension that buzzed beneath the deceptively calm atmosphere.  

Tsukauchi shut the door with a soft click . The sound seemed too loud in the silence that followed. The detective didn’t sit behind his desk. He just stood there, hands folded as if steadying himself.

“We’ll keep this simple,” he began, his voice low and even. “Eri is still in danger. She never received proper quirk training, which means her ability is both powerful and unpredictable. On top of that, every major faction is watching. The Commission wants her—badly.

“As for Katsuki…” Tsukauchi hesitated. “His involvement with the Shie Hassaikai was kept quiet, but the threads are there. If someone connects them… it won’t be good. He’s already on several agencies’ radars. And many of them—well. Let’s just say they wouldn’t hesitate.”

Aizawa’s gaze drifted back to the boy in question. Or what was left of him.

This wasn’t the Katsuki Bakugo he remembered.

He used to burn. A wildfire of noise and fury and raw, undiluted drive. A boy who threw himself into walls just to break through them. Aizawa had spent more hours than he could count putting out those metaphorical fires, watching him closely. Waiting. Hoping.

Now…

Katsuki didn’t flinch. Didn’t speak. 

Then Tsukauchi’s voice dropped.

“There’s something else you need to know.”

Aizawa’s muscles tensed. He didn’t look away from the boy.

“Bakugo’s quirk was taken,” Tsukauchi said quietly. “By All For One. During the time he was missing.”

The words landed like a blade.

Aizawa inhaled sharply, but it felt like there wasn’t enough air in the room. Like something inside his chest was being carved out. His throat tightened. The floor tilted slightly beneath his feet, but he didn’t move.

He couldn’t.

He just stared at the kid—the kid —who once lit up rooms like a storm with teeth. Who always ran toward danger, screaming, exploding, living .

Aizawa’s chest hurt in a way that scared him.

“He’s… quirkless?” he asked. His voice was hoarse, unfamiliar.

Tsukauchi nodded. “Yes. That also makes him more vulnerable—especially now. It’s part of why this placement is necessary. He needs protection too.”

Katsuki’s head snapped up at that.

“What?”

His voice was sharp—shot through with disbelief like a fracture splitting wide. He sat up straighter, spine rigid, hands gripping the edge of the chair.

“You didn’t tell me I was part of this ‘protection’ deal,” he said. His voice wasn’t loud, but it hit harder than if he’d shouted. “So what—you just told me I could ‘stay with her’ to make it sound like I had a choice?”

Katsuki’s voice rose, not in anger, but in something wounded. Something betrayed.

“What the hell…?” he whispered, voice cracking. “You could’ve just said it outright. I didn’t need to be coddled.”

He looked away, jaw clenched, breathing shallow.

Aizawa stood frozen, watching it all unfold—feeling, for the first time in years, truly unworthy of the title ‘hero.’

Katsuki’s jaw was clenched, his eyes unfocused. He looked like he was somewhere else entirely.

“I don’t know if I’m the right person for this,” Aizawa said slowly.

Tsukauchi didn’t answer at first.

Then, gently: “You’re the only hero he even remotely knew. And your quirk is the best defense Eri has. No one else has the experience to keep her safe without limiting her growth.”

Aizawa turned slightly. His eyes flicked to the girl.

Eri had leaned further into Katsuki’s side. Her head rested against his shoulder now. And this time, he didn’t flinch. He didn’t shift away. He just sat there, letting her ground him.

His posture hadn’t changed. Still curled. Still tense.

But the acceptance of her presence… that was new.

Aizawa swallowed the lump in his throat.

“I know this isn’t easy,” Tsukauchi said. “But you really are the best hero for the job.”

Hero.

The word rang bitter in Aizawa’s ears.


 

Katsuki leaned his head against the window, the glass cold against his temple. The city outside blurred—streets, signs, people—none of it sticking. None of it real. Just motion. Just noise.

He didn’t speak.

Couldn’t.

Not after that.

The low hum of the car filled the silence. Eri sat beside him in the back seat, legs swinging gently, her little fingers clutching the edge of her backpack. She kept glancing up at him, eyes round and quiet, like she could feel the storm just beneath his skin.

Aizawa drove.

Katsuki didn’t look at him. Not once.

He just stared out the window like it might open up and let him disappear.

The car turned. Slowed.

And then… There it was.

That familiar gate. That familiar hill.

U.A.

It rose like a monument to everything he’d lost. Everything he’d fought to bury. The school that had chewed him up and spat him out. The place where he’d once believed—naively, desperately—that he could become something great. Something more.

Now it was just another cage.

Another reminder that he had no say in this.

He’d agreed to Tsukauchi’s help because it allowed him access to valuable resources. He agreed because it meant that he could still keep an eye on Eri while Takeshi worked on obtaining guardianship. But this?

This was something else entirely. This was being dragged back to the grave he’d already dug.

Katsuki’s throat burned, but he didn’t let it show. If he could go back—if he could rewind time—he’d slam the door in Tsukauchi’s face. Tell the Commission to get lost. Burn the files. Take Eri and run. Figure it out himself. Again. Like always.

But it was too late for that now.

The car rolled to a stop.

The gates of U.A. loomed ahead like iron teeth, open and waiting.

Katsuki closed his eyes for a second. Just one second.

Then he sat up—didn’t look at Aizawa, didn’t say a word—and stepped out into the place where all of this started.

The apartment was nicer than Katsuki expected.

Cleaner. More polished. Too sterile.

It was technically part of the staff dorms, but this place looked more like a small apartment than a temporary housing unit. Two bedrooms, two bathrooms, a small living room with a couch that still smelled like industrial cleaner. A kitchenette lined one wall with a modest table tucked beside it—enough space to feel lived in, but not his.

Nothing ever was.

Aizawa unlocked the door with a keycard and stepped aside, letting Eri dart in first.

She did a quick circle, eyes bright as she peeked into each room, then turned to Katsuki. “We get to share again,” she said, like it was the best part.

Katsuki nodded once. “Yeah. Like home.”

Aizawa glanced over. “You’re sure that’s okay? There’s a second bedroom if—”

“We’re good,” Katsuki said flatly, already tossing his bag on the floor. “She sleeps better when I’m there.”

Aizawa hesitated. “Alright.”

Katsuki walked past him into the room they’d claimed—one of the bedrooms, modestly furnished with twin beds, a narrow dresser, and a window that overlooked the grounds.

He paused in the doorway, arms crossed.

“No cigarette smell. No rusty sink. No broken heater.” His voice turned dry. “Wow. Nezu really rolled out the red carpet.”

Aizawa sighed faintly behind him. “We did our best with short notice.”

“Oh, sure. That’s the phrase of the year, isn’t it?” Katsuki said, flicking the light switch on and off. “Short notice. Just like throwing me out was a calculated strategy , huh?”

Aizawa didn’t respond.

Eri, oblivious to the tension, was already unpacking her backpack, placing a plush bunny on the bed with deliberate care. “Do we get to stay here for a long time?”

Aizawa finally stepped in, softer now. “As long as you need.”

Katsuki turned toward him, one brow raised. “What’s that mean, exactly? Until the Commission shows up? Until I piss off the wrong Pro again? Or until you decide I’m too much trouble —which, as we know, doesn’t take long.”

Aizawa’s jaw tightened, but he didn’t rise to it. “I’m not going anywhere.”

Katsuki gave a humorless laugh. “Lucky me.”

He turned his back and knelt beside Eri to help her unroll a blanket. His voice dropped lower, just for her. “You want the bed by the window again?”

She nodded eagerly, and he helped her smooth the sheets, the tension in his shoulders easing by degrees.

Aizawa lingered in the doorway, watching them.

He didn’t say a word.

Katsuki didn’t either.

The air between them was heavy—but not loud.


 

The room was dark. Moonlight spilled through the blinds, casting pale lines across the floor. Katsuki sat on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, fingers steepled against his mouth.

He hadn’t slept. Couldn’t.

Eri was curled up under the covers behind him, her soft breathing the only rhythm in the stillness. She insisted on sleeping in his bed tonight—not that he really minded.

Katsuki’s eyes were fixed on the floor. His palms felt damp.

He tried again—closing his eyes, steadying his breath, reaching inward.

But all he found was static. It was a loud, grating silence where his flame used to be.

Nothing.

Not even a flicker.

He inhaled through his teeth and dug his nails into his thighs.

“Shit.”

That ache again. That crawling, splintering emptiness beneath his skin. Something was clearly wrong.

“You’re not sleeping either, huh?” came a soft voice near the door.

Katsuki flinched and whipped around.

Ren stood barefoot in the threshold of the room, pale in the moonlight, hair falling into his wide eyes. He looked dimmer than usual—washed out, like his colors had been drained.

“Leave,” Katsuki muttered, voice low.

Ren didn’t move.

“I’m serious.”

Ren walked forward anyway. He sat down next to Katsuki on the floor, tucking his knees to his chest. He didn’t speak right away. He just watched him, that strange unreadable expression on his face. A little curious. A little sad.

“You’re upset,” Ren murmured. “Why?”

Katsuki stared ahead, jaw locked. “Go away.”

Ren waited. Silence stretched thin.

Finally, Katsuki exhaled—shaky and quiet—careful not to wake Eri. “I can’t reach him.”

Ren tilted his head.

“My other half,” Katsuki said. “I’ve been trying for days. It’s just… static.”

Ren blinked slowly. “Do you think something happened?”

A pause. Then a sharp nod.

Ren didn’t speak again for a long while. Then he looked down at his hands. “I might be able to help,” he said quietly.

Katsuki looked over, frowning. “What?”

“I could lend you my energy. Maybe it could help you reach him.”

Katsuki narrowed his eyes. “That sounds like a dumb idea.”

Ren’s smile was small and sheepish. “Probably. But I’ll be okay. I’m used to it.”

Before Katsuki could argue, Ren reached out and lightly touched his wrist.

A sudden rush surged through him—bright and cold and wrong. Like static jumping between wires. Katsuki gasped as his vision blurred—

And then everything fell away.

– – – – –

The world reassembled in red.

Katsuki hit the ground hard, his breath knocked out of his lungs.

Sludge clung to his boots, thick and stinking. The sky above was a rotting bruise, flickering in and out. Veins of black pulsed through the clouds. Blood dripped from somewhere above him, and the air reeked of rust and decay. The stench was worse than before.

No ocean. No swirling currents of soulstuff.

This… was not his mindscape.

His stomach turned.

“No—no, no, no—this place again?” he breathed, staggering upright. “Shit. Shit.”

He turned, searching wildly.

“Other me?! Are you here?!”

No answer.

“HEY!” he tried again.

Something squelched behind him. Ren appeared, stumbling to a stop, eyes wide with panic. “I—how am I here?” Ren asked, trembling. “I didn’t mean to,” Ren whispered. “I just wanted to help—I didn’t know it would bring us back here.”

“You followed me in,” Katsuki said tightly. “Must’ve been the energy link.”

Ren’s breath caught.

Katsuki turned and grabbed his hand. “Stay close. Don’t let go, got it?”

Ren nodded fast, clinging to his arm.

They moved, half-running, half-wading through the sludge. The place moved underfoot—twisting and muttering like it was alive. Screams rose faintly in the distance, too warped to be real.

Katsuki called out again. “HEY! OTHER ME?!”

Nothing.

And then—

“Don’t come any closer.”

The voice was tired. Strained.

Katsuki whipped around, nearly slipping in the muck.

There he was.

Chained.

His flame.

He was bound in thick iron shackles that shimmered with something black and oily. He was crouched, breathing hard. His golden form was dimmer now, flickering at the edges. His back was to them, but he’d gone still the moment Katsuki entered.

“I tried,” the flame muttered. “I tried to stop him. When he stole those quirks… I fought back. Refused to let him rebuild. I thought I could delay him.”

Katsuki stepped forward. “What do you mean? You held him back?”

The flame let out a short, bitter laugh. “Yeah. You’re not the only one who can mess with quirks. Thought that I could keep them unstable. It worked—for a while.”

Katsuki’s stomach twisted.

“But by doing that… I exposed myself. I made myself a target,” the flame said. “I couldn’t stay hidden anymore. He found me.”

Katsuki’s breath hitched. He took another step forward. “I can break the chains—”

“Don’t touch them!” the flame barked, his voice cracking. “You don’t know what this place is! You break these chains, and you die, Katsuki.”

The flame looked up, eyes meeting Katsuki’s. His voice was soft. “If you’d come earlier… if you’d been able to reach All For One’s mind before I got chained… we could’ve fused. Right here. Without ever needing to get near him.”

He let out another bitter laugh. “But now? You even try to pull me out, and you’ll be leaving your body behind. No soul in your body means no consciousness. No life.”

Katsuki felt like the sludge had filled his lungs.

“We're in his mind, you know. All For One's. I’m now tethered here,” the flame said. “These chains were designed to hold me. You touch them and you’ll get pulled in too.” He shook his head. “There won’t be anything left to save.”

A silence fell between them.

Katsuki’s fists trembled. He hated this. Hated feeling helpless again. Hated that he’d let his other half suffer alone.

“There’s gotta be a way,” he muttered. “Some way to break the link without getting caught.”

“If there is, you better figure it out fast,” the flame said, voice low. 

“You came all this way…” he muttered, voice cracking faintly with something like pride. “Might as well leave with what I’ve got.”

Katsuki froze, caught in the sudden seriousness of his tone.

The flame’s eyes darkened. “All For One—he’s given up trying to regenerate. Body’s too broken. Soul’s a wreck too. He’s running out of time, and he knows it.”

Katsuki’s breath caught.

“He’s looking for a new vessel,” the flame went on, quieter now. “Someone he can overwrite completely.” His voice dropped into something hard, bitter. “He’s picked Shigaraki.”

Katsuki stiffened.

The flame kept going. “Even the League doesn’t know. Not really. They think they’re part of a revolution. But they’re just pawns. He’s been grooming that kid for years. And now he’s finally ready to take him.”

The air churned, low and dangerous.

Katsuki’s mind reeled. “Then—then what the hell do we do?”

“I don’t know,” the flame admitted, shoulders slumping. “I’ve been holding the bastard back as best I can. But…” His voice cracked. “I’m not going to last forever.” He tilted his head back and exhaled shakily. “One more thing. There’s an attack coming. Soon. Deika City. League’s planning something big. If you're smart, you'll get ahead of it.”

The pulse in the air intensified.

The flame looked at him one last time.

“That’s all I’ve got, Katsuki. The rest is up to you.” He offered a weak smile—equal parts fierce and sorrowful.

Suddenly, the flame stiffened. “GET THE FUCK OUT—NOW!” He growled, thrashing against the chains.

“Why?! What’s happening?!”

“All For One! He knows you're here!”

A thunderous rumble echoed through the blood-black sky.

The ground shuddered.

The chains tightened around the flame’s limbs, yanking him back into silence.

“We have to go!” Ren cried, grabbing Katsuki’s hand.

Katsuki hesitated. He took one last look at the flame—at the chains, the fire dimming, and the warning in his eyes.

Ren yanked him back

And everything shattered.

– – – – –

Katsuki woke with a jolt, gasping like he’d surfaced from drowning. Sweat clung to his skin. His heart thundered in his ears.

Ren sat nearby, dim and flickering—drained to the bone.

“I’m sorry,” Ren whispered.

Katsuki didn’t answer. He stared down at his own hands. The stench of blood and chains still clung to the back of his throat.

He could still hear it.

Deika City.

Shigaraki.

New vessel.

 

And All For One knew he had been in his mind.

Notes:

I put a lot of thought into these chapters. I want to build a good story while making the character interactions believable. Crossing my fingers that this wasn't a flop.

Chapter 35: The Phantom Link

Notes:

I'm sorry I was gone for a bit! Haven't been feeling the best. I give you an extra-long chapter to atone.

On a different note, I realized I never watched past season 5 of this show. Like wtf man. So I spent the past few days catching up lmao.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The first rays of sunlight cut through half-closed blinds, casting thin stripes of light across the kitchen’s tiled floor. Katsuki padded in silently, hair still damp from a quick rinse, wearing one of his loose black shirts and a pair of sweats that hung a little too low on his hips. He stood barefoot on the cold linoleum, eyeing the fridge with mild disdain.

The tiny kitchen looked more like something from a cramped studio apartment, with its bare countertops, a plug-in electric stovetop shoved into the corner, and half-functioning microwave. There wasn’t even a damn toaster.

He opened the refrigerator, expecting at least something useful.

Inside sat a carton of eggs, half a stick of butter, two lonely condiment packets, and a forgotten bottle of soy sauce. There was a drawer that had clearly never seen a vegetable. Katsuki stared at it, expression tightening.

“You’ve gotta be kidding me,” he muttered, shutting the fridge with a dull thud. He turned toward the counter, poked at the sad little plug-in electric stovetop in the corner, and rolled his eyes. “No oven. What is this setup?”

Footsteps approached. He didn’t have to look to know who it was.

“You’re up early,” came Aizawa’s voice, hoarse with sleep.

“What the hell is this?” Katsuki muttered, still facing the fridge. “If this is what you call ‘preparing the dorms,’ then you’ve got a pretty shit definition of the word.”

Aizawa walked in, yawning mid-step. He scratched his jaw absently, wearing a black shirt and pajama pants printed with tiny, faded cats. His voice came out low and gravelly. “There’s a cafeteria.”

Katsuki turned, brow twitching. “You expect me to just wander around campus like I’m not a ghost story come back to life? Just stroll around and line up for breakfast with a bunch of first-years? No way in hell am I stepping foot outside that door unless I have to.” He crossed his arms, gesturing vaguely at the fridge. “I can make something out of this, sure. But it’ll probably taste like shit.”

Aizawa scratched at his stubble. “Then write me a list. I’ll grab groceries after class.”

Katsuki blinked.

Aizawa opened a cabinet, frowned at the dust, and shut it again. “If you’re cooking, you should have what you need.”

Katsuki huffed, muttering under his breath as he unlocked his phone. “Damn right I should.” He turned without another word and walked back down the hall toward the bedroom.

- - - - -

The door creaked softly as he stepped inside.

Eri sat cross-legged on the bed, freshly dressed in a yellow dress with soft gray leggings. Her white hair was neatly brushed, tied with a gray hair tie. 

She looked up when he entered. “Good morning, Kacchan!”

He gave her a small nod. “Morning.”

She had her bead kit laid out in front of her, carefully threading colored pieces onto elastic cord. Ren sat nearby, a quiet presence beside her, gently nudging a runaway bead away from the edge of the bed with the back of his fingers. He glanced up at Katsuki but didn’t say anything.

Katsuki crossed the room and sat beside Eri, passing her a glance before pulling up the notebook app on his phone.

“We’ve got jack shit here, so I’m making a list,” he said. “Gonna try to cook something decent.”

Eri tilted her head. “Like pancakes?”

“Sure,” he said. “Pancakes, eggs, rice, miso, chicken, veggies. Gotta get us set up.”

She beamed. “Ooh, maybe mochi too?”

He snorted. “Let’s not push our luck.”

Eri brightened. “You should also make curry!”

He blinked, then gave a tired smirk. “Yeah. I’ll make curry.”

“Yay!” she clapped her hands gently. “With carrots shaped like stars?”

“…We’ll see.”

She giggled and returned to her bracelet, tongue poking out slightly as she tried to thread a tiny blue bead.

Katsuki glanced at them briefly—Eri hunched in focus, Ren half-smiling at her work—and then returned to his list.

There was a strange peace to the moment. Domestic. Quiet. Katsuki wasn’t sure what to make of it. He let the silence hang for a while, just the sound of beads clicking together and Ren’s faint humming under his breath.

He finished typing the last item. “You want mochi?” he asked, looking down at her.

Eri blinked. “Can I?”

“One pack,” he muttered.

She grinned.

Katsuki glanced at Ren, who offered a small nod of approval like a proud older sibling.

The work phone in his pocket suddenly buzzed—sharp, insistent.

He pulled it out, glancing at the screen. The precinct-issued number glared up at him in bold black digits. "Mornings preferred," Katsuki muttered, quoting Tsukauchi from the day before. He scoffed. "Wasn't joking."

He answered with a flat “yeah?”

Tsukauchi’s voice filtered through the line. “Good morning. We’ve got something that needs your… expertise. We’ll come pick you up by 8:30.”

Katsuki glanced up at the wall clock. 6:45. Just enough time to prep and get moving.

“Copy that,” he said, and hung up without waiting for a reply.

He pushed off the bed and walked out toward the main room, phone still in hand. Aizawa was in the kitchen, already nursing a mug of black coffee. He raised an eyebrow as Katsuki approached.

“They want me bright and early,” Katsuki said, waving the phone with a flat look. “Precinct stuff.”

Aizawa nodded, unsurprised. He hadn’t been told much—only that the kid had been offered some kind of consulting position. Tsukauchi had kept it vague.

Katsuki crossed his arms. “What about Eri?”

“She’ll be taken care of,” Aizawa said calmly. “We’re arranging tutoring. Mirio will come by soon to take her. He knows the situation—he was there for the Shie Hassaikai raid and was part of the task force. Nezu thought it would be good for her to ease into it.”

Katsuki clicked his tongue but said nothing. After a pause, he nodded. “Typed out a list, by the way. I’ll send it to you.” He turned back toward the bedroom, not waiting for an answer.

- - - - -

Eri looked up as he entered, holding a half-finished bracelet in her hands. “Kacchan! Look, I’m almost done with this one!”

“Nice,” he muttered, sitting beside her again.

“Looks like you’re about to learn a bunch of stuff today.”

Eri’s eyes lit up. “Really?”

“Yeah. This guy—name’s Mirio—is going to take you for awhile. I gotta go to the police station this morning,” he added. “I’ll be back later, though.”

Eri paused, clearly disappointed but trying not to show it. “Okay… ”

Before he could answer, there was a knock at the door.

Aizawa’s voice drifted in from the hallway. “That’s probably Mirio.”

Katsuki grunted from where he sat cross-legged on the bed beside Eri, who was threading beads with quiet focus. He pushed himself up, joints popping slightly from the awkward angle he’d been in. “’Bout time,” he muttered.

But the second the front door creaked open, the air in the dorm shifted.

It wasn’t Mirio’s voice that greeted them.

“Uh—sorry,” came a familiar, uncertain tone.

Katsuki froze halfway into standing.

Aizawa’s voice, sharper now, responded from the hallway. “Midoriya? What is it?”

“I need to talk to Kacchan,” Izuku said.

There was a heavy pause.

Aizawa let out a long, tired breath, rubbing the bridge of his nose with two fingers. “I don’t even want to know how you found out about this.”

Katsuki stepped forward, already moving past Aizawa before any objections could form. “It’s fine,” he said curtly.

But the second his eyes landed on Izuku, his steps slowed.

The sight of him—something was off. Katsuki’s eyes narrowed. Deku’s aura was different from last time. The layers were still there—eight of them, the same as before—but the black thread running through it had grown unruly, erratic. It pulsed in time with Izuku’s heartbeat, lashing faintly like it was alive.

Without a word, Katsuki tilted his head toward the hallway and stepped aside.

Izuku nodded once and followed.

- - - - -

They walked in silence down the short corridor and into the bedroom Katsuki had claimed. Eri didn’t seem to notice their return—still bent over her bracelet kit, brow furrowed in fierce concentration as she tried to string the next bead.

Ren sat beside her, invisible to all but Katsuki, continuing to guide stray beads away from the edge of the bed before they could roll off. The kid glanced up as Katsuki passed, his eyes tracking the visitor behind him.

Katsuki closed the door quietly, locking out the hallway and whatever suspicion was lingering in Aizawa’s sharp gaze.

Eri looked up and gasped. “It’s you!” she said, smiling. “That nice boy!”

Izuku froze for a beat, then laughed softly. “Hey, Eri. You remember me?”

“You helped me,” she said simply, “when I was scared.”

Katsuki watched them for a moment, then shifted his gaze toward Ren—who was crouched beside Eri. The spirit tilted his head at Izuku, eyes narrowed with curiosity.

“I, uh…” Izuku glanced over at Eri again, then lowered his voice, choosing his words carefully. “My quirk. It’s… different now.”

Katsuki raised a brow, saying nothing.

“It activated in my sleep,” Izuku went on. “And then later, during a joint training with Class B… something happened. It was like… like it exploded out of me. I didn’t mean to, but I unlocked something new.”

Katsuki’s eyes flicked up again—this time, toward Ren, who was watching intently from Eri’s side.

“…So you’re unlocking quirks now?” Katsuki said, voice edged with disbelief. “What set it off?”

Izuku scratched his cheek. “It… happened when I got really emotional. Monoma was provoking me—saying stuff about you… and All Might, and—well. It got to me.”

Katsuki grunted.

Izuku continued, “It’s called Blackwhip. It’s like… energy whips. But I couldn’t control it. I was panicking, and then—Shinso. He used his brainwashing quirk on me. It brought me out of it.” Izuku looked down at his hands. “But something weird happened when he did it.” 

Katsuki raised a hand, cutting him off. He could tell where this conversation was going.

“Eri,” Katsuki said, turning to her. “We are going to talk. Do you mind stepping out for a bit?”

Eri hesitated, then nodded, collecting her beading kit. She stood and left without a word.

Katsuki watched her go, then turned back to Izuku the moment the door clicked shut. “Alright, now talk.” He sighed exasperated, “and don’t talk about sensitive stuff around kids. Bad idea.”

Izuku nodded. “Sorry…”

Katsuki huffed “it’s not my damn quirk.”

“Right… so Shinso.” Izuku continued, “When I was under his quirk, I wasn’t just out of it. I was somewhere else. I saw the past holders. The vestiges.”

Katsuki’s spine straightened. He shot a glance at Ren, who didn’t say anything—but tilted his head slightly, as if listening.

“The vestiges told me… I’m going to unlock seven more quirks.”

Katsuki let that sit for a beat. His eyes flicked back to Izuku. “If your visit was about something else, I would have brought this up anyway. Your aura looks weird. I noticed as soon as you walked in the door.”

Izuku blinked. “Huh?”

“You’ve got eight layers,” Katsuki muttered. “Most people only have one or two. Yours are stacked like a goddamn onion. I noticed it last time, but it’s worse now. One of ’em—the black one—it’s twitchy. Erratic. It doesn’t look stable.”

Izuku’s eyes widened. “You can tell that just by looking?”

“Of course I can,” Katsuki said flatly. “That’s kinda my thing.”

“So here’s the thing: if these ‘vestiges’ are telling you you’re about to unlock new quirks, then it explains why your aura is all fucked up.”

His mind wandered back to what Deku said about the vestiges. It only confirmed his suspicion that this power is not just a stockpiling quirk.

Ren perked up beside Eri. “You should help him,” the little spirit said, tilting his head. “Try resonating. It might balance him.”

Katsuki didn’t respond aloud, but his eyes shifted, considering.

He looked up at Izuku. “So, I’m going to take a wild guess. You’re probably here because you think I might be able to help.”

Izuku tilted his head. “Well… This was sort of a new development, and I just learned from All Might that you were back in the dorms. We have been talking, and neither of us could figure it out. So yeah.”

Katsuki sighed. “Well, you wouldn’t be wrong. I’ve done this sort of thing before. Resonate with the aura, try to stabilize it. It’s worth a shot.”

Izuku blinked, then lit up. “Really? You’d do that?”

“Don’t get too excited,” Katsuki said. “I’ve only done it with other people once or twice. This is different. Your quirk… it’s like a cluster of souls jammed into one vessel. Feels more like a landmine than a person.”

Izuku flinched a little, but nodded.

“Alright,” Katsuki said. “We should sit for this. Don’t wanna pass out or anything.”

Izuku paled slightly. “W-What?”

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “Just sit down.”

The two of them dropped to the floor, legs crossed

Katsuki reached out his hand. “Give me your arm.”

Izuku hesitated, then slowly extended his arm.

Katsuki took it, firm but careful.

Ren shifted closer, almost directly behind Katsuki now, eyes glowing faintly with interest.

Katsuki inhaled deeply, letting his thoughts go quiet, his senses narrow.

And then—he closed his eyes—

—and let the world fall away.


 

The air was still, heavy, and too quiet.

Katsuki’s eyes snapped open. The world around him wasn’t the room back at the dorm, or even the mosaic ocean of his inner mind. This space felt... loaded. Ancient.

He stood on cracked stone under a swirling, inky sky. Sparks drifted upward like embers caught in windless air. Energy loomed in the background, more silhouette than structure, reaching endlessly in every direction like veins across the sky.

Katsuki turned slowly.

There were others here.

Eight figures stood in a rough semi-circle around him, silent and motionless. A few of them looked tangible—fully-formed men and women wearing strange clothes from different eras. Others were ghosts of people, distorted and flickering like images on a dying monitor. Their faces were hard to make out. 

Katsuki tensed, eyes scanning them, unsure if he was supposed to speak. He could feel something behind them—like a wall of energy held back by sheer will. Deku. He could sense him just beyond this place, somewhere deeper inside.

One of the figures stepped forward.

A woman with dark hair. Her presence was sharp and heavy—like steel drawn from a sheath.

"You shouldn't be here," she said. Her voice wasn’t angry, it was a warning. 

Katsuki lifted his chin. “Wait—just listen. I’m not trying to mess with your little cult gathering. I came to help Deku. Blackwhip’s going haywire, and I thought—hell, I knew —I could help him stabilize it.”

The air didn’t shift and the figures didn’t move, not even a blink. Static buzzed at the edges of his vision. The pressure grew heavier, like hands pressing against his chest.

“I know what this power is, and I don’t want it, ” Katsuki snapped. “I don’t want in. I just want to help him keep it together.”

“No one enters this space without consequence,” the woman said again, her expression unreadable. “You were not chosen.”

“Well tough,” he growled, stepping forward. “I didn’t choose any of this either.”

And just like that—

The world turned .

No motion. No warning. Just a feeling in his gut like the ground had suddenly dropped.

The veins in the sky pulsed once—like a heartbeat.

And the world rejected him.

Katsuki’s body convulsed as a force shoved him backward. Like a wave of invisible pressure slamming through every atom in his being. His knees buckled. The light bled out of the sky. And then—

Darkness.

Weightless freefall.

A scream locked behind his teeth as the world peeled away like ash on the wind.

And then—

He woke up, breath ragged, spine arched, hands clutching the floor like he’d been drowning.




Katsuki’s eyes snapped open.

For a moment, he couldn’t place where he was. The ceiling above him looked too clean, too calm. Then his gaze shifted sideways—and caught sight of green curls and nervous fingers.

Deku. Sitting cross-legged on the floor beside him.

Everything rushed back.

But something was... off. Or maybe not off —just different.

His limbs didn’t ache. His chest wasn’t tight. There was no dull throb behind his eyes, no fire clawing up his throat. And when he brushed his fingers under his nose, they came away clean.

No blood.

That was new.

He sat up slowly, blinking against the warm light spilling in from the curtains.

Deku jolted upright, worry etched into every inch of his posture. “Kacchan?”

“I’m fine,” Katsuki muttered, rubbing the back of his neck. “Didn’t pass out this time. No blood either.” He squinted at his hand again, as if still not convinced. “Weird.”

Izuku leaned forward, eager. “So? Did it work?”

Katsuki exhaled. “Not really. I ended up back in that vestige world. You know. That freaky dreamscape with the black sky and weird soul people.”

Izuku’s eyes widened like saucers. “Wait—you talked to them?”

“Not really. One of them told me I wasn’t supposed to be there. They wouldn’t hear me out. No dice.” Katsuki paused for a moment, leaning forward slightly. “Hey. That brainwashing kid—Shinso. You said he got you into that space before, yeah?”

Izuku blinked. “Yeah, during the joint training.”

Katsuki’s eyes narrowed thoughtfully. “Think he could do it again?”

Izuku blinked. “You mean, have Shinso brainwash me on purpose?”

“Yeah,” Katsuki said. “It’s a crazy idea, and it might not work—but if he does it again,” Katsuki continued, “you might be able to enter that space again. And if you’re actually there , then maybe I can do something. Because right now, your buddies won’t let me in.”

Izuku looked thoughtful. “You really think that could work?”

Katsuki shrugged. “No clue. But if it does , we might finally be able to figure out how to get this quirk under control.”

Izuku hesitated, then nodded. “Okay. I’ll talk to him.”

“Good,” Katsuki said, stretching. “But not today. I’ve got precinct crap to deal with.”

Izuku tilted his head. “Precinct?”

Katsuki gestured to the work phone on the night stand. “Yeah. Got a job now.”

Izuku looked like he wanted to ask a thousand questions, but—for once—he held back. “Okay,” he said simply.

From the far corner, Ren sat cross-legged. He was quiet, but his silver gaze remained locked on Izuku, unreadable.

Izuku pushed himself to his feet and wobbled slightly. “Whoa. I think I got up too fast.” He rubbed his eyes and laughed. “Guess I’m a little lightheaded.”

Katsuki didn’t respond.

“Thanks again, Kacchan. I mean it.”

Katsuki shrugged. “Don’t thank me. I didn’t do shit.”

Izuku looked like he might argue—but then let it go.

He turned to the door and peeked out into the living room. “Bye, Eri! You’re doing amazing with those bracelets!”

Eri looked up and grinned, holding one up proudly. “This one’s got extra pink!”

Izuku grinned. “That’s perfect.”

He glanced one more time at Katsuki, who leaned against the wall with arms folded, avoiding eye contact.

“Later,” Izuku murmured, and stepped out into the hallway. 

The dorms were quiet this early, just the faint murmur of staff beginning their morning routines. As he made his way down the hall, a familiar voice called out.

“Oh! Midoriya!”

Izuku turned.

“Mirio?”

The blond jogged up, hands stuffed in his pockets, hair tousled like he hadn’t even looked in a mirror yet. “Didn’t expect to see you here!”

Izuku scratched his neck sheepishly. “Just asking Aizawa a couple things…”

Mirio smiled and nodded toward the door behind them. “Me too, I guess.”

The two shared a brief goodbye before Izuku turned back toward the stairs.

But halfway down the hall, something changed. A prickling sensation crawled across his left forearm—like the hairs were standing on end.

Then his vision tilted. The fluorescent hallway warped slightly at the edges. The light above him sharpened unbearably. His ears buzzed with a high-pitched hum, like a wire pulled too tight.

He reached for the wall instinctively, one hand bracing against it. His heart skipped. His sleeve bunched up, just enough to reveal the faintest outline beneath the skin. The mark was faint, almost colorless, but unmistakable. 

 

A handprint.




The early morning sun was still low on the horizon, casting long shadows across the city as Katsuki slid into the passenger seat of the dark unmarked car. The door shut with a soft thunk, followed by the quiet shuffle of paperwork as Tsukauchi settled into the driver’s side.

“Morning,” the detective said without looking up, keys already turning in the ignition.

Katsuki grunted in response, slouching in the seat. He glanced at the digital clock on the dash. 8:07 AM.

“Didn’t realize 8:30 meant 8:00,” he muttered, crossing his arms.

Tsukauchi offered a slight smirk. “We’re both suffering.”

Katsuki let out a sharp exhale that was almost a laugh, then turned toward the window, watching the buildings roll by as they eased onto the freeway. Silence settled in for a moment, the kind that didn’t need filling. But eventually, Tsukauchi broke it.

“I figured I’d explain more on the way. You’re probably wondering why we asked for you.”

Katsuki shrugged. “Figured it wasn’t a social call.”

Tsukauchi nodded, keeping his eyes on the road. “We’re heading to Tartarus.”

That made Katsuki blink. “The hell for?”

“There’s someone we need you to see,” Tsukauchi said. “Someone... unusual.”

Katsuki arched a brow but didn’t say anything.

Tsukauchi continued. “Do you remember Kurogiri? The villain from Kamino—the one who could warp?”

“Yeah, I remember him.” Katsuki’s tone was flat. “Black mist guy. Teleported the League in and out like a damn Uber. Took me from the training camp.”

“Well,” Tsukauchi said, glancing over briefly, “we have reason to believe he’s a Nomu.”

Katsuki turned to face him now. “ A Nomu? But he talks. Thinks. Acts like a real person.”

“Exactly,” Tsukauchi said grimly. “Which is why this case is different. He’s not like the others. Most Nomu are unstable. But Kurogiri—he’s composed and loyal. He hasn’t given us much to go on, but he’s been in our custody ever since Kamino.”

Katsuki narrowed his eyes. “What changed?”

“We found DNA. We think Kurogiri may have been made from a real person. Not just any person—a former hero student. We were going to wait a week or so to gather more data, but with you here, we might be able to get through to him.”

Katsuki’s chest tightened slightly, though he couldn’t say why.

“We’ve called in two of his former friends,” Tsukauchi went on. “They’ll be on their way to Tartarus soon. If there’s any part of him left—if this person is still inside—seeing them might trigger something.”

“And if it doesn’t?” Katsuki asked.

Tsukauchi shot him a look. “That’s where you come in.”

Katsuki leaned back slowly, lips thinning. “You want me to do my thing.”

“If those friends can’t reach him, we’re hoping your ability will let you make contact. See what’s really going on inside his mind.”

Katsuki was quiet for a long moment. “You think his soul’s aware in there?”

“We think there’s a chance,” Tsukauchi said carefully. “There were signs that the personality, memories, even the identity of the host could linger beneath the programming. We’ve seen it in other Nomus. Kurogiri is the most stable one we’ve found.”

Katsuki’s fingers tapped once against his leg. “And you think I can reach him.”

“I think you’re the only one who’s ever reached any of them,” Tsukauchi said. “Whatever All For One did to you… it left you with a window no one else has. And now that you’re working with us—”

“—I’m not your damn ghost whisperer,” Katsuki snapped, but there was no heat in it.

Tsukauchi didn’t flinch. “I didn’t say you were. But I do think you might be our only shot at learning how these Nomus are made, who's responsible for making them, where the others are being kept, and where All For One might be hiding.”

Katsuki stared at the dashboard, his jaw ticking once.

Then he sighed and muttered, “You’re lucky I hate that bastard enough to say yes.”

Tsukauchi gave him a sideways glance. “I know.”

The rest of the drive passed in silence, Tartarus Prison rising slowly into view—a monstrous structure on the horizon, all concrete and steel, in the middle of the damn ocean.

As they approached the main gate, Tsukauchi flashed his ID to the guards.

“They’re already prepping the visitation room,” he said quietly. “Eraserhead and Present Mic should be arriving shortly. Until then, we’ll observe. Once you’re in… do what you need to.”

Katsuki swallowed and nodded, eyes fixed on the looming tower ahead. 

Two friends,” huh? Could have told me it was those two. —Not that he cared or anything.

Something told him that this wasn’t going to be so simple.




“This guy’s a core member of the League of Villains,” Gran Torino’s voice came through the security feed.

No shit, Katsuki thought grimly. He kept his eyes on the screen, barely blinking as Gran Torino spoke.

Aizawa and Present Mic were being led to the observation room. Katsuki was told to sit behind the two-way glass and wait.

“If we can get him to spill some intel, we’d be able to hit them where it hurts…” Tsukauchi was speaking, but Katsuki tuned him out. Katsuki’s attention was fixed on both of his former teachers. The whole room radiated tension. Aizawa looked like a man unraveling thread by thread, and Present Mic—he looked like he was about to fall apart before they even started.

Katsuki hated this. The helplessness. The way everything about this screamed wrong.

And still… he watched.

He listened.

“…We found out that this base quirk is a very close match to Oboro Shirakumo’s.” Tsukauchi said grimly.

That was when the ice started climbing up Katsuki’s spine. Oboro Shirakumo. The name didn’t mean much to him—not personally. But he knew the look on Aizawa’s face. He knew grief when he saw it. Not the clean, polished grief of a funeral. No. This was raw. Ugly. A knife across the throat.

And suddenly, he understood why Tsukauchi had asked him to come.

“You still haven’t explained why you brought us here.” Aizawa’s voice brought Katsuki out of his thoughts. “Do you think our connection will lead to a miracle? You’ve been watching too many movies.” Miracle. Hah. Anything’s possible , Katsuki supposed. After all, there really wasn’t any logic to half the shit he’s buried in.

If you two can’t get through to him… we have someone else who can.” Tsukauchi added.

Him. Katsuki clenched his jaw. If they failed… it was his turn. 

His eyes tracked the figures on the hallway camera until the moment they stepped through the door to Kurogiri’s holding cell. Then, he turned his attention to the two-way glass. 

– – – – –

All he could do was watch. Watch two desperate friends try to pull their friend from hell. Aizawa and Present Mic had been at it for a while, but there had been no recognition from the Nomu.

“...I’ve been incredibly strict with my students,” Aizawa said. 

Yeah. No kidding.

“Do you know why I did it?!” Aizawa’s voice rose. 

Katsuki watched Aizawa tear off his goggles—voice cracking as he all but screamed. 

Aizawa's next sentence burned hotter than it should have:

“I didn’t want them to make the same fatal mistake you did! I didn’t want them to become heroes who devalue their own lives in the name of empty justice! At the same time… I wanted them to be like you!”

Aizawa was crying now. “I wanted to shape them into heroes that motivate and inspire! And I want all the greatest heroes… to live long, happy lives!”

"I wanted to shape them into heroes that motivate and inspire"

“...didn’t want them to make the same fatal mistake you did”

Katsuki swallowed hard. Those lines hit too close to home.

That could’ve been him. Hell, maybe it was him in some capacity. His own soul had already been fractured and dragged through hell. Was this what happened when you slipped too far into the dark?

His fists clenched. Shirakumo hadn’t died. Not really. He’d been carved up and worn like a puppet.

That thing wasn’t just a Nomu—it was a relic. A stolen soul. Something AFO had torn apart and jammed into a box.

And they were asking Katsuki to open that box again.

As Aizawa begged—literally begged—for his friend to come back, Katsuki found his gaze drifting toward the man’s trembling shoulders.

He remembered the hallway after the precinct meeting. The way Aizawa had looked at him—like he wanted to fix something he didn’t understand. Katsuki hadn’t understood it either. He’d been angry. But now…

Now he understood.

Aizawa had been trying to carry too many ghosts.

You’re Oboro Shirakumo! ” they cried.

And for a heartbeat—a moment so fragile Katsuki didn’t dare breathe—the mist twisted.

"I am… I am…"

Then silence.

Katsuki blinked as the screen dimmed.

The room on the other side went quiet.

Tsukauchi sat beside him while Katsuki’s two former teachers attempted to get through to Kurogiri. He turned his attention to Katsuki, his voice low. “They did well. But it wasn’t enough.”

No. It wasn’t.

Katsuki didn’t know whether he was angry, devastated, or both. But one thing was clear:

If there was a way into that broken, mist-cloaked soul—he was going to find it, even if he had to tear through All For One’s entire fucking house of horrors to get there.





Present Mic slumped into the chair like the wind had been knocked clean out of him, his shoulders hunched, trembling fingers half-curled around the edge of the table.

Aizawa didn’t sit. He couldn’t. He stood frozen in place, head bowed, the tears slipping freely now, unchecked. His hands curled into fists at his sides, knuckles white. His voice was gone.

Silence blanketed the room, thick and raw.

Then—

Click

The intercom crackled to life.

“Alright,” came a voice. Dry. Unceremonious. Familiar in the most jarring way. “Is it my turn?”

Aizawa’s head snapped up, startled. Bakugo wasn’t supposed to be there. He was supposed to be at the— oh.  

Mic’s eyes widened in recognition. His body jerked upright in the chair like he’d been electrocuted.

“What the hell…” Aizawa muttered, turning to the control panel.

The voice continued, calm and casual, “I can help ya out,” it said, “but I can’t promise I’ll wake him up. I can try, but he’s a Nomu. So… if I free the soul from there, he dies.”

There was a click as the door opened behind Aizawa and Present Mic “...Tsukauchi says I can’t do that, so this is what I got.” Katsuki said, entering the room.

Mic’s mouth fell open. “Bakugo…?” he breathed, like he didn’t trust his own senses.

Katsuki walked in like he belonged there.

Mic shot to his feet. “Holy—”

Katsuki spared him only the briefest glance.

Aizawa stared at Katsuki, confusion in his eyes. “What are you talking about?” he asked, voice low and unsteady. “What the hell are you going to do ?”

But Tsukauchi’s voice cut in through the wall speaker before Katsuki could answer.

“We’re not ready to risk anything,” Tsukauchi said. “Right now, we just need to talk to him—see what he knows. That’s all. I know this might be difficult for you, but we need him alive .”

There was a beat.

Katsuki’s jaw tensed. “Tch. Fine.”

He crossed the room and dragged Aizawa’s chair forward. The screech of metal legs echoed sharply as he spun it to face the glass, directly in front of Kurogiri. He sat down without ceremony, posture relaxed—but his eyes burned like steel under the weight of heat.

Behind him, Present Mic watched with growing unease. He looked at Aizawa again.

“Sho…?” he said softly.

But Aizawa didn’t respond. He was staring— hard —at the back of Katsuki’s head. His gut was twisting. He didn’t understand.

Katsuki leaned forward slightly.

“Oi,” he said. His voice was louder now. Sharp enough to pierce the dead air. “Asshole. ‘Member me?”

A moment of stillness.

Then Kurogiri’s mechanical rasp answered, slow and composed:

“Katsuki Bakugo.”

Katsuki smirked. “Right answer.”

He planted his elbows on his knees and tilted his head. “Gotta have a little chat with the buddies you’ve got rattling around in there. Hope you don’t mind.”

He closed his eyes, and the shift was almost imperceptible. One second, Katsuki was there— real and grounded. The next moment, he was elsewhere.

The lights hummed. Aizawa felt the hairs on his arms rise.

Katsuki’s body stilled—too still.

“...What’s he doing?” Mic whispered.

But Katsuki didn’t answer.

Didn’t move.

Inside his mind, Katsuki let the world fall away. He focused. Pictured the strange static of Kurogiri’s aura, the unnatural hum that made his skin crawl.

He honed in.

The control room faded.

The chair, the glass, the onlookers—gone.

And then:

Black.


 

When Katsuki opened his eyes, the world materialized in front of him.

Thick sludge lapped at his boots, sticky and black, clinging like rot to everything it touched. The air buzzed with static. Shadows loomed in every direction—twitching, writhing, some slumped, some still gasping. Dozens—no— hundreds .

He was back in that place.

Not quite All For One’s mind, and not exactly like the other Nomu he'd touched before. But close enough to leave bile rising in his throat.

The ground squelched underfoot as he stepped forward.

Then he saw it.

A center point. The nexus of it all.

One figure sat in the middle of the carnage, unmoving and bound. Every chain from every soul in that sludge-ridden world fed into him like a grotesque heart.

Katsuki’s eyes narrowed. “Bingo.”

He approached slowly, boots sinking with every step. He didn’t flinch. He’d walked through worse. He’d survived worse.

The figure had a vague human shape—thin arms, hunched shoulders—but its face was blank, features indistinct, like a sketch someone had erased halfway through.

Katsuki crouched in front of it, voice steady despite the pounding in his chest.

“A couple friends of yours sent me here,” he said quietly. “I’ve been to a place like this before. I know it hurts.”

No response.

Katsuki exhaled, then offered his hand.

“Would you talk to me?”

The figure hesitated.

Then—trembling—it lifted its own hand and took his.

And the world shattered.


 

—In the Real World—

One second, Katsuki sat upright in the chair—focused, locked in. The next moment, he collapsed. His body pitched sideways, smacking the floor with a dull, sickening thud.

“Katsuki—?!” Aizawa moved on instinct, his heart stopping for a beat as he dropped to one knee. “Bakugo!”

Mic spun toward them, horror spreading across his face. “What the—?!”

Aizawa pressed his fingers to Katsuki’s wrists, and then to his carotid.

His voice went hoarse. “His pulse is faint!”

Mic surged forward. “Kid?! Hey—Bakugo!”

Aizawa leaned in hard, applying a sternal rub. Katsuki’s body didn’t so much as twitch.

“Tsukauchi!” he barked toward the intercom.

The speaker popped. Then came the detective’s calm but firm voice:

“Relax. Bakugo warned us this might happen. For now—step back.”

Aizawa froze, teeth gritted, chest rising and falling too fast. “What?!” he snapped. “He’s unresponsive. His pulse is barely there—!”

“I know, ” Tsukauchi replied. “But he was clear. If his pulse dropped or he collapsed, it didn’t mean he was dying. He said… he might just be somewhere else.”

Aizawa stared down at Katsuki’s slumped form—at the pale skin, the clenched jaw, the faint twitch in one finger. It was all too familiar. Too much like the last time he’d watched a student fall and not get back up.

Mic grabbed his shoulder.

“Sho,” he said softly. “If we interfere, we might make it worse.”

Aizawa didn’t move. He didn’t want to move. This was his fault. All of it . Expelling him, abandoning him, watching him fade, piece by piece. And now he was watching again. Silent. Useless. 

He stood slowly and stiffly, as if gravity had grown heavier just for him.

His eyes didn’t leave Katsuki.

And in the silence, the room felt like a waiting room for death.

Aizawa stared down at the boy on the ground. At the way his hands were curled loosely. At the faint, pained crease between his brows.


—Mindscape—

 

The sky was impossibly blue.

Katsuki opened his eyes slowly, blinking against the brightness above. White clouds stretched as far as the eye could see—beneath him, above him, all around like a sea of mist and light. It was quiet. Still. For once, the world didn’t feel like it was on fire.

He sat up, breath catching in his throat. 

“Yo! You okay, man?” a voice called out behind him—bright, loud, and stupidly enthusiastic.

Katsuki whirled around.

A boy in a UA uniform jogged toward him across the clouds. He had messy, wavy blue hair and eyes that practically sparkled in the sunlight. His grin was wide and unbothered, like someone who’d never seen a day of suffering in his life.

“Shirakumo…?” Katsuki asked, cautiously.

The guy blinked, then lit up even more. “Hey! You do know me! I knew I was famous—but man, I didn’t think I had fans in the afterlife.”

He laughed—a big, open sound. Before Katsuki could respond, he was suddenly right there , practically nose to nose.

“You’re definitely from U.A., right? Hero Course? You’ve got the whole broody-glare thing going. What’s your Quirk? No, wait—lemme guess! Electricity? Fire? Something big. You look like the ‘go big or go home’ type.”

Katsuki took a sharp step back. “Yeah… something like that.”

“Ha! Knew it.”

Shirakumo didn’t seem fazed in the slightest. He was energy incarnate , like sunlight if it could talk at double speed.

Katsuki steadied himself and met his gaze. “I didn’t just stumble in here. Some friends of yours sent me. Aizawa and... Yamada, I think?”

The grin faltered—just a little. Not gone, but softened. Like a quiet light flickering behind his eyes.

“Sho...?” Shirakumo said softly. “Zashi…?”

Katsuki nodded.

For a moment, Shirakumo just stood there, blinking like he didn’t trust his ears. Then his breath came out in a single shaky laugh. “They’re okay? They’re alive?”

“They are,” Katsuki said. “They miss you. A lot.”

Shirakumo turned toward the horizon, his voice gentler now. “I figured… If anyone was gonna come knocking on my head, it’d be those two. Shota with his scary eyes and Zashi with that ridiculous volume control. Heh.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “Sorry I wasn’t easier to reach.”

“You’ve been stuck here for a while, huh?”

“Feels like forever.” Shirakumo smiled faintly. “Time’s weird here. Sometimes I think it’s been a week. Other times, I hear screaming and it feels like I’ve been here years.

His tone didn’t falter, but his shoulders dropped.

Shirakumo didn’t flinch. “Feels like I’ve got a stadium full of echoes in my chest. Some scream. Some cry. Some just... rattle around like they’re waiting for someone to turn the lights on.”

A long pause passed.

“I know what I am now,” he said finally. “But I know who I was , too. Shota and Zashi… they helped me remember. For just a second, I saw myself again.”

He looked at Katsuki now, eyes bright despite it all.

“But you’re not here to catch up on U.A. drama, are you?”

Katsuki exhaled slowly. “No.”

“Didn’t think so. You’ve got that mission face . Real ‘save-the-world’ energy.” Shirakumo grinned. “You remind me of Shota.”

Katsuki smirked faintly. “They want to know if you remember anything about the Nomus. About who’s making them—or where All For One might be.”

Shirakumo leaned back and stretched his arms dramatically behind his head. “Well, technically , I’m not supposed to remember anything. They scrambled me pretty bad. But...” he trailed off, tapping his temple. “Some stuff gets through.”

Katsuki straightened.

“There’s this place,” Shirakumo said. “Underground. Feels huge. Like a repurposed subway tunnel, maybe. Dark. Cold. The kind of quiet that makes your ears ring.”

“You know where it is?”

Shirakumo winced. “Nah. They messed with my head pretty good. Some kind of built-in fog over anything too specific. But I do hear machines. Constantly. Like something’s breathing, but it’s not alive. Like metal lungs.”

Katsuki’s voice was sharp. “Anything else?”

“A hospital,” Shirakumo said. “Not sure which one. But they’ve been making Nomus there. That much I know. And the one running the show… he’s a doctor. Creepy old bastard. Real hands-on.”

Katsuki processed it quickly. “That’s enough. That’s more than we had.”

Shirakumo smiled again, this time with a little pride. “Glad I could help. But hey… you been doing this kind of thing long?”

“Long enough. I freed the spirits inside a Nomu once. I’m gonna do it again. For every single one.”

Shirakumo’s brows lifted. “Man. You’re hardcore.”

He looked distant again.

“You know, back in first year, I used to joke that I’d be the guy who rushed in too early, got killed, and made Sho and Zashi swear a dramatic vengeance.” He laughed. “Didn’t think I’d be right .”

His hand drifted to his eyes. “I didn’t mean to go so soon. I wasn’t ready.”

Katsuki said nothing. He didn’t need to.

Shirakumo wiped his face and gave a sheepish grin. “If you see them again… could you tell them something?”

Katsuki nodded.

“Tell Zashi his hair looks terrible . He’s like a giant parakeet.”

Katsuki snorted.

“And tell Sho it’s okay to smile more than twice a year.”

Katsuki chuckled lowly. “I’ll pass it on.”

Shirakumo hesitated. “Tell them I’m sorry. That I didn’t hold on longer. But I never forgot them. Not once.”

“I will,” Katsuki said.

They sat for a moment longer, the world quiet again.

Then Shirakumo looked up. “Time’s probably running short, huh?”

“Yeah.”

“Tell Sho thanks… for not giving up on me.”

The clouds began to unravel—turning to mist, drifting upward.

Katsuki didn’t look away.

Not until Shirakumo faded with them.

And then the clouds scattered like smoke.


 

He was back in the nightmare-like realm. He knew this place now, it was becoming a familiar presence.  

He turned back to the shape slumped in the center, bound in chains. Shirakumo. His aura flickered weakly. The boy had been so warm… so bright. Even after being trapped in a place like this. 

And Tsukauchi expected him to just leave him .

Bullshit.

Katsuki’s fists trembled at his sides. “Goddamnit,” he muttered. “You were a person .”

The weight of it pressed down on him—the chains, the silence, the sheer wrongness of it all. This wasn’t some corpse strapped to a table. This wasn’t a weapon. This was Shirakumo. A boy who’d died saving people. A boy who was still here, somewhere, underneath all of it.

Katsuki moved forward, his boots dragging over the slick, black ground. The chains radiated a sick kind of pressure, like they were alive—feeding off Shirakumo’s light, off everything good that was left in him.

“Tsukauchi wanted to keep you here,” he said quietly.

His voice cracked.

“But you’re not some goddamn exhibit.”

Katsuki dropped to his knees, choking back the sting in his throat.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t say anything. I just— I listened to him. I told myself it wasn’t my call. That it was someone else’s responsibility. That maybe —just maybe—we’d find another way.”

His nails dug into his palms.

“But I was wrong.

He looked up at Shirakumo’s flickering form—barely a shadow, barely a boy anymore—and something in Katsuki snapped.

“I’m not leaving you here,” he whispered. “You’ve suffered enough.”

He reached forward, grabbing one of the chains. It burned his hand on contact, searing cold and heat all at once, but he didn’t flinch. Didn’t pull away.

He pulled harder.

“You don’t deserve this. You don’t deserve to be some broken remnant chained up in a hell no one can see!” 

Every link seemed fused to something deeper, something rooted in the foundation of this cursed realm. The weight of it was overwhelming. He yanked again—and again—and the chain held, but trembled.

“That bastard used you. He turned you into a thing. But I’m not gonna let that be the end of your story.”

He screamed into the void, “ HELP ME!

The ground shifted.

From the dark, dozens of spectral hands reached up once again—ghostly echoes Katsuki remembered from before. They wrapped around the chains, pulling, prying. Not enough to break them, but enough to loosen them.

Just enough.

Katsuki surged forward and grabbed Shirakumo by the arms.

“C’mon. You held on for so long! You don’t have to stay here anymore.”

He lunged forward, grabbing Shirakumo’s fading form. The chains burned against his arms, but he held tight. “I got you,” he growled. “ I got you. ” 

He pulled harder. The chains cracked. Shirakumo’s shadow flickered. 

Katsuki growled. “I’m not giving up on you.”

With a final cry, Katsuki tore the shadow free.

Shirakumo’s outline shimmered—color bled into his form like sunrise cracking through stormclouds. The chains writhed, then snapped—no longer able to tether what had been unbound.

The realm shook .

All around him, the other souls—obscured before, chained in silence—flared with light and vanished , freed in the wake of Shirakumo’s liberation.

Only one remained now.

Shirakumo blinked. His features were whole, his eyes bright with stunned recognition.

“…Thank you,” he said softly, his voice rich with awe and something deeper.

Katsuki exhaled and slumped forward. His body ached. His chest heaved. But he didn’t cry.

He didn’t answer right away. Just stared at his hands—burned, scraped, trembling.

For the first time in a long time, the soul of Oboro Shirakumo was free.

And he’d gone against orders to do it.

He’d disobeyed Tsukauchi.

But this time?

It felt right.

“…Yeah,” he rasped. “You’re welcome.”


 

In the real world, Katsuki’s body jolted sharply, and he sucked in a ragged breath like he’d been underwater for hours. His eyes snapped open, wild and unfocused, and he sucked in a breath so sharp it burned. And yet, he felt oddly normal. No piercing headache. His hand came back clean when he wiped his nose.

“Bakugo!” Aizawa was by his side instantly, hands gripping his shoulders, eyes wide for once. His usual stoicism cracked with raw concern. “Can you hear me, kid?”

Katsuki blinked rapidly, pupils shrinking and lungs struggling to catch up. He wasn’t sure how long he’d been under. Didn’t matter. 

“I got him,”Katsuki coughed and rasped, “He’s free.”

And across the glass, Kurogiri—no, what was left of him—slumped forward. The mist that had always hovered around him flickered once, then dissolved like fog in morning light. The restraints rattled as metal clattered to the floor. A strange silence filled the space where his warped presence had been.

Clothes fell limp against the chair.

No more pressure in the air. No more distortion. Just... stillness.

For a breathless moment, no one moved.

Then the door slammed open.

“You did it,” he snapped, eyes locked onto Katsuki. “Didn’t you.”

Not a question. A statement.

A condemnation .

Katsuki sat back against the wall, his chest still heaving. Sweat soaked his collar, his hands were shaking—and not just from the strain.

“Yeah,” he said flatly, meeting Tsukauchi’s glare without flinching. “I did.”

A muscle in Tsukauchi’s jaw twitched. “You disobeyed a direct order, ” Tsukauchi hissed, voice low and trembling with restrained fury. “You weren’t authorized to act.”

“He told me everything he knew!” Katsuki barked. “He didn’t have answers. Just pain. So much of it, I could barely stand being near him.”

A beat of silence.

Then softer—hoarser—Katsuki added, “So I took it away.”

Aizawa didn’t move. Didn’t speak. He just watched Katsuki, the storm in his eyes unreadable.

Tsukauchi exhaled, slow and hard. “You went off-script. You made decisions that aren’t yours to make.”

Katsuki stared at him. “Someone had to.”

Tsukauchi’s tone hardened. “You’ve made it abundantly clear that you can’t follow protocol. That your judgment is—compromised.”

Katsuki clenched his jaw.

“So here’s what’s going to happen.” Tsukauchi stepped closer, voice ice-cold. “You’re off fieldwork. Effective immediately. You want to help? Then sit tight. Analyze. Advise. But no more operations. You don’t move without approval.”

“That’s bullshit—”

“It’s non-negotiable.

Katsuki’s fists trembled at his sides. His mouth opened—then shut. There was no point.

Tsukauchi turned sharply and stormed out without another word. Present Mic followed silently behind him.

The door slammed.

Katsuki sat there for a beat, breath shuddering.

Aizawa finally spoke. “You knew this was coming.”

Katsuki’s eyes didn’t leave the empty chair across the glass. “Yeah. Still sucks.”

A beat.

Aizawa added quietly, “What you did for Oboro… it mattered. Thank you.”

Notes:

There's a lot to unpack with this one.

Chapter 36: Unseen

Notes:

I'm alive! I'm sorry it has been a hot minute since I posted. I actually went on ANOTHER trip. I had so much fun I didn't even have time to post. Sorry about that! I hope this chapter is interesting enough to make up for it.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The precinct was too quiet.

The kind of quiet that didn’t feel peaceful—just heavy. Like a silence forced into place by grief and consequence.

Katsuki sat on the bench outside Tsukauchi’s office, arms folded tight, shoulders still damp from the Tartarus rain. The chill in the air hadn’t left him, clinging to his skin like residue he couldn’t scrub off. He hadn’t changed clothes since the prison. Hadn’t eaten. Hadn’t spoken to anyone since they’d hauled Aizawa and Present Mic out of the observation room—shaking, red-eyed, and shattered.

Shirakumo.

A name ripped from the past, dredged out of mist and monsters.

A soul, half-awake in a stolen body.

Katsuki’s hands were still trembling. Not with fear. Not from strain.

From fury.

From the unbearable tension of doing something right—and being punished for it anyway.

Katsuki had told Tsukauchi everything. Every damn word Shirakumo gave him—spilled straight, no holding back. And what did he get for it?

Not even a “thank you.”

Just Tsukauchi pacing, jaw tight, muttering about the higher-ups breathing down his neck. Like that was somehow Katsuki’s fault. Like he was the one who built a system that treated souls like science projects. The bastard didn’t even look him in the eye when he said, “You had one job.”

One job? Screw that.

This whole thing was bullshit from the start. They didn’t want the truth. They wanted control.

Aizawa and Present Mic had driven him back to U.A. afterward. The ride had been tense—silent, but not peaceful. The kind of silence that buzzed in your ears and made your skin itch. He knew they both had questions. Probably a hundred of them. He could feel it burning behind their eyes, lingering in every sideways glance.

But they didn’t ask.

Smart of them.

Because Katsuki was done . Done laying out his broken little life like some sob story on a therapist’s couch. He was tired of explaining himself. Tired of reliving it.

The world had already carved him up and pinned him down. He wasn’t about to hand them the scalpel too.


 

The dorm lights had dimmed hours ago.

Eri was asleep in the other room, buried beneath a mountain of pink and purple blankets, her small frame rising and falling with each soft breath. The quiet was absolute, save for the faint mechanical hum of Aizawa’s laptop still running down the hall.

Katsuki sat alone at the kitchen table, hunched over, elbows planted on the cool wood, eyes unfocused.

His mind wouldn’t shut up.

The blue sky. That stupid grin. The echo of a voice that had been buried in shadow for far too long. Katsuki had reached him. Saved him.

Katsuki grit his teeth and leaned forward, forehead pressing into his palms. Stepped out of line, they said. Acted without authorization. Like saving someone was a goddamn offense.

Ren sat cross-legged on the counter, watching him with those glassy, unreadable eyes.

“You were brave today,” the boy said softly. 

Katsuki didn’t look at him. “Didn’t do shit.”

“That’s not true! You helped someone who was suffering.”

Katsuki’s voice was flat. “And what do I have to show for it, huh?”

Ren tilted his head, voice quiet. “Maybe it’s not about what you get back. Maybe it’s about what you do next .”

That landed heavier than it should’ve.

“What the hell do you mean ‘do next?’” Katsuki snapped, lifting his head. “You heard the guy. I’m benched. No field work. No freedom. They’re keeping me around just to mine me for intel. I was there for five damn minutes and I already knew more than they did.”

Ren blinked slowly. “They’re using you.”

Katsuki rubbed his eyes hard, pressing his fingers into the sockets until stars bloomed. “I keep screwing everything up. Thought this would be better. Thought this’d be safer—for me , for Eri —but I’m just dragging us in deeper. These people can’t help me. They don’t understand any of this. And I took her away from Takeshi. He didn’t even fight me on it…”

His voice trailed off.

Ren let the silence breathe before speaking again. “Remember what your other half said? About Deika City?”

Katsuki exhaled slowly. “Yeah.”

“You never told the heroes about that, did you?”

Katsuki didn’t answer.

“Maybe now’s your chance,” Ren continued. “You have that intel. They don’t. You could go there, check it out. No one would suspect anything! Not if you’re careful...”

“That’s all well and good,” Katsuki muttered, “but if I interfere again, they’ll know. One wrong move and I’m locked down for good.”

Ren’s tone was deceptively calm. “So? You’ll wait around for what , exactly? For someone else to figure it out? While your other half—your soul —is trapped with him? You don’t know how much time you have left. Days? Weeks? Less? If you’re going to go down, wouldn’t it be better to go down swinging?

Katsuki stared at the tabletop, jaw tight. He wasn’t wrong.

But Deika City was massive. He didn’t even know where to start. “And what if it’s nothing?” he said. “What if it’s a dead end?”

Ren shrugged. “Then it’s a dead end. But what if it’s not?”

Katsuki didn’t respond.

“You’ve got allies, don’t you?” Ren pressed. “People who’ve worked with you before?”

Katsuki frowned. “Gentle. La Brava. But that was a one-time thing.”

“They didn’t say it had to be,” Ren said. “La Brava’s good with computers, right? And Gentle’s quirk could be useful.”

Katsuki didn’t move, but his eyes sharpened.

“I’m just saying,” Ren went on, swinging his legs idly from the counter, “you’re not as alone as you think. You’ve already done more than the pros. And you’re the only one who sees how deep this goes. You’re the only one who can do something about it.”

Katsuki leaned back in the chair, staring at the ceiling. His throat felt tight. He wanted to believe the heroes could help. That if he just played by the rules a little longer, it’d all work out. But the truth was…

They didn’t see what he saw.

They couldn’t.

“I guess…” he muttered. “It wouldn’t hurt to check in. Just see if La Brava can find anything.”

Ren smiled faintly. “That’s the spirit.”

Katsuki didn’t return it.

He stood slowly, careful not to wake Eri as he snuck into their shared room. His eyes lingered for a second on the doorway.

Takeshi would’ve yelled at him for even thinking about sneaking off again.

But Takeshi wasn’t here.

He crossed to the night stand in the corner of the room. He had taped his burner phone to the underside of the drawer. Nobody would think to check there unless they suspected he was hiding something.

He pulled out the drawer and flipped it over, hesitating for a moment before quietly peeling off the tape holding the phone in place. 


 

The call had been brief.

La Brava’s voice, sharp and clipped at first, had almost hung up before Katsuki even got to the point. But when he mentioned Deika City , her tone shifted—not to trust. That wasn’t in her nature. But curiosity? That was something else entirely.

She agreed to dig, but warned him that with no concrete intel, she couldn’t promise anything. Katsuki thanked her and hung up.

He wasn’t getting his hopes up . Deika was just another whisper in the dark. Another maybe. Another probably-nothing. He’d followed trails before—half leads, dead ends, red herrings. This would probably be the same. Still, he’d learned to trust gut instinct. Even when it made him reckless.

Especially when it made him reckless.

Now he just had to wait.


 

The days dragged.

Katsuki had never been good at waiting. Especially not like this—stuck in a concrete cage dressed up as a dorm apartment, pacing grooves into the floorboards while Eri went off to her tutoring sessions and Aizawa loomed in the periphery, quiet and watchful.

Aizawa never asked—not directly—but Katsuki could feel it. The weight of his teacher’s unspoken questions hung in the air like humidity. What happened in Tartarus? What did Shirakumo say? How did you reach him?

But Aizawa never pressed. And Katsuki didn’t offer. Because if he started talking, he might not stop. And he wasn’t ready to bleed himself out like that. Not again. Not for someone who still looked at him like a ghost.

He spent most of the time locked in the spare bedroom, the walls too clean, the bed too crisp. He couldn’t sit still. His fingers twitched. His aura itched like it was crawling under his skin. He stared at La Brava’s message thread more than he cared to admit, checking timestamps like something might’ve changed.

Still nothing.

It had been two days without a word.

Eventually, he snapped.

He dialed Takeshi’s number with shaking fingers, slumped against the kitchen counter as the line rang.

It clicked. “You die, I’m haunting your ass,” Takeshi grunted.

“Too late,” Katsuki muttered. “Already feel like a goddamn ghost.”

There was a pause on the other end. “That bad, huh?”

Katsuki’s throat tightened. He didn’t mean to say any of it. But once he started, it all came pouring out.

“This was a mistake.”

“What was?”

All of it. Trusting the heroes. Tsukauchi. Letting them leash me like some freak experiment they can parade around and use when it suits them.

Takeshi went quiet, letting him rant.

“They don’t even know half of what I do. Not about the Nomus, not about the souls, not about One For All… that twisted freak still pulling strings behind the curtain. And somehow I’m the one getting benched—for doing the right thing.”

He paused, hands clenched.

“I helped a soul move on, Takeshi. That’s it. One. Trapped inside a Nomu. The guy was begging for it. I could feel how wrong it was, just leaving him there.”

“Let me guess,” Takeshi said. “The detective had a problem with that?”

“He said it ‘compromised evidence,’” Katsuki snapped, venom sharp. “Like I should’ve just kept the poor bastard in purgatory so they could poke and prod at him.”

“That guy,” Takeshi muttered, “is such a goddamn prick.”

Katsuki let out a bitter breath. “I’m not even sure what I’m doing anymore. Every move I make just screws things up worse. Maybe I should’ve just stayed gone.”

“Kid,” Takeshi said, voice low and steady. “You’re doing more than anyone else out there. Don’t let that bastard make you forget it.”

There was a long pause between them.

Finally, Takeshi sighed. “...Alright. I’m gonna say something I know I’ll regret.”

Katsuki lifted his head. “Yeah?”

“You want information, you need someone who actually knows what’s going on in the dirt. That means Giran.”

Katsuki blinked. “You serious?”

“Don’t make me repeat it. Yes , I’m serious. But the rules still stand. You don’t engage. You don’t fight. You don’t play hero.”

“I’m not—” Katsuki started.

“I’m not arguing with you,” Takeshi cut in. “You’re still half-alive and healing. You want intel, fine. But you stay hidden. You stay safe. Got it?”

Katsuki exhaled slowly. “Got it.”

Takeshi grunted again. “Good. I’ll give him a ring, see what he’s heard lately.”

Katsuki nodded, rubbing at his temples as Takeshi hung up.

But ten minutes later, his phone buzzed again.

“Something’s off,” Takeshi said without preamble.

“What do you mean?”

“I called Giran. Straight to voicemail.”

Katsuki frowned. “He ignoring you?”

“That’s just it,” Takeshi said. “He never does that. Not with me. Giran’s the kinda guy who picks up even if he’s hiding in a dumpster. Radio silence ain’t normal.”

Katsuki’s gut twisted.

“Maybe he’s busy,” he offered weakly.

“Maybe,” Takeshi echoed. But he didn’t sound convinced. “But just in case, keep your eyes open.”

Katsuki hung up, but the line kept ringing in his mind.

Giran wasn’t the kind of guy to vanish. Not unless something was wrong. And Katsuki had a bad feeling he already knew where the trail was leading. Toward Deika. Toward a choice he might not be able to walk away from this time.

But what the hell can he do? No word from La Brava. No Giran.

He sat on the couch, head in his hands, stomach churning with the familiar burn of frustration. The silence pressed in around him, thick and heavy.

Then it shifted.

Katsuki looked up sharply.

Ren stood in the corner, half-shadowed and barefoot, like he’d been waiting there the whole time.

“Seriously?” Katsuki growled through his teeth. “Do you ever announce yourself like a normal person?”

Ren tilted his head, wide-eyed and mock-innocence. “Do you ever stop whining?”

Katsuki shot him a glare.

“You were yelling,” Ren added casually, stepping into the light. “It was loud.”

Katsuki scrubbed a hand down his face. “Yeah, well, sorry if my emotional breakdown interrupted your creep-watch.”

Ren just shrugged and walked closer, arms swinging slightly. “You get this way a lot, huh? All mopey and stuck. Thought you were supposed to be some big-shot hero student.”

“Piss off.”

“I’m serious.” Ren stopped a few feet away and stared him down. “You act all tough, but the second things go sideways, you talk like a lost puppy. ‘Oh no, I trusted the wrong people. Oh no, they benched me.’ Boo-hoo.”

Katsuki’s jaw twitched. 

“But you did screw up, didn’t you?” Ren grinned—too sharp to be innocent. “You counted on someone else to fix it. Again.”

“I said back off .”

“You always say that.” Ren huffed and turned toward the hallway. “Whatever. If you’re gonna pout all day, do it somewhere else. Come on.”

Grumbling, Katsuki followed. Because of course he did.


 

They moved into the bedroom. The air was cooler there, quieter. Ren perched on the edge of the bed, voice shifting—less brat, more blade.

“You know why you’re stuck?” he asked. “Because you keep pretending someone else is gonna get it. That detective guy. The old man. Your teacher with the eye bags.”

Katsuki leaned on the doorframe, arms crossed. “You done?”

“Not even close.” Ren kicked his legs idly. “You’re not dumb. You’re just lazy.”

That one hit.

Ren grinned when he saw it land. “You used to figure stuff out on your own. Blew past everyone else. But now? Ren leaned back. “You sit around waiting for someone to let you be useful.”

“I’m trying to not get anyone killed,” Katsuki snapped.

“And how’s that going?” Ren asked sweetly, then let the words hang. “You’ve got this insane power no one understands, and instead of pushing it, you tiptoe like it’s a bomb. You are the bomb. That’s the point.”

Katsuki’s fists curled. “It’s not that simple.”

“Yeah, it is.” Ren’s voice darkened. “You’re afraid of what you could do with it.”

Katsuki’s glare sharpened. “I told you, I can’t use it the way I want. Every time I push it, I bleed. I lose control.”

Ren turned fully, face unreadable. “So figure it out. Since when has ‘too hard’ ever stopped you?”

Katsuki stared at him. “You think I haven’t tried? You saw what happened with that first Nomu.”

Ren leaned forward, all mock concern. “Aw, poor baby. Too strong for his own good. So tragic.”

Katsuki’s hand curled into a fist.

Then Ren’s tone shifted, softening. “But hey,” he said softly. “I mean, I get it. You don’t really know how it works. That’s scary, right? Like having a quirk with no manual.”

Katsuki didn’t answer.

“Remember how your quirk started” Ren asked, swinging his feet. “Back when you were a kid? I bet your explosion thing was tiny. Like a little firecracker.”

Katsuki frowned. “What’s your point?”

“Point is,” Ren said, standing now, voice darkening, “it started small. Then you trained it. Got clever.” He stepped closer. “But this? This aura stuff? You’re scared of it. You treat it like a curse. Sure, it’s not a quirk. But why aren’t you training it like one?”

“I think,” Ren said thoughtfully, “you’re thinking too small. Treating this ability like it’s fully formed already—but it’s not. You’ve only seen the surface.”

He let that sit.

“Aura isn’t just something you see. It’s something you touch . Something you move . You’re interacting with energy no one else even knows exists. And you haven’t once asked what else it can do.”

Katsuki muttered, “I know what I can do. I can see quirk energy. I can feel people’s intent. If I touch someone, I can either destabilize their aura… or help steady it.”

He hesitated. “I’m guessing that’s because my soul’s split.”

Ren nodded. “Right. But that’s only the beginning. You’re on the edge of something way deeper than quirks. You just haven’t looked.”

Katsuki eyed him, wary. “And you have?”

Ren’s expression softened—for a heartbeat. “Let’s just say… I know what it means to be made of something broken. And still be dangerous.”

Katsuki’s heart thudded, uncertain whether it was admiration or warning behind those words.

Then Ren turned, grinning like nothing had happened. “But sure, keep crying about being benched. That’s way more productive.”

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “You’re such a little shit.”

“And you’re finally listening,” Ren smirked, boyish again for just a second. “So. You wanna learn, or what?”


 

“Okay, let’s see if I’ve got this right,” Ren said, pacing now. “You can see quirk energy, or auras. Cool. You touch someone, it reacts. Very cool. And just recently, you figured out how to nudge it without needing physical contact.” He leaned in slightly, voice dropping to a whisper. “And it only took you months to notice. Impressive… for someone who used to be called a prodigy.” Ren mocked, leaning back on Katsuki’s bed and kicking his feet idly in the air. His gaze flicked toward Katsuki with a lazy grin. 

Katsuki scowled. “Kinda been a little busy, y’know—saving people, getting hunted, almost dying.”

Ren flopped onto the bed. “Excuses. You’ve had this ability for months and all you’ve got is ‘I can see shiny lights and get nosebleeds if I poke them too hard.’”

“You’re walking around with a spiritual ability,” he added, more serious now. “Not a physical one. That’s why it hurts. Your body wasn’t built for this kind of strain. You’ve gotta stop thinking with your fists and start thinking with your soul .” He propped himself up on his elbows. “You’re lucky, y’know. Most people don’t get a guide like me. I’ve got a whole different perspective—being a ghost and all.”

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “Oh, sure. Lucky me.”

Ren ignored the sarcasm, sitting up again. “I’m serious. You’ve got something people would kill for.”

Katsuki raised an eyebrow, skeptical. “So it’s ghost bullshit.”

Ren shrugged, amused. “Call it whatever you want, tough guy. But there’s overlap between the body and the soul. That’s why quirks aren’t just random.” 

Ren sat straighter and stretched his arms lazily. “Let’s do a little lesson, yeah? Quirks come from the soul. Not exclusively , but… close enough. That’s why people’s powers usually match their personalities. Loudmouths blow stuff up. Quiet types disappear. Ever notice that?”

Katsuki paused. “Yeah.”

“Because quirks come from the soul. Not just the genes. That’s why when a quirk gets stolen, the soul gets confused. It lingers.”

Katsuki leaned forward, wariness edging into his voice. “Yeah. I figured that much. Souls can’t move on if their quirk is still active somewhere else when their body dies.”

Ren swung his feet again. “Now imagine stuffing a bunch of quirks into one corpse. You get a Nomu. And guess what? All those quirks come with little soul pieces. All crammed into one sad meat sack. That’s why it hurts. That’s why they scream. It’s hell.”

Katsuki’s throat tightened. “Yeah, I know that…”

Ren went quiet. “But you don’t understand that every time you get involved with them, you stretch your tether thinner. You’re not just pulling on them—you’re pulling on yourself . You left your body when you entered those Nomus. Not completely—but enough that your soul nearly didn’t find its way back. You were this close to being a lifeless husk.” He held two fingers close together, eyes glinting.

“But your case’s special. You’re not useless, you’re rare. You’re already split and your soul’s reaching for something to complete itself—and that makes it hungry.   You’ve got an unstable soul desperate to be whole. That desperation? It’s why you can see auras at all. Why you can touch them. Why you can change them.” 

Katsuki looked down at his hands. “So… I can affect people’s quirks because I’m spiritually unstable?”

“Exactly!” Ren said, his childish tone snapping back in place. “You’re broken, but in a really useful way!

Katsuki glared. “You suck at pep talks.”

“I’m just saying,” Ren replied, shrugging, “simple aura reading is no problem for you. But breaking quirks? Liberating Nomus? That’s invasive. That’s pulling at the seams of people’s souls—and when you yank hard enough, it tugs on your own. The more you do it, the closer you get to unraveling completely.”

“That why I passed out?” Katsuki muttered. “Why I bled out of my damn face?”

Ren nodded. “Exactly. The first time you tried it, your tether stretched thin. You left your body without knowing how. You nearly broke the connection.” His eyes flicked up, coldly amused. “Pretty reckless, even for you.”

Katsuki narrowed his gaze. “But when I released Shirakumo, nothing happened. No bleeding.”

“That was different.” Ren’s grin flickered. “You had… help. An anchor.”

“What kind?”

“None of your business.”

Katsuki glared. “You keep dodging.”

“And you keep missing the obvious!” Ren gestured wildly, like it was too stupid to explain. “You’ve been yanking your soul out of your own body to dive headfirst into a walking nightmare landfill, and it never crossed your mind that maybe— maybe —there was a less suicidal way to use that ability?”

He threw his hands up. “I mean—hello? You’ve been astral projecting this whole time. Except instead of just floating around, you decided to cram yourself into a Nomu. A Nomu , Katsuki. That’s not even a regular corpse. That’s a soul blender in a skin suit.”

Katsuki stiffened.

Ren snorted. “You have no imagination. You could’ve been using this ability smart. But no—you went straight to the most dangerous method possible. Every time you dive into one of those things to play exorcist, your real self is twitching on the floor. You’re not saving the world by bleeding out every time you help someone,” he added. “Come on, hero. You were trained to think outside the box, right? Start thinking. Use your tools.”

Ren let the words hang, then added lightly, “Your soul can leave your body. Not through a Nomu. Not through violence. Just… you . No quirks. No screaming. Just you and the mist.” His voice softened. “And when it’s just you? You’re in control. You pick when to leave. You pick when to come back. That tether? Still fragile—but less than when you shove yourself into a corpse full of stolen powers.”

Katsuki’s breath hitched. “You’re saying I could get intel without even leaving the apartment.”

Ren’s smile gleamed. “Exactly! Nobody can track a ghost. When you get good at this, you’ll see things even All For One doesn’t know you’re watching.”

“So I can find All For One.” Katsuki said thoughtfully. “I can track him down and he won’t even know. Then I can go after him for real. I might actually have a shot at becoming whole again.”

Ren took a breath and slid off the bed. “Just so we’re clear,” he said, voice sing-song at first, “you do remember what All For One’s quirk actually does, right? The whole ‘steal-any-quirk-like-it’s-candy’ thing?”

Katsuki didn’t answer. He didn’t need to.

Ren didn’t wait. “Good.” He glanced over, grin sharp. “Because if you think getting your other half back means you’ll just magically get your quirk too—well, that’s kind of adorable.”

He turned fully now, tone shifting—still sweet, still childlike, but with an edge under it. “You lost that quirk the moment he ripped it from your soul. It’s not like dropping your wallet and picking it back up. It’s his now. The only way you’re getting it back is if he gives it back.”

A beat.

“And we both know he’s not exactly the sharing type.”

Katsuki’s jaw tightened.

Ren's smile didn’t fade, but his eyes darkened, voice softening with false pity. “Even if you pull off a miracle and get your other half back, what then? You can chase your ghost. Patch yourself up. Live a long, impressive little life. But as long as he’s alive? You’ll never really be free. You’ll just get dragged back like all those other souls.”

Ren paused, then added with a tilt of the head, “Hope you weren’t expecting a happy ending.”

Katsuki didn’t flinch. “I’ve already thought of that before. And I have a plan.”

“Oh?” Ren blinked. “ really ?”

“If I can get in again—get to the source—I might be able to tear it down from the inside. Maybe even free the others.” Katsuki continued.

Ren’s playful hum curled through the air, but there was a new tightness beneath it. “So that’s your grand idea? Charge straight into the darkest corner of existence and hope for the best?”

“I’m not stupid,” Katsuki snapped. “That space is connected to quirks. It’s just like a Nomu. If I destabilize the core from within—if I hit him where it hurts—maybe I can shatter it all.”

Ren was quiet.

Then he laughed, soft and musical. “Wow. You really are something else, Katsuki.” Ren breathed. “There’s the fire I was hoping you still had. You had me worried for a sec, you know? All that moping around, doing chores like some washed-up retiree—ugh.” He stuck out his tongue. “But this? This is you . Scrappy, desperate, mad as hell—you’re practically humming.”

Katsuki didn’t respond.

Ren floated closer, voice growing lower, gentler. “Okay, okay. You want to take the fight to him? Fine. Let’s do it.


 

Katsuki sat cross-legged on the floor, his hands resting on his knees, trying not to think too hard about the fact that Ren was still grinning at him like a smug little goblin. His breath was steady—but shallow. Every instinct told him this was a bad idea. 

“Ready?” Ren asked, bouncing on the balls of his feet.

Katsuki didn’t answer right away. He didn’t have to.

Ren stood a few paces away, rocking on his heels with a boyish grin plastered across his face. “Okay, okay,” he chirped, all sugary-sweet now, as if the last hour of sarcastic jabs hadn’t happened. “Ready to do something cool?”

Katsuki squinted at him. “…You gonna keep acting like a brat, or are you actually gonna help?”

Ren puffed his cheeks out, offended in the most performative way possible. “Hey! I am helping.”

He turned serious—well, as serious as Ren ever got. “I’m gonna show you how to shift your soul outward. You’ll leave your body and see the world like I do. But listen close, okay? If you wander too far…” He leaned in with wide eyes. “You might not find your way back. Ever.”

Katsuki’s jaw clenched. “Got it.”

“I’m serious, Kats,” Ren said, voice dipping low. “This isn’t like diving into a Nomu. That was like being shoved into a trash compactor full of screaming ghosts. This?” He pointed to Katsuki’s chest. “This is all you. That means more control—but it also means more risk if you mess it up.”

“Great. Reassuring,” Katsuki muttered, closing his eyes.

“Shift your focus,” Ren instructed. “You’ve done it before, even if you didn’t mean to. Just… lean into that. Let the world fade.”

Ren’s smile returned, soft this time. “Then follow me. I’ll be right here the whole time.”

He shifted his awareness inward—past the weight of his limbs, past the ambient hum of the dorm lights. The silence deepened. His body grew distant. For a moment, it felt like falling up. His limbs went weightless, his skin tingled, and the world dimmed like a lightbulb slowly fading. And when he opened his eyes—

The world had changed.

It was the same dorm room, but not. Blurred at the edges, like a half-remembered dream. Everything shimmered beneath a cool, ghostly blue tint. Even Ren seemed more translucent here, his form glowing faintly in the dim light.

His body was still there. Slumped over, unmoving. Eyes closed. Breathing shallow.

“Holy shit,” he whispered.

“Pretty cool, right?” Ren said, already standing beside his spirit-form like this was routine.

Katsuki staggered to his feet, lightheaded. His steps felt too quiet, too smooth—like gravity had loosened its grip. His limbs were weightless. Gravity, thinner. It was almost dizzying.

“Easy,” Ren said. “First time’s always a little floaty. But cool, right?” Ren beamed, bouncing on his feet. “Keep your mind sharp though. This place’ll eat you alive if you don’t.”

Katsuki looked down at his hands—transparent, but glowing faintly. A gold shimmer traced his fingers like firelight underwater. He stood, experimentally stretching, and gasped.

He felt light. So light. No pain. No tension. His joints didn’t ache, his scarred muscles didn’t burn. He barely felt gravity at all.

He turned to look across the room—and blinked.

Faintly glowing outlines shimmered in the walls, furniture, and even the ceiling. Everything looked real but also not—like he was viewing it through blue-tinted glass wrapped in mist. The edges of the world pulsed ever so slightly.

“I wanna see more.”

Ren smirked. “Then move those ghosty legs, Captain Broody.”

They slipped through the walls like mist. Katsuki’s breath caught as they made their way toward the city, silent and shimmering beneath the spectral filter of the soul plane. The buildings stood where they always had, but every edge wavered slightly, like heat haze over asphalt. The lights from the billboards glowed brighter than they should’ve. Even the air tasted different—less like oxygen, more like static. Everything pulsed. Katsuki’s senses were cranked to eleven—he didn’t just see auras anymore; he felt them, like a hum in his bones. Threads of power tugged gently at the air around people, painting them in spectral colors.

Katsuki stopped short, jaw tight. “Holy hell…”

Ren grinned beside him. “Told ya it was pretty.”

Katsuki stared at the world—at the way it breathed. At the silent pulse that echoed from the buildings, the trees, the sky. Everything felt connected.

But that awe was quickly reined in by instinct.

“Don’t get distracted,” Ren warned, suddenly sharper. “This place pulls at you. The longer you wander, the less you remember you’ve got a body to return to.”

Katsuki exhaled and nodded. “Yeah. Got it.”

He looked down at himself—and froze.

There was an aura around him.

“Wait. That doesn’t make sense,” Katsuki muttered. “I’m quirkless. I thought people without quirks didn’t have auras,” he muttered. “Me and Takeshi—”

Ren rolled his eyes. “Ugh, seriously? That’s the part you’re confused about?”

Katsuki gave him a flat look.

Ren sighed dramatically but softened his tone as he explained, “Everyone’s got a soul, dummy. Even quirkless people. The thing about quirks is, they stretch the soul outward. Like… overextending. That’s why people with strong quirks look so loud to you now.”

He gestured at a man walking by, tendrils of fire-colored aura swirling around him. “You? Yours is tucked in tight. Clean. You’re not leaking power everywhere, so your soul fits inside your body better.”

“…Huh,” Katsuki mumbled, staring at his faint glow. “And you know all this because…?”

Ren’s grin twitched. “Been around a while. You pick up some stuff.”

That made Katsuki pause. He knew Ren had been inside that Nomu—knew he wasn’t just some newborn spirit—but for some reason, he’d never really thought about how long Ren had existed like this. Decades? Maybe longer. The idea made his skin crawl.

He shook it off.

They passed over the school gates, drifted across rooftops. Katsuki focused on the feeling of movement, how fast his spirit could travel without muscle or bone. It was like thought alone was enough to propel him forward.

He kept glancing at flickering headlines on floating billboards overhead—half-formed broadcasts leaking through the soul-veil from the physical world.

“‘Rogue vigilantes adopt Nullbringer’s tactics.’”

“‘Number one hero Endeavor takes on two new work study interns.’”

“Experts theorize Nullbringer may be a Stain sympathizer.”

Katsuki’s face twisted. “Bunch of garbage.”

Ren rolled his eyes. “You’re so dramatic.” He tugged on Katsuki’s sleeve, eyes bright again. “Hey. Come on. Test your stuff. See what you can do.”

They drifted further through the city, until the quiet hum of chaos ahead drew Katsuki’s attention. A villain was fighting a pro hero—tendrils of electric energy crackling through the air like frayed wires. A woman with crackling fingertips lunged forward, eyes wild.

Katsuki stopped dead.

“Don’t worry. She can’t see you. But you can touch her power,” Ren said. “Try to hold it back. Not break it, just… quiet it. Think of it like calming a rabid dog. Just a little leash.”

Katsuki’s whole body tensed. “I can’t.”

“Sure you can,” Ren said lightly.

“No, I mean—I can’t . If I go too far, I might—”

Ren’s smile flickered, and for a breathless second, the boy’s eyes looked almost too calm. 

Then he laughed. “Hey, it’s okay! Don’t push yourself. We’ll work on it later, promise.” He patted Katsuki on the arm, gentler than expected. “You’re doing so good, y’know? I mean, projecting on your first try? That’s awesome.”

Katsuki blinked at him. 

That was new. For once, Ren wasn’t being sarcastic or smug. Just… patient.

And that patience unsettled him more than any of the snark ever had.

Still, it worked. He relaxed his shoulders.

They stood quietly for a moment.

Katsuki found himself watching the glow of the city, the people drifting by like dreams. Their colors. Their energy. He was the only one who could see it like this. The only one who could do anything about it.

And Ren?

Ren could only watch.

Maybe that’s why he’d been such a little shit earlier. Maybe it wasn’t just personality—maybe it was fear. Ren was stuck. Dependent. He’d needed Katsuki to take action, and Katsuki… had hesitated.

The thought twisted something deep in his chest.

Was Ren scared that Katsuki would die before helping him move on?

“Maybe I have been selfish,” Katsuki murmured to himself.

Souls are on the line, he reminded himself. And I’ve just been hiding.

His fingers curled into fists. “Tch.”

“Hey,” Ren said, nudging him. “Don’t get all broody now. You’re doing fine.”

Katsuki gave a halfhearted grunt, just as something flickered at the edge of his vision. It was small, almost imperceptible—a flicker. A light darting through a narrow alleyway between two apartment buildings. No aura trail. No shimmer.

Just a spark.

Katsuki’s gaze snapped toward it.

He looked toward Ren—who was staring up at a billboard flashing some hero merch, completely distracted.

Katsuki glanced back at the alley. Just a peek. In and out. Nothing serious.

He stepped into the shadows and followed the orb as it darted deeper. At the other end, the orb vanished. He pressed forward through a narrow wall of haze and stepped out the other side—

—onto the same street he’d just left.

Katsuki froze.

It was identical. Same lights. Same shadows. Same cracked tile on the wall.

He turned around.

The alley was still there. The one he’d just entered.

But the direction didn’t match. He should’ve come out somewhere different. He felt like he had.

“…Huh?…Did I… walk back by accident?” He stepped out, a chill skimming his spine.

Katsuki frowned, jaw tightening. “The hell?” 

Behind him, Ren’s voice floated in, unusually quiet.

“…You didn’t listen, did you.”

Katsuki turned sharply at the sound of Ren’s voice behind him. “Oi—Ren?” he called out, already irritated. “Don’t mess with me.”

There was no response.

The alley was still. The blue-hazed world stretched out in every direction like a watercolor that hadn’t dried, bleeding at the edges.

Katsuki narrowed his eyes. He stepped back into the street, gaze sweeping from rooftop to curb, but there was no flicker of movement—no ghost of white hair, no smug little brat waiting to spring out and shout boo .

“…Ren?” he tried again, louder this time. His voice didn’t echo here. It just dissolved into the mist.

The silence that answered him was too quiet. Pressing.

Unnatural.

His chest tightened. He remembered Ren’s words, sharp and smug: Don’t wander too far, or you’ll get lost. Keep your tether strong, dummy.

Shit.

He turned on his heel and took off running.

The city blurred past, glowing faintly under the spiritual fog, everything painted in blues and silvers. Phantasmal. Quiet. Dead.

His pace was frantic. Not even a body to weigh him down and still he felt heavy—like something was pulling at the frayed edges of him, slowing him, unspooling him thread by thread.

By the time he reached U.A.’s gates, he was panting out of habit, not necessity. The main building loomed over him, warped slightly in this strange in-between world. Still real. Still there.

Good.

He shot across the courtyard, into the staff dorm wing, and phased straight through the wall into Aizawa’s apartment.

The interior was just as he’d left it—dim and quiet, washed in ethereal blue. His soul shimmered faintly against the furniture as he passed through it, navigating toward the hallway. Their shared room was just up ahead.

He turned the corner.

Stopped.

Everything went still.

Eri’s bed sat where it always did. Her blanket was half-kicked to the floor, a crayon rolling lazily off the desk. Her bunny plush sat askew on the pillow. All of it as it should be.

But the other side of the room—

Katsuki stared.

There was nothing.

No second bed. No worn notebooks. No extra shoes or rolled-up blanket in the corner. No messy stack of training gloves, no chipped mug he’d stolen from Takeshi’s shelf, no half-zipped duffel.

Gone.

Not moved.

Not packed.

Gone.

Like he’d never existed there at all.

“What…?” The word slipped out of him on instinct, barely audible.

He moved into the room like someone crossing into sacred ground, disbelief and dread pressing against his temples like a migraine. He looked under the bed—nothing. Opened the closet—empty. Touched the wall where he’d scratched a mark with his belt buckle by accident one morning.

Smooth.

Unmarked.

Erased.

“No,” he said aloud, voice hoarse despite his lack of breath. “No, no, no. This isn’t—this isn’t right—”

He stumbled back into the hallway, searching wildly—Aizawa’s room, the bathroom, the kitchenette. Nothing. No trace of his presence. No sign he’d ever shared a roof with them.

His hands trembled as he raked them through his glowing, half-real hair, heart pounding against a chest that wasn’t even there.

 

Where’s my body?

Notes:

Ren is a little shit. And manipulative as hell.

Chapter 37: Borrowed Time

Notes:

*TW for mentions of suicide*

Here's a lil treat. Ig you could say it's an apology for leaving y'all.
We're getting closer to the endgame!!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

His body was gone.

No warmth. No tether. No home.

His fingers dragged through his hair—slow, mechanical. Knuckles scraped against scalp. The cold buzzed in his ears like white noise, sharp and shrill. He hadn’t even noticed how detached he’d become—
Not until the silence started screaming.

He had to move. Somewhere. Anywhere.

But he didn’t know where.

Still… something tugged at him.

Not a pull—more like a low pressure. A magnetic hum that turned him eastward, down the winding walkway, past darkened classrooms and snow-dusted paths that hadn’t been there before.

How long had he been gone?

There hadn’t been snow when he left.

He shoved the thought aside.

The student dorms came into view—exactly how he remembered them. Wide double doors. Trimmed hedges. Seasonal lights draped along the roofline. Music leaked faintly through the windows—soft and distant.

Laughter followed.

When he reached the door, he didn’t bother knocking. He passed through it like smoke.

No weight. No resistance. No one saw him.

The light inside was warm. The air carried cinnamon, cocoa, and static from wrapping paper. He followed the sound.

The common room was glowing with light and laughter.

Class 1-A was crowded inside, around a Christmas tree too tall for the ceiling, decked in glittering lights and handmade ornaments. Tinsel wrapped the stair rails. Paper snowflakes dangled from bent paperclips above their heads. Kaminari was juggling candy canes. Mina heckled him while Sero threw popcorn. Iida was handing out cider like it was a national duty.

It was chaos. It was joy.

It was family.

Katsuki felt like he’d been kicked in the chest.

Music buzzed faintly from someone’s phone. Laughter bubbled over it.

Then, near the corner of the room, surrounded by people—

He saw himself.

Only… not.

That Katsuki was alive in ways he hadn’t been in a long, long time. Sharp grin, loud voice, elbows tucked behind his head like he owned the whole damn room. His presence didn’t drive people away—it pulled them in. The wildness in his eyes was still there, but not desperate. Not angry, just bright and confident.

He barked out an insult—someone laughed.

No one flinched.

No one recoiled.

They liked him.

They clapped him on the back. Threw teasing jabs his way. And he—he took them. Gave them back. Loud, snarky, a little obnoxious—but not hated. He was still wild, still brash, but tame .

Respected.

Katsuki drifted forward like a ghost. Breath caught in his throat.

The other him lifted a hand. Sparks danced across his palm.

Still had the quirk. Still had the power. Still had everything.

And then it hit—

This Bakugo never got expelled.

He’d never been fractured. Never gotten ripped apart by Overhaul or broken by All For One or had to stare at his soul in chains. He hadn’t lived through the screaming. The blood. The cold.

This version never had to break.

And yet… everything was fine.

Everyone was safe.

Katsuki took a step back instinctively, like he’d been burned.

The laughter continued.

Kaminari shorted the lights. The room groaned. Someone tossed a pillow at him.

Todoroki handed the other Bakugo a gift bag. “Don’t explode it.”

“Not making promises,” the other him shot back.

Katsuki watched, numb.

Then—

A murmur spread across the room.

Every head turned.

Dozens of eyes locked directly onto him.

Katsuki froze. They can see me?

Hope twisted inside his chest like a blade turned sideways. Just a flicker. Just enough to let him believe— maybe… maybe he was still here. Maybe something had gone right.

He took a step forward.

Opened his mouth to speak.

And—

“Look! It’s Eri-Claus!” Izuku’s voice rang out, bright and joyful.

He ran through Katsuki like air.

Katsuki stopped mid-step.

Of course.

They weren’t looking at him.

They were looking through him.

He turned his head slowly.

Aizawa was guiding Eri into the room. She wore a bright red Christmas dress and a fuzzy Santa hat far too big for her head. Her smile beamed like sunrise as she waved to the students.

She ran into Izuku’s arms without hesitation. He lifted her, spun her, grinning like this moment belonged to both of them.

Katsuki glanced back at his double.

The other Bakugo hadn’t even looked up. Hadn’t even noticed she walked in.

Does he even know her?

Did this version of him… never meet her?

The ice that bloomed in Katsuki’s chest was slow and devastating. A knot curled in his gut. Tight. Acidic. 

If she’d been saved anyway—if she was this happy, this safe, without him…

Then what the hell had he broken for?

What did he even accomplish?

What did all his pain buy?

Did his suffering even matter?

– – – – –

He barely registered the rest of the party.

His ears buzzed. His hands hung limp at his sides. It felt like the walls were folding in. Cotton filled his ears. The world dimmed at the edges.

Nothing anchored him.

Nothing saw him.

Eventually, the party wound down. Students yawned, decorations were pulled down with sleepy laughter, and someone passed out on the couch with a tinsel boa around their neck. Across the room, Todoroki leaned in to speak to Izuku and the other Katsuki. 

“I’ve been thinking,” he said calmly. “I want both of you to intern with me at Endeavor’s agency.”

Katsuki’s head lifted.

Intern?

Izuku’s face lit up. “Really?”

“Don’t slow me down,” the other Katsuki muttered. But his grin betrayed the excitement under the words.

And Katsuki… Katsuki felt like the floor opened up beneath him.

Intern with Endeavor…?

In his world, Endeavor already had two interns. Must have been Todoroki and Deku.

But this version? This version, he was good enough to join them. He looked around one more time. Everything he had ever wanted was here: power, friends, a U.A. future. Even Eri was safe, joyful, and saved.

He was living Katsuki’s dream.

And it all hurt so fucking much.

Katsuki reached out.

Just to touch the other him.

Just to understand.

But the seams began to slip. He felt his soul pulling away, like he was falling backward. His breath hitched.

“No—wait—”

And his awareness slipped.


 

The world exploded.

Katsuki came to with a sharp intake of breath.

He was standing on a rooftop. No, not standing— floating. There was no weight to his body. No sound beneath his boots. The wind didn’t tug at his clothes. Didn’t move his hair. Didn’t chill his skin.

He wasn’t there. But they were.

To his left: Izuku. Hair tousled by the wind, eyes sharp, posture coiled. To his right: Todoroki. Calm. Distant. Cold mist curling from his fingers. And just ahead—flames crackled around a towering figure.

Endeavor. Back turned. Waiting.

Katsuki’s chest locked tight. He tried to swallow. Tried to breathe.

This is wrong.

His gaze dropped—and froze.

The other him stood right there. Real, solid, alive, and ready . That version of himself was calm. Confident. Posture loose but alert, like every muscle was trained for what came next. Like none of this rattled him anymore.

Katsuki stared at the boy he could’ve been—at the version who never got left behind.

Endeavor’s voice sliced through the wind. “This is a simple test,” he barked. “If you want to be of use, keep up. One villain. Beat me to them before the end of your work study.”

Then— boom . Flames roared as Endeavor launched into the sky, a sonic boom cracking in his wake. The rooftop trembled beneath the force of it.

Izuku was gone in an instant. Green lightning flared and vanished. Todoroki followed—ribbons of frost trailing behind as he soared effortlessly into the sky.

His double smirked, then launched himself flawlessly into the air with a burst of practiced perfection.

And Katsuki, the real Katsuki—watched them all disappear.

He was alone again.

A knot twisted in his chest. Cold and sharp and deep.

How the hell are they so fast?

The other him had mastery. His blasts were clean. His trajectory controlled. He weaved between buildings with precision that Katsuki barely remembered having. No hesitation. No flinching.

Like he knew his body. Like he trusted it.

Katsuki tried to keep pace, pushing forward on instinct—but his feet didn’t touch the ground. He drifted after the echo of their movement, weightless and useless.

Helpless.

He watched from above as his double carved through the skyline—each blast propelling him faster, sharper. Windows rattled in his wake. 

Katsuki’s chest hollowed out. That used to be me. Didn’t it?

But the longer he watched, the more he doubted. The more alien it all felt. Every movement the other him made was something Katsuki should have been capable of. But now, it looked impossible. Like he was watching a stranger who wore his face and moved like a god.

When did I fall so far behind?

I don’t belong here.

The thought burned through him like acid.

He watched the others move, weaving through the city with synchronicity, with ease. Todoroki froze a rooftop for traction. Izuku bounced off a water tower mid-leap. The other Katsuki crashed through a skylight with a deafening blast—his explosion timed to perfection.

Katsuki gripped his head.

He couldn’t breathe.

He’s better than me.

The thought shouldn’t have hurt—but it did. More than anything had in a long time.

He’s everything I should’ve been. Without the pain. Without the failure.

His vision blurred.

The others were specks in the distance now, flickers of power cutting through the cold gray sky.

And Katsuki?

Katsuki was left behind.

Again.

The wind hollowed. The rooftops faded.

The city blurred as his awareness slipped, tugged down like a weight around his neck.

He didn’t fight it.

What was the point?

His voice didn’t reach them.

His presence didn’t matter.

His path—the one he'd crawled through blood and fire to carve—had led nowhere. And the version of himself who never fractured…

Was winning without him.


 

He slammed back into awareness like a body through glass.

No warning. No weight.

Just speed.

Katsuki choked on air as his body jolted forward— flying through the sky, the wind screaming past his ears, sweat clinging to his skin. His limbs moved on instinct, explosions flaring at his palms, hurtling him between the shattered tops of high-rises like a goddamn missile.

What—what the hell—

The air was too cold. Too real.

He didn’t have time to think. Not even to breathe.

The next blast sent him careening toward a rooftop, and he landed hard—boots skidding across concrete, sparks flaring as he tried to stabilize. His vision swam. His legs wobbled beneath him. He dropped to one knee to stop himself from going off the side, panting. Dazed.

Disoriented.

Where—what the fuck is happening?

A green blur shot down beside him, landing with a thud.

Kacchan!

It was Deku’s voice.

Katsuki blinked up, disoriented, as Izuku dropped beside him in a crouch, panting, face pale with panic.

“Kacchan—are you okay?”

Katsuki blinked.

Everything around him felt too loud. Too bright. Like the city was holding its breath. His heart was racing. His palms itched. There was something in the air —some pressure that hadn’t been there before. A weight crawling up his spine.

He was real. But how…?

“I’m fine,” Katsuki said automatically, his voice tight, raw.

It was a lie. A desperate, knee-jerk response. He didn’t know what else to say.

Because nothing was fine.

He didn’t know where he was. Didn’t know when he was.

Didn’t know why the hell he was flying through the goddamn sky with Deku.

Izuku stood again, already scanning the distance.

“We need to keep moving,” he said, fast and tight. “Shigaraki’s going to catch up soon. I can’t let him get One For All—and we need to get as far from civilians as we can.”

Katsuki’s brain short-circuited.

One For All—?

His thoughts jammed, snagging on that name like barbed wire.

Why would Shigaraki be after OFA? How the hell does he even know about it?

His gaze snapped to Deku.

The panic that had been simmering boiled over in a white-hot rush.

Why you? What happened? What did I miss?

Why is everything so wrong?

Questions surged in his throat but crashed into each other, tangled and shapeless.

He looked around at the shattered skyline, the wreckage far below, the faint echo of sirens from blocks away. The weight in the air was oppressive. .

I don’t understand—I don’t—

His breaths came shorter. The edges of his vision warped again. The rooftop swayed under his feet.

Not now. Not—

“Move!” Deku shouted, already vaulting off the edge.

Katsuki tried to follow.

But the world broke open beneath him.

The sky blinked out.

And with it—

the lights went out.


 

Awareness hit him like a shockwave to the spine.

No buildup. No mercy. No body.

Katsuki didn’t open his eyes so much as arrive —soul-first—into a world already broken. Smoke curled past him. Dust clung to the air like a second skin. His lungs didn’t seize this time. They couldn’t. Because he didn’t have lungs.

He wasn’t breathing. He wasn’t here.

And yet—he was.

Katsuki floated an inch above the ruined earth, weightless and unnoticed. His boots didn’t touch the ground. His shadow didn’t fall. But his heart—whatever fragment of it still was —ached like it had been punched through with glass.

The battlefield stretched before him in all directions. A world stripped bare.

Once a city.

Now—ashes.

His gaze drifted downward automatically. He saw Aizawa propped up against two heroes. One was keeping his eyes wet with his quirk. Blood soaked Aizawa’s pant leg, staining the concrete beneath him like rust. His left leg was gone. His face was drawn, strained. But his eyes were wide open and locked forward with terrifying focus, even as his body trembled.

He was still erasing something.

Still fighting.

Still refusing to go down.

Something shifted in the air. His gaze snapped upward. 

Slicing through the sky with threads of black energy was Deku. Whip-like tendrils coiled around his arms and legs, flaring behind him like the wings of something feral. He moved faster than Katsuki had ever seen—throwing himself at something ahead of them, over and over, no hesitation.

Katsuki staggered a step forward.

What the hell is happening—

Then he saw it.

Shigaraki.

Bloody. Burnt. Eyes alight with something that didn’t feel human anymore. His skin cracked like dry stone, dust flaking from his jaw every time he moved. He was smiling.

Katsuki couldn’t breathe.

Then—

A flash.

A sickening crack split the air like a gunshot.

A blur of red—Spikes. Dozens of them. Crystalline and jagged—shot from Shigaraki like an explosion of death.

Shigaraki was aiming for Deku.

Time slowed.

Izuku was wide open—mid-lunge, mid-swing. Vulnerable.

A blur of blond cut across the sky like lightning.

It was him. The other Bakugo, with his quirk ignited, teeth gritted, and muscles straining to reach the blast path.

“No—” ghost-Katsuki choked. “No no no—don’t—”

But he already knew.

His other self dived in front of the spikes, twisting his body to shield Deku without a second’s hesitation. 

The first spike punched through his side. The second, higher—slamming through his shoulder with a wet, cracking noise. The third went straight through the gut.

The air tore from his lungs as if he were the one impaled.

His other self spasmed mid-air, expression crumpling, not in fear but in pain —and for a heartbeat, he just hung there. Skewered. Suspended. Limbs limp and mouth parted like he’d tried to say something but never got the chance.

What the fuck—what the FUCK is happening—

Time roared back all at once.

Todoroki was there. He caught Bakugo’s falling body, arms trembling under the weight of his body

All Katsuki could hear was the thundering in his chest. “No,” ghost-Katsuki whispered, stumbling backward. “No—why would you—why would I—”

His knees hit the rubble.

His hands shook.

Everything was spinning.

“This is it,” he whispered, barely aware of the words. “I just watched myself die.”

Katsuki glanced around at the rubble, as if seeing it for the first time. 

How many people died here?

This used to be a city.

Now it was a graveyard.

A tomb.

Why did it get this bad?

How did it come to this?

And the most terrifying part?

Why the fuck am I here now?

His hands were trembling.

His ears were ringing.

And just before the blackness claimed him again—

He whispered, “ This can’t be real.

Then the world vanished.


 

When Katsuki opened his eyes, the world greeted him with a buzz.

Sterile white tiles arranged in a perfect grid stretched overhead, vibrating faintly under fluorescent lights. The ceiling felt too close. Too quiet. Too intentional.

He blinked once. Then again.

The numbness in his skull didn’t fade. Something was… wrong. Off. Tilted.

His body ached, like his bones had been peeled apart and rearranged while he wasn’t looking. Every inch of him throbbed with layered pain: old bruises, new wounds, a phantom weight that didn’t belong.

He tried to sit up

Agony detonated in his ribs.

“Shit—!”

His body folded in on itself. White-hot pain ripped through his side like a blade caught under bone. His hand clutched at his ribs. His teeth clenched. His vision p̴͔͓̱̓̇ͅu̷̜͎̝͐̔̇̄ḽ̵͎̟͎̃́̔s̵̞̊̓̐͐e̸̤̾̋̿͑d̸̩͊͛̕ in and out, bending at t̵̢̀h̴̘̥̍̑̍̄͜ę̶̛͔͇̮̈́̕ ̵̟̜̹͔̈́ě̶͚̉d̴̨̰̫̫͋ģ̵̛̗̻̫͒̿̋e̵̹̰̅͌͛̌s̶̢͈̤̦̄̑̾̕ like warped glass

The fluorescent light above him flickered—once—then seemed to s̶̨̛͍̹͠p̸̲̐͐́ḻ̷̍̒͛i̴̙͒t̷̥̍̆̊ ̶͓͚̗̎i̵͉̋͊̕͝n̴̛̥̹̻̚͝t̴̤̹̺͍̎̊̽ȯ̴̟̝͇̗̈́͋ ̵̨̪͊͗͘t̷͓̀͂͌ẉ̷͖̫͙͠o̸̫̝̣̒͌. For a moment, it looked like  ̴̩͈̅͜t̵̨͖̫́̉̔w̵̏̽͜o̷̱̎̔̋̄ ̵̗͖͂͘͝͝ṥ̵̩͕̣̈́h̵̡͗̽̽a̵̪̭͔͐͠͝ͅḍ̵̦̃o̶̧̓͋͝͝w̶̱̼̓̎ŝ̸̘̃̾ flickered across the ceiling, but n̶̨̖̘̥̫͒̌o̸̢̯͉̼̽͒́̐b̶̼̓̊̑o̶̖̊d̵̰̺̳̉̈́͗̔y̶̢̡̎̚ ̷̛̠̰͉̤̂̒͑̌w̵͍̔̕͠a̸͛̓ͅͅs̷̨̭̻̔̈́ ̴͕̻̆ͅt̵̹͍͔̪̾̆̌̕͜h̸̻̭͙͎̆e̸̛͕̭̒͐̚͠r̴̮̜̯̋̈̈̀e̸͉̓.̷͎̲͈̈́̾̊͒

What the hell—what the hell happened?

He was in his body again… but it didn’t feel like his. Not really. This must have been the version of him that got impaled. The one that b̶̖̗̿̿̐ȩ̵͓̏͌̑l̶̯͐o̷͓͝ņ̸̙̺͂͋̒g̷͉̔͐̃e̶̘͎̘̍̄̃d̵̲̦̓̾ ̴͈͎̖̊t̸͖̯͘̚ó̶̢ ̷̩̜̑͌̒ṭ̵͆̈́͠h̶͙͎̾̈́̎i̸̪̫̲̇̈́ś̸̹̭̹ ̴̢̺͎̈̈́̕w̷͍͊̈́o̴̰̘̱̔͝r̷͙̝͛l̵̯̃d̵̰̰͛̚͜.̸̰̦̌͘͝

Before he could summon another thought, the door burst open.

“WUH!! He’s awake!!” Mineta’s voice cracked like a balloon deflating at full volume.

Katsuki flinched on instinct. 

The footsteps that thundered in behind him were too loud. Then not loud enough, and then too loud again. T̵̟͔͒́ó̸͇̠ȍ̶͜ ̴̗͛m̸̘͆̈́a̵̘̘̅́n̵͍̊̅ỹ̵̧͑. Echoes doubled back on themselves, like they were bouncing off walls that weren’t there.

“What—” he rasped, his voice frayed and hoarse. “What’s going on?”

He looked around, blinking hard. H̵̫̜̹͐̄̃̓ö̸͙̮̭̗̙͆ṡ̶͇͂́͝p̷̭͂̈́́i̶̬̺͉̽ṫ̵̥́͠a̸̧̡̛̻̻͜ĺ̷̢̛̲̬͉̩̇ ̴͔͊̇ẃ̸̨͚͎̣̰̀á̴͓̤̟l̵̜̍l̶͚͛͆s̷͈̾̊̆̐͝. Machines blinking softly at his side. Bandages wrapped around his chest.

Sero, Sato, and Hagakure trailed in behind Mineta.

“Whoa!” Sato’s eyes went wide. “No yelling? You sure you’re f̸̡̪͎͒̓͐̐͛e̸̹̓̓ê̴͚̞̤̦̈́̈́̋͝͠l̷͚͓̝̹͉̲͛i̶͈̣̣͉̊̂̄̎̾͜ͅn̶͚̼̆ģ̶̱͚̺͖̖͛̌̿̆̓ ̸̭̽a̴̹̥͂̽̅͂̄l̶̨͆̄͊̀͝r̴̨̛͙͉̐ì̵̢̨̱͉͆̎ǵ̸̭̤͙͒͠ḩ̶̭̘̞̯̘̋t̴̨̻̣͓͓͂͘?”

Katsuki ignored the question. His head was pounding. “Where am I?” he asked, sharper this time. “What the hell happened?”

“You’re at Central Hospital,” Sato replied, more gently now. “They flew everyone here after the J̷̢͝ḁ̵̡̑̐̇k̴̪͉̏k̸̳̬̲̼̈́͆̚͘u̷̦̗͙͉͗͆͌ ̸̠͋ï̸̻̫͔̪̈̚n̷̼̆͛c̵͍͗͛̈́̉ī̴̹̮̂ḋ̷̡͙̗̩̇̔e̴̻̘͉̍͒̆n̴̼̯̦͐ţ̵̺̞̎͋. Supposedly top-tier. Country’s best.”

Jakku…?

“I’m so glad our class jerk is alive!” Mineta cheered, arms thrown in the air like this was a party.

Katsuki didn’t react. Couldn’t.

“I’ll go tell the nurses he’s awake,” Hagakure offered, already backing toward the door.

“Good idea,” Sato nodded, eyes flicking back to Katsuki with a strange caution.

Katsuki could feel it. Their s̵̖͐̊ṱ̷̰͕̀å̷̠̎̅r̵̙̞̈́ē̵̠s̵̖̦͒͠. Their hesitance. Like they were w̴̜̯̟̔͛̈́â̵̬ì̸̜͒̚ṯ̴̪͍͐̆ȋ̴̼͇̭n̵̡̫̎͘͝g̵̲͙̒ ̵͓͒̐̈f̵͕̓̽ǫ̵̳̲͊ř̷̮̈́ͅ ̵̜̅̎ḩ̴̖̼͒̓i̸̻͔̊̓̾m̵̨̞̓͌͐ ̸͇̆̒̌t̸̀̚͠ͅͅo̸͓͆̕͜ͅ ̵̧̻̫͊̌̓ŝ̴̩̖͂͠ņ̶͕̱̈́̋ą̵̱̮́p̵̖̗̀̕ . Waiting for the explosion that didn’t come.

But he didn’t have it in him. Not when he wasn’t even sure he was  ̶̪͠ȑ̶̠e̸͖̿ȧ̵̱l̴̄ͅ ̶̣͗r̶͇͆i̵̛̭g̷̞͠ḧ̴̡́t̷͓̉ ̶͓͠n̸̙͛ȍ̶̬ẃ̵̭. His body didn’t feel like his. His mind was ś̸̺̰͛c̷͍̩͛a̴͖͍͍͆̉̓t̵̘̿t̶͔̀ê̷̠͙͆̋r̴̡͘ē̴͈̑͠d̸̳̐. Every time he tried to reach for solid ground, it slid out from under him. Every time he thought he understood , t̷̛͎̬h̵͕͗̓ê̴͉ ̴͍͔͑w̷̯͓̾̓ọ̸͂͛ȑ̸̦̈ḻ̶̂ḍ̵̖̒ ̴̮̅ç̶̽͝h̷̞͉̽̕a̶͙̽͝n̶̨̛̠͌g̶̤͂͗ë̸̢̼́̒d̶̬̝͆͛ ̶̝͔́ā̵͇͝g̷̜͍̐a̵̗̬͐̔ì̶͖̃ṇ̷̢̎.

The window blinked. H̵͉͊ë̴̞́ ̴̛̮s̸͕͛w̷̟͝õ̴̦r̶̹̆e̷̥͌ ̴̤̆į̵̌t̶̫̀ ̸̛̭b̷̫̚l̵͙͒i̷̯̚n̸̬͑k̶͇͝ë̷̖́d̴̮̈.̴̡͠

Who the hell was he supposed to be?

Was this what Ren meant? Was this what it felt like—to lose yourself?

He looked up, eyes burning, and for once—he let it show. “I need to know what happened,” he said, quieter now. “Please.”

The word please sat like lead between them.

Sato blinked. The humor dropped from his face. He exchanged a silent look with Sero—quick, tense. 

Finally, Sero stepped forward. His jaw was tight. “I’ll tell you,” he said carefully. “But you have to promise not to freak out.”

Katsuki gave a nod. Short. Hollow. He didn’t trust his voice.

“Todoroki… he got burned pretty bad. But he’ll make it,” Sero started, words slow and deliberate. “Mr. Aizawa’s alive, too. Serious injuries. But he’ll recover.”

Katsuki stared. The words didn’t land right. Like puzzle pieces without corners. They didn’t fit anything. A single drip echoed in the silence—except there was no IV. No clock. N̶̡͈͋͐̊o̵̰͚̗͒͝ ̵͓͇͆͂̔s̸̨͚̲̏̔o̵̧̠̓̒͋ǘ̷̠̪͘̕ͅȑ̷̥̞̚͝c̶̺̤̑e̵̛͇͊͜ͅ.̶̪̳̂͊͜

“Everyone else is okay now. Except…”

Sero hesitated.

“…Midoriya.”

That name hit harder than the rest. But not the way it should’ve.

“He hasn’t woken up yet,” Sero said.

Katsuki waited for something to click. For the panic to slam into his chest like a wave. But it didn’t come. H̴e̶ ̴c̴o̶u̵l̵d̸n̵’t̶ ̷f̶e̶e̶l̴ ̷a̶n̷y̷t̴h̵i̵n̸g̸. There was no context. He only had the pieces and the aftermath.

B̴͙̰͠ẽ̶̠̉͜c̶̤̝̈́̆͆ḁ̵̞̩͌̓̈́u̷̧̟͋͊s̷̻̾è̵͔̹̣͊̈́ ̷̢̰͓̿̅Î̷̖̣̺ ̴̬̠̔̓̌w̷̺̺͕̎̑ȃ̴̼̩͋̋s̵̜̺͆̒̆ǹ̵͓̥̪’̶͖̣̈̆͛t̷͖͛͗ ̸͍̗͆ͅt̷̳̄͠ḥ̸̀̇e̵͕̳̋́͜r̷̭̈̉e̶̛͙͉͑.̵̩̞͎́

He could see it in their faces—the way the others watched him, shifting under the silence. Waiting for him to do something. But there was nothing left to give them. There was just the h̶̰̚o̷̐͜l̶̉͜ļ̷̂ó̴̦w̶̚ͅ ̸̰̂s̷̹̔t̶̨̓a̴̞͝t̶͋͜i̷̟̾c̵̙̀ clawing at the back of his mind.

“You sure you’re okay, dude?” Sato asked after a beat. “You’re… kinda freaking me out.”

Katsuki exhaled hard through his nose. “No,” he snapped. “I need more than that.” He shoved himself upright despite the pain. His ribs screamed. He didn’t care.

“The battle. The whole thing. What happened. Everything’s fuzzy—I can’t make sense of it.”

Sero glanced at Sato, then nodded slowly. “Alright,” he said. “I’ll try.”

He sat on the edge of the bed.

“The Paranormal L̴͓̈i̴̻͘b̵̬͍̈́e̵͙̿r̷̪̎͂ͅä̵̠́t̴͍̬̊͗i̸̲̞͂ó̴̖͉͝ṉ̴͚͠ Front… it wasn’t just the Meta Liberation Army anymore. They merged with the Ḻ̴̪̬̓ę̴̗͎͖̓̃̋̕a̸͇̣̖͇̾͊͝͠g̷̨̟̖͎̀͂̉̄ṵ̵͋̃͂̋e̵͉̳͒. It's now a hu̸̥͒g̵̲̒e̵̪͂ ̸̻̔a̶̙̚ṟ̷̀m̴̫̆y̴̹̓ .”

Katsuki’s skin crawled. He could barely concentrate anymore.

“There were Nomus under Jakku Hospital. D̷͚̄ọ̸̏z̶͉̄e̵̫̚n̷̢͐s̸̜̊. Maybe hundreds. And Shigaraki—he was there too. They were ĕ̸̘̞͐̌ͅx̴̼͚̥̊̐͌p̵̢̲͐ẽ̷̫̔r̴̩̒i̵̯͓͂̈m̵̛͈̟̪̓e̶̤̬͎͗̆́n̶̜̘̅t̴̞̀į̵͍͗ͅn̵̩̜͙̿̀̐ģ̸͓͝ on him, trying to enhance him.”

Sero hesitated again. “But then… he woke up. Way early. Something went wrong. He lost control—and he destroyed everything.”

Ḑ̶̛̼͚͈̥͐̌́͊͒e̵̛̖̰̅̉͛̿̀͝s̴̨̤̦̲͚̼̜̊̈̌͊͜ṭ̶̼̝̣̏̀̄̿̅͂̍͝ŗ̸͇̞̓̎͑̅͊͠ǫ̵̢̖͆y̵̪̍͜ę̴̩͉̥̈̎̃͌͐́͠ḓ̸̮̹̦̟̮͓̥̽̋ …̴̢̰̟̙͕̗̬̻̾

“The city’s gone,” he added quietly. “Not just Jakku. Entire districts. Leveled. And they hit cities all across Japan. Coordinated attacks. Civilians got caught in the crossfire.”

A s̷̮̘̙̄̀h̷͎͖̽̈́̽á̵͉̫̥̭̎͐d̷̻̘͌ȍ̴͖̠̬̦̮̞̊̉̉̏̕w̷̫̲̻͗̉̉̊̀ passed through the window—u̸p̵s̶i̷d̵e̵ ̸d̸o̶w̸n̵. Nobody noticed. Nobody turned. Just Katsuki

The words were snow piling on already broken shoulders. Katsuki could barely breathe.

Sero’s voice dipped lower. “ M̶̡͕͍̔̎̍̆͝i̵̱̗̜̟̥̒̄͋́̚͠d̷̛̰̹̐͐̏̈́̐͗n̵̢̰̲̑̾̃͒̇̎̈́i̵͍̻͎̱͎̿͆̊͛̀̌g̴͔̪̐͋̇̈̀̈́͝h̶͎̠̣̀̋͋͘ẗ̷̪̩͖̖̲́̓̽́̊̈̔ ̴̨̘̹̲̓͆̅̿̓̏d̴̢̛̙̦̭̰͛̅̎̊͐ḯ̶̞͈̤͖̀͐͑͂͋d̶̦̰͔͓̘̹̑͒̌ͅn̶̗̆̂̊̌̏̅’̷͉̟̈́̐t̴̡̗̯͕̝̊ ̶̗̳̹̠̗̺̋̆́͋m̵̭̗̮͆̍͜͠å̶͓̬̠͇̯͉̝̆k̵̫͙͎̗͎̙͎͊̏̇̄̈́͘͝ȅ̵͕̜͚͈̈́̍̆́ͅ ̷͔͇̝̙͇͇̣̋́̍͜i̴̢̟̬͚̯̹͈̿̈́͂̓͛͘͠͝t̴̼͇̪́̈́͋̈́ .”

The room felt colder.

He sat in it—numb—letting the weight of it crush him. Letting it fill the holes he didn’t know were still open.

Midnight was gone, Deku was unconscious, and Aizawa was maimed.

And he… He hadn’t even been there. Not really.

It was like watching a movie someone kept flipping through—skipping scenes at random and cutting in halfway. He’d caught flashes of violence, of loss, of people he cared about falling—

—but without context, without warning.

Just shards of a story he was s̷̬̊̂̚u̶̜̍̍͐̀͝ṕ̴͈̝̖̙̯̀̆̌̄p̴̪̮͓̼̿̍͜o̷͓͓͔̼̎̈͂ş̸̣̗̲̤̆̌͑̓ẹ̸̡̜͗̄̆̓d̸̳͉̬͕͚̈́ ̴̰̤̹̀̊͗̃̚͜ͅṯ̶͍͕̅͋̊͂͠o̵͕̣̽ ̴̗̮̈́̍̔͘͝ủ̶͍̯͜n̷̯̳͕͙̂͌d̷̛͋̐͛ͅê̵͍̳͓̋̌̽͘r̶͎̹͆̉̂͌̀s̵̢̏̓t̶̜̠̘̯̟͛̄̀̎ḁ̸̛̜̪͕͔̂̅̌̅n̷͈̋d̸̹̠̳̋̾̃͜͜.̵̩̾̇̈́̓͗

And all he could do was sit in the dark, trying to piece it together from scraps.

“This can’t be r̶e̶a̶l̵,” he whispered, pressing a hand to his ribs. It was still tender. Still proof.

This wasn’t a dream. He hadn’t imagined it. He hadn’t hallucinated the war.

It happened.

It was April, apparently. Months away from his world.

He needed š̴̥o̵͙͝m̶͚̍e̷̲͂t̵̜̆h̶̯͒i̸͎̓n̴̛͕g̶͚̈ ̷̼̃f̸̥͝ả̶͇m̵̲̓i̵̳͐l̶͖̀i̴̭͝à̵̳r̴̨̉ to ground him.

Someone.

Takeshi.

The name tumbled from his lips before he could stop it.

Sato blinked. “Who?”

But Katsuki was already moving. He threw off the covers and swung his legs over the edge of the bed, teeth clenched as pain flared through his side.

He didn’t care.

If Takeshi existed in this world—if any version of him survived —he needed to find him. Needed something to make sense.

“Whoa—whoa! Dude!” Sero grabbed his arm. “You just woke up—sit down!”

“You’re gonna rip your stitches!” Sato said, reaching for his shoulder.

Mineta latched onto his leg like a gremlin.

Katsuki didn’t even register what he said.

He just tried to move.

But the world—The world tipped.

The lights stretched long and thin like shadows at sunset. T̷̮̤̫͐̅͝h̷̭̦͎̀̋ę̵̹͕̃͑̐ ̸̜̎̈́̾w̵͚̬̗͛̋â̶͇̘͇̚͝l̶̙͔͈̒l̴̞̮̂s̵͚̆̈́̾ ̴̩͔͖́ṭ̵͉̺̓r̶̩̹̲͆̑͌ȩ̶̈́̅ͅm̴̡̱͙̈͊b̷̀͜l̵͎̖̬̉e̶̦̍̄̇ḋ̷͖ͅ. Text on the monitor behind him w̸̥̠̃a̶̽͛͜r̷̬͠p̴̘̠̌e̴̺̭͆d̸̠̮̉̽ ̶̛͎a̷̮͋n̵̜̾ď̵͙̤ ̶̙̳̃̈c̷͕͗̀r̶̻̝̔a̵̝̖͛͝w̸̳̏l̸̻͚̔̊e̸̛͎̍d̴͚̓͑ , spelling words that ḑ̶͑ì̵̥̰d̷̹̓͌n̷̤͇̊’t̷̞͖̑ ̶͕̤̆e̸̜̙͌̕x̶̼̄͝i̵̡̮̇s̸̺̬̓t̴͇̃ͅ.

C̶̹̺̈́̉͊o̷͕͇͗͂̄̚l̸̛̩͙̳̺̑̓̈́̾ọ̸͔̓r̵̨̭̝͍̿̆̋̎s̵̱̳͎̹̑̆̂͆̇ ̵͇̟̈́̌̿̀b̷̦̠̥͇̏̚͜l̵̡̟̠̮͙̉e̵̠̯̯͙͝d̶͓̥͔̉ͅ ̵̭͎̈́͜͜ͅş̸̠̩̞̿͋̾̆͝ị̴͖̲̟̓d̵͍̬̰̳͚́͋e̵̦͎̼͉̭̾ẅ̴͉͈́̕a̷̜̗̖͙̯̔̂̔y̶̗͚͠͝s̵̯̖͕͋͂̋̓ , sound warped like it was ư̷̳̬̱͙͎͖̇̄̆̀̉n̶̢̪̲͖̫̠͈̞͉̲̳̪̦̊̏̆̓̆̾̈́̀̈͊͘͠d̴̡̨̛͍͍̠̈́̂́͆͋́̊̚̕͜͝ͅè̵̛̤͊͆̐̑ŕ̴͚̮̺̘̘̟̾̒w̶͈͓̗̖̄̉̊ȧ̴͙͋͝t̸̻̠̻̤͑̇̽̐͌̃̌͂̑̕ę̵̧̺̼̹͇̠̗̘̍̈̐̓̓r̵̖͙̗̐͋͗̎̊͆̚.

Not again. Please—not again—

He clawed for something solid—Sato’s arm, the rail, the mattress.

But it was already happening.

 

T̷̠̠̞͚͔̖̺̖̅̒͊̆̆͑̔͗̽́͝͝h̸̛̪̲̺͙͚͓̺̖̮̜̹̰̻̅̾̍͗́́̑̕͘̕ȩ̶̣̖͉̻̜̯͇̮͕̮̦̍͆́̐̔̈̌͝͝ ̴̨̜̱̬̘̜̼̬̻̖̲̞͍̋̂̈́͂̑̂̑f̴̦̞̺̙̬̞̞͖̼̙̓̋̓͊͊̆l̴̡̰͖̻͍̓́́̏͋͋́̉́̄̕o̶̫͙͉̔͆̏̄̓̌̕̕o̸͈͔̘̩̪̟̹͍̠͓̞̩̊̈̓̓r̴̡̥͎̦͙͔̙̥̺͋̉̂̿̌̈ ̸̧͇̰͍̬͉̯̤̋͋̃̓̈́̓̍̄̏̕͘̕͜͝w̴̢͖͚̳̯̫͇̻̰͓̝̚̚ͅa̶̭̩͒̈́̔̄̕s̸̨̙̺̬̜̟̪͕̖̈́͐̋͜͜͝ ̷̩̮̦͍̜̰̹̜̪̓̿̃̎̎m̷̺̫̻̒͑a̵̗̤͖̤̒̋̈́͆̃͑̏͘͝͝d̶̳̉̑̒͑̎͝ȩ̶̡̱̱̝͙͓̲̗̘̰͙̼̾̾̾̈́̑̏̌̋͗ ̸̛̻̺͚̟͈̼͐͒̽o̵̢̧̼̯̘̜͆̊̒̉͒͛̇͑̕̚̚̚͝f̴̡͇̜͕̘͙̐̌̐͌̈̕ ̵̫̜͇͈̎͐͠ț̶̫̈̎̀̈́̃̆̂͆̕ę̷͖̜̩̭̙̞͗́̅ę̴̢̼̭̬̙̦̜̻̼̮̣̜͒̍̊̇͛̕ẗ̵̠̜̦͕̱͇̪̪̝̤͖́͆̍̿̈́͑̂̓͐̋̆͜͝͠h̴̥̤̠̔̎̏͌̓̂̕͜.̷̧̳̘͙̝̺͔͚͓̀̉̌͗̆̋͋͛

 

The ground a̴̳̣̦̳̟̱͐͋͐̎̀͐t̸͕̑͘e̴͔͖͝ ̵͓̠̯͒ḩ̷̧̟̗̮̌i̵̦̤̦̘̤͇̽m̴͉̫̰̔̃͘ ̴̣̦̽͑ä̶͍͕́̇͘̚͝͝ͅl̴̺̩̄i̶̧͎̹̾̌͗͆̎v̶̰͍̠͚̺̀̿͐̎͑̚ͅe̴̡̛̱̦̺̎́͛̂ .

And the lights went out.


 

Katsuki sat up with a gasp.

The breath punched out of him like he’d been underwater for days. His heart slammed against his ribs. The world around him pulsed, unfocused—white walls, warm shadows, faint birdsong outside the window.

He knew this room. The U.A. student dorms. His old room.

His fingers scrambled across the bedside table, fumbling for his phone. He turned it on, the screen too bright.

April.

Just like the hospital.

Pieces began to rearrange in his mind.

Fragments from his world. Memories from this one. Bits of conversations, glimpses of battlefields, death.

The spirit who warned him of All For One’s plan to use Shigaraki as his vessel.

And now, it all started to make a twisted kind of sense. In his world, AFO had chosen Shigaraki as his new vessel. And in this one… This must be the future where All For One succeeds.

The body. The quirks. The war.

Multiple powers. His obsession with One For All.

Katsuki didn’t have every detail, but he had the shape of it.

And it was monstrous.

He stood up slowly, letting the floor steady under his feet. The pain from the hospital was mostly gone. But in its place was something worse.

Clarity.

And the weight of inevitability.

This didn’t end in victory.

That was the part that chilled him most.

Everything he’d learned. Midnight dead, Aizawa half-blind and crippled, Todoroki burned, entire cities erased—and Shigaraki was still out there.

Still gaining ground.

Still winning.

Katsuki swallowed hard.

He didn’t know how long he’d be here. Didn’t know when he’d slip again. But until then, he needed something, anything . Someone who knew his name. Someone who could see him.

Takeshi.

Even if he didn’t remember him.

Katsuki needed something real.

– – – – –

The city blurred past in streaks of neon and glass as Katsuki ran, legs pumping without conscious thought. He didn’t know how long he’d been moving. Didn’t care.

He just needed—something. Someone.

He needed Takeshi.

The only one who had ever seen him cracked open and still said: “You’re worth saving.”

His boots hit the familiar stretch of sidewalk like muscle memory. The block looked the same. The rusted metal of the autoshop next door, the alley still shadowed just right, and the awning over the front of the garage fluttering in the wind.

It even smelled the same.

Katsuki’s chest cracked open with something like hope.

He’s here.

He sprinted the last few steps and grabbed the handle, shoving the shop door open.

The bell above the frame jingled.

But it wasn’t Takeshi behind the counter.

It was a woman. Mid-forties. In jeans and an old flannel. Her hair was tied back and her arms were smudged with dust. She stood over a half-packed box of tools.

She didn’t look up right away. She was humming to herself. Content.

When the woman heard Katsuki enter the shop, she looked up and frowned. “Did ya read the sign, kid? Shop’s closed.”

Katsuki stared, unmoving. “What are you doing?”

The woman’s expression turned incredulous. “Excuse me?”

“This is Takeshi’s place,” he said, stepping inside like it was still his. “You can’t just—what the hell are you doing with his stuff?”

She blinked. Then frowned. “You knew Kojima?”

“I live here,” Katsuki snapped, his voice cracking. “This is—this is his shop. You can’t just come in and—”

“I’m his ex-wife,” she said flatly.

That stopped him.

“I have every right to be here,” she continued. “Legally and personally. He left it to me.”

Katsuki’s mouth opened. Closed. He took a stumbling step back.

Ex-wife?

That didn’t make sense. Takeshi didn’t talk about her. Not really. Just said it hadn’t worked out. That she didn’t understand after Aiko died. That it was better she left.

But this woman didn’t look broken. She looked fine.

Just... packing.

Katsuki fumbled for his phone, hands shaking. He didn’t have Takeshi’s number in his contacts. Of course he didn’t. This wasn’t his world after all. It didn’t matter. He had the number memorized long ago. He tapped the numbers with trembling fingers.

The woman’s voice cut through the ringing. “He’s not going to answer.”

Katsuki’s blood froze.

She looked at him gently now. Like someone offering bad news to a stray. “I’m sorry. He passed away. Months ago.”

The words didn’t land right.

They bounced off him.

“No,” Katsuki said. “No. That’s not—he’s not—”

She gave him a look that didn’t hold anger. Just sorrow.

“It was on our daughter’s birthday. Eighteen. He…” She trailed off, swallowing. “He hung himself in the back room. I found him two days later.”

The phone slipped from Katsuki’s hand and hit the concrete with a dull clack.

He stared at her. Through her.

Her voice, quieter now: “I think he always meant to. He just waited until… until she was grown. Like he was giving himself permission.”

Katsuki stumbled backward.

His legs hit the threshold.

And then he ran.

– – – – –

The alley behind the shop hadn’t changed. The dumpster still reeked of oil and smoke. The cracked pipe still dripped against the bricks. The cold air slapped against his face.

He collapsed to his knees.

Hands pressed to the pavement.

Mouth open but no sound coming out.

He’s gone.

Not his Takeshi. But some part of him still expected this one to look up from the workbench and bark at him for tracking mud through the garage. To make a dumb joke. To toss a wrench at his head.

But there was no Takeshi in this world.

Not anymore.

And then the realization struck.

Aiko.

Takeshi’s daughter. Her birthday was only a little over a week ago.

Katsuki’s breath caught in his throat.

Eighteen.

Just days ago in his world.

But Takeshi’s still alive there.

Still making shitty eggs. Still throwing grease-stained towels at Katsuki’s face. Still trying so damn hard to work out those adoption papers.

Still calling him “kid.”

Still smiling.

Because they were there.

Because he and Eri were there.

Katsuki let out a choked sound. Something between a laugh and a sob.

Maybe it was them.

The girl with the wide red eyes and the boy who didn’t know how to rest.

Maybe they gave Takeshi a reason to keep breathing when the date came and went.

It was unraveling.

All of it.

The more he saw of this world, the more it rotted beneath the surface—like beautiful fruit split open to reveal blackened worms inside.

This world wasn’t perfect.

I̶̧̧̠̥̤̖̐͋t̶̼̮̥̻̤̩͇̞̅͐͒̕ ̵̩̟̜͙̒̆w̵̛͍̗̮̼͕̰͈͋͘ͅa̶̛͙͋̌̽̿̄͂̚s̵̮͔̍̏ ̸̗͓̤͔̪̣̣̟̊̓͝ä̶̢̩͍̮̫̜̲̅̐ͅ ̶̰̩̮̤̱͒͑̐͑͘ņ̶̣̦͔͍̺̀̕i̸̯̜̾̑̅͝g̷̫͖̲̤̓̒̃͘h̸̨͈̔̂̆͗̏͝t̷̩͚͐́̽̔͂̔͗̈m̵͖̩̞̯̓͊̆̒̀͆̿̚ͅa̸̢͓̓̄̅͌͜r̶͖̽̉̀̓͝e̸̬͌͐.̶͙̞̟̦̑͌̂͐͊̐̈͋ͅ

And worst of all—

He couldn’t w̶͇̥͌̀̾̓͒̇́̈͠ȧ̴͉͉̺̘͖̦̯̒̓̕k̷̢̖͇̯̮̱̩͋̋̇̾͒͑̃͝ę̵̗̤͙͈̈͑̎̓͆ ̴̹̠̺̰̿̃̈́͜ͅȕ̸̺͋̅́̀͋̏͗̚͝ṕ̷̝͍͈̩.

Katsuki stood frozen in the middle of the empty street. He dug his fingers through his hair, tugging hard at the roots like he could rip the noise out of his skull, like he could tear the wrongness away.

 

How had everything g̵̨͍͖̝̝̻͕̭̹̖̼̰̰͑͛͒̓̍͘͝ớ̷͇̲̬̟̣͎̮ͅn̸̙̲̊̈́͌e̵̦͎̼͌̃̓ ̷̨̫͔͖͉͎͉̖̫̀̆̈́͂̍̂͆̾͝s̶̥͚̺̆̊̿̊͋o̴̰̩͍̹̼̞̱͔͉̬̭̙̹̎̇̐ ̷̝̟͈͎̜̟̪͎͐̔̂͑̈́́̇͗̈̽̀͜w̵̨̢̗͍̼̭̮̘̤̳͎̫̆͛͝͝ṟ̴̡̥̺̗̖̹͔͇̎͛̓̀͗̓̿͐͘̚͘o̷̱̫͖͛̎̊͛́̍n̶̫̗̂̇̊͝ǵ̶͉͎̮̳̜͕͈̺͔͉̺́̾̊͆̀͑̎̒͜͜͠?̸̝̻̙̘̼̾

 

This was supposed to be the b̶̞̰̤̜͚̾̿ẽ̷̩̝̒̈́t̸͙̫͎̰͂͐̍͌t̸̯̋͑̓̚ȩ̷̲͕̈̈̇̍̓r̶̛̤͈̒ ̷̢̘̺͒͘ͅw̴̝̆̈̑͊̽ŏ̷̢̝̯̩͑͗̃͘r̷̛͖̍͋̔͝l̷͚̔d̵̨̳̤͓́̑͛̂. The world where he still had his quirk. The world where they w̶o̴n̴.

But everything was g̷̢̰̫͐ö̷̜͍́̕ṇ̵͚̒ͅe̷̤̻̎̏ . Cities leveled. Heroes d̵̯̲̪̿ë̷̖̖́a̴͓̭͠d̸̳̤̗͐̓̏. And himself—he didn’t even know w̸̖̩̬̿̆ḧ̷͓̣́̔ő̸̢̖̻ ̴͓̘̔h̵̝̰̉e̵̢͍͉̒ ̵̩̜̝̄w̶̡͉̌a̵̩̫̪̅̾̈́s̶̖͕̙͑̋̔ ̴̣͝ả̷̤͒̚n̷͙̙͂͋y̷̭͐m̸̼̯̫̏͘o̶̪͠r̴̦͚͆̚͠ȩ̶̱̅̊͝ .

A laugh broke from his throat, bitter and cracked. If this version of him couldn’t stop it all—if this Katsuki , with all his power, all his training, couldn’t stop Shigaraki —then w̴h̶a̷t̵ ̶t̷h̴e̴ ̷h̴e̷l̸l̸ ̶m̶a̴d̴e̵ ̵h̵i̴m̵ ̷t̵h̴i̸n̵k̶ ̶h̷e̴ ̸c̷o̸u̴l̴d̸?

He was just a hollowed-out thing wearing another person's face.

 

Ǘ̴̬̣̈́̆͝s̷̯̗̮͍̉͊̌́͂͐͘͝e̷̳̰͍͌͜ͅl̷̨̠͐ẹ̵͈̠̻́̉̏̓̌̂̍ͅͅs̴̜͐̾̂̍͝ş̷͙̭͈̄ .

 

Ś̷͖̦͕̖̩͔̥̦͖̗͙̅̊͗́̇̍ö̶̪̗̺̻͍̹̝̮̱́̈̍͘͝ͅ ̷̨̡͈͓̺͈̳̹̯͎͉̃̒̆̀̈́̾g̸̢̘̪͎̞̦͒͋̇͗̆̂̀̿̅͌̕͜ó̴̡͉̪̞͜ͅd̷͕̗̺͔̜͔̠̩́͊̾͊͝ḑ̸̯̹͍̯̬͓̣͇́̈́̑͊̀̌̐͜ả̷̳͒̂͒̿̔̈͐̃͂m̸̧̱͇̀̀̇̀́͝͝n̸̢̡̛̮̭̘͙̫̯̞̪͎̈́͂̾̊̀́̀ ̶̭̖̠͓̝͚̠̾̃̉͋͒̚u̴̞̞͚̘̎̈͋̔͊͝s̶̡̞̺͇̱͌̔͒̿͗̎̓̿͜e̷̢͉̳̝͖̥̪͎͇̓̀̋̎̓͘l̷̨̤͓̖̝̦͈̯͂͛͒̏͘͝͝e̶̞̗̪͙͐͆́̾̈́̃͆̌͛͝ş̴̙̟̻͎̲͒̅́͊̏́͆ş̸̻̦̩̱̜͇͕̓͠ .

 

His legs buckled beneath him. He dropped to the floor, hands clamped over his ears, shoulders shaking. “Stop,” he whispered. “Stop. Just stop—

The sobs tore out of him before he could stop them.

Raw.

Ugly.

Endless.

He curled in on himself on the floor, the sharp gravel stabbing through his clothes, the weight of the war and the lies and the impossible choices pressing down on him until he thought his ribs would shatter.

He didn’t know how to f̶̞̦̥̳̣̞̃͑̿̾̈́͆̄̉̉͒͂͘ỉ̷̛͎͚̃̋̀̔̋͂͘x̶̣͔͉̝͋̓̅̃̌ ̴̡͕͚͉̪̼͛͋ą̵̺͇͕̳̯̭͓̗͚̠͑͒̂̈n̶̨̯̫̣̯͓̰͚̘͗̏͘ȳ̶͖͚̺̾̄̀̐́̊̈́͗͛͜͝t̸͖̄̈́̅̐̐̽͒̇̃̇̚ḣ̴̨̘̩̹͍͐͗͊̃͛͘͜i̷̢̨̯͍̥͔͚̰̹̾̈̌̇̿́͐̏͝͠͝͠ͅͅǹ̸͔̫̙͕̯͓͉͈͖̿͑̓͜͝ͅg̴̡̙̞̲͖̲̳̪̙͙̲̏̉̀͜ .

He didn’t even know what was real anymore.

And just as the darkness inside him swelled, it answered.

The edges of his vision began to blur.

“No,” he rasped. “No—nononono—not now—”

But it was too late.

And yet—

H̴e̴ ̵d̵i̶d̴n̸’̷t̶ ̴d̵i̸s̸a̷p̶p̷e̵a̴r̸.̷

Not fully.

He drifted.

Weightless.

Û̷̺̜̰n̶̰͌ţ̴̟̖̓͐ẽ̶̟͆͝t̴̫͗͐̈́h̵̗̘͔̿ê̸͎̩ŕ̶̫̼̽e̴̖̱̯̐̈́̓d̵̖̈̎

Floating in an endless abyss with no up, no down, no body, no breath.

Just silence.

Endless silence.

He reached blindly for something— anything —and found the thin thread of Eri’s bracelet wrapped around his wrist.

His fingers curled around it like a lifeline.

It was still here. That meant…

That meant he was still him. Right?

Still Katsuki Bakugo. Still alive. Still—

His thoughts scattered again.

When awareness returned, it was faint. Distant. Like hearing someone call your name underwater.

His head throbbed, stuffed with cotton and fog. Still in the dark.

Still floating.

But now…

A question gnawed at him from the inside.

W̴h̵y̵?̶

W̴h̶y̵ ̷d̷i̶d̶ ̶h̴e̵ ̵n̴e̴e̷d̴ ̸t̷o̶ ̴g̷e̷t̴ ̷b̵a̴c̷k̴ ̸a̷g̸a̷i̵n?

Takeshi…

Eri…

He rubbed the bracelet again, slower now, like the motion alone could summon clarity.

But it slipped from his mind again, like sand through his fingers.

-- -- -- -- --

More time passed.

Or maybe none at all.

He didn’t know anymore.

Just that when he blinked, he could barely remember what fear felt like. Or anger. Or purpose.

He was warm here.

 

S̴̢̡̧͚̪̞̭̩̭̤̪̪̪͇͈͍̦͇͙̺͑̚a̴͔͕͆͌͗͝ͅfé̷̡̛̜̜̠̠͚͒̿͆̀̌̏͐̚

 

Comfortable.

He could just—

Sleep.

-- -- -- -- --

A voice shattered the void.

Katsuki!

He flinched.

The name meant something, didn’t it?

Who was calling?

Why did it hurt to hear it?

Katsuki!

Louder. Sharper.

He squinted into the darkness and saw a boy—young, white-haired, small hands—floating toward him.

The boy’s voice cracked. “ Katsuki, you went too far! I told you not to!!

Katsuki didn’t move.

Didn’t understand.

The words didn’t reach him. They were like radio static, echoing from some distant place.

The boy reached out. Grabbed his arm.

You’re too far gone. I can’t pull you out.

Katsuki hummed in response. His name sounded… strange now. Like it didn’t fit right in his mouth.

Who was Katsuki again?

Why did it matter?

The boy’s grip tightened.

Katsuki, listen to me. You need to let me in. I can pull you out if you let me in .

The words floated there.

He stared.

Felt nothing.

Then, like pushing through sludge, his lips formed a whisper:

“…Okay.”

The boy didn’t wait.

The boy’s form dissolved—no, entered—into his chest, sinking into the depths of Katsuki’s fractured soul.

And then—

Black.


 

Katsuki gasped awake.

Air slammed into his lungs like fire. He jolted upright, choking, coughing, his chest seizing with every breath as his hands clawed for something— anything —real.

Sheets. Mattress. The faint ache in his ribs.

He was here.

He was back.

Not the other place. Not the wrong place. Not the cold, silent echo of a world that wasn’t his.

He curled in on himself, shivering, muscles twitching under clammy skin. His shirt clung to him, soaked with cold sweat. The room—his room—felt too small, too still. The walls closed in like fists.

His fingers latched onto the bedsheet and squeezed. White-knuckled. Trembling.

Real. It was real.

His breath hitched. His throat burned. But he was back.

Katsuki!!

A voice, high and panicked.

He turned sharply.

Ren was there—kneeling on the floor beside his bed, hands fisted in his lap, shoulders tight with something too large for his little frame.

“You—” Ren’s voice cracked. “You were gone too long. I didn’t know if I could bring you back—”

Katsuki’s vision swam, every blink too slow, too thick. His pulse drummed behind his eyes. It felt like his soul had been dragged backward through glass.

“How long…” he rasped. His voice felt like it didn’t belong to him. “How long was I out?”

Ren’s lower lip trembled. “Almost a day,” he whispered. “Your body was still breathing, but your soul… it was slipping . I couldn’t reach you at first.”

His voice grew smaller.

“I told you not to go so far…”

Katsuki shut his eyes for a beat, then forced a shaky hand to his face. Everything hurt . Like he’d been torn in half and stitched back with barbed wire.

“Why didn’t you pull me out sooner?” he croaked.

Ren flinched—too fast. Too rehearsed. “I—” He looked down. “I tried. I really did. But you weren’t responding. I think you forgot who you were.”

That phrase hit too hard. Katsuki’s stomach twisted.

Forgot who he was.

Forgot everything.

He didn’t answer. Couldn’t. His brain was static, his body weak. His eyes dropped to his wrist.

The bracelet was still there.

Frayed. Crooked.

But there.

He gripped it like a lifeline, knuckles white over the cord, his whole body curled around the small, handmade thing like it was the only thing left tethering him.

He was trembling again. Breathing too hard through his teeth.

No tears came. He was too empty for that.

“You’re okay now,” Ren said, voice soft. Too soft. “You’re safe. You’re back.”

Katsuki stared at the floor, pulse crawling through him like something foreign.

He wasn’t okay.

He wasn’t safe.

But he was back.

That had to count for something… right?

A long silence stretched thin between them.

Then, slowly, Katsuki turned his head.

Ren’s glow had dimmed. He looked drained. Pale. His hair hung limp across one eye.

But the look on his face…

It was soft. Relieved.

Too relieved.

Like a kid who’d won something.

Katsuki swallowed, throat dry and rough. “…Thanks,” he muttered. “For pulling me back.”

Ren blinked.

Then beamed.

It was… too bright.

Too wide .

And it didn’t reach his eyes.

Something about it scraped the inside of Katsuki’s chest.

But he was too wrecked to think. Too broken to fight it. Too full of jagged static to trust his instincts.

The smile lingered too long.

Like Ren was waiting for something.

Like he was savoring something.

Katsuki closed his eyes again—just for a moment.

Not to sleep.

Just… to breathe.

To piece himself back together.

He never saw the way Ren’s head tilted. Or how the glow behind his eyes flickered—faint and strange. Like a pulse beneath the skin of something wearing a child’s face.

Something that was still watching him.

Notes:

Guys, Ik it has the "it gets worse before it gets better" tag, and there really hasn't been much "getting better..." But I PROMISE YOU IT DOES GET BETTER!! (maybe)

Chapter 38: Smoke Signals

Notes:

Jesus Christ. How did this fic get so damn long.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Katsuki stirred slowly, the edges of sleep reluctant to release him.

Everything still felt off. Heavy.

Like the weight of another world clung to him, layered over his skin.

He sat up, limbs protesting with a stiff ache, and muscles tight with exhaustion that ran deeper than his bones. It wasn't physical fatigue—not really. It was the weight of everything he’d seen. Everything he’d felt. The war, the death, the future that might already be written.

Midnight, gone.

Aizawa, maimed.

Cities destroyed.

And he’d just watched it like a broken film reel that displayed fragmented horrors out of sequence.

Now, back here, in this world... his world...He didn’t know what to trust anymore. Was that truly the future? Or just a nightmare crafted by his own unraveling mind?

He rubbed his face with trembling fingers.

No answers came. Only a cold, gnawing ache in his chest.

He needed facts. Clarity. Something real to hold onto.

But first—

Takeshi.

He had to see him. Had to.

Katsuki swung his legs over the edge of the bed, testing his balance. The floor felt real beneath his socks. The hum of the dorm heater in his ears. He moved slowly, quietly, pulling his door open with care.

Maybe Eri was still out. Hopefully he wouldn’t run into—

“You’ve been asleep for an awfully long time.”

Katsuki tensed. Of course.

Aizawa.

The man didn’t even look up from the small pile of lesson plans spread out on the coffee table. He sat cross-legged on the floor, a cold cup of coffee to his left, and pen tapping idly in one hand.

Katsuki’s mind scrambled for something believable. “Body’s still wiped out,” he muttered. “After the Kurogiri thing.”

It was just vague enough to avoid further questions, and believable enough to sound true. 

Aizawa hummed, neither pressing nor acknowledging the excuse. He looked like he didn’t want to talk about it—and Katsuki wasn’t about to push. Good. That made two of them.

Katsuki glanced at the clock.

12:34 PM.

Shit.

He’d lost nearly a full day. His little journey had wrecked him worse than he thought.

“I’m going out,” he said, already heading toward the hallway. “To see Takeshi.” There was no softness in his voice. No room for negotiation. “When will Eri be back? I’m sure she’d want to go too.”

It wasn’t really a question. It was a line drawn in the sand.

Aizawa looked up at last, reading him with that same tired gaze he always wore. But there was something else in it too—a quiet understanding. Or maybe resignation. “She should have been back by now,” he said slowly. “I’ll call Mirio and check where they’re at.”

Katsuki gave a small nod but didn’t respond. He turned down the hallway instead, steps dragging toward the bathroom.

He needed to pull himself together. Pull himself into some semblance of a person again, even if it was only skin-deep. Just enough to get by.

The light above the sink flickered once before buzzing to life, the kind of overhead light that made everything look worse than it was. He caught sight of his reflection and immediately flinched.

His skin was too pale, like something that had been leeched out. Hollow eyes ringed in gray. Lips chapped and cracking. His hair was a wild, neglected mess, longer than it had any right to be. His shoulders were sunken, his collarbones sharp like scaffolding under stretched skin. Everything about him sagged with a fatigue that no amount of sleep could fix.

But it wasn’t just that.

Worse than the physical rot was the creeping unease that had been clawing at him every time he looked in a mirror lately.

He didn’t like it.

With a sigh, he peeled off his shirt, but what he found made his breath catch in his throat.

There, in the center of his chest, sat a mark. 

A grotesque blotch of inky black, like a spider had sunk its body into his sternum and died there. Jagged cracks bled out from the center like frost creeping across glass—unnatural, splintered, and wrong. He took a shaky breath. Stepped closer.

The shape was abstract—twisted and spreading like a bruise that had lost its edges. But if he stared long enough, right in the middle…

A handprint.

Not a literal one. More like the shadow of one, warped and abstract, the way clouds sometimes looked like dogs or dragons if you tilted your head just right. It wasn’t there , but it was —a suggestion burned into him. Some twisted Rorschach inkblot interpretation. The kind where nothing really is anything, but you’re trying to find meaning in the mess. The kind of vague shape your brain latches onto, trying to organize it into something vaguely familiar.

“What the hell…” he whispered.

He reached up with trembling fingers and traced one of the spider-like tendrils.

It didn’t hurt. That was somehow worse. It didn’t itch, didn’t sting. It was just… there. Like it had always been there.

His mind jumped, unbidden, to the astral plane. To that moment he lost himself completely. Slipped too far. When he’d stopped being a person and started unraveling at the edges.

“You were too deep. I couldn’t reach you.”

Was this the price?

He didn’t know.

And right now, he didn’t have the time or mental capacity to unravel that particular hellscape. The mark didn’t seem to be actively harming him. It hadn’t spread. It hadn’t glowed. It hadn’t started whispering in tongues. That counted for something, right?

In the ever-growing pile of catastrophes that made up his life, this one could be safely filed at the bottom. Beneath “soul torn in half” and “haunted by a little shit.”

So he shoved it down. Deep. Locked it in the back of his head with everything else he didn’t want to deal with.

He showered quick—just hot enough to scald. The water turned his skin red, his shoulders raw, and still the mark didn’t budge.

He scrubbed until it hurt.

Still there.

He didn’t check the mirror again. Didn’t want to acknowledge the mark.

Ren’s voice rang in his head, annoyingly calm. “Your body wasn’t built for this kind of strain.”

No shit.

Was this it, then? The beginning of the end? A physical countdown etched into his chest, reminding him that he’d already lost more than he could carry?

“Shit.” He exhaled, slow and bitter. “Guess I just handed my thread to the Fates.”

And yeah, he could feel it now: divine hands holding a pair of shears—cold, poised, and ready to snip.

He shoved the thought aside. It was done now. No sense in spiraling over a choice he couldn’t rewind. Running away was becoming second nature anyway—he was getting good at it. Almost comfortable.

He toweled off, dragged on a hoodie that smelled vaguely of Takeshi’s laundry detergent, and forced his legs to carry him out of the bathroom.

His limbs ached. His chest throbbed. He didn’t know if it was the mark or just the quiet grief clinging to him like a second skin.

He stepped into the hallway again and paused at the sound of laughter. Eri’s.

“He got me this candy apple!” she chirped excitedly.

He blinked and made his way toward the kitchen. “Oi,” he called gruffly, voice still rough from silence. “That Mirio guy better not be sugaring you up. I mean it, cavities are no joke.”

Eri sat at the table, legs swinging, with a half-eaten candy apple perched beside a glass of juice. She looked like a walking sugar crash in progress. And when she saw him?

Her face lit up. “Kacchan!!”

She didn’t even acknowledge the dental concern. Just launched herself off the chair and barrelled into him, arms tight around his middle. He stumbled a step, then steadied, one hand dropping to her head.

“…Hey, shrimp,” he murmured.

She was here. Safe. Warm. Real.

He didn’t know what the hell was happening to him—what the mark meant or how much time he had left—but this?

This mattered.

“We’re gonna visit the old man today,” he said, glancing toward the window. “God knows what kind of bullshit his diet’s become without us breathing down his neck.”

“Language,” Aizawa’s dry voice piped up from the living room.

Eri giggled. “I bet he’s eating ramen again.”

“He better not be,” Katsuki said darkly. “If he is, I’m dragging him back by the hair. Bastard’s gonna turn into sodium with legs.”

“Takeshi said if I eat too much chocolate, I’ll turn into a chocolate bar,” Eri chimed. “Does that mean he’ll turn into a ramen cup?”

“Dunno,” Katsuki said. “But it’s up to us to assess the damage.”

Eri gave a dramatic salute. “Yes, Captain Kacchan! Our mission is very important.”

He smirked, grabbed the keys, and opened the front door. The December air met him like an old acquaintance—cool and biting, brushing against his face with that familiar, lingering sting.

He’d never liked the cold.

Back when his training meant everything, the chill had been a nuisance. It was something that slowed him down, stiffened his fingers, and dulled the snap of his explosions. It had always taken him longer to warm up. But now, the cold felt different. It was less of an obstacle… more like a reminder. A quiet, lingering truth carried on the wind.

He wasn’t that person anymore.

That world now felt like something he’d watched from behind glass. Familiar in shape, but distant in feeling. Like remembering a dream long after you’ve woken up, where only the outline remains, soft at the edges.

It wasn’t painful exactly. Just... hollow. Like a memory preserved in frost.

He and Eri walked side by side, footsteps padding softly on the pavement.

“Oh!” Eri spun her backpack around and rummaged through it. “I’ve been working on my spelling!” She tugged out a slightly crumpled paper and held it up to the light like it was the Mona Lisa. “I made this one for Mister Takeshi!”

He glanced down at the paper, then back at her face, beaming with pride.

Katsuki smiled.

Yeah. He could feel the end creeping in—thread pulled taut, shears cold and steady. But this?

This, right here, walking beside him?

He would savor every goddamn second of it.




The walk to Takeshi’s trailer felt endless. Katsuki’s boots hit the pavement too hard, too fast. His pulse hammered in his throat, his breath tight like it might collapse in on itself. He kept looking straight ahead, like if he just kept walking, just kept going, the anxiety crawling under his skin would finally quiet.

It didn’t.

He shouldn’t feel this nervous. He’d talked to Takeshi just yesterday.

But that was before he got lost in a world where Takeshi died alone.

Behind him, Eri struggled to keep up, her tiny legs scrambling to match his furious pace. “Kacchan!” she called out, voice high and strained. “You’re going too fast!”

He didn’t answer right away. Didn’t slow, either. His mind was somewhere else—everywhere else. He had to see Takeshi. Had to know . That world he’d seen—those images, that reality—still gnawed at the back of his skull like a splinter too deep to dig out. He needed to see Takeshi with his own eyes. Hear his voice. Feel that he was still alive.

He finally forced himself to slow down for Eri’s sake, just enough to let her catch up without tripping. Her little hand grabbed his hoodie sleeve, grounding him. He glanced down and saw the way she was panting, cheeks flushed pink from the effort.

“Sorry,” he muttered. “You okay?” That was all he could offer.

She nodded with a small smile. She didn’t complain again, just adjusted her bag and kept walking beside him in silence.

The porch came into view, with that familiar crooked step, half-rusted railing, and cobweb-covered porch light.All of it was exactly the same—but Katsuki’s pulse thundered like it was the first time seeing it.

He didn’t knock.

He fished the spare key from his hoodie pocket, shoved it into the lock, and burst through the door like it might vanish if he hesitated.

Inside, sunlight spilled through the kitchen window, catching dust motes mid-air.

A sharp clang echoed from the kitchen. “Jesus, kid,” Takeshi grunted, half-dropped pan clattering onto the counter. “You about gave me a damn heart attack.”

Katsuki froze in the entryway.

He was here.

Of course he was here. They’d spoken just yesterday. But seeing him with his own eyes —solid, alive, real— after everything Katsuki had just witnessed—was different. He felt it in his chest like a dam cracking. The confirmation hit harder than it should’ve. Like a blow to the lungs.

“Hi, Mister Takeshi!!” Eri piped up happily, darting past him. “I’ve been learning my spelling, wanna see?”

She held up a letter she’d scribbled on pink notebook paper, proudly shoving it toward his face. “I made this one for you!”

Takeshi blinked in surprise but gave a warm grin. “Wow. You’ve been busy.”

He took the note from her gently, inspecting it like it was the most precious thing in the world.

But Katsuki hadn’t moved from the threshold.

Takeshi noticed. His brow creased as he glanced up. “Kid? You alright?”

And that was it.

That was all it took.

Katsuki’s throat closed up. He could barely breathe.

He stumbled forward. No thought, just movement. His legs gave in before his brain caught up. He took one staggered step forward—and then another, and another—until he reached Takeshi and crashed into him, arms thrown around Takeshi’s solid frame. Katsuki held on like the man might disappear any second.

“Whoa—hey. Kid, what’s gotten into you?” Takeshi grunted, barely catching him before they both toppled over. Katsuki’s arms locked around him, his forehead pressed against Takeshi’s shoulder like he could listen for a heartbeat. Like he needed proof. 

Takeshi froze for a moment. Then quietly returned the embrace. His hand came up, patting the back of Katsuki’s head.

But Katsuki couldn’t answer. Couldn’t find words. His heart was pounding like it was trying to punch through his ribcage.

He just… held on.

For a moment, neither of them spoke. Takeshi let him stay there, no questions, no pressure. Just steady hands and presence.

When Katsuki finally found his voice, it came out low and raw. “Can we talk?”

He wasn’t sure what Takeshi saw in that moment—maybe the way he clung to him like he was the only thing keeping him upright, or maybe it was the way his voice trembled. Either way, Takeshi seemed to understand how fragile it all was. And for that, Katsuki was grateful.

Takeshi looked over his shoulder. “Eri, why don’t you get comfortable, yeah? Me and your big brother are gonna step out to the shop for a bit.”

Eri glanced between them, her gaze curious but calm. She gave a little nod and settled herself on the couch with her notebook, no protest.

Then Takeshi stepped back just enough to meet Katsuki’s eyes. His face had shifted—less guarded now. Softer. Something like concern etched into the corners.

“Alright,” he said gently. “Let’s talk.”

Katsuki nodded, the tightness in his chest easing slightly. 

– – – – –

The old side door creaked as they stepped inside. The shop smelled like motor oil and sawdust, the kind of scent that stuck to your clothes and never quite washed out. A table saw sat idle in the corner, a long-forgotten coffee mug balanced beside an ancient radio. Katsuki remembered jamming insulation into the wall beams with Takeshi—Eri had been getting headaches from the noise back then. Funny, the things that stayed.

Takeshi dragged two mismatched chairs into the middle of the room and sat. He didn’t prompt. Didn’t pry. Just waited

Katsuki appreciated that more than he could say.

He stared at the floor until the scuffed concrete blurred, hands hanging uselessly at his sides. His throat felt like it had swallowed ash, lungs tight with words he couldn’t force out. When his legs finally remembered how to bend, he sat. The silence stretched, taut and brittle, like one wrong breath could snap it.

Every bone in his body ached. Not just from pain, but from… everything. From living a hundred lives in the span of days. From seeing too much. Knowing too much. From the relief of waking up, and at the same time wishing he hadn’t.

He exhaled, long and slow. It didn’t help.

“I—” he started, his voice cracking. “I don’t even know where to fucking begin.”

Takeshi didn’t move. Didn’t speak. Just sat there, eyes steady, like he knew the storm needed to burn itself out before rain could fall.

Katsuki gave a sharp, humorless laugh. “I guess I started screwing around with some soul bullshit,” he began. “I think I ended up seeing the future? Or something? I don’t know. It wasn’t really the future. It was…” He hesitated, running a hand through his hair, tugging just enough to sting. To stay grounded. “It was some other version of the world. Like another life. Except it was wrong.

He looked up, eyes unfocused. He could still see it, feel it. 

“At first I thought it was perfect. I had my quirk again. I hadn’t been expelled. I was back at U.A. Everything I thought I wanted was right there in front of me.”

A hollow laugh clawed past his teeth. “But it wasn’t real. It wasn’t right.

His voice cracked again. “It was wrong, Takeshi. Everything was wrong.”

He looked down at his hands, turned them over like blood might still be there—if not on his skin, then stamped into his soul. “There was a war. Whole cities leveled. Families gone. Heroes ripped apart”

His hands clenched into fists. Nails digging into his palms.

“All For One took someone’s body? Or I think that’s what happened. Nothing really made sense there. He was powerful… and nobody could stop him. Not me. Not even the version of me who had everything.

A breath caught in his chest.

“I tried to find you.” The words dropped out small, like he was confessing to something shameful. “And you weren’t there.”

Takeshi’s brow furrowed. “What do you mean?”

“You’d never met me. Or Eri. I—I went to the shop. I thought maybe— God, I was praying that you'd still be there. That some version of you still existed, even if you wouldn’t remember me. I don’t even know what I was hoping for. Maybe that you’d open the door and tell me to quit loitering or something.” His voice wavered.

“But you weren’t there. Your ex-wife answered the door.”

He looked up now. Eyes red. Burning. Tired.

“She said you were gone. That you killed yourself. On Aiko’s birthday.”

Takeshi’s breath hitched. He leaned back, hand dragging down his face. “Shit.”

“You were gonna do it, weren’t you?” Katsuki asked. No heat in his voice. Just… resignation. “That was your plan. Before I showed up.”

It wasn’t a question.

Takeshi closed his eyes, just for a moment, before nodding. “Yeah,” he said. Quiet. Honest. “It was.”

Katsuki’s chest twisted. “God,” he whispered. “I knew it.”

He didn’t know what he expected. Denial? Anger? Some excuse? But Takeshi gave him the truth. Just like always.

Silence draped over them again, heavier this time. Takeshi let it sit, didn’t rush to fill it with platitudes.

Finally, he leaned back, rubbing the back of his neck. “I was tired, kid. Tired of pretending I had something worth waking up for. Figured I’d do the world a favor by checking out quietly.”

He glanced over.

“But then you came storming into my life. Half-dead. Rude as hell. Bleeding and pissed and so damn loud. ” His mouth twitched into a crooked half-smile. “You were scrappy. Beaten to shit. But you still got back up.” He shook his head with a laugh. “And I remember thinking, ‘Damn. You must be one pathetic bastard if some punk kid’s got more guts than you.’ So I gave it one more shot.”

Katsuki’s throat closed. His eyes burned.

Takeshi leaned forward, elbows on knees. “You don’t even realize how much you’ve changed things. How much you matter. You think it’s all going to hell—you think none of it matters—but look around. You made me rethink everything. You gave me something to fight for. You’ve done more than you think.”

“Yeah, but why is it that every time I think I finally did something right, everyone still ends up worse off? Over there I watched every way I could screw it up—and it all lined up with this world anyway. Different choices, same fallout. Only difference? I’m more wrecked on this side of it. How is that even fair? Can I actually change anything, or is the universe just flipping me off on repeat?” The words spilled out, like if he didn’t force them out they’d rot him from the inside.

He swallowed hard. “Tell me I’m not just dead weight. Because that’s what it feels like.”

For a heartbeat, Takeshi said nothing.

Then he scooted his chair forward, forearms on his knees, eyes steady and sharp.

“Kid,” he said slowly, carefully, “You can’t own every outcome in every world. You sure as hell don’t get to claim credit for every bad thing like it’s some twisted trophy. You hear me?” 

Katsuki stared, jaw tight.

“You think you only buy time?” Takeshi’s mouth twitched. “Time’s how people get second chances.”

He reached into the drawer by the workbench, rummaged, and pulled out a stack of folded newspapers. Some edges were yellowed, corners bent.

“You need proof you matter? Fine. Here.”

He handed them over.

Katsuki’s hands trembled as he reached out. He scanned the headlines.

NULLBRINGER SPARKS NEW DISCUSSIONS ON HERO SOCIETY: DO WE HAVE IT ALL WRONG?

His chest lurched. He flipped to the next headline, then the next.

CIVILIANS STEP UP: SELF-DEFENSE CLASSES RISE ACROSS JAPAN — “You don’t need a quirk to be strong.”

Images. People standing together. Training. Protesting. Helping each other.

Teaching themselves to survive.

THE NULL INITIATIVE: ORDINARY PEOPLE TAKING BACK THEIR POWER

Reports are flooding in from Tokyo to Osaka—civilians forming neighborhood patrols, inspired by Nullbringer’s intervention. Many cite a loss of faith in institutional heroes, claiming poor hero intervention in poor and at-risk communities.

“All the bigshot heroes are in the big cities. They always forget about us.”

“The pros never came,” said Kenta R., father of three. “But someone out there sees us. Someone who doesn’t need a license to care.”

Katsuki’s chest hurt.

His eyes darted to a quote from the Shie Hassaikai raid.

ZERO CASUALTIES.

“For the first time in years, an operation of this scale ended without a single fatality. Sources credit the vigilante known as ‘Nullbringer’ with early infiltration tactics and non-lethal neutralization.”

Civilian trust rising.

La Brava’s Footage Shocks Nation: A New Symbol Rises?

In a surprise livestream that has since been viewed over 12 million times, underground hacker La Brava broadcasted raw footage of the Nomu attack—showing Nullbringer’s coordinated attack against dozens of Nomu. Collapsing from exhaustion, but attacks eerily precise. 

Critics claim it’s propaganda. But for a growing number of viewers, it’s a wake-up call.

Another column:

Vigilante or Vanguard? Nullbringer’s Actions Stir Debate.

Pro hero Kamui Woods warns against “romanticizing criminals,” but online forums tell a different story… Hashtags #ThanksNullbringer and #HopeInHands trend as citizens share footage

Public Opinion Split: Nullbringer, Hero or Menace?

84% “trust Nullbringer to protect them in an emergency.”
66% “believe the Commission is failing to protect civilians.”

He kept reading, hands visibly shaking now.

“He was fighting for his life—so we didn’t have to.”

“I thought it was a team. But it was one guy. One furious, limping guy. He didn’t even hesitate. The Nomu never touched us.”

The words blurred.

He hadn’t known any of this. Hadn’t looked. He’d assumed the papers tore him apart, same as always. That the Commission’s voice drowned everything else.

But this?

They were talking about him like—

Like he made a difference.

Something hot and wet hit the page. Another. The ink smudged under his thumb.

Takeshi’s hand settled on his shoulder—heavy, grounding.

“All this?” he said softly. “It’s why I was hard on you. Why I pushed. I didn’t want you throwing yourself away. But kid—” his voice cracked, “I’m proud of you. So damn proud.”

Katsuki tried to swallow it down. Tried to hold the dam.

It broke anyway.

The sob ripped out so fast it startled even him. He folded in on himself, clutching the papers to his chest like they were bulletproof. His whole body shook, gasping breaths stuttering out between clenched teeth. Every fear, every twisted nightmare, every version of failure he’d been dragging behind him poured out in salt and sound.

Takeshi didn’t try to talk him out of it. Didn’t spout platitudes or pat him like a child.

He just stepped in and gathered Katsuki up.

This time, Katsuki clung back—fist twisting into Takeshi’s shirt, forehead pressed to his shoulder. He didn’t care how it looked. Didn’t care if this made him weak. He was tired of breaking in silence.

For the first time in too long, Katsuki let himself fall apart where someone could see.

And that, somehow, made the pieces easier to hold.


 

The overhead light buzzed faintly, casting soft shadows across the cluttered kitchen. The air smelled faintly of coffee and paper—burnt edges, ink bleeding, something just shy of smoke. 

Katsuki could still feel the echo of his own sobs in his ribs, an aftershock trembling through the hollow places. His eyes were raw, but the wave had passed. For now. Mostly.

Steam curled from the mugs on the table, drifting between them. Takeshi leaned back in his chair, sipping his black coffee with both hands wrapped around the mug. Eri sat at the edge of the table, legs swinging beneath her chair and fingers wrapped around a cup of hot chocolate. She didn’t grasp the kind of world-ending horror he and Takeshi had laid out on the table. She just smiled, content to be included. Safe. Katsuki tried to hold onto that.

He sat across from them, hunched forward over a mess of papers and maps. Some were tear-streaked, others creased from fists or fingernails or panic. Timelines scrawled in his own barely-legible handwriting, names circled and underlined, then crossed out, then rewritten like he could force the future to make sense if he just tried hard enough.

He scrubbed a hand down his face and let out a breath that shook on the way out.

“All of it’s a mess,” he muttered, pen tapping against the edge of the table like a nervous tic he couldn’t shake.

“Mess is a start,” Takeshi said, calm as ever. “You can’t fix what you don’t lay out.”

Katsuki nodded, jaw tight. His mind was already racing again. Sorting, classifying, slicing pieces of memory and fear into chunks he could make sense of.

“We know it wasn’t our world,” he said slowly. “Not exactly. But parts line up—the people, the pressure building, the way it all snaps. Even though it’s not exactly the same, we can’t ignore it either.”

Takeshi made a low sound—agreement, concern, something in between.

“So we list it,” Katsuki said. “What’s solid. What’s guesswork.”

He fished out a cleaner sheet—edges still gray with thumbprints—and slid it between the mugs.

He headed it, blocky and bold:

Knowns

  • All For One and Shigaraki are still active.
    Sightings are scarce. Means they’re hiding, regrouping… or both.

  • All For One is rebuilding.
    My other half said he’s looking for a new vessel. Shigaraki’s the target.

  • Deika City matters.
    Multiple sources pin it as a catalyst. Don’t know how yet. Can’t ignore it.

  • High-end Nomus are stashed somewhere.
    Shirakumo said “hospital.” No name. But—

Katsuki’s eyes lingered on that last bullet. He could still hear Shirakumo—faint, frayed, held together by sheer spite. He’d felt what it meant to be split and trapped.

“High-ends,” he murmured. “The smart ones. Like the one that almost killed Endeavor.”

Takeshi scratched the back of his head. “So they’re not disposable. If they’re stored, it’s somewhere protected and boring. A place no one questions.”

“Hidden in plain sight,” Katsuki said, the edge sliding back into his tone.

He flipped a page, scrawled a second heading:

Unknowns

  • Jakku City destruction = High-end Nomus?
    Likely. Location match: Jakku Hospital. Not confirmed—high probability.

  • Shigaraki coming for Deku’s quirk.
    Other Deku said it outright. He knew it was coming.

  • The tragedy happens in Jakku.
    Whole blocks gone. Civilian death toll unclear.
    Timeline guess: early April. We still have time.

  • Meta Liberation Army merges with the League.
    New name: “Paranormal Liberation Front.”
    Political + organized + massive.
    Nationwide reach? Probably.

  • Shigaraki used multiple quirks.
    Means AFO either handed him access… or…

He capped the pen with a snap, staring at the two lists like they might rearrange themselves if he glared hard enough.

Eri slurped her hot chocolate, chin dotted with foam. “We’re gonna stop the bad guys, right?” she asked, matter-of-fact.

Katsuki blinked at her, something tight easing for half a heartbeat. “Yeah,” he said. “We will.”

Takeshi nodded at the papers. “You got the bones. Now we build muscle on it. Deika’s a flashpoint. Jakku’s a massacre if we do nothing. Nomus in a hospital. AFO crawling back in a new skin. We move first, we cut the wire before it snaps.”

Katsuki’s eyes drifted to the edges of the kitchen—scuffed walls, the doorway to the living room where Eri had taped one of her drawings. That world he’d seen—the one where Takeshi never met him, where Eri never laughed like this—it pressed in, cold and suffocating. He squeezed the pen until plastic creaked.

“I don’t know if I can do this without breaking something else,” he admitted, voice low. “But I can’t sit here and let it happen again.”

Takeshi’s answer was simple. “Then we don’t.”

Katsuki drew another breath. It still shook, but the tremor had purpose now.

“Okay,” he said. “We outmaneuver it.”

He started circling dates, drawing lines from Deika to Jakku, from Nomus to hospitals, from All For One to Shigaraki to Izuku. His hand steadied as the map grew, the mess turning into a plan—imperfect, frantic, but real.

Whatever is coming, it starts with Deika City.

Takeshi clapped his hands together, startling both Eri and Katsuki.

“Alright, that’s enough brainstorming for one night,” Takeshi said, stretching his arms above his head until his shoulders cracked. “I don’t know about you, but my brain’s begging for something brainless to stare at. Let’s call it a night, eh?”

Katsuki leaned back in his chair with a low grunt of agreement. His fingers were still curled around the pen, but he didn’t fight the suggestion. He exhaled and slouched back in the chair, exhaustion catching up like a wave crashing over him.

Eri perked up immediately, eyes wide. “Can we watch Sweet Star Magical Princess ?” she asked, practically bouncing in her seat. “Please?”

Takeshi gave her a mock-grimace, then sighed like a man making a noble sacrifice. “If we must subject ourselves to sparkly magical girl brain rot,” he said dramatically, standing up. “I did track down the rest of the collection from that sketchy video store in town. Let’s see if they still work.”

He rummaged through a drawer and pulled out a dusty box set—cheap, sparkly, and painfully pink. Katsuki watched from the kitchen doorway as Takeshi slid one of the CDs into the player with a little dramatic bow like he was casting a spell. Eri squealed and scrambled onto the rug, already humming the theme song before it even started.

The TV flickered to life, the speakers crackling faintly with age. The light from the kitchen dimmed slightly as the living room filled with the cartoon's garish glow. TV speakers crackled faintly before bursting to life with the theme song’s high-pitched vocals. The song was loud, catchy, and unapologetically cute. Takeshi joined Eri on the rug without hesitation, doing his best to belt the lyrics alongside her—loud, off-key, and completely shameless.

Katsuki stood in the kitchen. He didn’t move, just watched. Leaning against the counter with his arms crossed over his chest, he watched the way Takeshi laughed. How Eri waved her hands in the air.

It felt like something rare. Something fragile. The ache in Katsuki’s chest caught him off guard. It wasn’t grief. It was the sense that this moment—this stupid, glitter-drenched sliver of peace—might be one of the last truly good things left in the world. The kind of moment people forgot to notice until it was gone.

Without thinking, Katsuki reached for his phone.

He snapped a photo.

The screen lit up, freezing them mid-song. Eri’s mouth wide open, eyes crinkled in laughter. Takeshi mid-gesture, pretending to hold a magical staff. The TV cast a soft pinkish hue across both their faces.

It was slightly blurry. Off-center. Not remotely artistic.

But it was perfect. Like a moment frozen in time.

Katsuki stared at it for a few seconds longer, heart clenched in a way that felt too much . Like it was expanding and cracking at the same time.

He tucked the phone away.

Then he walked quietly into the living room, dropped onto the rug beside them, and let Eri lean against him as she kept singing. Takeshi handed him a pillow without looking, like it was already routine.

Katsuki exhaled slowly.

This , he thought. This is what I’ve been fighting for.

His fingers drifted to the bracelet on his wrist. He rubbed it absently—thumb tracing the knot she’d tied over his pulse.

Yeah.

I wish moments like these would last forever.


 

Izuku Midoriya sat hunched at his desk like he was on the verge of writing—like if he just stayed in that exact position, stared at the paper long enough, inspiration would strike. But it didn’t. It hadn’t in twenty minutes. Maybe longer.

The pen hovered in his fingers, dry-tipped and idle. All Might’s notebook lay open beside him, the one filled with information on the past users. The page was flipped to the third user’s quirk. He had meant to review some of the notes on the early manifestations of power—just to see if there was precedent for... well, this. Whatever this was.

But instead, his eyes kept drifting.

Down. To his arm. To that.

The mark had changed again.

No, not just changed. Deepened. That was the right word. Like it had soaked in. Like it had decided to stop pretending and make itself comfortable.

It used to be faint. Barely visible, even under bright light. Just a weird smudge on the skin, the shape of a handprint if you squinted. But now?

Now it was black.

Like tar inked beneath his skin.

No swelling. No heat. No obvious signs of quirk activity. But still—there.

Wrong.

He rubbed it again out of habit. Still no pain. Still no sensation. But his body knew. Something primal in him recoiled, like his instincts were screaming even when logic whispered everything was fine.

It wasn’t fine.

Izuku pulled his sleeve back down and exhaled toward the window. The breath fogged against the glass. The wind outside howled, rattling the panes like something wanted in.

“Okay,” he muttered. “Okay, just—think.”

He tried. Timeline. Symptoms. Triggers. The usual. Put it together like a puzzle, right?

Except the only thing in his head was static.

His thoughts looped. Again. Again. Always back to two points—like his brain refused to look elsewhere.

It started three days ago. The class had been doing standard combat exercises. Basic drills. Izuku could practically run them in his sleep now. The kind of training that didn’t usually go sideways unless Mineta was involved.

It was robot elimination—simple target dummies and obstacle pressure. All Might had been in charge of supervising the exercise that day while Aizawa was away on “personal leave.” Everybody had been paired up in twos and threes.

It had started out amazing. He felt good—better than good. Quick. Sharp. Like he was finally getting a grip on Blackwhip. It took focus, but the rhythm of it was becoming second nature. Even Sero noticed. Called him “cracked,” which made Izuku flush so hard he almost tripped.

And then suddenly, something tugged . It was an odd sensation—something internal. Deep. He couldn’t place it. It didn’t feel like the times when One For All acted up or backfired. It felt foreign

His breath caught.

Then the dizziness hit him, sudden and brutal. His legs collapsed under him like a marionette without strings. He went down hard. His thoughts weren’t coordinated enough to make sense of anything. The last thing he saw was a blur of pink. Mina, maybe? Then everything went black.

He woke in Recovery Girl’s office.

Recovery Girl hovered beside him, visibly flustered. She muttered under her breath as she checked his vitals, fingers trembling just slightly as she adjusted her tools.

“There’s nothing to heal,” she finally said, more to herself than to him. “No physical damage. Nothing I can treat.”

Her quirk didn’t just fix wounds—it stimulated the body’s own recovery by using a person’s energy as fuel. It meant she could see, with disturbing accuracy, just how depleted a person really was. And right now? She looked like she’d seen a ghost.

“If I’d tried to use my quirk when you came in,” she told him, voice tight, “it might’ve killed you. You were completely drained. Your energy levels dropped into critical range—dangerously low. I’ve never seen anything drop that fast with no external cause.”

A pause.

“I thought it might be One For All again,” she added quietly. “The new quirk. The strain. That would make sense, wouldn’t it?”

And it did. It should’ve.

Izuku nodded numbly, trying to reassure her. But even as she explained her theory—logical, grounded, textbook quirk mechanics—his mind was already drifting.

Back to the hand on his arm.

Back to the stain it left behind.

Recovery Girl eventually cleared him to return to class, though she insisted on a restriction—no strenuous activity for the rest of the day. Izuku agreed without argument. He didn’t feel up to anything anyway.

So, he made his way to the changing room instead. Figured he might as well swap back into his uniform and rest.

That’s when he saw it.

As he peeled off his training suit and caught a glimpse in the mirror—his breath hitched.

The mark.

It had deepened, the color darkening as if something had seeped in through his skin and taken root.

– – – – –

Then Izuku thought back to yesterday afternoon.

The sun was bleeding gold across the sheets, the dust in the air dancing like little lazy fireflies. His uniform jacket was half-off, slung across the bedpost. 

He’d been sitting on the edge of the bed, trying to unwind. Trying to not think about the faint weight behind his eyes or the lingering fatigue in his bones.

And then the pulse came.

Right through his forearm.

It wasn’t sharp. Wasn’t painful. Just— wrong . A pressure, like something alive was pressing from underneath . Like his body was being wrung out from the inside. 

He froze.

Rolled up his sleeve on instinct, even though he already knew what he’d find.

The mark.

It was darker.

What used to resemble a bruise—something smudged, faint and deniable—had inked itself into something more. It wasn’t just on his skin anymore. It looked beneath it. Stained deep, as though it had sunk through the surface and settled in the blood, like a faded tattoo

A handprint. Abstract and smeared, the kind of thing you’d see in horror films. 

He panicked.

Grabbed a washcloth, lathered it with soap, and scrubbed. Hard. He told himself it would come off, that maybe it was dirt or marker or something explainable.

It didn’t budge.

Cold water, then hot—he even tried peroxide from the tiny first aid kit in his drawer. It fizzled against his skin and left it raw and red, but the mark? Still there. Still black. Still wrong .

He remembered bracing his hands on the sink afterward, breathing fast, staring at his reflection like it might blink first. The room was too quiet. His heartbeat too loud. And every time his gaze flicked back to the mark, that same ugly thought crept in through the back of his mind like a shadow under the door.

He hadn’t told anyone. Not even All Might.

He just... didn’t want to worry anyone. Not again. Not over something that wasn’t technically hurting him. 

So he stuffed it down and moved on.

– – – – –

Now, Izuku was sitting at his desk, trying to distract himself from the mark. 

He looked over to All Might’s notebook again, before brushing it away with a sigh. His hand curled loosely around his pen. The ink was starting to dry at the tip.

He looked down.

He scrawled out a word, bold and shaky:

INTERFERENCE?

He tapped the pen once.

Then again.

Then faster, the plastic tip stuttering against the desk like a heartbeat picking up speed.

“Okay,” he whispered, voice tight. “Okay, okay… so maybe this is Kacchan-related. I mean—he touched me. Right there. When he was trying to access my aura. He grabbed my arm…”

His leg bounced under the desk.

“He tried to reach One For All, but got kicked out. Violently. And then—then this showed up.” He glanced at the mark again, his voice catching. “So what if it’s backlash? Some kind of echo from the vestiges? A scar from contact?”

He gritted his teeth.

“I know it’s connected to him. It has to be.” That moment kept playing in his head over and over. The look in his eyes, the way he flinched, like something hit him from inside. And right after that…

His hand drifted back to the darkened imprint.

“Right after that, this started.”

The silence in the room stretched out.

The wind pressed harder against the windows.

He clenched his jaw, uncapped a red pen, and scrawled under his first word:

Possibility 1: Soul Mark / Residue — from Kacchan’s interaction with OFA
Possibility 2: One For All instability??
Possibility 3: . . .

He stared at the third line, then slowly began dotting the page with his pen. Over and over. The ink bled slightly into the paper.

What else could it be?

He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to recall anything he missed—some overlooked moment, some subtle shift. But it all came back to that instant. Kacchan’s hand clamping down on his arm. That brief resonance. That spark of something—like static running underneath his skin.

Then the mark.

He shut the notebook with a sigh, the snap of the cover louder than it needed to be.

His hand drifted to the dark stain on his forearm again. Still no pain. No itching. No warmth. But his gut kept screaming wrong.

There had to be a connection.

Kacchan had tried to reach the vestiges… He said they wouldn't let him in. That One For All rejected him outright. But maybe—maybe it wasn’t personal. Maybe it was circumstantial. A reaction, not a judgment.

Izuku sat up straighter, jaw tightening.

Last time , Shinso’s quirk had pulled Izuku into the vestige realm—by brainwashing him. That’s what triggered the state. And Kacchan had suggested it himself: If Izuku were brainwashed again, maybe—just maybe—it would leave him open enough to bring someone else along.

It might be the key.

If he used Shinso’s quirk again—if he were in that vulnerable, trance-like state—maybe Kacchan could follow him in and not get kicked out this time.

Maybe.

It was risky. It was insane. But it was the only tangible path forward he had.

And, of course, it came with one massive problem.

Shinso didn’t know.

Didn’t know about One For All. Didn’t know Kacchan was alive. Didn’t even know all the weird soul stuff he got wrapped in. And Izuku had no idea how to ask for help without setting off alarms.

He gnawed at his thumb.

Izuku couldn’t just tell him. He wasn’t allowed to. The secret of One For All still bound him tight. Even if he wanted to explain, it wasn’t just his secret to share.

So he had to ask for the impossible without saying anything at all.

Just… a favor. A weird request. Something plausible enough to not raise suspicion. He didn’t need to explain everything—just enough to get Shinso to agree.

It would only take one session. One connection.

Izuku’s hand tightened over his sleeve.

His hand moved on instinct.

Izuku pulled out his phone and opened his contacts.

 

Shinso Hitoshi.


 

Sir Nighteye sat rigid on the weather-worn bench nestled beneath the skeletal shade of a dying elm. His eyes were locked on the horizon, but his focus was elsewhere—anchored in the past, the future, the shattering weight of what should have happened.

The sky above was tinged lavender, the last breath of daylight clinging stubbornly to the edge of the world. Students filtered out of class buildings behind him, laughing, shouting, unburdened by prophecy.

Nighteye did not laugh anymore.

He'd spent weeks walking the line between logic and obsession. Ever since that cursed night, the Shie Hassaikai compound burned into his retinas—the twisted silence of a battle already won when the heroes arrived. The impossible outcome. The ripped-up script of a future he had seen with perfect clarity.

And then… nothing. Just ash where certainty once lived.

He had reviewed the footage obsessively, dissected timelines, chased whispers on the wind. All led to the same, unbelievable truth.

Nullbringer.

A myth in the shadows. A ghost with blood on his hands and justice in his spine. A vigilante who had taken down Overhaul before the cavalry arrived.

And Nighteye thought back to the moment Tsukauchi shut down the Nullbringer taskforce. The bitterness he felt. He noticed the way Tsukauchi ushered Eraserhead out of the room, when they thought no one was watching. The man may have been silent, but his eyes told the story. Nighteye wasn’t blind.

So he did what few would dare: he wrote a letter. A simple one. No threats, no demands. Just the truth, sealed in an envelope and pressed into Aizawa’s hand during a campus visit.

“Give this to him,” he’d said flatly. “I know he’s with you.” He didn’t need to clarify. They both knew who he was referring to.

Aizawa had looked ready to incinerate it on the spot. But… something made him hesitate. A flicker of guilt, maybe. Or recognition. In the end, he pocketed it without a word.

And now, here Nighteye was.

Waiting.

Logically, he told himself, the boy wouldn’t come. Too risky. Too unpredictable. But he stayed rooted to the bench anyway, checking his watch for the third time in ten minutes. It was getting late. The shadows were stretching.

He rose, about to call it.

Then—

Footsteps. Heavy. Hesitant. Purposeful.

He turned.

And the breath caught in his chest.

The boy who stood there was older than the last time he’d seen him. Not physically, but in the way he carried himself. His hair was longer, jaw sharper. There were hollows beneath his eyes that spoke of nights without sleep, of pain not easily named. A faint scar crossed his cheek. But the eyes…

Those were unmistakable.

Katsuki Bakugo.

Nighteye’s laugh came out as a broken thing—a single huff of disbelief. “Of course,” he murmured. “I shouldn’t be surprised. You were never meant to die, were you?”

Katsuki scowled. “Tch. This some kind of joke?”

Nighteye shook his head slowly, his voice clipped. “No.”

A beat passed between them.

Finally, Nighteye gestured toward the bench. “Thank you for coming.”

“Didn’t do it for you,” Katsuki muttered. He didn’t sit.

“I assumed as much.” Nighteye studied him. “I didn’t expect Nullbringer to be you.”

The boy rolled his eyes. “As I keep telling everyone: I never agreed to that stupid name. I hate it. It’s lame.”

He stared at the boy, ignoring the protest—not just looked, saw . There was something fractured in him. Something half-formed and half-burning, like he was being held together with spite and iron will. But beneath all that… was possibility.

“I’ll be brief,” Nighteye said. “I have one question.”

Katsuki arched a brow.

“How did you do it?”

The boy blinked. “Do what?”

“Defy fate.”

The words dropped like a hammer.

Nighteye stepped forward. “My quirk has never been wrong, Bakugo. Not once. Not in all my years. It’s cold and cruel and precise, but it’s true . And yet… the night of the Shie Hassaikai raid… you changed something.”

He paused, breath catching.

“You weren’t supposed to be there. Not according to anything I saw. That timeline ended in tragedy. Overhaul was meant to escape with the girl. You—” he stopped himself. “You weren’t even supposed to exist in that outcome. And yet… when we arrived, the fighting was over. You’d already won.”

Katsuki’s mouth opened slightly. He looked stunned.

Nighteye pressed on. “I’ve gone over it again and again. And I still don’t understand how.”

Katsuki finally found his voice. “I… I don’t know,” he admitted. “But I think I get what you’re saying. About fate.”

He looked down at his hands. Scarred. Worn.

“I used to believe in fate too. That if I just worked hard enough, I’d end up where I was meant to. But that’s bullshit. ‘Cause if fate was real, I wouldn’t be standing here like this .”

His voice dropped. “If everything’s written in stone, then what the hell do we fight for?”

Nighteye’s gaze sharpened. Katsuki continued:

“The universe screws me over every chance it gets. So I stopped waiting for it to hand me anything. I stopped expecting it to be fair. I’m not some chosen one. I’m not Deku. I don’t get fate. All I get is one shot.”

His hand clenched into a fist. “So yeah. Maybe I changed something. Or maybe fate just didn’t count on me being this goddamn stubborn .”

Something flickered in Nighteye’s expression.

He stepped forward and placed a hand lightly on Katsuki’s shoulder. “May I?”

Katsuki stiffened. “The hell for?”

“I want to see.”

“…Fine.”

Their eyes met.

Foresight.

Time slowed.

The world behind Katsuki peeled back like paper, revealing a vast storm of branching paths and future fractures. And in the center of it all, Katsuki Bakugo burned.

He burned bright .

And then—

Nighteye dropped his hand, blinking rapidly. A beat passed before he spoke, voice quieter now. “I see. Thank you for indulging me.”

He turned, walking away into the descending dusk. Without another word.

But as he vanished into shadow, he thought:

So that is his fate…

 

I wonder… if this is yet another path that can be rewritten.

Notes:

I'm so hyped for how this fic plays out, you have no idea. I "finished" it awhile ago, but I had some more plot ideas, and I had to go rewrite a lot of it. What I have already written hasn't been changed whatsoever, but when I got to one of the chapters, this certain idea just popped into my head. Not saying WHICH chapter is when I started tweaking the plotline... but yknow. ONE of those chapters. That's why the updates have slowed... I'm busy reworking the final chapters. But GOD, I'm so excited for the endgame.

I'll repeat again so y'all don't go back and try to find what "changed." Nothing, I repeat, NOTHING about the past or present chapters have changed whatsoever. What I have posted are the final drafts (other than tweaking some minor gramatical errors). The plot has been reworked in my personal google doc, and is being added as I release each chapter.

Chapter 39: Bruises and Boundaries

Notes:

We get some shifting POVs with this one!

This chapter was getting too long, so I had to split it into 2 chapters. Yippee. I got a bit carried away with everything, and before I knew it, I had a damn novel. See, that's my problem. I had this whole fic planned out in theory, but once I actually go back and start adding shit, it gets LONG. So now I can't even trust my own "52 chapter" plan. So the addition of new chapters can be a good thing or a bad thing, depending on how you look at it.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Katsuki stared at the burner phone like it might suddenly grow a mouth and spit answers.

Four days.

No ping. No encrypted burst from La Brava. No smug “got something.” Just a dead line and his own brain gnawing itself raw.

Too much had happened in those four days—enough to make time feel elastic. He and Takeshi had spread maps and memories across a kitchen table and called it strategy. He’d circled Deika City so many times the ink bled through the page. Catalyst, he’d written. But the circle was still just a circle. No context, no concrete tip, just an ache in his gut that said there .

And every hour that ticked by, that ache sharpened.

He flipped the phone over in his palm, thumb skimming the scuffed plastic. His reflection in the black screen was a smear—hollow eyes, too-long hair, a ghost trapped in cheap tech. He hated waiting. Waiting felt like drowning politely.

His mind dangled the same rotten carrot it had dangled for the last two nights: Go without them. Slip out. Get on a train. Walk the damn streets of Deika until something bites back.

He could almost see it—cold air on his face, lights buzzing overhead, the taste of adrenaline and copper. He could feel the pull in his chest, the crackling whisper of move .

Then the rational part of him—the part Takeshi had taught to breathe before barreling—ripped that thought up by the roots.

If La Brava hadn’t found anything, if Gentle hadn’t sniffed a pattern yet, what the hell was he going to do? Kick every door in the city until something exploded? He wasn’t a bomb anymore. He couldn’t just brute force destiny.

He exhaled through his nose, slow and hot.

“This is useless,” he muttered to no one, because Eri was asleep and Takeshi wasn’t a mind reader.

He powered the phone off, watched the screen fade to nothing, and slid open his bedside drawer. The wood scraped, loud in the quiet. He peeled up the strip of duct tape he’d flattened there, stuck the burner under it, pressed until the adhesive gripped. Hiding in plain sight. Just like the Nomus. Just like everything.

Drawer shut. Click.

He leaned back on his heels and stared at the ceiling for a beat. The tiny crack near the corner had spread—hair-thin lines branching out like a spiderweb. He hadn’t noticed it last week. Or maybe he had and pretended not to.

Stop spiraling.

He pushed up off the floor and paced once across the room. Twice. His body didn’t know what to do with stillness; it wanted pressure, movement, something to burn against. He rubbed at the bracelet on his wrist, thumb worrying the knot automatically.

A thread for each of them. 

He dropped into the chair by his desk. Paper everywhere—maps, headlines, his own scribble-riddled timelines. He picked up a pen. Set it down. Picked it up again. The temptation to add another arrow, another note, another desperate guess—it twitched in his fingers like a tic.

No. Not tonight. He’d already bled logic onto those pages. More ink wouldn’t conjure leads.

His eyes slid to the window. The city beyond was a smear of neon and shadow. Somewhere out there, Deika was getting ready to crack, and he was stuck here, playing pretend at patience.

He scrubbed both hands over his face, digging his nails into his scalp until it stung. He could still feel the phantom press of chains from that other place, the way the world had bent wrong. He’d crawled out of a nightmare and into a countdown.

He swallowed.

“You can’t fix what you don’t lay out,” Takeshi had said. Fine. He’d laid it out. Now what?

Wait. Prep. Don’t let the cracks widen.

He snorted softly. The mark on his chest pulsed once—not pain, just awareness. A reminder. A ticking clock he couldn’t see.

His gaze drifted to the drawer again. He could rip the tape up in two seconds. Turn the phone back on. Refresh. Refresh. Refresh.

He didn’t move.

Instead, he pushed away from the desk and padded into the hallway. The apartment was dark except for the soft glow under Eri and his door—her nightlight, the one shaped like a rabbit. He paused there, hand on the frame, listening to her soft breathing. In. Out. Steady.

Moments like these should last forever.

He felt the ghost of a smile tug his mouth. Then he kept walking.

The kitchen light over the stove was on, dim and amber. He poured himself water he didn’t want and stood at the sink, staring at his reflection in the window.

“All this hurry for what?” he murmured. “So I can get there and break something else?”

Silence answered. The fridge hummed. A car honked somewhere in the distance. Normal sounds. Mundane. He let them soak in.

He took a drink. The water was cold enough to make his teeth ache. Good. Something immediate. Something he could control.

He set the glass down and leaned on the counter, head dropped, shoulders tight.

Four days. He could survive four more hours. Four more minutes. He’d done worse.

He straightened, rolled his shoulders until they clicked, and headed back to his room. The drawer tempted him again. He ignored it again. He pulled his hoodie over his head and dropped onto the mattress.

The ceiling crack stared back.

He wasn’t good at sleep anymore. His brain kept looping, snagging on Ren’s smile, on Shirakumo’s voice, on Takeshi, on Eri’s small fingers tying knots.

On Deika, and the way fate had a sick sense of humor.

His breathing evened out. The noise in his head dulled into a low, constant hum.

The phone stayed taped under the drawer.

Fate…


—Earlier that evening—

 

They’d gotten back just before dinner, Eri humming the magical girl theme under her breath, Katsuki’s brain buzzing like a TV stuck between channels. After the emotional whiplash of the day, he was done. Checked out. Grateful for the quiet cushion of normalcy—cheap animation, Eri’s off-key singing, Takeshi mimicking the villain’s monologue from the couch.

By the time Takeshi shooed them out, the sun was nearly gone. Katsuki grabbed takeout on autopilot—three boxes, because if he brought food for himself and Eri and not Aizawa, it would feel… rude. Not that he cared. He just didn’t need the man glaring holes through his skull for forgetting basic courtesy.

The apartment door clicked shut behind them. He dropped the plastic bag on the table, divvied up containers with the efficiency of habit. Eri clambered into her chair, legs swinging, eyes already on her prize.

Where the hell was Aizawa? Not on the couch, for once. Which probably meant he was in his bedroom. Katsuki huffed. Of course. Either antisocial, or “giving them space.” He never could tell.

He grabbed the third box, marched down the hall, and rapped his knuckles against the door. “Oi. I bought food. Take it. Or don’t.”

Silence. Then the door cracked open and a pair of exhausted eyes met his. Aizawa grunted, took the box. Katsuki expected the usual—door shuts, end scene—but instead the man shouldered past him and headed for the kitchen like it was the most normal thing in the world.

Katsuki blinked. “…Okay?”

They ended up at the table—Katsuki, Eri, Aizawa—an odd little triangle pretending this was standard. Eri, blissfully oblivious, launched into a blow-by-blow retelling of the episode—transformations, sparkles, friendship speeches. Aizawa actually listened, or at least nodded at the right parts. Katsuki picked at his food, the quiet settling strange but not uncomfortable. Fragile. Breakable if anyone breathed too hard.

When Aizawa finished, he crumpled his container, dumped it, then drifted back toward Katsuki. He dropped a small envelope beside his plate.

Katsuki frowned. “The hell is this?”

“Sir Nighteye,” Aizawa said, voice flat. “Showed up on campus. Handed me that. Said it was for a ‘certain somebody.’” A dry look. “We both know who. Do what you want with it. You don’t have to open it. The man is… a lot.” He shrugged, then padded back down the hall.

Nighteye.

Katsuki felt the headache before the name even finished forming.

He stared at the envelope like it might detonate. Then, because apparently he was a masochist, he slid a finger under the flap and tore.

Minimalist, just like the man. A curt greeting. A request to meet. Time, date, place.

Katsuki glanced at the clock on the stove.

Two hours ago.

“Are you kidding me?” he muttered. The nerve—dropping a letter midday and expecting him to jump like a dog on a buzzer. Did Nighteye think he had nothing better to do than sprint across the city because “Sir Future Sight” felt twitchy?

He didn’t want to go. Not because of some personal grudge—just because it reeked of drama he had zero bandwidth for tonight.

Still… his feet were already moving.

By the time he threw on a jacket, Eri was licking caramel off her fingers and waving a sticky goodbye. “Bring me back a candy apple!” she chirped.

“Not happening,” he grumbled, ruffling her hair anyway. “Brush your teeth.”

Aizawa arched a brow from the hallway. Katsuki ignored it. He jammed the note into his pocket and slipped out.

What were the odds the guy was still there? Negative, probably. Whatever. That’d be on him.

He rounded the last corner of the park, breath frosting in the night air, fully prepared to find an empty bench.

He didn’t.

Nighteye was still there.


—Present—

 

Katsuki slumped back against the headboard, sheets twisted around his legs like restraints. Nighteye’s voice still scraped at the inside of his skull— How did you defy fate? He didn’t believe in fate. Never had. Fate was what people blamed when they were too damn scared to move. But there’d been something in the old man’s eyes—tight, brittle, hungry. A request wrapped up in clinical curiosity. And when Nighteye’s fingers brushed his shoulder, when that quirk flicked on, Katsuki saw it: a micro-flinch, a hairline crack in the professional mask. Gone in a blink, but not gone enough. It set his nerves humming like live wire. Whatever he saw, he didn’t say. Fine. Add it to the list of shit he can’t deal with tonight.

He shoved the thought aside and yanked his shirt over his head, not looking at the mirror on the closet door. He caught a flash anyway—black spidering over his sternum, deeper, darker, like ink finding new veins. He looked away hard. Nope. Not tonight. He wasn’t giving the mark space in his head. Not when he had… everything else.

He pawed around for a clean hoodie. Found one, threw it on. Meeting Deku in twenty, apparently. Shinso too, if the idiot agreed. They had to line it up just right—brainwashing, vestige dive, Katsuki slipping in without getting punted back out by the ghost committee. No pressure.

Silence pressed in. Ren hadn’t piped up since that day. Not a whisper, not a giggle, not one annoying sing-song “big brother~.” The kid’s sudden absence felt like a missing tooth—tongue keeps poking the gap even though it hurts. Maybe Ren was “giving him space.” Maybe he was waiting. Plotting something stupid. Either way, the quiet made Katsuki’s skin crawl.

There’d always been something off about that kid. The sugar-sweet lilt in his voice. The way his laughter never quite hit his eyes. Like watching someone do an impression of childhood. Back when Katsuki was too exhausted to care, he chalked it up to trauma, to weird soul garbage. Now? The veneer was cracking. Every time Ren talked, Katsuki heard the edges—the wrongness. Less creepy doll, more gnawing pest.

He scrubbed both hands over his face, exhaled through his teeth, and forced his brain to line up priorities: Deika. Jakku. Izuku’s arm. The vestiges. The mark. Ren. Fate—nope, skip that. Focus.

He grabbed his phone, checked the time again, thumb hovering over Deku’s message thread. Then he was out the door.

He didn’t have the luxury of spiraling tonight. He could file Nighteye, the mark, Ren’s silence—hell, his own rotting nerves—in a box and slam the lid shut. He’d open it later. If there was a later.

Right now, he had a quirk to tune and a war to undercut.

He pulled his hood up, flexed his sore fingers once, and pushed off the bed.

Move.


–Katsuki–

 

The training room was dark when Katsuki keyed in the code. The overhead fluorescents flickered to life one by one, washing the mats and mirrored wall in a flat, sterile glow. Soundproofing panels swallowed the hum of the vents; the place felt like a pressure cooker waiting for someone to turn the dial.

He rolled his shoulders, trying to shake the static out of his muscles. The mark on his chest itched—not physically, just… aware. He shoved the thought down, jammed his hands into his pockets.

“Ah—Kacchan!”

Deku’s voice ricocheted off the far wall. He was half-jogging toward him, notebook already under one arm, curls a little wild like he’d run his hands through them five times on the way here.

“I—uh—I didn’t expect you to get here first,” Deku said, breathless, smile small and nervous.

“Yeah, whatever.” Katsuki didn’t look at him long. “So… Mindfreak agreed to help?”

Deku winced. “More or less. He—he was skeptical. Which is understandable, since I… can’t tell him about One For All or the vestiges, and the whole ‘please brainwash me so I can go to a ghost space’ thing sounds—um—crazy.”

“No shit.” Katsuki leaned back against the wall, feet planted. “He here yet?”

As if on cue, footsteps thudded down the hallway, and the door creaked open.

Hitoshi lingered by the door, arms crossed, face unreadable.

“So,” Hitoshi drawled, “this the part where you two explain why you dragged me to an empty room after hours without context? Or should I start guessing?”

Katsuki snorted. “Guessing’s your thing, right? You poke, they answer, you pull strings.”

Hitoshi’s gaze sharpened. “Cute. Nice to see you still open with ‘insult.’ Consistency is a brand, I guess.”


—Shinso—

 

The training room felt colder than it should.

Shinso’s eyes narrowed, eyes still locked onto Bakugo. The last time he’d seen that face, it was snarling beneath a cracked muzzle during the Sports Festival—volatile, loud, always on the edge of exploding.

Midoriya hovered in that anxious orbit of his—weight rocking, fingers worrying the edge of a notebook he wasn’t even looking at. Shinso knew that brand of nervousness. The kind that always slid into please don’t see how much I’m hiding .

Shinso stayed by the door. Arms folded. Neutral on the outside, throat hot on the inside. He’d been here before, in different rooms, under different lights—people needing his quirk. He could taste it in the air.

Shinso scoffed. “So what is this? A government cover-up? Secret mission? Or did we all just imagine the funeral?”

Midoriya stepped in fast, hands up like he could physically block the sparks. “Shinso, thank you for coming. I know this is… unconventional.”

Shino glanced at the elephant in the room. “You said you needed my quirk again. You didn’t say he’d be here.”

“Yeah, well,” Bakugo drawled in that irritating ‘I’m better than you’ kind of way. “There's a lot of shit we don’t say out loud.”

Translation: We’re gonna lie to you. Be useful anyway.

Midoriya cut in. “It’s complicated… My quirk has been acting up, and we tried to get through to it before… but there was some interference. We think that your quirk could help dampen the resistance."

We? Cute. Shinso’s eyelids lowered. 

“What he means,” Bakugo cuts in, “is we need your quirk to drop Deku into a… headspace he can’t reach on his own. Deku being under your quirk makes it easier. That’s it.”

“That’s it?” Hitoshi echoed. “You realize that explanation is thirty percent nonsense and seventy percent ‘trust me, bro.’”

Katsuki’s lip curled. “You want flow charts and powerpoints, go bother Four-Eyes down the hall. We don’t have time.”

Hitoshi tilted his head, unimpressed. “Then make time. Because right now, all I see is two guys who won’t tell me the one thing I need to decide if this is something I should do: what the hell you’re actually asking me to get into.”

Deku’s fingers fidgeted with the spine of his notebook. “Shinso, I promise, if I could tell you more, I would, but—”

“So you both get to hide behind secrets, but I’m supposed to play along?”

“It’s not like that,” Izuku said.

“You sure about that? Because every time someone’s asked for my quirk, it’s because they wanted something ugly. What are you hiding?”

Bakugo rolled his eyes so hard Shinso almost saw the whites. “God, you’re still paranoid. Don’t flatter yourself. You’re not that important.”

There it was. The switch-flip arrogance. Shinso felt his jaw tighten before he could stop it. “And you are? Nice to see you still think you’re above it all.”

Bakugo rose without hurry, stretching to full height like he was letting the threat land. Mouth curled into a knife-thin line. “You got something to say to me, say it.”

Midoriya slid between them again, frantic. “Please, both of you, stop. This isn’t helping.”

“No.” Shinso held up a hand, eyes never leaving Bakugo. “Let him talk. He likes the sound of his own voice. Always has.”

There was a pause. “I want answers. From him .”

“Too bad,” Bakugo said, dead-eyed. 

Midoriya flinched. “Shinso, wait—just listen, okay? We’re not here to lie to you.”

“Sure could’ve fooled me.” Shinso drew the words out slow. “I’ve watched you spiral over that quirk, Midoriya. Helped yank you back. Let’s pretend I’m not freaking out that he’s alive. What does he have to do with your quirk?”

Bakugo shrugged. “I’m here ’cause I need to be.”

“Why?” Shinso’s voice snapped. “What’s your role? How does your mess touch his power?”

Midoriya vibrated in place. “We need your help, Shinso. But—there are things we can’t say.”

“Classified,” Shinso said, tasting the word.

“It’s not like that,” Midoriya insisted.

“Then make it make sense,” Shinso shot back. “Because what I see is the same egomaniac who blew up at anyone for breathing wrong—now he’s lurking in shadows, acting like he knows better than everyone.”

The air in the room cooled a degree. Or maybe that was just Shinso’s skin crawling.

Something tightened in Bakugo’s jaw—quick, gone. Not the temper tantrum Shinso expected. That almost pissed him off more. The quiet was new. Dangerous.

“You know what really pisses me off?” Shinso let the volume drop, the tone sharpen. He was good at this part—needling, prying. “Guys like you get worshipped for being violent. Flashy quirk, easy headline. Kids like me? One word—one answer—and I’m a villain. I had to rewire how I talk. I walk into a room and have to prove I’m safe.”

Bakugo actually looked at him then. “You want a medal for your sob story? Grow up.”

“I bet you love this,” Shinso spat. “Playing the mystery card. Keeping everyone guessing. You get off on it, don’t you?”

Bakugo shrugged like he couldn’t care less. “Go ahead. Walk if you want. I’m not here to convince you.”

The quiet dragged its nails down the wall.

This guy…

“Shinso, it’s complicated—” Midoriya tried again.

“No shit,” Shinso snapped, eyes never leaving Bakugo. Come on. Snap. Bark. Do something.

Bakugo’s voice went lazy, taunting. “Not sure why you’re pissy. It was just a favor. If it’s too much, say so.”

“Oh, don’t act like I’m the unreasonable one,” Shinso bit back. “You think I don’t see what this is? Another power trip.”

Bakugo’s eyes darkened, but he kept his mouth shut. That, paradoxically, made Shinso angrier. Talk, damn you. Show the claws I know you have. 

Infuriating.

Bakugo shrugged. “You know, maybe you’re right,” he said, voice flat. “Maybe you shouldn’t help. What if this is a trap? Maybe I’m with the League. Maybe I’m a Nomu. Maybe I showed up just to screw with you.”

He said it too casually. Daring him to bite. Shinso’s fingers twitched. He could do it—one question, a hook, yank the truth out. He knew exactly how. No . He’d promised himself he wouldn’t lead with his quirk.

“You think I haven’t considered that?” Shinso said, voice low, sharp. “You being alive doesn’t make sense. None of this does. So yeah, I’ve been wondering what the hell you are, Bakugo.”

Bakugo’s expression didn’t shift. Didn’t bite. It was that dead calm again.

Midoriya made a helpless sound. “Guys—”

Shinso kept his eyes on Bakugo. “You don’t scare me.”

“I’m too tired to give a damn,” Bakugo replied.

“I’ll ask one more time,” Shinso hissed. “Why are you here? What’s really going on?”

“Not your business.”

There. He’d found the wall.

Shinso exhaled through his nose. Fine. He'd prodded every seam he could without using his quirk and the bastard hadn’t cracked. Either Bakugo had learned restraint or he was terrified of what slipped out if he started talking. Honestly? Maybe it was both.

“So that’s how it is,” Shinso said. The anger cooled into that hollow where disappointment lived. He rocked back on his heels, shook his head. “Whatever. I’m done. Find someone else to help.”

He turned. Hand closed around the door handle—cold metal under hot skin.

Behind him, Midoriya’s voice wobbled. “Shinso, wait—”

Shinso paused. Just long enough to feel the pull. He could stay. He could give in, brainwash on their terms, be the tool again. Or he could set a line and make them come correct next time.

He twisted the knob.

“Get your stories straight,” he said without looking back. “And when you’re ready to treat me like more than a tool, maybe I’ll listen. Until then… good luck.”

Door open. Hallway air rushed in.

He stepped through and let the silence slam shut behind him.


–Katsuki–

 

“Well, you heard the guy. He doesn’t want to help.”

Katsuki pushed off the bench, shoulders rolling like he was shaking off dust, not a failed plan. He headed for the door without looking back. Clean exit. Cut your losses. Move on.

Tick. Tick. Tick.

“Ka—Kacchan, wait!”

Of course. He stopped because his body always, always , betrayed him when Deku used that voice—small, urgent, like the floor was about to give out.

A hand caught his sleeve.

His muscles tightened on reflex. He turned, jaw clenched.

Midoriya’s eyes were too wide. Pale around the edges. “There’s… there’s something else. I didn’t say anything because I didn’t want to—” He swallowed. “—worry anyone.”

Great. Fantastic. Perfect. Another secret within a secret. Katsuki opened his mouth to tell him to spit it out or shut up—and then Deku pulled his sleeve back.

The world narrowed to black.

Not metaphorical. Literal. Inky. A handprint, smeared beneath the skin like someone pressed tar into his arm and let it set. Cracks feathered out from the center, thin and ugly, like the ones spiderwebbing across Katsuki’s own chest.

For a second he didn’t breathe.

The room blurred at the edges, then snapped into a hyper-clarity that made him feel sick.

Same shape. Same wrongness. Same place where he touched him .

Deku’s voice kept going, shaky but relentless, because that’s what he does—he talks through the panic. “I think it started after… after the first time we messed with One For All. When you grabbed me—when you tried to resonate—and then you got kicked out? I thought it was backlash. Or something from the vestiges. I thought if we did it again, I could figure out what it is. It’s been—happening. I get weak all of a sudden. Like something’s draining me. And I—maybe if I could get to them, they could tell me what’s wrong.”

Every sentence slammed like a nail into Katsuki’s skull.

My fault. My fault. Of course it is.

He heard Ren’s voice for a split second—something smug, something syrup-slick—and shoved it down violently.

The mark sat exactly where his fingers had clamped around Deku’s arm. Right over the place he’d forced his way in. Had he done this? Had he shoved some cracked piece of himself into Deku’s soul like shrapnel?

He took a breath that scorched his throat on the way down.

“Shit,” he muttered, mostly to himself.

Midoriya’s mouth opened, worry spilling over. “Kacchan, I didn’t mean to— I just thought if we—”

“Yeah.” Katsuki cut him off, voice rough. “Yeah. Maybe we can… try again another day.” He forced his eyes off the mark, off the guilt curling its claws under his ribs. “My bad for chasing him off.”

It was so stupid. He’d pushed Hitoshi because Hitoshi asked for it. Because that kid knows how to dig and Katsuki was already hanging by threads. But now? Now it wasn’t just his mess. It was Deku’s arm. Deku’s energy. Deku’s stupid self-sacrificing everything on the line because Katsuki couldn’t keep his mouth shut.

He couldn’t even look at Deku. If he did, he’d have to deal with the way Deku would forgive him before he even finished apologizing, and he couldn’t stomach that right now.

So he turned.

Didn’t wait for a response. Didn’t give Midoriya a chance to stop him again.

He shoved through the door, into the hall that felt three degrees colder, and let it shut on whatever Midoriya was saying—his name, probably, or be careful , or don’t do anything stupid . Too late. Stupid was baked in.

“I’ll fix it,” he muttered to no one, to everyone, to the buzzing lights and the hairline cracks in the tile. “It’s mine. I’ll fix it.”

All he needed was to talk to Hitoshi again. And he knew exactly how.


–Shinso–

 

Shinso is already regretting getting out of bed.

He’s running on three hours of half-sleep and a headache shaped like last night’s mess. He should’ve said no. Should’ve ghosted Midoriya’s frantic texts and let someone else play psychic crowbar. But no—he’d hauled himself across campus at midnight to watch Bakugo dodge questions like landmines and Midoriya wring his hands into knots. Waste of time. Waste of brain cells.

He yawns into the back of his glove as he trudges across the frost-brittle grass toward Ground Beta. Routine should smooth him out—same way every morning: stretch, spar, Aizawa’s gravelly “again” echoing off concrete. Muscle memory instead of mental noise.

Except when he stepped onto the training field, routine shattered.

Because he’s there . A very uninvited third party slouched against the fence.

That dumb spiky head with a shitty dye job. That face. Bakugo, planted beside Aizawa like he belonged there.

Shinso’s irritation spiked so fast it warmed his cheeks. “What the hell is he doing here,” he ground out before his brain could suggest diplomacy.

Bakugo didn’t even bother to look offended. “Got bored sitting in the dorm,” he said, voice lazy, hands in his pockets. He jerked his chin toward Aizawa. “Usually I don’t care what this asshole does, but since you know ‘bout me now, thought I might as well watch.”

Watch. Like this was a show.

Shinso shot Aizawa a look— seriously? back me up here —but Aizawa just blinked slowly, scarf half-wrapped around his neck, like this was a normal Tuesday.

Aizawa sighed. “It’s not a class, I won’t stop him. Both of you. Mats.” Deadpan. Non-negotiable.

“What?!” Shinso and Bakugo snap in unison, which somehow makes Shinso angrier.

“It might be beneficial for the two of you to spar,” Aizawa said, already turning toward the equipment locker. “On the mats. Now.”

Shinso stared. Beneficial for who? He was about to argue, then clamped his mouth shut. He knew that tone. You don’t win against that tone. You just get more reps.

Fine. Whatever. He could make this useful. Hand-to-hand is his home turf. No quirk advantage, no flash. Just leverage, timing, pain. He’s been honing that since middle school.

Bakugo shrugged out of his hoodie. Shinso’s eyes flicked over him, cataloguing. He wore a black athletic shirt. Long sleeves. There was something ink-dark peeking at the edge of his collarbone—Shinso filed it away. Won’t ask. Not now.

Warm-ups were quick and silent. Shinso rolled his wrists, his neck; Bakugo bounced in place once, twice. Aizawa watched them with that blank cat stare, goggles hanging loose around his neck.

“Rules,” Aizawa drawled. “No quirks. No permanent damage. Tap out or I call it.”

Bakugo’s mouth twisted. “Tch. Like I’m gonna let him touch me.”

Shinso smiled, small and mean. “We’ll see.”

The two of them stepped onto the mats. Shinso slid into his stance—low, guard loose, weight on the balls of his feet. Bakugo takes… nothing traditional. It’s a street stance. Balanced, predatory, adaptive. Shinso frowned. He’d file that too.

“Begin,” Aizawa signaled.

Shinso moved first—fast jab to test distance, to see if Bakugo would bite.

Bakugo didn’t flinch. He swatted Shinso’s wrist aside, stepped aside, and hooked Shinso’s ankle with his leg. Shinso barely recovered before Bakugo’s shoulder checked him—controlled, measured, not explosive—enough to stagger, not enough to send him flying.

Okay. So he’s patient now. Gross.

Shinso circled, breathing through his nose, brain sliding into the analytical groove he liked: feint, react, catalogue. He tossed a shin kick, deliberately sloppy. It was bait. Bakugo went for the grab, Shinso twisted, aims an elbow at his ribs—

Bakugo rolled with it, absorbed the hit, and slid behind and dropped his weight.

Shinso hit the mat, breath whooshing. He didn’t stay down. He spun, trying to catch Bakugo’s knee—

Bakugo was gone. He was already up, stance re-set, expression bored.

Annoyance flared. Shinso wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. “Huh,” he huffed, pushing up. “Didn’t think you could move without fireworks.”

Bakugo smirked. “Didn’t think you could move at all, Purple”

Button press. Shinso filed it. He lunged low this time, trying to take out Bakugo’s legs. Bakugo sprawled, hips heavy, forearm jammed across Shinso’s shoulder. Bakugo shifted his grip, thumb clawing for a nerve cluster at Shinso’s collarbone—

Pain flares white. Shinso hissed, rolling the opposite way. He slipped free and snapped a quick palm strike toward Bakugo’s jaw—

Bakugo caught his wrist, twisted —not enough to break, just enough to flash pain—then used Shinso’s own momentum to sling him across the mat.

Shinso hit the mat hard, palms burning.

The hell.

He sat back on his heels, chest heaving, mind racing. Bakugo fights like a beast . Efficient. Nasty. No wasted motion. Shinso’s seen that style in alleys, in videos you aren’t supposed to watch. Not in a school gym.

“Get up,” Aizawa called lazily. “Again.”

Shinso bared his teeth. He likes getting under people’s skin. He’s good at it. Words are a weapon when your quirk makes them literal. He goes for the throat.

“You get soft without your boom-boom?” he taunts, circling. “Gotta admit, I expected more screaming.”

Bakugo shrugged. “You’re not worth the decibels.”

He said it without any heat. That threw Shinso off more than a yell would have.

He darted in, a flurry this time—punch-punch-knee-elbow—forcing Bakugo to block high. He dropped low, sweeps—

Bakugo jumped, pinning Shinso’s thigh. Shinso tasted mat again. His lungs were burning now. 

Shinso swore internally. He rolled his neck, cracked his knuckles. “You done pretending you’re too cool to sweat?”

Bakugo’s eyes flicker—something sharp. “You done pretending you can win this on trash talk?”

Hit. Shinso snorts, but it’s thinner now. He dives again—this time using his height, trying to pin Bakugo with sheer persistence. Bakugo let him close, then disappeared —dropped low, yanking Shinso’s center out from under him, and in the same motion trapped Shinso’s arm and neck in a modified choke.

Pressure. Not enough to cut air, enough to threaten it. Shinso’s hand hovered—tapping would be smart, but pride is stupid. He twisted, teeth gritting.

Bakugo’s breath gusts across his ear. “Tap or nap, Purple.”

God, he hates the nickname. His palm slaps the mat.

Bakugo released him instantly, rolling away, and popping to his feet like a spring. Shinso stayed prone, sucking in air, chest heaving. Aizawa padded over and crouched. He flicked a finger against Shinso’s forehead—annoying, affectionate in Aizawa language.

“He’s good,” Aizawa said. 

Shinso glared up at him. “He’s a menace.”

“Compliment,” Bakugo muttered, shaking out his hands.

“Try analyzing patterns before going in head-first. Don’t lose your cool,” Aizawa grunts before stepping back to the sidelines.

Shinso pushed himself to a stand. His joints ached in that satisfying way that says learning even if his ego is bleeding. He’s recalibrating on the fly now. Speed won’t beat Bakugo. Button-pushing won’t either. He needs to test composure.

He watches Bakugo as they square off again. Really watches. The way he favors his right leg a fraction. The micro-flinch when Shinso’s foot scuffs near his chest—right over the heart. The shadow under his eyes. The delay between inhale and exhale, like he’s measuring the air.

“You tired?” Shinso says, casual as poison. “Or just bored? You look like you haven’t slept in a week.”

Aizawa’s voice cut through their panting with a gravel-flat tone. “Alright. Shinso—add your capture scarf.”

Shinso’s head snapped up. Finally. An edge. He smirked, already uncoiling the fabric from around his shoulders. “You sure?” he tossed, half to Aizawa, half to Bakugo. “Might not be fair.”

Bakugo wiped sweat from his jaw with the heel of his hand. No roll of the eyes. No smirk. Just… neutral.

Neutral made Shinso’s skin itch.

He slid the scarf between his fingers, feeling for the weight, the give. Months of early mornings had carved muscle memory—flick, loop, anchor, pull. He’d been waiting to use it on someone cocky enough to underestimate it.

“Rules stand,” Aizawa drawled. “No quirks. Scarf counts as an extension of your body. Begin when ready.”

Shinso twirled the fabric once, let it sing through the air with that soft hiss. Bakugo’s gaze tracked it—casual, sure, but tracking. Good. Watch the rope, forget the hands.

They circled. Shinso made the first lash—fast and low, aiming to hook Bakugo’s ankle and yank.

Bakugo hopped it clean. Didn’t lunge in like most people do when they see an opening. Just reset, silent, eyes flat as slate.

Okay. He’s seen capture scarves before. Big deal. Aizawa was his teacher, after all. Shinso feinted high this time, let the scarf snap toward Bakugo’s shoulder—then retracted mid-flight, coiling it back around his forearm to spin and snap at Bakugo’s wrist.

Bakugo stepped into it.

Into it.

The scarf looped, but Bakugo twisted his arm, letting the fabric circle his forearm, and in the same motion rolled his shoulder so the loop slid to his elbow. He grabbed the slack with his free hand, and yanked Shinso forward.

Shinso stumbled, caught himself, released the tension before Bakugo could use it to flip him. He swore under his breath. That move only worked on people who panicked when they felt the wrap. Bakugo didn’t panic. What the hell.

He went again. Faster. More angles. He used the scarf like a third limb, snapping for Bakugo’s neck, then dropping it to whip at his calf, then letting it arc wide like a distraction before trying to bind his torso.

Bakugo flowed through it. He didn’t dodge wildly, he managed it. Let it graze where it couldn’t catch, redirected momentum with small, sharp movements. No snide commentary. No victory grins when he slipped a loop. Just breathing, calculating, re-centering. Calm.

That calm gnawed under Shinso’s ribs. He fought people who were cocky. Loud. Easy to read. Bakugo being quiet caught him off guard. He couldn’t read him at all.

“Focus,” Aizawa barked.

“I am focused,” Shinso snapped, even as he stepped wrong and paid for it—Bakugo lunged forward, closing the distance. Shinso barely managed to whip the scarf up as a barrier. Bakugo’s hand shot out and caught the scarf just below the reinforced wire seam—and he yanked hard, flipping the scarf over Shinso’s own head.

The fabric cinched across Shinso’s upper back, dragging him down. He managed to catch himself on the mat before his face met it.

Aizawa actually hummed. Approval? Amusement? “He stole your rope, Shinso.”

“Shut up,” Shinso grunted into the mat. He rolled, kicked, freed the scarf, breath coming hot and fast now. His muscles screamed. His pride bled.

Shinso ducked. “That’s my weapon,” he spat.

“You dropped it,” Bakugo deadpanned.

The calm was worse than any sneer. It meant there was nothing to grab. No purchase. Shinso pushed harder.

“You know,” he panted, circling, “you’re a lot scarier like this.”

Bakugo didn’t answer. Eyes tracked, breath controlled. The only sound was their feet squeaking on the mat and the whisper of fabric.

Shinso went in for a high kick, Bakugo ducked, Shinso retracted and shot low. Bakugo leapt. Shinso’s brain stuttered just long enough for Bakugo to hook the scarf under Shinso’s armpit, over his opposite shoulder, and crank. It wasn’t a choke. It was a control hold, pinning Shinso’s own arm to his chest with his own scarf.

Shinso hissed, tried to flip him, stomped backward—Bakugo moved with him, adjusted, kept the pressure steady but not crushing. It was clinical. Efficient.

He tapped the mat.

Shinso was getting sloppy. He knew it. Aizawa knew it. Hell, Bakugo probably knew it too. His footwork was half a beat late, his grip on the scarf a hair too tight. Not because he was tired—he’d fought on less sleep and more bruises—but because Bakugo wouldn’t fit into any of the boxes Shinso had prepped for him.

Last night, Bakugo barked and bit like always. Easy to prod, easy to read. Today?

Quiet. Centered.

Which is it, then? Shinso thought, circling. Was the mouth an act, or is this?

They hadn’t moved in a full five seconds, which felt like an eternity on the mat. Shinso let his breathing slow, let his vision widen until he wasn’t staring at Bakugo’s face but at his frame . Shoulders. Hips. Feet.

There—the tiniest tell.

Weight settled just a fraction heavier on Bakugo’s left leg. It wasn’t obvious; he compensated well, sinking into his stance, distributing mass. But every time he shifted, his right knee lagged a hair. Protecting it.

Shinso mentally cursed himself for not catching it sooner. Sloppy.

Alright, he thought. Favor the right, shield it with the left. So go after the left first, then catch the right.

He flicked the scarf—low, a probe toward Bakugo’s left ankle. Bakugo hopped, easy. Shinso feinted high, got Bakugo’s hands up, then snapped the tail toward the right knee—fast. Bakugo turned with it, blocking, but there it was again: that stutter. He didn’t like pressure on that side.

File it. Push it. Exploit it.

Shinso lunged.

He whipped the fabric toward the eyes. Bakugo swatted. Shinso retracted and dove low, aiming the scarf between Bakugo’s calves. Bakugo jumped, but Shinso saw it coming this time. He let the scarf go slack, used the momentum to slide under and hook his leg around Bakugo’s right ankle, yanking.

Bakugo stumbled—finally. He caught himself on a palm and rolled. Shinso didn’t let him reset. He stepped in, feint to the left, then drove his shoulder into Bakugo’s bad side.

Contact. Bakugo’s breath hitched—tiny, but there—and Shinso followed through, let gravity take them both, twisted mid-fall to land on top.

He reached for a pin—Bakugo bucked hard, twisting, and Shinso changed tactics immediately. He slipped his scarf under Bakugo’s right knee, looped it behind the thigh, and pulled , forcing the joint to bend in a way it really didn’t want to.

Bakugo hissed. The first sound close to pain. He tried to roll, but Shinso trapped his shin with his own leg. Control hold. Dirty. Effective.

“Tap,” Shinso said, breathing hard into Bakugo’s ear.

Bakugo’s jaw clenched. His hands scrabbled for purchase, searching for leverage—but Shinso cinched tighter. The knee wasn’t going to blow—Shinso knew enough anatomy to skirt the edge—but pain would spike and reflex would lag.

Bakugo’s palm hovered. Pride warred with pragmatism in the tightness around his eyes. He finally slapped the mat once. Sharp.

Shinso released immediately, rolling off, scarf unwinding from Bakugo’s leg. He backed up, chest heaving, sweat burning his eyes. Victory sat sour; he’d aimed for a flaw. He’d won on a technicality.

Bakugo pushed up slowly. Too slowly. His face was blank, but he put barely any pressure on that leg as he stood. He tried to mask it—shift his weight, lengthen his stance—but Shinso saw the tremor.

“Enough,” Aizawa snapped, already moving. His scarf snapped out, coiling around Bakugo’s upper arm—not to restrain, to steady. “That’s it for today.”

Shinso swallowed, adrenaline draining fast. “I didn’t—” he started, guilt scratching his throat.

Aizawa cut him off with a look. “You exploited an opening. That’s what you’re trained to do. You also pushed past control. Learn the line.” He shifted his attention to Bakugo. “Bench. Ice. Don’t argue.”

Bakugo opened his mouth—closed it. He limped—barely—toward the edge of the mat. Aizawa snagged a cold pack from the med bin, tossing it. Bakugo caught it one-handed, slapped it over his knee, and stared at the floor like he could burn a hole through the mat.

“Locker room,” Aizawa said to Shinso. “Stretch. Shower. Then get to class. Good work today.”

Shinso nodded, throat tight with unshed words. He wanted to say sorry , but that felt wrong. Patronizing. He wanted to ask are you okay , but Bakugo would bite his head off. He settled for a short nod in Bakugo’s direction that said I know what I did without groveling.

Bakugo didn’t look up.

Shinso gathered his scarf, wrapping it around his neck with practiced precision. Fabric against skin grounded him. He hated how much he needed that now. He stepped off the mat, sneakers whispering over the floor, and pushed into the chill of the corridor toward Ground Beta’s locker room.

– – – – –

Shinso tugged his shirt over his head, muscles protesting, mind replaying the match in stuttered frames: the stumble, the pull, the hiss of pain. He’d wanted a win. He got one. It didn’t feel like victory—felt like he’d shoved his finger into a wound and called it strategy.

The match replayed in ugly little clips: the twist, the yank, the flash of pain in Bakugo’s eyes before he killed it. He hadn’t meant to go that hard on the knee. He’d just—seen the opening. Years of being told use the opening, end it fast had done what they were supposed to.

Still felt like crap.

He splashed cold water on his face at the sink, watching it drip from his chin into the metal basin. His eyes were bloodshot. He laughed, short and humorless. “Get it together,” he muttered at his reflection.

The door creaked open behind him. Shinso glanced in the mirror over the sinks.

Bakugo. Not at a locker—at the row of bathroom stalls along the back wall. He didn’t even glance at the open benches. Didn’t strip at the lockers like most. Straight to the stall, straight back out. Avoidance, not modesty. Shinso clocked it without meaning to.

Hiding something? 

Bakugo angled toward the exit, weight still a shade light on that right leg. A slight limp.

“Wait,” Shinso heard himself say.

Bakugo stopped with one hand on the push-bar door. Turned his head, not his body. “What.”

Shinso swallowed. His throat felt stupidly dry. “The knee...” Ugh. He hated this part. “I’m sorry. Cheap move.”

One blond eyebrow ticked up. Bakugo actually looked almost amused. “Cheap? Nah.” He turned fully, leaning a shoulder against the door. “I thought it was smart.”

Shinso blinked. That threw him off more than the chokeholds had. Old Bakugo would’ve snarled, called him a bastard, and demanded a rematch right then and there. This one… gave credit?

“What happened to you?” Shinso blurted before he could filter it. “You were a walking powder keg. Now you—” he gestured at him, vague and frustrated, “I’m wondering how the hell a powerhouse like you got that good at hand-to-hand.”

For a heartbeat, something unreadable flickered in Bakugo’s eyes. Then he shrugged, casual as an open wound. “I don’t have a quirk anymore.”

The words hit Shinso like cold water down the spine. He stared. “You’re… quirkless?”

Bakugo’s mouth twitched—annoyance? humor? who knew. “Without an ace up your sleeve, not knowing how to fight without it is a death sentence.” He tapped his temple. “You adapt. You get smart.”

He pushed off the door to leave.

Shinso’s brain raced to catch up. No quirk. That changed… everything and nothing. It slotted certain pieces into place: the quiet, the way he watched everything . The way he moved like each step was chosen, not assumed.

“Hey,” Shinso said, words scraping past pride. Bakugo paused again. “I still don’t trust whatever you and Midoriya are doing.” He held Bakugo’s gaze, steady. “But tonight… let’s try again.”

Not trust. Not forgiveness. Just—an opening. The closest thing to an olive branch Shinso could manage.

Bakugo looked at him for a long second, eyes flat, measuring. Then he gave a single, sharp nod. “Text him,” he said. “He’ll set it up.”


–Katsuki–

 

The door was half-open.

Cold hallway air licked at his sweat-damp skin, promising escape. He could’ve just walked. Should’ve. Less hassle. Less… whatever this was starting to turn into. But his hand stayed on the bar. He let the door ease shut with a soft thunk.

Annoying. That’s what Hitoshi was. Got under skin without raising his voice. Knew exactly where to dig and didn’t mind getting his hands dirty. Katsuki would’ve decked him on reflex a year ago. Hell, six months ago.

Now all he felt was a low, reluctant tug of respect.

“Tch,” he breathed, mostly at himself, turning back.

Hitoshi was shoving his towel into his locker, head down, jaw set like he’d been chewing on the same thought for hours. He glanced up when he felt the weight of Katsuki’s stare. Suspicious. Guarded. Ready to bolt or bite.

Katsuki got it. Too well. That automatic brace. The one you built when everyone was a potential threat.

He stepped closer. Not too close—just enough to show he wasn’t slinking off. Hitoshi straightened, shoulders tight. Studying him. Waiting for the punchline. Honestly? Katsuki wasn’t sure what he was doing either. Maybe he was just that starved for someone who spoke the same language—of adaptation, of weaponizing whatever scraps you had left.

He stuck out his hand.

Hitoshi blinked. Looked at it like it might bite. Fair.

“Nice match,” Katsuki said, voice even. “You’re good. Had me going all out.”

No sugarcoating. Just fact. He wasn’t in the business of padding egos—or his own, anymore.

Truth was, something like respect had started chewing a quiet groove in his ribs. Hitoshi wasn’t like most people Katsuki dealt with. No fake smiles, no hero-speech crap, no pretending he didn’t want something. The guy called bullshit when he smelled it and wasn’t afraid to fight dirty if it meant surviving. Katsuki understood that language. He respected it.

Some parts of him hadn’t burned away with the rest of his soul—like how a real fight tells you more about a person than any sob story ever could. Hand to hand, breath to breath, weight shifts, breath patterns—you learn what they protect, what they gamble, where they break. Sparring wasn’t just blowing off steam anymore; it was reading someone’s soul without touching it.

Hitoshi’s eyes flicked from Katsuki’s face to his hand, back again. Something flashed there—wariness, surprise, maybe a sliver of something like pride—and then drowned under the usual flat purple.

He took the hand.

Grip firm, no posturing. Quick squeeze. Release.

“Let’s do it again, yeah?” Katsuki said, already dropping his arm, already half-turned so it didn’t hang in the air like some plea. 

That flash again, behind Hitoshi’s eyes. Gone just as fast.

“Yeah,” he said. Simple. Honest. “Yeah.”

Katsuki gave a curt nod. No smile. The closest he came was a twitch at the corner of his mouth that might’ve been one in another life. He pushed the door open again, letting the chill hit him head-on.

“Text Deku,” he tossed over his shoulder. 

And then he was gone, shoulders hunched slightly against the cold, thoughts already spinning ahead—to black marks and vestiges and threads he couldn’t see but could feel tugging.

But for the first time in a long time, he didn’t feel entirely alone in the fight.

Not friends. Maybe not ever.

But an ally?

He could work with that.


–Shinso–

 

The vending machine thunked, rattled, then surrendered a lukewarm sports drink. Shinso snatched it without looking, eyes glued to the dark stretch of Ground Beta beyond the glass.

Bakugo—of all people—was quirkless.

He’d said it like a weather report. No fanfare, no edge. Just: “I don’t have a quirk anymore.”

Shinso twisted the cap. Didn’t drink. The hiss of carbonation sounded too loud in the empty corridor.

He could still see Bakugo under stadium lights—snarling, explosive, insufferably sure of himself. Shinso remembered sitting in the stands, throat hot with jealousy, thinking of course that guy gets applause. Flashy explosion boy equals hero. Meanwhile one wrong word out of his mouth and people reached for panic buttons.

And now?

Bakugo fought like someone who didn’t expect to live long. Like someone with nothing left to lean on but muscle memory and desperation. With no quirk to lean on, he’d carved his body into a weapon instead. Efficient. Unforgiving. Controlled.

Shinso shut his eyes. Let the silence hum.

He’d been angry for so long—at the system, at the easy heroes, at kids like Bakugo who got crowned for being loud. It was a baseline, a rhythm he knew by heart.

But today, the anger wouldn’t stick.

Bakugo was still abrasive, still carried that punch-me-in-the-mouth aura like a second skin. But under it? There was quiet… hollow in places. Like something essential had been ripped out and never replaced. And he’d offered zero pity bait. 

And he hadn’t complained. Not once. Didn’t spit bitterness. Didn’t explain.

Shinso hated not knowing. Hated locked doors. He’d built a life on nudging people open, prying without leaving fingerprints, provoking answers with barbs sharpened just right. With Bakugo, it was like staring at a steel door with smoke curling from the edges—you could smell the burn, but the handle wouldn’t budge.

He leaned on the railing, drink sweating against his palm. The field lights had clicked off, leaving him with his reflection in the glass and the dull red blink of an exit sign.

He replayed their fight. The things he’d said. The way Bakugo barely reacted. Like he expected to be hated. Like it was easier to nod along with the script than contest it.

“...Damn it,” Shinso muttered, more at the buzzing light over his head than anything else.

He didn’t trust whatever deal Midoriya and Bakugo were stitching together. Still didn’t know why his quirk was suddenly the magical key they needed. But something had shifted. A seam had split just enough for him to see there was more inside than he’d assumed.

He cracked the bottle, finally took a mouthful. Warm sugar and artificial citrus. He grimaced, swallowed anyway.

He thumbed his phone out of his pocket, screen lighting his face a sickly blue. “Still want to try again? Tonight. Same room.”

He hit send before he could overthink it and shoved the phone away.

Notes:

Guys, I didn't plan on using Shinso as a recurring character... or really have him as anything important plot-wise, but damn I'm glad I decided to. He has so much narrative potential.

Chapter 40: Fault Lines

Notes:

HMMMMM I'm not sure how I feel about this one, chat. It took longer than I expected, mainly because there are several things I needed to address before the next arc... But everything is kinda contingent on a very specific timespan. So the consequence of this is that everything is a bit rushed... But the way everything plays out, there's no way I can save these things for later. So yknow. We are left with this slop.

Forgive me for the mess. I wish I could have flowed more organically.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The corridor outside the training gym was still half-dark, only the emergency strips along the baseboards were lit. For a moment, Katsuki could pretend U.A. was the same as it’d been just a few months ago, before everything cracked open. If he squinted, Katsuki could pretend he’d just finished sparring Kirishima instead of Shinso, pretend nothing in his life had been stolen and nothing inside him was missing.

Then the ache in his knee reminded him exactly which timeline he was in.

He took one experimental step—white‑hot pain lanced up his thigh. He pushed out of the locker room with a thin hiss of breath and tried to walk like nothing hurt. He shoved the weakness down where no one could see it. Back straight, shoulders squared—just another stroll to the dorms, nothing to—

“Still the worst liar in class,” Aizawa said, materializing out of the shadows the way only Eraserhead could. He didn’t raise his voice; he didn’t have to. “Recovery Girl. Now.”

“Hard pass.” Katsuki kept moving. The sound of his sneaker skidding across tile was louder than he meant it to be. “I’ve got stuff to—”

Aizawa fell into step beside him. He didn’t grab Katsuki’s arm, but the possibility of that hand settling on his elbow hovered like a threat. “She’s already up. No students, no spectators. In and out before first bell.”

“Perfect,” Katsuki muttered. “Then I can limp back to the teacher dorm just in time for somebody to ask for an autograph.”

“We’re going,” Aizawa repeated, voice flat steel. Nothing to argue against—only gravity, inevitable and absolute. “I’m not repeating this.”

Katsuki bit back the instinctive snarl. Fighting about it would cost more energy than surrendering. He’d learned that, at least.

– – – – –

The hallway lights were dim. It was just before dawn, the school was silent save for the distant hum of ventilation. No students yet. That was the plan.

He glanced at every classroom door they passed: 1-A, 1-B, Support Studies… Empty desks ghosted by pale morning light. Memories shoved themselves forward—Kirishima yawning during homeroom; Mina tossing eraser shavings at Kaminari; Midoriya scribbling notes at light-speed. He’d spent months convincing himself none of that mattered anymore. A few silent corridors were all it took to prove he’d been lying.

“Told you,” Aizawa murmured, reading the tension in his shoulders. “No one’s here.”

“Yeah. Great.” Katsuki couldn’t muster any snark. The ache behind his ribs left no room.

– – – – -

The infirmary smelled of antiseptic and chamomile lozenges—comforting if you were a first-year with a sprained wrist, humiliating if you were Katsuki Bakugo.

Morning sunlight slanted through half-raised blinds, washing the room in gold. Recovery Girl rolled her chair away from a cabinet the instant the door opened. Her gaze swept Bakugo from grown out box-dyed hair to battered knee, and something like disbelief flickered across her face before it hardened into brisk efficiency. 

Aizawa leaned against the wall by the door, arms folded, watching like a warden.

“Nezu said you were among the living,” she murmured, parking her stool. “Had to verify the rumor with my own eyes.”

Katsuki managed a two-finger salute. “Rumor confirmed.”

“Confirmed,” she echoed dryly, “and limping.” She patted the exam table. “Up. Leg out.”

“I’m fine.” Katsuki hated how brittle it sounded.

Aizawa’s flat voice cut through. “Sit.” That tone translated to “ do it, or I’ll plant you there myself .”

Katsuki grumbled and hauled himself onto the cot.

Recovery Girl inspected the knee. The joint was already purpling beneath the skin. Her fingertips brushed the swollen joint. He forced his breathing steady, but sweat beaded across his brow. “What did you do, try to block a freight train?”

“Brain-boy got lucky,” Katsuki muttered.

“Hm.” Chiyo’s brow knitted, gentle fingers pressing along the tendon. “Energy reserves are dangerously low.” She reached into a drawer, produced a pack of star-shaped gummies, and pressed two into his palm. “Chew. Slow.”

Katsuki chewed. The candy tasted like artificial peach and iron.

She placed her stethoscope over his sternum. “Heart rate elevated. When did you last sleep properly?”

Katsuki scowled at the ceiling. “Define ‘properly.’”

Chiyo clicked her tongue. “Smart mouth, empty tank.” Her eyes sharpened. “Ligament tears I can fix in minutes, but exhaustion’s another matter. You’re operating on fumes, dearie. Why?”

Katsuki looked away. “It’s complicated.”

Aizawa pushed off the wall, irritation sharpening every angle of his face. “Start uncomplicating. Now.”

“Back off, sensei.” Katsuki’s voice came out quieter than intended, more frayed than fierce.

Recovery Girl’s gaze was clinical, but not unkind. “Child, healing takes stamina. It draws on what energy your body can spare. If you’re depleted, even a simple mend becomes dangerous. This session will take hours, maybe longer. I need to know why.”

Katsuki let the silence stretch.

Silence pooled. Then Aizawa spoke—low, lethal. “I can call Tsukauchi for the reports you keep burying. Or you can tell us. Choose.”

The threat landed. Katsuki’s fists clenched in his lap.

“I was doing my best to play nice,” he muttered. “Pretend it wasn’t hell seeing you every day after you tossed me out. Kept my mouth shut so Eri could stay safe.” He glared up. “And now you want a heart-to-heart because my knee’s busted? And you’re going to threaten me if I don’t talk?”

“Your knee’s the symptom,” Aizawa shot back. “Not the illness. Talk.”

He didn’t address Katsuki’s comment about the threat. He didn’t need to.

“I want the truth,” Aizawa continued, voice a notch sterner. “Tsukauchi hinted there’s more than mental trauma. You’re half-dead on your feet. Why?”

Katsuki barked a humorless laugh. “You care now? After kicking me out when it counted?”

Aizawa’s jaw set, but he said nothing.

Katsuki’s chest heaved. “Fine. You want the ugly? Quirk’s gone—torn out by All For One. You knew that already. Turns out he didn’t just yank my power, he shredded a piece of my soul with it. I’m running on half a heart. Happy?”

Recovery Girl’s cane tapped the floor, soft thunder in the hush. “Half a soul would explain the chronic depletion… the flat affect moments, too.

Aizawa’s expression shifted from anger to fury. “Tsukauchi knew.” It wasn’t a question.

Katsuki’s eyes flicked up. “He knew enough,” he muttered, throat tight. “Told me I could use my ‘unique expertise.’ Then benched me the second I stopped following orders.”

Aizawa looked ready to tear down the door and march to Police HQ. Recovery Girl rapped her cane against the floor—sharp, commanding.

“Shota, chair. Now. Pace in my ward and I’ll have two patients.”

He didn’t sit.

“He let you walk around with half a soul, constant hemorrhaging of stamina, and never told staff?” Each sentence struck like a hammer blow. “Never flagged counselling? Never ordered mandatory rest?”

Katsuki barked a hollow laugh. “Guess so.”

Aizawa went on, anger threading through each syllable. “He knew how drained you were and still fielded you. If I’d known—”

Katsuki barked a harsh laugh. “What? You’d have expelled me for my own good? Not your student anymore, remember?”

The room went quiet. Recovery Girl looked between them but didn’t interrupt.

Aizawa’s jaw flexed. “That was a mistake. I’ve said so.”

“Saying it doesn’t undo it,” Katsuki muttered. The heat behind his eyes startled him; apparently half a soul still knew how to hurt.

Recovery Girl’s eyes narrowed behind her glasses. “Shota, why don’t you step out? My priority right now is this patient, and what he needs is quiet.”

Aizawa exhaled through his nose, half-protest, half-acceptance. He then gave a curt nod and headed for the door.

Once it clicked shut, Recovery Girl softened her tone. “All right, young man. Flat on your back, please.”

Katsuki muttered something non-committal but did as he was told, settling against the crisp sheet.


 

T he vinyl curtain rasped shut behind him.

The infirmary was empty now—just the antiseptic hush, the ticking wall-clock, and the ghost of chamomile where Recovery Girl’s lozenges always lingered. Perfect. No witnesses.

1:45 p.m.

Late enough that first-years were still in class. If he moved fast and kept his head down, he could drift through the east stairwell and reach the service gate behind the teacher dorm before anyone even glanced twice.

Piece of cake.

He flexed the mended knee. There was a faint protest, but nothing like the white-hot stab it had been that morning. The old bat might fuss like a grandmother, but her quirk still worked miracles.

Hood up. Hair tucked. Hands in pockets. 

“Don’t overuse that leg for at least twenty-four hours,” Recovery Girl had ordered before knocking him out with her sugar-crash gummies. Yeah, well… recommendation ignored. He slipped into the corridor, shutting the infirmary door with a feather-light click.

Phase one: distance. If he turned left past the trophy case, he could reach the stairwell.

Every footstep sounded criminally loud to his ears, but the hallway stayed empty. Sunlight bled through high windows in dusty beams, making the familiar path look like an abandoned set. Nostalgia pinched, but he shoved it away.

The coast was clear.

Phase two: vanish. All he needed to do now is go through the stairwell and—

Voices. 

Katsuki froze halfway to the corner, heart punching his ribs. Two general-studies kids drifted into view. Too early. They shouldn’t be out yet. He pressed back against the wall.

Option A: he could bluff. No… If he fucked up, he’d be recognized for sure.

Option B: retreat back to the infirmary. Not happening.

Which lead to option C… 

A janitor closet sat three steps away. One heartbeat later he was inside, easing the latch until it clicked. Mop handles and lavender disinfectant crowded the dark; dust motes danced in the shaft of light from the keyhole. He counted breaths— one, two, three —until footsteps faded.

Get a grip, Bakugo. Hiding in cupboards like a shoplifter—how far the mighty had fallen. But better to feel pathetic than watch twenty classmates realize the corpse they’d buried was still breathing, mobbing him with a thousand questions he didn’t want to answer.

He cracked the door, checked both directions, and slipped out. He pulled his hood low, keeping his eyes locked to the floor in front of him. He rounded the corner and—

He slammed shoulder-first into something solid and warm.

Pain zinged through the healing joint; the hood flew back, black-dyed hair spilling over his eyes.

“Whoa—! Sorry! "The voice was bright, familiar, and horrified all at once.

Katsuki staggered back, a hiss catching between his teeth, balance shot as the freshly mended knee buckled. A hand—small, calloused, unmistakably strong—closed around his elbow and yanked him upright before gravity finished the job. 

Mina Ashido.

Golden eyes locked on his face, wide as dinner plates. For one suspended second neither of them spoke. The corridor seemed to shrink to the space between her stare and his galloping pulse.

“B–Bakugo?” Her voice came out small, disbelieving. “Is that… are you—?”

Every plan Katsuki rehearsed evaporated. Fight or flight stuttered inside him. Run. Hide. Pretend. But his knees locked, freshly healed tendons reminding him how fast he could—or couldn’t—run.

“Wrong guy,” he tried, reaching for the hood.

Her hand snapped around his wrist. It trembled. “No. I know those murder-eyes anywhere.” Her laugh cracked. “Kirishima will kill me if I blink and you disappear again.”

Katsuki’s heel inched back toward escape. Early-afternoon voices drifted faintly from the stairwell; class periods would change soon. The last thing he needed was a hallway reunion tour.

“Look,” he said, voice low, “I’m not—Can we not do this in the middle of the damn hall?”

She followed the dart of his eyes, gathered herself, and nodded once. 

She hauled him the three steps back and shoved the closet door shut behind them. The dim bulb hummed overhead, lighting a sticker on the wall— HAVE A CLEAN DAY!

Katsuki fixated on its stupid grin so he wouldn’t have to meet hers.

“You’re really here,” she breathed, back braced against the door like a barricade.

“Yeah.” Katsuki kept his voice low, shoulders braced against the opposite shelf. “Long story, tons of red tape, not supposed to be a big deal.”

Not a— ” Her laugh sputtered into a half-sob. “You died , dude! We buried you—Jiro sang—” Acid tears hissed quietly as they hit the floor and evaporated. She swiped at her cheeks. “They’re gonna lose it.”

Guilt punched beneath his ribs. “I never wanted any of you idiots mourning me.”

“Little late.” She drew a steadying breath, shoulders squaring like she was gearing up for a charge. “Ground rules: you don’t vanish. I fetch Kirishima—”

“Absolutely not.” It came out sharper than he meant, but the thought of the whole class swarming him set every nerve on fire. “Can’t do the reunion tour yet. I’m under radar for a reason and I—”

“Name one.” Mina folded her arms.

He ticked them off with grim humor. “League wants my head, Commission politics…” he gestured to his hoodie and dark roots poking through dye, “—my life’s an active crime scene.”

She winced but didn’t back down. “You think they won’t keep your secret? We’re your friends, Bakugo.”

That word stung. Friends. He opened his mouth with a retort, found nothing but ash, closed it again.

She scanned him—really looked—taking in the half-healed scar at his hairline, the tired slump, the absence of sparks where his hands used to twitch. Her voice softened. “You look… different. Tired.”

“Story of the year.” He exhaled, finding the shelf behind him with the backs of his legs. Katsuki shifted his weight, knee twinging despite Recovery Girl’s work. “Can’t just stroll in like nothing happened.”

“Why not?”

Because I’m scared , he almost said—and the word terrified him more than any villain ever had. He opened his mouth, found no words, and closed it again. The sticker’s cartoon grin mocked him.

Mina must have read it anyway; empathy sharpened her smile. “You ‘died’ in front of us. And now I’m asking you to walk back into the same room and see the look on everybody’s faces. That’s a lot.” She smiled, small and sincere. “But it doesn’t have to be alone.”

Katsuki stared at her—at the girl who danced through acid slides like it was a carnival ride. She looked back with steady warmth, no pity, just the quiet confidence that had made her rally the class more than once.

His chest squeezed. Tell her you can’t. Tell her it’s complicated. Tell her—

“I don’t want…” Katsuki’s voice snagged. “If they get one good look at me, they’ll see something’s off.”

“Maybe,” Mina conceded, gentle but firm. “But they’ll also see you’re still here.” She bumped his elbow with hers. “And if the legendary Bakugo Katsuki can show a few cracks, the rest of us might stop pretending we don’t have any.”

The single overhead bulb buzzed, filling the pause.

“It’s a lousy time for a reunion,” he muttered. “You’ve all got class—”

“Then swing by the dorms instead,” Mina cut in, brightening. “We’ll make dinner. Easy. And we’ll make terrible curry and pretend nothing’s on fire.”

He shook his head. “I don’t—”

“Come on, Blasty!” She flashed that determined grin he remembered. “One meal. That’s all.”

Katsuki searched her face. His instinct screamed to kick the door open and bolt—back to the dorm, back to the shadow of safety. But the thought of Mina walking out alone, telling the class I saw him, but he wouldn’t come … that hurt worse.

The sticker grinned at him. He sighed, defeated.

“…Fine.”

Mina’s face lit like festival lanterns. She didn’t cheer or tackle him—just bumped her fist to his shoulder, a silent I’ve got your back.


-Later that evening-

 

 

The elevator dinged and Katsuki stepped cautiously into dorm hallway. Eri's grip was small but iron-strong around his wrist.

Ten steps to the common room door, Katsuki counted, pulse climbing. You can still turn around. His free hand tightened around Eri’s; the girl looked up, trusting, and the thought evaporated.

Katsuki pushed the door open. Plates were already stacked on the long table—Sato’s cinnamon-chicken curry steaming beside Yaoyorozu’s spring rolls, Todoroki’s neat tray of onigiri wedged between Kaminari’s perilously overloaded nacho mountain. Conversation jittered in low murmurs until—

“Guys—he’s here.”

Every figure in the room froze.

For a heartbeat nothing moved but the ceiling fan. The room smelled of curry and cinnamon and something sweet Yaoyorozu had just pulled from the oven.

Katsuki Bakugo stepped in like a man crossing a minefield. The black hoodie was gone; tonight he’d bothered with a plain white T-shirt, sleeves pushed to his elbows. Beside him, Eri clutched his hand with both of hers, bunny tucked under one arm. He could feel the stares hit— disbelieving, wet-eyed. Old instincts urged him to bark What’re you looking at?! Instead he swallowed, found his voice smaller than he liked.

“Uh… hey,” Katsuki said, voice rough. It wasn’t the old explosive bark—more a scratch of uncertainty. An entire year ago he’d have stormed in, demanded the aux cord, and told them their seasoning ratios sucked. Now he just hovered on the threshold, shoulders tight.

A chair scraped. Kirishima was suddenly there, red eyes bright and wet. “Bro?” His fingers hovered near Katsuki’s shoulder, as if afraid the contact would break the illusion. “You’re real?”

Katsuki opened his mouth for some quip about ghost stories. What came out was a cracked, “Hey, Shitty Hair.” He managed a crooked almost-smirk.  “Gonna just hover like a moron?”

That was all it took; Kirishima crushed him in something between a tackle and a bear-hug. “You absolute beast! You’re alive—”

“Can’t—breathe, idiot—” Katsuki wheezed, but he didn’t push him away.

“Oops—sorry!” Kirishima loosened but didn’t let go, eyes bright and suspiciously wet. 

The room detonated, and suddenly half the class crowded in.

Sero whooped, vaulting the couch. Kaminari shouted “He’s alive !” and burst into tears he tried to pass off as manly sniffles. Jiro choked on a sob and decked him in the arm before hugging him around the ribs. Plates rattled, a pillow hit the floor, someone knocked over Todoroki’s neat stack of onigiri.

Even Tokoyami’s composure cracked—“Rejoicing is… acceptable tonight,” he murmured, voice thick.

Eri squeaked, pinned between bodies, until Mina scooped her up and set her on the table. “Look, guys—special guest of honor number two!”

“T-thank you for dinner,” Eri whispered, tiny but clear.

Kirishima clapped a hand to Katsuki’s back—light, respectful of old bruises. “Food’s hot, bro. Seat’s ready.”

At the end of the table sat a space between Kirishima and Midoriya, and—Katsuki’s chest pinched—a child-sized chair already waiting. They planned for us.

Eri climbed into her chair with Mina’s help. Katsuki slid in next to her, hyper-aware of eyes on him. Conversation rose again—slightly too loud, everyone filling the space.

Midoriya broke the spell first. “Your knee—how is it?”

Katsuki answered. No bark, just a fact. “Granny patched it.”

Tsuyu passed him a bowl of rice; he accepted without a grumble. Small miracles. That alone made Kaminari’s jaw drop.

Dinner flowed in messy, overlapping currents. Eri sampled each dish, declared the cinnamon curry “spicy but happy,” earning Sato a double-thumbs-up. Katsuki ruffled her hair—soft, absent. The room hushed, awed by the unfamiliar tenderness before noise rushed back in. 

When conversations forked off—Yaoyorozu and Todoroki debating sauce viscosity; Mina and Uraraka choreographing some dance-move.

Katsuki finally found his voice. “Thanks for saving me a seat, Eijiro.”

The red-head froze mid-bite. 

Katsuki realized the room had gone quiet and looked up, frown sliding into irritation. “What? I know his damn name.”

Kirishima’s face flushed beet-red—not from embarrassment, but from a fierce, sudden joy. “Y-Yeah! And you’re welcome, Katsuki. ” He puffed his chest like someone had knighted him.

Ojiro elbowed Sero. “First-name basis. Historic.”

Sero stage-whispered, “Get the plaque ready.”

Katsuki rolled his eyes, but a reluctant smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth. He shoveled another bite of curry to hide it, and the table slowly remembered how to breathe.

“Y’know there’s still an empty room upstairs, man. Nobody’s touched it.”

Katsuki shook his head once. “Room’s not the problem.”

“You mean the expulsion?” Kirishima pressed gently. “We’re working on an appeal.”

Bakugo set his chopsticks down, fingers threading together. “It’s not just school. I’m… different.”

The table quieted again, talk tapering until only the clink of silverware remained.

He exhaled through his nose, then met every gaze in turn. “I don’t have my quirk anymore. It’s gone.” A shrug—small. “Doesn’t mean I’m gonna shrivel up, but I’m not exactly hero-course material either.”

Nobody spoke for a beat.

Then Mina slapped the table. “Okay, but does that stop you from head-butting villains with that hard skull? ‘Cause you’d totally do something like that.”

Laughter rippled—nervous, hopeful.

Deku nudged him. “Kacchan, you once said you’d win no matter what quirk you had. I still believe it.”

The room hummed with agreement, soft and fierce.

Katsuki swallowed. Something in his chest—frost-thin and fragile—cracked. He glanced at Eri, who was feeding a tiny carrot to her rabbit plush.

He cleared his throat. “You’re all idiots.”

“Aw, there’s the Bakugo vocabulary we missed.” Jiro smirked.

For the rest of the evening he let himself float on the easy noise—Todoroki asking if Eri liked shogi, Sato promising a baking lesson, Yaoyorozu gently correcting Kaminari’s history fact. Katsuki found himself snorting, even laughing once when Ashido attempted an acid-juggling trick and nearly melted the serving spoon.

It wasn’t the fire he used to carry, roaring hot and violent. It was something smaller, ember-warm in his ribs.

– – – – –

The third-floor hall had emptied with the after-dinner stampede, but Katsuki still heard the echoes—laughter, Kaminari’s tinny speaker, Mina crowing about movie night. He lingered by the sink, wiping a perfectly clean counter because moving kept his hands busy and his mind from spiraling.

“Bakugo.”

The voice drifted in like cold air. Todoroki leaned in the doorway, arms folded, moonlight from the veranda silvering the red-and-white of his hair.

“Walk with me?”

Katsuki shrugged and followed. The winter air bit pleasantly against the lingering heat from the kitchen. Out here the campus lay quiet, dorm windows glowing gold. He could hear Eri’s laughter upstairs.

Todoroki rested his elbows on the railing, eyes sweeping the dark lawn. “So. You’re alive.”

“Sharp observation.” Katsuki mirrored the stance, shoulder brushing splintered wood.

“Aizawa said you’re living here for ‘protection’ while you… assist the police.” Todoroki’s tone stayed mild, but the faint crease between his brows said nice try . “That’s neat wording. Very vague.”

Katsuki snorted. “Gee, almost like it’s not public business.”

“That’s the thing.” Todoroki’s gaze flicked sideways. “When pros dodge details, it usually means something serious. I’d rather not wait for rumors to fill the gaps.”

Katsuki scowled at the night sky. “You came out here to dig?”

“To understand.” Todoroki’s tone stayed calm but unyielding. “You limp, you apologize, you call Kirishima Eijiro. That’s three omens of the apocalypse in one afternoon. If the world’s ending, I’d like to plan ahead.”

Katsuki barked a dry laugh. “Not ending. Just sideways.” He hesitated, then snorted. “And mind your own damn business.”

“Can’t.” Todoroki’s gaze slid over, calm and unyielding. “When Bakugo Katsuki changes orbit, gravitational pull shifts for the rest of us. I don’t like unexplained forces.”

Katsuki opened his mouth, closed it. The honest answer— No one can fix a half-missing soul —stuck behind his teeth. Katsuki scowled at the sky, weighing how much rope to give.

Finally, Katsuki huffed. “You ever blow out a circuit breaker? “Whole house dark, can’t run a toaster?”

“Once,” Todoroki admitted. “Too many space heaters.”

“Yeah. Imagine that, but with half the wiring ripped out. Still functional—kinda. Just can’t handle the load.”

Understanding flared in Todoroki’s mismatched eyes. “Half your… wiring?”

“Half my soul,” Katsuki clarified, surprised by the steadiness of his own voice. “All For One took the quirk and tore the rest on his way out. Stolen, if you want the headline.”

Todoroki was very still.

Silence stretched.

“Is there anything the class can do,” Todoroki asked.

Katsuki’s first instinct was a scoff; it surfaced only as a weary exhale. “Yeah,” Katsuki answered, voice low. “Act normal. Tease me, train hard, keep Eri smiling. I already got vultures circling—don’t need people pitying me too.”

Todoroki studied him for a long moment, then nodded. “All right. But if you start sprouting extra arms or disappearing into thin air, text me first. I’d rather not learn from the evening news.”

“Like I’m in your contacts.”

“Midoriya shared the number. He worries.” The corners of Todoroki’s mouth lifted just slightly. “Said you reply only with profanity. Very on-brand.”

Katsuki rolled his eyes. 

Todoroki straightened, heading back toward the door. “Oh—and the first-name basis? Brave move. It made his week. Just warning you: if he starts crying molten man-tears tomorrow, that’s on you.”

Katsuki smirked despite himself. 

Todoroki paused at the threshold. “One last thing: whatever sideways mission you’re on—don’t forget we’re obnoxiously persistent friends. You can slam the door, but we’ll melt the hinges eventually.”

He vanished inside before Katsuki could formulate a comeback.

Left alone, Katsuki breathed out a slow cloud of steam. In the hush he realized the knot under his ribs had loosened, just a little.

Obnoxiously persistent, huh?

He pushed off the railing, following Todoroki back inside.


—11:47pm—

 

The teacher-dorm corridor lay silent, lights down to safety-strip glows. Katsuki eased the door shut, hood drawn, footsteps already angled for the stairwell—

Something eased out of the wall.

Ren.

The ghost boy drifted out of the gloom like mist, bare feet paddling in mid-air.

“Going on a secret adventure without me?” he chirped. The words were cotton candy, but the way he barred the exit was iron.

“Move.” Katsuki tugged his hood lower.

Ren floated backward with him, matching every step. “Let me guess—going to scrub the little green boy’s little smudge, right? You’re so nice.” His smile wobbled, doe-eyed concern leaking through. “But when you dug that deep before, you almost didn’t come back. Remember how cold you got? With Shirakumo?”

“Nothing happened. No bleeding, no crash.” Katsuki tried to sidestep; Ren slid with him.

“Because you got lucky.” The smile wavered for a blink—just long enough to show something sharp beneath. “Luck’s fragile.”

Katsuki shifted, tried to slip past on the right. Ren drifted with him, blocking the handrail.

“What if—hear me out—you sleep on it? One night.” Those big eyes shone, pleading and a little too bright. “Please? For me?”

“Why do you care?” Katsuki growled.

“Because…” Ren’s voice softened to a breath. “Because you’re my only friend . If you tear yourself in two again, I’ll be all alone.”

Something in Katsuki’s chest pinched, but he pushed through it. “I’m not dying, and I’m not abandoning you. I’m just fixing a mistake.”

Katsuki shoved past. 

A crack appeared in the sugary facade. Ren’s voice sharpened, the edge of broken glass under velvet. “You always race off before finishing the puzzle. So stubborn.” He tugged Katsuki’s sleeve with phantom fingers—gentle, possessive. “Stay.”

Katsuki yanked free. “Not your call.”

For one heartbeat Ren’s face emptied, something cold and ancient peering through the child mask. Then— snap —the sweet grin returned. “C’mon, hero, be sensible.”

“Save the lecture.” Katsuki shouldered past.

“Okay,” he sang, floating aside like an obedient kid. “Run along. Just don’t blame me when your body quits on the floor and nobody’s there to kiss it better.”

Katsuki hit the stairs, taking them two at a time.

Behind him, Ren’s whisper trailed down the well—soft as a lullaby, sharp as a hook:

“Be back soon, Kacchan. Half a soul’s still more fun than none .”


–Izuku–

 

The training room felt colder.

Not the kind you fixed by nudging a thermostat—this was the chill that settled in when your nerves wouldn’t quiet. Fluorescents hummed overhead, the tick of the clock knifed through the silence, and the mats smelled faintly of cleaner and old sweat. Izuku stood in the center of it all, sleeves fisted in his hands, heart beating double-time against his ribs.

Kacchan lounged against the far wall like gravity was optional—arms folded, ankle hooked over ankle, gaze half-lidded and sharp. Shinso hovered near the door, rolling his shoulders loose, stretching wrists and fingers like this was just another morning with Aizawa. Neither looked particularly murderous. That should have helped. It didn’t.

“Um,” Izuku ventured, voice catching. “Are we… ready to try again?”

Kacchan dipped his chin once. Shinso offered a low grunt that could’ve meant anything from yes to drop dead.

…That was it?

Izuku blinked. Something was off. The static in the air wasn’t the same angry crackle as last night. Kacchan wasn’t bristling. Shinso wasn’t glowering. If anything, there was—what? Ease? No, not that. A truce? The kind of quiet after two storms meet and spin away.

“You guys…” he blurted before his brain could stop him. “Did something happen?”

Kacchan snorted. Shinso shrugged.

“We sparred,” Shinso said.

“You—what?” Izuku’s voice jumped an octave.

“Nothing dramatic.” Shinso lifted one shoulder. 

Kacchan pushed off the wall. “I was bored.”

“Pretty sure you picked the fight.” Shinso countered.

“Pretty sure you couldn’t land a hit.” Kacchan shot back.

“Pretty sure I did,” Hitoshi smirked.

Their voices had bite, but it wasn’t venom. Banter. Izuku stared, the words Kacchan, Shinso , and banter in the same sentence were not on his bingo card. An unlikely pair. It was terrifying and weirdly logical.

“You’re kidding,” he tried.

Shinso’s gaze slid his way. “For the record, he’s a nightmare to pin.”

Kacchan grunted. “Been fighting without a quirk for a while. You learn to improvise.”

There it was, dropped casual as lint. Izuku felt heat climb up his neck anyway.

Shinso’s gaze slid sideways, but he didn’t look surprised. Did he know?? What happened between these two?

“About that… I didn’t know you were… y’know.”

“Quirkless?” Katsuki supplied. “Yeah, it sucks, but don’t you dare pity me.”

Some of the iron band around Izuku’s ribs loosened. “I thought this was going to be… awkward.”

“It still might be,” Shinso muttered. “Just less punchy. Probably.”

Kacchan stepped into the center of the room, cutting the distance with deliberate strides. When he spoke, the usual armor in his tone was gone. Just flat intent. “Before we start, I should explain a couple things. I owe you that.”

Izuku felt Shinso’s attention narrow, hawk-sharp. His own thoughts sharpened in tandem.

“It’s a long story,” Kacchan said, jaw working. “Not dodging. Don’t have time to dump it. Short version: I can get at quirks where they start. Kill them. Boost them. Twist them. Sometimes I see what’s festering underneath.”

Shinso’s face didn’t move, but his eyes did—tiny flicks, the kind that meant filing that away . Izuku swallowed. 

“It’s all soul crap,” Kacchan added. “Messy.”

Soul stuff. The phrase always felt ridiculous until it wasn’t.

“And that connects to Midoriya how?” Shinso asked, voice even.

Kacchan didn’t look away from Izuku. “His quirk’s unstable.”

Izuku’s shoulders jerked. Right. Just put it all out there. Fine.

“He knows. I know. All Might knows. Hell, his whole class probably knows.” Kacchan’s tone left no room for argument. “Last time I tried to resonate with it, it threw me out. Hard. Like it didn’t want me there.”

Silence stretched. Shinso let it.

“So,” Kacchan finished, quieter now, “you’ve gotten through before. You can hold the door open. I can work while it’s open.”

The air thinned—less wire, more glass.

“Alright,” Shinso said finally. “I’ll help.”

Something minute eased in Kacchan’s shoulders. He nodded once. “About trust,” he added, eyes on Shinso. The words came off-angled, awkward. “I don’t expect it. But I’m not here to screw you over.”

Shinso huffed. “Good. I’m not great at trusting anyway.”

A beat of not-quite-comfortable silence held. Not enemies. Not friends. Some jagged thing between.

“So,” Izuku cut in, because if someone didn’t move forward his thoughts would start chewing his own brain, “should we start?”.

Shinso stepped in close, posture dropping into that dangerous calm of his. “Midoriya,” he said, voice smoothing to a low glide, “find the space between thoughts. Let yourself float. Don’t fight me.”

Izuku nodded. The inky print on his forearm prickled once, like it was listening. Not now. Focus.

Shinso inhaled, eyes half-lidding. “Are you ready?”

“Yes,” Izuku said.

The word clicked like a key turning.

Sound thinned. The clock’s tick stretched into nothing. The fluorescents’ hum bled into a single tone, then vanished. Weight left his limbs and pooled in his chest. The room peeled away in strips of color and light.

Floor gone.

Air gone.

The descent began.

– – – – –

–Katsuki–

 

“Are you ready?”

Deku’s answer was soft, automatic. “Yes.”

The syllable clicked like a lock. His body went still, arms loose at his sides, spine too straight, and eyes clouding over as if someone had blown out the light behind them.

Hitoshi’s lids lowered. “He’s under.”

Katsuki didn’t flinch. He leaned in, waved a hand once in front of Deku’s face. Nothing. No blink, no twitch. Just statue-still.

“Deku,” he tried. No response.

“Yeah,” Hitoshi muttered, studying the slack jaw, the empty stare. “He’s definitely under.”

Katsuki’s mouth thinned. “Good.”

Hitoshi folded his arms. “Right. So this is the part where it gets… weird, isn’t it?”

Katsuki finally looked at him. “You said you wanted the truth. Fine. The truth is I can’t go in by touching him physically. I have to project—soul-to-soul. That means I’m going to leave my body behind. You’ll be stuck babysitting two lifeless idiots for a few minutes.”

Hitoshi blinked slowly. “You’re serious.”

“Dead serious.”

There was a sharp silence.

Then Hitoshi muttered, “This is the most cursed shit I’ve ever been part of.”

“You don’t have to stay,” Katsuki said, almost gently. “But if you do—don’t freak out. Even if it looks like I’m seizing or dying or bleeding out again. I’ve done this shit before.”

“Are you trying to reassure me or make me call Recovery Girl?” Hitoshi grumbled.

“Pick one.” Katsuki gave a lopsided smirk. “Just… don’t touch me. Don’t try to shake me awake. If something goes wrong, let me ride it out.”

“Great. Fantastic. No pressure.”

Katsuki crouched by Deku, fingers brushing the sleeve at his forearm. “Before I go—there’s something you need to see. He won’t show you himself. He hates worrying people.”

He pushed the fabric up.

Hitoshi’s breath hitched despite himself.

There was a dark handprint—black tar soaked into skin, fingers splayed like something had gripped and refused to let go. 

“This showed up after I tried to help him last time,” Katsuki said, voice low, stripped raw of bravado. “I grabbed him here. Whatever the hell is wrong with me bled into him. He’s been collapsing, burning out. That’s on me.” His jaw flexed. “I'll fix it.”

Silence held for a heartbeat—thin, fragile, not quite trust, but close enough to stand on.

Hitoshi blew out a breath. “Alright. Go do your freaky soul thing. I’ll keep your bodies from drooling on the mats.”

“Appreciate it.” Katsuki settled cross-legged beside Izuku, back straight, hands resting on his knees.

His fingers twitched slightly as he steadied his breathing. Katsuki closed his eyes.

In. Hold. Out.

His fingers trembled once, then steadied. The room’s sounds pulled back, like someone was sliding glass between him and reality—Hitoshi’s shifting weight, the faint buzz of the lights. All of it faded to a low hum at the base of his skull.

Don’t think about last time. Don’t think about wandering too far, about being forgotten, about waking up in a world that wasn’t his. Different mission. Different stakes. Purpose, not panic.

He exhaled.

Something unhooked.

Weight left his limbs. The floor fell away from him , not his body. He felt the tug—like a thread yanked free of skin—and then he was standing, looking down at himself: slumped but upright, eyes shut, mouth set in a stubborn line.

Hitoshi shifted. Katsuki watched him start forward, stop, clench his jaw. “Shit,” Hitoshi breathed, barely audible.

The room looked the same, but the edges bled—inky smears in the corners of his vision, like floaters you can never quite focus on. That’s new… He forced himself to ignore it. Panic scratched at the back of his throat anyway. He was not doing a repeat of last time. In, fix, out.

He turned to Deku.

Aura was easier to see from here—a glow around the body, thin and stuttering, all knotted threads and pulled seams. Katsuki reached out. The surface brushed his palm like static, then sunk, letting him hook fingers around something that wasn’t physical but felt solid all the same.

“Alright, nerd,” he muttered, voice echoing weird in the in-between. “Let’s do this.”

He pulled.

Everything went black.


 

Black.

Then—pressure. Like surfacing through tar.

Katsuki’s feet hit something that wasn’t floor so much as an idea: a gray plane stretching into an ink horizon, pillars of light stabbed through with shadow. The vestige realm—only it felt… contaminated. The edges pulsed with oily blotches that drifted away whenever he tried to look straight at them. The place felt wrong, infected—exactly what he’d feared. Corrupted, he thought, pulse jumping. My fault.

Deku stood in the center, frozen mid-breath, eyes blown wide and empty. Mist wrapped around his body, blurring his mouth to nothing. Couldn’t speak here—great. Katsuki filed it and scanned for threats.

They arrived in a ripple: silhouettes carved of colored smoke—a broad man with boxy shoulders; a woman in a cape that fluttered in wind that didn’t exist; a slim figure whose white hair moved like he was underwater. Pressure rolled off them—same as last time—an immune system trying to purge a virus.

Katsuki planted his heels. Not today.

“You are not meant to be here,” the caped woman said, voice reverberating. “This space is for wielders of One For All alone.”

Deku stepped forward, his hands waving frantically, but the mist over his mouth swallowed every word.

Katsuki snarled back, “Yeah? Wielder in distress, asshole. Move.”

He stalked to Deku and yanked up the sleeve of the frozen arm. The stain that formed a “handprint” was not the source at all. In the middle of the handprint was a thorn: a barbed filament of tar‑black matter speared straight into Deku’s green‑gold core. It flexed like a hooked leech, siphoning power with every pulse.

Katsuki hissed through his teeth.

What the hell? His chest‑mark burned under his hoodie, flaring in answering throb. The black tendrils tightened, siphoning through the crack in his soul.

It wasn’t soul‑matter as he understood it. Something other.

The broad man stepped forward, smoke‑body crackling. “That mark is foreign. Corrosive. Not a construct of One For All.”

Katsuki bared his teeth. No shit . Doesn’t matter. “I’m the idiot who latched it on—” All those promises to protect, and I carve rot into his veins— “So I’m the idiot who’ll pull it off.” Guilt burned. Of course it was him. Of course he broke something. His contamination. His cracks. His fault.

Mist‑Deku had gone glassy‑eyed, panic warring with trust. He couldn’t speak, but everything about his posture pleaded help.

Another vestige—the one with white hair—floated closer, distrust radiating. “Your interference threatens the balance.”

Katsuki’s temper flared. “Balance? I’ve seen what too many quirks in one body does. Nomu cages full of screaming souls. This is the same coffin painted pretty.” And yeah, he saw it: the way these assholes treat this power like some sacred main character bullshit. They condemn the next generation to entrapment here, without quite understanding the cost themselves. What a joke. 

Katsuki faced the gathering souls. “Back off. Last chance.”

They hesitated, light wavered where their feet should have touched the ground. One by one they stepped aside, unease rippling in their outlines.

Katsuki set his jaw, inhaled, and reached out. All right, he told himself. One hard tug and it’s mine.

The thorn thrummed as his fingers neared, eager and hateful. He wrapped his grip around the base—right where black met green—and pain stabbed through his chest, splitting along the fault-lines of the cracks etched over his sternum. They spiderwebbed deeper.

Good. Contact.

He adjusted his fingers around the filament. It was slick and cold and somehow alive. Then he ripped. The hook screamed. Not sound—just a tearing sensation that vibrated in his skull. The black thread writhed like a cut nerve. Deku’s aura lashed out.

The thorn tore free with a soundless shriek. In the same instant the filament bolted up Katsuki’s arm, searing under the skin—black lightning racing for the old fracture beneath his sternum. Cracks that had only tingled before now blazed, branching outward like molten glass. He tasted iron, but his face stayed stone.

Deku sagged forward, gasping, and finally free. The spot where the thorn had lived yawned open. It was an ugly, ragged void in shimmering aura. Power leaked from it in anxious, golden whorls.

Great, Katsuki thought, vision flickering at the edges. I just punched a hole in his soul.

He pressed both hands to the wound, willing the luminous tissue to knit, but the edges only flexed apart. There was too much pressure behind them, like trying to pinch shut a fountain with bare fingers.

Some wounds need stitches.

His brain latched onto the image: skin, needle, thread. Of course. He had an idea. He cut a glance at Deku’s wide eyes. The nerd would fight him if he knew the cost. So Katsuki kept his face flat.

On pure instinct, he peeled a strand of his own aura from the depths of his own being. It came away glowing orange‑gold, warm and alive. Take it, he ordered silently, and wove the filament through the torn margins.

Orange-gold seeped into green, soldering, cauterizing. It hurt like ripping skin off his bones. Over–under, over–under—each pass pulled the void tighter, slower, until the edges approximated and held. 

The visible black stain on Izuku’s “skin” blanched, faded, peeled away like soot under rain. When it cleared, a faint, almost pearly imprint remained—if you didn’t know to look, you’d miss it. The glow dimmed to a faint seam, as though Midoriya’s core now carried a healed scar. If you looked just right, a hair‑thin band of sunset fire danced along it—Katsuki’s color.

The new crack across his own torso flared hot. Payment rendered. He hissed through clenched teeth, but kept his shoulders square.

Deku’s aura steadied, pulse evening out. The kid blinked, eyes regaining focus.

The brute shook his head. “Hell of a trick, kid.”

The wound in Deku’s core sealed, glowing pulse steadying beneath the new orange stitch, but the power inside him still heaved like a storm. Katsuki could feel each quirk‑signature thrashing for dominance: Blackwhip cracking like struck cable, the buoyant tug of some floaty quirk, a rolling smoke‑pressure that wanted to burst from Midoriya’s pores. Too many engines revving in a chassis not built for the load.

Promised I’d help him drive this thing, Katsuki reminded himself, breathing through the fire in his own ribs. Do it while you’re here.

He closed his eyes and let his sense drift outward, the way he’d done inside the Nomu. Feel for the “roots” of each quirk. Blackwhip’s was a knot of obsidian cords, the floating quirk shimmered like a pocket of rising warm air, and the mist quirk coiled cool and wet. All of them jammed against the main stockpiling core, roaring at full throttle.

He slipped a hand into the mass—no physical touch, just will—and thumbed the dials down. Blackwhip resisted, sparking at his knuckles. He pinched off half its feed, then bled the pressure into the floaty quirk, letting the buoyant quirk absorb the jolt harmlessly. The smoke‑quirk trembled, confused. He rerouted its surge into the core’s baseline, spreading the load across safer channels.

It was like adjusting valves on a boiler: twist, vent, tighten. Every tweak yanked on his own chest, burning deeper. But the riot quieted. The quirk‑signatures settled into a controllable hum, waiting for commands instead of fighting for release.

One of the silhouettes—the big golden brute—watched, silent, arms folded now not in defiance but wary respect. The cloaked woman’s cape fluttered in a calmer wind.

“There,” Katsuki muttered, voice sand‑rough. “Training wheels engaged. It’ll climb smoothly instead of spiking straight to bone‑shattering.”

Deku’s aura brightened, his eyes tracked Katsuki with something like stunned gratitude.

That was enough.

Then darkness suddenly jackknifed him backward, cracks blazing inside his ribs like molten wire. Hang on to that scar, he thought as darkness rushed in, and don’t let these relics sell you any more destiny bullshit.  

And the pillars of light vanished in a single hard blink.


–Shinso–

 

Shinso counted Bakugo’s breaths because it gave his panic something to chew on.

In. Two. Three. Out. Two—

The rhythm shattered.

Bakugo jerked. Hard. His back arched off the mat, a strangled gasp tearing from his throat. Blood ran from his nose and mouth in a sudden sheet. 

“—Shit.” Shinso dropped to his knees, hands hovering. Don’t touch, Bakugo had warned, let it ride, but this looked worse than bad.

Across the ring Midoriya jerked awake, the trance falling out of his eyes like broken glass.

“K-Kacchan?”

Bakugo didn’t hear him. Breaths came in ragged halves, lips already tinting blue. Fingers raked the mat, searching for a world that kept sliding sideways.

Midoriya skidded forward, palms fluttering, useless. “Kacchan, look at me—please—” He caught sight of his own wrist. “The mark—” His sleeve had ridden up. The black handprint was gone, only a pale scar left behind. 

Bakugo convulsed again. His hand shot out blindly and snagged Shinso’s capture scarf, yanking him forward with desperate strength.

“Easy, easy,” Shinso muttered, sinking lower, letting Bakugo use the cloth like a lifeline. Up close he could see the boy’s pupils—huge, unfocused, drowning.

Midoriya pressed trembling fingers to Bakugo’s cheek. “Kacchan, please, breathe.”

Another seizure cracked through: muscles locking, back arching, a guttural choke splattering fresh blood across the mats.

Bakugo’s breath hitched, stuttered.

One breath.

Two.

Bakugo’s grip slackened.

Shinso let out a breath he didn’t realize he’d been holding. “That’s it. Stay with us.”

Bakugo’s lashes fluttered. Focus clawed its way back—blurry, then sharp enough to cut. He looked from the blood on Midoriya’s sleeve to his own clenched fist around Shinso’s scarf, recognition and irritation flaring together.

“What,” he rasped, voice sandpaper-raw. He tried to sit, but dizziness pitched him sideways. Midoriya caught his shoulders.

“Easy,” Midoriya whispered, relief breaking like water. “You— you stopped breathing.”

Bakugo frowned. His jaw set. He released Shinso’s scarf, gave the fabric a clumsy pat that was almost thanks , then forced a crooked grin.

“Told you not to freak,” he muttered.

“Next time,” Shinso deadpanned, feeling his pulse finally slow, “put the disclaimer in bold.”

Midoriya’s eyes were still glassy with guilt. Bakugo nudged him with a shaky shoulder. “Mark’s gone, nerd. Mission accomplished.”

“But the backlash—”

“Quit panicking.” Bakugo’s voice was rough, but steadier now. He rubbed the heel of his palm across the half-dried blood at his lip and nodded at Midoriya’s unblemished forearm. “Took the leech off, sure, but I wasn’t gonna leave your power flailing. Blackwhip’s anchored.”

Midoriya blinked. “Anchored…? You mean—”

“Stabilized the damn quirk while I was in there,” Bakugo muttered, like it was an item on a grocery list. “Less noise, more control. You’ll feel it next time you pull it out.”

A stunned beat passed, then Midoriya’s eyes flooded. “Kacchan, that— that could’ve killed you.”

“Yeah, well, didn’t, ” Bakugo shot back, rolling his eyes. “So don’t waste it.”

Midoriya’s mouth opened, closed, then shaped a whispered, “Thank you.”

Bakugo grunted something that might have been you owe me , but it was so soft it never reached full volume. He shifted his weight.

His hands were trembling, but neither of the other boys called him on it. Shinso rose first and offered an arm. “Locker room’s closer than the nurse. Think you can walk?”

Bakugo gripped his wrist, hauled himself upright with a hiss but stayed standing. 

Midoriya moved to the other side to steady him. Together they started for the door—three uneven shadows stitched together under the harsh fluorescent glare, the echo of a near-miss still crackling in the air behind them.

– – – – –

Somewhere in the corner—where the room’s shadows pooled thickest—something flickered. White hair. A small silhouette—smile thin, eyes gleaming—watching the black cracks pulse like quiet thunder beneath skin.

Ren watched.

No one saw him. No one ever saw him unless he wanted it.

He tilted his head, expression unreadable as he took in the writhing black that crawled over Katsuki’s chest.

“You shouldn’t have touched that thorn, little hero” he murmured to himself, voice a soft sing-song that curdled at the edges. “It was doing such hard work, soaking up all that backlash for you. And now you ripped it out. Silly.”

His smile sharpened. “Now you get to suffer again. What a pity.”

He turned away, hands tucked behind his back like a child in a gallery, humming as he stepped into a slice of shadow and vanished.

Notes:

Thank god we're moving onto the next arc. It's hype, I swear.

Chapter 41: House of Cards Part 1

Notes:

Heist! Heist! Heist! Heist! I fucking love heists.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Hitoshi’s shoulder was a solid bar under Katsuki’s arm. Deku hovered at his other side like a mother hen.

“I can walk,” Katsuki muttered for the eighth time.

“Sure,” Hitoshi said, not loosening his grip in the slightest. “And I’m class president.”

Deku choked out a laugh—still hoarse from the soul-realm plunge—but he kept a steadying hand at Katsuki’s elbow, ready to catch the smallest wobble. Blood had been scrubbed from Katsuki’s face in the locker-room sink, but rusty smudges still marbled the collar of his hoodie and crusted the ends of his hair. Better than the horror show he’d looked a half-hour ago, but they all knew Recovery Girl would throw a sandal if she saw him outside her ward again so soon.

The halls of U.A. were quiet at night, save for the sigh of distant vents. Each echo stabbed up Katsuki’s bad knee and funneled straight into the headache still fogging his skull.

Seven days. Seven days and still no ping from La Brava.

He pictured the burner phone taped under his bedside drawer—countless refreshes, blank screen mocking him. If Deika already blew up while I was busy bleeding…

Focus, idiot.

Shirakumo’s warning resurfaced: “…high-ends… a hospital…” Jakku Hospital. A pin on the cork-board back at the apartment, ringed three times in angry red Sharpie. If Deika had gotten past him, he wouldn’t lose this lead too.

Their shoes tapped into the teacher-dorm corridor. Fluorescent lights flickered on—pale, clinical, almost judgmental.

Katsuki halted outside Aizawa’s door and shook Hitoshi’s arm off. “I’m good,” Katsuki rasped. “Need Deku for a sec.”

Hitoshi’s eyes flicked to Deku, then back. “Fine. But if you face-plant, I’m ratting you out to Eraser.” He shoved hands in pockets and ambled off, pretending the threat was a joke. Katsuki felt the eyes until he rounded the corner.

Katsuki fished his key card out of his pocket and unlocked the door. Eri’s soft snore wafted from the bedroom down the hall. Aizawa must still be on patrol; the living-room lamp was the only light.

Katsuki sank onto the couch, breathing through the lingering dizziness. Deku hovered, fidgeting with the hem of his hoodie.

“Kacchan—”

“Sit.” Katsuki’s voice cracked into urgency he hated but couldn’t bury. Deku obeyed, perching on the armchair like a spring-loaded toy.

“I need you to listen,” Katsuki clasped his hands, knuckles white. “All of it.”

Green eyes went wide. A single nod.

“The Nomu—Kurogiri—he… remembered things. Places they stashed other Nomus.” Katsuki’s throat bobbed. “High-ends. Lots of them. Location lines up with Jakku General.” He forced the next words out. “If they move, civilians die. Heroes won’t be ready.”

Deku’s eyes widened. “That’s a major facility. If something like that were true—”

“It is .” Katsuki leaned forward, forearms on his knees. “I can’t stamp it with proof. But every quake in my gut says it’s real. And if they move those things into the city—” He swallowed. “It’ll be worst-case scenario. You saw Endeavor fight one of those things. And that was one .”

Deku rubbed at the faint white patch on his forearm—the place the mark had been. “You got this from talking to Kurogiri?”

“The guy’s soul who became Kurogiri, yeah.”

That wasn’t the whole truth, but close enough.

“I’m benched,” he continued. Tsukauchi won’t even take my calls. But you —” His gaze sharpened. “All Might still listens to you. Hawks, Endeavor. If you raise the flag, pro-heroes will look.”

Deku chewed his lip. “B—but without proof.. .”

“Then dress it up,” Katsuki’s snapped. “Tell them you got a tip—anything. They can’t ignore something like this. Just get eyes in that facility.”

Silence stretched. Deku studied the tremor Katsuki hid in his hands, the hollowness around his eyes. Finally he nodded once, firm. “I trust you, Kacchan. I’ll take it to All Might—and maybe Endeavor. They’ll listen.”

Relief sagged Katsuki’s shoulders, and the living-room stopped tilting. Deku rose and offered his fist. Katsuki bumped it—an automatic motion that felt strangely reassuring.

“We’ll stop it before anyone gets hurt,” Deku vowed.

“Make sure of it, nerd.”

The latch turned. Aizawa stepped in, capture-scarf slung loose round his neck, eyes already narrowing. Katsuki shoved himself upright, ready to downplay everything. Deku touched his sleeve—soft, grateful—then slipped past the incoming teacher with a nod.

Aizawa’s tired gaze flicked from Deku’s disappearing form to Katsuki’s wobbling stance. He opened his mouth—

“Long night,” Katsuki muttered, already shuffling toward his bedroom. “Dek— Izuku was just leaving. I’m gonna crash.”

Aizawa opened his mouth to question; Deku slipped past, mumbling goodnight. The teacher sighed, rubbed tired eyes, and—miracle of miracles—let the interrogation wait.

Katsuki exhaled, mind already miles away—at a cold, bright hospital where Nomus waited. When exhaustion finally dragged him under, Jakku’s corridors followed into his dreams, echoing with the promise of a fight he refused to lose.


 

5:48 a.m.

everything smudged charcoal and blue, as if the world were only half-rendered. Katsuki lay flat, eyes drilled into the ceiling, pulse sparking like a frayed wire. Sleep had been a collection of jump-cuts:  Jakku’s subterranean corridors, Deika’s streets, Ren’s too-bright grin. 

At 5:49 he gave up.

He swung his legs over the side of the bed, and fished for the burner. The phone was exactly where he’d taped it: underside of the night-stand drawer, cushioned in a pocket of duct tape and paranoia. He dropped back onto the mattress, thumbs already working the power button.

No new notif—

The screen blazed to life, banner across the top.

LB (21 hrs ago)
Found something.
Shipping yard – 08:00. Coordinates attached.

A jolt of adrenaline erased what remained of fatigue. Seven empty days of refreshing this stupid phone and cursing the radio silence, and of course the message had landed while he’d been busy swapping punches with Hitoshi and playing a reunion tour with 1-A. One message, twenty-one hours old.

“Idiot,” he muttered, raking a hand through sleep-crushed hair.

Clock: 5:54 a.m.

“Tomorrow”—except tomorrow was now . Less than two-and-a-half hours.

Plenty of time if you were a normal student with normal clearance. Zero time if you were a half-dead, unofficially quarantined ex-hero student under Aizawa’s direct supervision. Katsuki’s brain spun through contingencies.

Option A — file a formal “visit Takeshi” request. Too late. The office wouldn’t stamp anything before seven. If he’d checked his damn phone and filed the request yesterday, he wouldn’t be in this mess.

Option B — wake Aizawa, beg forgiveness, promise to be back by lunch. That required explanations he couldn’t give.

Option C — stealth exit and text an excuse from the gate. Pray Aizawa didn’t trace the lie until after eight. Risk level: medium. Payoff: the only one that got him to La Brava before eight.

C it is.

His knee muttered a dull complaint when he stood. Too bad, he was moving anyway. His socks muffled his steps across the small room. He knelt by the dresser, slid a shoebox aside, and fished out a set of compression sleeves. These were life support for overworked joints. He yanked them on, then laced his boots.

Down the hall Aizawa’s breathing stayed slow and even. Hero veteran ears—one creak and the man would be vertical, with his capture scarf deployed. 

Eri was sprawled star-fish across her bed with her rabbit plush mashed to her cheek. Guilt tugged. He hated disappearing on her. Leaving without warning always felt wrong.  He tugged the quilt to her shoulders, whispered, “Back soon, kid,” and crept to the doorway. Katsuki eased the bedroom door open and slipped down the hall.

The real hurdle waited in the kitchenette: Aizawa’s faculty key-card dangled next to a mug with a cat on the side. Katsuki eased it off the hook, breath hitching when the lanyard rattled. No footsteps from the hall. Good. He slipped the card into his hoodie pocket.

One-handed, he tapped a message on his normal phone.

Need to drop something off at Takeshi’s. Back before lunch. –K

He hit send and winced. Half-truth, full gamble. Aizawa would dissect it by seven and start triangulating by 7:05, but that was future-Katsuki’s brawl.

He slipped into the hallway, soft-close latch clicking behind him. The corridors were gray and empty. He badged through the faculty stairwell, the scanner beeped green. One flight down, two, then out the maintenance exit and into the chilly winter air.

06:22 a.m.

He jogged—knee faintly protesting with each stride—toward the service gate. The CCTV would log his departure, but Aizawa wouldn’t check until he saw the text. With luck, Katsuki would be a dot on the horizon by then.

As he slipped through the chain-link, the sun broke over the campus walls, a thin blade of orange slicing the clouds.

“Shipping yard by eight,” he muttered, tugging the hood lower. “Piece of cake.”

The city swallowed him, shoes slapping rhythm against concrete, burner buzzing turn-by-turn directions in his pocket—the first whisper of a plan finally snapping into motion. Somewhere beyond the skyline, La Brava waited with answers.

Get to the yard. Get the intel. Worry about the fallout later.

This time, I don’t miss the shot.


 

The sun refused to rise over the abandoned shipping yard. it bled a weak pewter glow across miles of rust-flaked shipping containers and weed-infested tracks. Katsuki picked his way through the graveyard of metal, every footstep thudding in the hollow of his chest.

The shipping yard had long since been forgotten, weeds curled through cracks in the concrete like crooked fingers. Rusted crates sat stacked in silent rows. Broken lights flickered overhead, their soft buzzing drowned by the wind whispering off the harbor.

Ren’s earlier taunt echoed. As much as he hated to admit it, the boy had been right. Permission had become a leash. If he waited any longer, there’d be no chance to prevent whatever was about to happen in Deika City. 

Officially, he was “visiting Takeshi.” Unofficially, he was gambling what little freedom he had left. If Tsukauchi found out he wasn’t at Takeshi’s trailer? He’d be lucky to breathe unsupervised again. He’d be screwed. Again.

Worth it.

A soft crunch of gravel. Katsuki’s head snapped up.

Gentle Criminal emerged from behind an abandoned freight car, his crimson coat fluttering like a stage curtain in the wind. La Brava padded beside him, tablet hugged to her chest. Her eyes were wary and watchful. 

Behind them—unseen to anyone else—Ren drifted like smoke, perched atop a bent metal beam with his feet dangling. A silent witness

“You came,” Katsuki said, not as a greeting—just a fact.

“Bakugo,” Gentle greeted, with the same theatrical flair Katsuki remembered. “Or is it still Nullbringer these days?”

Katsuki’s eye twitched. “It was never Nullbringer . Call me that again and I’ll rearrange your jaw .

“Perish the thought.” Gentle offered a theatrical bow.

Katsuki turned to La Brava. “Thanks for answering on faith. I know I asked a lot.”

La Brava frowned, folding her arms. “You didn’t tell me much. Just ‘check Deika.’ No reason. No context. At first, I figured you’d lost your mind. There’s nothing in Deika City. It’s statistically dull—No major crimes, no villain hotspots. Just the usual petty stuff.”

Katsuki didn’t reply.

“But I looked anyway. Because… I don’t know. Something in your voice.”

She opened the tablet and flipped it around. A map of Deika glowed on the screen, pockmarked with red dots. “These are all the cameras and data streams I accessed,” she explained. “Everything looked completely normal. Too normal. Like a city trying really hard to look boring. Notice anything odd?”

Katsuki studied the screen, eyes narrowing. Red dots dotted nearly every sector—dense enough to feel cluttered, but evenly spaced.

Except for one dark void.

There.

No dots. No noise.

Just a blank swath of nothing.

Katsuki pointed. “I’m guessing that’s the problem.”

La Brava’s eyes lit up. “Very good. You catch on quickly. I didn’t miss that spot,” La Brava said, “and it’s not a surveillance dead zone. That’s encrypted territory. So encrypted, in fact, that I couldn’t breach it without setting off a thousand alarms.”

“Meaning someone in that city has serious tech defenses,” Katsuki muttered. “Professional grade.”

“Which means someone’s trying very hard to hide something,” La Brava said.

She reached into her bag and pulled out three small earpieces.

“Custom-built communicators,” she explained. “Shielded from frequency jammers and trace pings. We use these, we stay invisible. Mostly.”

Katsuki took one, holding it up to the light. “So we’re going in blind?”

“Ye of little faith. I said that I was not able to get into the system without tipping them off. I didn’t say I couldn’t. But I’ll need to breach the system on-site. 

“That means,” Gentle said, adjusting his gloves. “We’ll have to plan meticulously.”

“Piece of cake,” Katsuki muttered. “So what’s there?” He asked after a moment.

“A tower,” she replied. “Owned by Detnerat. That support gear company. Their CEO’s a man named Rikiya Yotsubashi.”

Big name. Spotless reputation—and a hole in their surveillance, wide enough to bury a war crime. “Shit,” Katsuki muttered. “I’ve heard of them. Big sponsors.”

Gentle frowned. “Infiltrating a hero-support conglomerate? Bold.”

“Bold is what’s left when asking nicely doesn’t work,” Katsuki shot back. “Tsukauchi benched me. Heroes are busy smiling for cameras. Something catastrophic is about to go down if we just sit around.”

He felt, rather than saw, Ren’s pale eyes gleam above. See? the kid had hissed days ago. Get up, or get used to losing. 

“I won’t lose anyone else because I sat on my hands,” Katsuki finished, quieter. “And if Detnerat’s clean, then fine—your footage stays on ice. But if it’s dirty? We nuke them from orbit.”

La Brava’s fingers danced over her tablet, already pulling up code windows. “It all depends on what surveillance data I can get my hands on. Could be a bust. You sure you want to go through with this? Once we do, there’ll be no coming back. We are about to piss off a lot of people.” 

“If they’ve got something to hide,” Katsuki said, “then you guys can do what you do best— broadcast it .”

She paused, eyes widening a fraction. “You’d let us…?”

“I’m saying if they have something to hide.” Katsuki repeated. “I’m not here to smear a name for no reason. But if something shady’s going on in there? The world needs to see it.”

Gentle adjusted his gloves, mischief and resolve mingling behind his eyes. “Then a heist it is. Silent, elegant.”

Ren swung upside-down from the beam like a bored bat, invisible to the others. “Tick-tock, big brother. Your warden will miss his key-card soon. Wouldn’t want to spoil the fun.”

“Let him,” Katsuki muttered under his breath, powering his phone off. “We’re gone before he traces the ping.”

He’d spent seven days waiting for green lights. Today he would run every red. He won’t be tracked down before he can see this thing through.

“Let’s move,” he ordered, and four silhouettes—one seen only by him—melted into the rusted maze, the weeds swallowing their footprints before the wind could even remember they’d been there.


 

The train wheezed to a halt, doors sliding open with a weary hiss.

Katsuki stepped onto Deika’s platform—and stopped dead. 

Wrong.

Deika Station should have been brimming with the hustle and bustle of early morning activities. Instead he heard the echo of his own boots and the lonely drip of a leaking gutter. Everything else was gone. No push of commuters, no vending machines chirping the morning jingle. The air itself felt muffled. Down on the main street every traffic signal blinked obedient green, yet few cars passed by. Storefronts that should have been rolling up shutters for breakfast service sat dark behind lowered grates.

Ten a.m. on a weekday, Katsuki thought. And Deika looks like a film set after the crew’s gone home.

A prickle of instinct ran the length of his spine.

“La Brava,” he murmured  without looking back.

She was already thumbing rapid commands across her tablet. “Yesterday these feeds showed pedestrian density at normal variance—shops open, morning rush intact.” She turned the screen; every camera square was now an empty stage. “Between three-thirty and four a.m., activity nosedived. Feels… curated.”

“Curated how?” Gentle asked quietly.

“Like someone wants Deika to look like a ghost town.”

Katsuki scanned the skyline until he found it: the Detnerat tower, glinting a little too cleanly in the pale light. His chest tightened. “Stick to the shadows,” he said. “Alleys and service lanes only. We don’t want to draw attention to ourselves.”

They ghosted off the platform and slipped behind a shuttered café. Ahead, the valley of buildings created a canyon of long blue shadows. Garbage bags sat neatly tied; not a feral cat in sight. Even the wind felt dampened. Gusts that should have rattled tin and plastic merely sighed against brick.

Ren materialized at Katsuki’s shoulder like fog condensing. No greeting, no teasing, just a silver finger stabbing toward a narrow corridor.

Katsuki veered without breaking stride. Gentle and La Brava followed, the former adjusting coat-tails to avoid snagging on coils of abandoned cable. Half a block later Ren threw up a hand: stop .

Two men in coveralls trudged past the mouth of the corridor, voices pitched low. Katsuki caught a single word— “League.” —before they vanished around the corner.

“What’d they say?” he asked quietly.

La Brava shook her head. “Couldn’t hear. But that was close.” She gave a small thumbs-up. “Nice reflexes.”

“Yeah…” Katsuki’s gaze drifted toward Ren, who remained perched on a stack of crates nearby, his silver eyes watching everything.

Ren swung his legs like a child on a swing. “You can feel them if you try,” he sang in a voice that never reached mortal ears. “No bleeding, no fireworks—just read the room.”

Katsuki swallowed. Ren was baiting him—he could taste it—but the empty streets screamed ambush and he needed intel. Fine. One shallow pass.

He shut his eyes, breathed, and loosened the knot that kept his awareness inside his body.

The alley inverted into a constellation. Heat signatures flared behind brick; ribboning threads of quirk-energy braided down distant corridors. Too many . Katsuki filtered them, narrowing his senses to focus on those nearby.

One civilian. Two. Five more in the next block. None near.

His breath remained steady.

A tremor of dizziness nudged his ribs. No bleeding, no spike of pain—just a hiss of static that faded as soon as he pulled back. He opened his eyes to the alley’s gloom.

No blood.

No headache.

His heart was racing, but that was normal.

“…Huh,” he whispered.

“See?” Ren murmured.

Katsuki didn’t answer. He wasn’t sure what to make of it. Inside, something flicked bright and wary: Ren had been right—this was easier. 

The tower loomed ahead. It was cold, with glass rising from the earth like a monument. Katsuki could feel it pulsing even from here. Too clean. Too perfect.

They moved—three mortals and one phantom—into the hush of a city that felt less like morning and more like a held breath waiting to shatter. 

This is it.


 

“Alright,” La Brava muttered, eyes glued to her tablet as glowing code scrolled across the screen. “I can breach their system, but the moment I’m inside, we’ll have thirty minutes tops before they catch on.”

Thirty minutes. 

Katsuki paced behind her, the soles of his boots scuffing the pavement with each step. His muscles were coiled, his breath shallow. Everything about this felt wrong. This wasn’t just recon anymore, it was a damn raid. Permission never saved anyone, Ren had said, voice syrup-sweet and cruelly right. You want change? Act.

Well. He was acting now.

La Brava frowned. “Now that’s interesting.”

He turned sharply. “What?”

La Brava’s brows pinched. “There’s a whole lot of internal traffic about something called ‘Re-Destro.’”

“Destro,” Gentle murmured, adjusting his cuffs. “Patron saint of the old Meta Liberation Army. Preached quirks-as-freedom. He believed that suppressing quirk usage was a violation of human rights. He wrote a manifesto and inspired a following. His autobiography is still contraband in three prefectures.”

Meta Liberation Army. Katsuki’s pulse thumped once—hard . No way to show the future spiraling in his head, the ruins he’d seen in nightmares . Prove none of it, and you look like a headcase. Fail to act and you watch it happen in real time. He clicked his tongue. “So what? So the CEO’s a Destro fangirl. Creepy, maybe, but not illegal. We can’t just storm the place with zero proof. But there has to be something there.”

“I wouldn’t say we’ve got nothing, ” La Brava cut in. She flipped the tablet toward him. “Check this out.”

Katsuki leaned in. His eyes scanned rows of data—shipping logs, support item manifests, destination tags. It looked boring. Unremarkable.

“Support item shipments… okay? What am I looking at?” he asked.

La Brava pointed to a specific column. “The buyer info. Look closely. These shipments? Most of the recipients don’t exist. No tax IDs. No paper trails. No confirmation receipts. From the surface, it looks fine, but if you dig just a little deeper…”

“It all disappears,” Katsuki muttered.

She nodded. “Exactly. Support items. Off the grid. Someone’s stockpiling gear, and they’re doing it through ghost buyers. That doesn’t scream ‘innocent’ to me.”

Katsuki’s jaw tightened. “Can’t you trace it from here?”

“Not remotely,” she said, tapping her screen. “The data’s local. I’d need access to their physical server to pull any deeper files. Which, according to the building’s schematics, is located in the top floor penthouse. Real fancy.” 

Katsuki closed his eyes for a second and expanded his senses. The world lit up in colorless static, flickers of energy from the auras of those inside the building.

“There’s too many people,” he said, opening his eyes again. “No way I can make it up there without tripping an alarm.”

“I’ll create a diversion,” Gentle said, lifting a hand like it was obvious. “Draw attention to the front. Nothing suspicious, just a bit of performance flair.”

“I can access their camera feed,” La Brava added. “I’ll loop footage on every floor I can get into. That’ll keep them from tracking you.” She paused, meeting Katsuki’s eyes. “But that also means I won’t be able to track you either. So once you’re in, you’ll need to check in.”

Katsuki nodded. “Fine. Just one problem—I don’t know a damn thing about accessing corporate hard drives.”

La Brava smirked and pulled something from her bag—a sleek flash drive covered in stickers. “That’s why you’re taking this. Plug it into their core system, and I’ll handle the rest. If they detect it after you’re gone, who cares? I’ll already have everything I need.”

She flicked to another screen—building schematics. “Start here.” She pointed to a blinking dot at the tower’s base. “There’s a locked maintenance door just off the delivery bay. It should be low traffic. Follow that hallway to the north wing. There’s a stairwell tucked back there—only reaches floor thirty-seven, but it’s the best we’ve got.”

“What about the last few floors?” Katsuki asked.

“Staircase switches to the opposite side of the building. You might have to improvise. You’re good at that, right?” she said with a teasing grin. “But once you reach the end of the stairwell, check in and I can point you in the right direction. And do not lose that flash drive.”

Katsuki slipped it into his jacket pocket. “Got it.”

Ren chose that moment to drift from behind a leaning container, silver eyes gleaming. He pointed at a maintenance door. Shortcut, that gesture said.

“Show-time,” Gentle declared, flourishing crimson tails before striding off toward the tower’s front plaza—already rehearsing some grand distraction.

La Brava snapped her case shut and hurried after him, but not before brushing Katsuki’s sleeve. “You see anything nasty, you bail. Promise?”

Katsuki offered the ghost of a smirk. “Got it.”

Ren melted through the rusted service door; a second later the latch thunked open from the inside. Katsuki tugged his hood down and slipped the communicator into his ear.

He reached for the handle and turned it slowly. The metal groaned, but opened without resistance.

Waiting never fixed a damn thing.

He looked back once, nodding to La Brava.

Then he vanished into the hallway, the door closing behind him with a soft finality.

The maintenance door groaned shut behind him, and the world shrank to a single breath.

Concrete pressed in on every side—ceiling barely a handspan above his hood, cables hissing along the walls like buried serpents. A damp-metal chill seeped through his sleeves and stuck to his skin. Welcome to the guts of Detnerat.

Katsuki forced the air from his lungs, counted one… two… and let the familiar rhythm settle over the panic that wanted to rattle his ribs apart.

Eyes open, brain on. No explosions left to hide behind—so think.

Ren drifted ahead like a wisp of fog, phasing through walls and motioning silently when the coast was clear.

Katsuki followed in a half-crouch. Every six meters he flicked his aura sense outward—grey static blooming behind his eyes, painting footsteps in ember-orange and warning him where not to look. On the first scan he found two guards, talking football and drinking canned coffee three rooms away; on the second, there was an engineer, slumped at her desk. Easy. This wasn’t the first time he’d had to navigate enemy territory. But it was the first time his pulse felt this out of sync with his body.

Stay out of sight. Stay fast. Keep breathing

He slipped past, shoulder blades brushing cables, while Ren waved him through an opening the size of a dog door. The vent spit him into a utility hall with actual headroom. 

Down the corridor, a woman in a pencil skirt fumbled with a vending machine. Ren hissed “wait,” and Katsuki flattened his body behind a cleaning cart. There was a soft clunk from the machine, and then the sound of heels retreating down the hall. He exhaled, pushing himself up.

A quiet vibration buzzed through his earpiece—Gentle’s voice faint and theatrical in the distance. “ Citizens of Deika, behold elegance reborn— ” Theatrics. A beautiful, noisy distraction. A smokescreen Katsuki couldn’t afford to let go to waste.

He slid forward, but ducked as a pair of interns burst from a side door, wrists full of spreadsheets. The other’s words came out rushed. Something about a “security camera glitch on level 6.” He let them sprint past, then cut through a print room. The air was heavy with the scent of stale coffee and paper. One office worker muttered about to himself while he fiddled with the scanner. 

Katsuki’s heart thudded in his chest. The man didn’t look up.

Ren hovered beside him. “Stairwell’s just ahead.”

Katsuki nodded and slipped through the door.

The stairwell was narrow, but well-lit. It smelled of citrus disinfectant. So far, no badge access points. Good.

He climbed fast, taking the steps two and three at a time. Twenty-eight… thirty… thirty-five… His knees buckled a few times in protest. Voices drifted up from below. He forced himself to slow his pace, quieting his footsteps. 

Aura flickers moved through the floors above and below, but none crossed his path. Still, each creak of the stairwell made his teeth clench.

Landing thirty-seven was a dead end, just as La Brava warned. This is where I need to improvise, eh? He was met with a seamless security door, complete with a badge reader. 

Shit. 

In hindsight, he should have planned for digital barriers, especially in a place like this. Before he could reach for his comm, Ren melted through the door.

Click— The reader glowed green.

Forget every gripe he had about the kid. Right now, he was a godsend.

He eased the door open and—

An elevator waited: a stainless-steel coffin. Katsuki didn’t really dislike elevators. But here, they were a statistics problem. Just one press of a button from an employee and the box became a trap.

But the blueprints were clear: either the elevator, or test his luck on the opposite side of this floor. He had been lucky so far, but one flash from his aura sense proved that luck probably wouldn’t get him to those stairs. 

Elevator it is.

Above the door, a tiny camera panned. Katsuki stared it down, hood shadowing his face—La Brava’s loop should blind it, but nothing about today felt guaranteed.

He stepped inside, ears pounding. The doors closed with a click. Each floor number climbed like a countdown to a bomb. 

Thirty-nine… 

Aura flickers—two signatures—paused on 40, then drifted away.

forty-two… 

Sweat slid between his shoulder blades.

forty-five— Ding.

Air left his lungs in a single gust. He hadn’t realized he’d been holding his breath.

The doors parted onto a corridor so immaculate it felt atmosphere-controlled: white marble under violet accent lights, orchestral elevator jazz seeping from invisible speakers. Portraits of Detnerat board members judged him with perfectly back-lit eyes.

Kinda place that sells perfection as religion. Few roaming auras up here—either security trusted their lockdown, or they were stupidly proud. Katsuki prayed for pride; it bled slower than competence.

He thumbed the comm. “La Brava, on forty-five. I need the route.”

“Right, four doors, left at the fork,” La Brava breathed in his ear. “Unmarked door at the end. Ten-minute clock starts now.”

“Copy.”

He strode, counting doors. At the third a man stepped out, eyes on a tablet. Katsuki pivoted, pretending to adjust a thermostat panel. The man never looked up, muttered about bandwidth, kept walking. Katsuki slid on.

Fork. Left. Unmarked door—titanium, biometric plate. Ren drifted through, the lock disengaged.

Easy.

Katsuki slipped inside.

Humming servers lined the walls. There were rows of monitors, lit by neat columns of red-green LED lights. 

Flash-drive. Port. Do not overthink.

Katsuki yanked the flashdrive from his pocket. “Please tell me this is the right port,” he muttered. He slotted the sticker-covered drive. An LED winked amber, then steady blue.

“Talk to me, La Brava,” he murmured.

Static—then a delighted squeak: “I’m in. Files are unfolding like Christmas! This place is filthy . You’ve got maybe eight minutes.”

Eight minutes. More than he’d expected, less than he wanted.

He turned, hand already on the door lever—brain cataloguing exits.

“Big brother, wait,” Ren whispered at the edge of his hearing. “This way. End of the hall.”

Katsuki didn’t question Ren. Not now. Not when they were this deep into enemy territory, not when every breath of air felt pressurized with the threat of discovery.

His aura flared wide, searching—there: a single ember of life at the corridor’s farthest door, so faint he’d missed it on the first sweep.

He crept forward, his aura sense still active. It left him feeling tingly and his head like static, but he wasn’t in the mood for any surprises.

He came to a stop in front of a steel door. It was bio-locked with an eye scanner. With Ren, locks were just suggestions.

On the far side, Ren slipped through and popped the latch.

Metal sighed open. 

What waited inside was a showroom-office: designer desk, photographs of Yotsubashi shaking hands with politicians, and floor-to-ceiling glass that treated Deika City like a private aquarium. In the center—a bolted chair, restraints biting deep, and a man slumped forward, three fingers gone, sleeves stiff with dried blood.

Giran.

The broker’s head lifted by inches. One swollen eye focused, locking eyes with him. “—Takeshi’s kid?” he rasped, voice like gravel. Then a tired grin. “Well I’ll be damned,” Giran croaked. “Didn’t expect the babysitter to show up.”

Katsuki stared, breath catching in his throat. “You remember me.”

“Hard to forget the nameless brat who cracked Overhaul’s empire in half and vanished with his kid. You’ve grown up a bit.” A ghost of a smirk brushed his lips. “Dig the new dye job.”

Katsuki didn’t answer. He moved quickly, dropping to his knees and flicking his pocketknife open. The bindings were tight, cutting into skin. He sliced them one after another “What the hell happened to you?”

“Liberation psychos,” Giran wheezed. “Used me as bait. Dropped a few fingers to previous League sites. One hell of a calling card, I’ll give ‘em that.” 

Rage rippled. He hauled the older man up; Giran’s knees buckled, then locked. Katsuki’s jaw clenched. “What do they want with the League?”

“Nothing but their heads.” Giran grunted. “Boss-man’s furious that the League’s been stealing their spotlight. Said the League’s ideals directly oppose their philosophy.”

Katsuki stilled. “You mean they’re planning to kill Shigaraki?” That makes no sense. The future he’d seen—League and MLA merging, Shigaraki alive. Unless tonight was the pivot that forced the alliance…

“Kill, gut, you get the picture. Every hero’s been drawn out of the city. The only people left are Liberation freaks. This whole thing’s a trap. ‘Bout to be a bloodbath.”

Katsuki’s stomach flipped, but he set his jaw. “So the city’s a kill-box,” he muttered, slipping beneath Giran’s arm.

Ren appeared just ahead, motioning silently toward a narrow corridor branching off the main hall. His translucent hand pointed down the dim passage, then vanished into the wall without a word.

Katsuki scanned—no auras in that direction.

Clear.

“Come on,” he muttered, hauling Giran with him.

They moved, boots whispering over polished tile, fluorescent lights fluttering. Giran leaned heavy but stubborn.

Katsuki whispered, “There had to be a reason you were taken. Could’ve sent a message with any of the league members. I’m guessing they used you for intel?”

“On the League, sure. On you? Oh yeah—‘Nullbringer’ this, ‘abomination’ that.” A humorless chuckle. “Told ’em zilch. Not that I had the details on you anyway.”

His stomach twisted. One more name on the hit list.

“Listen, kid. This ain’t some wannabe resistance movement. They’ve got numbers. Over a hundred thousand sympathizers, last I heard. Gear. Influence. You’re walking into a damn war.”

Ahead, the stairwell door waited, Ren already phasing through the lock.

Can’t risk the elevator again. Not with a hostage in tow.

A buzz in his ear.

“Bakugo,” La Brava’s voice crackled, tense. “I’m in. And… this is worse than I thought. These files—these people—they’re preparing for something massive. You need to get out. Now.”

“I am,” Katsuki hissed. “Found a hostage. We’re on our way.”

“A what ?!”

“I’ll explain later. Just get ready.”

Katsuki half-dragged, half-steered Giran through several glass corridors that all looked the same—obsidian floor, white light, steel ribs in the ceiling. Every second was borrowed. Every corner felt like rolling dice. Katsuki’s mind raced. 

This is bad . He was in over his head. 

“La Brava,” he rasped, shoulder aching beneath Giran’s weight. “Can you leak what you found to the heroes? City’s about to go to hell. I need a signal out. Now.”

La Brava didn’t hesitate. “I’m trying, but their signal blockers are thicker than concrete. They’re definitely planning something ugly.”

“Shit,” Katsuki breathed.

“Hang tight,” La Brava said. “I’ll do what I can. Just get out alive.”

Katsuki grabbed Giran’s arm tighter, hauling him down the steps. 

They reached floor thirty-seven before the staircase ended. They’d have to cut across the building. Precisely what he tried to avoid on his way up. 

Katsuki pushed the thought away and eased the stairwell door open. Ren rounded a corner, beckoning. 

They burst into a show-room filled with mannequins modeling support gear. Their mirrored visors threw shards of light across pristine tile. Katsuki’s boots skidded on polished stone, Giran hissed as his ribs jolted.

There was a rumble of wheels. Katsuki scanned with his aura sight and cursed when he saw two figures about to round a corner. Up ahead a pair of engineers pushed a cart of boxed gauntlets past the showroom. The man glanced over his shoulder just as Katsuki flattened behind a display case, hauling Giran down with him. A single drop of blood spattered on the floor; Katsuki wiped it with his sleeve, heart hammering.

The cart rumbled past. One engineer muttered about the AC being too damn high. Doors slid shut. Safe—for three heartbeats.

They entered another hallway—just one long strip—no hiding place in sight. A lone security guard around the corner to the right, chatting on a handheld radio. Ren hovered, making the quiet now gesture. 

Katsuki shifted Giran’s weight and eased along the railing.

Don’t turn the corner, don’t turn the corner…

The guard yawned loudly, before his footsteps retreated further away. 

– – – – –

Finally, they reached the stairwell door. Ren popped the lock with a spectral hand. It should be a straight shot to the ground floor from here. 

They descended—thirty-two… thirty-one—Giran’s boots slipping on concrete. Blood marked each tread.

Ren darted ahead, eyes wide. “Hurry! They noticed he’s missing!”

“Shit,” Katsuki snapped again, gripping Giran tighter. The man was trying to keep up, but he was clearly in no shape for a sprint. Blood loss, bruised ribs, maybe worse—Katsuki couldn’t tell, but he felt the dead weight creeping in with every step.

“Too slow,” Ren breathed. “They’ll see you.”

Think. Katsuki’s gaze raked the hall—sprinkler lines, breaker panels

“Straight shot from here,” Ren said, hovering midair. “But someone’s on your tail. Fast. You won’t make it carrying him.”

Katsuki’s heart kicked. His instincts screamed at him to run. To bolt.

But he looked at Giran—pale, barely standing—and clenched his jaw.

No.

Not this time.

“I’m not leaving you,” he growled, lowering Giran against the wall. “But I am buying time.”

Giran blinked up at him. “Kid—”

“Listen,” Katsuki cut in. “Take the stairs all the way down. It should lead to a maintenance hallway. Straight shot to the exit from there.”

“Kid—”

“I’ll catch up.” Katsuki turned, checking the path behind them. “I just need to slow down whoever the hell is following us. Long enough for you to get out.”

Giran didn’t argue. He just nodded once, blood-slicked fingers tightening into fists. “You’re just like him, you know.”

Katsuki grunted. “Go,” he said.

And then he turned around, feet already moving back up the stairs. 

The alarm blared.

Red lights ignited overhead like warning flares. Sirens screeched through the stairwells. Doors slammed shut in unison.

His earpiece crackled. “What happened?!” La Brava’s voice was tight, urgent.

“They triggered a lockdown,” Katsuki hissed. “La Brava, have you alerted the heroes yet?”

“No, not yet.” she replied, breathless. “They cut the city’s signals,” she said. “Radio, internet, everything.”

Katsuki swore under his breath. “Can you override it?”

“I’m trying!” she snapped. “But someone serious set this up. This isn’t just signal jamming—they’ve got a firewall built like a bunker. Best I can do is maybe send a burst ping if I punch through, but it’ll take time.”

“Time we don’t have,” Katsuki muttered. 

Katsuki’s mind raced. No backup. No signal. 

I need to warn them. I need to get someone’s attention—anyone—fast.

He skidded to a stop at a landing, eyes catching on the narrow window beside the stairwell. It looked out across the skyline of Deika City. The streets were too still. No movement, no patrols.

No one’s watching.

And then… his eyes dropped.

There was a fire alarm switch bolted to the wall. A flicker of an idea sparked. He could cause a scene. A big one. Something that forced people out. Something that’d make even these psycho bastards run for the exits.

Smoke.

People noticed smoke. Especially when it poured from the top of a high-rise.

A slow breath left his lungs.

If he started a fire up there—something big, something impossible to ignore—it would be seen from miles away. Even if comms were down, someone would see it.

La Brava’s voice was still in his ear. “Bakugo, talk to me. What are you thinking?”

He stared at the red box, then scanned the floor above. There were clusters of aura signatures in tight groups. Too many to count. But one area stood out: low traffic, directly beneath the penthouse. Close enough to shake the tower. Empty enough to not kill anyone if he was fast.

“I’m thinking,” he muttered, “that I didn’t expect arson to be on today’s checklist.”

Notes:

Bro is racking up one hell of a criminal record.

Chapter 42: Ghost Trail

Notes:

This one is a bit shorter than the other chapters... Kinda sloppy if I'm being honest, but I wasn't really feeling the vibe. Thought I'd just get this one over and done with. I may go back and rewrite it later.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

The cat mug was the first betrayal.

Aizawa stood in the kitchenette with his hair still down, eyes sandpapered from a night that barely qualified as sleep, and stared at the empty hook on the wall. Faculty keycard: gone. The calico on the mug smiled up at him like it knew.

His phone buzzed where he’d left it by the sink. A text stamped an hour ago:

Need to drop something off at Takeshi’s. Back before lunch. –K

At six a.m. On a repaired knee and dead on his feet. Aizawa set the mug down, very gently, and patted his chest pocket—habit, instinct—like a man checking for a missing limb. Right. Missing .

He called Bakugo—Straight to voicemail, of course.

“Return. Now,” he texted anyway. Delivered. Not read.

He checked the living room—couch pillow at an angle, but otherwise unremarkable. Midoriya had been there past midnight last night. Bakugo had been grayer than Aizawa liked admitting. Both boys hummed with the kind of silence that said not now .

So he hadn’t asked. He’d let the kid sleep.

This is what happens when you ‘give space,’ he thought bitterly, gathering his hair into a knot.

He started with the obvious. The hook where his keycard had hung was now a naked curve of metal. The second charger in the kitchen outlet was gone; Eri’s pink cable still wrapped around the plug in a bow she’d made last night. Protein bar wrapper and an empty painkiller blister in the trash under the sink.

He cracked the bedroom door and moved like a thief around the small shape laying starfished the bed. Eri’s rabbit was mashed to her cheek. Safe.

He made his way to Bakugo’s side of the room. He crouched by the nightstand and eased the drawer out and flipping it over.

Duct tape. A strip torn free recently—ragged edge, adhesive still tacky. Dust left a clean rectangle the size of a phone. Most likely a burner. Two smaller shadows where batteries might’ve sat. Rookie stash spot . The drawer itself was empty. Too easy. The kid was smart, but he didn’t have the years of experience Aizawa had.

Anger began to bubble up. He pressed a thumb into the muscle above his brow and shoved it down. He should’ve swept the apartment sooner. He’d chosen trust . He hated how the word tasted, especially now.

He pulled out his phone and dialed Takeshi’s contact.

The man picked up on the second ring, voice gravelly with sleep and warning. “It’s eight-something in the morning. Tell me why I’m hearing from you instead of the kid.”

“Because he’s not here,” Aizawa said. 

A pause. “What do you mean not there?”

“At six.” Aizawa moved to the desk, booting the UA security portal as he talked. “He used my staff card to slip through the side door. Alone. He’s not answering. If he calls you, stall him and then call me.”

Takeshi swore, low and vicious, like he was spitting out a nail. “Damn it, Katsuki. After everything? He can barely stand on that knee.”

“I know.”

“I told him—no more solo runs. Not after the Nomu. Not after—” Takeshi stopped, breath scraping the line. “Eri? Is she okay?”

“She’s still asleep.”

Silence, then Takeshi’s voice came back tighter. “Did he look okay yesterday? Last I saw him, he seemed to be doing a lot better..”

“He was in bad shape,” Aizawa said. “Didn’t think he’d be bold enough to bolt. If he contacts you, you tell me first.”

“You know I will,” Takeshi snapped. “And when you find him, give him a message for me—no more cowboy crap.”

The line clicked dead. He deserved the anger. He should have been watching the boy more closely. It was his responsibility after all.

He thumbed a message to Nezu with two words— Delayed. Elopement situation… Need someone to cover homeroom.

Dots, then: Understood. All Might has homeroom. Keep me updated.

Plan in, next call out.

Tsukauchi answered on the second ring, already caffeinated and coiled. “Please tell me this is you saying Bakugo’s on the couch with the kid and I can throw my blood pressure cuff away.”

“He’s gone,” Aizawa said.

A beat. Then the sound of paperwork being weaponized. “What.”

“He texted at six, said he was dropping something at Takeshi’s, back by lunch. He used my staff card to exit the south side door. Solo.”

“You have got to be kidding me.” Paper rustled sharper. “I benched him for a reason—he was acting without orders, Shouta. I thought you were watching him!”

“I operate on trust,” Aizawa said, scrubbing the video frame-by-frame, committing the posture to memory. “If I chain him to a bed, he’ll chew through the arm.”

“How’s that trust working out for you?” Tsukauchi cut in, voice gone thin and knife-edged. “Because from where I’m standing, he ghosted you off a secure campus.”

Aizawa’s grip tightened on the phone. “Don’t do that.”

“Do what, expect you to do your job?”

“You knew about his condition,” Aizawa snapped, the temper finally lifting its head. “You didn’t even bother to tell me he’s operating on half a soul. He was wrecked yesterday. Burned through whatever energy he had. And you still pushed him to reach Shirakumo. Don’t act blameless.”

Silence. Then a measured inhale. “I didn’t ‘push’ him. He insisted. He’s the only one who could try, and you know why. We ran protocols. We had med on standby—”

“You only had paperwork to deal with,” Aizawa snapped. “I was the one handling a kid who could barely stand upright. You should have told me from the start.”

“Can we not do this right now?” Tsukauchi said, voice low now. “We do not have the luxury of dissecting past actions when every second counts. You know this, Shota. So let’s focus on the case. Where’s his phone?”

Aizawa pushed down his frustrations. As much as he wanted to argue, Tsukauchi was correct. He needed to focus.

He recalled IT putting a soft leash on the kid’s civilian phone at Aizawa’s insistence—“for emergencies.”

“Gone,” Aizawa said, opening the tracker. “But it has a GPS tracker.” One bright ping in an industrial dead zone on Musutafu’s fringe—an old scrap yard that hadn’t hosted a legitimate shipment in five years. There—then gone. Back—then pinched out like a candle wick. “Last ping at Hoshino Salvage, 08:39. Dark after that.”

“Okay.” The detective’s exhale rasped. The bite in his tone stayed. “I’ll pull city cams and traffic near Hoshino and push anything usable.”

“Do that,” Aizawa said, and killed the call before he could bite back with something he couldn’t take back.

– – – – –

Aizawa stripped the kid’s bed and shook the sheet. Nothing. Closet: his frayed-cuff hoodie was gone. At the door, the heavy boots sat innocent; the softer pair missing.

A faint rustle of fabric announced Eri’s awakening. “’Zawa?” she asked. “Where’s Kacchan?”

He kept his voice gentle. “He had an errand.”

“Without breakfast?” Outrage, tiny and sincere. “That’s bad. He gets cranky.”

Aizawa opened the door and stepped into the hallway. Little feet padded behind him.

“Is he in trouble?” she asked.

“He made a choice,” Aizawa said, and heard the piece of truth in it. “I’m going to bring him back.”

His phone buzzed against the counter. Tsukauchi again. Aizawa answered, putting the detective on speaker while he tapped out a message to Hizashi.

—Take Eri to school. Problem child on the loose.

Tsukauchi’s voice crackled through the speaker. “Street cams confirm a hooded figure headed south on foot from the side door,” the detective said. “No clear face. Hoshino Salvage is our last hard point.”

“Copy,” Aizawa said. “I’m moving.”

Aizawa ended the call and packed a go-bag without thinking: capture weapon, spare goggles, backup battery, basic first aid. Aizawa paused at the door. “Yamada’s taking you to school,” he said. “He’ll be here in five minutes.”

Her eyes went wide with purpose. “Can I show him my song?”

“Yes. Make him cry.”

She grinned. “Okay.”

Hizashi arrived in a hurricane. “Shouta, what did you mean by—oh my god, you look like you ate nails for breakfast.”

“Take her to school,” Aizawa said, pushing past him. “I’ve got a kid to track down.”

On his way past the coat hooks his eyes snagged on the bare wood where his keycard had hung. He pictured the moment it left—quiet, deliberate. Kid had stood right here, watching the hallway, making a choice to snuff out any flicker of trust Aizawa had left in him.


 

Hoshino Salvage looked like it died years ago.

Aizawa killed the engine and let the tick-tick settle. The place smelled like iron, old rain, and rubber.

Bakugo’s civilian phone had pinged here at 08:39. One bright dot, then dark.

He kept his scarf loose and slipped through a triangle flap in the chain-link where someone had wired it back with whatever was handy. Sloppy repair.

The scrap yard gave him seagulls, wind, and not much else. Rusted cranes skeletoned against a colorless sky, weeds rattled along cracks in cement. He cataloged as he moved because cataloging kept the mind from inventing ghosts: forklift ruts with mud caked on, a cigarette butt crushed on the ground. There were two sets of footprints at the staff gate. One was heavy—likely steel-toed—the other was lighter with new tread. 

Bakugo had taken the soft-soled boots from the door. He’d noted the swap with a private curse because soft soles tracked poorly. The stride here didn’t have the same weight distribution. Either a different body—or the same, with the limp masterfully masked. There was enough doubt to irritate him. 

He checked the obvious locations—under a bent ladder, inside the gutted office, behind a half-collapsed wooden fence. The office stood frozen in time—blinds covering an intact window, a calendar hanging on the wall, a mug with coffee stains on the bottom. No signs of forced entry. The layer of dust coating each surface told him there had been no recent foot traffic. The only sign of life was his own footprints stamped into the dusty floorboards.

He climbed the crane for a view, because height gave a different perspective. From the platform, the yard revealed nothing out of the ordinary. The kid must have simply passed through. No signs pointed to a deliberate purpose. 

Down in the alley he found what he expected: broken glass, weeds, chain-link fence, rusted bicycle. He stood with his hands at his sides and let the place say nothing.

He’d expected anger. It came—dull, usable. Under it, worry stabbed like a sharp edge. The boy had hidden a phone because he planned to operate solo. He’d worn the quiet boots because he planned not to be followed. He’d sent the too-neat text with Takeshi’s name in it because he wanted an alibi that was believable enough to buy time.

You gave him space. He used it. The thought had the mean, parental flavor he hated. He’d given space because you didn’t trap wounded animals. You didn’t corner them and call it care.

He made one more lap because sometimes the second look shook loose what the first pass missed. He checked one more metal stack, one more rusted cab, one more gap he would’ve used at sixteen.

Nothing.

He slid back through the fence flap.

Back at the car, he let his hands rest on the wheel without pretending he was about to turn it. Last night rose uninvited: the couch pillow at a crooked angle, Midoriya in the doorway with fidgeting hands. Bakugo with the color drained from his skin. The particular quiet the two of them made when plotting something.

Midoriya knew something. 

Aizawa started the engine and put his phone face-down in the cupholder.


 

Aizawa eased the door to 1-A open with two fingers. Chalk dust hung in the air. Nineteen kids bowed over worksheets. Midoriya looked up, eyes locking onto him. 

He tipped his head to the hall. The kid’s brows knit, but stood anyway.

He didn’t take Midoriya far—just the counseling room with the bad couch and the plant that refused to die. Door shut, and the air vents hummed. 

“Talk,” he said.

Midoriya’s hands hovered in front of him, wanting to confess before his mouth did. “Sir, we— Kacchan, Shinso, and me— we went to the training rooms after curfew. Around midnight.” He grimaced. “I know it’s against the rules.”

Catalog: time, place, motive. Posture told the rest— clean guilt, real fear, no manipulation. Aizawa kept his voice flat. “Why.”

“I was having trouble with my quirk… and Kacchan was helping me stabilize it. But he’s afraid of being recognized,” Midoriya said. “He wouldn’t say it like that, but he keeps his hood up. He doesn’t leave the dorms when people are around. I don’t think he wants people to see him like… like he is right now.” A small, helpless gesture.

“Shinso,” Aizawa prompted. “Why was he there.”

“He helped me when I lost control of blackwhip.” Midoriya said, voice a bit more steady now. “I thought that maybe he could pull me out if that happened again.”

Aizawa knew that the boy was leaving information out, but didn’t prompt. He’d ask the boy about it later, but at the moment, other matters took priority.

“From when to when.”

“I don’t know,” Midoriya started. “Midnight? We stopped some time after one… in training room E.”

“You thought I pulled you for breaking curfew,” Aizawa said. He didn’t frame it as a question.

“I—yes, sir. I’m sorry. We won’t do it again.”

“We’re not done with this conversation.” Aizawa said, watching the boy’s shoulders dip. “But that isn’t why I’m here.”

He didn’t soften the landing. “Bakugo’s missing. He left before dawn. Used a staff exit with my card. His phone pinged once at a scrap yard and went dark. No trail after.”

Color slid out of Midoriya’s face. “Missing—?”

“Yes.”

Midoriya’s mouth worked. “He wouldn’t—he wouldn’t just—” He clamped his jaw, then tried again. “Can I help look? I can—”

“No,” Aizawa’s voice was quick. Flat. “Staff will handle the search. You are going to class and you are going to stay reachable. If I need you, I will find you.” He watched the protest rise, but cut it off gently. “I can’t track down two kids today. Stay put, Midoriya.”

The kid swallowed, nodded, and turned for the door. He twisted the knob and froze, like a thought caught him by the collar.

“Sensei.” He pivoted back, words tumbling out fast. “Last night— Kacchan said something weird. He said there were… Nomu. Under a hospital.” Midoriya’s breath hitched. He forced it to level. “Jakku Hospital. He said he was absolutely sure—that heroes might not listen to him, but they might listen to me if I told them.”

Hospital. Shirakumo’s warning—“in a hospital”—finally with a proper name.

“I—I told All Might. This morning,” Midoriya rushed on. “He took it seriously—said he’d make calls. But—” Midoriya’s eyes found Aizawa’s and stuck. “What if Kacchan thought it wouldn’t be fast enough? He said if heroes didn’t move soon, people would die. What if he went there by himself?”

Aizawa didn’t swear much where students could hear it. He did now. 

Of course.

Burner taped under a drawer, gone by dawn. Soft boots. Staff gate at 06:32. Scrap-yard ping. A kid who couldn’t stand still when people’s lives were on the line. One high-end had nearly folded the Number One in daylight. You couldn’t set the pace when that kid set his mind to gambling his own life.

If Aizawa learned anything about Bakugo in these past few weeks, it was the fact that operated on his own time. He made split-second impulsive decisions before letting the rest catch up. There was no reasoning with the boy. 

Shirakumo’s warning: high-ends stored “in a hospital.” Katsuki had relayed that information. He left out the name of the hospital at the time. Or hadn’t had it then. Or had it, but decided the fewer people who knew, the fewer who could stop him.

Kid. You idiot.

“You say you left the training room a little after one?” Aizawa asked, already opening his phone and tapping out Tsukauchi’s number.

“I think so. Kacchan was… he looked bad. I helped him to the dorm—thought sleeping would help.”

“Did he say anything about where he’d go if he decided to act?”

Midoriya shook his head. 

Of course he didn’t.

Aizawa felt the old, ugly ache climb behind his eyes—the one that came with kids putting their bodies on the altar for everyone else’s safety and calling it a plan. He pushed it down. “You did the right thing by telling All Might. You should have told me as well.”

“I—yes, sir.” Midoriya’s throat worked. “I didn’t want to— I thought—”

“I know what you thought.” Aizawa’s tone softened a degree. “And I know why. Next time, you tell me anyway.

Midoriya nodded hard, relief and fear fighting in his face. “Okay.”

“Go to class,” he said, already moving. “Keep your phone on. If All Might calls you, you patch him to me.”

Midoriya hesitated at the door. “Sensei—”

“What.”

“Bring him home,” Midoriya said quietly.

“I intend to,” Aizawa replied, stepping into the hallway and thumbing Tsukauchi’s number.

Tsukauchi picked up on the second ring. “Tell me you’ve got something.”

“I have a direction,” Aizawa answered. “Jakku Hospital. Source: Bakugo, via Midoriya, last night. He was sure. If he went dark, he likely went there first—alone.”

A sigh scraped the line. “We don’t have a warrant.”

“Get one on the way,” Aizawa drawled. “Quiet mobilization—Cementoss, Sansa, Midnight if you can. Unmarked cars.”

“Shouta—” The detective swallowed whatever came next.  “On my way.”

He hung up, texted Nezu— Lead on Bakugo: Jakku Hospital. Request discreet deployment —then let himself lean one arm into the wall for exactly one second.

Dammit, kid .

He pushed off the wall and moved. The corridor smelled like lemon cleaner and pencil dust. Somewhere, a class laughed at a joke he didn’t hear. Life kept making noise while his idiot ex-student put his life on the line. He lengthened his stride. Urgency wasn’t a feeling anymore. It was a clock.


 

Jakku Hospital wore its rot well.

Sunlight fell through the atrium’s sterile skylights and pooled across polished floors. Monitors chimed in polite voices. Nurses moved with quiet efficiency. It should have reassured him. It didn’t.

Aizawa stood off the main current and watched the building breathe.

Patients in slippers. Volunteers with clipboards. A security guard whose gaze kept snagging on the heroes—not hostile, just nervous in a way that said he’d never done this before. The sweet bleach of a lobby that wanted to be innocent and, beneath it, a potential time-bomb made of mangled limbs and stolen quirks. 

“Cooperative,” Sansa murmured after an administrator finished scanning the warrant, hands shaking only at the edges. “Mostly. They’re offering a guided tour.”

“We’ll make our own,” Aizawa said.

The administrator—head of compliance, according to the badge—managed a trained smile that didn’t reach his eyes. “Please do,” he said. If the man was displeased with the arrangement, he didn’t say.

The elevator ride down smelled of disinfectant. Cementoss stood beside Aizawa, palm resting on the rail. Midnight hovered near the panel, watching the floor numbers drop. A nurse accompanied them because policy demanded it. She kept repeating, “If you need anything, I can find the person who knows,”

Sublevel one: laundry. Heat strobed out of a swinging door, steam condensing along the ceiling, making a low cloud. Cart tracks left familiar grooves in the polished linoleum. The nurse offered to radio Facilities; Aizawa gently told her not to. No need to set the building into a panic before they found what they’re looking for. 

Sublevel two: records. Bright lights and mobile shelving. A clerk blinked at the heroes like he’d never seen real ones up close, then fumbled to minimize a screen with purchase orders and disposal logs. Nothing about him read “inside man.” Midnight asked for a restroom and, on her way, clocked a locked door with a newer reader than anything else on the floor.

“Renovations,” an employee said, following their eyes, mouth flattening.

Cementoss laid his palm against the wall, listening. Concrete told him about a filled-in corridor and weight redistributed. He lifted his hand, frown deepening. “Something behind.”

“We’ll come back,” Aizawa said.

Sublevel three: Medical storage. The temperature on this floor dropped. A tech hustled past with a cart of medical supplies, nodding at the heroes as he passed. Aizawa filed the details: rows of labeled boxes, oxygen canisters, nothing overtly wrong.

Overhead: “Code gray, sublevel three. Facilities to storage.”

Sansa in Aizawa’s ear: “Routine alert—equipment fault call. Time-stamped right as you hit the level.”

“Triggered by whom?” Aizawa asked.

“Can’t see. Not hospital network,” Sansa replied. “That’s odd.”

Not a stall from the staff, then. A dead man somewhere was pushing buttons.

Barrier one waited two corridors later: a crash bar that didn’t crash, magnetized and tied to keypad and card reader. The nurse’s brow wrinkled “I… didn’t know this was locked,” she said, unhappy. Her version of a crisis lived upstairs with her patients. Aizawa could tell that she was out of her element here. 

Tsukauchi’s voice cracked softly over comms. “Warrant authorizes entry. You’re covered, Shouta.”

“Cementoss,” Aizawa said.

Concrete sighed, an opening appearing in the wall, leading to a half-lit service corridor. There was a faint residue line near a floor drain where liquid had searched the low point recently and been hurried along.

He let his eyes pick the human tells: scuffs on the wall at shin height, cart tracks along the floor, newer paint feathered into old like a bruise.

Barrier two bent around the corner: a door with a new steel finish. It was flush with the wall, and not even a doorknob peeked out. No way to pry the door open. A card reader sat on the right side, with a keypad. The door must be automatic. 

The walls were cement, meaning that doors in this place were only a suggestion. Cementoss remodeled the side wall, gaining the heroes an access point.

Cold hit first. Manufactured, tuned for machines, not people. The air pulled at their cuffs.

Rows of tanks glowed a sickly green in the dim light.

Some tanks were the size of bathtubs; others were smaller. There were shapes suspended in viscous solution—somehow a combination of humanoid and monster.

Aizawa’s arm hairs rose. Bakugo was right. He scanned the tanks, alert for any sign of movement. If these monsters were “high-grade,” their small team of heroes and officers wouldn’t be able to fight them.

Midnight swallowed. “Well,” she said softly. “There they are.”

“They don’t appear to be responsive,” Sansa reported, tapping the glass on one of the tanks.

Good. Dormant means no bloodbath—at least for now. 

A catwalk creaked above. White coat. Bald crown. Glasses reflecting lab-green. 

Doctor Garaki. Aizawa recognized the man from the hospital directory. 

Those bright bird eyes blinked. “There must be some mistake,” he said, panic growing in his voice. “There were supposed to be locks— barriers —it shouldn’t have been breached so easily.”

Tsukauchi stepped forward, flashing his badge. “You’re under arrest on suspicion of human experimentation, unlawful quirk modification, and additional charges to be enumerated.”

Garaki took one step back toward a wall panel no one else knew was a door. He smiled like a man posing for the paparazzi. Cementoss sent a wall of concrete, blocking his escape. The doctor dropped his weight, slamming his elbow into the catwalk rail. His smile dropped. He skittered toward a maintenance ladder, desperation seeping through. He dropped to a lower level, scattering a tray of instruments into the aisle—steel clattering across metal.

“Cementoss—hold the walls!” Aizawa snapped, already moving.

Garaki hopped over the railing like a gymnast. He hit the service deck and took a corridor that didn’t exist on the hospital’s floor plan. He knew the turns. He kept his head low.

Aizawa pursued him, capture scarf lashing out, only catching air where a shoulder had been a breath before. Garaki cut through a door that pretended to be a wall. Aizawa followed into a hallway that smelled like dust and old refrigerant, lights every third fixture, floor painted gray.

Left. Right. Another hidden reader. Garaki slapped it with a palm. The door hissed open. Erasure prickled behind Aizawa’s eyelids out of habit.

Aizawa vaulted, caught the far rail, and let the momentum pull him low and fast. The scarf reared, split around the piping, and lashed out at ankle height. One loop. Garaki’s leg went out from under him; he hit the ground hard and still tried to crawl. The scarf tightened, dragged him through the threshold before the door could close.

“Don’t,” Aizawa said, breath steadying as he hauled him clear. The capture weapon locked around his shoulder and wrists. “You won’t like what happens if I have to make you stop twice.”

He forced the man to his feet, steering him back through the corridor. Midnight met them halfway. Cementoss’s voice came low over comms: “Walls are calm. Tanks still intact.”

They sat Garaki against a column in the green light. Tsukauchi read him his rights because that mattered, even now. The doctor’s expression reset into that brochure calm by the second sentence.

Aizawa crouched. Close enough for the man to see the tired lines in his face. “Names,” he said. “Where is All For One. Where is Shigaraki. Who commands these Nomus. How many sites. Start talking.”

Garaki blinked slowly. “You’re wasting time, Eraserhead. You could stand here and shout at glass for a week and nothing would—”

“Where,” Aizawa repeated, not raising his voice. “Spare me your preface.”

Garaki’s gaze studied his face. “You don’t have the temperament for this,” he said gently. “You never have. Ask your friend—Shirakumo, was it? No—Kurogiri, now. Names change when men do.”

Aizawa didn’t move.

“Do you visit him?” Garaki continued, voice mild. “Do you talk to the fog and hope it remembers the boy under it? Or do you prefer to let the machine sound like a man and pretend your grief is useful?”

“Doctor,” Tsukauchi warned.

“It’s a clinical question,” Garaki said, sunnier, and then turned to Aizawa. “Loss makes some of you better liars to yourselves. Others—” he tilted his head, curious— “turn into guard dogs. Bite the wrong people. You’ve always been a dog, Eraserhead.”

The scarf flexed. A warning.

“Locations,” he said, Erasure activating. “Now.”

Garaki’s smile thinned. “You’re not listening. Even if I sang, you lack a key voice. Those assets are inert unless called. You can cuff me to a table and still—”

“Then tell me who holds the key.”

“Two,” Sansa said softly into the room from his terminal, not looking up. “Signatures on file: One labeled ‘Primary.’ One labeled ‘Successor.’ No other identifiers.”

Garaki’s eyes cut to Sansa, quick and sharp. The tiniest tell.

Aizawa leaned in until the lenses reflected back a smear of his own face. “Where is Bakugo.”

That got the first real reaction. Not surprise. Confusion.

“Who?” Garaki asked.

“Katsuki Bakugo,” Aizawa said, every syllable a nail. “Sixteen. Blond. Where is he.”

Garaki’s brow furrowed, then smoothed with something like amusement. “You’re late, Eraserhead.” He tilted his head. “Katsuki Bakugo died months ago. Executed. I assumed your people knew. It was very public. Unless you think I kept his body here. In that case—”

The room shifted. 

Aizawa heard his own pulse in his ears. If he thinks the boy is dead, he hasn’t seen him since. He doesn’t know. Good. Either way, the glass cases did not hold him today. The lead he’d been burning his hours on ended here in green light and a man who wanted to make his grief a tool.

Tsukauchi stepped in, smoothing the air. “Doctor Garaki. You will produce the locations of any secondary sites.”

Garaki smiled in the direction of the words and declined to hear them.

They worked the room. Sansa traced computers and electrical components, cataloging each one. Cementoss mapped hollows behind walls that shouldn’t be there. Midnight walked the ventilation. Officers took pictures. It was all good police work. It all made a case.

None of it put a boy back in the home he’d left at dawn.

Aizawa made himself walk the perimeter one more time. Scuffs. Threads. Any human mistake. Nothing. Every time he tried to put Bakugo down in this light, his mind rejected it like a bad graft. The relief of not finding him in a tank hit like nausea. The anger at not finding him anywhere grew teeth.

Footsteps hit fast in the corridor. A uniformed officer skidded to a stop at the threshold, breath high, eyes on Tsukauchi. “Sir— we’re getting reports of an incident in Deika City.”

Tsukauchi’s head snapped up. “What kind of incident?”






Notes:

The Jakku raid was a bit anticlimactic without Shigaraki there to decay a whole city.

Chapter 43: House of Cards Part 2

Notes:

The horrors of the world persist, yet I stay faithful to the fanfic grind.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Smoke. That was all it needed to be—dense enough, black enough, climbing high enough to make every hero within fifty kilometers glance up and know something was wrong.

He’d chosen the spot carefully. Storage corner. Flammables stacked to the ceiling. Far from the few remaining civilians huddled in the lower floors. Katsuki shoved the last crate into place and flicked the lighter, shielding the flame with his hand from the draft curling through the gutted office. The oily rags caught first—quick, dirty fire that spat up sparks. Paper and scraps of cloth from the break room bin flared next, acrid smoke curling toward the drop ceiling.

It wasn’t much yet—just a fist-sized orange knot gnawing its way along the wall—but in a few minutes it would be chewing through the foam insulation, varnished furniture, and cheap paneling Detnerat favored. Enough to cough up a visible column—a signal for anyone looking.

That was the point.

Draw the heroes here, Force the MLA into the open.

His boots stayed planted while the smoke thickened. He kept his breathing steady. If the heroes caught wind of it—and if La Brava could get her damn signal out—Deika would have eyes on it within minutes.

He needed that.

He needed them here.

The fire roared—then died. Not choked, not starved— snuffed. Heat blinked out like someone pinched a candlewick. A compressed blast of air flattened the smoke, erasing it in one violent gust.

Katsuki froze, every hair on his neck went up.

“I was wondering what pest had the nerve to scurry through my halls,” a voice said from the shadowed corridor. Deep. Controlled. Not a trace of hurry in it. “It’s impolite to start fires.”

Katsuki didn’t turn right away. The tone was worse than a shout—calm because the man had already decided how this ended.

When he did turn, his gut dropped. The man who stepped out was tall and balding. His suit was immaculate despite the growing haze. And worse—his eyes were focused. Intelligent. The moment their eyes met, Katsuki recognized him. 

“Rikiya Yotsubashi.”

The same bastard from the shady files La Brava had dug up—the ones linking him to the Meta Liberation Army.

The smile he got in return was almost friendly, like old colleagues crossing paths in the lobby. “Correct. But that’s just the mask I wear for the public. Here—” He spread his arms slightly, as if introducing himself at a podium. “—I am Re-Destro. Supreme Commander of the Meta Liberation Army.” The way he said it wasn’t theatrical. It was a fact.

The temperature in the hallway didn’t change, but Katsuki’s skin prickled like frost. He stepped back, putting a rack between them. The man’s aura was a storm contained in skin. You don’t go through something like that and live.

“You caused quite a bit of trouble today,” Re-Destro went on. “Sabotaging our prisoner hold. Tampering with the tower’s systems. Luring out my security detail.”

Katsuki shifted his stance, weight in his back leg, mapping escape routes in his head. Plan A—gone. Smoke signal—dead. Which meant Deika stayed sealed off.

“I expected the League,” Re-Destro said, crossing the threshold. “A… confrontation of ideals. But instead, I find Nullbringer. ” His eyes narrowed with something colder than hate. “A most unwelcome infection. And yet—your presence here is a blessing. Now I can erase you from this world myself.”

Ren’s voice brushed Katsuki’s ear. “He’s big . Don’t go head-on.”

Like he needed the reminder. 

Katsuki didn’t answer. He was already watching the man’s quirk swell him—muscle and bone ballooning against the seams of his suit, stress coiling in him until the floor tiles cracked underfoot.

Katsuki darted back, keeping him in sight, calculating distances.

Ren floated closer. “His aura’s… bloated. Like he feeds it rage on purpose. He’s holding it, waiting for it to hurt.”

“Pressure,” Katsuki muttered. He didn’t need the breakdown. Just the reminder to keep the hell out of range.

Shit.

His fingers trembled slightly.

Re-Destro advanced. “You are everything our movement stands against. A parasite who tears down the very foundation quirk society is built on.” His voice threaded down the hall, almost conversational—like he knew Katsuki couldn’t get far. “Every quirk is sacred—an expression of the soul. Your existence is a disease. You teach the powerful to apologize. You turn gods into beggars.” 

The guy wasn’t just strong. He was methodical. Surgical. And Katsuki had no quirk, no backup, and a building full of civilians between them.

“Funny,” Katsuki said, easing back toward the stairwell, smirk curling at the edge of his mouth. “Did you rehearse your little monologue in the mirror, or just makin’ it up on the fly?”

The floor exploded as Re-Destro moved—faster than anything his size had a right to be. Katsuki’s aura sight flared—two warm blips two floors up, one directly above. Civilians. Too many bodies still inside. One wrong move and he’d be the villain here.

“You spit on evolution,” Re-Destro said, punching through a wall like wet paper. “You want the strong shackled for the sake of the weak. You call that morality. I call it decay.”

Katsuki slid one foot back and darted. Hard right, then up the stairs. Two stairs at a time. Metal rang underfoot. His breath thinned.

Impact thundered behind him—Re-Destro tearing straight through a landing instead of taking it. Dust rained down. “The strong must be free. The weak must learn their place. That is balance. That is liberation.”

“Yeah?” Katsuki shot back. “Sounds like an excuse for an ego trip.”

Re-Destro’s smile widened just a fraction. “Don’t run. We both know how this ends. You’ve walked into the heart of my army’s headquarters. You will not walk out.”

Katsuki’s teeth ground. Shit. He exited the stairwell and cut through a side corridor. He veered into a copy room—spotted a clerk pinned under a cabinet, leg trapped. He didn’t think. He just hauled it up, knee screaming in protest, and shoved the man toward the fire stairs. “Go! Don’t stop till you’re out!”

The wall beside him disintegrated under a blow, dust choking the air. Re-Destro stepped through like it was nothing. The man did not even break a sweat. “You save dead weight. In a liberated world, they’d already be gone.”

“Good thing we’re not in your world,” Katsuki snapped, scanning for exits.

He’s not slowing down.

He bolted again, aura sight sweeping. Every yellow-green flicker got the same treatment—yanked toward safety, ordered not to look back. The bastard was herding him, not chasing full-tilt. He had to make sure every civilian marker was gone. One mistake, and their blood was on his hands.

“La Brava,” he barked into comms, “signal?”

“Still trash—hang on—” furious tapping in the background. “Come on, come on—”

“You think this is a game?” Re-Destro’s voice boomed from somewhere behind him. “You think you can disrupt us by freeing a few rats from the maze? You can’t stop what’s coming.”

La Brava’s voice cracked in over comms, faint and glitchy. “Working on the signal. Almost through—”

“Faster,” he growled, ducking under a collapsing beam.

Re-Destro’s aura surged behind him. Close now.

Katsuki’s brain started running numbers he didn’t want to see. Re-Destro was too strong to face head-on. Any direct hit from that quirk could pulp him. But the tower—they were still in the top third, the structure already compromised by the fire suppression blast and Re-Destro’s own tremors. If he kept swinging, kept punching through the wrong load-bearing points—

The whole tower would come down.

He shoved the thought aside and kept moving, aura vision flickering between escape routes and the predator closing in.

La Brava’s voice crackled back, faint but triumphant. “Through! Heroes en route—and I’m live-streaming this circus.”

“Hope you’re not making them look too good,” he muttered.

“Oh, I’m making Detnerat look like dogshit. The hostage torture feed, their member roster, financials, the whole nine yards. Oh, and I’m live-patching every civilian you send out.”

“Keep it running,” Katsuki said between breaths.

Static answered him.

Re-Destro’s shadow fell across the hall ahead.

He clenched his jaw, fingers brushing the knots in Eri’s bracelet. What the hell am I even doing here? Came to shut down the MLA, not take on their boss.

His pulse pounded louder in his ears.

The ground shuddered again.

Okay. Okay, fine. Can’t go through him—so go around. But how? Where? There's nowhere in this place that gives me an edge. No traps. No bombs. Just a crumbling building and a human wrecking ball chasing me down.

His eyes flicked upward. The ceiling groaned. Somewhere below, steel warped under stress. This place was already dying.

His breath hitched.

Wait…

He looked around. At the cracks in the walls. 

This place is already falling apart…

His eyes widened.

An idea rooted itself like a thorn. Dangerous. Reckless. But…

He eased backward into a wide, open stretch of floor, letting Re-Destro close the distance. Aura vision swept the space—no civilians left in this quadrant. Every one he’d spotted had already made it to the lower levels. With any luck, they were out of the building by now.

Katsuki darted right, hugging the curve of the wall just ahead of the shockwave that chewed up the tile behind him. Dust stung his eyes, grit scraped his teeth. Re-Destro’s aura burned molten black-red, pulsing harder with every step.

“You can run until your legs give out,” Re-Destro called, calm cutting through the chaos. “This is my stronghold. Even if you escape me, the Liberation will grind you into dust.”

A support pillar cracked two feet from his head. He didn’t flinch—he was watching the fractures spiderweb, memorizing the fault lines.

“You think saving a few civilians changes anything?” Re-Destro’s pace was deliberate, predatory. “—That it buys you some kind of moral high ground?” 

Katsuki slid past the next beam, catching the groan of steel above him. He could feel the tower’s skeleton now—the rhythm of each blow, the half-second before concrete skin split open. He caught a load-bearing wall to his left, running the length of the floor. Perfect. 

La Brava’s voice crackled through the earpiece. “The outside’s looking bad. Whole upper section’s barely holding up. Are you—”

“Clear the street,” he snapped.

She didn’t argue.

He kept moving, baiting Re-Destro into swinging too hard, into smashing support pillars, into shattering load-bearing beams. Each hit sent a vibration up Katsuki’s boots and into his teeth.

Ren’s tone sharpened. “You’re thinking of—Big Brother, that’s dangerous .”

“Shut it.”

“You drop this place, you bury yourself.”

“If you can’t tell,” Katsuki hissed, “I’ve run out of options.”

A beam split with a shriek as Re-Destro’s fist punched through it. “Running won’t save you,” he taunted. “I will grind your ideals into dust beneath my heel.”

“You talk too much,” Katsuki shot back, slipping past another wild swing. He could feel the tower groaning around them now, the weight shifting, the air growing thicker with dust and smoke.

The building quaked behind him as the man gave chase, smashing through walls with abandon. Katsuki ran faster, zigzagging through halls with just enough delay to keep him visible—but always out of reach.

More strain. More damage.

More weight for the tower to carry.

“Your kind,” Re-Destro called down the hall, his voice rising above the din, “thrives on chaos. On spectacle.”

Katsuki ducked a swinging slab of pipe as Re-Destro’s arm tore through the wall behind him.

“You steal the attention of the weak-minded. Their fear, their pity, their misplaced hope. That’s your brand , isn’t it?”

Re-Destro’s voice boomed from behind. “You don’t even understand the movement you’ve hindered. The Liberation Army is the natural order. But the world turns its eyes to you —to a symbol of rebellion with no foundation.”

The floor beneath Katsuki exploded as the brute crashed down from above, his powered frame tearing straight through the ceiling. Katsuki barely ducked under a steel railing, skidding around the corner. Good. Stay mad. Keep talking.

He sprinted past a groaning support beam.

Re-Destro plowed straight through it without hesitation.

Perfect. One more weak point left.

The building moaned around them.

One more… Just one more.

You’re doing it, bastard. You’re tearing your castle down with your own hands.

His eyes darted to the ceiling. Cracks ran through the concrete like lightning. The eastern stairwell had dropped six inches—enough to tilt the support frames. The weight was redistributing wrong.

He visualized it all.

If he hits that next beam… the rest goes with it. The whole upper half will pancake.

He bolted down the final staircase, already counting down the seconds to collapse. Dust curled as Katsuki doubled back through a demolished hallway, boots slamming against the tile. 

I can’t let him catch on. He’s smart. Too smart. If he realizes he’s playing into it—this ends.

He didn’t need to fake the adrenaline anymore—his pulse was already thrumming in his throat. But the fear? The panic? That, he had to perform.

Make yourself look small, he thought. Make him feel big.

He took off again, not in a straight line this time—he zigzagged down the corridor, knocking over chairs, slamming doors behind him, creating noise, echoes, friction. Anything to distort perception. Anything to make Re-Destro feel like he was cornering a rat.

Behind him, Re-Destro’s footsteps accelerated, echoing like thunder through the fractured building.

“Still running?” the man called, voice almost casual, bemused. “That’s all you’ve got?”

Katsuki gasped loudly, exaggerated, and slammed his shoulder against the next doorframe, letting it rattle and swing on its hinges.

Bait laid.

Katsuki hit the ground in a skid, gravel and dust biting into his palms as he rounded the final turn. Every inch of his body screamed to stop. But he couldn’t—not yet.

He spotted the final structural beam ahead. The support column was half-embedded in the wall, spiderwebbed with years of rust and stress fractures. If Re-Destro’s rage pushed him through it, the building would crumble.

Katsuki leapt over a pile of crumbled concrete and stumbled just enough to make it look like a mistake. His hand slapped the floor for balance. He didn’t even glance back.

A second later, the wall exploded outward—dust and twisted metal flying past his shoulder as Re-Destro crashed through, his entire frame braced. He swung wide, overextending, and smashed directly through the column. The beam gave a sickening snap .

The tower trembled.

Katsuki skidded into an old boardroom.

Columns here… beams there… He could feel the balance shifting like a Jenga tower in a windstorm.

The building wanted to fall.

He just had to push it over.

Re-Destro entered behind him, dust-coated and radiating fury.

“This performance ends now.”

Katsuki bared his teeth through blood and grit. “Funny. That’s what Overhaul said, too.”

Re-Destro stepped forward—then froze mid-stride. His gaze locked on Katsuki’s, narrowing.
He’d realized. The pattern. The destruction.

Katsuki’s grin sharpened. “Oh, you just caught on? Guess you’re not as smart as you think.”

Realization hardened the man’s features. “You’ve been—”

“—using you?” Katsuki cut in, voice sharp enough to draw blood. “Yeah. Turns out the guy preaching about ‘freedom’ and ‘destiny’ is pretty damn predictable. All that crap you’ve been spewing? It’s the same as every other self-important asshole who thinks they’ve got the right to decide how the rest of us live.”

Re-Destro’s jaw flexed, but Katsuki didn’t let him speak. He took a step closer, defiant even as the tower groaned above them.

“You act like you’ve got some grand vision for society, but here’s the truth—you just want it your way. Anyone who doesn’t fit your mold? You crush ‘em.” His smirk cut sharp. “Guess what? I don’t fit anybody’s mold.”

A fissure split the floor between them with a sound like tearing metal. The tower’s frame screamed. Dust sifted down like ash from a dying fire.

“And one more thing,” Katsuki said, voice low, steady. “That ‘Nullbringer’ crap? Not my name. Never was. It’s—” he leaned in, eyes burning, “—Katsuki Bakugo. Remember it .”

The floor buckled. For a heartbeat, the world went weightless—then the entire section dropped away in a roar of splintering concrete and snapping rebar.

Re-Destro’s eyes went wide as gravity claimed him, swallowing him in the churning dust cloud below.


 

Katsuki didn’t wait to watch him fall. He was already moving, boots skidding on the slanted floor. The vibrations rattled his teeth. A jagged window frame loomed ahead. He hit it hard, palms slapping glass and metal, and hauled himself through the gap.

Shit. No plan past this. The ground was a dizzy drop, streetlights nothing but blurred pinpricks through the storm of grit. Only one shot.

“Gentle—catch me!” he barked into the comm, already committing to the leap.

He shoved off, hurling himself into open air from the twenty-second floor. Wind tore at him, stung his eyes, yanked the breath from his chest. For a moment, there was nothing—just freefall and the sick, weightless drop in his gut—

—then a shimmer of distorted air bloomed beneath him. Gentle’s quirk caught, springing taut like a giant invisible net. Katsuki slammed into it, bounced hard, and ricocheted toward the ground in a barely controlled arc. 

He crashed into a bush in an explosion of leaves and dirt.

La Brava’s feed caught everything—the streets choked with dust, civilians staggering from side exits, the groan and bow of the Detnerat headquarters as it folded in on itself. The final collapse hit like a cannon, a tower-high plume of smoke devouring the skyline.

La Brava was suddenly at his side, skidding to her knees. “Are you okay?!”

Katsuki spat out a leaf and grinned up at her, breath ragged. “Peachy.”


 

Dust clung to the back of Katsuki’s throat like ground glass. He pushed himself upright, brushing leaves from his hair while La Brava hovered close enough to physically vibrate.

“Do you have a death wish?!” she hissed, hands flapping in rapid-fire agitation. “Twenty-second floor! You jumped out of the twenty-second floor—”

“Landed fine,” Katsuki rasped, swiping his sleeve across his mouth. “Bush broke the fall.”

“You bounced off air and then rolled into a bush,” Gentle corrected primly, though his eyes gave him away—relief loosening his posture now that the kid was breathing and upright. “A maneuver which, I might add, was highly reckless and borderline suicidal. You could have—”

“Avoided being crushed to death?” Katsuki cut in. “Yeah. That was the point.”

La Brava made a strangled sound, but her frustration cracked into a grin as she thrust her tablet at him. “Point is, we got everything. Full feed’s out—Detnerat’s financials, MLA membership rosters, the plans for coordinated uprisings, and that charming hostage video. Heroes, media, watchdog groups—everyone’s got it now.”

Katsuki’s mouth twitched into the start of a smirk, but before he could reply, a gravel-rough voice drifted out of the haze.

“Well, I’ll be damned.”

Katsuki turned.

Giran limped toward them through the thinning dust, tie hanging loose, a cigarette tucked behind one ear like he’d forgotten it was there. His gaze swept the wreckage once, quick and sharp, before locking on Katsuki. Something flickered—calculation, recognition—and then came the grin.

“Bakugo Katsuki,” he said, savoring the name like a rare vintage. “Now there’s a face I thought I’d never see again. Knew you were a beast, kid—but I didn’t expect ‘cheating death’ to be on your list of party tricks.”

He stuck out a hand. Katsuki stared at it for a beat before clasping it, the absence of his mask suddenly noticeable in the cool air. 

“Never figured I’d owe you my life one day.”

“Don’t mention it,” Katsuki muttered, too wrung out to care about being recognized right now.

“Not a chance, kid. I owe you one.” Giran’s grin sharpened. “And I pay my debts.”

With that, he turned and limped off into the fractured streets. The chaos seemed to bend around him, letting him pass, his tie flapping in the breeze. He gave a lazy wave over one shoulder before the smoke and dust swallowed him whole.

For a moment, Katsuki just stood there, watching the space where Giran had been. The air tasted like scorched metal, acrid and heavy. His pulse hadn’t slowed—and probably wouldn’t for a while.

That’s when the sound hit—sharp, muffled, like a detonation wrapped in cotton.

Whump.

Katsuki’s head snapped up. Over the jagged skyline, a column of electric-blue fire roared into the sky, twisting like some colossal, writhing beast. The light painted the clouds in sick, shifting shades, each flare crackling with arcs of heat and static.

“Shit,” he breathed.

Beside him, Gentle stiffened. “The League,” he said quietly, as if the name itself might explode.

But Katsuki was already moving.

The League.

His thoughts snagged like a hook in flesh. Weeks of chasing leads. Weeks of scraping together scraps of intel that never went anywhere, of following whispers into dead ends. All of it for one goal—finding All For One. If the League was here, in the open, maybe… maybe this was it.

He took a step toward the fire, muscles thrumming despite the fatigue dragging at him.

“Stay here,” he muttered, low and sharp, not waiting for an answer.

The streets swallowed him whole.

– – – – –

Smoke rolled thick between the buildings, swallowing edges and corners, blurring the world into shades of grey and orange. It stung his eyes even through narrowed lids, clung to the back of his throat with every breath. He kept his head low, boots finding the narrow strips of asphalt between broken glass and fallen plaster.

Somewhere ahead, voices shouted over each other—orders barked in clipped, urgent tones. Shapes emerged. Familiar shapes.

Miruko’s white mane whipping like a banner as she vaulted debris. Edgeshot flowing between walls in quicksilver bursts. Endeavor’s hulking frame radiating heat like a furnace. Hawks cutting lazy circles overhead, eyes always moving.

Katsuki felt something in his chest loosen.

La Brava’s signal had worked.

The heroes were here.

For the first time since the tower came down, his shoulders dropped a fraction.

He ducked into an alley, pressing himself flat against the cold brick, trying not to stand out.

Katsuki stilled, pulse settling into a measured rhythm. He let the world’s edges shimmer into focus—his aura vision opening like a third eye. Threads of light and shadow flickered across the battlefield, each person’s energy sharp in his mind.

But not his.

No trace of All For One.

The knot in his chest tightened, then slowly loosened on a long, controlled exhale.

The heroes could handle this one. And him? He was running on fumes.

Katsuki turned to leave when the ground twitched under his boots.

At first, he thought it was just the low rumble of Endeavor’s flames rattling the asphalt, but then it came again—deeper, heavier. The kind of tremor that didn’t just shake the ground, it moved through it , like the earth itself was trying to get out of the way.

Smoke swirled in the alley mouth, and then a shape broke through—massive, hunched, and moving with a speed that didn’t belong to anything that size. Buildings groaned as it passed, walls shattering under casual sweeps of muscle-bound arms. The air seemed to condense around it, pulling the smell of turned earth and something older, like an animal pen left to rot.

Katsuki’s eyes narrowed. The aura hit him a second later—wrong. Too dense. Too… loaded. Like a Nomu, but not stitched together from corpses and quirks. This was alive. Whole. And it radiated a predator’s focus.

“Gigantomachia,” Shigaraki drawled. “How nice of you to join our party.”

The giant barreled through the street, every step a miniature quake. Shigaraki stood at the far end, hair wild in the wind, that feral half-smile on his face like he’d been expecting this. 

The massive arm drew back—an executioner’s swing coming straight for Shigaraki’s skull. Shigaraki dodged, decaying a building to create a smokescreen.

That’s when the first hero hit.

Miruko’s kick landed square in the beast’s jaw. It barely made his head turn. Edgeshot was a blur of steel wire around his arm, Endeavor’s flames roared up his side, Hawks’ feathers sliced at exposed joints.

The giant froze, blinking at them like they were ants biting his ankle.

Shigaraki grinned wider.

“Pests,” Gigantomachia rumbled, voice rising. The hand meant for Shigaraki snapped toward Hawks, forcing the hero to swerve back in a burst of wings. “I’ll deal with you first. Then I’ll finish him.”

And then he moved—faster than anything that size had a right to. The heroes scattered to meet him, their coordinated lines breaking under the sheer size of the threat.

Katsuki swore under his breath. This wasn’t just another oversized brute. And the aura—God. Katsuki’s stomach turned. Wrong. Like a Nomu’s, but sharper, tighter, like someone had filed the edges down into a weapon. Not natural. Which meant one thing:

All For One’s handiwork.

He should walk away. Let the pros handle it. But Tsukauchi’s voice ghosted back to him—telling him to stay away from Kurogiri, to leave those trapped souls alone. If the giant was taken alive, Katsuki would never get near him. This might be his only shot.

He made the decision before he could talk himself out of it.

“Don’t,” Ren’s voice flickered, the boyish tone dipped in something heavier. “You can’t keep doing this. Every time you rip one of them open, you’re thinning your own tether. You want to vanish for good?”

“I’ll live,” Katsuki muttered, already scanning for a path in.

“Not if you keep testing it.”

“Not your call.”

Ren’s sigh was soft—soft, almost pitying. “You’re going to regret this.”

Ren’s presence withdrew, retreating to the corner of Katsuki’s awareness. For a second, Katsuki thought that was the end of it—just sulking. Then he caught it: a curl of a smile.

“What—”

A hollow clink cut him off.

Ren had kicked an empty can into the street.

Katsuki turned, ready to snap—and froze as a shadow broke overhead. A figure dropped from above, scarf streaming behind like a predator’s tail.

Aizawa.


 

The scarf cracked past his cheek before the shadow even registered at the edge of his vision.

Reflex dropped him low. Gravel skidded under his boots, grit grinding in his teeth as the capture weapon sliced the air where his throat had been.

Aizawa.

Of all the goddamn people to show up now. 

The man landed light on his feet between Katsuki and the raging mass that was Gigantomachia. Scarf winding back into his grasp, eyes burning red, expression unreadable—but Katsuki didn’t need to read it. He felt it. That quiet, coiled fury. That bone-deep exhaustion. That disappointment that said I gave you trust, and you broke it.

“You’ve got to be kidding me,” Katsuki muttered, chest still heaving from the earlier fight.

Aizawa took a measured step forward. “You left without a word. Before dawn. You stole my card.” His voice stayed low, even—no shouting, no dramatics—just the flat weight of someone holding the frayed ends of his patience in white-knuckled hands. “I trusted you. This is what you do with it?”

Katsuki rolled a shoulder, eyes darting past him toward the chaos ahead. “Yeah, well, trust’s a two-way street. And right now you’re standing between me and something only I can do.”

“You’re not going anywhere near that thing.” Aizawa shifted with him, keeping himself in Katsuki’s line no matter how he angled. “You don’t know what you’re walking into.”

“Oh, I’ve got an idea.” Katsuki’s mouth curled, sharp and humorless. “Better than you think.”

The scarf lashed again, forcing him into a hard pivot. Pain flared along his ribs, but he shoved it down. Machia’s aura wasn’t like the Nomus—this was… worse. Deliberate. Bound. If there were souls chained up in there, this might be his only shot.

Don’t.

Ren’s voice brushed the back of his mind, soft but threaded with something darker. It’ll pull at you. You’re already frayed—do this, and you might not come back.

Not your call.

The scarf flicked low for his ankles. Katsuki jumped, landed on the edge of the fabric with one boot, tried to twist free—only to be slammed back by Aizawa’s hand planted dead center in his chest. Not a strike. A stop. The kind that said, you’re done moving.

“Get off.”

“Then listen.” The man’s voice stayed level, but there was a hairline crack in it now. “Do you even understand the fallout from Deika? The Commission’s—”

“Yeah, yeah. Arrest me, kill me, whatever. Heard it all before.”

They wove between broken walls, Katsuki’s mind running angles. Close fight? Stupid. Aizawa had reach and reads on every tell he had. This needed to be fast, dirty, distracting.

“You think I’m letting you throw yourself at that thing because you’ve got some martyr complex?” Aizawa’s tone edged sharp. “You’re not the only one who’s lost people, Bakugo.”

The name landed harder than any blow. Katsuki’s jaw tightened. “You don’t get it. If I don’t stop him now, there might not be another chance.”

Machia’s roar punched through the air, the ground trembling. The heroes threw everything they had—Miruko flung like a ragdoll, Hawks swatted from the sky—but the giant kept coming, his aura a knotted web of leashes sunk deep.

“You were supposed to tell me,” Aizawa said, and now his voice was worn thin—threadbare. “You were supposed to let us carry it with you.”

“Tell you so you could tell me to sit still? Great plan.”

“You think I would have ignored you?” Aizawa’s mouth barely moved. “I talked to Midoriya. I followed your tip to Jakku and found everything exactly as you’d said. I listened. I acted. But you don’t own the part where you risk lives.”

The words barely registered at first. Katsuki blinked, trying to reconcile them with the picture burned into his head—a city in ruins, Midnight’s body, Aizawa bleeding out with one leg gone, Shigaraki tearing the air apart.

Gone. Neutralized. Like it had never been a threat.

He’d only mentioned Jakku to Deku last night, half-expecting the tip to get buried under red tape or brushed off entirely. It was supposed to be a storm building on the horizon, not… erased with one clean sweep.

It hit harder than he wanted to admit—that yawning split between what he knew and what was in front of him. In his head, Jakku was the war that broke everything. Here, it was just… done. A line in a report.

He swallowed hard, shoving the thought down before it could show on his face.

“You can drag me back after.” Katsuki said. “Move.”

“No.”

“Then get out of the way.” 

The scarf answered. It snapped like a whip and found his forearm. The coil bit and tightened, the next loop catching his shoulder, the next pinning his opposite wrist. He backstepped hard and twisted with it, trying to spill the line. Aizawa gave him nothing to spill. The man only needed an inch. He already had three.

Katsuki fought for it anyway. Instinct. Stupid pride. Muscle memory that said you never, ever stopped moving in a snare. He dropped his weight, tried to flip the tension. The scarf flexed, considerate in the way it always was when it didn’t want to break a bone, and ran him right into a half-collapsed storefront post.

“Enough,” Aizawa said, stepping in. The scarf’s last loop cinched around his bicep. Metal bracket cold at his spine, concrete dust in his teeth, Katsuki found himself pinned—not immobile, not helpless, but held in that infuriating, unshakable way.

Katsuki bared his teeth. “You can’t—”

“You’re not going,” Aizawa said, close now. Up close the exhaustion read worse—sleeplessness scraped pale under the eyes, dust ground into the lines of his face. “Not like this. Not ever. You are not a weapon I throw at a problem. I am not losing another kid.”

Katsuki laughed once, short and ugly. “You can’t lose what was never yours.”

“Don’t you dare,” Aizawa said, so soft it burned. “Don’t you dare say that.”

The street convulsed. The villain plowed through a row of parked cars like they were cardboard. Endeavor’s flame splashed up and slid off him like rain on oiled glass. The monster’s head swung; his focus found the densest knot of auras—the heroes regrouping—and he surged.

Don’t do this, Ren urged, pressing closer. You’re too thin. Every time you rip something open, you tear yourself apart. Let them handle it. Please.

Katsuki met Aizawa’s eyes. Saw the stubborn line of his mouth, the grief carved deep. Felt the scarf biting into his arms. And realized—he didn’t need to get close.

Didn’t need permission.

He let the breath out slow, his voice steady when it came. “You can tie me up,” he said, almost conversational. “But you still can’t stop me.”

Aizawa’s gaze sharpened. He knew that tone. His hands tightened on the scarf. “Bakugo. Don’t.” And then he` saw it—the subtle wrongness in his posture. Realization hit like a blade sliding between his ribs. “Bakugo—!”

But Katsuki was already letting go—letting the tether inside him snap free. His body sagged against the bindings, eyes half-lidded, empty.

By the time Aizawa shook him, the boy was already gone.

– – – – –

The world thinned like pulled sugar—stretching until it went translucent, fragile.

Sound dulled to a low, underwater bassline. No treble. No sharp edges. Color drained sideways, sluicing out of the wrecked storefront, out of the red in Aizawa’s eyes, out of the greasy orange of Endeavor’s flame, until all of it pooled in one direction—toward the obscene, throbbing knot that was Gigantomachia.

And there was no body left to hold him back.

Ren’s hands landed on his shoulders—bright, small, fierce. Except they weren’t hands here; they were points of pressure, pure light pressed hard into him. “No,” Ren said, and his voice was stripped bare, unguarded. “No, big brother, don’t—come back. You’re going to—”

“Move,” Katsuki said.

Ren didn’t.

Katsuki shrugged him off and stepped forward.

The city around him was ink. The living were constellations under skin—each soul a burning star. And Machia… Machia wasn’t a man at all. He was a machine built out of the wrong kind of worship, a cathedral wired for cruelty.

Cables thrummed through him—hundreds of them. Some hair-thin and bright, vibrating like plucked strings. Others fat and dark, sunk so deep they seemed part of the bedrock. All of them pulled taut when he moved.

Every knot was a signature. A surgeon’s cut. AFO’s hand was in every stitch. Clever. Precise. Monstrous.

The taste in Katsuki’s mouth went sharp with metal.

He moved—or thought of moving—and the distance simply vanished. The closer he came, the louder the hum grew until it was everything. And buried in that hum were voices: wordless, ancient, wronged. Dozens. More.

He reached toward them—and felt the tug Ren had warned him about.

You’re thinning, Ren hissed, sudden and sharp in his ear. He’d followed, quick as panic, light flaring against the dark. Here he was brighter, more beautiful—he looked like a boy again. Harmless. Wide-eyed. “You’re tearing yourself, Katsuki. Come back. You can’t touch that and stay.”

“Watch me.”

Ren’s fingers hooked into his sleeve, dragging. His grip was stronger than it looked, strong enough to drag static across Katsuki’s vision. “Don’t do this. You’re not a hero. You’re not built for this.”

Katsuki glanced back. “Let go.”

That was when the mask cracked. Not to grief, not even to fear—but to a cold, glinting amusement.

Ren’s voice went low, mean. “You really think you’ll make a dent in that ? You’ll tear yourself apart before you even scratch it. All you’ll do is leave the rest of us holding your scraps.”

Katsuki’s jaw locked. “Then it’s worth something.”

Machia’s massive hand swung through a building, and the entire net shivered, sang.

There—at the shoulder—half a dozen lines braided ugly and tight around a core pulsing a slow, sullen red. Not a heart. A hub. Power routes, fail-safes, a kill-switch—AFO’s layers of insurance designed to punish anything that got close to the main knot.

Ren yanked again, vicious this time. “Pathetic. Always charging in, always breaking yourself because it makes you feel big. Go ahead—bleed yourself dry for strangers who’ll never even know your name.”

Katsuki didn’t give him the satisfaction of answering.

He turned away and drove his hand into the knot.


 

Katsuki woke to rot.

Not the dry, brittle smell of the Nomus’ corpse-built shells — this was wet and heavy, a deep stench that clung to the back of his tongue. It reeked of something still breathing.

The roar came next. Not noise — a presence. It hit low in his bones, a shudder that rattled his ribs and made the marrow in his legs feel thin. Heat baked off the ground, turning the air thick with grit. Every breath scraped like he was pulling ash into his lungs.

He stood ankle-deep in churned earth, the soil broken and scarred like something enormous had been pacing for years. And towering above him, framed by a haze of dust and shadow, was Gigantomachia’s soul.

It wasn’t some twisted, stitched-together caricature like the Nomus. This was a mountain of jagged shadow and corded muscle, the edges hazy but the weight behind them crushingly real. Two eyes glowed faintly from within the dust, fixed on him. Watching. Measuring.

And there, clutched in his massive, scarred hands — the chains.

Thick. Black. Each link pulsed faintly, slow and heavy, like a heartbeat. Not wrapped around his limbs. Not shackling him. He was holding them, knuckles bone-white, like they were something precious and fragile.

Ren appeared at his shoulder without sound. His voice, for once, carried no sing-song lilt. “This isn’t like the Nomus,” he said, eyes flicking to the chains. “He’s alive. He knows what you’re here for.”

Katsuki didn’t answer. His vision sharpened to a knife’s edge, tracing the way the chains stretched back into the dark, disappearing toward something far beyond sight. Something he knew all too well — the pull of AFO’s hand.

He stepped forward and reached for the nearest link.

The ground exploded.

A fist the size of a truck slammed down in front of him, throwing a shockwave that lifted him off his feet. He hit hard, dirt in his teeth, his ribs singing. The crater steamed in the heat.

Machia’s roar tore through the dust — not blind rage, not the animal screaming of a Nomu, but a sound with intention . It was a warning. A challenge. He was guarding them.

Katsuki spat grit, jaw tightening.

The second swing came faster. He threw himself into a roll, coming up on one knee. Every strike was measured, forcing him back in deliberate arcs, always away from the chains.

Ren moved to block him, hands up like he could shield him from something this big. “Stop this! You tear those out, you’re tearing yourself out with them. He’s not broken enough to want you here—”

Katsuki ducked past.

The next rush wasn’t for the chain. It was for Machia’s grip .

He slammed into the giant’s thumb, aura flaring white-hot, forcing himself through the cracks where soul met metal. It was like trying to pry apart fused bone with his bare hands. Machia bellowed, the sound folding the air, and shook his arm hard enough to white-out Katsuki’s vision.

Flashes hit him mid-grip — not his memories, but Machia’s. A human face under all the shadow. A man kneeling. A voice swearing loyalty. A massive hand ruffling his hair like a pet. The chain tightening, possessive.

Katsuki’s stomach lurched, but he shoved the image aside.

“Wake the hell up!” he roared, pouring his aura into the metal. It hissed and seared at the points where it latched into flesh. One link cracked — a sharp, wet snap — then another. The air itself seemed to wince at the sound.

Machia’s other hand caught him across the torso, sending him tumbling in a ragged arc. He hit hard, something in his side barking sharp pain, blood flooding his mouth.

But the chain was looser now.

He forced himself upright, lungs burning, and hurled himself forward again. No hesitation. His fingers locked around the final link and ripped .

The sound was wrong — part metal, part sinew tearing. Machia’s roar broke mid-note, twisting into something uncertain. Pained. The grip slackened.

Katsuki staggered back, his aura flickering in jagged bursts. Every nerve screamed like he’d peeled strips of himself off with those chains.

Ren’s voice cut through the ringing — low, almost gentle again, like the mockery had never happened. “You’ve taken too much out of yourself. You can’t keep—”

The world tilted. Heat drained from his limbs. Blood trickled fast from his nose, over his lips, mixing with what he’d already spit. It dripped down his chin into the dust at his feet.

The soulscape began to dissolve, Machia’s towering frame unraveling into shadow and grit. The roar faded, pulled backward into silence.

Then there was nothing at all.


 

He slammed back into his body with a violent, tearing gasp, like surfacing from water that had been trying to keep him under.

The world tilted, lurched, blurred. His chest hitched, fighting for breath in shallow, wheezing pulls that left fire in his ribs. Aizawa’s scarf was still around him, the man’s grip steady, but the distance between Katsuki and the rest of reality felt stretched thin — like sound was underwater, colors two shades too pale.

Something hot was running down from his nose, over his lips. Something else dripped from the corner of his right eye, warm and metallic. When he swallowed, blood slid thick down his throat, copper blooming over his tongue.

Through the haze, movement caught his attention — Machia, slowing. The giant’s rhythm faltered mid-swing, confusion leaking into every step. Heroes pressed harder, finding openings where before there’d been none.

Worth it, Katsuki thought, but even in his head the words floated like smoke.

“Bakugo.” Aizawa’s voice cut through the fog — low, but with an edge sharp enough to hook him back.

Katsuki’s head tilted toward the sound, but before he could muster more, Aizawa was hauling him in, the scarf loosening. The man’s hands were on him in an instant — one braced against the back of his neck, the other pressing hard along his jaw to tilt his face toward the light.

“Stay with me,” Aizawa ordered, scanning his face with quick, deliberate sweeps. “Shit—” The curse was quiet, but heavy. Blood was smeared under Katsuki’s nose, down his chin, trailing from one temple where a thin crimson line traced past his ear. A darker blot was already matting his hair above the left brow. His right eye was ringed in red, a single tear’s track of blood cutting through the grime there.

Aizawa’s thumb swept under that eye, then moved quickly to part Katsuki’s lips, checking the blood pooling inside. “Did you take a hit?” His eyes were already flicking over ribs, shoulders, collarbones.

Katsuki gave a short, humorless huff that might have been a laugh if it hadn’t been strangled by the wet rasp in his chest. He tried to shake his head, but it came out more like a slow sway. “It’s just backlash.”

“From what?” Aizawa demanded, his voice sharp but tight, as if volume alone could hold him here.

“Soul dive.” Katsuki’s words were frayed at the edges, the rasp of them making his throat burn. “Let it ride out.”

“Ride it out?” Aizawa snapped. His hands moved to the sides of Katsuki’s head, fingers spreading through his hair, searching for head wounds. “You’re bleeding from three different points in your face and you’re barely standing. When you helped Kurogiri, you didn’t look like this. What did you do?”

Katsuki tried to smirk but it twitched into a cough, flecking more red onto his sleeve. “Nothin’ different. Might be ‘cause Machia’s not like the Nomus…” He trailed off, swallowing blood. “Doesn’t matter.”

“It matters,” Aizawa said, quieter now but no less intense. One hand slid to the back of Katsuki’s neck, warm and steady, while the other checked along his ribs, down his arms for fractures or swelling. “You’re freezing. How long were you—no, forget it, you’re not moving under your own power right now.”

“I can walk,” Katsuki muttered, but it was unconvincing, especially with the way his legs trembled under him.

“Don’t argue.” Aizawa’s tone was the same one he’d use on Eri after a nightmare — firm enough to be obeyed, steady enough to cling to. “You’re white as a sheet, your pulse is all over the place, and you’ve got blood coming from places it shouldn’t.”

Katsuki’s gaze slipped toward the chaos where Machia was still thrashing.

Aizawa’s jaw tightened, but his grip stayed gentle. “We’ll talk later. For now, you’re not taking another step on your own. Got it?”

Katsuki snorted faintly—or tried to. “Didn’t know you cared this much.”

“Don’t test me, Bakugo,” Aizawa said, voice tired.

Another shudder went through him, and Aizawa adjusted his hold, half-turning to shield him from the wind and debris as the street trembled under Machia’s steps. Whatever was happening behind them, it wasn’t taking Aizawa’s focus off the bleeding, swaying mess in his arms.



Notes:

AAAAAAND where do we go from here? nobody knows~

Chapter 44: Terrarium

Notes:

This chapter is dedicated to all the Bakugo fans out there. Just pure fluff. You're welcome! ^^

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It kept circling back to Deika.

No matter how many times he told himself to let it go, the images refused to fade—smoke curling through the streets, the roar of collapsing concrete, the ground-shaking bellow of Gigantomachia tearing through the city like it was nothing but paper and dust

Katsuki still wasn’t sure how the hell his interference had played into the bigger picture, but the thought gnawed at him all the same. Maybe he’d been the wrench in the gears of fate. Maybe if he hadn’t stepped in, the Meta Liberation Army and the League of Villains would have merged like they were meant to, and history would’ve played out how it was supposed to.

Now? He doubted that future was even possible. Or maybe he’d just delayed it. Either way, he’d shifted something. He could feel it.

And that thought bled straight into the other thing chewing at him—Jakku.

When Aizawa first mentioned it, Katsuki hadn’t understood the weight behind his words. Said he’d followed the tip Katsuki gave Deku, then moved on without elaborating. But from bits of police radio chatter and overheard officer conversations, the picture started to form: the heroes had stormed the facility, taken the Nomus, and shut it all down.

All in a single damn day.

By the time Katsuki could even wrap his head around what Jakku might hold, it was gone. His “next step” was gone before it had even solidified in his mind.

Part of him was relieved the heroes hadn’t run into trouble, but another part twisted in his gut. A sharper loss. Because with the Nomus secured, their bodies were just evidence now. Catalogued. Stored away.

And he may have lost his only chance to free the souls inside.

The ride back was quiet except for the hum of the road. Aizawa drove in his usual slouch, gaze fixed forward, but every so often Katsuki could feel the man’s eyes on him through the curtain of hair—measuring, weighing.

Katsuki kept his own eyes on the reflection in the passenger window, his face half-lit against the blur of the city rolling by. His hands curled tighter in his lap. There was no way to explain any of it without sounding insane. No way to make Aizawa understand that what the heroes called a clean victory felt to him like another prison door slamming shut.

Now, Jakku was gone. Deika was behind him. And he had no idea where the hell to go next.

– – – – –

By the time they made it back to the apartment, the sun was still high—barely past three. Katsuki’s adrenaline had burned off, leaving him with a bone-deep ache and the raw taste of copper in the back of his throat.

Aizawa didn’t say a word as he unlocked the door. He just stepped inside, jerked his head toward the couch.

Katsuki dropped onto it with a muted grunt, hoodie still clinging with dust from the city. He braced for the lecture—sharp, fast, and loud—but Aizawa only leaned against the opposite armrest, arms folded, gaze heavy but precise.

“I’m not angry,” Aizawa said finally, voice quiet in the way that made it worse. “I’m disappointed you went on your own.”

Katsuki’s jaw tightened. “I—”

“I’m also impressed,” Aizawa cut in. “No casualties. No major injuries that I’ve heard of. For all the recklessness, you handled yourself better than I expected.” A faint crease touched his brow. “You could do well as an underground hero.”

That flicker of pride almost caught him off guard—almost—but Aizawa’s tone shifted before Katsuki could let it sink in.

“But,” the man went on, “laws exist for a reason. They keep you safe. They keep others safe. Recklessness can have a good result, sure. But it only takes one bad call—one plan you didn’t think through—and people die. That responsibility doesn’t just disappear because things happened to work out this time.”

Katsuki stared down at his hands, flexing them once. He could understand the logic—hell, he agreed with it—but it still stung. The gravity of what he’d just prevented was something Aizawa didn’t know the scale of. Couldn’t. There was no proof. If it had gone sideways, he’d have been labeled the villain.

His voice came out sharper than he meant. “So what, I should’ve just sat on my ass and let it happen?”

“I’m saying you need to know when to stop,” Aizawa replied evenly. “Being a hero isn’t about charging in every time you think you’re right. It’s about knowing which risks are worth taking—and which ones will get people killed.”

“That’s easy to say when you didn’t see what I saw—”

“You want to be taken seriously again?” Aizawa said, cutting him off. “Then start acting like you understand the risk. Right now you’re one mistake away from being treated like a suspect instead of a survivor.”

Katsuki’s jaw worked, but no words came out.

Aizawa straightened. His voice dropped, closing the air between them. “We’re done for now. Go rest.”

There wasn’t a point in pushing further. Not when Aizawa had already decided where the line was. Katsuki pushed himself up, ignoring the stiffness in his legs, and started for the hall.

He’d just reached the doorway when Aizawa called after him, voice flatter now, carrying something Katsuki almost—almost—mistook for pity.

“Oh… and Tsukauchi will come by tomorrow.”

Katsuki’s steps slowed. The name alone knotted his stomach. He didn’t need a crystal ball to see how it would go—maybe not a formal interrogation, but definitely one of Tsukauchi’s slow, surgical conversations where every word got turned over. No casualties this time, sure, but the man lived and breathed protocol. Katsuki remembered the fallout when he’d gone off-book with Kurogiri—and that had been small compared to today.

This? He didn’t even want to picture the look on Tsukauchi’s face.

– – – – –

Katsuki shoved the door shut with his heel. The click of the latch felt louder than it should have.

Ren was already waiting—sitting on the edge of the bed like he’d been waiting hours, small hands braced on the mattress, legs swinging idly. No smirk this time.

“You ignored me,” he said, voice flat as ice. “I told you not to go after Gigantomachia.”

Katsuki kicked his shoes under the dresser. “Congratulations. You’re one of about twenty people pissed at me today. Get in line.”

Ren’s gaze didn’t shift. “I’m not like them.” His tone was quieter now, but there was a density underneath it—something that made Katsuki’s hand pause on the dresser drawer. “When they’re angry, they want to punish you. I want to keep you alive. They care about rules. I care about what happens to your soul. There’s a difference.”

“Great,” Katsuki muttered, turning his back to dig through the dresser. “I’ll add you to the concerned citizens mailing list.”

Ren didn’t blink. “You think this is a joke? I’ve been trying—actually trying—to help you. To keep your soul intact. And every time, you throw yourself right back into the fire.”

“I handled it,” Katsuki said, peeling off his hoodie and tossing it aside.

“If you won’t let me help you…” Ren leaned forward, elbows resting on his knees. “You’re going to figure it out the hard way.”

Katsuki froze halfway through pulling a shirt from the drawer. “The hell’s that supposed to mean?”

Ren’s expression flickered, then softened into something deceptively gentle. “It means exactly what it sounds like. You’ll understand when you get there. Just… you’ve been running yourself down. Body and soul. You’re not invincible. You're lucky to have made it this far.”

Katsuki muttered something under his breath about Ren sounding like a damn old man and shoved past him toward the bed. 

His head felt like it was full of wet cement, every thought sinking slow. His eyelids kept dragging shut even as he shot Ren one last glare. “Whatever. I’m done listening to lectures today.”

Ren tilted his head, expression unreadable. “Maybe that’s for the best.”

The air felt heavier than it should, pressing down on his shoulders until his knees wanted to bend. The stress of the day was finally catching up with him. After the fight, the raid, the constant noise in his head. Too many people pissed at him, too many conversations he didn’t want to have. His body was just cashing the bill.

The blanket on the bed was half-pulled up, but even that short distance looked like work. He sat down at the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, and scrubbed at his face. The pounding behind his eyes throbbed in time with his pulse. His chest felt tight—not panicked, just… worn out. Bone-deep.

Peeling back the blanket felt like too much trouble. He tipped backward instead, letting gravity take him, legs swinging up until he was sprawled across the bed.

He didn’t bother getting under the covers. The weight in the air sank lower still, as if the room itself was pressing down on him.

Katsuki let sound dissolve into the quiet as sleep swept in to claim him.


 

The knock wasn’t polite. It was the kind that expected compliance.

Katsuki surfaced from sleep like he was breaking through tar. His eyes dragged open to the dim light leaking past the curtains. The weight in his limbs hadn’t lifted since yesterday—if anything, it had settled in deeper.

His phone was facedown on the nightstand. He fumbled it over and squinted at the screen.

7:02 a.m.

He pushed himself upright, every joint slow to follow. The floor was cold under his bare feet, a thin jolt that barely cut through the fog in his head. 

The knock came again—measured, not impatient, but with a weight that didn’t leave room for ignoring it.

Katsuki opened the door, and Tsukauchi stepped inside without waiting, trench coat dripping at the hem. The man didn’t take off his hat, didn’t shake off the rain—just let the damp cold follow him in.

He stopped in the middle of the room, shoulders squared, hands in his pockets like he had all the time in the world. His gaze wasn’t sharp in the obvious way—it was steady, deliberate, narrowing on Katsuki like a camera lens finding focus.

“You went to Deika.”

It wasn’t a question.

Katsuki stayed in the doorway, leaning his shoulder into the frame, arms folded tight to keep from fidgeting. The copper taste in his mouth had nothing to do with blood. “Guess the reports came in.”

“They came in with thirty-seven angles,” Tsukauchi didn’t move closer. “Walk me through it.” Flat tone. Not hostile, but every syllable pressed for something more than an answer

Katsuki’s chest felt too tight. Not panic—just that drained, back-against-a-wall heaviness. “The League almost got chewed up by the MLA. I stopped it. The heroes got there because I called for backup. Because I—”

“You are not cleared to make those decisions.” The evenness cracked just enough to ricochet off the walls. “You don’t get to play chess with potential terrorist organizations like it’s a school project.”

“I had no choice—”

“You had a chain of command.” Tsukauchi’s voice cut him off clean. “And you spat on it. Again.”

Tsukauchi turned, pacing—not restless, but deliberate, like a man bleeding off steam in measured steps. “Do you know how many calls I fielded today? How many higher-ups want to know why the ‘ghost vigilante’ under my watch showed up on thirty-seven security feeds leveling a corporate high-rise?”

“I didn’t level it,” Katsuki muttered. His gaze slid to the floor. “It fell on its own. I just helped it a little…”

“Oh, perfect.” The laugh was paper-thin, brittle. “I’ll put that in the report.”

The pacing stopped. Silence pressed in. Tsukauchi’s eyes held him in place—not just heat there, but something heavier. “That’s not even the half of it. You cut comms. You acted without oversight. You dragged known criminals into an active op. Am I missing anything?”

“I had a lead,” Katsuki said, forcing his voice even. “I found a hostage tied to a chair. They were baiting the League—”

The rest strangled in his throat when Tsukauchi caught his wrist. The grip wasn’t cruel, but it was efficient—practiced. A click, cold metal cinching around his forearm.

Katsuki jerked hard, trying to wrench free. “The hell—”

“Custodial restraint,” Tsukauchi said, letting go. “HPSC order. Geofenced to the dorms. Two-meter buffer at every exit. It warns first; if you keep going, it drops you. Try to remove it, it pings me and drops you anyway. You don’t leave U.A. without a certified escort.”

Katsuki’s breath hitched. “You’re shock-collaring me.”

“I’m keeping you alive.” A thin thread of heat ran through the words. “And keeping the next ‘bright idea’ from getting someone killed.”

“I saved lives,” Katsuki shot back, but it came out raw, too close to a plea.

“You gambled with them,” Tsukauchi said, clean as glass. “After I benched you. After you promised you’d stay within bounds.”

Katsuki twisted the cuff, searching for give. The metal didn’t budge. “Take it off.”

“No.”

“I said take it off .”

“Not happening.”

“You have no idea what you’re doing—” Katsuki’s voice sharpened—panic gnawing at the edges. “You can’t put this on me—”

“I just did.”

“Take it off! ” His voice cracked, metallic in his own ears. “I’m serious—take it off!”

The LED kept blinking, steady and smug.

Katsuki’s breath stuttered. He hated the sound of it, hated more that he couldn’t choke it down. “Please.” The word scraped his throat raw. “You don’t understand, I— please —”

Tsukauchi’s jaw shifted, something flickering there—unease, maybe. “Bakugo—”

“I can’t stay here.” The tremor in his voice was past hiding now. “You lock me in, I’m done. You get that? I’m—” He dragged air into his lungs like it might vanish. “I’m dying .”

That stilled the room. For a second, even the rain outside seemed to pause.

Katsuki swallowed hard, trying to keep going before the opening closed. “Since Overhaul. The split’s getting worse. I push and parts of me just—shut down. There’s a cold spot here—” he tapped his sternum hard enough to hurt “—and it’s growing. I don’t know if I’ve got weeks or days, but I can feel it. And you just—” he yanked at the cuff until the metal bit his skin “—you just made U.A. my grave!”

“That’s why we have heroes and police,” Tsukauchi said, almost gentle. Almost. “You have to trust—”

“You can’t find him!” Katsuki’s voice broke, the panic fully unchained now. “You’ve tried. He’s not a dot on a map! I can see him. I can follow him. I’m the only one who can—and you just crippled me!”

Tsukauchi stepped in close, his voice low but fierce. “And if I let you keep running like this, I’d be signing your death warrant. I won’t do it.”

Katsuki’s hands were on the band before he even realized he’d moved.

“Bakugo.” Tsukauchi warned. “Don’t.”

“Take it off,” Katsuki said again, no pretense left. He levered his nail under the seam. The LED flared amber.

Tsukauchi reached. “Enough—”

“It’s my life,” Katsuki snapped, right before the cuff gave a polite chirp—like it thought this was a negotiation—before it decided for him.

The current shot up his arm and made every muscle lock into a single, seizing knot. His jaw snapped shut hard enough to send sparks behind his eyes. The floor came up fast—

—boots in the doorway.

“Bakugo!” The voice was sharp enough to cut through the white noise.

Aizawa?

Hands. Something—someone—caught his head before it hit. His vision was a wall of static, but he could see black hair swinging, the edges too bright, the center too dark.

The voice sliced through the static like a blade. “What the hell is this?” Sharp, cracking against the walls, close enough that Katsuki could almost feel it on his skin. Too close.

“Custodial restraint,” Tsukauchi’s voice answered—flat, no room for apology. “Commission order—”

“This is excessive, Naomasa.” Aizawa’s tone shifted—low, dangerous, the kind of quiet that meant someone was about to bleed.

“It’s necessary,” Tsukauchi countered, somewhere farther away now. His voice had that glassy steadiness Katsuki hated—too smooth to grip. “Either U.A. complies, or the commission takes him themselves.”

Aizawa swore—something guttural, tight with fury—but the syllables broke apart in Katsuki’s ears, muffled under the rush of blood and the low, electrical hum still crawling along his nerves.

“He’ll be fine,” Tsukauchi said, closer now. Katsuki could almost feel the words brush the side of his face. “Compliance-dose. Just drops him.”

“This is not ‘fine,’” Aizawa snapped. Hands found Katsuki’s shoulders, checked joints, brushed his throat for a pulse. Katsuki wanted to say he was fine, wanted to say anything , but his tongue wouldn’t move.

A shadow moved over him—Aizawa leaning in, his voice a low, dangerous thread. “Get out.”

Tsukauchi didn’t answer right away. The silence pressed against Katsuki’s eardrums until the click of the door latch cut it loose.

The room tipped. He felt the shift before he understood it—arms under him, the fabric of Aizawa’s coat rough and cool against his cheek. Carried. Each step made the fog heavier.

The ceiling light swung past in slow arcs. The cuff’s LED blinked green.

The give of the mattress told him Aizawa had sat him down. Katsuki barely felt the weight shift before the muted clink of glass on wood cut through the haze.

“Water,” Aizawa said—not to him, exactly, but as if to fix it in the room.

His breaths still came short, ragged. He registered the man more by presence than sight—the slow shift of a shadow across his vision, the muted warmth of a hand hovering just over his sternum, tracking each rise and fall as if counting them.

“You’re alright,” Aizawa said, voice rough. “In. Out.”

Katsuki tried. The air felt thick, and the fog didn’t recede. If anything, it grew. His eyes slid shut under their own weight.

Somewhere close, fabric shifted—the quiet, methodical sound of Aizawa dragging a chair closer. A faint scrape on the floor. Then nothing but the slow, steady rhythm of someone else breathing in the same room.

The cuff’s green light pulsed at the edge of his vision like a mechanical heartbeat.


 

Katsuki woke like he’d been hauled up from deep water. The air in his lungs felt wrong—too shallow, too cold—and his limbs were slow to remember themselves. The first thing he saw was the cuff, its green LED blinking steady, indifferent.

It took more will than it should have to get off the bed. Every muscle lodged its own complaint—tight, sore, some still jittery from the shock. His knees popped when he straightened, and the dull ache in his spine reminded him that hitting the floor hadn’t exactly been graceful.

His muscles ached in the kind of way that wasn’t just soreness. Every joint felt like it had been twisted and left to seize. When he sat up, a wave of dizziness rolled through him so strong he had to plant both hands on the mattress and wait for the floor to stop breathing.

The room was empty. No Aizawa. No Tsukauchi. Just the hum of the light and the faint ozone tang that clung to his tongue.

“Didn’t think they’d actually drop you,” a voice said.

He turned his head—too fast—and there was Ren, sitting cross-legged on the desk like he’d been there the whole time. Pale hair, pale eyes, an expression that was almost curious.

Katsuki forced his voice out, hoarse. “What?”

“The cuff.” Ren tilted his head toward it. “It’s not supposed to be used for kids. ‘Compliance-dose’—that’s what they call it, right? Sounds nicer than ‘we shocked you until you hit the floor.’”

The memory of it—the sudden, searing lock in every muscle, the split-second blindness—flashed behind his eyes. His jaw still felt tender from where his teeth had slammed together.

Ren studied him like he was measuring something. “How’s it feel?”

Katsuki glared. “Like I’m gonna tear it off and shove it up Tsukauchi’s ass.”

Ren gave a small, humorless smile. “Sure. And then what? They’ll just put it back on tighter. Or take you somewhere you can’t fight it at all.” He leaned forward slightly, voice quieter now. “You think that was bad? Imagine being locked down every time you step wrong. Imagine them deciding you’re too much trouble and… turning you off for good.”

Katsuki’s stomach knotted. “They wouldn’t—”

“You’re not untouchable. You passed out from a bracelet,” Ren said, still soft, but each word cut clean. “Not only that…” He trailed off. “If you can’t stop a bracelet from dropping you in your own room, how are you going to stop what’s happening inside you?”

Katsuki’s fingers curled against the blanket. 

Ren shifted his tone again, gentle now, coaxing. “You think Aizawa can stop it? U.A.? The Commission? They’re not here to save you. They’re here to keep you contained. They’d rather see you burn out inside these walls than out there. Makes them feel better about themselves.” He glanced at the cuff again. “They’ll let you die in here.”

The room felt smaller, air heavier. His pulse had picked up without him noticing. “Shut up,” Katsuki muttered.

Ren’s expression softened instantly, like a switch flipped. “Hey, I’m not saying this to hurt you,” he said, sliding down from the desk. “I’m saying it because you matter. You’re all I’ve got in here, and I don’t want to lose you.”

The pivot left Katsuki off-balance.

Katsuki didn’t answer right away. His breathing had evened out, but something cold flickered beneath his skin, creeping further before fading. He had to see the damage for himself.

He pushed off the bed and crossed to the bathroom, flicking on the light. The harsh fluorescent glow stung his eyes, bouncing too bright off tile and glass. He braced one hand on the counter, the other dragging at the hem of his shirt until the fabric peeled up and over his head.

The mirror didn’t give him time to prepare.

The black marks had spread.

At some point—he wasn’t sure when—they’d slipped past the point he could pretend they were contained. They’d crawled down over his collarbone, coiling like smoke just under the skin, then looped up and around his neck like a noose. Tendrils traced down each arm, halting midway to the elbow, jagged-edged and restless, as if they might keep going if he stood there long enough.

For a moment, he just stared. The bathroom felt colder.

“Mm,” Ren’s voice drifted from somewhere over his shoulder, mild in tone but sharp enough to sink. He perched himself on the sink. “Looks bad, huh?”

Katsuki’s chest tightened.

“You were hoping it was in your head, weren’t you?” Ren’s voice was mild, almost sympathetic. “That maybe it wasn’t spreading. That maybe you weren’t running out of time.”

Katsuki stepped back, the wall catching him between the shoulder blades. He didn’t like the way it felt—trapped in his own space—but he couldn’t pull his eyes away from the mirror. The marks seemed darker under the light, their edges twitching in his peripheral vision.

He tore himself away from the sight in the mirror, shoving into the bedroom. The dresser drawer yawned open under his hand, and he dug through until he found a high-necked long sleeve.

Ren leaned casually against the doorframe now, watching. “Covering it won’t stop it. But I get it. Pretending it’s not there…” his voice trailed off. “Sometimes it’s easier not to look death in the face.”

Katsuki yanked the shirt over his head. He ignored the shiver crawling up his spine and grabbed a hoodie next, the heavier weight settling over him like armor. The world felt more contained like this.


 

The living room smelled faintly of tea and pencil shavings. The curtains were half drawn, afternoon light pooling in soft gold across the coffee table where Eri sat hunched over paper, tongue peeking from the corner of her mouth in concentration. Aizawa was stretched out in the armchair beside her, legs crossed, a book in hand but his attention tilted toward the small shape beside him.

They were trying to keep it quiet. Katsuki could tell. Every turn of a page was too careful, every scrape of pencil slowed down. He could feel the way sound thinned around the closed bedroom door—like they’d agreed, without saying it, to keep the noise low so he could rest.

He stepped out of the room, the creak of door hinges announcing his presence.

Both heads turned. Eri’s face lit up instantly, eyes bright as she hopped up from her seat and bounded over, holding her drawing high like a trophy.

“Kacchan! Look!” She planted herself in front of him, the page fluttering in her grip—two stick figures holding hands, one tall with wild spiky hair, the other small with a square hairclip.

Katsuki managed a small nod.

Aizawa’s eyes never left him. “You alright?” His voice was low, unreadable.

Katsuki didn’t answer, just stood there with the paper between them.

Aizawa rose without another word, disappearing into the kitchen. The sound of water running filled the brief silence, then a glass was pressed into Katsuki’s hand. “Drink something.”

Katsuki’s gaze drifted toward the door to his room, weighing whether he could still turn, shut it, and vanish before anyone threw another question his way. But Eri was still beaming at him, pencil smudges streaked across her cheek like war paint. The sight tugged at something he couldn’t quite shake.

He took a slow sip, buying himself a few more seconds, and let her pull him deeper into the room without a word.

Eri filled the silence easily, chattering about her drawing and the newest episode of her favorite magical girl anime. She darted back to the table, hunched over a fresh sheet of paper, her tongue peeking out in concentration. This time, she was sketching them both in matching sailor dresses from Sweet Star Magical Princess , her pencil racing as if the image might vanish if she didn’t catch it fast enough.

Katsuki’s thumb found the bracelet on his wrist, rubbing over the small, imperfect knot until it caught against the pad of his finger. Warm. Familiar. Anchoring.

His other hand—where the cold bite of the metal restraint dug into his skin—felt heavier by contrast. Always there. Always pressing. A reminder.

Ren was by the window, leaning against the frame, watching with faint amusement. “Cute,” he murmured, just for Katsuki. “One hand holding onto her… the other chained to them . Wonder which one wins in the end.”

Katsuki clenched his jaw, looking away.

Eri eventually quieted, bent over her page again, tongue sticking out in focus. Aizawa closed his book and set it aside. He looked at Katsuki like he had something to say but was weighing the cost of saying it.

“What,” Katsuki muttered.

Aizawa’s gaze sharpened. “The Commission’s gone too far.”

Ren’s voice was a purr in his ear. “ Here we go.”

“I don’t agree with the way you’ve been treated,” Aizawa continued, tone flat but laced with steel. “I’m going to do everything I can to have that restraint removed.”

Ren chuckled quietly, the sound curling under Katsuki’s skin. “Promises. They always sound good when they’ve got nothing to back them up. Wonder if he remembers who’s holding the key.”

“It’s commission-ordered.” Aizawa said, as if that fact alone was a problem he intended to solve. “That doesn’t make it permanent.”

Ren’s eyes gleamed in the reflection of the window. “Doesn’t make it temporary either.”

Katsuki didn’t reply. He just kept rubbing the knot in the bracelet until the thread was warm under his fingers.

Aizawa’s stare held a moment longer, then he pushed away from the chair. “I’ll be right back.” He crossed to the kitchen again, footsteps soft against the floorboards.

Katsuki watched him go, the knot still pressed between his thumb and forefinger.

The moment Aizawa was out of Katsuki’s line of sight, Ren slipped from the window to the couch’s armrest, casual as if he belonged there. “He means it, you know,” Ren said lightly, swinging his feet. “Really thinks he can take on the Commission for you.”

Katsuki didn’t answer.

Ren tilted his head, smile just shy of sympathetic. “But… what happens if he can’t? Or worse—what if they take you before he even gets close? That’s the part he’s not saying.”

Katsuki’s hand stilled on the bracelet.

Ren’s voice dipped, warm but threaded with something sharper. “You’ve been shocked, restrained, locked up in your own room. That was just today. You think they’re going to stop there?”

Katsuki didn’t look at him, but the knot dug deeper into his thumb.

Ren’s tone softened, curling closer. “You felt it earlier. When they hit you. That moment where everything went white and your body wouldn’t move? That’s just the start. Those black marks…” He let the words hang, eyes dropping briefly to where the high collar hid Katsuki’s neck. “They’re spreading faster. You’re already running out of time, and they’re making sure you waste what’s left in chains.”

“That’s not—” Katsuki began, but the words stalled when Eri looked up from her drawing.

Her wide eyes flicked to him in confusion, pencil paused mid-stroke. The reminder landed heavy—nobody else could see Ren. To her, he was talking to himself.

The cold in his chest seemed to settle deeper, rooting itself. And what made it worse—what he hated most—was how much of Ren’s warning didn’t feel like a lie.

Ren’s voice shifted again—lighter now, almost gentle. “I don’t want that for you. I’ve been looking out for you, haven’t I? When nobody else understood what’s happening to you? You don’t need them to save you. You just need me. We can work around their rules… if you let me help.”

Katsuki finally looked at him, jaw tight.

Ren slid into the empty space beside him like smoke through a crack. His voice was low enough to be felt more than heard. “You know… maybe it’s time to start thinking about the end differently.”

Katsuki’s grip tightened on the glass.

Ren tilted his head, the faintest smile there—not mocking this time, but almost tender. “I mean you’ve already done more than most heroes ever will. You’ve survived things no one else could’ve. You broke All For One’s little toys apart, freed people who thought they’d never see the light again.”

Katsuki’s jaw twitched. The knot of Eri’s bracelet bit into his palm.

“Fate had you survive him for a reason,” Ren went on, words slow, steady. “You were meant to fight back. And you did. You won in your own way. That’s enough.”

“That’s—” Katsuki whispered, but his throat felt tight, the word catching.

Ren leaned forward a little, his tone gentler still. “You’ve been carrying this like it’s your job to burn yourself out just to keep the rest of us standing. But you don’t have to keep going until there’s nothing left. You’ve earned the right to stop. To rest.” His eyes flicked toward Eri, her small hands clutching a crayon. “You still have time with her. With Takeshi. That’s what matters now. Not chasing ghosts. Not tearing yourself apart for some last fight you won’t walk away from.”

Katsuki looked away. The black marks under his collar itched, as if they knew they were being talked about.

Ren’s voice softened into something that felt like a hand on his shoulder. “Don’t waste what time you’ve got left trying to fix everything. You can’t.”

The words burrowed deep, the warmth of them almost drowning out the cold coil of unease beneath.

Ren smiled faintly. “And when it’s time, you won’t be alone. I’ll be there.”

Footsteps approached from the kitchen. Ren eased back, the shift in the air as subtle as breath. “Think about it,” he murmured, fading from sight just as Aizawa returned with a mug in hand.

Tea.

“You should drink this,” Aizawa said, setting it on the table. His voice was steady, but his eyes searched Katsuki’s face in a way that made it hard to breathe.

Katsuki reached for the mug, the knot in Eri’s bracelet still digging into his other hand.


 

Days passed in a blur. Aizawa had talked to him at some point, because Aizawa had never been the kind of adult who left a kid to solve himself. He sat on the edge of the bed, not close enough to crowd.

“We’ll make a plan,” he said, voice low, like speaking any louder might spook the thought. “I’ll talk to Nezu. We can build a lane that uses your head and doesn’t burn what’s left of you. You’re not going on a shelf.”

Katsuki nodded, the way you nod when the person in front of you is offering you a bridge and you can only see water. 

Aizawa put a hand on Katsuki’s head for a second that barely existed and said, “Eat what you can.”

Katsuki ate exactly what wouldn’t make him gag. He slept like a toy with a battery problem—spurts and blackouts. He woke to the air vents pretending to be a ventilator and a throb behind his eyes that felt like afterglow from electricity. The cuff left a thin pressure bruise he pretended not to look at.

At night the room inverted. The clock’s second hand stuck once and stuttered, and he sat up too fast because nothing that controlled time was allowed to do that. He pressed his palm to his chest and found cold that didn’t belong to the air. It had edges now. He didn’t know if edges were better or worse than fog.

He tried to text Takeshi and typed I’m— and deleted it. He typed it again and deleted it again because he couldn’t put the shape of his fear into someone else’s pocket. He tried to type Aizawa and deleted the entire message thread. He put the phone face-down and let the screen reflect the LED’s blink.

He went to sleep pretending he wasn’t walking the only path left to him—the one chosen for him.


 

They didn’t post guards. They posted eyes. A new lens outside his door. A discreet proximity sensor by the stairwell that blinked like a nightlight. All U.A. hardware. No Commission suits walking the hall—that almost made it worse. 

Katsuki wore long sleeves and learned the angles of his wrists. He learned how to scratch without showing metal, how to tug a cuff down without making it look like a tell. He learned the exact pitch of the warning chirp when he drifted too close to an exit: polite, patient, a machine reminding a body to choose the “safe” thing.

He tried the roof once. The stairwell threw its amber light at the landing and the sensor woke, chirping a single warning. 

– – – – –

The first panic attack came quiet.

He was at the sink with the water running because noise meant the ceiling couldn’t hear him breathe, and he looked up and the mirror had his face wrong. The LED blinked in the reflection like an eye he didn’t own. The green seemed too bright, like it could see under his skin. The edges of the room furred. His hands grabbed the counter on their own. He counted—to four, to eight, to anything.

His vision tore in half and stitched back crooked. He pressed his forehead to the cool of the cabinet until the world remembered pressure and obeyed it. Later, he told himself it had only been thirty seconds. The clock implied six minutes. The LED on his wrist didn’t offer an opinion.

– – – – –

He scrubbed the kitchen counter three times and didn’t remember doing it. He opened the fridge and stared at the light pooling over nothing he wanted.

UA had always been a sanctuary—high ceilings, rules with reasons, adults with eyes. He had wanted to come home to it since the day he was kicked out. Now it felt like someone had put glass around it and set him in the middle. Like a Terrarium.

Katsuki turned his wrist so the band’s light couldn’t find his eyes. The LED kept its idiot heartbeat anyway, faithful and indifferent. 


 

Katsuki couldn’t take the walls anymore. Every time he shut his eyes, the echo of Ren’s voice threaded through the silence. Don’t waste what time you’ve got left. Spend it where it counts. The bastard’s words stuck like burrs under his skin, the sting sharper because he couldn’t shake the thought that maybe—just maybe—Ren was right.

What burned more was knowing Ren used to be the one telling him to move , to push harder, to hunt. If even he was telling him to let go… then maybe it really was that hopeless.

He found Aizawa in the kitchen, grading papers with that bored half-focus that meant he was tracking everything in the room anyway. “I wanna visit the 1-A dorms,” Katsuki said, voice flat. “The wristband—does it let me do that, or am I tied to this box?”

Aizawa looked up. “You can go anywhere on campus,” he said, “but you’re not going alone.”

Katsuki felt his jaw tighten. He wanted to argue—to say he didn’t need a damn babysitter—but the fight fizzled before it even reached his throat. Don’t fight back. No use fighting anymore. “Fine.”

Eri perked up from the couch when she heard. Within minutes, the three of them were heading out into the cool night air. The path toward the main buildings should’ve felt open, freeing. Instead, Katsuki’s eyes kept snagging on the new hardware wired into corners—sleek black cameras that hadn’t been there before. Every angle covered. Watching.

The feeling crawled down his spine, heavy and close. They’re not letting you breathe, Ren’s voice murmured in his head. You’re already caged.

Katsuki shoved his hands deeper into his hoodie pocket and pulled his sleeve down over his wrist, making sure the metal band was hidden. Just the thought of someone’s eyes catching the glint of it—seeing it for what it was—made his stomach clench.

The teacher dorms fell away behind them, replaced by the glow of the 1-A dorm. Laughter drifted out from an open window. It was after dinner, that easy, unstructured time when the day’s weight eased off.

Aizawa stopped at the door, hands shoved into his pockets. “I’m not technically allowed to leave you,” he said, “but if you manage to slip away from nineteen hero students, I’ll be impressed.” The corner of his mouth twitched, not quite a smile.

Katsuki rolled his eyes but didn’t answer. Aizawa stepped back, letting him and Eri slip inside.

The commons smelled faintly of instant ramen. Students were scattered across couches and armchairs, some playing cards, others hunched over game controllers, a couple sprawled on the floor watching a movie.

For a second, every head turned. Surprise flickered in the air, followed by the ripple of voices—his name, a greeting, someone laughing in disbelief. Mina hopped off the couch to pull him in, Kirishima clapped a hand to his shoulder hard enough to jolt him, Sero made a show of clearing a spot on the couch like he was royalty.

Katsuki let himself be herded to a seat between Kaminari and Kirishima. They were mid–video game match, trash talk bouncing like a live wire between them. Someone shoved a controller into his hand before he could protest.

It was awkward at first—his fingers slow on the buttons, his timing off. But Kaminari started narrating his moves in ridiculous commentary, Kirishima egged him on, and before long Katsuki found himself leaning forward, throwing himself into the game just to wipe Kaminari’s smug grin off his face.

Cards slapped down somewhere behind him, Momo and Jirou were arguing playfully over music, and Sato brought out a plate of cookies that was gone in minutes. The air buzzed with life, easy and unthinking.

At some point, Eri climbed onto the arm of the couch beside him, small hands tentative at first as she gathered a lock of his hair. “Hold still,” she murmured with the seriousness of a surgeon. He felt the faint tug of her fingers working, weaving the strands together in some uneven braid. No one commented, but he caught Mina watching with a smile before looking away.

Katsuki rubbed his thumb over the knotted bracelet on his wrist, grounding himself in the coarse fibers. Warmth. Something real. On the other hand, the restraint sat cold and heavy under his sleeve, its bite digging into his skin—a reminder that even here, in the center of it all, the walls were still closing in.


 

Katsuki woke to the soft clack of beads against a bowl.

Eri stood in the doorway, hair a white halo, the rabbit tucked under her arm like a co-conspirator. “You were yelling in your sleep. It was loud,” she informed him, not unkindly. “So I brought crafts.”

He pushed upright on the couch, the blanket sliding to his waist. He hadn’t remembered falling asleep there. “Yeah?” he said, aiming for normal and landing somewhere flatter. “What kind.”

“All the kinds,” she said with solemn authority, and dragged the tote by the handle until it bumped against his shin.

He was numb in the boring way—no grand dissociation, just the dull insulation that made everything feel like it had to pass through two panes of glass before it reached him. He tried to put on the mouth he used for her anyway. “What’s the mission, then?”

“Necklaces,” she decided, already kneeling to spread the haul: elastic cord that wanted to tangle, a tangle of it anyway; a plastic organizer full of letters and hearts; the little bag of beads; a glue stick with its cap chewed; a sheet of fox stickers; two markers that had given up on life.

“Advanced work,” he said, when he remembered how to speak.

Eri nodded briskly. She pressed a spool of elastic into his hand. “We’ll make one for mister Takeshi.”

He swallowed around a new angle in his throat. “Yeah,” he said. “We will.”

She put him to work like only kids can. Measure two spans, tie three knots, hold while she threaded. He botched the first loop and she scolded him with deep seriousness; he tried again. The numbness didn’t lift so much as change texture. Glue and cotton dust got into the air. The quiet filled with ordinary noises—a bead skittering under the table, her small huff of concentration, the blink of the LED reflected in the spoon someone hadn’t put away.

“Color?” she asked.

“Green,” he said without thinking. “Maybe yellow?” He pinched the string to hold a knot and added, “white would also match,” he added.

She approved with a nod that felt like a benediction. “Three,” she said. “Three is stronger.”

He snorted. “That true?”

“Mr. Power Loader said triangles are best,” she said. “And Mr. Power Loader knows everything.”

She stuck a fox sticker on the side of his water glass and another on the back of his hand. He let her. 

She started threading letter beads onto the necklace. He pretended to care whether the letters spelled anything. The name “Takeshi” was spelled “Takishee.” He did not correct it. He did not expect the small warmth that arrived when she declared the whole project to be “professional.”

By the time the light shifted toward late, they had two necklaces for Takeshi, one smaller and one longer, so they would give a layered look. 

His laugh wasn’t right, but it was human. 

– – – – –

The phone rang in the kitchen. Not the sharp, insistent tone of an emergency alert—just the plain, domestic chime of a cellphone that had no business carrying bad news.

Aizawa answered without checking the caller ID, shoulder propped against the counter like he was bracing for a wave. His voice came low at first, that quiet, clipped professionalism he reserved for official calls.
Then something in the timbre changed. The low went razor-sharp.

“What do you mean denied? ” he asked.

Katsuki couldn’t hear the reply, but he caught the pause that followed. The long, empty second where you could almost hear the teeth grinding on the other end. The kind of silence that meant someone’s patience had just gone brittle.

“No,” Aizawa said, flat enough to cut paper. “You don’t get to— No, you listen. He’s—” The rest caught in his throat. He pulled in a breath, short and jagged, like he’d swallowed glass.

“Shit.”

Eri’s head came up from where she sat at the table, pencil in hand. Her eyes flicked between them, trying to read the room the way kids did—watching tone and posture instead of words.

Katsuki kept his gaze on the little bead tray in front of him, threading bright plastic spheres onto the cord. Steady fingers. Steady breathing. The only thing he could control right now.

The call dragged on. Aizawa’s voice dipped low again, then spiked like a blade each time whoever was on the other end pushed back. Finally, the line went dead without a goodbye. He didn’t move right away. Just stood there, one hand splayed on the counter like it was the only thing holding him up. The rain outside rattled faint against the kitchen window, filling the space where his voice had been. When he did come into the living room, he stopped in the doorway. No transition. No easing them into it. Just the truth, bare and blunt.

“The Commission is taking custody of Eri.” 

The bead between Katsuki’s fingers slipped. It hit the table with a hollow tap and rolled to the floor. “What?” The word scraped out, rough.

“They’re claiming it’s safer if Eri’s placed elsewhere.” Aizawa’s eyes didn’t leave his. “They’re sending someone over. Today.”

“The hell they are.” Katsuki was on his feet before he knew he’d moved. “You’ve got temporary custody, and Takeshi’s already working on the adoption—”

“They denied his papers.” Aizawa’s jaw twitched once before the rest came, measured but fraying at the edges. “The system isn’t kind to single parents—especially not if they’re men. If another option presents itself that looks safer on paper, agencies will choose it every time. Doesn’t matter how much you want it. Doesn’t matter if you’re the best fit. The system’s screwed up like that.”

“That’s—” Katsuki broke off, words grinding in his teeth. “That’s crap. They can’t—”

“They can,” Aizawa said. His voice was measured, not because he believed in the words, but because he had to keep them from splintering. “When the Commission decides it wants something, it uses every tool it has until it gets it. And right now? They want Eri.”

The air in the apartment felt like it had turned into wet concrete—too heavy, too close. Katsuki’s heartbeat thundered in his ears, drowning out the faint hum of the fridge. “Why? She’s just a kid. What the hell do they even—”

“I’m not going to pretend I don’t know what kind of people they are,” Aizawa said. His voice had gone from low steel to something sharper, a wire about to snap. “They’re the lowest of the low. I’m not done fighting this.”

Katsuki’s heartbeat punched against his sternum. “No. No, that’s—” He pushed back from the table, the legs screeching against the floor. “They already locked me down. What more do they—”

“They say,” Aizawa cut in, voice rougher now, “that separating you two is the best option. They’re using your… unpredictable reputation as the excuse.” His mouth pulled tight. “We both know that’s a lie.”

The laugh that ripped out of Katsuki had no humor in it. “Unpredictable? If I’m so dangerous, why not take me instead?”

Eri’s chair scraped as she leaned forward, knuckles white on the table’s edge. “I’m not leaving!”

Aizawa moved before Katsuki could, crouching beside her so they were eye-level. “You’re not the problem,” he said, voice thick with heat under the calm. "I'm going to do everything I can."

It all clicked fast and ugly. They didn’t see him as a threat—they were using his last stunt as a pretext to get their hands on Eri. There was only one reason they’d do that. They wanted to turn her into a tool. A weapon. Just like they’d done to other kids before. And the fact that they’d shot down Takeshi’s adoption on top of it told him exactly how deep this went.

The knock came at the door before he could say it aloud. Not tentative—three firm, even raps.

Aizawa’s shoulders squared before he opened it. Two Commission agents stepped inside like they already owned the place. Dark suits, polished shoes, eyes that slid over furniture and faces without really seeing either. The rain on their coats didn’t dare cling.

“She’s coming with us,” one said, all business.

“No,” Aizawa replied. Not raised, but heavy enough to land like a block to the chest. “She stays here. She’s under my guardianship. You don’t have grounds—”

“Our authority supersedes yours in this matter,” the other cut in. “Given the recent Deika incident, it is in the best interest of the child to remove her from this environment.”

“Unpredictable my ass!” Katsuki snapped. His voice cracked with the volume, sharp enough to make both agents flinch. “You’ve got me on a leash now! What the hell do you think I can do?”

Neither answered. Their silence was worse than words.

“You’re not taking her,” Aizawa repeated, his voice dropping lower—the kind of low that made people start backing up.

“This isn’t a request,” the first agent said.

Katsuki moved without thinking, planting himself between Eri and the suits. “If I’m the problem, then take me instead!”

“Bakugo—” Aizawa’s warning barely reached him.

“Come on,” Katsuki snarled, chest heaving. “I’m everything you say’s a threat. So take me. Leave her the hell alone.”

The agents didn’t blink. That told him everything. They weren’t afraid of him. They didn’t care. This wasn’t about safety—it was about getting what they wanted.

When one moved to the side, Aizawa blocked. But the other stepped in, reaching for Eri’s arm. She twisted away with a sharp cry.

Red. That was all Katsuki saw.

He lunged, but Aizawa’s scarf snapped tight around him mid-swing, yanking him back before his fist could connect. Katsuki fought it, cursing until his throat burned, kicking to get free. “Don’t touch her! Don’t you—”

Eri was crying now, reaching toward him as the agents closed around her. “Kacchan!”

“Let her go!” Katsuki roared, voice tearing down the middle. “She’s just a kid!”

The scarf didn’t loosen. Aizawa’s grip stayed like iron, but Katsuki could feel the tremor in it, the heat in his arms. He wasn’t calm. He was furious.

It didn’t matter. The agents didn’t slow.

“You can’t do this!” Katsuki yelled, thrashing until his muscles screamed. “You can’t—”

But they could. And they did.

The door shut with a solid, final click. Eri’s sobs cut off like someone had slammed a lid over them.

Katsuki sagged in the scarf, chest heaving, head down so Aizawa wouldn’t see the way his eyes burned.


 

Katsuki sat on the floor long after Aizawa left. The quiet of the apartment pressed in like it wanted to smother him. His chest still burned from yelling, his hands from clenching.

The rain outside kept tapping against the glass.

His gaze snagged on the little dish by the couch. The one where Eri always dropped her hair ties and shiny buttons and other stray treasures. His eyes landed on his wrist. On the bracelet. Three strands woven tight: bright blue, loud orange, dusty grey.

It hit him before he could stop it.

The smell of grease and old coffee. The workbench light pooling warm over her bent head. The sound of her humming that stupid festival jingle under her breath.

"This one’s me." Blue.

"This one’s you." Orange.

"This one’s Mister Takeshi… because he’s always dirty." Grey.

Her smile, quick and certain. The way her small hands moved with deliberate care, pulling each knot snug, like the whole thing might come apart if she didn’t get it just right.

He’d been watching her then, but not for the knots. He’d been thinking about all the things she didn’t know—about blood and pressure and blackouts, about the way the edges of his world kept fraying. About how easily he could vanish on her.

And then—

"I wish days like this could last forever and ever."

She hadn’t seen his face. She hadn’t heard the way his breath caught.

But he’d heard her. And he’d wanted it too. More than anything in the world.

Now, his fingers curled around the edge of the dish until the ceramic bit into his skin, the bracelet’s colors blurring in his vision.

 

"…Me too."

Notes:

hehehe I lied.

Chapter 45: Rot

Notes:

BIG TW FOR THIS ONE!!! Guys I'm serious. If you are easily triggered, please skip the rest of the chapter following "Katsuki said nothing. He followed Aizawa into the car."

Anyway. Sorry in advance.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The ceiling fan ticked like a metronome, clicking every nine seconds. A tiny stutter somewhere inside it, a plastic tooth catching on a gear. Nine seconds, click. Nine seconds, click. 

Katsuki lay on his back and watched the LED on his wrist breathe. Green. Pause. Green. A dumb heartbeat that never got tired. The air smelled like laundry soap and the ghost of rain from the night before. His hoodie still held Deika dust. Grit whispered when he moved his shoulder. 

He didn’t move much.

Once, the window brightened—clouds shredding for a moment—and the light covered every corner of the room. He shut his eyes, but light pushed through his lids anyway. He wished the click would miss a beat. It never did.

When he finally dragged the phone out from under his pillow, his thumb shook enough to turn the lock screen sideways twice. 

Takeshi never picked up on the first ring. He waited until the fourth because it gave him time to decide he wanted to ignore it.

“Takeshi,” he said when the line clicked.

A pause. Air moved on the other end. “Kid?” He sounded like he’d been under a hood all night. Tools still in his palms. “You alright? You— I saw the feeds. You alive?”

“Yeah.” The word came out quiet. Tired. “Yeah. I’m… here.” Katsuki stared at the LED because the LED wouldn’t look back at him like a person. “I’m sorry.”

“For what?” Takeshi asked, a tired humor that tried and failed. “Specifically.”

“Eri.” The name scraped his throat. “I— they took her.” The rest spilled before he could stop it. “I should’ve— I was right there. I should’ve—”

“Hey. Hey.” Takeshi’s voice lost all the soft edges. It flattened into a steady thing. “Look at me.”

“I’m on the phone.”

“Stop being a smartass. Turn your camera on.”

Katsuki thumbed to video and held the lens on the ceiling.

“Lower,” Takeshi said. “Let me see you.”

He inched it down until his own face slid into frame.

“Good,” Takeshi said, steady. “Now listen. None of that lands on you. You did not sign the order. You did not put on a suit and take a child. You—”

“I couldn’t stop it.” The words came out smaller than he meant. His chest tightened in a way that wasn’t panic . It just had weight. “They already locked me down. And I couldn’t stop it.”

A breath. “Who did the locking?”

“Commission.” Katsuki swallowed. The old-copper taste rose anyway. “Tsukauchi brought the—” his mouth tripped, “—restraint.”

Silence climbed onto the line and sat there. Not empty. Heavy.

“I’m sorry,” he said again, and the word cracked in the middle. “For Eri. For— for you, too. They denied the papers. They— they said—”

“I know what they said.” Takeshi’s breath hitched soft, a sound a grown man tries to hide. Somewhere on his end, a chair leg scraped tile. “We’ll appeal.”

Katsuki stared past the phone at the ceiling. The band’s LED breathed against his wrist—green, hold, green—patient as a metronome. “There isn’t time.”

“For what.”

He hadn’t planned to say it. It came anyway, thin and true. “For me.”

A beat—the kind that makes a room smaller. Then Takeshi’s voice sharpened. “Explain.”

“I can’t—” Katsuki pressed the heel of his hand to his sternum until bone answered. “The split’s getting worse. Every time I—do what I do—it… spreads.” He swallowed. The air felt thick, something you had to chew. “I can feel it. Clock in my ribs. It’s loud.”

No words at first—just movement on the line: keys, jacket, resolve. When Takeshi spoke again, it was close. “How long.”

“Since Overhaul,” he said, quieter, like volume could make it less true. “Faster now.”

“No.” Takeshi laid the word down like concrete. “We’re not doing this on the phone. I’m coming.”

“You can’t.” The muscles in his throat cinched on the words.

A long inhale traveled the distance between them. Then, soft and rough at once: “Don’t you hang up on me.”

“I—” The floor tipped a slow degree. Heat crawled behind his eyes and he hated it, hated it. “I’m sorry,” he said a third time, worn to wire. “I’m sorry I— I fucked everything up and now I’m going to—” Iron touched his tongue.

“Katsuki.” Takeshi rarely used his name. When he did, it meant the next part mattered. “Listen to me. We will get her back. And you— you are not burning out on my watch. You are my—you are our—”

“I have to go,” Katsuki said, cutting him off

“You don’t.”

“Someone’s at— I can’t.” The words tangled. He ended the call before they could knot tighter, laid the phone face-down like that could keep anything from finding him through it. 

The black glass threw back the LED Green. Pause. Green.

He didn’t move. He breathed on purpose, counted it until the sound in his chest was less like a clock and more like a choice.

He didn’t get out of bed for a long time.

– – – – –

The lock turned without the usual throat-clear. Aizawa slipped in and lifted the chair beside the bed, setting it down so gently it didn’t scrape. A bottle of water thumped onto the nightstand. Aizawa’s hand stayed, palm down on the wood like he was holding the table steady.

“Drink,” he said.

Katsuki reached because Aizawa told him to. The cap crackled under his fingers, rattled once against a tooth. Two swallows. The water tasted like the inside of the bottle. He put it back exactly where it had been—the plastic made a tiny settling sound and fell quiet.

“I’ll set you up with Hound Dog this afternoon,” Aizawa went on, tone even. “Doesn’t have to be a ‘counseling session.’ Just a walk. Or not a walk.”

Katsuki watched the fan shadow slice across the ceiling. Click. Nine seconds. Click. “I don’t want to talk to anyone.”

“You don’t have to.” Aizawa’s gaze flicked to the green blink on Katsuki’s wrist. “But you do have to keep moving. Even if it’s inches.”

“What does moving fix.”

“It doesn’t.” Aizawa pushed his hair back. “It keeps you from sinking while we build a raft.”

“How long does that take?” Katsuki didn’t mean to make it a challenge. It still came out sharp.

“As long as it takes,” Aizawa said simply. “You’re not going on a shelf.”

The green blinked—patient, polite. Katsuki curled his fingers under the blanket until knuckles ached. The air in his chest felt too tight to hold anything but the next breath.

“We’re going to get her back.” Aizawa added.

Katsuki wanted to say good. He wanted to say when and how and what if I’m gone by then. The only word that made it through was a thin, “Okay.”

Aizawa didn’t press. He didn’t tell him to shower. Didn’t tell him to get up. He stood, set two more unopened bottles beside the first, and left as quietly as he’d come. The latch caught with a soft click.

Silence poured back in.

It didn’t arrive alone.

Ren slid into the room the way cold slides under a door—barefoot on air, smile you could hear. He perched on the end of the mattress with the kind of weight that barely dents a bed, hands folded like a polite guest. “That was sweet,” he said. “He means well. He always means well.”

“Not now,” Katsuki muttered, dragging the blanket over his shoulder like a shield.

“When, then?” Ren’s tone stayed light; something inside it had wire. “Schedule me between staring at the fan and the part where you count ceiling cracks?”

Katsuki stared at his own hand until it blurred. “Go away.”

Ren ignored him, instead making himself comfortable. “You felt it when they hit you yesterday. That white flash. The body locking. You didn’t like how easy it was, did you? How fast you stopped being a person and started being an object.”

“Shut up.”

“And those marks,” Ren went on, gentle as a knife wrapped in cloth, “they don’t care if you like any of this. They’re spreading anyway.”

“That’s not—” Eri’s face flickered in his head: the little smile she made when she tightened bracelet knots. 

He checked the door. Empty. He remembered that he was talking to someone no one else could see. The room shrank by an inch. “Leave it.”

Ren tipped his head. “When will you realize,” he asked softly, “that at the end of the day you’re always alone. They tie you up on a field in front of a crowd. They call you dangerous when you save them. They put locks on you when you tell them you’re dying.” He smiled with no teeth.

The fan kept time. Click. Nine. Click.

Ren’s voice dropped to something almost kind. “But not me. I’m right here. I won’t leave you, big brother. They can take everyone else away, but I’m staying. Because someone has to keep your soul from being thrown away.”

Katsuki shut his eyes. It made Ren’s voice louder.

“I told you to go away,” he said, but there wasn’t enough heat in it. 

The mattress un-dented. The cold left the room the way it had come in.

The fan ticked. The green breathed. 


 

U.A. didn’t make a habit of letting civilians into the teacher dorms. You needed a pro to vouch, a reason that survived paperwork, and a promise not to turn the visit into a scene. Aizawa wrote the reason— welfare check; caregiver access —and put his name under it. Security printed a badge that read VISITOR in block letters like they were willing to pretend this was ordinary.

The lobby looked too polished for the kind of day it was. The fluorescents were too bright, and the tile too white. The little window on Katsuki’s wrist breathed green, pause, green.

Takeshi came in like he had practiced arriving. Visitor badge stuck crooked to a work jacket scrubbed cleaner than usual, hair pushed back with the heel of his hand, boots clean. His eyes hit the cuff first, fixed there long enough to go flat, then climbed to Katsuki’s face with a smile that was almost right.

“Look at you,” he said, easy like a radio host. “U.A. lobby lighting really brings out the… cheekbones.” He wiggled his fingers in the general direction of Katsuki’s face, theatrical. “You a model now? I gotta start charging appearance fees?”

Katsuki managed a small smile, before covering it with the electrolyte drink Present Mic had pressed into his hand. He drank because drinking gave his face something to do. Disgustingly sweet, but it helped anyway. He resented that and swallowed.

“This way.” Aizawa led them past the teacher’s communal kitchen. The coffee machine coughed on cue. He opened an unused office space that had once been a closet. He gave them an empty office because it was the closest thing the building had to privacy. Laminate table. Blinds turned thin. A plant with polished leaves. 

Aizawa put a second bottle on the table for Takeshi, then stepped back from the doorway. “I’ll be right outside,” he drawled. “Take the time you need.” He closed the door without letting it thump.

Silence adjusted itself around them.

Katsuki didn’t sit. Takeshi didn’t either. He placed his hands on the chair back—not gripping, just setting them there. The visitor badge tugged his jacket crooked, but he didn’t fix it. Lemon soap lived on his skin, scrubbed recently and hard; the creases at his knuckles kept their old shadow of machine oil anyway.

Takeshi lifted the paper sack he’d brought. It had the logo of the gas station on Ninth—the one with the coffee that tasted like a dirt. “I brought something unethical. Don’t tell your… superintendent? Warden? Whatever you call Aizawa when he’s in that mood.”

“Teacher,” Katsuki said. “Sometimes sheriff.”

“Hmm.” Takeshi glanced at the half-open door and kept his voice where the hall wouldn’t hear it. “Sheriff. Got it.”

He was doing it already. Making jokes so the room wouldn’t collapse from the weight of what he’d come here to carry. The grin sat where he put it, but Katsuki could tell it was strained. It showed in the way he stood too straight; in the way he kept missing the pocket when trying to figure out what to do with his hands.

Katsuki nodded at the sack. “Contraband?”

“Two donuts and a sandwich. Breakfast of champions.” Takeshi set it on the table with a reverence he didn’t believe in. “I’ll watch you not eat them. It’ll be a bonding experience.”

Katsuki didn’t say I can’t eat ; he didn’t say everything tastes like metal lately. He said, “Maybe later,” and was surprised when it came out almost normal.

“Good.” Takeshi rubbed his palms together. “Okay. Business. I’m making calls.” He ticked them off on his fingers because that made them real. “The adoption agency denied the appeal in record time, which means the Commission’s got influence. So we look. Lawyers. Unions. People who like making other people uncomfortable for sport. I’ll sit in a hallway if I have to. I am excellent at sitting in hallways.”

“You don’t have to—”

“I know,” he interrupted, too fast. His throat worked; he swallowed nothing. “I want to. They took her, and I—” The grin tried to hold and failed around the edges. “I’m not losing another kid. Not to paperwork.”

“Also,” Takeshi continued, reaching for easier air, “I ordered something ridiculous.” He half-turned the way people do when they pretend to confide in an audience. “Plastic head. Rooted hair. For practicing braids. I keep tying knots too tight and making her scalp mad. I figured I’d learn before she fires me. I bought a whole pack of glitter hair ties.”

Katsuki’s mouth remembered a shape that was close to a smile. “She hates the glitter hair tie,” he said.

“Too bad,” Takeshi said automatically, grin not faltering. “I’ll just donate it to the mannequin head. At least she’ll appreciate it.” He let his smile dim before it could make him look hopeful. His thumb found the visitor badge again, smoothed it, smoothed it. 

“I meant to start with small talk.” He looked down at his own hands. “Weather. Sports. Your school’s aggressive use of cinderblock.” He flicked a glance at the wall. “I can do that. Uh. The shop’s radiator died the other day. I bought coffee that tasted like a melted traffic cone. 

Katsuki let it run, because the running told him what the man was trying not to say. Takeshi’s voice kept aiming for lightness and clipping a rung on the way up. The smile worked for half a second at a time.

“Anyway,” Takeshi said, hands finally finding his pockets and staying there like they’d been told, “we’re gonna get her back. That’s not a… brave statement. It’s a stupid one, and I’m going to make it until it’s true.” He nodded toward the sack like it could sign a contract. “And when she’s back, she’s going to complain about my motor oil smell, and we’re going to practice parting hair in straight lines until she passes me with a C minus.” He smiled. It was not a joke. 

Katsuki felt the ache under his ribs bend toward something like relief. He hated that, too. “C minus is generous.”

“Watch your mouth. I’m an excellent student.” Takeshi’s fingers pulled at a loose thread on his cuff until it broke. He stared at the tiny ribbon of fabric, before flicking it to the floor. “I made a list last night. Things to fix around the house. I’ll show you. If you want to see. The list. Or I’ll shut up about the list and we can sit here and pretend the carpet pattern is interesting. I am adaptable.”

The carpet pattern was not interesting. It still helped to look at it. He wasn’t sure what to do with his own hands. He wasn’t sure what to do with the clock in his ribs.

Takeshi’s eyes kept checking his face and sliding off again like they were afraid of what they’d find if they stayed. The man tried for light and kept bringing up ash.

“When you said on the phone you didn’t have time,” Takeshi said, finally walking up to the door he’d been pretending wasn’t there, “you meant you.” He kept his tone soft, as if loud would break the air. “How… much not.”

Katsuki’s first answer was an inhale. He counted it, because counting a thing made it less likely to run. “I don’t know,” he said. “Days. Weeks. It’s faster now.”

“Right.” Takeshi nodded, once, like a man who has to lean his head to keep from falling over. His thumb pressed the visitor badge into his sternum until the plastic dented. The smile made one last attempt and gave up. “I thought we had more time.”

The sentence didn’t ask for permission to hurt. It did it by itself.

Takeshi rubbed his jaw like there was something there he could fix with friction. “You’re still here.” He took half a step closer and stopped. His hand lifted to fix a fold in Katsuki’s collar and paused. When Katsuki didn’t move, he straightened it with ridiculous care for a man with those hands. “Still here,” he repeated, like repetition could nail the board down. His fingers shook once after, a tremor so small you’d miss it if you weren’t looking. Katsuki was looking. He said nothing. 

Up close, Katsuki could see the torn cuticle he kept worrying; the way he kept his shoulders propped. 

“I’m bad at this,” Takeshi broke the silence, letting out a small huff. “I keep thinking there’s a correct answer and I just haven’t found the page. I want to fix something .” He glanced at the vent, the desk, the water bottle. “There isn’t a thing to fix.”

“Not today,” Katsuki said, because agreeing with him felt like a kindness he could afford.

“Not today,” Takeshi echoed. He pulled his hand back, reluctant.

Silence set down between them, not empty—dense. The fluorescent made up its mind to stay steady. Somewhere down the hall, a door clicked. 

Takeshi cleared his throat and immediately pretended he hadn’t. He nodded at the plant in the corner. “Look at this overachiever,” he said, suddenly, like he needed to put something dumb and alive into the room to balance it. “That’s a fern with a steady job. Benefits. Tenure. I’m intimidated.”

“It’s fake,” Katsuki deadpanned.

“Thank God.” Takeshi exhaled a smile. “It’ll outlive us. Takes the pressure off.”

He looked at the sack again. His eyes returned to Katsuki and fixed there, finally, like he’d decided he was brave enough to look at the thing he’d come to see. “You scared me,” he said, plain. “On the phone.”

“I know.”

“I don’t know what to do with that.” He turned one hand palm-up as if he was offering it to gravity. “I’m already… grieving.” The word scratched on the way out, a mechanic trying to say something that didn’t belong to his mouth. “Isn’t that ridiculous? You’re right here.”

“It’s not ridiculous.” The sentence surprised Katsuki. “It’s just… true.”

Takeshi breathed, in four, held two, out six, as if he could prove the air would listen. “Okay.” He nodded again, that careful nod that made things official without making them worse. “Okay. Then we’re going to do two things at once.” He lifted a finger for each. “We’re going to act like you’re still here, because you are. And…  If it gets…loud, you text me. One word. No punctuation. I don’t care if I’m under a car.”

“You text like a middle-schooler.” 

“I’m raising one.”

“You buy the plastic head,” Katsuki said, changing the subject. Because acknowledging Takeshi’s joke gives it permission to live.

“Oh, it’s already bought. I’m deep in debt to a mannequin. Don’t tell anyone.” He sobered, and the performance ruined itself on the truth. “I don’t know what to do,” he said lightly, like a man confessing he’d burned toast. “So I’m going to keep talking until something sounds like it helps.”

“It helps,” Katsuki said—and meant it.

The phone on the wall rang at 8:56. The desk wanted its badge back at nine.

Takeshi flinched with his shoulders and pretended it was a stretch. “Time,” he said brightly. “Look at us. Responsible.”

He smoothed the crooked badge with his thumb once, twice, again—like repetition could iron time. He stood too straight. He adjusted his jacket. One cuticle had a line of red Katsuki hadn’t noticed. “I’ll text when I’m outside.” 

Takeshi stepped close but didn’t hug him. One hand settled on Katsuki’s shoulder—rough skin, careful pressure. From this distance, Katsuki could see the tells. The worry was obvious: a notch between his brows, jaw working once, breath that didn’t go all the way down. “Text me even if I’m two blocks away.” 

“Okay.” 

Two quick squeezes to the shoulder, and he opened the door. Aizawa was in the hall, exactly where he’d promised. He said nothing, just took the far side so they could walk shoulder to shoulder without an audience, letting Takeshi set the pace—fractionally too fast, like a man trying to get ahead of his thoughts.

Katsuki stayed in the doorway and watched them go. The coffee machine coughed as they passed. At the glass Takeshi paused for half a second—not long enough to call it hesitation, long enough for a breath to catch. He smoothed the badge one more time and stepped through the gate without looking back.

From inside, he could still see Takeshi. Through the reflection of in the office window, Katsuki could read him: the posture held a little too upright, a head tilt that meant “look okay for the kid,” fingertips worrying the edge of the visitor sticker until the plastic bowed, the shallow swallow he disguised by pretending to check his pockets. He even made a show of patting for his keys, smiling at his own forgetfulness. The smile sat in the right place on his face and did none of the work.

He turned the corner outside the glass and vanished

The office collected itself around the vacancy. The vent hummed. The LED under Katuki’s sleeve kept breathing.

He sat down in the chair Takeshi had not taken and let the weight of the visit settle where it wanted. Comfort lived in the room like a thing with a short lease. So did dread. He counted the breaths he could make obey and waited for the hallway to send back the first text from a man who didn’t know how to stop trying to be a father.


 

The next day, Katsuki didn’t get up so much as slide out of bed. He showered at noon to give his hands something to do. Something to put between him and the itch under the skin—the ache that made unzipping himself feel like a reasonable thought.

The water came out too hot, then too cold, then acceptable. He stood in it until the steam pried at the tightness in his chest, then stood longer in case time changed its mind.

When he turned off the tap, noise came back—vents, fan, the LED ticking like a metronome only he could hear. He wiped a clear oval into the fogged mirror with the side of his hand and looked.

The high collar had done its job, but it hadn’t changed anything underneath. Black tracked out from his sternum’s centerline, fine as hair at the edges, thickening to a spill where it crossed bone. It angled up and over his collarbone, curved, climbed. Lines whispered down both arms, stopping just shy of the elbow. New lines were ghosting down his thighs now.

His stomach did a slow roll. 

He dried off with shaky hands, pulled on the highest neck he owned, and worked his sleeves until they covered the green light without being obvious. Hoodie. He told himself the extra fabric helped with the cold. He knew what the cold really was.

When he opened the bedroom door, the apartment sent its smells first: coffee gone bitter, graphite shavings, and cheap laundry detergent. He walked toward them like a man walking toward a light in fog that might be a train.

Aizawa sat at the kitchen table with a grading stack, pen idle against his mouth. He took one look at Katsuki and didn’t smile. He stood, poured a glass, and set it in Katsuki’s hand. “Drink.”

Katsuki took it.

“Want food?”

“No.”

“Half a protein bar.”

“No.”

“Quarter.”

Katsuki breathed out through his nose. “Fine.”

Aizawa tore it, dropped a piece onto the napkin like he was feeding a half-wild thing he didn’t want to spook. Eri’s chair across the table was empty, the pencil she’d left there had rolled to the edge and stayed. He put a finger on it to keep it from falling. “Eat a little. Sleep. If you want, we’ll go to 1-A later. They’ll be glad to see you. You don’t have to talk. Just sit there. Let them talk around you. You like that.”

He did. He hated that he remembered the weight of Eri’s small hands braiding his hair, the tug-tug-tug as she tried to make the strands obey. He hated that memory could hurt and be a lifeline at once.

Katsuki’s thumb found the bracelet knot Eri had tied and rolled it until the cord whispered heat into skin. Warmth. Real. The other wrist remembered electricity. Cold. Also real.

He ate the quarter because Aizawa had put it there and because swallowing was still something the body knew how to do. The LED under his sleeve kept time. Green. Pause. Green. The pencil stayed where it was.


 

The ceiling fan ticked every nine seconds. Nine. Click. Nine. Click. 

There was a knock at the door—just two knuckles on the doorframe. Aizawa’s voice drifted into the room a moment later, not waiting for a reply. “It’s Saturday.”

Katsuki kept his eyes on the nothing he’d chosen—a patch of air where he let his eyes unfocus. Saturday was just a word when you didn’t have a schedule. No classes. No job. Saturday was just a different label on the same day.

“We’re going to the commons,” Aizawa went on, tone even. “Staying in bed all day isn’t healthy.”

Katsuki stared at the green window on his wrist. Green. Pause. Green. He tugged the cuff of his sleeve down until the metal stopped catching light.

“No,” Katsuki said. The syllable wore a coat of dust. “I’m not—”

“You are,” Aizawa said, simple as a measurement. “You don’t have to talk. You don’t have to stay long.”

Katsuki lay there long enough to turn it into almost-defiance, then got up because it cost less than not. Shoes, hoodie; the room didn’t change its mind. He paused at the apartment door and gave the sensor above it a look. 

The sensor woke as they passed and gave a single polite ping. It was harmless—just a reminder that their exit was recorded. His back still found the wall for half a step before he could stop it. He hated that more than the sound. Aizawa didn’t comment.

– – – – –

They walked the long hallway to the teacher dorm commons. Katsuki had only been there in passing. During school hours—usually empty. Today, the commons felt like walking into someone else’s living room. A TV muttered with subtitles on—some talk show. Ectoplasm’s two clones focused on a crossword. Snipe sat backward on a chair, boots kicked off, hat still on. They gathered around a table with cards spread out. Hound Dog occupied the balcony chair, enjoying the crisp afternoon air. 

Seeing them like this was wrong in a way that had nothing to do with rules. Teachers belonged in tidy boxes—clipboards, dry erase markers, stacks of paper. Here they were casual, like they had lives outside of teaching. Snipe had on a T-shirt, Ectoplasm’s tie draped over a chair back, Midnight’s socks had cartoon bats, Power Loader had reading glasses perched on his head.

No one asked questions . Snipe tipped his hat by a fraction. Power Loader grunted a greeting. Hound dog’s head tilted in his direction, ever so slightly. That’s how Katsuki knew he was listening on purpose. 

Only Aizawa and Mic had seen Katsuki in person. Alive . since the public funeral. The rest of them pretended not to stare. They looked at him, then looked away, then looked back—like they wanted to say something, but nobody wanted to initiate it.

“Yo,” Mic called from the kitchen. “Little Listener! Long time no see.” He reached for a plain white mug. “Tea? Not-tea? Coffee?”

“Water,” Katsuki said, and hovered near the doorframe, where the gravity felt better. Mic didn’t shout across the room, he walked over and set the mug on the nearest table. Water. In a mug. Disgrace. 

“Come on,” Midnight called from the table, patting the chair beside her. “We’re committing educational crimes. Teacher UNO. It’s cursed. I’ve been saving +4s for someone deserving.”

Katsuki ignored the jab. He sat because it was easier than not sitting. The green window under his sleeve breathed: green, pause, green. He set both hands around the mug to give them a job.

Snipe shuffled the deck while Mic threw out some pre-game banter.

“House rules,” Midnight announced. “Stacking +4s is illegal, but stacking +2s is fair game. Skip on a skip makes friendship difficult, but it’s allowed. Snipe cheats.”

“Unproven,” Snipe said, dealing clean and fast. “Hearsay at best.” He slid a neat seven-card hand in front of Katsuki.

“Pick color?” One of Ectoplasm’s clones asked.

“Green,” clone two decided, and looked pleased about it.

“Green is for cowards,” Power Loader said, clearly upset with the choice. 

Katsuki could feel the cuff’s LED under his sleeve breathing—green, pause, green.

The play started. Mic went first. He tossed a reverse with a flourish and an under-the-breath p-p-pow, as if even the most boring victory deserved a sound. Snipe stacked a skip like he’d practiced the move on sixth graders. Ectoplasm laid a two and apologized to themselves. Hound Dog didn’t join. He read the paper, ears doing the work.

The play circled. The TV in the corner muttered along with captions that were trying their best.

It was normal. It was almost normal. Katsuki tried to let normal pick him up. He counted the edges of his hand (seven blue, two red, one yellow, one wild). Katsuki waited for his turn and placed down the wild. His hand didn’t shake; it thought about it. His thumb found the braid under the band and pressed until the thread bit. Here. Here. Here.

“Blue,” he settled on.

Midnight’s eyebrows shot up, delighted, as she leaned into the bit. “Whoa. He can use an inside voice?”

A couple of soft laughs skimmed the room—thin, reflex. She meant nothing by it. It still found a bruise.

Two rounds later, Midnight hit Snipe with a skip. Snipe stacked a skip on top. Ectoplasm added a third, laughing under his breath when it reached Katsuki. It was nothing. It was a game. 

“Skip, skip, skip,” Midnight sang, tapping the stack. “You’re not even going to protest? Who are you and what have you done with Bakugo?”

Katsuki lifted one shoulder, a shrug that didn’t reach his eyes. “Strategizing,” he said, because it was something that sounded like a joke if you didn’t stare at it too long.

Midnight gasped dramatically. “Oh my god,” she stage-whispered, hand to throat. “Shota’s rehabilitation program works! Our little grenade comes with a safety pin.”

“Miracles we can believe in,” Snipe chimed, trying to be kind about it. The other nodded vigorously. “Future staff meetings will be grateful.”

“Still,” Snipe added lightly, “save the fireworks for the training field, yeah? You can blow up my hat but not my living room.”

The teases landed like a punch to his ribs. Save the explosions, huh? He didn’t have any to save. The muscle memory spark that used to live in his palms flared on reflex and hit nothing, like an outlet taped over. His body waited for the old echo and got only his own blood.

None of them knew. Of course they didn’t. They were just joking, trying to include him. The old him would’ve volleyed it back without thinking. Now every line landed sideways—a dull bruise under the ribs—until he felt counterfeit in his own skin. It’s only banter, he told himself. He wasn’t supposed to take it so personally. He was getting too damn sensitive.

He tucked his hands under the table’s edge and sat on the temptation to clench them. He could count cards instead of counting the things he couldn’t say. He could be the kind of quiet that made rooms breathe easier. He hated that he could hear it: the way the space relaxed when he made himself smaller.

Mic, expertly slammed a reverse.

Katsuki kept drawing when he had to draw and laying down when he could lay down. The LED breathed against his wrist. The fan in his room was somewhere counting to nine and clicking. He kept finding his thumb on the bracelet, pressing: here. The anxiety was a whole radio station under the cards—talk show hosts with too much to say. Don’t jolt. Don’t show. Don’t be more work than you’re worth. 

The deck thinned. Snipe drew and drew and then slapped down a +2 with the kind of joy only twins can share at mutually terrible ideas. Extoplasm stacked his own +2 on top.

They sent the stacked four to Katsuki, all eyes on his face to see if he’d snap or smirk. He picked up the cards—one, two, three, four—without complaint. The paper rasped. The room breathed with him, waiting for the old heat. Nothing came.

“What do you know—maybe the expulsion smoothed you out.” Power Loader said—too loose, aiming for banter and missing by inches. “Humbled by disciplinary action—imagine that. I don’t even need ear protection to play cards. Truly a miracle.”

Midnight laughed like it was a harmless costume change. “Hey, I’m not mad at a rebrand. ‘Soft launch Bakugo.’ Kinda chic.”

The line went in crooked. Something cinched under his sternum like a zip tie pulled tight. Air misfired. He kept his face arranged and reached for the next card as if that were the same thing as breathing.

Aizawa’s hand found the couch frame and tapped twice in that quiet language. Here. Breathe. Katsuki let four counts in, two counts hold, six counts out. 

“Inside voice,” Ren giggled. “ Safety pin. It’s impressive, really—how easy it is to adjust a room’s expectations. They like you when you’re small. They like their tame problem. They’ll clap when you sit.” His eyes lit up. “They’ll say ‘good boy.’ Just like a pet.”

Katsuki tucked his hands under his thighs and sat on them so they wouldn’t shake. He felt like a thing someone had set on a shelf and wrote DO NOT TOUCH and forgot to dust for a year. If he stayed very still, if he did nothing, if he took exactly the right amount of water into the mouth and swallowed at a pace that told the room see, domesticated, then maybe he could be more tolerable. If he made a sound wrong, if he moved wrong, if he breathed wrong and the LED blinked wrong and the band chirped wrong and the wrong person’s eyes landed on the wrong twitch, maybe they’d decide danger again. 

“Bakugo,” Hound Dog said, snapping him from his spiral. “Walk?”

Katsuki turned the question in Aizawa’s direction. The man didn’t speak—just gave him a leveled look, then a brief dip of his chin.

“Yeah,” Katsuki managed. 

– – – – –

They walked the campus’s perimeter, because Hound Dog liked the fresh air and because Katsuki needed an escape. It was bright, but the sun gave no warmth. Down on the training grounds, some kids were running in a line. From this distance, they looked like bugs.

Hound Dog pointed out anchors like he was counting on his paws. “Hear that?” A flag clanked on a pole, a metallic rhythm uglier than the fan’s nine-second click. “Count it. Smell that?” Someone was burning firewood—the carbon was faint and unmistakable. “Label it. Suns out—call it what it is, not how it feels.” He tapped the rail. “Cold.”

“Cold,” Katsuki repeated. The word lined up with the skin on his fingers. That was something.

“When inside gets loud,” Hound Dog said, “map outside. Inventory. Number fences, not fears.”

“Okay,” Katsuki said, letting himself be bossed around by the structure of simple nouns. Pole. Flag. Cloud. Footstep. Breath plume. He counted the plumes until he found a pattern that made sense: one for inhale, two for exhale, because you could see more on the way out. 

“Good,” Hound Dog praised

– – – – –.

When they got back, the commons had shifted away from their earlier game. Lunch Rush had been by. He left a tray of sandwiches in paper sleeves, with a neat tray of grapes. Midnight had uncapped nail polish and was painting one thumbnail black in careful strokes. Power loader was halfway through rebuilding the toaster. 

Aizawa stood, easing past the table with the kind of quiet that didn’t ask anyone to move—his fingertips squared a crooked coaster on the way. “Ready to head back?” he asked. 

Katsuki gave a careful nod. 

He wanted out. Every joke filed itself along the seams he was trying to hold shut— inside voice , safety pin , the soft-launch rebrand—

They’d meant it as inclusion, as normal, as a way to fold him back into the shape of kid among teachers. But the table had waited for heat that didn’t come, and relaxed when he made himself smaller. He could feel it: the way the air softened when he behaved.

“maybe the expulsion smoothed you out”

They were only teasing. Of course they were. It wasn’t their fault they didn’t know his spark died. It wasn’t their fault the joke about saving fireworks landed on a body that couldn’t make any.

And still, his ribs held the line Power Loader had thrown. Maybe the expulsion smoothed you out. Maybe it had. Maybe all it had done was teach him how to make himself less visible. Either way, the room had applauded the part of him that hurt least to look at. And he could not decide whether that made him angry or grateful, which was somehow worse.

Mic slid a paper sack into his head, breaking the trance. “For the road,” he said, casual. “A donut. It’ll haunt me if you don’t at least consider it.”

“Okay.”

Snipe lifted two fingers to the brim in a small salute. “Glad you’re vertical,” he said, this time managing not to step on any rakes.

Aizawa slipped ahead by half a step, the way he always did in hallways. 

“Safety pin.” Katsuki’s voice came out flat. Saying it himself made it a little less sharp.

“People joke when they’re nervous,” Aizawa answered. “They don’t always realize when they take it too far.”

Katsuki nodded like that settled it. He heard they don’t always realize— He translated it to let it go. Right. Not their fault. The problem was his skin—too thin. Too sensitive

By the time they reached the dorm, the words had set like grit behind his teeth. Aizawa drifted into the tiny kitchen. Tap on, two mugs rinsed, rack clicking, water hissing. Ordinary sounds.

Katsuki leaned his hip to the counter. 

“They didn’t know,” Aizawa said, rinsing the sponge. “But you handled it well.”

Handled. Yeah.

Katsuki pushed off the counter because he needed to feel something change, even if it was just his weight. “I’m going to—I’ll be in the room.”

Back in the room, the fan kept time—Nine seconds, click. Nine seconds, click. The LED under his sleeve breathed again. Green, pause, green. He put the donut bags on the desk like offerings to a god he couldn’t decide if he believed in. His body sank into the mattress. The ceiling had a hairline crack that had been painted over. He traced it with his eyes until he lost interest.


 

Katsuki woke to the quiet kind of empty.

The door stayed shut, a slight glow of light peeking from underneath. No rabbit propped at the door. No small feet. Just the sleeve of fox stickers still curled on the table and the green blink of the cuff.

He hated how much her absence hurt.

He pushed up and the blanket slid to his waist. The band had left a clean crescent burned into the skin of his wrist. He rubbed it and felt nothing change. The room felt like a pocket turned inside out.

Bathroom. He made it there because movement was the only thing that passed for choice. Lemon cleaner. Tile cold through his heels. The mirror waited, generous and mean.

He peeled his shirt over his head. The black lines across his chest had spread—hairline cracks that shouldn’t have moved and had. He didn’t remember when. 

He touched them in the glass anyway, the way you touch a bruise to make sure it wasn’t invented. “No,” he whispered. “Not yet.”

Not when the kid was gone. Not when Takeshi was out there alone with too much quiet. Not when everything was so fucked it needed two bodies to carry it and he felt like half a person on a good day.

Mortality got loud in his skull. Not symptoms. Soon, the fear whispered. It said it like a date on a calendar only it could see.

He wasn’t ready. He could not ruin what he ruined and then check out before fixing any of it.

He called Takeshi.

Straight to voicemail.

He tried again. One. Two. Three times. It all landed in the same automated nothing. Hey—leave a mess— Beep. He stared at the screen until his eyes watered, because what could you say in twenty seconds that didn’t make a bigger mess.

Ren leaned in the doorway. “He’s busy,” he said softly. “Sometimes people want some quiet.”

“Not him.”

“Everybody has a limit,” Ren murmured.

The days went by in a blur that wasn’t cinematic. He ate when Aizawa was there to look at him and didn’t when he wasn’t. He slept in bad ratios. He texted Takeshi in stupid, stuttering strips—You awake? Call me? You okay?—and watched the little gray delivered sit there. He called. He got voicemail. He listened to the nothing and set the phone face down and picked it up and did it again.


 

By day five, he stopped pretending.

Five days of a black, patient rectangle with each message left on “delivered.” Not even a picture of grocery store isles with a caption asking where to find one thing or another. Five days of calling, hanging up before the third ring, calling again. Five days of the green window on his wrist. Dread stopped pretending it was a feeling and became a fact.

So he did a thing he didn’t do.

He begged.

He found Aizawa at the kitchen table with a lesson plan open and a mug going cold. Hair tied back. Shadowed eyes that said he’d slept and the sleep hadn’t done its job. Eraser grit lined the worksheet like pale sand.

“Please. Take it off,” Katsuki said, holding out his wrist. No preface. No apology. “I have to see him. Just—just for an hour.”

Aizawa didn’t look at the band first. He looked at Katsuki’s face, then the way his shoulders were squared against something they couldn’t lift. Then he looked at the metal, the way Katsuki kept his sleeve pinched so it wouldn’t catch light.

“I can feel it,” Katsuki said. “Something is wrong, I can feel it. If I’m wrong, cuff me twice and call me an idiot. If I’m right and I don’t go—” his voice thinned and he hated it “—I won’t be able to forgive either of us.”

Aizawa sighed. “It isn’t me. Only Tsukauchi has the key.”

“Call him,” Katsuki’s voice scraped on the way out. “ Please .”

Aizawa didn’t move for half a second. Then he reached for his phone.

The apartment felt too full of air while it rang. The refrigerator hummed. The cuff blinked. The thin, clean smell of dish soap hung in the room. Katsuki fixed his eyes on the ceramic cup by the sink—two black hair ties, one with glitter—and took one black. He put it in his hoodie pocket and left the glitter behind.

“Naomasa,” Aizawa said when the line picked up. “Release on the restraint for a supervised visit.” A pause. “No. Home.” Another pause. The hand not holding the phone flexed once. “Yes. Approved by me.”

Katsuki didn’t pace. He stared at the sink and decided—if Tsukauchi said no—he’d find the seam on the band and rip until his nails tore. 

“He’s not going alone,” Aizawa said. “I’m taking him. Release at point-of-visit; re-lock on return.” His eyes flicked once—the thinnest cut—to Katsuki’s. “Yes. I’ll take responsibility.”

A longer silence. Aizawa’s mouth flattened. “Understood.”

He didn’t set the phone down right away. “He’ll meet us at the door,” he said. “Two hours.”

Katsuki nodded. “Okay.”

If it were fine, he’d have answered on day one, the voice in Katsuki’s head whispered. He shoved it down and went for his shoes.

Ren didn’t show himself, but Katsuki felt him anyway, a cold pressure behind the ribs. 

– – – – –

Outside, the day had the wrong color. The campus felt too quiet, like the buildings had decided their windows were eyelids. New cameras perched discreetly near the teacher dorms, little black pupils pretending to be part of the architecture.

Tsukauchi waited at the gate. He didn’t come through—he stood just inside the guard booth, away from the students, away from anyone who might ask questions. 

Tsukauchi looked at Aizawa, and whatever crossed between them landed without sound. 

“Bakugo,” he greeted.

Katsuki kept his face neutral because it was better than honest. The band sat snug and hateful on his wrist. He fought the urge to step back. The last time Tsukauchi had reached for him, he snapped a restraint on him. He didn’t want those hands near him again even if they were empty.

“Don’t touch me,” Katsuki said. He meant for it to sound bored. It came out hoarse.

“I don’t have to.” Tsukauchi slid a device from his pocket the size of a cigarette case, matte and ugly. He kept it visible. No sudden moves. He spoke like he was narrating a card trick to a child. “I’m deactivating the cuff. You’ll feel a buzz and hear a tone.”

Katsuki nodded once, jaw aching.

Tsukauchi’s hovered the fob over the band. The cuff throbbed against his skin: a deep insect hum through the bone, not pain— promise of it. He clamped down on the flinch. The LED walked from red to amber to green. A tone trilled and died. 

Katsuki didn’t realize he’d been holding his breath until it hurt to take more in. The band stayed on his arm, a cold ring without a heartbeat.

“Supervised,” Tsukauchi said. He didn’t put weight on it. He didn’t have to. “Hundred-twenty minutes. Two hours. If you’re late, it locks with or without you.”

“Understood,” Aizawa said.

“...Thank you.” The words that exited Katsuki’s mouth sounded like he’d borrowed them from someone else.

Tsukauchi’s gaze flicked Katsuki for a moment before looking away. “Don’t make me regret this,” 

Katsuki said nothing. He followed Aizawa to the car.

– – – – –

Takeshi’s place was a half-converted maintenance garage connected to a shabby trailer home. Nothing about it looked different. Nothing seemed out of place.

The silence was.

No radio, no scrap-metal clatter. No swearing at a stubborn bolt. Just the thin, steady hiss of the breeze and the sound of distant dog barks.

The car hit the gravel pull-off. Katsuki was out of the car before the engine stopped. He took the short steps to the trailer in one long stride and didn’t knock, because knocking was for people who had manners—and fear had eaten that part of him.

“Takeshi,” he yelled, voice breaking on the last syllable. “Takeshi!”

Silence answered. The kind that made the air too heavy.

The house had a familiar clutter: boots by the mat, a jacket on the chair back, a mug with a ring of old coffee sitting on the counter next to a power tool that didn’t belong in a kitchen. Every object looked like Takeshi had just stepped out of its room. Every smell—the cheap soap, the machine oil—told a different story.

“Takeshi.” Katsuki was already moving. “Hey! Where are you.”

The bedroom door was half shut. That was wrong. Takeshi always left doors open. The wrongness put a bitter taste in Katsuki’s mouth.

“No,” he said, already moving.

He cleared the doorway in two steps and the scene resolved all at once—the kind of awful you recognize before you name it. 

Takeshi was slumped with his back against the bed, legs out at bad angles like a man who had been sitting up and then had slumped over. Pill bottles scattered around the man’s pale form. A piece of notebook paper hung loose in Takeshi’s right hand, thumb dented into the margin.

Katsuki’s body moved before anything else could. He dropped to his knees so hard the bad one sent a white spark up his thigh. Two fingers went to the carotid—too high, slid, reset—nothing. He tried the other side. Nothing. Radial. Nothing. His own pulse thundered under his skin.

“Hey. Hey.” He slapped Takeshi’s cheek, light and then not. “Open your eyes.”

They didn’t.

“Breathe,” he ordered, and dragged Takeshi flat by the shoulders, bracing the head. Head tilt. Chin lift.

“Okay. Okay.” His hands found the notch at the sternum. He laced his fingers, locked his elbows, and started compressions. Down two inches, let the recoil, count loud in his head because counting kept the floor from tilting. One, two, three, four—

“Don’t you dare,” he said between numbers, voice shredding. “Takeshi, don’t you dare —” Five, six, seven—

“You bastard,” Katsuki spat at Takeshi, tears he didn’t approve of dug hot trenches down his face. He pressed down. The ribs cracked under his hands, the awful, necessary sound. “You promised. You said—you said you wouldn’t—” He pressed again. Something else gave. He was yelling. He knew it and couldn’t stop it. “How could you— how could you leave her—”

Aizawa was there and not there, hands moving in the background—shoving the table aside, dialing and speaking into his phone with that too-even cadence. “Adult male, unresponsive. No breathing, no pulse. CPR in progress. Address—” He rattled it off. “Time unknown. Dispatch… understood.”

Katsuki checked the carotid again because maybe the pulse had returned when he wasn’t looking. Nothing. He reset his hands and pressed harder. A rib gave with a damp pop. He flinched and didn’t stop. Nineteen, twenty, twenty-one— His shoulders shook. The bad knee screamed with every downstroke and he told it to shut up.

“Don’t do this,” he pleaded. “Don’t make me tell her— Don’t make me tell her , you hear me? You promised—you said you changed your mind! That you wouldn’t do it. You said—” He was talking too fast and still not catching up. Words collided in his mouth and fell out broken. “If I had come earlier—if you had answered, dammit—”

“Switch,” Aizawa said, already lowering. Katsuki refused without words and pushed harder, teeth bared. He felt cartilage give. He didn’t stop. He couldn’t.

Aizawa’s hand found his shoulder—firm. “Switch,” he repeated, softer, but iron under it. “Let me take a turn.”

He had to pry him off—firm, but not unkind. Katsuki stumbled back like he’d been shoved into a wall and hit the actual wall anyway. 

Aizawa took the spot, set his hands, and started compressions with the kind of relentless efficiency of a trained professional. His hair fell forward; he shook it back without breaking rhythm. He counted under his breath, not for himself, for the room. “Twenty-seven, twenty-eight, twenty-nine—”

Katsuki slid down drywall. His mouth was open, but he couldn’t breathe. This couldn’t be real. He would not— could not —be standing in the bedroom of a man who saved him with a couch and pain killers and less money than anyone should be asked to live on—watching that man so lifeless .

Katsuki dragged a breath through a throat that didn’t want to open. He pressed his thumb into Eri’s bracelet to ground himself. He looked to the ground in front of him, his eyes finding the piece of paper he snagged from Takeshi’s hand as he fell backward. Numbly, he crawled over to it. The letters were clumsy and carefree. He didn’t read it. He didn’t have to. This was eri’s letter.

Katsuki’s mind wandered before he could stop it. “Hi, Mister Takeshi! “I’ve been learning my spelling, wanna see?” It was the same pink notebook paper. “I made this one for you!” 

Katsuki’s eyes blurred. Somewhere in the background, he could hear Aizawa counting. “This is it? You didn’t fight? You didn’t—” his voice whispered to nobody in particular. 

Numbness and falling-apart took turns wearing his skin. He felt his own heartbeat from too far away, like it belonged to the wall and not his chest. The edges of everything went soft and sharp in the same breath, as if the world couldn’t pick one shape to be.

He stood up before he knew he’d told his legs to.

Katsuki took one step back, then another, as if distance could erase the scene in front of him. The sound Aizawa’s hands made on Takeshi’s chest became the only sound in the world, wet and wrong and rhythmic and wrong. Aizawa was counting out loud under his breath in the cadence they teach you so your arms don’t lie. Katsuki took a step back. Aizawa didn’t hear it.

Katsuki ran.

His body found the door and the small set of steps and the gravel and then the road. His lungs lit like paper. The bad knee told him about its limits and he ignored it until the white sparks at the edge of his vision insisted on introduction. He didn’t know where he was going; he knew exactly what he was leaving. Wind in his face. Heat in his eyes. The inside of his skull a chorus that had been practicing for years: You ruin everything. You make it worse for anyone who stands too close. This is what you do. This is what happens. And now you’re running away instead of owning it.

Nobody followed. Of course. Aizawa had a dead man to negotiate with. Or a body. Or a miracle to try even though miracles weren’t taking calls.

Katsuki ran until running turned into falling forward on purpose. Gravel under his shoes. The world was too big and too small at once. He didn’t stop because stopping meant it could catch him. He didn’t look back because looking back would make it true again.

He ran because there was nowhere to go.


 

Katsuki hit an alley where the buildings leaned close. Katsuki’s breath sawed. The world tilted a degree and then another. He got as far as a wall mottled with dampness and folded against it, sliding until his knees gave out.

Everything he’d been holding fell out of him in pieces. Not neat. Not cinematic. His face did what it wanted: heat, wet, the undignified sound that happens when you try to breathe and cry at the same time and the body votes for both. He pressed the heels of his hands into his eyes.

Ren crouched beside him, small as a rumor. “Hey,” he said, and the word was cotton-soft. Comforting. “Hey. Breathe.”

“I can’t.” Katsuki’s voice was raw. “They’ll find me. They’ll—drag me back. They’ll—” His chest yanked; the breath didn’t go where it was supposed to. “Why did I—why the hell did I run? They’ll trace the cuff. They’ll trace me . There’s nowhere— there’s nowhere —”

Ren’s hand hovered near his shoulder. “Right now it’s turned off,” he reminded him, mild. “Two hours. He said so.” He tilted his face, that sweet, thoughtful look he often wore. “And remember, there are people who can help.”

Katsuki barked out a sound that wanted to be a laugh and didn’t make it. “Who.”

“Giran.” Ren said it like it was obvious. “He owes you big. You pulled him out of the Detnerat tower when nobody else did. He doesn’t get to forget that.”

Katsuki’s head thumped back against the damp wall. “He’s gone. There’s no way he’ll be in the same spot I found him last time.” The last word scraped. 

“He always has more than one location. Ren said, almost amused. “But. I’m good at tracking people.” He smiled, small and bright. “I know where it is.”

“How,” Katsuki asked. “I don’t— Ren, I don’t—”

“Shh.” Ren’s tone warmed. “You’re spiraling because your brain likes patterns. Make a new one. Step one: we stand up. Step two: we walk to the end of this alley. Step three: we turn where the city doesn’t expect us to. Step four: Giran owes you, and he pays his debts.” His eyes flicked to the band. 

Katsuki pressed his sleeve to his face and came away with salt and the dull iron of bitten lip. His chest still didn’t want to do its job. He gave it numbers instead because numbers did not require hope. In, two, three. Out, two, three, four.

“It’s my fault,” he said, softer, as if he were confessing. “I left him. I left him. I was right there and I left—” He took a deep breath. “Why the hell did I leave him?”

“What’s done is done.” Ren’s mouth curved with sympathy. “But if you give up here, they take you. If they take you, you get locked down even tighter. If we get to Giran, we buy time.” He tilted his head. “Time turns into options.” 

“Okay,” Katsuki said. It sounded like a scraped plate.

Ren stood in one easy motion and held out his hand. “Up.”

Katsuki didn’t take the hand. He took the wall and then his own legs. The alley swam and steadied. He wiped his face with his sleeve.

Ren set off through spaces where the city wouldn’t think to look. He threaded them behind a laundromat and through a gap in a fence, then cut the corner of a schoolyard and made them pause when a delivery truck passed. 

“Left,” he’d say. “Now right-left-right—good. Double back. Head down. This block has two cameras; look at your feet. Breathe like you’re bored.”

Katsuki put his hood up. He breathed like he’d been told. 

The cuff stayed quiet. The paper in his pocket creased against his thigh.

They reached a shuttered storefront with mannequins in dusty veils. A locksmith that had been “BACK IN 10” for three years. A narrow door between them with a buzzer no one respectable would press.

Ren stopped to the side, looking very pleased with himself. “Here,” he said softly. “Second floor.”

“How do you—” Katsuki began, and let it die. He didn’t ask. He didn’t open any questions he didn’t have the hands to hold. He climbed.

The stairs smelled like old rain and metal. His palm slid on the rail where a thousand other hands had. Ren went ahead and didn’t make a sound.

At the landing, a door waited with paint that had started peeling. There was a peephole with the glass clouded by smoke. Katsuki stood with his fist up and found his hand shaking again.

Ren’s small palm touched the back of it—warm, not heavy. “He owes you,” he reminded with the sweetest, most reasonable voice in the world. “Let him pay.”


 

They went in through a big heavy door.

Mister Aizawa held Eri’s hand the whole length of the hallway, his thumb made small circles on her hands. The hospital smelled the way all hospitals did. She hated it. The smell reminded her of places she’d rather forget.

They went down a shorter hall where the lights buzzed like bees. Mister Aizawa pressed his hand against the door bar and it opened for them. The room was too white. There were a lot of machines making noise. One screen drew green hills, another one beeped a lot.

Eri lifted her rabbit without being told. “Is it a sleepover?” she asked, because she didn’t understand the word the nurse used.

“Of a sort,” Aizawa said. He crouched until he was looking up at her instead of down. “We’re going to be very quiet and very gentle. You can put Bun-Bun where he’ll see him when he wakes up.”

She stood on her toes and set the rabbit at the edge of the pillow, ears pointed like a guard. 

The beeping didn’t change. 

Notes:

PLEASE DON'T KILL ME. I'VE BEEN DROPPING SIGNS THIS WHOLE TIME. IT WAS GONNA HAPPEN EVENTUALLY-

Chapter 46: Not What He Seems

Notes:

Sorry for the delay. My manager decided to schedule me for three 12-hour shifts in a row. Normally, this wouldn't be an issue, but she put me on DAYS when I am a night shift girlie. Ig we had some staffing issues on the unit, but idgaf bc now my sleep schedule is beyond fucked. Guys, I'm really struggling here.

Anyway, if the chapter is trash, it's probably because I haven't been on my A-game.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Katsuki didn’t remember crossing the street. He didn’t remember climbing the rotting staircase two at a time. He remembered the door—cheap, swollen wood, paint chewed at the corners—and the way his hand shook when he knocked.

It opened halfway, chain still on. One bloodshot eye took him in.

“Kid,” Giran rasped, cigarette bobbing. “You look like you lost a fight with a trash compactor.”

The chain scraped. Katsuki shoved through on instinct before the door was even open all the way. “Get it off,” he said, jamming his wrist up under Giran’s chin. His voice came out raw—too loud inside his own head. He held the arm out like it belonged to someone else. The cuff sat tight on bone: ugly gunmetal, a seam of black glass where the pulse had lived, biting the tendon every time he flexed.

Giran didn’t move for a beat. He looked from the metal to Katsuki’s face. Something dry and unamused softened by a degree. He crushed his cigarette on a chipped ashtray. “Close the door.”

Katsuki kicked it shut. The place was a broker’s bird nest—stacks of old magazines and phones, a folding table covered in screwdrivers and cable ties, and a battered desk in the center of the room. Frosted windows kept the contents of the room hidden from the outside. Ren drifted past the table, not quite touching anything.

Katsuki could hear his pulse in his teeth. “Please,” he said, and hated the sound of it. “I need it off.”

“Ah, hell.” Giran’s mouth flattened. He took the wrist gently, old fingers surprisingly steady. The cuff’s surface reflected a warped version of their faces—Katsuki’s too pale and feral, Giran’s pinched with concentration.

“Where’d you pick up this little nightmare?” Giran asked, rotating the metal. “First time I’ve seen one of these up close”

Katsuki bit down on the answer. The memories came in splinters: his own breath bouncing from too far away, cold hands, the click around his wrist, white-hot pain.

“You know what it is?” he forced out.

“Yeah,” Giran grunted. “Tartarus saves these for the real charmers. ‘Specially nasty types, flight risks, quirks that make doors pointless.” He tapped the glassy inset with a fingernail. “This one’s newer. Looks complex.”

Tartarus. The word landed like a stamp. 

Ren leaned against the fogged window and drew a smiley face in the condensation with nothing but intent; it held for a second, then thinned. “On-brand,” he murmured. “They do love a heavy collar.”

The room tilted. Katsuki caught the folding table with his free hand until the cheap metal bowed. Breathe in four, hold two, out six—useless math against the iron at the back of his tongue. “Can you get it off or not?” he asked, rougher than he meant.

Giran glanced up. The usual crack about kids and manners queued behind his eyes and died before it reached his mouth. “Yeah. I can try. Sit.”

Katsuki didn’t sit. Couldn’t. His legs wouldn’t move. He stood braced while Giran set his wrist on a microfiber cloth, slid a tray closer with the neatness of an old mechanic. Picks. Wires. A compact thing with a mouth like a beetle’s. A roll of electrical tape. And some other tools Katsuki couldn’t name.

Ren sauntered to the far corner and perched on the arm of a worn chair, swinging one foot. “Try not to faint,” he said pleasantly. “It ruins the mood.”

The first touch of metal against the cuff made something in the device wake. The light came to life, pulsing in that same mechanical heartbeat. A thread of heat crawled under his skin. Katsuki’s throat tightened. He forced words around it. “It detects tampering—”

“I know what it does.” Giran’s voice thinned, eyes narrowing behind his smudged lenses

The beetle-looking tool clicked softly as he set it against the seam. The green light winked. Giran’s tongue touched his molars, counting under his breath. The cuff vibrated. Katsuki felt the vibration in his bones, in the cartilage of his ear, in the old scars like tuning forks. His vision seared white at the edges. Not from pain, but from the memory of it.

“Kid,” Giran said without looking up, “if you’re going to pass out, warn me first.”

“I’m not—” He swallowed the lie. Sweat ran cold down the curve of his spine. 

It was a slow, ugly few minutes where time behaved wrong, stretching like a rubber band. The room was too hot. Somewhere in the building a pipe banged. Giran worked the seam, pausing whenever the pulse in the glass turned amber, coaxing it back down with a tap of a magnet and a muttered, “No tantrums.”

Katsuki breathed through his teeth and kept his gaze fixed on the stained wallpaper. He traced the pattern with his eyes. At one point he heard his own voice from far away saying, “Faster.” Giran didn’t answer.

The softest click in the world—then a whisper of released pressure. The cuff loosened a hair, then another. Then the seam widened.

“Don’t move,” Giran grumbled, which was funny because Katsuki had never been moving less.

Another click. The beetle-mouth tool hissed. Giran slid a thin blade under the cuff with a surgeon's care. Then, all at once, the weight fell away.

Katsuki’s arm dropped with relief. The welt beneath the band relit with fire. He staggered back a step, palm to his sternum like something had been plugged into him and then ripped out. The cuff lay on the cloth like a dead thing. He wanted to kick it across the room. He wanted to throw up.

Giran was already mummifying the device—tape over tin over tape—lips a thin line that wasn’t anger and wasn’t relief. “Tracker’s still baked in,” he said, straightening. “Even if it’s deactivated, it’ll wake again and start screaming about the last place it remembers. We can’t stay here.”

Ren leaned over the toolbox like a curious kid at a museum display, hands clasped behind his back. “Ah, a homing beacon,” he murmured, amused. “Thoughtful.”

Color drained out of the room, blood rushing in Katsuki’s ears. He looked at the window, the door chain, the mess of phones, and saw them all as targets painted on the walls.

“I—I didn’t—” He had the stupid urge to apologize for oxygen. “I didn’t know.”

“Yeah, no kidding.” Giran shoved the taped cuff into a metal toolbox, slapped the lid shut, and snapped three latches before jamming the toolbox beneath the sink. He kicked a battered laundry hamper over it and threw a damp towel on top. “All right. Congratulations. You just compromised my least terrible hideout.”

Katsuki flinched. “I’m sorry.”

Ren tipped two fingers off his temple in a mocking salute. “There we go. Please and sorry. Look at you—learning manners.”

A flinch rode up Katsuki’s spine. His fists tightened until his nails bit crescents into his palms.

Giran looked at him for a long half-second. Then he laughed. Not mean. Not even particularly amused. More like he’d expected the apology and was relieved to find it where it belonged. “Kid, moving around is the only cardio I get. Broker rule number one: you don’t live anywhere long enough to know which neighbor’s dog barks at three a.m.” He was already crossing the room, pulling a duffel from under the desk, sweeping cords and drives into it with a practiced arm.

“Listen to the professional,” Ren said, drifting after him, nudging a coil of cable with a toe.

Katsuki swallowed, throat raw. The thing inside his ribs was still clawing at the cage, frantic. The world felt too loud, too bright. He didn’t trust his legs to hold. “Where—”

“Out,” Giran handed Katsuki a bag. “Make yourself useful and carry this for me. Hood up. Don’t look like you’re dying.”

Katsuki’s hands shook under the bag’s weight. The cuff mark on his wrist throbbed. He could feel the ghost of it, the way it had fused with his heartbeat, set to a foreign metronome. He wanted a sink and cold water and a minute to breathe. He wanted—stupidly—Takeshi’s voice telling him to sit down before he fell down. 

Katsuki’s mouth went dry. He nodded because words wouldn’t line up.

– – – – –

They left in a rhythm that wasn’t quite a scramble but had no leftovers for wasted motion. Down the back stairs that trembled under their weight, across a hall where a TV murmured and a baby cried, and through a door painted to look like a wall. The building’s guts smelled like wet plaster and old air. Giran moved like he’d memorized the bones of a hundred places: hand here, shoulder there, weight on the third step because the second squeaked. Katsuki followed, breathing in through his nose, out through his teeth, corralling the panic into a smaller box each floor they put between themselves and the frosted windows.

Outside, the light went thin and grey, the kind that turns a street into an old photograph. Giran walked like a man nobody noticed—shoulders loose, gait forgettable—refusing the urge to hurry because hurrying made heads turn. Katsuki held one pace back, eyes on the ground ahead, Ren a quiet shadow in his peripheral, never quite in front, never quite behind.

They passed a girl drawing with chalk on the sidewalk. Two delivery guys arguing about tips. A stray cat. The normalcy scraped at him like sandpaper. He checked corners, sight lines, reflections. He tried not to think about a dozen little red dots converging on a curled piece of tape in a toolbox.

Giran dipped into a narrow service corridor between a laundromat and a closed pawn shop and shouldered through a door that protested. Inside: the ghost of detergent, warm lint, a hum of machines. Ren skimmed a fingertip along a dryer door without touching it; the metal fogged anyway. They crossed to another door that said “EMPLOYEES ONLY” and emerged in the back room of a ramen place that looked like a health hazard. Steam breathed. Someone cursed in the kitchen. Giran brushed past a crate of onions and lifted a trap door in the floor Katsuki wouldn’t have recognized as anything but bad carpentry.

“After you,” Giran said, motioning to the hole.

Katsuki dropped into the dark, boots crunching on gravel. A narrow tunnel swallowed them—concrete walls sweating, old pipes whispering. It smelled like cold dirt and stale water. Giran pulled the hatch shut above him; darkness clicked solid for a breath and then bloomed again as Giran’s phone threw a weak cone of light.

Ren didn’t fall. He was just there, already walking the line of light like a tightrope, hands tucked behind his back, the quiet pressed neat around him.

“Lot of hideouts are high,” Giran’s voice echoed. “Penthouse, rooftops, corporate towers. Hiding in plain sight. The best ones are underground. Everything important in a city happens under your feet.”

They walked. Katsuki counted breaths. The ground sloped, then leveled. The ache in his wrist graduated to a steady burn. He kept thinking he could hear the cuff, like a phantom limb: that small, smug pulse would match his own. He rubbed his wrist until the skin protested.

Giran glanced back. “You’re pale.”

“I’m fine.”

“You’re a terrible liar.”

Ren’s head turned at that, amused.

Giran watched him a beat longer. “You don’t have to tell me nothin.’ I’m not a cop or a priest. But if the Commission is attached to that bracelet and you’ve pissed them off enough to wear it, then every second we spend chatting is a bad investment.”

Katsuki nodded once. Gratitude hurt in his throat.

The tunnel opened into a forgotten maintenance room: two carts, a shelf of unlabeled cans, a folding chair that was covered in dust. Giran set the duffel down and began unpacking with brisk efficiency—battery brick, tablet, a nest of cables, a hard drive. He powered up, fingers working while his attention flicked like a metronome between two worries: the tech in his hands and the door.

“Here’s the good news,” he said, half to the tablet, half to Katsuki. “We’re in a secure enough location now. The bad news is they already have this block on a heat map. We’re not in the center of it anymore, but we’re dancing close.”

Katsuki found the wall with his shoulder and let it hold him up. “I didn’t mean to burn your place.”

Giran’s grin creased lines that didn’t get out much. “If I had a yen for every time I had to move because somebody else brought a problem through my door, I’d pay taxes.” He flicked a glance at Katsuki’s wrist. “How’s the arm?”

“It’s there.” He flexed his fingers. “Thank you.”

“Don’t get sentimental. I pay my debts.”

Katsuki worked his jaw. Distrust and relief kept trying to cancel each other out and failing. He tasted metal. 

Giran pretended not to see the tremor. He patted his pockets for another cigarette, but found gum instead. He offered a piece without looking up. Katsuki stared at it like it was foreign currency and then took it, because doing something with his mouth besides swallowing panic sounded like a plan.

“Next steps,” Giran said. “Pretend to be normal for thirty minutes. Then we figure out where you’re going that’s not here.”

Katsuki thought of Aizawa’s face; of Eri’s small hands and the way she called his name like it was a home; of Takeshi throwing out his beer and smokes. Safety wasn’t a place. It was a person. People were the easiest things to break. And now, he had nowhere to go.

Giran zipped the duffel halfway, leaving a tangle of cables like hair spilling out. “And kid?”

Katsuki looked up.

“That cuff wasn’t meant for you. I’ve been in this game long enough to tell when a tool is built for a type.” He tilted his head. “Whoever put it on you is scared. People don’t build cages that complicated for anything but fear.”

Katsuki’s skin crawled with the kind of recognition you get when someone brings attention to something you’ve been pretending didn’t exist. He didn’t know what to do with it, so he did what he always did: filed it behind the ache. 

He nodded once. “I won’t lead them back here.”

Giran’s smile was a minimal thing. “I never said you would.” He shouldered the half-packed bag. “But if you do, aim them at the ramen place. I hate that broth.”

Despite himself, Katsuki huffed air that, in a better light, might have been a laugh.

Giran motioned to the trap door. “There’s a storage unit three blocks over with my name on it and six others. You can hide there until this all blows over.”

He could work with that.

Katsuki stood there with his hands hanging useless, and that was wrong. Without the weight telling him where to be, he didn’t know where to put them, so he shoved them into his hoodie and stared at the hatch because it was easier than aiming his eyes at a person. The question still found his mouth.

“Do you… know where All For One is?”

Giran’s laugh had no humor in it. “Going after that man is suicide.”

“I don’t plan on getting out alive anyway,” Katsuki said—and only afterward heard how flat it was, not a dare, just a fact.

Ren made a small, delighted noise—two fingers to his lips, like a theatre patron savoring a line. “Bit morbid, but that should be fun.”

Giran’s head tipped; something like pity crossed. “Confirmed locations? No. Half the time not even members know where he is.” He dragged a map from the duffel and spread it across a dusty rolling cart, smoothing the creases with the heel of his hand. A marker clicked. “But I’ve got possibilities.”

Ren leaned over the map without casting a shadow, eyes bright the way kids’ eyes go bright over fireworks.

Giran circled three places like he was teaching geography to a kid who hated school. Old industrial bones. A dead mall. A block of civic buildings. His finger tapped the first circle and stayed there.

“This one,” he said, tapping once more. “You know it.” 

Katsuki’s vision thinned and brightened around the edges. Dry air in his mouth. He saw the concrete room before Giran finished.

“It’s where the League parked you when they took you.” He didn’t dress it up as kidnapped ; he didn’t need to. “Last confirmed sighting, back then. If you’re starting anywhere, you start where you were.”

Ren smiled into Katsuki’s peripheral like the idea had been his all along. “Full circle,” he breathed.

Katsuki swallowed. The map blurred and snapped back into focus. 

Ren rocked back on his heels, pleased. “Homecoming,” he added, soft enough that it felt like it came from the paper. “Maybe you were always meant to come back.”

The words slid under his ribs and caught. Katsuki didn’t look at him. He pressed the bracelet until it hurt and kept his gaze pinned to the place on the map. 

Somewhere under the skin where the cuff had sat, the black lines answered their cue, creeping a fraction further around his wrists, snug as a promise he didn’t remember making.


 

They left Giran’s safe house with a map that smelled like cigarettes and someone else’s pocket. The paper had been folded wrong so many times it creased in places it shouldn’t. A blunt fingertip had circled one block until the ink bled through—an address buried in the warehouse belt along the poisoned river. At the door, Giran tapped that halo once. “Your last confirmed AFO sighting,” Giran had said, tapping the circle like punctuation . “And where they kept you. That’s the overlap. Don’t make me regret giving you this.”  Katsuki answered with a nod that promised nothing.

The city pressed in by layers. It was a mixture of exhaust breathing through cloth and that damp metallic post-storm smell. His hoodie held Deika dust in the seams the way a body holds splinters. The hem kept catching on the skin under his ribs. He tugged it down, then forced his hands still—too much movement. It made him look like he didn’t know what to do with himself.

Ren walked at his elbow, not quite touching. “Left,” his voice came lightly. He didn’t bother to to point—just expectation that Katsuki would turn, because he always did. “Stay off the main. Cross streets are where the cameras live.”

Up above, a camera lens blinked—lazy, automated. Phantom pings still chased him sometimes even with the band gone; he felt them in his teeth the way you feel a bass line through drywall. He tucked his left hand deeper into his sleeve.

“To pass the time,” Ren mused, eyes on the creased paper, “look at these roads. Squint. They make pictures.” A beat of delight. “A dog. No—a coffin. Hm. A dog in a coffin.” A small giggle that didn’t belong to the street.

“Stop.”

A smile arrived in Ren’s voice. “No fun at all.” He drifted half a pace ahead to catch the next corner before Katsuki did.

They cut through a strip of apartments. Someone had left a laundry basket outside, and rain had found it, leaving a dark line halfway up the plastic. On the third floor, a woman leaned out and threw words at a man on the street. The argument floated down in pieces. Somewhere else a dog barked.

The map wanted them to go west and then north. Ren kept them to the underplaces: alleys with graffiti, service corridors with flickering lights, a narrow tunnel. Any time the route tried to pull straight, Ren bent it again.

“You’re overthinking,” Katsuki threw out, anything to put sound outside his head.

“Experience,” Ren said lightly. “Aizawa plays chess. I play alleyways. If he followed us, he’d hate this.”

They passed a shuttered storefront with a hand-painted sign that read WATCH REPAIRS, the clock in the window stopped forever at 2:17. 

The black marks had been quiet when they left, whispering up out of the collar and down the biceps in hair-thin lines that could still be mistaken for tricks of light. Now they had ideas. He felt them before he saw them—an inward chill, a change in the way his calves responded—some quiet shift in the way his weight distributed. 

He stopped under a streetlamp long enough to shove his sleeve to the elbow, already knowing what he’d see. Threads like ink cracks, thickening at the bend, more of them than yesterday. When he tugged his cuff down his fingers brushed his thigh and a ringing went through the bone like a tuning fork had been struck there.

He glanced lower.

They had found his legs.

Down under the knee, behind the shin, the lines braided into each other and looped the way a child loops a rope around a post. A shy circle around the ankle—there and not there, fine as hair in spots, a spill where it crossed bone. If he flexed his foot, it pulled. Not enough to hurt. Enough to promise.

He swallowed. It didn’t go anywhere useful.

Ren noticed—of course he did. “They’re pretty,” he observed, like admiring beadwork. “Symmetry flatters everyone.”

Katsuki jerked the hem down hard enough to make the fabric complain. “Shut up.”

“I’m complimenting ,” Ren replied, wounded in the way only a liar can be.

They crossed a bridge with more rust than rail. The river below raged, kicking up wind that smelled like bitter pollution. Katsuki’s hoodie snapped against his throat, and for a second, it felt like hands.

The hopelessness didn’t drop him, it tilted him. Not much—you’d miss it unless you were inside his shoes—but the pavement slid toward him a half-second faster than planned, and the city’s sounds bled together until everything turned into white noise—everything at once and none of it separable.

Ren filled the gap with voice. “This is the part where you tell me your plan. I’m told that’s empowering.”

“Find him,” Katsuki’s voice didn’t sound like anything that could carry weight. “Find him and—”

“And what?” His voice still mild. 

Katsuki thought of verbs and found fault with all of them. Fight? Kill? Steal back? He could see them as shapes on a page, not things a body could do. “Find him,” he settled on, because it was the only one that would stand still long enough to say. “That’s the plan.”

Ren clicked his tongue. “Minimalist.”

They ducked under the train overpass and kept to the skeletal outline of a dead factory on their left. Beneath the tracks, cold lived differently. Tires thundered overhead; grit sifted down from some seam you couldn’t see. Someone had spray-painted a pair of eyes on a pillar and the pupils scratched off, like people had checked the stare just to be sure it wasn’t following.

Ren stopped, glanced past the mural. “This way.” Not toward the eyes, but into the narrow cut between two supports—room for one person only. He slipped first, the way a kid slips under a fence his parents hadn’t noticed. Katsuki followed, concrete brushing his shoulders.

On the far side, the city changed. The graffiti got older and weirder. The alleys stopped being shortcuts and turned into instructions you had to memorize on the fly.

“You even know where you’re going?” The question felt childish in his mouth.

“Do you?” Ren didn’t look back. When quiet answered, he softened it by a degree. “Then let me lead.”

So he did. He let Ren thread him through a warehouse yard where the grass grew in scars and someone had left a broken forklift to rot. He let Ren lead him under a crooked length of chain-link. He stepped over a puddle that slicked itself into rainbow; the sky in it shredded, stitched, shredded again when his boot passed. A cat flattened itself against a shadow and watched them pass.

At some point the cold changed. Not air-cold. Bone-cold. It rode wherever the marks touched, dialing down the inside temperature until breath had to work its way through sludge. The city’s mix of wet stone and old cigarettes tilted toward copper and sitting water.

“Closer,” Ren said, satisfied.

They slid along a wall that had once been white and now held every gray the city had. Someone had scrawled a name there, crossed it out, written it again, and crossed it out again until the wall probably knew that person better than anyone else. A pigeon flew off a ledge and left behind a dark blossom of feathers. The wind howled through gaps in the building.

Minutes fell off the table. He would look down and then up and find a block gone behind him with no footprints in his head to prove the distance. He tugged his hood tighter and discovered he’d already done it four times. The black marks tightened when he noticed them and relaxed when he forgot. He couldn’t tell if forgetting was something they liked or something they’d taught him to do.

They kept moving, the city narrowing to ribs and underpasses, Ren a half step ahead like he knew every shortcut. “Let’s talk about something true,” Ren said, almost conversational. “Not the map. Not the alleys. The bedroom .”

Katsuki didn’t ask which bedroom. His mouth did the shape of no , but made no sound.

“How long before you ran?” Ren didn’t need permission. “After the ribs broke. Two compressions? Three? Your knee gave you away on the floorboards.”

Katsuki swallowed the taste of bile fighting to rise. He remembered the smell of coffee turned sweet and wrong. He could see the way Takeshi’s thumb had dented the notebook paper—Eri’s paper—like even when dying, he’d tried to steady himself.

“You did everything right.” Ren sounded pleased. “Head tilt. Chin lift. Sweep. Thirty down, two breaths—beautiful form. You even ordered him to ‘breathe,’ as if it could turn into air just because you decided it would.” He smiled where Katsuki couldn’t see it. “And the world still didn’t listen.”

“Stop.” His voice came out thin.

“I’m comforting you,” Ren insisted, bright with sincerity. “I’m telling you it wasn’t your fault he didn’t want to be here for the part where you die. He heard you say it. There isn’t time. You told him on the phone. You told him again with your face. He believed you. Adults make adult choices. It’s not on you.”

Katsuki’s thumb found the bracelet knot and ground it until heat printed a thin line up behind his eyes. Here. Here.

“Of course,” Ren went on, gentler and worse, “if you hadn’t said it, he might have waited another day. Or two. Long enough to grade you again—C minus.” He hummed the phrase, fond, as if it were a school song. “Long enough to open the box and laugh at the plastic head with rooted hair. Imagine that—him practicing on a mannequin so he could braid a little girl’s hair properly when she came home.” He tipped his head, listening to a memory that didn’t belong to him. “She’s not coming home.”

Katsuki’s jaw clicked. “Shut up .”

“They took her because they could,” Ren said lightly. “Put a lock on you, reached past you for the smallest thing you love, and you couldn’t even raise your hands. Inside voice, they said. And then they shoc—no, no, we won’t say that. We’ll say this: you were right there .” He made it almost kind. “Right there, already being turned off. That’s not your fault either. That’s design.”

“They took her because they could. ” The sentence was so ugly and so true it made everything else simpler. It welded over all the maybes. There was no if I’d run faster, no if I’d shouted louder, no . They could. So they did. He was there. And he wasn’t allowed to be anything but there.

He thought about telling Ren to shut up. He didn’t. The protest would only make it truer. If he argued, he’d be pretending he had levers. If he stayed quiet, he’d be proving him right. Either way: design.

They crossed a loading yard. The cold inside his legs turned deliberate—like the marks were tasting the ground before he stepped on it. He tugged his pant cuff down, uselessly, over the loop he could feel ghosting his ankle.

Ren noticed, delighted. “They’re almost bracelets,” he crooned. “You could match. Yours black, hers glitter. Or the other way around? Eri would hate the glitter one, of course.” He paused as if to let the picture sit. “You should’ve seen how Takeshi looked at that cup of hair ties,” Ren added softly. “As if elastic could hold a house together.”

The words hit like a thumb to a bruise. Heat flared under Katsuki’s eyes so fast it felt like insult. The yard tilted; the stink of wet wood and diesel turned metallic. For a split second he was in two rooms at once—the loading dock under a low sky and the bedroom with pill bottles spread like coins, the note dented under a thumb that would never warm paper again. The ceramic cup on the counter. Three hair ties. “ As if elastic could hold a house together.”

“Don’t,” he said, too sharp, and hated how the syllable scraped like it wanted to be a plea.

Ren made a small, wounded noise that didn’t reach his eyes. “Touchy,” he murmured, almost fond.

Silence seeped out of brick—thick, damp. Far off, a train pushed into a curve. The wind tasted like the promise of rain.

Ren let the quiet sit. When he spoke again it was in the same voice he’d used perched at the end of a bed. “You did the best you could with the hours you were given. You always have. That’s not small. That’s a body choosing a direction every time breathing wasn’t guaranteed.”

Not small, Ren had said. Mercy dressed as a compliment. He could feel how easy it would be to take it and sit down inside it, to let it absolve him into stillness. He was so tired that even the thought of refusing felt like work he couldn’t afford. 

They came up along the flank of the decommissioned factory. Brick flaked in hand-sized scabs. Up ahead, the rectangle Giran had circled shouldered out of the dusk: the wide loading bay with its dented lip, the side door with paint sunburned to gray, the concrete patch that had set wrong. The wind braided itself into the chapped places at the corners of his mouth.

Ren slowed the way people slow at a grave. Hands in pockets, he let Katsuki take the building head-on.

“All I’m saying is…” Ren stepped half a shoe closer, not to crowd—just enough to be a shape beside him. “Sometimes the bravest thing isn’t one more punch,” he said, almost fond. “Sometimes the strongest thing is to stop fighting a tide that only wants to drown you for staying.”

Katsuki stood there and let the hopelessness have its say. It had earned the microphone. You will not save anyone, it said. You will not even save the parts of yourself that would have minded failing. It showed him the room inside where he’d learned what electricity could make a body do. It showed him the field, the cuffs. It showed him Aizawa’s face and the careful work it takes to hide pity under “ I’ve got you.” It showed him Eri’s hair ties in a ceramic cup. And then a mannequin head arriving at the door of an empty home.

His breath snagged. He felt the loops at his ankles tighten like they were listening. Maybe he really was just looking for permission to give up.

“I’m here,” Ren soothed. “I’ve always been here. Soon you won’t have to carry any of this yourself. I promise.”

Katsuki pressed his thumb to the bracelet knot until the sting turned into a line he could hold. The map dug its own small corner through his pocket into his palm.

For a second he didn’t recognize the building at all. 

Loss does that—it sands down familiar edges smooth, moves the windows three inches left, and teaches your eyes to distrust themselves. He stood there with the map corner biting his palm and waited for some anchor to surface. Reluctantly, they did. Landmarks began to surface: the lazy spray-painted initials half-dissolved under weather, a patch of concrete near the side entrance that had set wrong. The memory unrolled in his head—smell first: metal, a floor mop that had never known clean water, breath behind him that wasn’t his.

Ren hovered at his shoulder, voice pitched for a grave site. “Take your time.”

Katsuki let his eyes walk the face of the building. He put a palm to the brick, just to make contact with a steady surface. He kept it there until his vision stopped swimming. He realized his other hand had found the bracelet again and was sawing at it gently with his thumbnail. He stopped before he broke the cord. He couldn’t bear the idea of being the one to snap it. 

“Giran was right,” His voice came out too even. “Last place.” He could practically feel the soul energy oozing from this place.

Ren shifted half a step, granting him access to the door. “You did well.” His gaze skated the windows like a game. “Shall we?”

A thin wind found the sweat at his collar. He got a nod past the tight place in his throat. “Yeah.”

The handle wasn’t even locked. He laid his palm to it and the door eased, hinges complaining.

Inside was nothing and everything at once. There was a corridor with a band of windows so dusty they cast light like old paper. The place had been alive an hour ago. Maybe less. Dust hadn’t settled where it ought to be. A cart wheel had left a trail through the dust. 

Katsuki crossed the threshold without waiting for his feet to decide. 

The first room had rolling racks, a workbench with a pile of screwdrivers, a mug still wet around a ring. He didn’t catalog objects; he tracked touches—the way a body moves when it thinks it’s doing nothing. Office chair a shade off-center. Drawer a thumb short of closed. A rug that was misaligned.

A door in the back led to a corridor with scuffs that hadn’t flattened yet. He ran because running gives panic a job, and the body knows how to spend fear on motion. Corners came like conclusions; he took them all.

Rooms blurred past. A supply closet with a new padlock and old hinges; a bathroom covered in mold, an office with a computer in sleep mode. Ren ghosted along at his side, hands in his pockets, chin up, humming under his breath like this was a game of hide-and-seek.

Stairs. Grip tape that had gone slick with age. The air smelled of rust and mildew. His hand hit the rail and came away clean where the dust should have taken a fingerprint. Recent use.

“Do you feel him?” Ren asked, casual, like asking if he felt rain through a jacket.

Katsuki didn’t waste breath on an answer. He took the stairs two at a time because three made his knee complain and he couldn’t afford its opinion. 

A room he knew as soon as the door opened. The corner where they’d set the chair. The shape of memory still occupying the air.

Farther in, he found a narrow corridor where the air tasted like old electricity. He hit the next door with his palm.

It was a lab.

Not a fancy lab—just practical. Benches at standing height, arrays of tools sorted by a mind that valued reach, refrigerators that hummed. Racks of chemicals with labels. A drain in the floor.

The room had been left running. A monitor held an open protocol.

Katsuki’s body did another useless dramatic thing—it went still enough to hear the concrete. He stood in the doorway and every cell argued for motion, for smashing, for calling, for splitting himself into the part that fought and the part that did the counting and the part that screamed. None of those parts had weight on the scale because the only thing that mattered in the room was the emptiness. The story it was telling him: you missed him by minutes.

Minutes are long when you live inside them. Short when you count backward.

He moved anyway. He crossed to the bench and put his fingers on the warm edge as if heat could be transferred back through skin by will.

Ren came in like he had bought the place at auction. He diverted to a rack of tools. He lifted a set of clamps and weighed them in his hand, clacked a hinge idly, set them down in a more aesthetically satisfying neat than they’d been arranged. He ran a finger along the margin of a protocol and made a small approving noise. 

Katsuki stopped pretending to chase. The absence in the lab was exact; it had been measured out. Even the smell said this was a routine. He had found where All For One had been. And he was too late. 

He found the stool with his hands because his legs didn’t want to remember how to bend, sat, then slid off it and to the floor, because the floor was more honest. He went down on his knees and then all the way, the concrete earning his weight without commentary.

He looked at his arms. The black came up around the forearms now, new arcs that had been mere thinking yesterday and were decisions today. He turned his wrists palm-up and saw the loop there he hadn’t seen this morning. Fine at the underside where the skin was thin. Engraved around bone. “So this is it,” he said. His voice was a decent imitation of a person’s. “All this and I couldn’t do a damn thing.”

Rage would have given him a ladder. What arrived was the ache that comes after rage fails. The room accepted the truth and offered nothing back, and somehow that was worse.

He blamed himself. He blamed himself because the alternative was shapeless, and he had always preferred something tangible. He pressed his thumb into Eri’s knot until it stung. Copper crept into his mouth.

Ren was still doing his gentle tour. He picked up a scalpel and held it up to the light, admiring the way the thin steel caught it without shining. He laid it back down precisely on its paper like he was returning a tool to a shrine. He opened a drawer, glanced inside, and shut it. He spoke without turning his head, his voice the tone of someone reading off inventory and thinking aloud, not hungry for an answer.

“Fully stocked,” he observed, almost cheerful. “Operational. He could have been planning Shigaraki’s upgrades in here. Could have been a Nomu line. He likes his redundancies, it seems.” He stopped at a glass-fronted cabinet and breathed fog onto the pane, then drew a circle in it and peered through. “Looks thorough.”

Of course he’s thorough. The thought came with no heat. It arrived as an accepted fact—like numbers, like gravity, like the way doors hurt when you run into them. Of course I was late.

Ren set the last drawer with a gentle nudge. “Nomus… Nomus are really scary, you know?”  he mused, conversational, threading around a stool and aligning it with a scratch in the floor. “Inside, they’re loud. Blood, chains, and air that smells like rot. Everything’s all sticky.” He stopped, as if the taste had finally given him a shape, and his face lit with the small delight of a kid who’s named a bug. His palms popped together. “Oh—there it is. A prison! That’s what it reminds me of.” He tried the phrase on his tongue, pleased with the fit. “A prison for a soul.”

Katsuki didn’t like the word prison. It reminded him of the cuff. The mechanical heartbeat he could still feel—Green. Pause. Green. Pause—long after it had been removed. “Hn,” he said, because a syllable was easier than a sentence.

“Let’s call it that.” Ren decided, pleased with the coinage like boys are pleased when they can name a thing first. “A soul prison,” He tapped the cabinet again before he moved back to the bench to align a beaker with an invisible edge. “Mm. Yes. That’s exactly what it is.”

He turned toward Katsuki with a little burst of classroom energy, rubbing his palms together. “Let’s play a game.” Eyes bright, innocence arriving a half-second late. 

“Not now, Ren…” Katsuki kept his gaze on the floor, on the hairline scratch in the concrete he could make into a road if he stared hard enough.

“But Kacchan,” Ren sing-songed, leaning down until his shadow crossed Katsuki’s knees, “I’m here to teach you something. Games make learning fun, you know.”

Katsuki didn’t answer. The quiet felt safer than an answer.

Ren pouted for show. “You’re no fun,” he sighed, and the disappointment slipped off him like water off wax. He brightened a beat later, undimmed. “Anyway. I’m gonna ask anyway.”

“Tell me, Kacchan,” Ren said—soft, coaxing, “what is a soul prison ?”

Katsuki had nothing to offer but the version you can say with the least effort. “It’s what you make when you build Nomus.” He kept his eyes on his wrists because if he looked up the room might decide to become more real. “When you pack them full of stolen quirks… When you jam souls where they shouldn’t go… It’s unnatural.”

The boy’s smile sharpened. “Partially correct,” he praised. “But still wrong.”

He drifted to the shelf, fingertip reading labels. “Gigantomachia is not a Nomu,” he went on, conversational, almost bored with the ease of it. “He’s a living person with several quirks. Thick blood. Thick bones. Thicker loyalty.” He tapped the imaginary filing label in the air. “And Izuku Midoriya? Also a living person with several quirks, all braided around one large, unfriendly myth.” His lashes lifted. “Shall we try again?”

Katsuki’s jaw tightened until it clicked. “Multiple quirks.”

“Closer,” Ren said, approving. “But still wrong.”

“It’s not wrong.” The protest came out dull.

Ren scratched the back of his wrist idly with his thumbnail. He walked his voice over the idea as if checking its perimeter for gaps. “Quirks are tied to the soul. That part is correct. When you take a quirk, you take a soul-thread with it; after death, the soul follows a quirk. That’s why the echoes last. So your comment about ‘multiple quirks’ being an ingredient? Not far off the recipe.” He paused to glance at a rack of tubes, tilted his head, straightened one that had been a degree out of square. “But the thing itself?”

He dipped a finger in the air, drawing a circle only he could see. “A soul prison is created when more than one soul inhabits a body. Only one can drive. The others get chained down into submission. That’s how physics keeps its dignity.” He made a small, pleased hm at the elegance of that. “It’s a little democracy with a single vote.”

Katsuki pushed himself upright on a breath that didn’t quite reach his lungs. The room tilted and then chose a side. 

“How is it decided?” Ren asked, fiddling the cap of a pen—on, off, on. “Who gets to drive? Who ends up chained?”

“It’s—” Katsuki’s mouth felt too big for his face. “It’s the person born in the body—” He had to stop and start again because his breath refused to carry even a simple sentence. “It has to be.”

“Ordinarily,” Ren allowed.  “But souls are fickle things. If you know where the cracks are, you can pour yourself through them.” He set the cap down and rolled it with his fingertip so it traced a slow, stupid circle. “If you know which one doubts, which one breaks, which one will trade a little ground for a little quiet—well.” He smiled without teeth. “You start to get options.”

“Ren…” Katsuki looked up because something in the room had moved and the only thing moving was the script behind Ren’s eyes. “What are you—”

The kid shape held, the voice held, but the temperature in the words was off by a degree. He put his gaze down again not because he was slow, but because hope and dread both require more energy than a body wants to spend when it decides it’s done.

“You were wrong about the marks, by the way.” Ren’s tone stayed lazily. Pleasant. “Those black lines,” he clarified. It was almost affectionate. “Use your brain for once. Midoriya had a mark and he wasn’t dying.”

Katsuki’s stomach rolled. “I don’t—I’m not—?”

“Dying? No.” Ren’s shake of the head was almost indulgent. “Be logical, Katsuki. From the outside, Midoriya’s mark read as a handprint. Inside the soul, its true shape was a thorn—piercing the flow, letting it leak in a controlled way.” He traced a neat spiral in the air before his chest and tapped the unseen center. “You were right to rip it out. You have excellent instincts.”

Katsuki’s fingers itched with the remembered pain of that wrongness coming free and the violent relief afterward. He realized he was breathing too fast and made the box with his lungs: in four, hold two, out six. It did not make the room kinder. It made it survivable.

“Good,” he hummed, reassuring. “Call it not dying, at least today. We can set that worry down for a minute. You came here for a purpose, remember?” His tone went paternal for exactly one second, and something childish and panicked inside Katsuki calmed by a fraction. Not dying. Not yet. Relief slid under the ache and felt like guilt.

The reassurance landed for only a moment, before it tilted a new way.

If that was true…If that were true….

There isn’t time. For me. He had said it like a fact and then hung up. Then he said it again when Takeshi came to U.A. 

A picture assembled itself with the clean, cruel logic of a diagram: the plastic head in a box that would never be opened; a piece of notebook paper with Eri’s dented margins. Takeshi, hearing not enough time and deciding what to do with it. “Adult choice , Ren had said. “Not on you,” Ren had said. The words slotted into place like parts in a machine designed to make blame move downhill.

If he wasn’t dying—if the clock in his ribs was only noise and not a fuse—then he had put a clock in someone else’s. He had been the hand that started it. He had said the line that made a man hang up his tools, sit down on the floor beside a bed, and stop.

The thought didn’t shout. It arrived smooth and heavy and took his weight without wobbling. I did this. It made perfect, merciless sense in the same way gravity does. The bracelet burned under his thumb. The loops at his ankles drew breath with him, matching. Something in his shoulders let go—some small, stubborn muscle that had been holding a door shut with its back. He felt the change like a hinge giving. The box-breathing stuttered and dropped; the fight that had always lived in his chest like a coiled animal uncoiled, took a step backward, and lay down.

Ren let the quiet settle for a beat, then slid the next piece across as if it were the natural continuation of the thought. “I do commend you, by the way,” he added, almost fond.

Katsuki’s mouth worked around the shape of a reply and found the smallest one. “For what.”

“For the plan.” The boy’s mouth tipped, admiration worn perfectly on a child’s face. “To take him down in the one place he believes himself untouchable. Slip in through the soul-space, pop the locks the way you do in a Nomu—let the chained voices snap taut and tear the driver off the seat.” His glance skimmed the floor drain, amused at his own neatness. “It’s… imaginative. Even he wouldn’t expect you to choose emancipation as a weapon. Breaking a machine by freeing its parts instead of smashing the casing—how beautifully rude.”

The picture landed and then slid off—no purchase, nothing to hold. If it was possible, I should have done it already. If it was possible, Eri wouldn’t be with the commission. If it was possible, Takeshi— The thought didn’t finish; it folded itself to avoid the edge waiting at the end of the sentence.

Ren stepped to the edge of the bench and drew a slow circle on the steel with his fingertip, leaving no trail and still making a mark. “And it might have worked,” he allowed. “It really might have. If you hadn’t missed one thing.”

The word stalled in Katsuki’s throat and scraped on the way out. “What.”

Ren didn’t look at him; he looked at the lab the way a driver checks mirrors. “Proximity,” he said lightly. “You were busy looking for weak spots in his space. You never checked the door you walked in through.”

The word landed in Katsuki’s gut like a lever being thrown. Proximity . The word rippled out into other words— closer, guide, here, with you —and found memory waiting: a corridor bright as bone; a small hand offering directions; a warm voice saying this way ; the relief that came only when he stopped deciding and followed. His stomach turned.

Ren’s fingertip trailed the bench; then both hands settled flat, as if feeling for a pulse. “You kept aiming at rooms you don’t own,” he went on, conversational. “Meanwhile the one room you carry everywhere stood wide open. Proximity. Access.” He savored the last word “Consent. You wanted a guide in those bright little corridors. I didn’t even need to knock.”

Something shifted in the silence—no change in outline, only in temperature. The fluorescent above them thought about flickering and decided against it. 

“You thought you could infiltrate me,” Ren said, almost tender. “From my own mind. It was adorable.” The smile bent with the slow confidence of a blade you only realize is inside when it’s already past the ribs. “I’ve been in yours for months. Yes, Katsuki, you let me in. Consent is such a flexible word, but in this instance it will do.”

Helplessness arrived cleanly, not as panic—panic had teeth—but as weight. I let him in. I made it easy

He knew the name before the shape of it finished rising. It climbed his throat like a bruise. “All For One.” Saying it felt like stepping into water he’d sworn was shallow, and feeling it close over his chest anyway.

The smile that met it belonged to no child. The pitch of the voice slid down—silk over wire—and the room heard itself reflected for what it had been the whole time.

“Good,” he purred, pleased. “You do learn.” A half-step in that altered distance without moving the floorboards. “Hello, Katsuki.” Courtesy laid like a hand on a shoulder. “You came back to the right place.”

The black lines answered before his heart did. They rose. Unthreaded from under skin like silk being pulled out of a wound. They passed through cloth and made loops in the air that remembered the curves of his body before they left it. 

They thickened as they rose. Smoke solidified into metal. The loops around the wrists and ankles cinched. The coil at the waist—a line he had not noticed until it had always been there—tightened.

Chains, then. Not ornate. Not theatrical. Not medieval. Black like the absence of a thing. Smooth as the idea of control made into matter.

They found purchase not in the lab but in the math of his body. He felt it—not crush, not burn— commitment. His lungs compressed, and his knees sank to the floor. His hands flexed and found the perimeter of their new radius without meeting metal and met it anyway.

He had the impression that if he tried to scream the chains would allow it and that the allowance was part of the design.

All For One stood a step away with his hands in his pockets, easy as a boy in a hall. The shape of the borrowed face had not changed. He watched with professional pleasure. He didn’t gloat. He didn’t need to. He lifted two fingers and flicked them. The new cuffs answered—not tighter, not looser— acknowledging .

Under the new weight, Katsuki’s body remembered how to breathe square and did it out of habit because habit is how you survive prisons long enough to name them. In four. Hold two. Out six. His mouth tasted like old electricity.

All For One watched him with professional appreciation. He reached out as if to adjust a fold in Katsuki’s hoodie and stopped his hand in the air the exact distance from the cloth he would have stopped it if he meant tenderness. He let it fall.

“There it is,” All For One purred, almost indulgent. “How tidy you are when someone speaks the right command. All that thunder about freedom, and in the end you’re the most compliant architecture—four walls and a lock, built from your own ribs.”

“Now, hero,” he murmured, leaning in—silk over wire. “Enough theatre. I’ll take the wheel, and you’ll do what you’ve always done best— endure . Watch, learn, and feel the quiet mercy of being worn correctly .

It hit in layers, not a single blow: first the words, then the translation, then the rerun of months with the captions turned on.

“I’ve been in yours for months. You let me in.”

Ren’s hand in that dark space—catching his wrist when he’d slipped too far and started to come apart. Ren’s voice at the end of the bed in the dorm, easy as a brother he’d never had, telling him he wasn’t alone. Ren’s palm pressed to his heart in the soul-space, guiding him back—and the relief when something finally made sense. The routes through the city that always seemed to be there when Katsuki’s head filled with static. The luck of a door being unlocked. The ease of infiltrating Detnerat tower, where everything seemed to turn out just right in the end. The way Ren never had to ask twice for him to turn left.

They weren’t rescues. They were stage directions.

He saw the boy’s smile—the kind voice that knew when to be quiet and when to nudge. I thought you were on my side. He didn’t say it out loud because saying it would make him sound young. The truth made him younger anyway. Ren hadn’t been beside him. Ren had been inside him. The guide rope had always been a leash.

Consent . The word rang; he hated how clean it sounded. He had reached back when the void took him, and he grabbed the first hand that didn’t feel like falling. That had been the ask and the answer in one motion. The memory came back with the wrong lighting: the heat of a palm, the promise in a familiar nickname, the little laugh that made terror stand down. He’d wanted out. He’d wanted it so badly he’d signed the paper in a language he didn’t read.

Hopelessness didn’t spike; it pooled. He watched it rise up the walls of himself and mark the height. It was never a fight you could win. From Overhaul forward, every time he’d thought he was patching a leak, he’d been making a better vessel for someone else to pour into. The black marks— maintenance, not warning. He’d saved the thing that wanted to wear him. Every surge of instinct he’d trusted had turned the crank exactly as designed.

He thought of Takeshi again, because everything circled back to the worst possible angle if you let it. There isn’t time. For me. He had handed despair to a man who already had too much to hold, and now here he was being told he wasn’t dying—just being kept. The kind of kept that meant you don’t get to choose when you stop. A small part of him wished, fiercely and shamefully, that the first version had been true. Dying would have been simpler. A straight hallway instead of this maze. An end that behaved like an end.

He catalogued the betrayals and found that most of them wore his own face. He had believed a “child" because he had needed to. He had let the need be reason. He called the feeling of being led a “partnership” because the word hurt less than “ownership.” He had mistaken the quiet he felt near Ren for safety when it had only been obedience fitting snug over bone. He had mistaken the reduction of himself for control.

His shoulders loosened under the weight like something that had been braced too long. The animal in his chest—the one that had always gotten up no matter how many times it was kicked—lifted its head, blinked, and lowered it again. Not dead. Just done. He understood the difference with a clarity that made him nauseous.

You were always going to lose this, the thought offered, gentle as a lullaby. You’ve only been postponing the moment you admit it. He tried to muster the insult he’d always thrown at that voice— coward —and found nothing left to throw. He was so tired. Tired in the way that lives in tendons and behind the eyes and under the tongue. Tired in the way that makes even anger feel like debt.

The chains didn’t squeeze to make the point. They didn’t have to. The relief was the worst of it: the way some aching corner of him recognized that not deciding was easier than deciding wrong again. He had moved mountains for years with nothing but will and a bad temper, and all it had gotten him was here—on a floor, inside a body being measured for a new owner.

He wanted to go back to the version of this where he was burning out on a timer. Where he could be brave by expiring. Where he could say I tried and have the universe nod, accepting the receipt. This asked him to be present for his own subtraction. To watch it happen and stand still. To help by not struggling.

He let his head tip forward. The loops at his ankles answered like a cat flexing its paws. His breath kept doing square breaths because that, at least, was his. In four. Hold two. Out six. Not dying, the new arithmetic said. Not yours, the room answered.

And somewhere in the middle of that math, a decision that wasn’t a decision settled: if this was a game, he didn’t have any moves left. If this was a prison, he’d been the one to carry in the keys and hand them over. If the only thing left he could do was go still, then stillness would be his last act of control. He let the fight stand down—not in surrender, but in acknowledgement of design. He closed his eyes and, for the first time in his life, didn’t reach for the next thing to break.

 

Notes:

Guys, I only said Ren’s full name once. He introduced himself for the first time as “Renki Zagashi,” which is actually an anagram for “Zen Shigaraki” (All For One’s real name). GUYS I FELT SO SMART FOR THIS.

So, yeah. It was either that, or “Kazari Hinges" which is inelegant. Sounds like tasteful decorative hardware, but obviously cursed. It would be a funny bit if I used that name and then any time he’d appear on screen, there would be a CREEEEAK sound LMFAO. GUYS do not give me too much creative freedom. I’d use it for evil.

Chapter 47: Soul Prison

Notes:

Holy shit this chapter got LONG.

MMMMMM IDK HOW TO FEEL ABOUT THIS ONE, CHAT. Idk if the dialogue is up to my standards... but I've been staring at this chapter for 4 days deciding if I wanted to scrap it and rewrite it or just post. I don't really have the energy to rewrite it, so whatever.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

–Aizawa–

 

Aizawa didn’t say a word as he unlocked the door. He just stepped inside and jerked his head toward the couch.

The boy dropped onto it with a muted grunt, hoodie still tracked with city grit and a smell like rain soaked through ash. Up close, his color was off, eyes rimmed too red, breath a fraction too shallow. The kind of drained that came after a soul dive, when the body kept moving out of habit but the rest lagged two rooms behind. Aizawa cataloged it the way he cataloged injuries: clinically first, then with the private, unwelcome pinch of “good—he’s here, he’s breathing .”

He leaned on the opposite armrest, arms folded. No scarf, no capture weapon; he didn’t need them. The silence did the work. Katsuki braced himself for impact, shoulders tensing for the sharp lecture he probably deserved.

“I’m not angry,” Aizawa said finally, letting the quiet settle between each word until it weighed what it needed to weigh. “I’m disappointed you went on your own.”

Katsuki’s jaw ticked. “I—”

“I’m also impressed,” he cut in, refusing to soften the truth either way. “No casualties. No major injuries that I’ve heard of. For all the recklessness, you handled yourself better than I expected.” He watched the faint, startled flicker behind the kid’s eyes and allowed himself the smallest nod. “You could do well as an underground hero.”

It was true; the instincts were there—the reads, the angles, the refusal to be seen until after the work was done. It wasn’t permission . And it sure as hell wasn’t a blueprint for doing it alone. Before that flicker could take root in the wrong direction, he shifted.

“But,” he went on, “laws exist for a reason. They keep you safe. They keep others safe. Recklessness can have a good result, sure. But it only takes one bad call—one plan you didn’t think through—and people die. That responsibility doesn’t just disappear because things happened to work out this time.”

He watched the words land. The kid stared at his hands, flexing once as if the truth stung the same place victory did. Aizawa had been a teacher long enough to recognize the look: I’m right and I know why you’re saying this colliding in the same skull.

Katsuki’s voice came out too sharp for the room. “So what, I should’ve just sat on my ass and let it happen?”

“I’m saying you need to know when to stop,” Aizawa replied. “Being a hero isn’t about charging in every time you think you’re right. It’s about knowing which risks are worth taking—and which ones will get people killed.”

“That’s easy to say when you didn’t see what I saw—”

“You want to be taken seriously again?” he said, cutting across the heat before it climbed, “Then start acting like you understand the risk. Right now you’re one mistake away from being treated like a suspect instead of a survivor.”

The kid’s jaw worked. No words. Just the quiet chew of pride and pain and the adrenaline crash that would hit hard the second he let himself blink.

Aizawa straightened, the conversation closing in his posture. Enough for tonight. The boy looked two minutes from dropping where he sat, and whatever line he’d crossed in Deika would only get messier if they dragged this through exhaustion.

“We’re done for now. Go rest.”

Katsuki pushed himself up without complaint, stiff in a way that made Aizawa’s knuckles itch with the urge to shove him toward a bed and stand guard. He made it to the hallway before Aizawa added, flatter now, already shouldering tomorrow.

“Oh… and Tsukauchi will come by tomorrow.”

A hitch in the kid’s step. Then the door to the bedroom eased shut.

Silence. The apartment exhaled—thin walls, low hum of the fridge, distant elevator cables. Aizawa stood a moment longer, listening to his own heartbeat even out.

His phone buzzed. Of course it did.

He answered without looking at the screen. “Aizawa.”

“Tell me your problem child is somewhere I can physically find him in the morning,” Tsukauchi said by way of greeting. The man sounded like he’d been sleeping under a stack of forms and woke up with a stapler mark on his face. Paper whispered on the other end, an avalanche of it. “Because I am currently drowning in reports with the words ‘unsanctioned,’ ‘civilian exposure risk,’ and ‘did you authorize this?’ underlined in colors I didn’t know our printers could make.”

“He’s here,” Aizawa said. He reached for the light over the sink and turned it off again. Too bright. “He’s done for tonight.”

“Good. Keep him that way.” A long exhale fuzzed the line. “You know how many agencies decided today was the day to care about jurisdiction? All of them. Every last one. The Commission wants three briefings before breakfast.”

Aizawa pinched the bridge of his nose. “He may have prevented something worse.”

“I’m aware,” Tsukauchi said, and beneath the gravel there was the grudging edge of respect Aizawa had felt himself. “I’m also aware he did it while technically grounded, on a leg that should still be in recovery, using methods that are illegal . I’ve got fifteen people asking me whether he’s an ‘asset’ or ‘liability.’”

“Depends who’s asking.” Aizawa stared at the dark hallway. “He looks like hell. Soul backlash. He needs sleep. You can have your piece of him tomorrow.”

“That’s the plan.” Papers shuffled. A muttered curse. “I’ll be by at nine. Earlier if the Commission decides to invent a new color of underline.”

“You’re not arresting him,” Aizawa said. Not a question.

“If I were planning that, I wouldn’t telegraph it.” A beat, then a tired huff that might have been a laugh. “Relax. I’m not here to make your life worse. Just to make mine slightly less on fire.”

“Bring coffee.”

“I’ll bring two.” Another sigh, this one softer. “He okay?”

Aizawa let the honest answer sit where only he could hear it: No. Yes. He’s breathing. He’s here. Out loud, he said, “for now.”

“Then keep him horizontal.” Tsukauchi’s voice thinned with distance, already turning back to the pile. “And if he even looks at a window, tie him to the bed.”

Aizawa grunted. “See you at nine.”

“See you at nine.”

The line clicked off. He stood in the quiet until his eyes adjusted, then moved through the apartment on memory: checked the lock; checked the window latch; set his phone face down on the counter. From the hall, the smallest sound—fabric settling, breath easing. He let his shoulders fall a fraction.

Tomorrow, they’d draw the lines. Tonight, the kid slept..


 

Morning came sharp. The knock was the polite kind. Aizawa was already up, hair elastic clenched between his teeth as he moved. He cracked the door and took in Tsukauchi: jacket, a thick folder, and the dry look of a man who’d driven too far on too little.

“Where is he?” Tsukauchi asked, voice set to chew. 

“Asleep,” Aizawa said. “As I said, he took soul backlash head-on.”

Tsukauchi’s mouth tipped like he wanted to be impressed and refused. “He also gave me fifteen statements, four union reps with torches, and three different agencies screaming jurisdiction. Let’s go wake genius up so he can tell me why I should forgive him.”

Aizawa led him down the hall and tried to unhook the joke before it snagged on anything. He pushed the bedroom door with two fingers.

“Bakugo,” he said from the threshold. voice pitched low not to startle him. “Up.”

The shape on the bed didn’t move. His mouth was closed, shoulders loose, neck neutral, hands out of covers. The blinds laid a barcode across his face.

“Bakugo,” Aizawa repeated, stepping in. 

Nothing. No disgruntled grunt, no pulling of blankets over his head. The stillness was wrong.

He came to the side of the bed and set a hand to the shoulder, hand firm. “Katsuki. Wake up”

Warm skin. No answering tension. He squeezed, not unkind, the way you wake soldiers. “Hey.”

The boy’s head rocked with the motion and… settled back exactly as it had been, like a picture returning to level.

Tsukauchi hovered in the doorway, the file going slack. “He acting?”

“No,” Aizawa’s mouth flattened. 

He turned the lamp on.

No flutter of eyelids. He lifted one lid carefully. Pupils: reactive to the light from the blinds. Good. Not enough. He caught the wrist on top of the blanket, pressed two fingers to the radial. Pulse present. He counted to four and checked the math twice.

“Pain stimulus,” Tsukauchi offered.

Aizawa nodded, jaw tight, and laid two knuckles hard into the breastbone in a textbook sternum rub that should have made any conscious man swing. Nothing. He did it again, felt the quiet thunk of cartilage. No argument from the body beneath.

“Recovery Girl,” Aizawa snapped. “Now.”

Tsukauchi’s phone was already to his ear. “Chiyo. It’s Tsukauchi. We are here with Bakugo—he’s completely unresponsive. He’s breathing, pupils good, but won’t rouse. Meet us in the teacher dorms. Bring everything.”

Aizawa leaned in to listen for breaths, cheek close to mouth, eyes on rib rise. In and out. He forced himself not to count seconds between. He set the blanket aside to clear airways, turned the kid a fraction to guard against aspiration because motion keeps hands from shaking.

That’s when his fingers slid under the collar. His brain didn’t recognize what they felt, so it filed it as “wrong temperature.” He pushed the shirt a fraction and saw it.

Black.

Hair-thin at the edge, thicker where the line crossed bone, Aizawa’s eyes shocked wide before he could leash the reaction. He pushed the collar farther, and the line answered by revealing its neat little collar around the base of the throat.

He threw a look at Tsukauchi that said ‘do you see this’ and ‘how did I not’ at the same time.

Tsukauchi came closer and took one look and swore softly. “New?”

Aizawa’s mouth went dry. “He never—” His throat closed over the end of the sentence. He never told me. He saw, in a hard flash, every high collar, every hood tugged up, every hand at his throat, the day he started wearing turtle necks. How many times had the kid angled his body away when Aizawa checked him? How many times had Aizawa let him?

He peeled the collar farther, careful, and the line kept going, crossing the sternum’s top like a hand had pressed there hard enough to leave an echo. His pulse went to his ears and stayed there.

His eyes traced the lines again. Fine threads at the edges, thicker over tendons, braiding at crossings, a new loop ghosting the underside of the wrist he’d never seen because the wrist had always been clenched or covered or busy. He hadn’t noticed.

His hair floated, Erasure sitting in his eyes and accomplishing nothing. He felt a heat rise in his chest that had nothing to do with quirks—fear, as pure as electricity and a little stupid.

“Hey,” he said, and the word came out smaller than he meant. He talked anyway because words are also a hand on the shoulder. “Katsuki. You’re safe. You’re at U.A. You can stop now.”

The boy breathed, steady as a machine.

Aizawa scraped a hand back through his hair until his scalp hurt. For a second he let the fear show on his face.

“Back up,” Tsukauchi said quietly. “You’re shaking.”

Aizawa realized he was—minute tremors in the knuckles, the kind that arrive when you’ve gripped too long. He swallowed, blinked hard, and did the most Aizawa thing available to him: he tried to erase it. 

His quirk burned awake behind his eyes; the familiar bite ran along his lashes. He fixed the mark in his sightline and exhaled.

Nothing.

No fade, no crackle, no telltale prickle in the air. The black sat where it sat, clean and indifferent.

Aizawa let the quirk go with a hiss between his teeth. The after-sting watered his eyes. He hated that Tsukauchi could see it.

“Shota,” Tsukauchi said, lower now. “Breathe.”

“I am ,” he snapped, then heard himself and softened it without apologizing. “I am.”

“Recovery Girl’s on her way,” Tsukauchi went on, voice moving around the panic like a man walking past a fallen wire. “I’ll call his parents.”

Aizawa nodded once, fast. 

The front door opened with the authority of a woman nobody argues with. Recovery Girl came in on a tide of competence, cane ticking once, twice, already interrogating the air. Aizawa met her halfway with fast facts.

She peered over her glasses at the boy and the bed. “Let me see,” she said, and both men got out of her way because men who want to help know when to move.

Stethoscope. Pulse ox. Blood pressure cuff that complained and then consented. She lifted an eyelid, hummed. She pressed the pad of her thumb to a nail bed and watched the blanch return. She pinched the trapezius and let go when nothing answered. Professional, brisk, not cruel.

“And this,” she said at last, tipping the collar with the back of her knuckle so the black could show itself. She didn’t touch it with skin. She looked at Aizawa, not accusing, just exact. “You didn’t know.”

“No,” he said, and the syllable scraped. “He hid it.”

“Pupils good. Vitals boring. He’s here.” Her gaze flicked back to the marks. “And somewhere else.”

“Can you wake him,” Tsukauchi asked, and there was no pretense left in his voice.

“I can wake a lot of things,” she said. “This isn’t sleeping.” She angled the collar a fraction more and watched the line choose its path. “That is not mine to meddle with.” She straightened. “We keep him monitored here for the day. If there’s no change by morning, we transfer. Hospital’s got toys I don’t.”

Aizawa nodded, already moving to fetch the portable monitor from the nurse stash he kept for nights like these. He clipped, taped, threaded, his hands remembering how to be steady because the body follows a list when the mind won’t. Beep. Beep. The room obediently learned a new heartbeat.

He took his seat at the bedside and let the pattern teach him that for now, this was fine.

Tsukauchi stayed standing at the foot of the bed with his file still unopened, mouth set. “I’m pulling everything from Deika’s nets,” he said, softer now. “If this is an echo of last night, there’ll be a shape.”

“And if it isn’t?” Aizawa asked without looking away from the boy’s face.

“Then we figure it out when we get there,” Tsukauchi said, which was what men say when they mean we improvise. He put a hand on Aizawa’s shoulder in a quick thing disguised as balance.

Once, when the others were quiet, the panic he’d been fending off surged up and tried to break the surface. He shut his eyes hard and, out of old habit, let his quirk itch awake as if a glare could bully the black into behaving. It didn’t. His eyes watered from effort and he let them. He bowed his head for a beat so no one had to see it.

“Shota,” Recovery Girl said from the doorway, cane ticking, voice not unkind. “You can keep watch without drowning.”

He nodded without looking up. “I know.”

He didn’t know. He learned, minute by minute, how to pretend.


 

“—Watch, learn, and feel the quiet mercy of being worn correctly.”

 

The boy-shape laughed—high and delighted—then stuttered like a bad film reel. Limbs stretched too long, shadows blotting where skin should be, the face peeling into something eyeless and endless. By the time the shape finished unfurling, the child was gone. What stood in his place was vast and wrong, a tower of shadows and ruin. The air thickened with it, and the floor bled into black stone beneath his feet.

All For One smiled through his new face. “Much better,” he murmured, and the room obeyed by changing shape to fit him.

The lab’s edges loosened, ceiling unzipping into a seam of darkness that widened until there was no ceiling at all—only a drop into an abyss. Sound thinned as if every wall had stepped back from its own echo. The concrete slicked underfoot, an oily sheen rose to the surface, spreading into a rainbow—pretty until you remember it kills everything it touches.

Katsuki knew this place. It was his own soul space—he recognized the shape—but it was now smeared with another’s fingerprints, invaded and fouled. A tide of presence moved through it—slow, inevitable—bringing its own gravity.

Then the weight came down.

Chains fell out of the open sky in slow, precise arcs, carving lines through the air and hissing when they met the floor. No two matched. Some were rusted iron the color of dried blood. Some were braided hair threaded through bone. Some weren’t metal at all but braided script, words knotted until they held. They hissed coldly where they met the oily floor and sent ripples across the slick surface. 

Things hung on them—after-images with mass, not bodies—A laugh that flinched mid-sound and became a cough, then a rasp. A whistle that warped into a feedback whine. Colors that didn’t belong to the human world bled out and pooled, refusing to dry. Dozens, then hundreds; soon the edges of the room were a crowd.

“One must carry one’s instruments,” All For One spread his palms like a host unveiling a gallery. “What is a craftsman without his tools?” The chains answered him—Not speech exactly—the throat-noises people make when they’ve learned how to weep without moving their faces. Every chain had music. Some hummed with static. Some clicked like beetles. Some sang lullabies.

Katsuki’s stomach rolled. He had been inside a smaller version of this once—a Nomu’s screaming architecture stacked with souls—and this was the same horror built to cathedral size. The abyss leaned down until the pressure made his ears pop. He felt his own space trying to hold shape under the pressure of another’s, oozing into every seam. Oil through cloth. Black into black.

“You keep looking at your hands as if they have a vote,” All For One noted, light and amused. “They don’t. Not here.” He looked around like a man pleased with his renovations. “Welcome to your room,” he added, conversational. “And mine. Soul spaces overlay well when one understands architecture.”

Katsuki tried to square his shoulders, but they stayed rounded because the weight told them to.

“Let’s set the terms,” the man went on, patient as a teacher. “There are two of you in here."

His voice warmed. “Ah. This part is cruel. I’m proud of it.”

He extended two fingers and pinched the air as if grabbing an invisible thread. Something hair-thin and black rose from the floor in answer and darted into the deeper dark. Chains slithered like snakes. They dragged another presence into view.

Katsuki felt it before he saw it—heat, real heat , not the feverish ache that had been chewing at his bones for days. It licked the edges of the air, sharp and clean. chain dragged across oil; sparks skittered. Then the thing on the line hit open space.

His flame.

His other half—all shoulders and forward motion—bared his teeth, golden aura spitting like a live grenade in a fist. The restraints weren’t the smooth, quiet work wrapped around Katsuki’s own wrists. These were hammered and ugly—the kind you use when you expect to get burned. Every lunge made sparks bite the air. Every step forward ended with a precise, humiliating half-step back.

Katsuki’s knees would have buckled if they weren’t already on the ground. 

“Get. Off .” His flame snarled, voice thrown like a fist through glass. He twisted and tore at the link across his chest with his teeth, hit steel, spat blood, then tried again.

Amusement warmed All For One’s face by a degree. “There it is,” he observed, almost indulgent. “Combustion with nowhere useful to go.” He drew the chains’ lines together—close, closer—until Katsuki could see the clench of his other self’s hands, feel the heat rolling off him in hot, stinging waves. Then he stopped them short. Not touching, not enough to allow them to fuse, but just close enough that the lack of contact was the blade.

“You wanted your other half. You have been very clear about that.” All For One said gently, delighted with his own neatness. “Everyone has a right to be heard.” His gaze flicked between them.  “So I am giving you what you asked for. Together. Always. Close enough to keep each other company.”

The flame snapped his head toward Katsuki. His eyes were alive, burning with the old fury. The fury faltered when he saw what shape Katsuki had been bent into—slumped, hollowed, knees to the floor, eyes dimmed down to embers. “What the hell did he do to you?” The words came out rougher than rage—suddenly something rawer, terrified.

Katsuki’s throat locked. The sound of that voice—the one that used to live in his mouth—was almost enough to break him.

All For One answered for him, amused. “What I always do. I trimmed him down to size. Showed him the weight of truth. And he—well.” His head cocked a fraction. “He’s learning to be a very good listener.”

“Shut the hell up,” the flame snarled, yanking against the chains hard enough to blister. His gaze snapped back to Katsuki, hot and desperate. “Don’t listen. Don’t you dare listen to him. None of that shit he put in your head is real, do you hear me?”

Katsuki’s chest spasmed. Hope and doubt collided and became static. What if this, too, was a trick? Another layer? What if the person across from him was just another mask with heat and temper painted on? His flame—his missing self—what if even that had been rewritten by All For One? What if there was nothing left to trust, including the piece that said trust me ?

The thought— what if I can’t even trust myself —hurt worse than any chain.

“Not real,” he croaked. His voice sounded like it belonged to someone smaller. “You’re just… another trick.”

The flame flinched like he’d been slapped. “I’m not a trick,” he said through his teeth. “I’m you.”

“Mm,” All For One hummed, with the cold satisfaction of a man who’d already seen the end of this conversation. “He was you. Once. Before he learned who he really is.”

Katsuki shut his eyes and discovered the dark behind his lids was the same color as this place. Opening them again didn’t change anything.

All For One stepped in—not closer with his feet; closer with tone. He lowered his voice until it landed like a hand on the back of a frightened animal’s neck. “Breathe, Katsuki.” The syllables were soft and unhurried, threaded with patience he didn’t deserve. “In for four. Hold two. Out for six,” he coaxed, borrowing Katsuki’s own trick and handing it back as if he had invented it.

The flame ripped at his bindings. “Don’t talk to him like—”

“Shh,” All For One said without looking away from Katsuki. “Loud things can wait their turn.” He addressed the flame with a courteous tilt of his chin. “You had the wheel long enough to prove you don’t know where to go.”

“Where to go?” the flame laughed, mean with fear. “The fuck are you saying, asshole?” He thrashed against the chains again, whole body one refusal. The chains took the impact, translated it into a tidy vibration, and handed it back. He didn’t stop. “Coward,” he bit out, never taking his eyes off Katsuki’s. “Move him closer. Let us—”

“Fuse?” All For One made the word pleasant. “And waste the only elegant thing about him? No. The split is not a problem.” He looked back to Katsuki and let the kindness show. “It is the solution.” He turned his palms up, as if balancing scales. “I need you both exactly like this. Separate. It’s such a delicate balance, Katsuki.”

“Don’t you dare use our name,” the flame growled, chains snarling with him.

“Temper, temper,” All For One crooned. “You should be proud, Katsuki.” He aimed the name where it would land—soft on the slumped boy, pointed at the one who bared teeth. “When I took your quirk, I never intended to split your soul. It has never happened, not once. No one has ever torn sideways the way you did. You hit the seam at the only wrong-right angle with everything you had and came apart.” A breath that might have been admiration touched the ruined mouth. “I am not often surprised. My favorite kind of gift.”

The room listened. Even the bone-words braided into chain went quiet to hear him enjoy his own precision. “I decided then,” he went on, “That I could lock both down and wear what remained. Use your hands to touch souls at their source. Walk into One For All and not be refused, because you’ll be the one knocking.”

Katsuki swallowed. It rattled. He could feel heat on his face—that specific dry warmth you only feel standing too close to fire. He didn’t know which ache to turn toward: the bright, furious one still trying to chew through iron, or the dull organ-deep one where obedience had learned to live. His arms twitched, stupid with wanting. The chains didn’t tighten. They didn’t need to. He knew exactly where the perimeter was now and stopped there like an animal that’s already learned the fence.

“Look at me,” his flame said, low and urgent.  “It’s me. Breathe, idiot. I’m right here . You don’t have to—”

“He does,” All For One corrected without looking at the flame, honey poured over razors. “Without me, you would drown yourselves in theatre. And tell me—” He tilted his head with sympathetic curiosity. “What would he stand up for , even if you bullied him to his feet? Where would he go?”

The words slid through Katsuki like black water.

“Takeshi is dead.”

The flinch was tiny; inside it felt like a detonation.

“Did you think you could outrun grief by sprinting?” the villain asked softly.

“Don’t listen to him,” the flame snapped, feral on the chain.

“And Eri,” All For One continued, stepping over the snarl as if it were a toy in a hallway, “sweet little thing. Resource. The Commission has her. Their paperwork is immaculate. She cried for you for a night or two. Children are resilient.” He lowered his voice until it sounded like a hand smoothing a cowlick. “She will forget.”

Katsuki’s throat worked. 

“There is nothing left to claw back to,” All For One finished, light, almost fond. “Nothing worth the trouble.”

Stop talking over him. ” The fire snapped, voice breaking with heat and fear. He yanked again, collar shrieking. The smell of scorched metal sat on his tongue. “Katsuki. You’re drowning because he keeps shoving your head under where it hurts most. That’s all this is!”

Something sparked—small, stubborn. It climbed the edge of his vision and sat there, rough as the sound of his name in the right mouth.

“Hey,” the flame said, voice like grit under a boot. “Dumbass. Eyes up.”

Katsuki’s head jerked before he chose to move it. Across that fixed, impossible gap stood the other him, shoulders squared. Those eyes had never been for decoration—they were the kind you don’t meet unless you have a reason. Even the air around him seemed to be choosing a direction.

“None of that happened,” the flame said—hard, fast. “The band frying you, the Commission ripping Eri away, the teacher lounge circus, the old man and the bottles. None of it. That’s his cage talking. He put it in your head because you’re easier to chain when you think you already failed.”

Relief tried to stand; it came too fast it hurt. His body tried to move; the leash at his waist didn’t bother making a sound. He stopped because there was nowhere to go. Somewhere inside, tired and grateful and treacherous, he’d already started arranging furniture around the horror like it was a load-bearing column. Not real. It should have been oxygen. It made a vacuum where grief had been living.

All For One laughed—pleased rather than theatrical, the way a host is when a guest guesses dessert but not the recipe. “Ah. I thought I could keep that little secret a while longer,” he admitted, turning his head to include them both in the joke. “Watching you spiral was… entertaining. The camera call. The commons game. His ribs under your hands.” He made a sympathetic sound so polished it squeaked. “Since our pilot light insists on ruining surprises—”

He sighed as if indulging a stubborn child. “Yes. The chains and gore are unimaginative. Amateur work. Nomu need noise. Boys like you?” He spread his hands, hostlike. “You’re clever. You needed curated fear. Helplessness does more work than horror.” He clapped once, delighted. “Isn’t it beautiful when we understand ourselves?”

“Eat glass,” the flame spat.

“It was child’s play,” All For One continued to Katsuki, as if the insult were not even air, “You were practically oozing with fear. With guilt. With that brittle little need to matter . I built you a world tailored to fit the exact contours of your mind. Your doubts. Your regrets. A place you’d never even try to escape from, because deep down…” his head tipped, confessional—“you believe you deserve it.”

The realization hit—hard and breathless. This wasn’t just another trap. This was his . Built from him. Every jagged piece of insecurity repurposed into a shackle. Every half-formed fear mortared into the walls. Katsuki’s fingers curled into his palms, nails biting skin. The space felt smaller now. Tighter. As if every blink dragged the shadows closer.

“You,” All For One went on, conversational and cruel, “are porous in all the right places. You have such tidy fears,” he mused. “Fear of being restrained, of being made a spectacle. Fear of being nothing without fire. Fear of being seen and being seen wanting. Fear that being whole would make you into someone unlovable. Fear of your friends’ pity. Fear of abandonment. Fear of failing a child. Fear that you are not allowed to be angry without being called a beast. Fear of death.” The chains chimed like thin glass in a draft. “Losing her. Losing him. Being told to be quiet when your body was built to spark.” 

He softened for Katsuki alone. “And my favorite is the fear that hope is the worst liar of all. A boy who stops hoping is ready to be carried.” The man smiled, a private thing he decided to share. “I struck where it hurts. That isn’t malice. That’s craft.”

“Craft this,” the flame spat, putting his whole body into the refusal until muscle learned the shape of it. “I’ll fuckin’ murder you!”

“You’ll bark,” All For One said mildly, eyes never leaving the boy he’d gentled. “Because that is the thing you were born to do. It sells well.” He let tarnished pity settle on the boy on the floor. “He was always the point,” he added tenderly. “You—” he tossed a glance back at the blaze—“are nothing .”

Katsuki’s mouth worked. “Why,” he asked, and hated how small his voice sounded. “Why build all this. The illusions.”

“Because you don’t listen,” All For One said, delighted to be asked. “Not when it mattered.” His eyes glittered—the joy of a man who loves infrastructure. “You were disobedient. I told you not to break my toy. You broke Gigantomachia anyway.”

“So I did the hard thing,” All For One said, and the tenderness he put on for Katsuki’s ears was obscene. “I locked you down. Tools are expendable. He was a tool. You are not.” He spread his hands, apologizing for the inconvenience. “Your little dives into rooms not built for you, you frayed the cable I intend to drive power through. Unacceptable.”

“So you caged him,” the flame bit back, disgust hot enough to scald. “Because you don’t like your toys breaking themselves.”

“You are stubborn,” All For One continued, amused. “You do not hear no when you are wearing the idea of hero . So I compromised with you. Do you remember when you trespassed through One For All’s back rooms? When the vestiges tried to throw you back into your body hard enough to make the lesson stick?” He tilted his head, as if listening to that old violence echo. “I piggybacked while you were being rude. I placed the thorn in Midoriya.”

Katsuki’s breath clipped.

“It siphoned,” All For One purred. “A small, efficient leak from him to you. Soul energy to absorb the backlash from your little hobby of ripping at foundations. That way, you could keep being reckless and not shred yourself.” His eyes warmed in a parody of care. “I let you have your fun.”

Katsuki saw the handprint, the black, the wrongness he’d ripped free. He felt the way relief had felt like drowning the first time—too much air, too fast.

“And then you tore it out.” All For One said lightly, “Of course you did. Even before that, you were halfway gone. You found a corridor with no angles and a door with no handle and asked for a guide.” 

He cocked his head at the black chains lying docile along Katsuki’s arms. “I didn’t plan a prison then. Why would I? The marks were spreading quite nicely without ceremony. You were helpful even in your stubbornness.”

He began to walk as he spoke, not pacing—measuring. “When Gigantomachia went down, you proved you wouldn’t be handled. So I designed a room you would handle yourself in. I made a world where you would volunteer the chains.” He wasn't gloating; he was lecturing. “You needed to be quiet? I gave you reasons you’d accept. You needed to stop fighting me? I made it your idea. You needed to be separated from your better half?” His glance was a caress toward the flame and a dismissal in the same motion. “I locked him down.”

Katsuki tallied every word and learned most of the treachery wore his own face. He had wanted a rescuer so badly he’d signed on to owner. He had wanted quiet so badly he’d mistaken obedience for safety. He had decided the reduction of himself was control. Hearing it out loud was almost a relief. It meant he didn’t have to tell it to himself anymore.

All For One finally turned to the flame and let the warmth die. “As for you,” he said, voice stripped to surgical steel, “you’re a tantrum with delusions. Bark. It’s what you do. I am not obliged to listen.”

“Come unhook me and find out what I do, ” the flame shot back. “I’ll show you delusions when I redecorate your ribs!”

“I don’t fight noise ,” All For One said, bored, already back to Katsuki. 

“You talk too much,” the Flame answered, bristling. 

“I am narrating for your benefit,” All For One replied, amused. “The one on the floor likes to understand the shapes of his cages. He finds it… soothing.”

The chains didn’t tighten. They didn’t have to. The relief of stillness spread through Katsuki’s body like heat. The animal in his chest—the one that had gotten up every time, always—lifted its head, blinked, and put it down again. Not dead. Just done. Clarity made him a little sick.

All For One eased down into a crouch. He didn’t loom. He came to eye-level and stayed there, the posture itself a kind of permission. A gloved hand rose—slowly, the way you approach a spooked dog—and hovered before it settled with careful weight at the hinge of Katsuki’s jaw. Thumb along the cheekbone. Two fingers skimming the ear where a parent would tuck hair away from a sweaty brow. The contact was gentle, deliberate, perfectly pitched to comfort.

“It is not your fault,” he said, and the kindness in it cut deeper than cruelty. “It’s design .”

The flame went very still. Stillness on him meant murder. “Don’t you fucking touch him!”

Katsuki found his voice where he didn’t want it. “Why keep us like this,” he asked, hearing how thin he sounded and despising how grateful his body sounded to be allowed to ask. “Why—”

All For One’s answer was gentle, immediate, and sure. “Because you are perfect like this.” He looked between the two of them the way a craftsman looks at paired parts. “You can reach into souls, touch quirks at their source, and unmake the boundary the rest of us must circle.” He let the admiration be heard. “You are broken in such a useful way.”

The flame laughed once, all knife. “That’s the stupidest love letter I’ve ever heard. Go to hell,” he snapped, shifting his weight to lunge—

—and the air itself yanked him back, soft as a parent tugging a child out of traffic.

“See?” All For One said, silk over wire. “Separation. You can nearly touch. You will not.”

The flame threw himself against the chain again until something in the link sang like a hurt animal. “Katsuki,” he said, the name hitting so hard it knocked air loose. “ Get up. If you can’t move, look at me. If you can’t look, listen. You aren’t done! I don’t give a damn what he says. You aren’t done .”

All For One stayed at eye level. The kindness in the angle of his head was a deliberate choice. “Listen to me , Katsuki. The bad story is over. The one with the thunder and the stage fright? It served. We’re done with it. The heat over there will shout and shake the glass and look very brave. You will get to rest.” He softened the word into a promise. “Rest. Isn’t that what you wanted? To stop making the decisions that keep breaking you?”

Something in Katsuki reached for it before he could call it back. Not because it was right. Because it was easy. Because he was tired. His bones moved like they belonged to somebody else, and he was only borrowing them. He felt the other him feel it, saw that realization hit the blaze’s face and curdle with fury.

“Don’t you dare,” the flame snarled, voice breaking on the kind of fear he only let out sideways. “Don’t you dare give him what he’s asking for. None of that crap happened and it still carved you up. That should piss you off , not shut you down!”

It would be nice if anger came on command. It didn’t. Katsuki’s throat clicked. “It felt so real,” he said, small. It sounded like a confession in a temple. “I can still… see it. Feel it.

“Because he built it from your worst corners,” the flame shot back. “He didn’t invent your fears, idiot. He just strung them together. He’s good at that.” The flame shook his head hard enough to rattle the chain. “Listen to me,” he bit off, scrubbing the shakiness out of his voice by force of will. “What he put in your head? Eri, Takeshi— that didn’t happen. He said it himself earlier—curated, remember? He made it up so you’d look like this. Don’t you dare let him get in your head!”

Katsuki’s eyes burned. Not tears; the other burn, the one you get when sand grits under a lid that refuses to close. “I can’t tell what’s real,” he whispered, and it was the truest thing he’d managed. “I don’t know where any of this—where I—”

“Then let me sort,” All For One murmured, the relief in it designed to be contagious. “Give me the heavy pieces. You keep the little ones you like.” His voice was so gentle it scalded. “That’s the gift. Let me make those calls.” He leaned just enough to share breath. “Here is the trouble with rooms like this,” he said, voice pitched for the tired. “They’re very good at making questions. Perhaps that man never took his last breath in that bedroom. Perhaps the Commission never filed anything that used the word custody. Perhaps the card table in that noisy common room never existed.” A tiny, sympathetic sound, almost a laugh smoothed flat. “Or perhaps it all did. Both possibilities hurt you in exactly the same way. Why should you keep paying twice? ” His head tilted, an invitation. “You were not built for this sorting. It’s cruel to expect it of you. Let me worry about true and false. You—” his palm pressed a breath deeper, “—you can finally rest.”

Katsuki’s mouth tasted like old copper. His brain tried to move and found only wet sand. The idea of not needing to discern reality felt obscene and merciful in the same breath. The part of him that kept standing up after being knocked down counted the cost and came up empty; the part that had been sleeping in doorways for weeks heard the word rest and felt relief.

“Katsuki, look at me! He wants choice to feel like pain. That’s the trick. He’s offering you a fucking lobotomy with nice words. Don’t buy it. You want easy? Easy is him wearing you like a coat while you watch. Don’t you dare give him that. Breathe, swear at me, do something ugly, I don’t care —just don’t roll over!”

Katsuki didn’t look at him. Couldn’t. His gaze kept slipping back to the glove at his shoulder, to the way the hand knew where to press. Relief pulsed underneath the horror, soft as a sedative. He hated it. He hated that he wanted it to flood faster.

“All that grief,” All For One murmured, as if reading a bedtime story, “all that doubt—put it in my hands. If the old man is alive or not, I will handle it. If the little girl is safe in a dorm full of saints, I will handle it. If she is in an office full of paperwork, I will handle it. If you never have to learn which one it is—what a kindness that would be.” The thumb traced a half-circle and lifted. “You have carried too many heavy questions for a boy who was never meant to.”

“Don’t you dare take that from him!” the flame snapped. “If he wants to feel like he did something wrong, he can work that out with me when we’re done kicking your teeth down your throat. You don’t get to comfort him for pain you built.”

All For One’s smile never touched his eyes. “I am so very tired of your barking,” he said without emotion. “Scream if you like. It wastes heat.”

Katsuki’s chest felt hollowed and scrubbed raw with something caustic. He wanted to tell the flame to keep talking. He wanted to tell him to shut up. He wanted to ask for instructions. He wanted—he had no idea what he wanted. Katsuki pressed his thumbnail into Eri’s bracelet until the sting scraped a line he could stay in. The part of him that had curled gratefully under the word rest shuddered with something like shame. 

“You’re not wrong to hesitate,” All For One went on, coaxing. “You shouldn’t trust what can’t be verified.” A fingertip tapped in the air. “So verify me. Consider the record.”

Silence stretched like glass. Katsuki felt himself listening.

“I guided you through Detnerat’s halls,” All For One said, tone mild as a weather report. “Left, then left again. You turned because I asked, and no one saw you.”

He had. Ren’s voice had said it like you’d say, tie your shoe before you trip. Katsuki saw the lazy eye of the dome and the way it blinked and didn’t catch him. His stomach tightened. Not proof. A data point.

“I told you, I am with you.” The phrase softened, identical to the one outside the dorm, light. “I was. I am. I will be.”

“I told you about my brother, and even that, was not a lie.”

“I pulled you back when you wandered too far into the darkness and the soul space began to keep you.”

“And the thorn,” All For One added, casual as a weather report. “I put it where it would spare you the backlash from your… habits. It harmed him only because you insisted on being reckless. When you tore it free, you were right, and I did not stop you.” A tilt of the head, conceding the point with pleasure. “We can agree on your instincts. When you’re not trying to be a martyr, you’re very clever.”

Katsuki’s fingers twitched where they’d gone slack. He replayed every syllable he could remember Ren saying and looked for the lie. He didn’t find one he could hold up and call false. Misleading. Curated. Knife-edged kindness. But technically true.

His breath hiccuped. The faces came then, uninvited: his mother’s rings flashing when she talked with her hands; his father’s careful quiet; Aizawa’s tired patience; Eri’s rabbit, ears up like a guard; Deku's mouth doing that stubborn hopeful thing that made you want to punch it and protect it in the same motion. He could not bear to be the thing that broke them. He had been a lit match in a paper room for months. He was tired of counting who would burn if he slipped.

“There,” All For One murmured, pleased to catch the tremor he’d been waiting for. “That’s the last string you’re gripping, isn’t it? Not glorious purpose. Not heroics. Not even fear of me.” The hand at Katsuki’s neck stayed gentle. “It’s them.”

“You keep imagining the ways you will hurt them,” he went on, voice dipping into something like pity. “Through accident. Through collateral.” 

Katsuki’s throat worked. He wanted to say no. The word pushed up and found nothing to hold. He was tired of holding a world where he broke everything he touched. He was tired of being a lit match in a room stacked with paper.

“I can quiet it,” All For One told him. “I can take the choice that keeps breaking you.”

The flame leaned forward until every part of him learned the chain’s refusal again. “Katsuki,” he said, softer than he ever wasted on anyone, “I know exactly how you breathe when you’re about to fake being fine. Don’t do that to me. If you want to give up, say it to my face so I can tell you you’re full of shit. If you want to fight, I am right here. Either way, decide, not because this freak wants to tuck you in.”

All For One ignored the flame like a parent ignoring a child’s tantrum. He tipped Katsuki’s chin a fraction with two fingers, nothing rough. “You’re testing my promises,” he said, fond. “Good. You should.” His thumb made a precise circle where spine met skull. “Very well. One more you can verify.”

The words came slow and exact, each set into place like stone.

“I will not lay a hand on the people you love.” Silk over silk. “Your parents. The child. The tired men who think they’re your shepherds. Your classmates.” He left each picture on the air long enough for Katsuki’s body to answer to it. “I will not touch them. You have my word.”

The fire snapped like a live wire. “Bullshit. He’ll use somebody else’s hand. Fuck him. Fuck his bargains!” his voice gone hoarse.

“Shh,” All For One breathed—not at the blaze. At Katsuki. “You don’t need to police my language. Only hear it.” He added, after a heartbeat measured long enough to lodge where he wanted it, “You will not watch me harm them.”

Katsuki wanted to want what the other him wanted. He reached for it and found only air. Plans used to line up in his head like dominos daring him to flick them; now every piece had swollen from rain and wouldn’t stand. All For One would take what he wanted—he could feel that as surely as he felt the glass under the moss. The only variable left was whether Katsuki bled everyone he loved on the way down. If the bargain spared them, wasn’t the coward’s choice the kind one? Maybe coward had always been kindness with the serial numbers filed off. Maybe he’d called it strategy because that sounded better in other people’s ears.

“Don’t,” the flame begged, hoarse, burning around the edges. “Don’t make me watch you hand him the keys.” He swallowed, and the sound scraped. “Deku is going to see you. He’s going to think you’re you. Don’t you do that to him. Don’t let him—”

Katsuki looked—just not at the blaze. He looked at the hand on his shoulder, warm and steady and unarguable. He had been strong for so long that relief felt like betrayal in his mouth. Maybe he really had been coward all along. Maybe the coward was the piece that was tired of failing.

“Good,” All For One murmured, understanding the decision as it formed. He lifted his other hand, palm up.

The black links around Katsuki answered.

Katsuki closed his eyes.

The chains didn’t cinch. They didn’t need to. They warmed, a hum through metal and oil and bone, a purr like machinery finding the groove it was built to run. Somewhere, a quiet click—tiny, intimate, final as a seatbelt.

“Katsuki,” the flame said, and the raw panic in it made his name sound new. “Hey. Hey. Don’t you fucking—” His voice went hoarse; he fought the leash until the hinge at his collar shrieked. “Open your eyes. Look at me. Look at me.”

Katsuki didn’t. He kept them shut because it was the only thing he could still choose that made anything feel further away. He breathed by number. In four. Hold two. Out six. On the exhale, something let go. It wasn’t loud. It was deliberate. The animal inside him stood, turned once, and lay down facing the door.

All For One smiled very slightly, the kind of smile you make when a complicated bit of clockwork finally ticks into sync. He didn’t gloat. He didn’t need to. He lifted his hand from Katsuki’s sternum and set it once—brief, approving.

“There,” he murmured. “Good.”

The flame went feral. “You quit? You absolute—” The rest broke against the leash, shattered into profanity that would have set paint to peeling. He hauled against iron until sparks scattered and died. He leaned so far into the gap that his whole body shook with it. “Open your eyes, Katsuki! Make it ugly! Make it hard! Don’t hand him—don’t hand him us!

Katsuki’s breath came steady and obedient. He kept his eyes closed and felt, distantly, the relief of not dividing rooms into true and false, hurt and lie. He hated that relief. He let it come anyway.

Across the gap, the other him hurled himself against iron until the chain at his ribs sang like a blade. He called Katsuki’s name like it was a lever you could yank and change reality. He promised violence and rescue and every ugly miracle he had left.

All For One only watched, the satisfied curve of his mouth saying he’d measured the distance perfectly.

He heard the flame—every curse a handhold thrown his way—and knew, sickly, that he was right. This was the part where he was supposed to snarl and stand. Where he always pretended he would. Instead, he folded. Not because the monster was clever. Because he was small.

Coward, he thought, and the word fit too well. Not wounded hero. Not tragic math. Just a boy who wanted the noise to stop and would trade anything to make it quiet. 

The flame said his name again—rough, furious, faithful—and Katsuki hated him for being the version that still believed. He hated himself more for needing him to be wrong. If he was right, then Katsuki was the one leaving everyone to burn while he lay down.

I’m weak. I’ve always been weak.  

Disgust crawled under his skin; he wanted out of it. He wanted to unzip himself and step away. Instead he sank, and the sinking felt like relief, and that was the part that made him hate himself most.

He’d always thought the worst thing someone could do was break him.

Worse is finding out how little force it took.

A promise, and the part of you that calls itself hero curled up at a monster’s feet. You didn’t even bargain. You didn’t ask for proof. You didn’t demand terms that meant anything. You heard the word safe and you salivated.

He could feel the flame’s fury like heat through glass, and all it did was make him smaller. That version of him was everything he pretended to be: raw nerve, ugly courage, refusal. And here he was—polite. Compliant. The quiet problem. He wanted to bite his own throat for it.

He tried to be angry at All For One. The anger came up hollow, bounced once, and died. The only thing with weight in him was loathing—and it was aimed inward, steady as gravity. He could feel it settle in the corners of him like soot.

 

Coward.

 

Coward.

 

What a disgusting thing you are , he thought, and the thought didn’t even sting. It landed with the quiet rightness of something long overdue.

I hear you , he wanted to tell his flame. He kept his eyes shut anyway. I hear you, and I’m still giving up.

The chains around Katsuki didn’t snap, they unclasped. The loop at his waist loosened and slipped free. The cuff at his throat sighed open. The rings at his wrists and ankles unhooked and fell through the oil-slick air as smoke that remembered being metal, the scent of old electricity lifting as they dissolved. The marks on his skin remained, thin and tidy; they no longer needed shape. Weight left him all at once. Not freedom—just the absence of a fight. His body did the honest thing: he sagged.

All For One caught him before the floor could. Not a jerk, not a display—just a steadying hand under the arm and a palm between the shoulder blades, the exact hold a parent uses to lower a feverish kid back onto the couch. Heat bled out of Katsuki in slow degrees. The impulse to bolt never even formed. He let himself be guided because choosing not to was easier than choosing otherwise.

“There,” All For One said softly, smiling down at Katsuki as if proud of a child who had finally stopped shaking. “No more restraints for you. We’re past that, aren’t we?” He hovered his hand over Katsuki’s crown—exactly the distance he’d kept before, mercy measured with a ruler. “Sleep,” he whispered. “I will handle the rest.”

Notes:

I might be taking an extended break after this. It could end up being a couple weeks at most? I have 2 jobs now, and I barely have time to edit and proof read. Sorry guys 😭

Chapter 48: Power & Control

Notes:

Babe, wake up. Another chapter just dropped-

TW for some pretty graphic imagery... mental imagery? Idfk

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Day eight.

Hospitals have a talent for making time into fog. The blinds were always half-open. The room smelled the way all hospital rooms do: thin soap, old air, a sweetness from lilies Mitsuki brought the first day that had already browned at the edges. The monitors kept their own metronome—beep, hiss, pause—softer now that the nurses had lowered the alarm volumes for the sake of sanity.

On the windowsill, Masaru had lined up three paper cranes and a crooked photo frame with a printed picture from Takeshi’s phone—Katsuki half-turned, Eri on his shoulders, her fingers hooked in his hair. Someone had taped Eri’s crayon drawings along the cabinet: a rabbit with starry eyes; a stick figure with spiky hair and a big smile labeled KATS; a wobbly house with three people under it. In the bed, all the contradictions that made up a person had been reduced to a body that breathed, a pulse that kept score, and the fragile circle of Eri’s knotted bracelet at his wrist, tucked under his hospital ID band.

Takeshi set his thermos on the tray table the way you set down a tool you’ve used for years—quietly, like it might break if you were careless. He had learned the nurse’s names by now, had learned how to silence the little “not a crisis” alarms without getting yelled at, and had learned which button lowered the bed. He pulled the chair as close as he could get without bumping the rails and settled with the slow care of a man whose joints had started to narrate their moods.

“Morning, kid.” He cleared his throat. “It’s actually afternoon, but I’ve been faking mornings for eight days, so, you know. Creative liberties.”

Katsuki didn’t respond. He lay on his back, mouth slightly parted, the rise and fall so steady it started arguments in Takeshi’s head about whether steadiness was good or terrifying. In sleep he looked young. Not the kind of young you can see when someone’s laughing, but the raw kind. The black marks that had made Aizawa swear under his breath the first day showed faintly under the hospital gown—fine lines along tendon and bone like someone had drawn over him with a very thin, very cruel pen. He still wouldn’t wake.

Takeshi rubbed his palms on his jeans and leaned in, forearms on the rail. “You missed lasagna night at the dorms,” he said conversationally. “Which—look—I can’t condone. There was enough ricotta to put down a horse. Eri took one bite and made a face like she’d bitten a light bulb.” He huffed out a laugh that didn’t sound like his. “Kid’s honest. You’d have loved it.”

He straightened the blanket edge with a meticulousness that wasn’t about fabric. Corner, smooth, tuck. The kind of fix your hands do when your head is busy falling through the floor. “I finally took apart that old space heater,” he went on. “The one that kept whining like a mosquito. You were right; half the guts were melted. I wasn’t gonna mess with it because I like my eyebrows, and you go, ‘why do you never want to do anything right the first time,’ like you’re eighty and paying my mortgage.” He shook his head, smiling without showing teeth. “Hate when you make a point like that.”

Somewhere in the hall, a cart went by with a high rattle. 

Takeshi popped the thermos lid and let the coffee cut through the smell. “Eri’s been drawing you rabbits,” he said. “Says she’s saving the best one till you open your eyes because she wants to see your face when you look at it. She also told me to tell you your hair’s a disaster.” He rubbed a hand over his mouth, scraped his teeth on his thumbnail like he could file it down to calm. “She’s brave, kid. Braver than most grown men I know.”

He hesitated, then reached for Katsuki’s hand. He’d been weird about it the first day—felt like trespassing. But the nurses had told him touch was good, and he knew what to do with instructions. He cupped the back of the boy’s hand in both of his, thumbs finding that shallow valley of tendon by memory. Warm. Alive. Too still. He could pretend the small twitch he felt was anything he wanted. He tried not to lie to himself and failed in small ways.

“You know,” he said softly, “my old man used to sit with me like this when I got sick. Real stoic bastard. Spoke in grunts and advice. Spend your whole life thinking he didn’t like you and then you get a fever and suddenly he’s inventing reasons to be in the doorway. Never said ‘I love you.’ Said ‘you eating?’ and meant the same thing.” He swallowed. “Ain’t talked to him in years. Maybe when you wake up you can meet him. You’d like each other. Two porcupines learning how to hug.”

He rested their hands on the blanket, eyes on the ceiling tiles—the same anywhere you go. “When Aiko was little—” The name snagged. He let it tear him on the way out and kept going anyway. “When she was little, she loved the stupidest jokes. Knock-knocks. Fart jokes. Giggle crap. She’d sit at the table with a pencil over a napkin like a critic while I cooked and go, ‘this steak is raw,’ like that angry TV chef. And I’d spit my fork laughing every time even when the steak was perfect.” He blinked hard, once.

He bit off the rest because there wasn’t a version that didn’t break something inside his ribs. He braced his elbows harder into the rail and breathed until it didn’t sound like crying.

“Anyway.” He cleared his throat. “Point is, somebody that small can make a room feel bigger by just being in it.”

His eyes tracked the line of Eri’s bracelet where it disappeared under the hospital band. The knot was rough, anxious, and tight. A kid’s hands, making a promise with string. “You keep doing that,” he said, voice down to grain. “Making rooms bigger. Workshop. Trailer. Even here.” His mouth twisted. “Every place you plant yourself gets weight. I don’t know how you learned that.”

He laughed once, ugly and honest. “I know you got parents. Loud ones.” The word softened at the edges, almost fond. “Good ones. I ain’t trying to steal a job that isn’t mine. I just—”

He squeezed the hand he was holding like it was a lifeline. “I don’t know when I started thinking of you like mine too.”

Silence held for a beat and then a monitor beeped. Takeshi looked at Katsuki’s face. “I’m mad at you,” he said. “Just so we’re clear. I’m mad you hide your hurt under sass, like that makes you look stronger. I’m mad you make me learn your tells like I’m defusing a bomb—I am not a bomb tech, Katsuki. I’m a man with a lousy thermos and a very good wrench.” His eyes burned; he didn’t wipe them. “I’m mad you made me care this much. I thought I was maxed out on that crap. Turns out there’s a secret account I didn’t authorize and you put your name on it anyway.”

He sagged forward, forehead nearly to the bedrail. “I can’t lose another kid. I can’t. My body knows how, but I can’t.”

He blew out a breath that shook. “So if you’re doing that thing where you think you have to carry the weight for everybody—don’t. Hand it here. I’ll take it. I got joints like rusty hinges and a back that complains about the weather, but I can still carry. That’s a promise.”

He laced their fingers, clumsy around the tape from the IV. “You told me once you hate being a problem. You said it like fact. Like the sky is blue and Katsuki is a problem. I wanted to tell you it’s the other way around. You saved me in more ways than I ever give you credit for.”

He sat back enough to look the sleeping face dead-on. “You don’t owe me anything. Not a performance. Not a quick recovery speed. Not… not the version of you that makes it easier to sit here.” He rubbed his thumb over the knuckle, slow. “You owe yourself one thing: try. Not for the school, not for Aizawa—though he’s wearing holes in the night for you— not for Eri or your folks or me. For you. One more try.” His voice went hoarse. “Give me something. A twitch. A sigh. Be stubborn about something I can work with. I’ll take crumbs.”

His throat closed; he fought it open. “I pray wrong,” he admitted. “I don’t know the words. I talk to the air and the air doesn’t talk back and I call that a conversation because it’s all I get. But I’m doing it anyway. I’m asking the universe, or God, or whatever the hell is out there. Come back.”

He exhaled slow, caged and careful. “Here’s the deal,” he said, lifting his head, wiping nothing away. “You get up, I’ll make you pancakes so fluffy they float off the plate. I’ll pretend the first batch isn’t burnt. We’ll go to the workshop and break the first thing we touch on purpose so you can complain about my technique. Eri will bring the rabbit drawing she’s saving and you’ll say it sucks and she’ll argue and then you’ll cave and we’ll all pretend we didn’t see it happen.” He nodded, as if they’d already agreed. “You get up, we go back to our regularly scheduled disasters. That’s the bargain.”

His voice gentled. “I know you got parents. I know they’re the first names on your paperwork. I don’t want to step on that. I just— I need to say this to the air so I can’t take it back later.” He tightened his hands around the one he held until he could feel bones and not just skin. “You’re mine too. Not instead of. Also. And I’m not good at losing what’s mine.”

He sat there with it, with him, in a room that smelled like wilted lilies and soap and fear, and let the monitor count for both of them. After a while he cleared his throat, rough, like gravel in a jar.

“Lasagna night’s Thursday,” he said, lighter on purpose. “They’ll ruin it again without you to yell at them. Don’t make me eat leftovers by myself.”

He bent, pressed his mouth to the back of Katsuki’s hand—quick, awkward, like a man trying not to spook a bird—and then set their hands back on the blanket exactly how they’d been.


 

The door sighed and clicked. Aizawa slid in on quiet feet, the duffel that “wasn’t a pillow” bumping his knee. Hair down, eyes doing that quick inventory they did every time—monitor, tube, cuff, bracelet, skin. 

Usually he came late—night had started to collect his visits; the nurses had made a joke of it, nicknaming him “the ghost.” Tonight he’d come earlier than usual. He paused just inside the threshold the way a man does when he needs to recalibrate his face before somebody looks at him.

He had started sitting here at night since the morning Katsuki wouldn’t be roused, and he was still here, an edge-worn constant Takeshi had learned to be grateful for in a way he didn’t have words for.

“He’d roast you for that thermos,” Aizawa said by way of greeting, voice low and frayed like sanded wood. “Says coffee out of it tastes like you licked a tire.”

Takeshi didn’t look up. “That’s why I didn’t bring his.” He shook the lid, sniffed, grimaced. “Kid’s not wrong.”

Aizawa dragged the spare chair over. He left the usual inch of space between them—close enough to be on the same side, not so close they had to talk about it. He dropped the duffel. The eyes finished their circuit—line to hand, hand to bracelet, bracelet to the marks along the throat, back to the clock.

“Parents?” he asked.

“Went to get actual food,” Takeshi said. “Masaru’s been pretending crackers are dinner. Mitsuki is—” He made a non-committal gesture. “They’ll be back before visiting hours end.” 

“Good.” Aizawa tipped his head toward the bed. He leaned forward, elbows on knees, hands loosely clasped. 

They sat in that for a moment. The room shifted from afternoon thinness to the thicker light that comes before evening. Out in the hall, someone wheeled a mop bucket; the sound was small and watery.

“You look like shit,” Takeshi finally said, not unkind.

“I sleep in chairs,” Aizawa replied dryly. 

Silence again, not empty. Takeshi poured coffee into the thermos lid and set it between them in case Aizawa wanted it. He didn’t take it.

Aizawa shifted his weight, an old injury announcing itself in the quiet. “I keep replaying the first time he walked into my classroom,” he said. “Asshole with a fuse. Burned to keep other people warm when he remembered to aim.” He swallowed. “I expelled him thinking I was protecting nineteen kids from one fire. Then he shows up again with no quirk, split in two, and he still tried to put other people out.” He made himself look at Takeshi. “I misjudged him. A lot. That’s not going to happen again.”

Takeshi looked at the man’s face and saw the thing you don’t often get to see on a teacher: the admission of a mistake without the armor of a lesson strapped to it. “He’s an idiot,” Takeshi said softly, the affection in it a warmth that reached his voice. “The kind that burns himself and keeps walking.”

The monitors kept time. Takeshi talked again because the quiet felt like an invitation. He let out a small breath that wasn’t quite a laugh. “He told me fate was crap. Said it like it was a fact. Then he looked at me like… maybe it wasn’t.” He rubbed the bridge of his nose. “When Aiko died, I was done. Then a pain-in-the-ass kid with a busted soul walked into my shop and I—” He shook his head. “I’ve been better since. I hate admitting that.”

Aizawa’s mouth flattened at the edges in a solidarity that didn’t need confession attached to it. 

Takeshi squeezed Katsuki’s hand once and set it back down gently. “Do you think he can hear us?”

“I don’t know,” Aizawa said. “I behave as if he can.” He settled deeper into the chair and, to Takeshi’s surprise, reached into the duffel and pulled out a battered paperback. “He scowls while unconscious. Very on-brand. It’s a good sign.”

Aizawa flipped the paperback open and read silently.

“Your mom asked me if I eat,” Takeshi said to Katsuki. “Rude. The answer is no. Don’t worry; she sent tupperware, which I will absolutely return if your dad pries them out of my dead hands.”

“Return the tupperware,” Aizawa drawled without looking up.

“Make me.”

“You’re in a hospital. I can have you removed.”

“Blackmail is illegal.”

They let that be a joke instead of a fight. Some things needed to be easy.

Aizawa closed the book on a chapter break and angled in his chair. “He’s stubborn,” he said to the ceiling, as if the boy on the bed needed the reminder. “He’s bone-deep stubborn. He will make this as difficult as possible just to prove he can.” He let a thread of wry affection into it. “If he’s going to refuse everything else, he’ll refuse losing.”

They sat there while evening settled, while the hall noise thinned. Visiting hours would soon end. Masaru and Mitsuki returned, quiet now, storm spent for the moment. Mitsuki touched the blanket with her knuckles and smoothed it even though it didn’t need smoothing. Masaru refilled the cranes, three more lined up, one slightly crushed because his hands weren’t as careful as he wanted them to be.

A nurse leaned in, voice soft. “Visiting hours are over.”

Mitsuki smoothed the blanket one more time, knuckles grazing her son’s arm. “Sleep’s over tomorrow, gremlin. You hear me?” She glanced at Aizawa. “Call me if anything changes.”

“Understood,” he said, already sliding his chair closer to the bed.

Masaru set one last paper crane on the sill, lining it up with the others. “We’ll be back at first light.”

Takeshi set the thermos on the table. “Text me if anything twitches. I mean anything.”

“I will,” Aizawa said. “Go.”

Takeshi touched the rail—one quiet squeeze. “Night, kid.” Masaru gave a small bow to no one in particular; Mitsuki brushed her fingers over Katsuki’s hair, then turned before the break in her voice could show.

The door sighed shut behind them. Aizawa stood, adjusted the blind a finger-width so night and day still meant something, checked the lines and the slow green wave. Then he sat, settled the duffel at his shoulder, and let the monitor keep time while he kept watch.


 

Night had a weight to it in hospitals that daytime never managed—like a damp blanket laid over every machine and breath. He sat with the paperback closed face-down on his thigh, a finger keeping place he wasn’t actually reading. The duffel was where it always was, against his boot. 

He was counting. He’d started doing that on day four. Instead of thinking the words “don’t die,” he counted breaths. In. Out. A murmur of air. The smell of antiseptic and lilies and soap. The small pale square of dawn hours away.

“Bakugo,” he said now and then, when the quiet got too sharp. Sometimes he said “Katsuki,” and the room changed temperature by a degree he couldn’t measure. “Your idiot teacher is still here. Don’t be late.”

The first wrong thing was the silence changing. It took him a second to notice—not a sound, but an absence. The room had a rhythm: mechanical, indifferent. Somewhere inside that rhythm, another presence moved. 

Aizawa’s head came up. He didn’t trust his instincts—they were too generous with ghosts—but he trusted his eyes. He studied the bed the way he studied an alley before stepping into it.

Katsuki’s eyelashes trembled. A small thing. Then his fingers twitched. The monitor picked up a faster step and then steadied again, as if the body had reconsidered.

Aizawa was already on his feet. Relief hit so fast it bordered pain. He had time to be glad he was standing because his legs almost forgot how to do it.

“Katsuki,” he said, and the first syllable scraped.

The boy’s eyelids dragged open slowly. Dry, red-rimmed eyes blinked up at the ceiling, unfocused, coming back from too far away. His mouth parted on a small, aimless breath.

Aizawa moved into his line of sight because he knew where the kid’s eyes usually landed first, how he scanned a room even when exhausted. “You’re in the hospital. You’ve been out eight days. You’re safe. You hear me?”

Katsuki’s gaze found him. There it was—the burn of recognition—and Aizawa felt something in his chest start to unclench.

Then the second wrong thing: the recognition didn’t land. It slid, considered, filed. The boy’s gaze didn’t snap the way it always did—immediate, a flare behind the irises even when he was pretending to be fine. This was quiet. Patient. Assessing as if from two steps removed.

He smiled.

The smile was small and neat. It was a smile that did not belong.

“Eraserhead,” Katsuki said—except it wasn’t Katsuki. The voice wore his throat but had the wrong weight to it, smoothed like stone in a river. His cadence was precise, every word gently placed. “You look tired. Did you sleep?”

Every part of Aizawa that had relaxed went rigid again. He didn’t let it reach his face. Inside, everything rearranged: stance squared without threat, line of sight fixed, thumb finding the call button and not pressing it.

“Hey,” he said—teacher voice, the one rooms listened to. “Can you tell me your name?”

The smile tilted. “Names are for introductions,” the voice said mildly. “We’re well past that with each other, aren’t we?”

Aizawa ignored the static slither the cadence put under his skin. “Humor me.”

Those red eyes watched him like a clever kid deciding whether to spend a lie now or save it for later. “Katsuki,” the mouth said. “Bakugo.”

“And mine?”

“Eraserhead.”

Aizawa logged it. Katsuki used “sensei” like punctuation and “Aizawa” like a blade. Eraserhead was for the battlefield, not for this room, not for this voice. He felt the wrongness take root inside him.

Aizawa’s gut tightened. He kept his face the way he’d taught it to be during evacuations and parent meetings: a surface you could walk across without falling in.

“All right,” he said evenly. “Good. You know where you are?”

“A hospital.” The eyes slid to the lilies, the cranes, the sliver of city, and back to Aizawa’s face. “The decor is… earnest.”

Katsuki didn’t use “earnest” unless he was mocking someone on purpose—and even then he’d pick something with teeth. He’d say “tragic,” or “try-hard,” and he’d make it an insult.

“How do you feel?”

“Rested.” A consideration. “Light.”

Katsuki did not say rested. Katsuki woke like he’d been in a fight with sleep and won on points. Katsuki would have cataloged pain as if it owed him money, and called himself “fine.” Light was not a word in his vocabulary.

“Pain? Numbness? Dizziness?”

“None of consequence.”

None of consequence. That wasn’t a sixteen-year-old. 

Aizawa filled the space with ordinary. “Water?”

“I’ll indulge you.” A courteous incline of the head.

He poured. He didn’t step too close. He watched the reach, the lift, the swallow. Hands steady. Throat working. Katsuki never drank the first sip slow—he took it like a dare. This was measured. Nothing that looked like someone fighting their way back from the dark. The neatness of it scraped him raw. Katsuki had never done anything neat in his life.

“What do you remember?” he asked, keeping everything even. “Last thing before you woke up.”

A thoughtful pause. The eyes—red, bright—held his for a beat too long and then let go. “Enough,” the voice said at last.

Enough. Katsuki dealt in specifics, weaponized detail. He would have said, “Dirt in my mouth,” or “I remember your ugly scarf,” or “I remember thinking, if I have to listen to Takeshi tell one more story about carburetors I’m pulling my IV.” He would have hedged with humor to push back against how small he felt. He would not have issued a memo.

“Your parents were here earlier,” Aizawa said, because orientation used stakes you could hold. “They’ll be back in the morning. Eri drew more rabbits.”

“Ah.” The glance dipped to the bracelet tucked under the ID band. “Charming.”

“All right,” the word “charming” landed wrong in Aizawa’s chest—too smooth, too polished. He let the wrongness accumulate like evidence. He didn’t look away.

“Who are you,” Aizawa asked, and stepped back half a pace, enough to see both wrists and the angle of the bedrail and the path to the door. The heat crawled under his eyelids; his hair lifted; the room dimmed a degree—the way rooms always did when his quirk put a hand on them. “Really.”

The boy’s pupils did not shrink. The black lines under his collar did not recede. The presence in the room didn’t so much as blink.

“Good evening to you too,” the thing inside the teenager said, and the mocking was casual, almost absentminded—like a parent distracted while speaking to a child. 

The smile showed a sliver of teeth. Not Katsuki’s grin—the wrong patience wearing it. “You are exactly as advertised,” the voice said, delighted. “Truly, Shota—may I call you Shota?—you are a marvel. The way you can shut a room with your eyes. So intriguing.”

“Name,” Aizawa repeated, his voice flattening into edge. He didn’t raise it. Volume was a concession. “Now.”

The head tipped—admiring, indulgent—and the cold thing that had been sitting inside Aizawa stood up.

This thing was not Katsuki. And whoever it was inside Katsuki believed he was doing Aizawa a favor by explaining it.

“You know me by many names,” the voice said, pleasure running under it like current. “But ‘All For One’ will do.”

It wasn’t a sound that hit him. It was a collapse. An old scaffolding in his body gave out—the one he’d built the first time he’d seen grainy footage of a mask and realized some names rearranged the world around them. The symbol of evil. Everything that had chewed their world into a shape that made children weaponize themselves had a name, and it was this one.

“Get out of his body.” Aizawa didn’t raise his voice; he set it flat and deadly in the space between them. His eyes burned, but he did not blink.

A polite smile, infuriating in its softness. “No.”

“I’m not asking.”

“I noticed,” All For One said, delight threaded his voice. “It’s one of your charms.”

“Get out,” Aizawa repeated, and the room darkened a fraction more under his stare—the quiet, ugly pressure of everything his quirk did to the world. “Or I will make you.”

All For One—wearing the boy’s face like a borrowed coat—looked around without turning his head, gaze touching blind, lilies, cranes, knot, Aizawa. “This is what I enjoy about educators,” he said. “You pretend to be a kind of threat. The kind that makes your students listen.”

“You are not my student.”

“Ah,” warmth slipped into the red eyes, obscene and paternal. “But he was.”

“Is.” 

“Was,” All For One corrected gently. “He has been… so very tired, Shota.” There was that soft, paternal patience, almost indulgent. He flexed the boy’s fingers against the sheet, feeling his own stolen hand. The gesture was intimate and obscene. “He asked me for this, you know. Not in words—pride is such a crippling brace—but in posture. In the way his tiredness finally lined up into a door.” He glanced down at the bracelet where it disappeared under the hospital band. The smile went small, fatherly, monstrous. “He gave up.”

The words slid under Aizawa’s ribs and found the part of him that kept a chair open for self-blame. He refused them entry.

“You’re lying.” Aizawa didn’t throw volume; he threw certainty. It landed heavy and low. “He doesn’t quit.”

“Your faith is charming.” The red eyes crinkled at the corners in a parody of fondness. “There is more than one way to die. The body is so… bureaucratic. The spirit is where the work was done.” He touched Katsuki’s chest with two fingers, as if indicating a switch. “He has no fight left. He laid it down. He asked for rest. You may find that I am very obliging when people learn to ask for what they need.”

Aizawa ignored the goosebumps on his forearms. “Katsuki,” he said without taking his eyes off the thief, “you owe me for your earlier stunt and an apology for the second. I’m not signing your discharge until I hear both.”

“He cannot hear you,” All For One said, amused. 

“Then get out and let me talk to him,” Aizawa’s hands moved at the same time the scarf did—silk hissing up his forearm, loop dropping and binding All For One’s wrist to the rail. The other loop sang down; elbow met steel with a metal kiss. He shifted his weight: hip into bedframe, shoulder into sternum. His quirk burned raw and steady behind his eyes.

All For One looked down at the capture cloth like a critic considering a well-made machine. Then up, eyes bright, utterly present.

“Look at you,” he murmured. “Properly done. Wrist and elbow. Angle is good. Leverage excellent.” He rolled his shoulder minutely against the tension, respectful. “You have me in quite the vulnerable position, Eraserhead.”

“Stay down.”

“Oh, I will,” he said cheerfully. “But indulge me a thought experiment.” He tipped his chin toward silk, Aizawa’s hands, the span of breath between their faces. “Now that you know who is standing in front of you—not the boy, but me—you could do it, couldn’t you? End it. Right here. No press. No students. No speeches. Finish what the symbol of peace tried and failed to end.”

He held Aizawa’s stare. “Imagine the mercy of it,” he went on, voice low, almost tender. “Centuries of work, gone quiet. The world sleeps easier. Your colleagues stop bleeding out. And all it would cost you is one… decisive… choice.”

The scarf didn’t move. Neither did Aizawa.

“Ah,” All For One breathed, delighted to hear his own conclusion spoken back by silence. “But that’s just it, isn’t it? You won’t. You can’t.” He leaned in until stolen warmth pressed through cotton and restraint, until his voice folded itself into Aizawa’s breath.

Aizawa’s jaw flexed once, small betrayal quickly caged. “He’s my student,” he said, even and dangerous. “And you’re still in his body.”

“Exactly.” Radiant recognition, as if coaxing an answer from a bright child. “I walk up to you wearing his face, and suddenly the man who erases gods with his eyes is doing math about what damage is acceptable.” A glance down at silk, then back up. “Yes,” he said, pleased. “That is one perk. It’s beautiful, Shota. It’s also why you cannot kill me.”

“Watch me,” Aizawa said, and pushed. Not harder. Cleaner. Reset the line.

All For One’s smile sharpened. “Which brings us,” he said, almost kindly, “to perk number two.”

He didn’t close the distance. He didn’t need to.

“I generally have to be near enough to touch a quirk to meddle with it,” he murmured, like confessing a minor inconvenience. “Irritating constraint.” His red eyes sharpened—wrong on Katsuki’s face. “But your technique is sight. When you look, you throw a line. And this body—” a little tilt, almost proud “—lets me see it.”

“Your quirk is quite elegant,” All For One said, pleased. “Sight as a switch. And thanks to the boy’s… vision, I can see where your quirk touches the world.”

He lifted two fingers—not toward skin or strap, but into the empty space between them.

Aizawa felt it: the filament his focus spun the instant his gaze landed, a taut line from pupil to target. Katsuki’s soul could see it. All For One could touch it.

“There you are,” the villain breathed. “Your line of sight… as an actual line. No need to touch you—only this.”

He pinched the air.

Painless—obscene. The grit under Aizawa’s lids turned to water. Heat in his stare went out like a lamp. His hair fell. Fluorescents snapped back, cruel and cheap. Erasure didn’t fade; it snapped—clean, instant—like a peg yanked free.

Aizawa tried to haul it back with will alone and almost gagged on the uselessness of the motion. Blink and the line broke; stare and the line stayed caught—either way, it was in the other man’s fingers now.

“Much better,” he said, savoring it. “Your trick is refined, Shota—symptom management at the speed of sight.” He made a tiny plucking gesture, and Aizawa felt the obscene nip on that unseen thread again. “Normally I would need to be close. But you, generous as ever, meet me halfway. The boy sees where quirk meets will; I reach along your look and pinch.”

He smiled—parental, monstrous. “See how quickly you become only a man?”

Only a man. As if that weren’t the point.

Power came back like weather. Black mist at the boy’s shoulders thickened and poured.

“Hospital gowns,” All For One said, tone almost conversational. “So unbecoming.”

The fog ran down blue cotton and the gown wilted out of existence, thread by thread, like a stain sinking into paper and leaving nothing. A new layer formed from the collarbone down: black cloth that wasn’t quite cloth, matte and close to the skin, a juban of shadow that sealed the places the gown had left open. It flexed with breath and then forgot that it had ever been air.

Over it, the mist condensed into a kimono—heavy, formal-black, the kind worn for endings. The fabric read as silk until light touched it and went nowhere. He folded it left over right—the living wrap—and paused. A small, amused breath. “No,” he murmured, and flipped the overlap the other way: right over left. 

The burial fold.

Aizawa’s stomach turned once. He made his grip steadier.

The kimono stayed loose across the chest, a deliberate open V down to the sternum. The black handprint sprawled there was stark and obscene, fingers splayed over the heart, the ink-black seeping out into branching marks that veined across collarbones and into the beginnings of each pectoral. The marks looked old and fresh at the same time, like something buried that refused to stay under skin.

“Let them see their proof,” All For One said, eyes on the mark as if admiring a crest.

A haori settled over the kimono next, cut long and clean, sleeves wide enough to hide movement without swallowing it. The short cords that fasten a haori formed themselves into simple knots at the sternum and then melted back, leaving nothing to grab. Where family crests would sit at the shoulders and back, the mist stamped three faint, glossy circles that only appeared when he turned: each circle a five-fingered hand splayed wide, echoing the print on his chest.

Below, hakama drew themselves out of the fog and fell into sharp pleats. Not ceremonial width—tailored narrow for speed and steps. An obi pulled tight around the waist, deep charcoal with a subtle woven pattern that looked like brushstrokes when the light found it. He tied it in front in a plain knot—quick to cinch, quicker to cut loose. Aizawa noticed the choice, filed it: every detail meant movement.

“Textile control,” All For One said, almost lecturing. He rolled a shoulder. The haori flowed. “Traditional suits me.”

Boots grew up from the floor around his feet as if the tile had offered them. Soft-soled, split-toe jika-tabi fused to shin guards hidden under the hakama hem.

The hospital band flashed pale under his left sleeve. The mist licked it once—and stopped. Eri’s braided bracelet sat just above it, frayed and stubborn. He turned the wrist, looking at the three-stranded cord, and left it alone.

Aizawa moved the scarf higher, under the new collar. The material absorbed friction and tried to make the capture cloth obsolete. He shifted pressure and found purchase anyway. The open chest put the handprint in every frame.

“You dressed him for a funeral,” Aizawa said, voice level.

“For his,” All For One replied, polite. He adjusted the kimono’s overlap with two fingers, neat and exact, the wrong-way fold deliberate and unforgiving. “He earned a traditional cut.”

He stepped closer until the new fabric brushed the scarf. “You have me in reach,” he observed, smiling. “My offer still stands. You could try to end it in a quiet room.”

“You’re hiding behind a child,” Aizawa growled.

All For One lifted his right hand and extended it toward the capture weapon cloth. Black mist bled from his palm in a thin stream and lacquered the capture cloth where it crossed Aizawa’s shoulder. The weave stiffened and went slick under Aizawa’s fingers. He shifted angle, felt where the scarf still bit. The adaptation was clever, not absolute.

“Adaptive,” All For One hummed. “Not invulnerable. You’re due some small wins.”

Aizawa’s fingers whitened on the scarf.

“Get out,” Aizawa said, calmly enough to draw blood if calm were a blade. “Now.”

“Goodness.” The delight stayed. “We have said our names, set our rules, measured each other.” The red eyes warmed. “But I do have errands to attend to. Yes. Izuku Midoriya.” He tasted the syllables like wine. “I have unfinished business with the boy.”

Aizawa’s stance tightened without moving. The scarf creaked. “What do you want with him.”

All For One’s smile went paternal and cruel. “Oh? He didn’t tell you?” He leaned on the words like they were a lesson he’d been waiting to teach. “The child carries a relic born of me—of my excess, my brother’s stubbornness. One For All.” He rolled it out slow, savoring the shape. “A quirk passed hand to hand like a candle at a vigil. Power stockpiled and inherited across generations with the feeble hope of stopping me.” His gaze glittered. “The only light that has eluded my grasp.”

Aizawa’s eyes burned drier, harder. “You won’t touch him. You won’t breathe near him.”

“It is charming,” All For One said, almost fond, “that you pretend to be in control.” He tilted his head, admiring the restraint wrapped around him like a lesson. “But soon the power that ran from me will be within reach.”

He stood. Aizawa kept the scarf clean—no whip, no burn, no bruise—precise pressure, elbow to rail, wrist to steel. The body had athlete’s memory; it tested angles. The IV slid free with a wet sigh. Tape surrendered. The monitor peeped a scold and then pretended it had never cared.

All For One laughed softly. He didn’t go for the door.

He turned to the window.

“I have many quirks,” he said lightly, “but I do enjoy a story. Let’s end this chapter with something… fitting.”

“Don’t,” Aizawa said, and moved. The scarf sang for ankles, but they met invisible resistance. His eyes burned like sanded glass as he tried to haul Erasure back where it belonged and found nothing to grip. The hidden nerve was held delicately between fingers that were not there.

All For One laid Katsuki’s palm on the glass and looked not at the night but at Aizawa’s reflected face.

“For irony,” he said pleasantly. 

Light flared—white-yellow, clean and hungry as laughter—and the wall went.

Not the window. The wall itself. Plaster and brick chewed into confetti, the blinds shredded, and the lilies died in a scatter of brown-rimmed petals on tile. Night coughed dust through the hole where architecture used to be.

Explosion. The same caramel smell that sent Aizawa’s body into a reflexive brace from months of erasing it. He stilled himself by force. 

“Goodbye, Eraserhead,” All For One said, perfectly polite. “Do lock up.”

He stepped onto the sill and then into air.

He did not fall. Pressure stitched itself around him, allowing him to walk on air as if it was a solid surface. The black kimono and haori lifted at the hem and settled, funeral-cut neat across an open chest. The hospital gown’s indignity was gone. He walked a staircase that existed only because he said it did. Then he launched—one clean, confident push. An arc toward the direction of U.A.

Aizawa threw the scarf. Silk kissed something that wasn’t there and fell. He planted in glass grit and plaster dust and leaned into night with his whole body. Erasure clawed at his skull and finally found purchase. But it was now too late. 

Silence rushed back in too fast. Shame-fast.

Aizawa stood in the rectangle of ruin with his eyes burning and his hands empty. Dust glittered on the cranes’ wings. The bed held heat fading in the shape of a boy. 

He could still feel the ghost-pinch on the hidden nerve. He could still hear the wrong voice and the worst word—gave up—as if surrender were etiquette instead of emergency.




The first warning wasn’t sirens. It was the street flinching and the sky cracking.

Asphalt rippled like a rug yanked by an angry god. A black shape hit the avenue at a dead sprint—boot to hood to bus roof—fog shredding off him. He didn’t float; he tore through space, ricocheting off a lamppost that bent like a spring, landing on a step of air, as if the air itself was a steady surface.

On a sixth-floor balcony, a woman lifted her phone. She filmed a dark figure step onto nothing, red eyes flick to her lens, and a hand rise.

The block across from him caved—windows atomized, brick peeled. A man on a bike disappeared under falling glass; the balcony woman dropped her phone and watched her own screen shatter. People turned small and then loud. Someone in the crosswalk went down and came up with blood on both palms, looking for where it started.

Someone on the street screamed, video jumped, and caught a red flash of eyes. The clip would be replayed ten million times before dawn. 

Hawks took the corner low, feathers cutting the night into lanes. He’d already scooped two kids off a crosswalk and shoved a cab into a better angle. He hated the feeling of trying to shepherd a city that wanted to panic.

“Visual,” he rasped into open comms. “Target fast—Confirm: All For One in a proxy body. Assume full arsenal.”

“Copy,” Best Jeanist answered, voice tight. “Net in ten. Keep civilians breathing.”

“Use lethal force,” Endeavor snapped into the comms, the word dragging like gravel. “We finish this.”

“Mirko?” Hawks barked.

Her laugh came through like a punch. “Here.”

She hit the street—low, joyful, murderous—heel for the throat. All For One wasn’t there; he’d pivoted midair. Space shrugged. Her heel demolished a streetlight. She rode the miss into a spin, elbow hunting ribs.

The smile stayed polite. White heat bloomed point-blank—Explosion tuned toward flesh. Hawks dumped feathers under her, yanking her sideways an eye-blink before her face met shrapnel.

“Distance,” he snapped. “Don’t get cocky!”

“Eyes,” Hawks said, harsher.

“I have them,” Aizawa answered from a rooftop, hair up, lids dry. The world dimmed—quirks hiccuping, pressure tricks going soft. The kimono’s hem dragged a fraction as if the air had turned thick.

“Now,” Jeanist murmured. Banner cords, suit-thread, cable runs—anything that could be rope became it. The net cinched ankle and wrist. Mirko’s heel connected with a shoulder. The stolen body rocked.

He didn’t slow. He adapted—rolling the captured ankle. The not-teenager smiled and turned his gaze to Aizawa. And flicked two fingers into empty space and pinched his quirk as if it were nothing but an insect.

Aizawa felt the filament his stare had spun—pupil to target, taut as will—caught and crushed. The grit under his lids went to water. His hair fell once again.

Power rushed back greedily. “Much better,” All For One said—not gloating, just pleased something important had returned to his hands—and he moved.

He went feral: hands blasted the fibers that ensnared him, he ducked low under a thread snare, then high over another. He ripped a traffic cable into a whip, slashed a spark-line through a crosswalk, then blasted a parked vehicle into Endeavor’s path.

“Kill, not capture,” Endeavor said, hoarse. “If you have a clear shot, you take it.”

No one liked saying it. Every hand still steadied anyway.

Hawks threw feathers, aiming for tendons. Best Jeanist turned alleys into traps. 

Endeavor walked flame in from low and left, jaw set to kill. “Kill shot,” he shouted, aiming Prominence Burn. He fed the flame a path that would end a life and save a thousand.

The blast nicked the shoulder. It should have taken an arm.

Hawks’ goggles caught the wet, blistered skin—raw and ugly. He blinked against grit, and when his sight cleared the cloth was scorched and the skin underneath was already sliding back together, pinking as blood worked in. 

All For One tilted his head toward Endeavor, amused. Then he turned toward the street.

He didn’t care who was between him and forward. He walked through parked cars as if boredom were strength. Two fingers flicked; a city bus yanked ninety degrees into the avenue, becoming a moving wall that swept screaming civilians straight into Jeanist’s net. Faces slammed glass. Blood starred two panes.

A shockwave hammered the subway arch. Stairs turned into a chute. Bodies fell in layers; the sound was one long, wet slide. A woman hit her jaw on the third step and lost two teeth; she didn’t notice until Hawks’ net took her under the armpits and hauled her into bad air. 

“Civilians!” Hawks peeled without being told, feathers fanning into a net and dragging five out of the smoke.

“Enough,” Endeavor growled and brought the sun to street level.

All For One let a sliver of it eat the edge of his sleeve for effect and shouldered through the rest. The grave-plain garments smoked and held. His smile sharpened.

“Heroes,” he called, voice carrying without shouting. He almost sighed. “You are between me and a conversation.”

“With who,” Mirko spat, closing in again. “Your therapist?”

He invited her in—half a hand near her jaw. Not force. Not pain. Not even a touch.

Her quirk went dead.

It didn’t hurt. That was worse. It was absence. The spring in her calves vanished; her kick died in the air. She dropped, clipped a side mirror, and tore her forearm open on tempered glass. Blood sheeted to her wrist.

“Close is unwise,” All For One said to the crowd in general, helpful as a signpost.

Hawks dove and bled feathers like a man fending off knives. He caught Mirko on a net barely big enough for her pride. “Distance!” he snapped into the net. “He can shut you off if he gets a hand on you—”

“Copy,” Jeanist said, tone turning surgical. Threads darted through the street to keep everyone at least three meters away. “We fight at range.”

“Ah,” All For One approved, glancing up pleased. “We’re learning.”

He lifted his hand. The night tightened. Air Cannon—twisted with something uglier—tore a trough down the block. A row of cars flipped like coins; one roof folded in on an empty car seat, mercifully empty; another car’s windshield scissored glass into a man’s cheek and turned half his face to red lace. Hawks’ remaining feathers screamed and split. Endeavor shouldered a blast so it ate him and not the families behind him; skin at the collar cracked and bled through soot. Jeanist pulled suits taut and turned a dozen bodies into a safety net a city would never thank him for; jacket seams burned his palms.

The dark figure crossed the ruin the way a man crosses a lobby: unhurried.

“Back,” Aizawa ordered, forcing his voice into blade-calm while his quirk lay strangled behind his eyes. “Keep him away from campus lines. He’s after one of my students.”

All For One’s head tipped, the polite smile brightened. “Yes,” he said. “Let’s go there.”

“Fire!” Endeavor roared, and two pros obeyed at once: Endeavor with heat, Kamui with a forest of wood that grew out of concrete.

They hit. He let them. For a heartbeat he was a black cutout at the center of their attempt.

When the light peeled away, he was still walking.

The kimono smoked and charred at the edges; skin that should have stayed meat went smooth and flushed back to normal—and the fabric followed, knitting as the flesh did. Soot flaked, hems re-stitched themselves, scorched folds smoothed flat in the same breath that steamed off his collarbone. Hawks swore once, precise and low.

A woman staggered into the open holding her own ear, blood slicking her wrist. A boy with one shoe and a sock soaked through screamed and didn’t know why.

All For One looked past all of it—past Endeavor dragging iron-tasting air, past ropes and rules—to the dark line of the school on the hill. “Do keep the path clear,” he said, tone almost helpful. “I’m late for a very old conversation.”

The street tried to decide whether to be brave. Hope rose because light had risen. It flipped inside out when the next explosion rolled the block and made the storefronts shudder.

“Endeavor,” Best Jeanist said tightly, “we cannot let him cross Eighth.”

“Then we don’t,” Endeavor answered. Flame climbed and held steady, flame walking in narrow and surgical, poised to scorch a boy’s life.

Hawks threw a fan of blades across the avenue. They drew perfect, bright lines over black kimono sleeves and forearm. Blood welled in neat seams—then thinned, pinked, and closed. Hawks kicked higher altitude.

Edgeshot had already thinned—needle-fast, ribbon-narrow—whipping for the carotid.

All For One didn’t give ground. He leaned into the line and let two fingers brush the passing “thread.”

The effect was instant. Katsuki’s stolen soul-sense found the source and pinched.

Edgeshot’s quirk went dead.

The ribbon convulsed and slapped back into a man midair. He hit asphalt heavy, breath torn out, fingers splaying for purchase that wasn’t there.

All For One stepped through the grit and set a palm lightly to his temple—almost courteous.

“Ah,” he said, delighted. “This one I’ll keep.”

For Edgeshot, there was a beat of silence and then tearing without pain—like a zipper opening inside his skull. The old, obedient answer in his muscles failed to pick up the call. His shoulder thinned by reflex; his forearm stayed meat. He tried to flatten his hand. It remained a hand. The line inside him went slack.

A colorless filament slid off All For One’s fingers and tucked itself under the kimono cuff as if swallowed.

Edgeshot hit asphalt heavy and human. Air blew from his chest. He held his palm up and willed it thin. Nothing trembled.

“Edgeshot’s quirk has been extracted,” Jeanist said, voice going razor sharp. 

Hawks swore, a low precise word. “No one let him touch you. Distance or you’re donating.”

“Some talents are useless,” All For One went on, almost apologetic. “But now and then—” 

His left forearm collapsed into ribbon—clean, surgical—then threaded through the gaps of Jeanist’s street-wide weave like a smug needle. It reformed on the far side with a wet little sigh. New fingers curled and pinched one of Jeanist’s anchors. The cable parted as if it had wanted to.

“Is this the part,” All For One inquired pleasantly, “where you ask me why.”

“No,” Endeavor said through his teeth. “It’s the part where you die.”

“Ambitious,” All For One approved. His eyes flicked briefly past them all to the dark line of U.A. on the horizon.

Heat rolled off the block in waves. Civilians kept moving because pros told them to move and there was nowhere else to go.

Glass in the nearest windows had already puddled on the sills. Endeavor met him at centerline. Flame lifted and held, tight and bright. 

All For One ran straight into it.

Fabric carbonized; skin blistered and split; a pale sheet of fat liquefied and slid. He still stole a step sideways on hard air, turning a kill-shot into a diagonal gouge. While smoke still moved, new tissue pushed up through ruin—and the kimono mended with it, scorched edges knitting, folds smoothing flat.

“Leave him to me.” Endeavor barked. “Everyone else, clear the block.”

Hawks went up a fire escape, ripping frames into doors and hauling people through. Best Jeanist pulled banners and cable into rails and slings that guided a crowd. Ryuukyuu wedged a bus off the curb.

Endeavor drove heat back in. All For One slipped on air, dropped his weight into a crouch, and still got clipped. The blast took his face. Lashes vanished. Lips split and curled away. Teeth flashed dry, one eye clouded and burst. Cheek peeled back to bare bone. For a breath the skull showed. He didn’t stop. He slung an air hammer over his shoulder that buckled a parked vehice into Endeavor’s path, then cut side to side through the smoke. As he moved, blood crawled; a new eye budded and cleared; gum seated new teeth; the kimono’s collar steamed and lay down again as if ironed by heat.

“Enji,” he called, voice intact through ruin, “your fire finally has purpose. Keep it pointed.”

Endeavor slashed a narrow bar of heat across that new face. The left ear crisped; skin went black. All For One dipped under the rest, shoulder brushing flame, and drove Explosion into Endeavor’s sternum. The #1 held ground and answered by turning the street white.

“Prominence Burn!” 

The blast turned a hydrant to steam, birds dropped out of the sky, and the asphalt liquified. In the center, All For One went black silhouette, stopped for half a heartbeat—then rolled his shoulders and kept moving. His chest split open; ribs showed wet white; the sternum separated; a lung flashed gray, hitched in open air, and slid back under fresh muscle as fog poured across it. Ribs knitted. Skin sealed. Scab sheets sloughed and smeared under his boots.

He fought while he healed. A pressure ring ripped down the centerline and split asphalt. He bounced it with Explosion and snapped it under Endeavor’s next step to steal stance. Endeavor peeled heat off his own chest and cut the ring apart. The cut scorched All For One’s forearm to char. He shook slag; new pink already slicked the burn.

He ribboned Edgeshot’s stolen edge through two more of Jeanist’s lines, then sent a scatter of air bullets up at Hawks’ perch. Two punched the vest and knocked breath from him; he kept hauling people anyway.

“You’ve improved,” All For One told Endeavor, almost pleased. He stepped left on hard air, flared Explosion at the knees, and slapped a pressure palm toward ribs. Costal cartilage gave. Endeavor dropped to a knee, fired up the middle anyway, and skinned All For One’s abdomen. Loops of bowel bulged, charred, and slid back inside. Fascia trembled as it pulled shut. A raw seam climbed across his belly and faded while the obi smoothed and tightened as if it had never been touched.

Aizawa caught angle from a rooftop, eyes burning dry, and slammed Erasure on. The air around the target sagged; the hard rungs under his feet vanished. All For One hit asphalt awkward and rolled; Endeavor’s next lance shaved his abdomen open as he went. He shoved the loops back with the heel of his hand and the wound closed under it like a zipper. Two fingers lifted. Aizawa felt the filament of his stare—pupil to target, tight as command—pinched and cut. Dry went to water. Hair fell. Erasure died. He didn’t blink. He threw it again the second a new angle existed.

The second Prominence barely clipped the target. All For One’s jaw swung on one hinge. He palmed it back into place. The hinge knit. Teeth seated. Cheek filled from inside, lump by lump. He slid under the next arc of flame. Jeanist had ghosted in to help, snagging All For One by the wrist. but All For One pulled through the loop with a ribbon-arm.

Hawks dropped from smoke with a child under each arm and no big feathers left. “Keep pushing north. Don’t bunch,” he shouted at a crowd that kept trying to look back at the light.

Endeavor rasped a breath through a throat that felt flayed and lit a third Prominence. The glow reached the next block. Five streets away, people felt heat on their shins and ran faster. Mirko shouldered two more around a fallen sign. Ryuukyuu took a blast across her back and stayed up.

“South clear. West clear. North moving,” Hawks said, clipped and winded.

They threw everything: Kamui built a forest. Ryuukyuu caged the sky. Hawks bled feathers and charm in equal measure. Mirko laughed with blood on her teeth. Jeanist’s hands shook from turning a city’s threads into lifelines. Aizawa stared until his eyes went to salt, then to water, then back to salt—throwing Erasure like a net that All For One plucked like a harp string every time it took.

All For One walked through it.

And the city held its breath.


–Izuku–



The TV kept losing the picture to heat shimmer.

Every time the drone nosed toward the centerline, the feed smeared at the edges, snapped hard again, then blew out white when the heat spiked. The captions tried to keep up—LIVE / CITY CENTER / PRO HERO RESPONSE—while studio voices stacked guesses. Someone said Endeavor’s name like it hurt to say. Someone else used “proxy body” and “All For One” in the same breath and the common room forgot how to breathe.

Izuku stood because sitting made the energy in his legs shake out as a tremor. Chairs were already full. Todoroki had the back wall, arms folded, expression set. Jiro’s lips were pressed flat. Kirishima gripped the coffee table hard enough that his knuckles went ghost-pale. Uraraka twisted at a loose thread until it came free and she still didn’t notice.

Focus. He made himself do the thing that had saved him a hundred times when panic wanted the wheel. Catalogue. He analyzed the street layout—two lanes, bus stop, hydrant on the near corner, evacuation routes, pro heroes on scene. Hawks was in the air, assisting with evacuation, Best Jeanist threaded structure for containment and crowd control, Mirko, Edgeshot, Ryukyuu… Endeavour took the centerline and engaged in combat. 

The news said All For One was involved. The body was a different build. “Proxy body,” they called it. The movements were fluid and effortless, unlike the ruined body All For One sported after his run-in with All Might. Izuku catalogued each quirk the figure used. Some sort of mobility quirk? Walking on air? Pressurized wind attacks? Then there was some sort of healing quirk at play. Either that or strength-based. No normal person could face Endeavor’s Prominence Burn without significant injury. Multiple quirks. It was undeniable. If All For One was operating through a vessel he—

Izuku broke off the list mid-thought because the figure on the screen lifted a hand and an entire intersection folded. 

Explosion.

That was Kacchan’s quirk.

Heat washed the lens. Red eyes flashed once. The drone couldn’t get closer than that; it couldn’t hold a face.

“I have a different angle,” Yaoyorozu said from across the room. She pulled up a clip from somebody’s phone during the start of the attack. Several classmates gathered around her screen. The camera angle came from a balcony—it bucked backwards as the person holding the phone attempted to focus the lens. The night was ordinary for three seconds, then the black shape landed on a hood and ran—boot to roof, roof to air. The frame steadied just long enough for the figure to glance up.

Dark hair. Red eyes that weren’t right. He was wearing a traditional black kimono. 

Izuku’s thoughts stuttered.

“Bakugo,” Kirishima breathed.

The balcony video caught a polite smile and the start of a blast before the clip cut off.

Izuku’s stomach dropped. He grabbed the table before his knees gave. It was him—but the eyes were wrong. Not Kacchan’s eyes.

“News confirms it’s All For One,” Sero managed, voice thin.

“Someone else,” Kirishima said, and it sounded like begging. “Please. It has to be anyone else.”

The main feed jumped to a thermal shot. Endeavor moved into frame and stayed there, flame tight. He carved a corridor to push people out and left one path forward. The dark figure took it.

“They’ll—” Izuku started and the word scraped his throat. He couldn’t finish it. His thoughts kept grabbing the wrong handles. The hospital room. Paper cranes he helped Eri and Kacchan’s parents fold. Eight days. How many times had he said “when he wakes up” like a spell? He’d pictured Kacchan scowling at the ceiling because the lights were stupid. He hadn’t pictured this.

He watched the first blast rake across the chest. He watched a diagonal burn become new skin before the smoke cleared. He watched Endeavor bring the heat up and saw white crack, then blister into red. The drone zoomed; the picture blew out. The feed cleared again when the camera retreated.

A voice from the studio, careful and terrible: “We are being told heroes are attempting lethal force.”

They’re going to kill him, Izuku’s brain threw up like a flare. They’re going to kill Kacchan.

He realized he said it aloud when Ururaka’s hand locked on his sleeve. “Deku—don’t.”

Izuku hadn’t noticed himself moving until the back of his calves hit the coffee table and sent three cups rattling. “That’s—” The word came out as air. He swallowed and tried again. “That’s Kacchan’s—” He stopped because finishing it felt like making it permanent.

Izuku’s mind leaped tracks. Okay. Okay, if the order is lethal, then the calculation has changed. They will shoot to end the fight. He’ll keep wearing Kacchan’s body. They will take the shot—someone will take the shot. If I’m late, the last thing Kacchan hears is—

No. No. No.

He could feel his mouth running ahead before he knew what it said. “He’s in there,” he blurted. “He has to be. If I can just talk—if he hears me—he always hears me, he says I’m annoying but he listens, he always—”

“Midoriya.” Iida put a hand on his shoulder and squeezed. “You can’t go out there.”

“They’ll kill him,” Izuku said, and the part of his brain that usually lied to him about severity shut off. “They’ll kill him.” His voice broke on the last word. “And I can’t let that be the last thing that happens to him. Not like that. I have to try.”

“Try what?” Jiro demanded, too sharp. “They’re barely holding him.”

“Talk to him.” He heard how it sounded and said it anyway. “He’ll hear me.”

“He won’t,” Todoroki said, quiet and honest.

“He will,” Izuku insisted.

He slipped out of Iida’s grip without meaning to. Uraraka grabbed his sleeve harder. Mina’s fingers closed around his other hand. Kaminari planted himself in front of him with his arms wide like he was making a barricade.

“You can’t go,” Uraraka said, voice climbing. “That’s suicidal! Just look at him.”

“I can Float.” It sounded small even to him. “I can keep distance. I have Blackwhip. Smokescreen. I—” Words stacked wrong. He heard himself starting to babble and couldn’t stop. “Danger Sense will warn me, he won’t get close if I keep altitude—I can talk to him from there, he listens to me when—he’ll say I’m annoying and then he’ll—he’ll look—he always looks when I say his name, he always—if I just say it right—”

“You are not going alone into—” Iida began, then saw his face and stopped.

“Trust me,” Izuku said, and hated himself for saying it as soon as it was out. “Please.”

“Midoriya,” Todoroki said without moving, “if you try to leave, we will stop you.”

The feed went white and came back to Endeavor and the dark figure locking and breaking and locking again. Mirko darted in, came out bleeding. Hawks hauled two bodies into light and went back without breath to spare. Jeanist’s lines crisscrossed and cut, tied and cut again. The caption added EVACUATION UNDERWAY.

He saw a bus swing sideways and box a crossing before Jeanist could wrench it enough to let people out. He saw Endeavor get lower and narrower because that was the only way to keep heat where it belonged. He saw, with the part of his brain that always counted, how badly the pros were losing inches.

If I shout, maybe—maybe if I say his name right he’ll turn—

He couldn’t stand still. The panic wasn’t loud; it was a pressure, a steady hand pushing him between the shoulder blades. He knew All For One would come after One For All. It was just a matter of time. And if Izuku could make himself the decoy… maybe All For One would follow. If he followed, the others could clear the streets. Fewer people would die.

He moved before the plan finished being a plan. He pivoted and ran. Three hands tried to hold him and failed by a breath. Three voices shouted his name.

Smokescreen burst out of him in the hall before he meant it. He hit the service stairwell because his feet chose it. The roof door gave. Wind slapped his face and lined his thoughts up for half a second.

He climbed the low wall, and activated Float.

“Deku!” Uraraka shouted from the doorway. Kaminari coughed in smoke.

“I’ll come back,” Izuku promised. He didn’t know who he was telling or if it could be true.

He threw Blackwhip. It caught a light pole, then a roof edge, then another. The city made a path. Danger Sense woke—he aimed into it. It spiked and he followed. He didn’t look back. He couldn’t risk giving himself a reason to stop.

The wind tore tears out of his eyes. He blinked hard. The practical corner of his mind ticked off the wrong things: Float engaged, Blackwhip stable, Smokescreen spent for now, Danger Sense spiking then settling then spiking. 

“Just got him back” kept looping. Just got him back and they’re lining up a kill shot. If I’m late—

He swung for the next roof and prayed distance would be enough to keep his quirk inside his own hands. He aimed for the center of the danger because that was where Kacchan would be. And if anyone could get through a closed door by saying a name, it had to be him.


 

Danger Sense didn’t arrive like a siren. It arrived like a palm settled at the base of Izuku’s skull—soft at first, then insistent, then a steady pressure that wouldn’t lift.

By the second rooftop it had threaded itself into his pulse. By the third, it was a wire down his spine, spiking whenever the air ahead turned wrong—when heat slackened and then surged, when the light over a block quivered. It spiked when the heat did. He aimed into each spike, because standing still while Kacchan—no, while the thing wearing Kacchan—moved toward people he loved was not something he’d allow to happen.

He hit the last roof and had to stop because there was no more roof to step onto. Heat rolled up the block in breaths. Smoke lifted and slid. The street below glowed with the color asphalt isn’t supposed to glow. Actually, it shouldn’t be glowing at all.

Focus. 

He saw the line where Endeavor had contained All For One. He smelled the rancid, chemical-burn smell that could be anything. Past him, a figure walked through the flame. The clothes hit first—the shape of them. Black. Formal. Traditional. Not a costume. Not theater. Funeral black. The thought jabbed so hard he swayed on his toes. And the chest—open to the night, the knot of the obi low, fabric folding away from skin so there was no mistaking what lay there:

The black handprint over the heart.

The radiating marks crawling away from it like rotted roots.

All For One, with Kacchan’s hands—had dressed him for a funeral and left his chest open so the world would see the mark that put him in the ground. Izuku’s breath stuttered, caught, and wouldn’t decide whether to go in or out.

Move, he told his legs, and his body obeyed.

He didn’t hit ground. Blackwhip snapped to a streetlight with a clean slap and swung him into Endeavor’s corridor. He didn’t aim for the center of that black shape; he aimed at Endeavor’s ribs and yanked. The Number One slid half a meter; a heat-line meant to end a life scythed past empty air and bit asphalt instead.

The figure in black stopped walking.

Red eyes turned toward him without hurry. The face had just finished growing skin back over cheek and jaw. It smiled with a mouth that hadn’t existed five seconds ago.

“Ah,” the voice said, warm with recognition. “There you are.”

Izuku’s molars clicked together; he hadn’t realized he’d clenched his jaw. He pried it open. “Give him back.”

“You felt it in your skull,” All For One went on as if Izuku hadn’t spoken, calm as commentary. “Danger Sense. A useful alarm for telling you when you’ve made an error. You have.” His chin tipped—acknowledgment without respect. “This body’s third perk,” he added, almost fond, “is that it was your childhood friend. You won’t let them harm it. Perfect armor.”

He took a step. Not fast. Every cell in Izuku’s body wanted to go backward; he went up instead. Float lifted him a meter, then another. Blackwhip split—one, three, five—stringing poles and signs into a wide ring. Keep him out of this circle. Keep him out of reach. Keep him away from your skin. Keep—

“Give him back,” Izuku said. He couldn’t hear his tone over the static climbing his nerves. “Kacchan—” He caught his own voice and forced it to steady. “Kacchan. It’s me. I’m here. You don’t have to—just listen. Please.”

All For One stood in the middle of the web like a man under telephone wires. He didn’t so much as glance up. “He gave up,” he said, mild. “He said it with more honesty than I expected. It was almost beautiful. There is more than one way to die, Izuku Midoriya. The body is a method. The spirit is another. He is gone. You cannot reach him. He cannot hear you.”

Izuku’s hands shook so hard the lines tremored between his fingers. He wound them twice around his wrists to hide it. “You’re lying.” He heard Aizawa’s voice in his head tell him not to let the lie set its hook. He pushed against the panic and spoke to the face that wasn’t Kacchan. “You… you wanted him because he was strong. He—he doesn’t give up. He—”

“Was a liar,” All For One said, and for the first time his eyes warmed in the middle, pleased with the cruelty. “He was frightened. Constantly. Of not being enough. Of being surpassed. Of being a price someone else paid. He wore those fears like armor and called them ambition.” His tone softened into something almost parental. “I didn’t give it to him. I used it.”

His head tipped, small and exact, and the smile became Kacchan’s—sharp, private, cruel in a way it had only ever been for Izuku to understand. “Shall we be specific?” he asked pleasantly. “He blames himself for Kamino. He keeps the math in his head: All Might spent the last of himself for a boy who didn’t believe he was worth it. He thinks every broken finger you earned trying to catch up was a bill with his name on it. He thinks ‘take a swan dive’ is something he must atone for the rest of his life.” All for one smiled. “I didn’t want him because he was strong. I wanted him because he was weak.

Okay. Okay. Breath. He’s lying. He’s trying to get under your skin.

“Kacchan,” he said, because if he didn’t say the name there was nothing for him to stand on, “Eri and Takeshi are waiting. Your mom keeps sending food with Takeshi because she knows he won’t eat without you there to make him. You don’t get to be done. You don’t get to leave them. You promised Eri—”

A sting woke at his scalp—Danger Sense, hard now, not warning about fire, it was warning about him. He looked down and saw All For One’s two fingers lift and pinch a strand of Blackwhip that had been anchored to a traffic light. It shrank to nothing.

“Don’t point that at me,” All For One said, almost tender. “Lift it, and I will put it down.” He lifted two fingers again, very small, very exact. “He touches quirks where they are born. A rare talent. A boy who can lay his hands on the source.” He plucked again. Another line emptied into Izuku’s skin.

A scarf hissed around Izuku’s waist and hauled him two meters back and up.

“Out,” Aizawa said from the roofline—too close already, hair up, eyes dry enough to burn. “Midoriya. Now.”

“I—” Izuku started, and the scarf tugged again, not unkind. 

“Out,” Aizawa repeated, never taking his eyes off the target. “He can reach your quirk at range if you aim it. You know that now. Move.”

Izuku’s breath hitched, yanking the rest of the lines short before All For One could do it for him. 

All For One looked at the scarf with intrigue. “Your teacher is correct,” he observed, almost approving. “Listen to him, Izuku. Or don’t. It won’t change the distance between us.”

“Give him back,” Izuku said, because there was nothing else left that didn’t break when he touched it.

The smile narrowed and sharpened. The cadence shifted. “Deku,” All For One said, in Katsuki’s exact mouth.

The word landed like a thrown rock. 

“You kept the nickname,” All For One went on, voice gentle. “You sanded it down and called it yours and wore it like a badge because that’s what you do. He never stopped using it. Not in his head. Not when it was just the two of you. Not even after he learned how to speak like a person. He still doesn’t think he deserves your given name. ‘Izuku’ is for people who didn’t break you first. ‘Deku’ is for boys who try to pay a debt they can’t afford by never letting themselves be forgiven.”

Izuku felt something give under his sternum. “That’s—” He had to breathe around it. “That’s not yours to say.”

The scarf yanked him again. Aizawa’s stare cut the air.

Two fingers lifted. The invisible line between Aizawa’s pupils and that body twanged. Erasure died like a light.

Aizawa did not blink. “Out,” he said a third time, not begging, not bargaining. A command, to save a life.

Explosion flared where Izuku had floated a moment earlier. A second shockwave shaved stone from the wall and would have scraped him raw if the scarf hadn’t moved him. Grit bit his cheek. His mouth filled with the taste of spit and copper.

“Don’t mistake what you want for what’s possible,” All For One said, nearer now. “He isn’t here, Izuku. I am.” He followed Izuku’s gaze. “Ah. You noticed the clothes. Good. Formalities matter.”

Izuku’s vision blurred and snapped back too fast. He had the disorienting thought that he could trace the mark with his finger if he were stupid enough to get close—that he could put his hand over the handprint like an answer and feel heat and heartbeat and nothing good. He wanted to claw the kimono off and put a hoodie on him and pull the fabric over the stupid mark and pretend it wasn’t there.

“Midoriya,” Aizawa said, and didn’t let him answer. “Leave. I will not ask you again.”

Izuku looked once. Aizawa didn’t look back because he couldn’t afford to; he kept his eyes on the thing at centerline. But the set of his mouth said what his eyes couldn’t: please don’t make me watch you die.

He knew then what he had been refusing since the dorm: this wasn’t a fight he could win with breath and stubbornness and the right name. This was a hunt. He wasn’t the one laying the trail.

He chose the part of himself that Aizawa could still save.

He dropped Smokescreen in a thick sheet that made the drones stutter. He called Blackwhip, let Float lift him until the heat felt like a hand under his shoes, and crossed his arms because it was the only trick he had for keeping himself inside his own skin. He pushed off the roof, away from the street.

“Run,” All For One didn’t raise his voice. “You won’t do it forever. I am patient. It will be a relief when you stop.”

Izuku didn’t look back. Danger Sense chased him down the first block and then let him go, pulsing softer, then softer as distance became something practical. He landed badly on a roof and rolled hard enough to skin his knees. He came up on both feet somehow, staggered, found a vent with his hand, and held onto it.

The city looked the same from up here. The wrong color was far away. The sounds drained into normal noise. Izuku’s chest hurt in a way that had nothing to do with smoke. He pressed a sleeve against his mouth and realized only then that he’d been shaking the whole time.

He wanted to go back. He wanted to go back so much he had to put his forehead against his wrist and count to ten to trick his feet into not moving. 

He was leaving him.

No, he thought. No. He was not finished. He was moving to a different piece of the map.

He pulled a breath in, ragged, and found something to throw it toward. He said it out loud to make it solid. “I’ll come back,” he told the ductwork, the sky, the place where the city dropped to smoke. “I’ll come back for you.”

He wiped his face with the back of his hand and made himself look down. He flattened Blackwhip into his forearms and made his hands stop shaking enough to jump to the next roof.

He didn’t have a plan bigger than “away.” That would have to be enough for one minute. He could make the next choice after that. 

 

He ran.












Notes:

My schedule is back to being 36-hour weeks. So IN THEORY, I should be releasing these a bit faster. But I'm gonna be totally honest.. I'm contemplating adding a shit ton of stuff, which could drag out the upload dates longer. I can't help it! I reread some of the shit I wrote and I'm like "let's give this more angst."

Also I spent a lot of time researching traditional attire.. Some of the sources might have been sketchy or just plain wrong. If I got something wrong I'M SORRY. I'll go back and fix it. but anywayyy-

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Chapter 49: Counterweight

Notes:

This really should have been two chapters. But as it is, I am already pushing past my 52 chapter goal. If I keep splitting these chapters, I'll end up with a hell of a lot more. Having more chapters is not exactly a PROBLEM, but I feel like they'd all be cliffhangers if I split them (if that makes sense). So yeah, even now, I'm up to 53.

Anyway, half of these lines I sit here giggling to myself. I love All For One (not really, I hate the bastard, but GODDAMN he’s so fun to write). Sometimes I just have to look away and shed a tear.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

He didn’t run straight away.

He thought he would—smoke still in his lungs, Danger Sense skittering like a bad electrical connection, hands shaking like he’d held on too long to something that wanted to throw him—but when he cleared the rooftops and the heat faded, his body tipped like a compass toward U.A.

Supplies. A plan. A place to breathe before he did the next reckless thing.

He dropped to the dorm roof in a hard crouch, teeth clicking together. The night here was wrong because it was quiet. No alarms, no broadcast of the city losing its mind, just the regular sounds of a campus. He stood a second with his palms on the low wall and let his heart settle.

He stayed low on the rooftop until Danger Sense bled from a scream to a steady, miserable buzz. He watched his breath fog once and disappear and told his legs to move.

He dropped to his balcony—the glass door was always sightly ajar because he enjoyed the bite of winter air. It worked for him tonight, because he didn’t have to risk taking the service stairwell, with the noisy scrape of its stiff hinge. He didn’t want to run into anyone. Not now. Not when he didn’t have any excuses lined up yet.

His room was the same room he’d left hours ago. The sight of it hurt in a way he hadn’t prepared for—the All Might poster was still slightly crooked because his fingers always set it down wrong after cleaning the wall. He closed the door behind him, leaving just two fingers of space for airflow. His shoes were by the bed, one toe turned as if he’d been in a hurry then too. The desk light was off. The little pile of notebooks had the weight of habit.

Relief hit so sharp it made him sick. He flicked on the desk lamp before rummaging through his closet.

Bag first. Not the training pack—too many good memories were packed inside the thing, and he wasn’t sure he was prepared to add heavier ones. Instead, he grabbed the old hiking bag from middle school with faded straps and a little stitched tear. He spread it on the bed and started grabbing stupid, practical things: a roll of tape, antiseptic, bandages, protein bars. Socks. A second pair of shoes because the first pair always fails at the worst time. This was not superstition, it was experience.

He paused at the drawer with his support gear. Compression guards. The gloves Hatsume had modified after he tore through his other pair. 

He made himself drink water because his mouth tasted like electricity. He swallowed until his stomach registered the message and stopped complaining. He kept moving before the thoughts could climb onto his chest and suffocate him.

Notebook. He flipped to a clean page, because leaving without a word was its own kind of cruelty. The pen wrote “Uraraka” at the top by muscle memory. I’m sorry I didn’t say this sooner, his hand added before he had decided on it. He began explaining One For All and the danger he brought because of it.

He froze on the next word. Goodbye.

Writing it would make it real. Not writing it would make everything worse for whoever found the mess he’d left behind. He lifted the pen, put it down, lifted it again, put it down harder. He moved to another page. He continued to write, the pen biting a little too hard into the paper. He hated himself for it even as he did it. He could see her eyes go glossy, the way she always pretended not to swipe at them. The way she squared up anyway. He flipped the page again.

Iida. His hand wrote steadier there. I know you’ll try to follow me. Please don’t. Tell everyone I—

The words pooled until the page went soft under them.

He didn’t notice the door.

“Where are you going.”

It wasn’t a question. That was the first shock. The second was the fact that he hadn’t heard the door. He jerked so hard the pen made a vicious diagonal through please and nearly tore the paper. He turned, heart in his throat.

Shinso stood in the doorway with one hand in his pocket, and the other on the doorframe. No drama, no raised voice, no stern lecture face like Aizawa’s. Just an expression he often wore: tired, patient, blunt. He hadn’t bothered with drama. He didn’t even look out of breath. The weirdly heavy silence of the dorm wrapped around him like it always did.

“How did you—” Izuku started and stopped because he heard how that sounded. He heard the stupidity in his own words and shut them off.

“Door was unlocked,” Shinso said, deadpan. His eyes took the room in with one sweep: the open drawers, the bag on the bed, the old hiking straps, the notebook with his handwriting bleeding through the page. He didn’t step inside. He didn’t pretend to look away. “So. Where?”

Izuku tried to close the notebook in a way that didn’t look like hiding. It looked like hiding anyway. “I’m not— I just need—I’m getting ready. There’s a lot I have to—”

Shinso tipped his head a fraction. “You’re leaving.”

There was no point in lying to someone whose whole deal was cutting through the fog. “Yeah,” Izuku said. His voice came out honest, even though he hadn’t meant to. “I’m leaving.”

Shinso didn’t blink. “Why.” No tilt on it. No judgment. Just a word.

Because the thing wearing Kacchan’s skin had said his name like a teacher taking attendance and Izuku had been stupid enough to answer. Because every inch of that encounter had taught him how this story would try to end if he let it write itself. Because if he stayed here and All For One came here and someone died, it would be his fault. Because he had already been too slow once, and the idea of being too slow twice…

“I can’t be here,” Izuku settled on. He kept it simple because dressing it up was how you weakened an argument. “It’s not safe.”

“For who.” Subtle eyebrow lift. Shinso’s version of shouting.

“For them,” Izuku said immediately, a hand flinging itself at the wall like he could point through it at his entire class. “He’s after me. If I’m here, if they’re here, he’ll come. He—” His throat tried to close on the secret he’d been taught to carry like a relic. He pushed past it. “He wants me.”

Shinso didn’t flinch the way most people would have. His weight stayed on the doorframe, his eyes scanning Izuku like he knew he was about to propose something stupid. “And that makes everyone else what,” he said. “Collateral?”

“I don’t want—” Izuku set the pen down because he’d realized he was squeezing it hard enough to hurt. “I don’t want to be the reason they get hurt.”

“Why would it be your reason,” Shinso asked flatly. “People making choices isn’t your fault.”

“You don’t—” Izuku started, and the sentence wanted to come out sharp. He heard it and flattened it. “You don’t understand.”

Shinso didn’t sigh, which Izuku respected even though it made his chest feel tight. “Then help me understand,” he said. “Because right now you’re packing like some tragic protagonist and leaving a note like a cartoon, and the last time somebody decided they were the only one who got to carry a burden, it didn’t do anyone any good.”

Heat crawled up Izuku’s neck. The old reflex to smile and babble and deflect tugged at his mouth. He let it go slack. “It’s not… drama,” he said, hating how small that sounded. “It’s just—this one is me. The thing he wants is—” He cut himself off again and looked at the bag like it had betrayed him. “I can’t—I can’t tell you, it’s not mine to tell.”

Shinso looked at him for a long few beats, and Izuku made himself hold it. Shinso’s voice didn’t change when he spoke. “We’re past secrets,” he said. “People are bleeding in the street, Midoriya. I’m not asking because I like gossip. I’m asking because what you do next changes what I do next. And because if you vanish, I’ll have to explain to Aizawa why I let it happen.” The corner of his mouth twitched.

Something in Izuku that wanted to cling to privacy out of habit bumped into the practical part of his brain that had always known the truth: Shinso was right. He had already thrown the secret at the sky by going out there. Keeping it now wasn’t safety; it was selfishness dressed in familiar clothes.

He scrubbed the heel of his hand over his wrist, the nervous habit he’d never broken. “One For All,” he said.

Shinso blinked exactly zero times. “Okay,” he said. “What does that mean.”

“It’s—It’s a quirk that gets passed down,” Izuku said, and once the door opened, the words came fast. “It stockpiles power and—more than that. It carries people with it—impressions of them—the past users. It was given to me. I was—” His throat worked. “Quirkless. Before. All Might passed it on so I could—so someone could—”

“Right.” Shinso’s tone didn’t change. He could have been taking a grocery list. “And the symbol of evil wants it.”

“Yes,” Izuku said. “He—he always has. And now he knows where it is. In me. He used—” Kacchan’s face flashed behind his eyes and for a second he couldn’t form the words. He pushed through it. “He wants to take it.”

Shinso’s eyes flicked once to the notebooks and back. “That’s what you were leaving in those? The big dramatic reveal?”

“I was going to explain,” Izuku said, defensive. He heard it and forced himself to breathe. “They deserve to know. But if I tell them and then stay, and he comes because I made myself easy to map, that’s on me.”

Shinso’s mouth did that almost-smile again and dropped it. “You and your main-character complex,” he muttered, not unkind. “You think you can just lore dump in a note and then solo the boss fight.”

Izuku blinked. “I don’t—what.” The exasperated noise came out before he could stop it. 

“Get over yourself,” Shinso said, calm as a diagnosis. “You’re not obligated to do everything alone because the thing in your chest is old and important. ‘Old and important’ is a reason to do the opposite. If it’s that big, it takes more hands.”

Izuku felt something petty and stupid flare—anger because being told to stop carrying a thing hurt when you had built your back around it. “I tried,” he said, and his voice went raw around it. “I tried to talk to him. He didn’t—he couldn’t hear me. I wasn’t enough. And if I keep trying, he’ll get close and he’ll take it and then it’s over.” He looked down at his hands. He had scrubbed them and they still had grit ground into the scars. “I might have to—” He tasted the word and it made him want to be sick. “Kill him.”

Shinso’s posture changed a hair—not alarm so much as a new kind of attention. “Whoa,” he said, plain. “Slow down. You don’t jump to murder because Plan A didn’t go your way.” He finally pushed off the door frame and stepped inside. The door clicked behind him.

“It isn’t—” Izuku dragged both hands through his hair and realized he was shaking hard enough to feel it at the roots. “It isn’t about what I want. It’s about what stops him. If the only way to stop him is—”

“Stop.” Shinso didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t have to. “You don’t pick the irreversible one first.” He stepped further into the room. “There’s a thing you haven’t tried yet.”

Izuku blinked at him. “What—”

Shinso pointed to himself. “Me.”

Izuku stared. “You—?”

“You keep forgetting what my quirk did last time,” Shinso said. He took another step in, not quite into Izuku’s space but near enough that the smell of cold hallway air clung to him. “You and Bakugo ended up somewhere you aren’t supposed to go. You called it some dumb name, I don’t remember.”

“The vestige space,” Izuku said, the words coming with a physical memory. His stomach went cold. “But that—Shinso, I didn’t go to him. He came to me.”

“Okay,” Shinso said. “So we pivot. I put you under and you aim at him.”

“It’s not that simple.” Izuku heard how thin that sounded and hated it. “He’s—All For One—he can touch quirks at the source now. Not just shut them off—reach in. He did it to Aizawa. If anyone gets near, he can flip you like a switch.”

“I’m not going near him,” Shinso said, like pointing out the weather. “I’m going near you. With people keeping you away from him while you’re under. With a plan that includes the fact that he cheats. If you go to him physically, he takes your quirk. If you go to him somewhere else, he can’t use hands on a thing he can’t reach.”

Izuku heard his own heart beating. He felt the room tilt between one kind of terror and another. “I don’t know if I can find him.”

“Then we find out,” Shinso said. “We exhaust the options that don’t end with you killing your… whatever Bakugo is to you.”

The sentence hit him like a slap—not because of the violence in it, but because of how stupid it made his plan sound when someone put it on a table. Izuku’s mouth went dry. “If it doesn’t work—”

“Then we know more than we do now,” Shinso said. “And I don’t have to watch you write ‘goodbye’ all melodramatic, like a soldier writing letters to his mistress.”

Izuku’s face went hot. He looked at the notebook like it had done the embarrassing thing instead of him. “You read—”

Shinso lifted a finger. “It was open.”

Izuku set the pen on top of the notebook like he could pin the moment down. “You’re not… upset? About One For All?”

“What, do you need me to be upset?” Shinso asked, genuinely curious. “Want me to be mad that you told me? Flattered I’m in the club?” He shrugged. “No offence Midoriya, but I already knew you were weird. The why doesn’t change that.”

Izuku’s chest hurt in a new way that wasn’t fear or smoke. “You’re very calm about this.”

“I am very tired,” Shinso corrected. “Also, I’ve had the ‘your quirk makes you a villain’ conversation at least three hundred times since I was four. You’re not the only person who gets other people’s expectations stapled to your skin.” He tilted his chin toward the bag. “Put that down.

Izuku looked at the bag that was the size of leaving and couldn’t make his hands unclench. “I was going to—”

“Run,” Shinso said. “I know. Amazing plan. How far d’you think you’d get before he sniffed you out? A day? Two? Three if you don’t sleep?”

“I was going to keep moving,” Izuku said, hearing how defensive and childish the sentence was and hating it. “I was going to pull him away.”

“You don’t get to decide where people stand,” Shinso said, less patient now. “You keep trying. That’s not how this works. If you tell them the truth, they get to decide whether ‘safe’ is what they want. They’re not civilians. They’re not luggage. They’re your classmates. Your friends. Treat them like it.”

“They don’t—” He heard the last, stupid thing he could say and said it anyway because it was the real fear. “They’ll look at me differently.”

“Probably,” Shinso said. “And then they’ll get over it. That’s how caring about people works. I can’t believe I’m the one having this conversation with you, Midoriya.”

Izuku looked down at his hands. He saw them shake and didn’t know if it was from adrenaline fading or a secret leaving his body. He breathed.

“Don’t run,” Shinso continued. He nodded at the pile of notebooks. “Use those. You can read what you wrote out loud to save time.” His mouth twitched again. “Maybe edit out the part where you’re dramatic. Or don’t. They like you. They’ll forgive the bad prose.”

Izuku huffed a laugh that ached where it left his chest. He realized his fists had loosened. He set the bag down. The small sound it made against the bedspread felt bigger than it should have. “What if we make it worse,” Izuku asked.

“Then we adapt,” Shinso said, as if the answer was obvious. “With other people. Preferably with someone in the room who can stop me if I accidentally scramble your brain.”

“You won’t,” Izuku said, and for once didn’t feel a need to prove the statement. Somewhere between the Sports Festival and tonight, Shinso had moved from adversary to teammate to… anchor?

Shinso’s shoulders dropped a millimeter. Tension leaving its own quiet. “Sit,” he demanded.

Izuku sat on the bed without thinking and nearly knocked the bag off with his knee. He nudged it off the mattress onto the rug anyway. He looked up. “I’ll tell them,” he said. Saying it turned it into a path instead of a punishment. “All of them. Not a note.”

“Now would be good,” Shinso said. “Before rumors tell a worse version. And because Iida will have an aneurysm if he finds out from anyone other than you.”

Izuku pictured Iida’s aggravated chop-hands, Uraraka’s fierce face when she tried not to cry, Todoroki somehow expressing an entire paragraph with one eyebrow. Jiro’s earjacks twisting around her fingers because silence made her antsy. Kaminari’s bad metaphors that still somehow landed—

The ache he’d been calling a burden bent into something that felt like a team.

“Okay,” he said, and it scared him how much he meant it. “Help me do it right.”

“Script the bones,” Shinso said, because he knew how Izuku’s brain worked. “You have the nerd gene. Use it.”

Izuku startled a laugh out of himself again. He pulled a clean page toward him and set the pen down slower this time. He wrote quick titles.

Shinso didn’t hover. He sat in the desk chair like a sentry. When Izuku stalled, he let the silence sit. That helped more than any pep talk would have.

When the outline stopped being a list and turned into something you could say without tripping over it, Izuku looked up. “After I tell them,” he said, “you’ll try?”

“I’ll try,” Shinso confirmed.

Izuku nodded. He looked at the bag on the floor and felt the grip in his chest loosen more. The room felt bigger with the bag down there instead of up here.

Izuku gave Shinso a protein bar because he looked exactly how he said he felt and because people do better with sugar. Shinso took it, gave him a look that said okay, mom, and ate it anyway.

“I know I'm repeating myself,” Izuku said, because if they were going to do this, he had to lay the rest of it out. “If he touches my face—it’s over. He already took some quirks today. If he takes One For All—”

“I know. We’ll plan for that,” Shinso said, smooth. “We keep you moving. We keep hands off you. We make backups.”

Izuku nodded too fast and then slowed it down because it made his head feel like it had air in the wrong places. “Okay,” he said again, and felt something unclench at the base of his skull. Izuku sat up as gently as if the bed were a trap and swung his legs to the floor. His outline waited, patient. He picked up the pen and added one more line at the bottom of what he’d written. He put the pen down and felt strange and honest.

Shinso stood and stretched like a cat and then ruined the image by smothering a yawn with the back of his hand. “Alright. Let’s go ruin your whole mystique.”

“Okay,” Izuku said, and picked up the paper that held the bones of the thing he’d been breaking himself to hide. He folded it and put it in his pocket. 


 

The dorm common room wasn’t built for this kind of quiet.

It had the wrong temperature—the radiator’s hiss was too loud, the kettle clicked over and over without anyone pouring. The TV was still on. Somebody had turned the volume all the way down and left the remote facedown like that would make the last thing it showed un-happen.

Izuku stepped through the doorway still tasting smoke, and the room moved as one.

“Midoriya!” Iida was on him first—hands up like stop, like don’t run—then one hand hovering in midair because he couldn’t decide whether to touch. “Are you injured? Did he—did anyone—?”

Uraraka’s fingers closed on his sleeve and stayed there. “You’re okay?” Her voice shook. “Say you’re okay.”

Kirishima’s grip landed warm and solid on his shoulder and tightened once like a check for bones. “Bro, don’t do that to us,” he said, rough and wrecked and trying not to sound like it. “You bolted and then the feed—”

Jiro had already leaned in. “Heartbeat’s fast. Lungs sound… fine.” She swallowed. “You smell like burned concrete.”

“Here.” Yaoyorozu pressed a bottle of water into his hands. She had a small first-aid kit open on the coffee table and didn’t seem to remember opening it.

Shoji draped a spare blanket over his shoulders without asking. Sero slid the coffee table back with his foot so Izuku wouldn’t trip when he inevitably forgot it was there. Tsuyu stood within reach, big eyes steady, and said, “Kero—breathe with me, okay?” and breathed in, out, slow, until Izuku’s chest remembered how.

Kaminari laughed once, high and wrong. “Dude, next time maybe just—text?” The laugh cracked. “Sorry. That was… not funny.”

Todoroki didn’t touch him. He stood one step off, watching Izuku’s face like he could read the heat still fading out of his skin. “Did he touch you?”

“No,” Shinso answered from the doorway before Izuku could try to make words. He looked like he hadn’t blinked since Izuku left. Then, to Izuku, quiet: “Sit before you tip over.”

Izuku sat because his knees agreed.

They hadn’t left the room since the broadcast cut out, Izuku realized. Someone’s tea had gone cold, untouched. Someone had lined up three mugs and never poured. Hagakure’s slippers were parked under the edge of the couch with the toes pointed inward, like she’d been hugging her knees there for hours. Aoyama hovered at the corner of his vision, glitter quenched, hands knotted together because he didn’t know what else to do with them. Mineta had fallen asleep sitting up by the window.

Sato wordlessly set a plate of something on the table and then pushed it closer when Izuku didn’t reach. “Sugar helps the shakes,” he said, and that was when Izuku realized his hands were trembling hard enough to blur the water bottle label.

“What happened?” Kaminari blurted, then winced. “No, don’t—only if you—”

“We tried to stop you,” Kirishima interrupted, words scraping. “We should’ve— I should’ve—”

“It wouldn’t have helped,” Todoroki said, not unkind. “He would have gone anyway.” Then, to Izuku, softer: “Wouldn’t you.”

Izuku found himself nodding before he meant to. 

Jiro’s voice thinned. “Was it really… him?” She didn’t say the name. Didn’t need to. Everyone heard it anyway.

Izuku swallowed around the answer and it still felt like glass. “It was,” he said. “All For One. In Kacchan’s body.” A dozen faces flinched in tiny ways that added up to a quake. “The heroes are trying to stop him. They can’t—” He heard himself going fast and forced it down. “I’m okay,” he added, because Uraraka’s fingers had started to shake against his sleeve. “He didn’t touch me. Aizawa-sensei—everyone— They’re still out there.”

Uraraka’s eyes were already wet. “He looked like Bakugo,” she whispered. “On the news. But he didn’t—he didn’t move like him. Not really.”

Iida took his glasses off and wiped them and missed a spot and didn’t fix it. “Midoriya,” he said, voice too formal because it was the only way to keep the edges. “Please tell us everything you can.

Izuku nodded. “Okay,” he said, and had to pry his jaw open to keep the words from coming out too small. “It’s big… But. It also makes a lot of other things make sense.”

He didn’t read. He talked.

“There’s a quirk called One For All,” he began. “It stockpiles power—and… more than power. It carries the people who had it before. It’s passed on—on purpose—from one person to another. All For One—” He didn’t let himself look at the TV. “He wants it. He’s always wanted it.”

His classmates gave him space to speak, and for that, Izuku was grateful. “I am the ninth holder. It was given to me by All Might.” 

He watched the floor shift under the room. The room didn’t explode, it tightened.

“You mean—” Kaminari’s hand hovered midair, hunting a question. “Like… gave you-gave you? How is that even possible?”

“I ate his hair,” Izuku blurted, because it was true.

“What.” Mina leaned forward, wide-eyed. “Like… on purpose?”

“On purpose,” Izuku said, mortified, heat climbing up his neck. “That’s how transfer works. A piece of DNA.”

Kirishima’s eyebrows shot up. “Manly,” he said with stunned sincerity.

Jiro made a face “No way, that’s totally gross,” she said, then caught herself.  “Uh—no offense to your… mentor’s… keratin. So…” She quickly changed the subject. “Did it add on to your previous quirk? Or did it combine to make something new?”

“It’s fine,” Izuku said, mortified and relieved all at once because somehow the stupidest part came out first. “And—no. It didn’t combine with anything. I was quirkless.”

He watched that land; Izuku could see Uraraka’s expression change. Not pity—context. She blew out a breath. “That… explains… a lot.”

Iida’s glasses fogged and he ripped them off to wipe them, blinking hard. “Midoriya… that is an enormous burden to carry alone!”

“It wasn’t supposed to be alone.” Izuku’s throat tightened. He pushed through it. “But it had to be quiet. Now that he knows I have it, he’s going to keep coming for me until he gets it.” He exhaled through his nose.

“Okay.” Yaoyorozu found her pen without looking at it. “Parameters,” she said, folding shock into logistics. “What can he do with it? What can you do? What are the constraints?”

Izuku exhaled. Facts helped. “It… grew,” Izuku said. “I thought it was just a strength stockpile. But now—I have access to quirks from previous holders. That’s new; none of the others did. Right now I can use Blackwhip, Smokescreen, Float, and Danger Sense. The base power is still there—strength, speed—but it breaks me if I push over 20%. Danger Sense is—sharp pain when danger’s coming. Float keeps me in the air. Smokescreen does what it says. Blackwhip—” he grimaced— “you were there when it unlocked and went feral.”

Jiro tapped a heel against the couch, thinking. “Danger Sense… does it only work for mortal danger? Or are there different intensities for different levels of threat?”

“I don’t have a chart,” Izuku said, rubbing his palms on his jeans to ground himself. “But yes. It’s… loud when he’s close.” He swallowed. “It hurts when he’s really close.”

“He.” Sero leaned in. “We’re saying he—like—”

“All For One,” Izuku confirmed. “He can steal quirks by touch. And now—” he swallowed— “now he can shut them off at the source if he’s close enough.”

Kaminari’s hands flew up. “Whoa, whoa—guys I’m still hung up on the body snatching. Why Bakugo? He could’ve picked any gym bro with a jawline. Why our guy?”

Todoroki’s eyes slid to Izuku. “He told me once,” he said carefully, “that when his quirk was stolen… something else tore. His soul. Could that be why?”

Mina’s gasp punched the room. “I’m sorry—soul? tore? Are we just saying that like that’s a normal sentence?”

A couple of heads turned toward Todoroki like you knew? He didn’t flinch. Izuku lifted both hands. “Guys—yeah. I was getting there.” He took a breath. “When All For One took Explosion, Kacchan fought it. That’s when his soul tore. All For One had the other half. He described it like… someone took the battery out of him. The fire, the drive you know? It’s… faint for him now. Sometimes he… pretends.”

Kirishima flinched like it had physically hit him. “He pretends with us?

“I think he didn’t want us to worry,” Izuku said, throat tight. “But that tear—the split—did something to him. He can touch quirks at the source. Not like Aizawa. It’s… deeper. He can touch them. Change them. Once, he even broke one. Overhaul’s.”

Silence sank in. 

Yaoyorozu cleared her throat when no one else could. “Define ‘source,’” she said, voice controlled. “Physically? Metaphysically? Proximity?”

“Normally he has to be right there,” Izuku said. “Skin-to-skin helps. But if you’re already using your quirk, he can… reach along it. Find the line. Pinch it. That’s how All For One shut off Aizawa even from across a room. He did it to my Blackwhip tendrils too—only the ones close enough to pluck.”

A dozen people swore under their breath.

“That’s… horrifying,” Jiro said flatly.

“But why use Bakugo?” Iida demanded, chopping the air once and letting his hand drop. “If he can already steal a quirk, then why does he need to be able to shut them off at the source?”

Izuku counted them on unsteady fingers. “One: a young, durable body—All Might ruined his original. Two: me. He knew I wouldn’t let anyone hurt Kacchan if I could help it. He called it ‘perfect armor.’” The words made his stomach turn. He kept going. “Three: the soul split. Kacchan can see where quirks live and how they travel. In that body, All For One can use that sense—cancel quirks cleanly, and maybe… interfere with One For All in ways he couldn’t before.”

Tsuyu’s eyes widened. “So if he touches you—”

“He can take it,” Izuku said, instinctively. “And I’m worried he might be able to tamper with it even without contact if I’m actively using it. Too many unknowns. We assume the worst.”

Kaminari winced. “So, just to be painfully clear—if he walks up and palm-slaps your face, we lose the cool green lightning forever and he gets the everything bundle.”

“Pretty much,” Izuku said. “Which is why I was going to leave. So he wouldn’t come here. For it. For me. For any of you.”

Kirishima’s mouth twisted like a man biting back two sentences at once. He chose one. “That would’ve made me way mad, bro,” he said, soft and rough.

Uraraka’s fingers were in the hem of her hoodie—white knuckle, pink sleeves. “You don’t get to just walk away from us and say it’s for our own good,” she said. It wasn’t a scolding. “We’re supposed to be in this with you. We’re your friends, Deku. We’re a team.” She gestured at the room and the school.

“I know.” He glanced toward Shinso.

Shinso shrugged. “I already gave him that pep talk. Told him it’s a team sport. If he wanted solo, he picked the wrong school.”

Mina’s voice came out quiet and small. “Is Sparky… aware? In there?”

Izuku forced the worst sentence out before it could get bigger in his head. “—All For One told me Kacchan ‘gave up,’” Izuku forced out, and the words tasted wrong even as he repeated them. He shook his head hard. “That’s a lie. That’s a weapon. He wants us to believe Kacchan is gone so we stop reaching—so we start aiming to kill. Kacchan doesn’t give up. He doesn’t. He is the strongest, most stubborn person I know. Even when he’s hurt, even when he’s—” his voice thinned and he made it steady— “even when he’s scared, he turns it into action.”

Izuku kept going because if he stopped the picture from the street would crowd back in. “If Kacchan isn’t answering, it’s not because he’s quit. It’s because All For One buried him. He built a maze around him. He gagged him. He trapped him somewhere in there and then told me the door didn’t exist so I’d stop looking.” He swallowed. “I’m not going to stop. If Kacchan can’t get out, then someone has to go in and break him loose.”

The room breathed again. Kirishima’s eyes shone and didn’t spill. Uraraka’s grip on her sleeves got tighter. Todoroki didn’t blink; Izuku could feel approval like a small nod inside the stare.

“So how do we find him?” Kaminari demanded. “Because the pros on TV were—” he cut himself off before he said lethal force. “They weren’t aiming to capture.”

“That’s why I’m telling you.”Izuku said, and turned a fraction so Shinso was in his periphery. “Last time Shinso used his quirk on me, it put me under in a way that… opened something—a soul space. Kacchan found me there. If Shinso puts me under again, I’ll find him. I’ll keep calling until he hears me. If there’s a lock on him, I’ll break it. If there’s a chain, I’ll pull it. But I am not leaving him to a villain’s story about who he is. If I can reach him—maybe he can kick All For One out of his body.”

Jiro’s voice was careful. “And if you can’t?”

Izuku swallowed. “Then I still have to try. Right now the pros are lining up to kill him. If nothing changes, Kacchan dies wearing someone else’s crimes.” His hands tightened and he made himself meet their eyes. “He’s in there. He’s Kacchan. If he can’t break out alone, I’ll go in and break him out.”

Kirishima went very still. “Can you even do that… on purpose?”

“Maybe,” Shinso said. He didn’t dress it up or load it with false certainty. 

Todoroki gave one short nod. Jiro let out the breath she’d been holding. Iida’s hand came down on Izuku’s shoulder, steadying, not stopping.

Shinso pushed off the wall, still hands-in-pockets. “While he’s under, his body is a soft target.”

Jiro leaned in, bumping him lightly with her arm. “Hey. Breathe. We’ve got you,” she said, voice even and easy. “You focus on finding him. We’ll handle the messy part out here.”

“We can’t just build a cage in the middle of a civilian block, kero,” Tsuyu observed.

“Then that’s the play,” Jiro said, easy as a rhythm count. “No clean angles—just motion. You go do the freaky soul stuff, and we’ll keep the boogeyman chasing shadows.”

“Good,” Yaoyorozu said, pen flying. “Formation.”

“I’ll carry him,” Iida volunteered immediately, stepping forward like he’d been waiting for the moment his legs could be useful. “I can move swiftly. If I have to cut and run with him for thirty seconds, I can.

“Backup carriers,” Yaoyorozu said without looking up.

Kirishima nodded once. “Shoji’s got more arms. I’ll be close if he needs extra muscle.”

“I will cover above,” Tokoyami offered. “Dark Shadow thrives in this light.” He gestured at the thin early morning. “We can shroud the inner circle. Anything that flies low will meet teeth.”

Yaoyorozu nodded. “He can walk on air. We need to funnel him where altitude won’t help—tight corridors with rooflines boxed in. Keep him low, force him through alleys.”

“Walls,” Todoroki set his mug down, steam curling steady. “I’ll use ice to segment streets; controlled fire to herd civilians. We can reform block by block if we need to.”

“Nets,” Sero suggested, hands moving. “I can turn a whole block into a jungle gym. With Dark Shadow and ice, we can make it miserable to move fast.”

“Non-conductive netting and smoke,” Yaoyorozu said, already writing down plans for her quirk use. “We want his lines of fire short and his vision worse. He uses pressure and precise hits. Make him guess.”

“Eyes and ears,” Jiro said, nodding. “I’ll screen frequencies. Koda?”

Koda lifted his chin. “Birds,” he said, voice small and steady. “Roof to roof. If he comes high, we hear.”

Yaoyorozu nodded. “And emergency supply drops. We need to be prepared for anything.”

“Mineta,” Yaoyorozu added, and everyone looked around until the slippers by the door lifted one foot. “Sorry! I was—here—” Hagakure grabbed his wrist and towed him into view. “Grape Rush,” Yaoyorozu said briskly without judgment. “On the road—tire traps. Last resort.”

Uraraka had her hands wrapped in her sleeves again. “I can float Deku's body,” she said. “It will cut Iida’s load. If we need to jump obstacles, I can take the center up with Shoji like a balloon and set it down again. It’ll be gross if someone throws up though.”

“That’ll be Mineta’s job,” Kaminari said automatically, and then flushed when two people told him to stop trying to be funny when it wasn’t funny. He got himself back on track. “I can juice nets. He can’t step where the ground is a taser.”

“Kaminari,” Yaoyorozu said, “no electrified ground. We’ll fry our own formation.”

“And pain doesn’t slow him much,” Shinso added. “Assume it won’t.”

Kaminari scrubbed a hand through his hair. “Okay—” He laughed sheepishly. “Then maybe I won’t try to cook him.”

“Hey, man!” Kirishima cut in. “I totally have an awesome idea. What if you used yourself like a battery? If Momo makes disposable gadgets, you could fire from a distance! Think about it. Flash pods, smoke bombs!”

“That could work,” Yaoyorozu hummed. “If Sero laces his tape with a thin conductive strip, a current can ride through it. Nobody has to be near.”

“We could even do strobe lights,” Jiro added. “If done right, it can disorient him enough to throw him off.”

“I sparkle under pressure,” Aoyama declared, which, translated, meant he was volunteering to be the strobe light.

“Mina,” Jiro said, and Mina turned her cap backwards like you do in a sport when you’re about to get serious. “Acid. Slicks. He’s fast. Make him respect traction. Keep it away from Shoji’s feet.”

“Already on it,” Mina grinned. “We’ll make a skating rink from hell.”

“Shoji, Kirishima,” Yaoyorozu ticked on. “Hands and shield. If anything gets through, your bodies are the last wall before Midoriya hits ground. If Iida needs to switch out, you take over.”

Shoji’s eyes softened and then set. “Understood.”

Kirishima cracked his fingers. “I can stay hardened all day.”

“We use tape as emergency tourniquets,” Yaoyorozu said, not pausing. “Sero, you’ll teach everyone how to cinch them. We are not going to pretend we won’t need them.”

“Communication,” Jiro said and jerked her chin at Yaoyorozu. “Throw us cheap little comms. We go silent if he starts listening.”

“He will throw buses,” Tokoyami warned, not melodramatic—factual. “We make cribs to catch civilians who get caught up in the fray.”

Uraraka’s jaw tightened. “How long will we need to hold off?”

Shinso didn’t lie. “We don’t know,” he said. “Time is fake in there. You keep him away from Midoriya’s body. If I say ‘cut it,’ you cut it—shake him, slap him, dunk him—whatever. If I say ‘don’t touch him,’ no one touches him. We don’t play telephone with instructions once we start.”

Iida raised his hand as if they weren’t 19 people in a living room. “Roles are clear. Contingencies?”

“Hide-and-run fallback paths,” Yaoyorozu added. “We rotate locations every five minutes or if All For One shows up, whichever comes first. We leave nothing for civilians to trip on. We get clear. We do not become the hazard.”

Todoroki met Izuku’s eyes. “This isn’t yours to apologize for,” he said, like issuing an order.

“I’m going to anyway,” Izuku answered, a small, frayed smile tugging at his mouth.

“Okay,” Yaoyorozu said, clapping her hands once, not to command but to put a shape on the moment. “We go now. Sero, nets. Tokoyami, shade. “Todoroki, north wall. Kirishima, Shoji, center with Iida. Uraraka, float assist. Shinso—”

“I’ll be in the middle,” Shinso looked at Izuku. “You ready to give me your brain for a minute?”

“Yes,” Izuku said. He was, in the way you are ready for a thing that will hurt less than the alternative. 

The formation in the hall looked like chaos to anyone who didn’t know how this class moved. To anyone who did, it was the comfortable shape of a practiced disaster. Iida took Midoriya by the forearms and lifted him, settling him onto his back with the straps Yao­yorozu built out of webbing and pillows and aluminum tubing. Uraraka tapped the frame and made it lighter. Shoji and Kirishima took the flank.

Sero ran a net between walls like a spider, Mina slung acid, Todoroki sent a low wall of ice down the side street and a veil of steam to blur sightlines. Tokoyami let Dark Shadow leak out. Jiro fed one earjack into the building and one into the floor to hear footsteps and blasts. Koda murmured and a half-dozen pigeons took to the sky, while others waited for further instruction. Momo produced supplies. Kaminari palmed a battery pack and tested the charge and didn’t make a joke. Aoyama rolled his shoulder and winced and then smiled too big; it was almost a real one.

They moved.

The campus looked empty as they exited. The early morning was too clean for what they were about to do.

Iida took the center lane. Shinso touched two fingers to Izuku’s shoulder. “When I call,” he said. “You answer. Then you sleep.”

Izuku nodded. He could feel his own heart in strange places—fingers, throat, the back of his eyes. It thudded. He took a breath big enough to hurt. He looked at Shinso. “I’m ready.”

Shinso didn’t make a speech. He stepped to the side so his voice would be where Izuku’s body could hear it best. The group tightened and moved and in the eye of it he said, low and clear: “Midoriya. Are you ready?”

Izuku turned his head. “Yeah.”

The world pinched and slid.

Shinso caught his wrist before his body could do the small, ugly flinch that comes with falling and guided it down onto the frame. Shoji’s hand closed over his other forearm. Iida matched the shift and didn’t lose a step.

“Under,” Shinso said, unnecessary and right. He lifted his chin to Yaoyorozu. “Now we don’t stop moving.


 

“Eyes up,” Jiro called, voice steady even as the jack on the asphalt vibrated like a plucked nerve. “Two blocks—He’s approaching fast!”

Shinso didn’t answer. He walked backward and watched Izuku’s face, not the smoke. He’d already caught Midoriya’s wrist once, the moment the boy slumped, to guide the dead weight down instead of letting it fall. The pulse under his thumb said alive, steady. Good. Now his job was to talk to the air: a quiet, constant thread of voice for the living body in his care. “You’re under,” he said low, as if narrating a dream. “We’re moving. Buy us a minute, and we’ll buy you the second one.”

They took another corner. The city sounded wrong: sirens close and far, radio chatter fracturing in and out, the smack of tape on brick, the wet hiss of acid on steel. Above that, a heat bloomed toward them.

The first blast hit where they had been two seconds earlier, a white-hot blast that turned a bus stop inside out and peppered the curb with tempered glass. Iida’s legs answered by picking up speed. Izuku didn’t jolt.

The pros cut in, a low roar rolled up from the south; heat shouldered across the block. Endeavor burst out of his own fire with blistered skin. Best Jeanist dropped cables shoulder-high across a side street. Hawks skimmed roofs with barely a dozen primaries left, each feather used like a coin you couldn’t spend twice. Mirko hit asphalt and bounced on the balls of her feet, keeping her kicks outside the radius where All For One could touch the source. Snipe’s shots cracked—three, four—in small bursts. Mt. Lady’s silhouette shouldered a collapsing building three blocks back.

“U.A. students!?” Endeavor barked, fire carving lanes. “This is an active battle. Out of the field—now!”

“We can’t!” Iida shouted, louder than he meant to over the engines and his own blood. “He’s after Midoriya!” He didn’t say it again. He didn’t have to.

Hawks lifted an eyebrow. He didn’t question it. “Then run smart,” he rasped. “Keep lanes. We’ll box him.”

A shape stepped out of smoke as if the smoke were a curtain. He was Katsuki’s height and build, hair damp, eyes red and wrong. The black kimono steamed at the edges where Endeavor’s heat licked it; the char curled and then—the part none of them wanted to see—smoothed as new fabric knit the way new skin did. When he smiled, it was polite. It made Mina’s stomach turn over because Bakugo’s mouth had never been polite.

“Children in a live zone,” All For One observed, voice carrying without needing to shout. It had that mocking, almost parental warmth that made Iida’s hands itch. “Poor tutelage. How far U.A. has fallen as an institution.”

Mina wanted to say something obscene. Instead, she wiped dust off a cheek. Her laugh came out too bright. “We’ll file a complaint.”

He didn’t answer. He moved.

Kirishima saw the first slap of pressure coming on the corner of a window. He stepped in, blocking the debris with his chest. It pushed him; it didn’t move him much. He grinned blood and heard himself say, “Cheap shot,” because anything was better than the sound his heart was making.

Sero slung a net across the lane. “Left! Up!” he called, timing it to the rhythm of Iida’s stride. The tape kissed ankles and came back empty because All For One had pivoted midair. 

“Eyes on his hands,” Todoroki advised. 

Endeavor answered All For One’s approach with a narrow beam that skinned half a face back to bone. The eyeball burst in a white pop, and something in Kaminari’s stomach tried to come up. The kimono’s collar burned to lace and then lay flat like it had never been touched.

Sero swore softly. “Gross.”

All For One tested the lanes and found them firm. He smiled with Katsuki’s mouth.

“You choreograph well, children,” he called. His voice didn’t need volume. “You would have made him proud.”

“Keep moving!” Yaoyorozu called, voice already finding the commanding tone she used when the room needed a leader. She tossed Sero a bundle that unfurled into a bullet-resistent curtain. “Pull it up if he aims!”

“Copy,” Sero said. The curtain went up; two seconds later, an air-lance hit it and walked across the fabric in ripples instead of shearing ankles.

Jiro’s jack hummed with a new tremor. “Back alley—wind and metal.”

All For One hadn’t clocked their lanes yet. For thirty seconds that felt like a miracle, everything 1-A drilled actually worked. Todoroki slotted ice under Sero’s tape so tape would hold; Mina iced contact points with acid; Tokoyami let Dark Shadow cover from above; Shoji’s extra palms shaded Izuku from being jolted awake when debris came down like rain. Iida stole meters like a pickpocket.

“Two minutes,” Shinso said, not a request. “Give me two and a half.”

“Copy,” Uraraka answered, voice steady. 

All For One adjusted. He ran low.

Aizawa dropped off a roof, slid in on grit, and hauled Erasure up behind his eyes like someone dragging a net through barbed wire. For a handful of beats, the air around the target went thin; the pressure tricks sagged; the rungs under All For One’s feet went away and he hit asphalt badly enough that Todoroki clipped him across the belly on the way by, creating a nasty gash that sputtered blood like a fountain.

Two fingers lifted.

Aizawa felt the filament his stare had spun—pupil to target, taut as will—pinched and cut. Dry went to water. Hair fell. Erasure died. He didn’t blink.

“He catalogued your tells,” All For One murmured, polite, like explaining a card trick. “He knew how you break your rhythm. The list is long. He trained with you for months. He was very diligent.”

Kaminari’s guts went cold because that was a Bakugo thing—watch, learn, and adapt…then pretend you didn’t care.

Kirishima snarled something wordless and caught a pressure slap on his shoulder that rattled his teeth. It didn’t move him. He stayed.

“Keep moving,” Todoroki said, and the way he said it—flat, almost gentle—made Mina realize he was saying it to himself, too.

Pros pressed. Endeavor walked heat in narrower. Jeanist’s lines sang. Hawks spent a last feather like a scalpel to shave a pressure bullet off Iida’s path. Snipe’s bullets clanged off monofilament and gave people reasons to look where they needed to look.

For another block it held.

Then All For One took serious interest, and the temperature of the fight changed the way air changes before lightning.

He stopped crowding the ring directly and started cutting the world around it. He tuned an air cannon to roll the street; Iida took it in his hips and kept stride. He waved a hand and popped three bolts on a fire escape ladder, attempting to drop it onto Jiro’s head. He stepped into the heat of Todoroki’s blasts with clinical cruelty—let it burn—and watched his own ribs go black. He kept coming, reprinting as he moved, and that was the part that did the damage to morale: hurting him worked and didn’t.

They reached the open stretch by the park. 

“Open ground,” Jiro warned. “He’ll like that.”

Aizawa fell in next to them. He didn’t look at the kids. He didn’t look away from the target. “I'm not going to ask why you decided to come here yourselves,” he drawled. “But we will be discussing this later.”

“It’s all we had in such short notice,” Yaoyorozu returned, eyes wet and furious. “And it’s working.”

“I’ll be angry when you’re safe,” he said, and threw Erasure once more. He lost it again the second All For One lifted his fingers. He didn’t change expression. 

Endeavor sent a beam of fire and kept it six feet off the ground, a moving ceiling to deny All For One air.

All For One’s patience visibly frayed. He pivoted, dropped low, and ran through the cables instead of around them, leaving pieces of arm skin and kimono sleeve hanging on Jeanist’s lines and reforming on the far side.

All For One’s shoulders turned, not toward an attack, but toward Yaoyorozu. “Ah. I see now.” 

Sero saw the line too late.

“Cover Momo!” Kaminari barked, too late and too far.

All For One didn’t lunge; he threaded. He let tape brush his ankle, and stepped into Jeanist’s thicket and turned his forearm into Edgeshot’s ribbon long enough to slip and reconstitute on the other side. He did not hit Yaoyorozu. He touched her wrist with two fingers, with the kind of carefulness that would have looked like courtesy if everything else in the world weren’t screaming.

Creation hiccupped. The baton Yaoyorozu pictured arrived as wrong as a weight in her palm. It was a soft and useless mass.

“NO—” Kirishima’s hardening came up and he threw his whole body into the lane, but the angle was bad and the timing worse.

A hand closed over Momo’s face.

It was polite in the way a glove is polite: full coverage, no room to move. Heat and the faint chemical tang of smoke. Katsuki’s borrowed fingers were steady on her jaw and temple; the thumb braced the hinge.

“Momo,” All For One said, gentle as a teacher correcting posture. “You’ve been carrying quite the quirk.”

Someone shouted; tape sang; ice shattered across his wrist. None of it mattered for the second that followed.

Yaoyorozu felt it from in her marrow. Not pain first—absence. The quiet snap of something intimate being unplugged from behind her sternum. The library she lived in—shelves of formulas, the simple joy of carbon chains clicking into place—went dark. The low hum she’d always carried, the one that meant the body was willing to become what the mind could name, failed to answer. She tried to move, but her body went slack against her will.

Heat bloomed under her skin and lifted off her like vapor—thin, iron-scented, red in the corner of someone else’s eye—and flowed into his palm. He breathed out, pleased, and the last of it tucked into him like a thread being fed through a needle’s eye.

“I… can’t,” Momo whispered. It wasn’t for him. It was for the part of her that had never failed to meet a problem with a blueprint. She tried to lift her hand, thought of a shield, and felt only skin. She thought of rope, and got air instead.

Kirishima hit them a heartbeat late, the impact throwing All For One ‘s stolen body to the side. 

All For One looked down at his palm. “Creation,” he said, tasting the word like a fine tea. “Such discipline, Momo. Surface-area constraints, caloric costs, molecular literacy… You’ve done very well for them.”

He slid two fingers under the open V of the kimono and pressed them to his sternum. Skin rippled—waiting—and then parted with a wet, patient tear. A black crescent pushed through first, folded tight against a collapsed haft. He hooked it with his other hand and drew it out of himself like a secret: a full-length scythe, matte blade with a faint red sheen, haft banded in iron. Blood slicked the curve and pattered to the asphalt; the wound closed behind the weapon as if it had never been.

The crescent unfolded with a clean, hungry click. One idle test swing shaved a street sign in half. The top drifted down a beat later. He rolled the haft in his palm—perfect balance, no strain—and smiled, pleased.

Momo’s knees hit the pavement without her permission. Cold rushed in under her ribs in a way she recognized from nights cramming without eating, from recovery days after she’d overused Creation until the world looked gray at the edges. Except this wasn’t fatigue waiting to be fed sleep and protein. This was absence—a floor taken away.

“Eyes up,” Jiro snapped, fury vibrating in the cord of her voice. “Flash bomb on my count. Kaminari—”

“On you,” Kaminari rasped, already flicking a disk skyward.

“Three—two—one—hit.”

White ate the world. Sparks strobed. For most eyes that would be a ruin.

All For One turned his head and closed Katsuki’s eyes before the light, then opened them after, a small, practiced cruelty that said he’d learned the rhythm faster than they’d set it. He let the scythe’s tip kiss asphalt, then drew a clean line that parted two of Sero’s tapes like wet paper. A lazy wrist-flick and the blade sang—Jeanist’s borrowed thread anchors, Momo’s premade line, a handrail—cut, cut, cut.

Breathe. Momo forced her lungs to remember how. Command was habit; she could still do habit. “Plan B,” she said; it came out rusted. She swallowed copper. “Fallback one—Kirishima, left lane. Todoroki, ice slats on my mark. Sero, avoid direct wraps—he’s got a cutter. Jiro, keep him blind as long as you can.”

“I got you,” Kirishima grated. “I got you, Momo.”

“I’m fine,” she lied, and hated how small it sounded.

“Such admirable leadership,” All For One observed, and the word “admirable” made Yaoyorozu flinch. “You see? Even emptied out, she tries to fill. That is why we select girls like you for utility boards.” His smile went bright and soft. “Thank you for the donation.”

He reached to his shoulder and tugged, and three palm-sized shapes slid out of his skin with a sickening, rubbery whisper. Flash-pods—crude, but good enough to overrun Jiro’s count if he scattered the timing. He tossed them high. One popped early, one late, one on time. For a second the world had no edges.

“Down!” Jiro yelled anyway, angry that he’d taken her tool and turned it  against them.

Momo’s hands flexed for a shield that would never arrive. Shame burned behind her eyes. She clamped her jaw on it. “Keep moving,” she said to Iida’s shoulder because his stride was the metronome. “Don’t bunch. Don’t let him—”

“Touch,” Shinso finished for her without looking up. “Got it.”

All For One turned his head toward Shinso, amused, and then simply stepped past a tape sweep like he’d turned a page. The scythe ate whatever Sero threw.

“Creation is a gift for people who can imagine better tools,” he went on, low, almost fond. “How odd to see it broken on the altar of caution. You would have made excellent devices for me, Momo.” He looked back at her with red eyes that weren’t Katsuki’s.

Mina hissed, a sound she didn’t know she could make, and snapped a caustic glob that sizzled at his feet. He stepped around it as if avoiding a puddle.

“Mina,” he said, offhand and too intimate, “save your acid. You’ll need it to dissolve your guilt.”

Kirishima hit him with the kind of shoulder that breaks doors. The impact sent a shock up Kirishima’s spine that would hurt tomorrow. Today the plates held. All For One slid instead of falling—two quick steps sideways on air, climbing a staircase only he could see. Todoroki’s ice slats jutted up to fence him; he read the gaps and stepped through like a man reading between lines. He palmed a magnesium flare out of his own forearm—Momo’s stolen quirk, crude and fast—snapped it; light roared.

“Don’t look!” Sero barked, eyes wrenching away. “Dark Shadow—clear!”

“Annoying,” All For One said mildly, even as Jiro’s strobe tried to clip his timing again.

He lifted fingers to the thin skin over his ribs and peeled out a chain—barbed, ugly—as if plucking it from a pocket inside himself. The tear left a long, wetly ragged smile across his chest that steamed in the chill; the next breath pulled it shut. He flicked the chain; it bit into Todoroki’s nearest ice wall and cracked it into smaller pieces. Then he slid the scythe along the chain like a violin bow and the links screamed.

“Cut his angles,” Momo coughed, forcing herself up despite the swimming floor. She wanted to cry and didn’t—there wasn’t time—and the not-crying made something cruel in her own head say you’re being vain. She bit it back and pointed. “Try to take his weapon.”

“All this thinking,” he mused, and the interest in his voice was worse than rage. “It is exhausting to be excellent for other people, isn’t it, Momo? Be at peace. I have removed the need.”

“On your count,” Kaminari said, voice tight but there.

“Three—two—one!”

The sky-borne pods Momo had pre-made before the theft woke to Kaminari’s charge. Flash. Smoke. Then the heavy bloom of clinging foam that turned a lane to glue.

For one heartbeat, they had him wading.

Kirishima slammed in again, and got both arms under All For One’s and locked. “Now!”

Sero’s tape wrapped. Todoroki’s ice climbed and bit. The barbed chain clattered to the ground and froze to the street. Uraraka floated the whole mess a half-inch so it couldn’t get leverage.

Creation would have made cuffs. Momo swallowed that grief and said, “Hold!”

All For One exhaled through his nose. Amused—and, for the first time, faintly put out. “You are very competent,” he said, like grading an essay. He tested pressure with one shoulder. The foam sucked his calves. The ice creaked. Sero’s lines whined.

The scythe poised patiently in his pinned hand. He rotated his wrist a few degrees and shaved three tapes at once. Sero cursed and doubled his angles before the blade could come down again. Kirishima bit his own mouth to stay braced.

“Reel and reset,” Jiro yelled. “He’ll—”

The scythe flashed and ice shattered. He twisted out of Kirishima’s grip, then dragged the blade across his bicep. It drew a shallow, precise slice—blood thin as a paper cut. Kirishima’s hardening prevented the slice from burrowing any deeper. Kirishima grinned with blood in his teeth. “You’re gonna have to do better than that,” he said between his molars.

All For One looked almost affectionate. “You are trying so hard, Eijiro.”

“Don’t say my name,” Kirishima snarled.

Mina wanted to scream until someone slapped her. She settled for flinging a pot of neutralizer at a glob of adhesive foam that had crawled up Shoji’s ankle; it hissed and sloughed away.

Iida hauled Izuku forward another ten meters, cutting corners. Shinso stayed leaned over Izuku’s face and spoke in steady, pointless murmurs to a boy who couldn’t hear him because the sound steadied Shinso’s nerves.

“He can walk on air,” Yaoyorozu warned—voice settling into logistics because that was what she had left. “Force him low. Hallways. Stairs.”

“On it,” Sero panted. They threaded through a lobby, out a back door. Narrow meant less blade.

All For One didn’t break the building. He followed with ease, enjoying the choreography of amateurs.

At the next block he got bored with clever and changed to cruel.

He cut three of Sero’s high anchor points with one sweep and let the web collapse onto itself. He let the scythe’s heel dig into the asphalt to pivot and in the same motion sliced a shallow, neat line across Todoroki’s thigh to ruin stance. Blood bloomed; ice kept rising.

Jiro’s timing saved Todoroki’s ear; the flash bomb disoriented All For One enough to clip his burned cheek instead. 

“You move like a single organism,” he said, actually approving, as he stepped into the new boulevard—sightlines too long, nowhere to hide. “Better than many pros. Irritating.”

He offered them a small, courteous bow.

He didn’t run at them. He took lanes. A pressure knock here, a wedge there, a creation tossed to distract while his other hand reached. Sero’s net caught his wrist and that was the one time he did peel skin and leave it like a shed glove behind. He sliced through another one of Jeanist’s lattices with a flick of his scythe. 

He stepped within a meter of the Iida and Midoriya.

Shinso’s heart knocked hard enough to bruise. 

All For One was close enough to let them see the red of eyes that weren’t Katsuki’s. Close enough to speak softly and be heard. He dragged the scythe’s edge over concrete, purely for show. 

“You are all doing so well,” he said, paternal and obscene. “Truly. But you cannot run me out of breath.

Endeavor cut a line between them with his blaze. A distraction big enough for Iida to gain distance. Another beam came narrow and bright, which gave the kids ten more meters

All For One read the angle and made it ugly. His attention turned to Endeavor. A pressure ring snapped under Endeavor’s feet; an Explosion flared low at the hinge of knee and hip. 

The sound he made was small and human.

“Fall back!” Hawks rasped, already dropping. He braked on a lamppost with what was left of his primaries and shouldered Endeavor’s fall into a slide. Best Jeanist’s cables arrived like seat belts in a crash, cinching the Number One with care.

“Hold him off—keep… moving—” Endeavor managed, and let himself be hauled off.

All For One flexed like a man testing a new shirt—irritated, interested, never worried.

“Block Nine—funnel!” Yaoyorozu snapped, eyes already rewriting the street. “Sero, anchors. Todoroki—walls, narrow. Mina—slip coat. Tokoyami, shove on my mark.”

“Copy,” Sero said, tape guns singing.

Todoroki’s palm dropped; ice reared up shoulder-high and turned the boulevard into a throat. Mina painted a clean, hateful sheen across the floor. Dark Shadow hunched and waited like a spring.

All For One stepped into their funnel smiling—curious, almost pleased. He hopped the first wall and found Sero’s lines already waiting—tape to bollards, hydrants, bone of the street, crisscrossing exactly where a foot would go. He tried to walk on air and Todoroki iced the rung out from under him as it formed. He dropped a hand to pinch that trick and Sero’s tape snapped shut around his wrist like a cuff. The other hand flicked, and Mina slicked the ground under his left foot. His heel slid and a correction burst shoved him into the next wall harder than graceful.

“Now,” Yaoyorozu called, and Tokoyami let Dark Shadow surge—not to strike, to shove. Momentum turned into a stagger that planted All For One exactly where Sero’s net wanted a body.

The tape went mad, and the scythe clattered to the ground.

One band took the wrists; another crossed the first; a third splayed and splinted each finger apart so no two could meet; a fourth hugged elbows; a fifth low on forearms; a sixth just because there’s no such thing as overkill when All For One is involved.

Todoroki’s ice closed off the entrance and made it a room. Shoji shaded Aizawa’s eyes without touching him and a breath later Erasure was up—hair lifted, lids dry, that terrible stillness settling over the wrong kimono. The fog along its hem stuttered and went thin. 

The cold came up from the ice and down from the air until the little box they’d built felt like a walk-in freezer: breath fogged, tape glue turned sharp in the nose, frost pricked the hairs along forearms where sleeves had ridden up. Streetlight bounced off the ice walls in long shivers. Every sound was too clear. The creak of Sero’s tape where it stretched over bone. The slow, sticky pat of blood, already drying along the collarbone.

Aizawa stood one stride back from the tangle, posture so precise it made the rest of them straighten in sympathy. Beneath the dryness, his eyes went hot-cold-hot as he forced Erasure to stay a single, unbroken act. He didn’t look away. If he did, he knew what would try to happen. Not today. 

Sero’s work looked like panic until you saw the order in it: anchors low and wide so an elbow couldn’t roll; a lattice over the back of each hand that forced knuckles apart; loops that cinched on any attempt to flex; a belt of tape high on the forearm so even a twitch stored the energy into the glue instead of a joint. Every time All For One tested—just a gram of pressure—something answered with a tightening little chrrp as adhesive bit down. Sero’s guns whispered and sang and clacked, twitchy, perfect. He didn’t step back.

Todoroki had made the room narrow enough that even the air felt split into lanes. The ice kept ticking—microscopic shifts, hairline breaths. When the villain inhaled, the frost near his mouth filmed and then cleared; for no reason, that made Mina’s stomach flip. Her palm left a wet print where she steadied herself on the wall. She hated how warm she was compared to all that clean, glassy cold.

Kaminari’s grin looked fine from a distance. Up close, you could see the tremor riding the line of it, the split second where his lips wanted to flatten into don’t cry and didn’t. His hands had nothing to hold. That made them shake more. He made them into fists. He hated it. He kept grinning because somebody had to keep the air from turning to glass and shattering.

Mina kept thinking—stupidly—about nail polish. About how she and Jiro had once painted Bakugo’s nails while he slept on the couch and he’d pretended he hadn’t noticed all afternoon out of sheer pride. The memory made her want to laugh and throw up. She held it like a talisman anyway. “Blasty,” she said, deliberately soft, and watched those red eyes rest on her face with a focus that wasn’t him.

All For One tried to lift two fingers.

Sero cinched. Tape bit. The fingers wouldn’t meet.

“Don’t,” Aizawa said, voice blade-calm. “You lift a nail, I cut your world off.”

All For One looked down at the binding with interest, then he lifted his head and smiled with Katsuki’s mouth in a way that made everyone want to hit him.

“Ingenious,” All For One praised, admiring as a teacher in front of a good poster board. The politeness of the tone made Sero’s shoulder blades itch. “You can finally enjoy the true novelty of Erasure. Bind the hand; hamper the pinch.” His gaze dropped to the lattice over the fingers. “Exquisite.”

Sero dragged one more loop across the thumb webbing until the joint couldn’t dream of closing. “You’re not touching anything,” he said. His mouth tried to recognize how close his hands were to Baku— to that skin. His stomach went weird. 

“I’m crushed,” All For One said, sarcastically. He tilted his head, studying the pattern like he might reproduce it later out of curiosity. The kimono hung scorched and blackened at the edges; under the fabric, the burns stayed burns, raw meat turning the wrong color and staying wrong. A pucker along the cheek where a Prominence had split flesh didn’t slick back to perfect. It made the smile lopsided in a way that was both relief and nightmare.

“Iida!” Yaoyorozu called. “Uraraka! Go!”

“On it!” Iida barked. Engines flared; Uraraka checked the rail—still weightless, good—then peeled to gain more distance if All For One's current hold didn't last.

“Stay,” Aizawa told the rest. One word, both order and permission. He never blinked.

The ones who stayed were the ones who couldn’t not.

For a breath, nothing moved.

Then the wounds began to close.

Not a showy knit—just steady, obscene housekeeping: a split along the cheek pulled itself together from both edges; blistered ribs flushed from gray to healthy pink; the raw seam at the jaw smoothed until the hinge worked clean beneath the tape. The cloth told a different story—burned hem, cracked weave, a collar crisped to charcoal—but the skin beneath ignored the ruin and kept mending.

Todoroki’s breath fogged once. “Erasure is active,” he said, not looking away. “That shouldn’t be possible.”

Sero cinched another band until the tape groaned. “Sensei—?”

“I haven’t blinked,” Aizawa said. His voice stayed level and tired and furious. “It isn’t him.”

All For One tested the wrap with little twitches, the kind of motions a human hand makes in thought. The tape translated them into strain and held. He let his fingers relax in a parody of compliance and watched his own face right itself with a scholar’s interest.

“How… instructive,” he murmured. The tone had that softened warmth he used when he pretended instruction was kindness. “Remove emission, yet baseline recovers. Not a quirk response—your stare is much too diligent for that.” He tilted his head the fraction the ice allowed and took in the contrast—charred garment, fresh skin. “So. A passive factor. Homeostatic inertia. A… charming redundancy in the system.”

“Shut up,” Sero snapped, raking more tape across the forearms.

All For One ignored him. He studied the burned cloth against the healed flesh, genuinely pleased. “See: substrate restores while artifacts do not. Restoration independent of my will—independent of yours as well.” His smile brightened by a degree. “How interesting.”

“If it’s not his healing, it can be broken,” Aizawa said to Todoroki, without blinking. “We find the lever.”

“Assumption,” All For One replied, almost amiable. “But a hypothesis with teeth. I do wonder”—his eyes slid, not to any one place, just taking in the body like a problem set—“what the boundary conditions are. Temperature? Trauma? Time?” He breathed in through his nose as if cataloging scent the way a chef does spice. “A quiet safeguard. How thoughtful of the universe.”

Todoroki’s ice climbed higher, sealing tape to tape, building a collar that immobilized the neck without crushing the throat. “If he lifts a finger,” he said flatly, “add more.”

“I’ll add it before he lifts it,” Sero said.

Aizawa’s stare held like a blade. The world around the target stayed lifeless—no pressure tricks, no drift, no fog. Even so, under ruined cloth, skin continued its slow, efficient work.

“Fascinating,” All For One said again, and for a heartbeat curiosity displaced everything else. He tested the bind again; the tape whined and the ice did not budge.

“Keep talking,” Aizawa said, dry as salt. “It makes you easier to hold.”

“Oh, Shota,” All For One replied, almost fond. “I’ve been ‘held’ in a hundred rooms where the door already belonged to me.” He watched another shallow cut silver over, genuinely delighted. “How very—very—interesting.”

Kirishima rolled his shoulders and stepped up until tape brushed his chest. “Bakubro,” he said, like volume could carry through fog. “We got you, man. We’re right here.”

Kaminari slid in, too close for comfort and not caring, hands empty for once. He wore the kind of grin you staple over fear. “Worst cuddle pile ever, dude. We’re committed.”

Mina leaned one forearm into ice because her knees wanted to laugh. “Blasty,” she said, and threw a thousand afternoons into the name. “Look at us.”

Sero didn’t step back. Tape guns hovered. “Try it,” he told All For One, bright and brittle. “Twitch, and I make mittens.”

All For One watched them with the appalling patience of a kindergarten teacher. “Eijiro. Denki. Hanta. Mina,” he murmured, using first names like a caress and making them sound like trespass. “Look at you. Rehearsing courage. I’m proud.”

Kirishima’s skin buzzed—not fear; the instinct to slam. He swallowed it.

“He’s resting,” All For One went on, warm as advice. “He asked me to turn the lights off. I obliged. Don’t be cruel—don’t shake a sleeping boy merely to make yourselves feel better.”

“Shut up,” Kaminari said, not loud, which made it worse. “He hears us.”

“He does not.” All For One’s head tipped, almost pitying. “Katsuki is not strong. He simply learned how to look like he was. Performance is not self. You supplied an audience; the applause trapped him in costume.” The wrong eyes softened in the middle. “Kindness, by the way, is a lever. Friendship is a blade. You press both without noticing. You bruise him with mercy every time you ask him to stand up for you.”

Mina’s mouth opened and closed around fury. “Even if that were true,” she said, voice raw, “we’re still here.”

“Of course you are,” All For One said gently, as if affirming good behavior. “Loyalty is a beautiful chain.”

“Keep your heads,” Aizawa said, flat as winter. “He’s stalling.”

“Conversation is a lost art,” All For One sighed, almost wounded. “I am trying to help. Eijiro,” he smiled, paternal and unbearable. “Be truly kind,” he murmured. “Let him stay asleep.”

Kirishima Ignored the man’s words. He instead leaned in far enough that if the tape failed, he’d be first to catch it. “Bro if you can hear me... please give us a sign.”

For one heartbeat the red eyes held on Kirishima’s face. Something small and patient and wrong looked back. “See?” All For One said softly. “He has chosen silence. Do not steal it.”

Sero’s tape creaked as All For One tested the lines. Sero jerked the bind down, palms slick. “Don’t even breathe funny.”

“Shota,” All For One observed, almost kindly, “you’re straining. It’s ugly, what I do in there, isn’t it? The little pinch behind the eyes.” He smiled.

Aizawa’s lashes didn’t tremble. “Keep talking,” he said. “It helps.”

“This won’t hold,” All For One said cheerfully.

“Long enough,” Aizawa said.

“For what?” All For One asked, curious.

Kaminari’s grin shook and didn’t fall. “For him.”

All For One smiled like a man humoring a child. “Both hims, I assume. They are children. I assure you, neither of them will get far.” He looked at the ice, at the tape, at Aizawa’s eyes that were starting to burn into water and then back to salt by force. “What admirable theater.”

“We’re not performing,” Mina snapped. “We’re stalling you.”

All For One’s gaze returned to Aizawa. “How long can you keep that up?” he asked pleasantly. “How long until lids to salt, salt to water, water to blink?” He smiled. “It is all right. You will fail. I am patient.”

“I am too,” Aizawa said.

“Oh, there you are.” All For One breathed, attention turning inward. “Izuku Midoriya.” The polite warmth in his face bloomed. “Little heir in a borrowed hall. Be careful. You might learn that your friend is exactly what I told you he was.”

Notes:

Bro thinks he’s Raiden Shogun with that weapon pull.

On another note, half of my creative process is just me going “well what if ___ happened,” then I spend hours-days either rewriting or adding shit. Like I can’t help that I keep thinking of peak.

Chapter 50: Tether

Notes:

Oh god. We're almost to the end, aren't we?

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

–Izuku–

 

The moment the word left his mouth, the world tilted.

Darkness surged like water over glass. His knees buckled, though he wasn’t sure if he actually hit the floor when the real world snapped away.

– – – – –

Izuku opened his eyes to the familiar storm-sky of the vestige realm. Black nothing stretched endlessly, carved open by drifting lights that shifted like coals in smoke. Wisps of dim fire drifted through the void, neither close nor far, always just beyond reach. 

He swallowed hard, chest tight. The air here was thick and heavy. Surrounding him, the figures began to stir. The shapes of the past users hovered at the edge of the plane, half-shadows, their eyes solemn.

He wasn’t sure what he was supposed to do now that he was here. Kacchan had reached him once before, but Izuku had never managed it the other way. This was uncharted. It could fail. It could kill him. Still, he forced breath into his lungs and took a step forward.

“I need to reach him,” he said, voice too loud in the silence. His throat scraped like sandpaper. “Kacchan. Wherever he is.”

Shapes stirred. The past gathered itself.

Banjo leaned forward first, a big-shouldered silhouette cutting a kind line through the dark. “Kid,” he started, and the word tried to cushion what followed. “You shouldn’t have come.”

“I don’t care. I have to find him. He’s—” Izuku’s voice cracked and he clenched his fists. “All For One has him. I can’t just stand there—I can’t—”

Nana’s cape moved to a wind only she could feel. “This place isn’t a bridge,” she said. Her voice had steel in it, but it wasn’t aimed at him. “Not for what you want to do.”

“That can't be right.” Izuku’s words tumbled out, frantic, breath hitching between them. “He came to me—he was able to bridge over. When that thorn—” His chest spasmed at the memory, the choking dark, the black handprint lifting off his arm. “If he could reach me, maybe I can reach him. Please. I have to try.”

“Midoriya.” Banjo started again, heavier now, like he was adding weight so Izuku wouldn’t float away on hope. “I get it. You care. You want to save him.” He took a breath. “But this might be bigger than your feelings. He’s gone. You saw it yourself—he’s tied to All For One now. His fate was sealed the moment he got tangled.”

“No!” The shout tore from Izuku’s throat, raw, jagged. His fists shook at his sides. “He didn’t choose this. He’s been fighting—every second, he’s been fighting! He—he—” His voice broke, tears burning hot at the corners of his eyes.

En shifted; the set of him was the same as a blade, but when he spoke, he softened the edge as best he knew how. “It doesn’t matter how much he fought. Where he is now is the problem,” he said. “Not who he is. If you go toward that and you falter for even a second, All For One wins.”

Izuku staggered back, shaking his head so hard his vision blurred. “So what are you telling me I should do? You’re saying I’m supposed to—” His voice wrenched itself raw. “To kill him? Is that what you're asking me to do?”

The silence was answer enough. Not cold, not cruel, just the long intake before something difficult was said aloud.

Hikage’s voice followed, quiet and steady. “We all took turns carrying a weight,” he said. “Some choices were left to us; many weren’t. We learned patterns. The pattern says: when you refuse the cost, it comes back around larger. The cost is always a life. You can hate that and still find it true.”

Izuku’s stomach churned, bile sharp in his throat. His legs felt unsteady, as though the void itself tried to tip him. “I can’t,” he whispered. He could feel the scar on his arm humming. “How could you ask me to do that?”

En’s mouth slanted in a way that tried to be wry. “You’re not wrong to hope,” he said. “You’re not wrong to want both. It’s just… some doors don’t open that way.”

Nana’s eyes were steady and sorry at once. “You care for him,” there wasn’t an ounce of mockery in her words. “I respect that. I’m asking you to respect what the world demands back.”

Izuku’s mouth opened and closed. Air moved. No words came. He put his palm flat over his sternum like he could keep himself from coming apart. “He’s a person,” he managed, small and hoarse. “He’s still in there.”

Banjo’s voice gentled without softening. “You want to do right by him. But don't make him the reason countless others die. He would hate that.” A pause, and when he spoke again there was something ugly and honest in it. “And if the positions were reversed? Would you want him to waste the chance? Or would you want him to be strong enough to put you down?”

Izuku flinched. His words landed where they were supposed to. It was true. He’d never ask to be prioritized when other peoples’ lives were at stake. Especially when other peoples’ lives were at stake. His vision went hot-white at the edges and then cleared. “He would try,” he said, and his voice wanted to break but didn’t. “He would try to find me. He wouldn’t give up.”

Hikage tipped his head, not unkind. “Trying keeps people human,” he said. “It doesn’t always keep them alive. This is me telling you that so you don’t blame yourself later.”

En glanced off to the side, then back, the closest he had to gentleness. “If you choose him over the many, say it plain,” he said. “If you are saying this one life is worth more than the world, then you own it.”

Hikage’s shadow hands opened and closed, empty. “When the knife must fall, let it fall clean. A dull blade only causes more suffering. Understand that you have a duty—a heavy one—but a duty nonetheless.”

Izuku’s breath came too fast. He pressed his palm deeper into his sternum like he could physically hold himself together.

Hikage looked at him as if from the far end of a long corridor. “Izuku Midoriya. The universe does not care that you are kind. It does not alter for tenderness. If you fail to act because you prefer a story where love wins without loss, the universe will be happy to show you how foolish that is.”

“I know the universe doesn’t care,” Izuku snapped, voice cracking on it. “That’s why we have to. That’s why I have to. If I stop caring here because it’s inconvenient—if I kill the people I care about—then what exactly am I saving?” His breath shuddered. “You’re asking me to become him,” Izuku whispered, the words dropping between them like broken glass. “To weigh lives like they're currency. That’s what All For One does.”

Nana’s jaw worked once; the iron in her voice came out as gravel now. “I hope you’re right,” she said. “That your way doesn’t kill more than it saves.” Her voice softened. “I hope you survive believing it.”

Izuku wiped his face with the heel of his hand. “I hear you,” he said, and he meant it. “I do. I just—” His voice thinned. “I can’t be the kind of hero who saves everyone by killing the person who taught me what saving people feels like.”

“Naïve,” En grunted. “You’re thinking like a child,” The hiss of it was close to his ear though the figure hovered yards away. “Like this is a story with a clever loophole you can wriggle through if you just care hard enough. Sometimes there is no loophole.”

Izuku’s vision swam. The vestige air vibrated faintly, like wires under tension. He could feel his pulse in the scar on his arm like a quiet drum. The void listened. It always listened. Izuku's knees buckled. He went down hard, palms hitting solid ground, the vibration rattling up into his teeth. For a moment he stayed there, hunched, sucking air that didn’t feel like air, too thin and too heavy all at once. His throat scraped raw on every breath.

So this was it? Even the vestiges were telling him that it was all hopeless. That killing Kacchan was the only real choice. He wanted to fight it with everything he had. He wanted to find where Kacchan was and free him, then maybe—maybe—he could rewrite the part where his death was necessary. But deep down, he trusted the vestiges. If they said there was no other path, then it must be true. The unfairness weighed heavy on his chest. 

Yoichi came into his field of vision the way a lantern enters a dark room—no blaze, just a circle of warmth. He didn’t stand over Izuku. He crouched, knees folding easily, level with him. Up close, his quiet was almost a texture; it made the space around him feel breathable.

Izuku’s throat closed. He had braced for another verdict, another ironclad lecture dressed up in pity. You must… The world cannot afford… He’d been clenching his muscles so tight they’d started to quiver from it, but Yoichi’s voice came soft, careful, like a hand offering—not forcing. It startled him how plain that gaze was. Not heavy with judgment. Just steady. Human.

“Izuku,” Yoichi said. “Breathe.”

It wasn’t a command. Not even comfort, exactly. Just the sound of his name spoken like a reminder that he was still here.

Izuku dragged air in—it shuddered, then broke. He didn’t realize he was crying until the realm tasted like salt.

“I’m sorry,” Yoichi said, low. “This is never what I wanted.”

The words stilled him. Izuku’s body didn’t know what to do with the tension it had been holding. He blinked at him, dazed, his heart a frantic, birdlike thing in his ribs. He’d braced for agreement, for another knife dressed in solemn truth. To hear this instead—his brain snagged, stumbled, couldn’t move past it. Not what he wanted?

Yoichi lifted a hand, slow, unthreatening. “I should have stopped them sooner,” Yoichi murmured. His eyes flicked briefly to the other vestiges, still standing in their half-formed shadows, and then returned to Izuku. “But it was important that you heard them first—important that you know what this power has made of the people inside.”

Izuku’s voice scraped up out of him like broken glass. “They want me to kill him.” It wasn’t even a question. His eyes burned hot. “Kacchan— they want me to—” His mouth refused the rest. He bowed his head, fists tight against his chest.

Yoichi didn’t reach out. He only nodded, slow, the way someone nods when they know that yes, the world really has that broken type of brutally. “Yes. They do. And they believe it with everything they are.”

“I don’t—” Izuku bit down a sob. “What’s the point of this power if that’s where it leads? If it asks me to do that and still calls it saving?” His chest heaved. He hated how desperate he sounded, but the plea wouldn’t stop spilling out.

Yoichi’s shoulders sloped as if he carried a very old weight. His voice dropped softer, pitying. “That,” he said, voice worn smooth by years of silence, “is what I’ve kept from you. It’s time you heard the truth without the story we wrapped it in.”

The realm dimmed around them, as if the embers themselves leaned in to listen.

“My brother,” Yoichi began, and his words seemed to echo from some place far older than the void. “He wanted control, not peace. Not fairness. He took quirks, yes—but more than quirks. He bent people. He molded them, demanded loyalty, and pressed his will into their bones. He saw the world as pieces to be moved. And when he gave me a quirk, he did not give, he forced. That was how One For All was born.”

Izuku’s gut turned over. The story had always been painted in thick strokes: a monster who took, a brother who resisted, a power born from defiance. Hearing it described from the person himself—made his stomach twist. Smaller and more personal. 

“At the time,” Yoichi said, and his gaze lowered, full of a kind of shame that had no bottom, “I thought it was hope. A weapon against him. Something that could grow, be passed, resist his hunger.” His lips pressed thin. “I did not understand what else it was.”

Izuku swallowed hard, throat catching. “What else?”

Yoichi raised his hand and swept it gently at the space around them—the void, the shadows, the figures lined like statues. His expression was quiet devastation.

“This.”

Izuku’s heart gave one terrible thud.

“My brother’s quirk builds prisons,” Yoichi continued. “He steals quirks, and with them, the souls of those who bore them. They cannot pass on. That is his curse and his power.” He shifted, a small adjustment in the crouch that kept his eyes level with Izuku’s. “We despised that. We told ourselves we were the opposite: a power given, not taken; a burden borne, not imposed; a legacy carried, not enforced. But do you see, Izuku?” His eyes stayed fixed on Izuku’s. “One For All has done the same. It is a mirror, not its opposite. We told ourselves it was legacy—that it was noble. But endurance is its own kind of prison. We are preserved here just as his victims are preserved there. Different intentions. Same result. Two sides of the same coin.”

Yoichi glanced once at the others. No one interrupted him. His eyes returned to Izuku. “We were wrong. Not in the desire—I still want a world where might does not mean everyone else’s will must break. But in the method.” He lifted his hand slightly, palm up, as if weighing a coin no one could see. “We took from people, too. We took the part of them that would have moved on. We trapped them and asked them to be grateful for being a part of something bigger than themselves. We demanded obedience and called it destiny. We told ourselves the story that One For All is the opposite of All For One because it felt clean that way.”

Izuku’s skin crawled. His mouth worked, but his breath stumbled on the edge of words. He wanted to deny it. Wanted to say it wasn’t the same, couldn’t be the same. But his pulse stuttered, and deep down, something in him recognized the truth. “You’re saying… you’re saying you’re no different. That this—” he gestured wildly at the void, the sparks, the solemn figures watching in silence “—it’s the same thing as him.”

“The same coin,” Yoichi said simply. “One side devours. The other preserves. But both bind. To the soul that cannot leave, the bars feel the same.”

Izuku’s tears burned, falling unchecked. He wanted to argue, to deny it, to scream that it wasn’t true—but how could he? He could feel it pressing in on him already, the weight of their eyes, the way they held him in place. The vestiges had always been kind to him, stern when they needed to be, but kind. They’d believed in him, trusted him. Yet standing here, the truth stripped bare, he saw it—how easily a story of legacy could become obedience, how a vow could become a chain. It was different from All For One’s cruelty, yes. But the weight on the trapped soul was the same.

His thoughts spun. Of course. Everything lined up with a terrible kind of clarity. Each wielder said “yes” before they could possibly understand what the yes meant. How could they? You could only learn the full price after death, when it was already too late. And the person handing it on couldn’t warn the next holder properly, because even they wouldn’t know—not until it was too late, not until they were already dead and stuck here. One For All had not merely survived on selflessness; it had learned to hunt with it. The pattern was so neat it made his stomach turn: choose the kind of person who would say yes without needing the terms explained, praise that yes as virtue, then console them later—much later—by calling their captivity legacy. Each holder accepted the burden without fully understanding the weight until it was too late. By then, acceptance had hardened into doctrine.

He couldn’t fault the vestiges. That was the worst part—he couldn’t be angry in any satisfying way, because he understood exactly how the mind knits comfort out of whatever thread is left. Call it purpose and you get to feel like a volunteer. Call it inheritance and you get to feel chosen. He knew that trick because he’d used it himself. But now that the pieces were laid out in front of him, he could see where the power had slid its hand inside the glove of good intentions.

The power sought the selfless—those who would gladly lay themselves down for others. Find the person who hates to be in the center of the room unless it is to take a blow. Hand them a torch that burns from both ends and tell them it’s an honor to carry it. Selflessness is a beautiful thing in motion; he believed that with his full chest. But here, the system had learned to weaponize it. The power did not need to threaten; the threat was internalized: if you refuse, you betray all the people who believed in you. You didn’t have to drag someone if they dragged themselves.

The power chose for selflessness, so the holders skewed toward martyrdom; martyrs—tired and sincere—sought successors who looked like better versions of themselves. The ones who’d always step forward, always throw themselves down, always give away whatever was left of them if it meant someone else could be safe. People like Nana. Like All Might. Like him.

He winced. He could see his own reflection in that. If Yoichi hadn’t spoken, he could have been next in line, smiling through cracked lips, telling some kid the same words that had comforted and trapped him. He would’ve thought it was proof that he mattered, proof that he was a real hero. He would’ve worn the burden like a badge, even if it killed him. He would’ve told himself it was worth it. The thought made him sick. The next wielder was always someone willing to die for others, and when the end came, they convinced themselves that passing the torch was noble. It kept going because every one of them believed they were doing the right thing.

He let the shame come and go. Shame wanted to make him small. He needed space inside his chest to move.

Yoichi leaned closer, interrupting Izuku’s spiral. His expression softened further, stripped bare. “I will not ask you to kill your friend.”

Izuku’s head snapped up. The relief that crashed through him was messy, tangled with grief. His throat burned. His eyes filled without his permission. “Then… what am I supposed to do?”

Yoichi didn’t hand him orders. He didn’t script a destiny. Instead, he lifted an arm and pointed at the faint sheen of scar on Izuku’s arm. where the black handprint had once burned.

“He left something with you,” Yoichi said. “When he pulled that thorn, he patched the wound in your aura. He gave you a piece of himself. A tether. Part of him is still with you. He isn’t gone.”

The scar thrummed at the naming, a live wire under his skin. Izuku gasped, clutching at his arm. Heat pulsed up through bone, shoulder, chest. “Kacchan…” The name fell raw. “He—he’s still—?”

“Yes,” Yoichi said.

Izuku’s chest split open. Relief and anguish crashed together until he didn’t know which was which. His tears fell faster, hot trails against his skin. Izuku clutched the scar tighter, as if he could keep the tether from slipping. His heart staggered, then caught again, burning hard.

“All For One must still be stopped,” Yoichi said, steady as a drumbeat. “But I won’t tell you how. That choice is yours. I am tired of throwing children into a destiny written by others. Whatever you choose to do, Izuku Midoriya—whether it is to save your friend, or to end my brother, or both—you will have my support.”

Izuku shook his head, trying to clear it, trying to take in the enormity of it. “But… what do I do?”

Yoichi’s eyes softened. “You end it for good. Be the last. Pass this quirk to no one. Break the chain. End the prison.”

The words landed like stones in Izuku’s stomach. Heavy, terrible, but honest. The thought of being the last—that there would be no one after him—stabbed sharp and cold, but there was relief in it too. Relief that no one else would be bound. No one else would have to wear these chains and convince themselves it was for glory.

He bowed his head. Tears dripped freely from his chin. “I promise,” he whispered, voice hoarse but certain. “I won’t pass it on. I’ll end him. I’ll end this. And—I’ll bring Kacchan back. I have to.”

Yoichi’s tired smile said everything—that this was the answer he’d been waiting for centuries to hear.

The scar flared suddenly, light spilling from it like threads unraveling into the dark. They wove out into the void, tugging, pulling, beckoning. Izuku felt the draw immediately, like a hand on his chest urging him forward.

Yoichi lifted his hand, laid it gently over the scar—not pressing, just guiding. The light surged under his touch, stronger, brighter. Izuku felt the tether vibrate through his bones, like a string plucked in the marrow.

“Follow it,” Yoichi said. “And remember: this choice is yours. Not ours. Not his.”

Izuku clenched his fists, wiped the tears from his face, and nodded fiercely.

And as the tether pulled him, as the void tilted and the embers scattered, Izuku carried the weight of it all—the truth of prisons, the vow to end them, and the unbreakable promise that he would not abandon Kacchan.


 

The tether pulled like a thread hooked behind his ribs, and Izuku followed because he had to. It tugged him down, down, until the storm-sky of the vestige realm tore away. The air shifted. The ground—if it could be called that—caught him with a jolt.

Izuku hit what passed for ground, skidding to his knees. Slime slicked up his palms, cold as old steel. The smell hit next—rot, sweet and spoiled, layered with iron and something chemical that burned his sinuses. He choked, gag reflex jumping, eyes watering as he lurched upright.

Rot.

The world reeked of it. A heavy, sweet stench of meat gone bad, thick enough he could taste it on his tongue. The floor wasn’t floor at all but a slick film of blackened sludge, rippling faintly like it breathed. Chains were everywhere. Some were taut as bowstrings, others were slack and coiled like snakes. But they all hung from nowhere—disappearing into an endless void above. Their links were rusted and dripping with something dark that hit the ground with wet splashes. Every sound echoed too loud. Too close.

Izuku’s stomach heaved. He swallowed hard, bile rising in his throat. This was wrong. This was so wrong.

Kacchan’s here?

The thought landed sharp and hollow. His chest seized up at the image: Kacchan, loud and blazing, shoved into this pit of rot. The boy who always burned brighter than anyone—buried in a place that stank of blood and chains. His skin crawled, his heart thudded painfully against his ribs, and he forced his legs to move.

The floor writhed.

What he’d thought was shadow was a skin of black sludge floating over something deeper. It pulsed on a slow rhythm, a sick mimicry of a heartbeat. Bubbles swelled and burst with soft, wet pops, burping up a smell that tasted like copper. Chunks drifted under the surface—bone-white flashes, ragged and wrong—then rolled away.

“Kacchan?” His voice came out sandpaper-thin. The space ate it, swallowed it, threw it back at him thinner. “Kacchan!” The sound died in his throat. The chains rattled.

Izuku pressed a hand over his mouth, gagging. He had seen horrors before—but this… this was different. This was personal. This wasn’t some villain’s lair or laboratory. This was Kacchan’s soul, or what was left of it under All For One’s grip.

His fists shook. He wanted to run. He wanted to claw his way back up the tether. But the thought of leaving Kacchan here—alone in this rot—made his knees lock in place. 

He forced his legs to move. Each step sucked at his shoes, the sludge clinging like it wanted to keep him. The tether under his skin tugged him deeper, a hot filament thrumming along his scar. He held his breath against the stink and picked his path through a forest of chains that scraped and sang as he brushed past.

Something brushed back.

Fingers—no, a hand—broke the surface at his ankle and clamped.

Izuku yelped and stumbled, kicking reflexively. The grip was wrong: too many joints, or not enough, the bones at off angles under the slick skin. The nails raked his sock, cold and slimy. He jerked hard and felt the hand slide off, leaving a smear of black that soaked straight through. Another hand reached—tendons like gray thread—gnashing at his calf. He hopped sideways, heart smashing against his ribs, and nearly went over as the sludge gave way.

“Kacchan!” Louder. Panicked. “Kacchan, answer me!”

A face surfaced at his feet, jaw unhinged, teeth cracked down to brown nubs. It didn’t have eyes. The sockets were empty, but something inside them twitched. The mouth opened and closed—no sound, just the clack of teeth when they finally met.

Izuku staggered backward, the tether burning under his skin like a warning flare. He didn’t want to touch anything. He didn’t want to breathe. The chains overhead scraped again—longer this time, like something big had shifted its weight. The sound shivered the sludge into ripples that smacked against his shins.

He ran.

Not fast. There wasn’t room. The forest of iron crowded him, links swinging, greasing his sleeves with rust and something that wasn’t rust. Mangled hands kept reaching. Sometimes they caught a pant leg and dragged, and he had to wrench free. Sometimes they missed and clutched at nothing, nails scratching the air. A few belonged to arms that ended abruptly at the elbow—chewed off, gnawed smooth, he couldn’t look too closely—and the stumps bobbed with obscene buoyancy in the sludge.

He lifted his feet higher, picking his way from dry-ish patch to dry-ish patch, skirting pits where the surface thinned to a raw, glistening red. The smell got worse there—coppery and hot. He could hear, faint under the chain chorus, a wet crunching sound that his brain labeled chewing.

“Kacchan!” He broke on the word. He shoved past another chain, the links biting into his palm, tacky with old blood. “Kacchan, please!”

A low groan rose somewhere far to his left—metal straining to hold weight. He froze, breath caught.. His head snapped toward the sound, but the forest was a maze, and everything looked the same—sagging lines of chain, loops on loops, a horizon of rot. The tether tugged again, not left or right but forward, and he obeyed.

More faces pushed up as he moved. Not Kacchan. Never Kacchan. Mouths bubbling black. Tongues swollen, gray. Some split from forehead to throat in clean seams that made him think of peeled fruit and he almost vomited. He clapped a hand over his mouth, swallowed acid, and kept going. A chain dragged its length across his shoulder and left a smear that burned cold like menthol.

The air dampened his hair to his scalp. Breath came hard, like he was inhaling through a cloth. He pictured Kacchan here—Kacchan, who hated damp and rot and things that clung. Kacchan who—back when he had Explosion—always smelled like caramel. But him trapped in this meat-sweet, iron-stinking dark? Izuku’s vision went dark around the edges, narrowing to a bright, shaking tunnel.

He tried again, louder this time, voice raw: “Kacchan! Where are you?!” The echo carried out and came back twisted, warped. His own voice sounded like it belonged to something else. 

This place is eating me alive, he thought. If he’s here—if he’s been here all this time—

A hand like a bird’s foot hooked his laces and yanked. He went down on one knee, palms slapping into the muck. The cold went right through him. Fingers climbed his shin like spiders, wet and eager. He tore his leg free with a sound that lived halfway between sob and snarl and lurched upright again, shaking sludge from his hands in stringy ropes that clung to his skin anyway.

“—gh!” He kicked on reflex. The thing holding him slid off and came back, colder, bonier. One set of hands caught his sock and tugged; another latched onto the hem of his pants and wouldn’t let go.

“Let— go—!” Izuku hissed, trying not to breathe through his nose. He pried one set of fingers off, then another, but more kept surfacing, wrist stumps slick, tendons showing like gray threads. They weren’t climbing; they were insistently… tapping? Patting his shin? It would’ve been almost comical if he wasn’t being handled by a bunch of severed limbs.

“I said—” He jerked his leg back, but the hands didn’t drag. They squeezed. Not hard. A quick, urgent pulse, then another. Tap tap. Tap. Like a code. Like hey—look.

He froze. The hands stopped tugging the instant he did.

“…are you trying to get my attention?” he asked, voice raw and ridiculous in the echo. The nearest set of hands started clapping. Another wiggled all five fingers in a frantic little wave, then let go of his sock and pointed—index extended, wrist bones grinding softly—toward the right.

Izuku followed the line of the point. He turned slowly, taking it in. Here, a chain lifted and settled, leaving a furrow. There, a loop rolled over itself, inching forward. The sound he’d written off as background—soft metal-on-metal—resolved into a thousand tiny drags, a room-wide hush of iron migrating.

“Oh,” he breathed, horror mixing with relief in a way that made his knees feel loose. “You were… you were trying to show me something.”

The hand on his shin gave two deliberate squeezes, as if to say finally, then released him. 

And then the swamp erupted.

Dozens—no, hundreds—of hands burst from the muck at once, spraying black droplets, shooting up in every direction. Fingers flapped, palms smacked the surface of the sludge, wrists twisted as if waving. It was chaos, grotesque and jubilant. Some bounced on the sludge, popping up and down so fast they looked like cheering fans in the stands. Others threw thumbs up, one even shaking like it was straining to give him the biggest encouragement possible.

It should have been horrifying. Mangled, severed limbs with skin peeling, nails cracked, tendons loose—it should have emptied his stomach. Instead, the sheer joy of it hit him sideways. They weren’t trying to drag him into the dark. They were… celebrating.

A hundred-pointed fingers jabbed all at once in the same direction.

Izuku’s throat tightened. His lips shook into the ghost of a smile. “You… you’re showing me the way.”

A cheer went up, if it could be called that: a wild percussion of hands slapping the surface, dozens of mangled high-fives against the air, a rattling wave that rolled across the swamp. They bounced and flapped and waggled their fingers like an ecstatic crowd. Hands clapped against one another in sloppy applause. The movement churned the sludge into a bubbling froth, and the sound it made—wet, messy, insistent—was grotesque and hilariously like cheering.

Another hand surfaced just enough to flash double peace signs before it fell backward into the muck with a satisfied slap.

Izuku pressed his palm to his chest and bowed his head for half a second. “Thank you,” he said, voice rough. “All of you.” Izuku’s throat tightened. He added, stupidly earnest, “I didn’t mean to kick you. I— um—sorry.”

Three hands lifted at once to say no problem in various gestures: a wobbly wave, a finger-gun, and a weak little fist pump that splashed tar-specks onto his knee. Another hand—mangled, two fingers missing—patted his ankle in forgiveness, then added a tiny, brave thumbs up with what it had left.

Izuku turned and began following where the others were pointing.

Underfoot the current was sure. The sludge made wet sounds as the links slithered through, dragging ropy trails that filled in behind them.

The hands became spotters, popping up in bursts to point when the chain split, patting his ankle when he drifted off line, flattening themselves into arrows when the path veered. When a deeper pocket of sludge yawned in front of his next step, three hands shot up in a panicked X; he froze, rerouted, and they all flopped over in synchronized relief, one giving a shaky jazz-hands flourish that would’ve killed him if he’d had breath to laugh.

“Okay, okay,” he whispered, cheeks wet without him noticing when that had started. “We’re a team.”

The farther he went, the more obvious the draw became. 

A greenhouse.

A glass shape in the distance.  Light bloomed inside it—soft, green, almost warm. Iron bones. Fused panes. Condensation mapped the slanted walls. The closer he got, the more wrong it felt—a bubble of healthy air inside a body gone septic—and the contrast was so wrong his knees nearly went weak. After all the rot, the gleam looked like a lie, and still his body lurched toward it the way thirsty animals lurch toward anything that reflects the sky.

Chains converged like rivers joining. The whisper of drag grew into a soft, steady hiss, almost like breath. He could feel it under the soles of his shoes now—a faint, insistent vibration in the metal pulling him on.

A final cluster of hands rose at the mouth of the greenhouse—a tangle of iron and vine—that opened onto brighter humid light. They arranged themselves into a lopsided arrow, every forefinger extended, some straight, some crooked, all urgent.

Izuku pressed his fist to his sternum. “Thank you,” he said, meaning it. “All of you.”

In unison—as if they’d practiced it for this exact moment—the hands lifted and wiggled their fingers in a grotesque, joyous farewell. The nearest hand rose up to chest height and held for a second like it wanted a high-five. Izuku hesitated, then he lifted his palm and met it. The slap was wet and awful and perfect. The hand gave a proud little wiggle and sank with dignity.

The rest of the hands sunk into the sludge in one final unified wave.

Izuku turned his attention back to the mouth of the greenhouse. 

Up close, the structure wasn’t glass so much as panes of something clearer than water. Vines crawled across the frame, thorned and heavy with flowers that didn’t look like any species he knew—petals too fat, too glossy, dew like beads of blood. The door stood ajar, humid breath rolling out. It smelled like green things and wet stone and, underneath, something sweet that made his teeth ache.

He slipped inside.




Heat wrapped him instantly, damp and full. The ground was slate here, slick with condensation; moss padded his steps. Trees arched overhead, their leaves big enough to roof a house, catching the light and pouring it down in softened gold. Vines scrambled from trunk to trunk, heavy with blossoms that opened as he passed. Water fell in a silver sheet at the far end, spilling into a pool so clear it looked painted. Birds—no, not birds—little specks of light with wings—flickered from branch to branch, chiming softly whenever they brushed a leaf. The chains were still here, but they had been braided into structures and tucked underneath stone.

“Kacchan?” he tried, and his voice didn’t echo; it went quiet and close, swallowed by the green.

“Get out.”

The voice cracked the humid air, clean and sharp. Izuku flinched and turned—and there, at the greenhouse’s center, a pillar of braided chain rose like a trunk, a body lashed to it in a hard, cruel harness. Arms covered in iron, ankles cinched, metal crossing a chest he would have known blindfolded. And the face—

For a dizzy second his brain lagged. It wasn’t the gaunt boy with black-dyed hair and tired roots, not the too-thin frame he’d seen in the world outside. This one was blond again, hair spiking every which way like it still bristled against gravity itself. Eyes sharp, furious, alive. For a heartbeat Izuku swore he was looking at the old Kacchan, the one who’d filled every room with noise and fire, untouched by everything that had come after.

“Kacchan—” Izuku’s relief hurt. It was too easy, too familiar.

Red eyes cut to him and narrowed in immediate annoyance. “What are you doing here, nerd?” Katsuki snarled. Same voice. Same quick, cutting grammar. Same contempt that took care of him when it didn’t know how to admit it was care. He jerked his chin, chains rattling a hiss. “You’re not supposed to be here. Out.”

Izuku laughed once, broken, half out of relief and half because the sound wanted out. He took two steps without remembering he’d planned to. “I knew it,” he said. “I knew he was lying—he said—”

“Shut up,” Katsuki snapped. “It’s a trap, Deku. He likes big symbolism. Chains. Gardens. Hope with a nice view. I told you to get out, or are you deaf now?”

Izuku ignored that—because he always did. He closed the last steps, breath shaking with the effort not to grab. The insult landed like a brick to Izuku’s chest—sharp, familiar, almost comforting in how wrong it felt here. That bite, that bark—it was him. The old blaze—blond and loud. It felt like hope. It felt like a trap. He couldn’t tell which, so he did what his body wanted before his mind could slow it down. He took a step closer.

Up close, it looked like someone had built a cage around him—links snug at collarbone and shoulder. Sweat slicked his skin. 

“You’re here,” Izuku breathed.

“Congrats, detective,” Katsuki rasped, voice hoarse and somehow still razor-clean. “You solved the world’s easiest riddle. Now get the hell out.”

“I can’t leave you!” The words tumbled, close to tripping. “Shinso brainwashed me so I could get here. I—” Izuku moved closer. “Outside—he’s—Kacchan, he’s wearing you. He left the—” He touched his own sternum without thinking, palm automatically finding where he’d seen it. “The handprint. He left it open.”

Katsuki looked at him in a way that said he hated what All For One did to him. His lip curled. “Dramatic prick.”

“The heroes are trying to stop him. They’re trying to kill you,” Izuku said, because hiding it felt like lying. 

“They’re trying to kill him,” Katsuki corrected, even while the chains gave a quick whisper that might have been his breath catching. “And they’re right. You hear me, Deku? Kill him.”

The word hit Izuku like a fist. He flinched. “I—no. Not like that. Not with you— not—”

“Don’t be stupid. You can’t beat him in here.” Katsuki jerked his chin; the collar rasped against his throat. “His house, his rules. You want a shot, it’s out there. And if there’s a shot, you take it and you kill him.” Katsuki stared hard enough that Izuku could feel it on his skin. The anger cooled an inch, enough for the shape of something else to show under it—tired, sharp-edged care. 

“Dumbass.” Katsuki leaned forward until the harness bit; veins jumped in his neck. “This is the play. He’s wearing me to get at you. He’s thrilled. You’re here because he let you be here. He wants you close. Wants your guard down. Wants One For All. And you’re waddling in with a bow on it.”

“I know what he wants,” Izuku snapped, fighting to get his breath under control, to stop his heart from trying to punch out of his chest. “But I also know you. You didn’t give up. You—you left part of yourself with me. I followed it. I found you. So we do this our way.”

Katsuki’s jaw twitched, a live wire jumping under skin. He looked like he wanted to spit and couldn’t spare the water. Like he’d bite through the chain if it would give him an inch. Like himself—and the sight steadied Izuku. “Stubborn idiot,” he muttered—less heat than habit. His gaze cut past Izuku’s shoulder, a quick decision snapping into place. “Fine. Ears open, nerd. I’m not the one who needs rescuing.”

Izuku’s stomach dropped, floor gone. “What—”

Katsuki flicked his eyes toward the far side of the garden. “There.”

Izuku turned.

Beyond glossy, lacquered leaves, a small grove opened, tucked to the right where the waterfall threw fine mist. Vines hung in green curtains. The light cooled. At the center stood a pale tree, bark silver-smooth, roots coiled like sleeping snakes. Someone sat at its base, half-hidden by ferns—hair longer, black dye grown out to tired blond, the shape of a shoulder Izuku knew even in dreams.

“I— what—”

“Yeah. That’s him.” The chains grated as the bound one shifted, voice low and blade-clean. “The one you’re actually looking for.”

Izuku’s mouth worked. “But—you—”

“I’m the fire,” the chained Katsuki said, and to show it he rolled his fingers and let a few soft pops crackle across his palm—tiny, controlled suns snapping in and out of being. The sound was so achingly familiar it made Izuku’s throat close. “Literal and the other kind. Bang, drive, mouth. All the stupid courage that barrels first and figures later. He’s Katsuki.” A jerk of the chin toward the tree. “I’m the part All For One yanked and wears like a trophy.”

Izuku’s heart stuttered. He stared past the vines at the slumped figure by the trunk, as if the longer hair and dark ends would come into focus and turn into a lie.

“Katsuki won’t listen to me,” the flame went on, quieter, bite cooled to something that hurt more. “Doesn’t matter what I say. Whatever he did to him—” The word he came out like a curse scraped with sandpaper. “—it stuck. Won’t respond to my voice. Won’t look when I yell. It’s like he’s got me muted.”

Izuku’s hands opened and closed. “He’s not chained.”

“Didn’t have to be,” the flame said. The laugh he let out wasn’t a laugh. “He sat down. I get the collar and the spikes. Katsuki got… an off-switch. He told himself to stop moving so nothing else would break.”

The sentence hit Izuku harder than the word kill had. His mind pitched; the greenhouse swam. All For One’s smug murmur—he gave up—ran through his head and this time it didn’t bounce. It stuck. It fit. His stomach cinched like a fist.

“No,” he said, too fast, too thin. He swallowed and it scraped. “He wouldn’t— he doesn’t—”

“Save the speech, nerd,” the flame cut in, not unkind. “You want to help? Don’t waste it arguing with the part that answers back.” He angled his head at the grove, chains whining. “Go to him. But listen to me: he might not hear you either. You say his name, and it slides off. He doesn’t move. He doesn’t trust voices right now.”

Izuku dragged air into his lungs like it might be rationed. “Then what—”

“Use what you’ve got,” the flame said, eyes hot and steady. “You followed the tether, right? Good. That’s skin and bone stuff. Touch. Heat. Breathing. The simple things that don’t lie.” He flexed his fingers; another soft pop stitched the air, more breath than bang. “And Deku—” He hesitated, jaw working once before the words came out. “Don’t take it personally if he stares through you.”

Izuku nodded. The realization sat in him like a shard: All For One hadn’t lied about that. Kacchan had set himself down and gone quiet. Not because he was weak, not because he wanted out, but because something had been rewired to make stillness feel like safety.

His chest hurt. He couldn’t fix that from here. He could move. “Okay,” he said, voice low and shaking. “I’m going.”

“Finally,” the flame muttered. “Go get him, nerd.”

Izuku slid through the green curtains of vine into the smaller grove, where the air felt cooler, peeled back from the heat in the rest of the greenhouse. Mist from the waterfall drifted like breath. Up close, the tree’s bark was pale, layered like pressed paper; his palm itched to touch it just to have something sturdy under his hand.

Katsuki sat at the base, shoulder braced to the trunk. The black dye had grown out in a harsh crown at the roots, blond showing like frost through ash. His hands lay open on his thighs, fingers raw in places where a chain had rubbed even though no chain touched him.

“Kacchan,” Izuku said, and his voice tripped on the name. He knelt fast, because standing over him felt wrong. “It’s me. It’s— it’s me.”

Nothing. Katsuki’s eyes were on a point just left of Izuku’s shoulder, unfocused, like he was watching the waterfall but not seeing water. He blinked once, half-complete, and didn’t adjust his gaze.

Izuku remembered the warning: He might not hear you either. He pitched his voice lower, softer. “Hey. I found you.”

No flinch. No spark. Like the sound slid off a surface that had been waxed smooth.

Okay. Use what you’ve got.

He dragged his palm off the tree and set it, very carefully, against the rough knit of Katsuki’s sleeve near the wrist. Not grabbing. Not even a full hold. Just… touch. Heat and skin and the simple thing that doesn’t lie.

Katsuki’s forearm twitched under his fingers. Small. Reflex, not choice. Izuku felt the scrape of torn skin against fabric where the chain had chafed him raw. He let his hand stay, steady and present, and breathed—not loud, not heavy. Just present. His heart wanted to sprint; he made it walk.

“I’m here,” he said again. “Right here.”

A few inches away, Katsuki’s other hand tightened and then loosened, a ghost of movement. His eyes tracked an inch toward Izuku and snagged on the middle distance again, like something in him refused to lock.

“Don’t… don’t do that,” Izuku whispered, and realized he was begging. “Don’t look through me. Please.”

He slid closer until his knees brushed moss and cold seamed through the damp fabric. When he was close enough that he could smell the clean bite of the mist off the waterfall on Katsuki’s skin, he lifted his other hand and set it over the back of Katsuki’s knuckles. Thumb to thumb. Pulse to pulse.

“Hey.” He tried a crooked smile that felt like a bandage. “It’s me. Loud nerd. Tripping hazard. You don’t have to listen to what I’m saying if it’s too much. Just… please know that I’m here.”

Katsuki’s breath hitched; not a gasp. A stutter. The faintest sign. His gaze ticked, missed, then—finally—caught on Izuku’s mouth for half a second. It slid away like a tired hand losing grip.

“It’s okay,” Izuku said, throat thick. “You can hate me later. Or yell. Or tell me I’m being dramatic. I’ll take any of it. Just—stay with me for a little.”

A soft, dry sound came from Katsuki’s throat that wasn’t a word. Izuku swallowed, fighting the urge to fill the quiet with frantic talk. He did what he could control: he matched breathing. In through his nose for four. Out for four. He kept one hand on wrist, one on knuckles, letting the contact be the metronome.

A small tremor ran through Katsuki’s fingers, then settled. His chest followed Izuku’s rhythm on the second cycle, not quite to the count, but close enough.

“Good,” he said, so soft it barely made air.

A drop from the waterfall hit the back of Izuku’s neck and ran under his collar cold as ice. He ignored it. His world narrowed to warmth under his palms and the exhausted line of Katsuki’s mouth.

“All For One wants me to believe there are only two choices,” Izuku murmured, not because he expected an answer but because saying it out loud kept his head clear. “He’s wrong. He’s wrong, Kacchan. We can make a third.”

It happened in inches.

First, a catch in Katsuki’s blink—half-lowered lids hitching, then lifting all the way like something had unclogged. His gaze slid toward Izuku and didn’t slip off this time. It snagged. Held. Not bright; not yet. But on him.

Izuku felt it physically, like a hand catching the back of his shirt to keep him from stepping into the street. Heat rushed up his throat so fast his vision stung. He almost said his name again, then didn’t, afraid the sound would break whatever had just aligned.

He didn’t move. He let the contact run through his palms—the wrist under one hand, the knuckles under the other—kept his breathing slow. Here. I’m here.

Katsuki’s focus wavered once, a small drift toward the waterfall, and Izuku’s stomach fell—but then the gaze cut back, stubborn. Izuku’s heart tripped. He swallowed and it hurt.

“Hi,” he tried, ridiculous and too soft for a place made of chains. “It’s me.”

The flicker in Katsuki’s eyes wasn’t light yet; it was friction. A grind of old gears. Katsuki’s brow pinched, his fingers twitched once against his thigh, then stilled. The tendons at his throat stood out, the swallow visible. His eyes stayed.

Izuku laughed a tiny, helpless breath. “There you are,” he said, and the relief in it was almost painful. “God—there you—”

“Deku.”

Izuku’s breath stuttered. Just his name, but pointed at him, not past him. It hit Izuku like an impact. The sound carried no bite, no smugness, just the shape of recognition ground down to essentials.

“Yeah,” he said, too fast, too eager, tears hot in his eyes. He forced them to hang there and not fall. “Yeah. Me. Deku.”

Katsuki’s mouth worked again, the second word catching. “Why are you—?”

“You can tell me off later,” Izuku blurted, desperate to keep him moving. “Keep talking to me. Please.”

Katsuki’s eyes didn’t brighten, but they narrowed an imperceptible degree—the old focus ghosting through. “Idiot,” he rasped. “You… always do this.”

“Yeah,” Izuku said, the word breaking proud in his mouth. 

A breath snagged in Katsuki’s chest—half cough, half huff. It was so close to the beginning of a scoff that Izuku’s ribs hurt with wanting it to finish. He didn’t push. He squeezed Katsuki’s wrist once, gentle and deliberate, matched the next inhale to his own count.

“Stay with me,” he said, voice wobbling and stubborn at once. “Okay?”

Katsuki didn’t nod. He didn’t have to. He dragged his gaze down to Izuku’s mouth again and kept it there like a man bracing under a weight. 

“You can be mad at me,” Izuku said in a rush, because he needed the old pathways lit up, any of them. “Call me names. Tell me I’m an idiot. Just don’t—don’t go quiet again. Please.”

Katsuki’s lashes lowered, then lifted. His voice found one more word and let it fall heavy between them.

“Deku.”

Izuku made a sound that embarrassed him, a little broken noise that was mostly yes. His grip tightened without meaning to; he gentled it with effort. “Yeah?”

Katsuki didn’t blink. When he spoke again, there was no bite in it. The flatness dulled each syllable. “The heroes are trying to kill him. All For One.”

Izuku’s mouth went dry. “Yeah,” he said, because lying would be worse than the truth here. “They are.”

“Good,” Katsuki said, the word dead even, uncolored. “They should kill him. You should help.”

Izuku heard himself breathe. It sounded fake. He couldn’t pull his hand off Katsuki’s wrist because the pulse under his thumb was a tether and he did not dare test how fragile it was. His mouth tried to form a protest and found only the most important pieces.

“What?” he croaked, because he needed Katsuki to say it again as if repetition would make it make less sense. “Help them—?”

“You need to end him.” The same tone. No heat. No plea. Just instruction, like he was setting a tool on a bench. “For good.”

Izuku’s vision fuzzed at the edges, then snapped back. The grove felt smaller, the air thinner, as if the room had leaned in to listen. “I can’t,” he said, too fast, too raw. “I can’t kill you. He’s in your body. I— I can’t—”

“Kill him,” Katsuki repeated. No impatience. No push. The numbness made it worse: there was nothing for Izuku to argue against, no sharp to catch. “If he’s in me, do it anyway.”

The words hit harder because he didn’t raise his voice. “I’m not helping if the shot hits you.”

“It’s not me anymore.” He didn’t say it to be cruel. He said it like the weather.

“You’re right here. I’m talking to you.”

Katsuki didn’t argue with that. He tilted his head back to the tree and stared up at the glass. “Deku, listen. Go back. Tell them to end it. Don’t let him get his hands on you.”

“Kacchan—” Izuku hated the sound of his own voice, the way it broke and tried to fix itself midfall. He tried to lower it, to steady it, to keep it from shaking this fragile presence apart. “Listen. Please listen. Out there—your friends are waiting for you. Shinso got me here but everyone else is still fighting. Class A bought time. They’re okay for now. We can—we can hold him. There’s another way.”

“You don’t get two clean choices.” Flat. Not cruel. Somehow that hurt more. “You don’t get ‘save me’ and ‘save everyone.’ You get one. Pick the right one.”

Izuku’s chest throbbed with a second heartbeat—the tether under his skin answering each syllable like a tapped glass. He shook his head until the leaves blurred and came back into shape. “They’re holding the line. They’re— they’re waiting for me to try. That’s what we do. We try even when it’s impossible.”


–Katsuki–

 

Katsuki didn’t know when Deku got there. He didn’t know how Deku got there. But now here he was, sitting in front of him like he did when they were kids. The kind of hope that everything would work out in the end if they just believed it hard enough.

Katsuki stared at the moss and glass until the shapes stopped doubling. His head felt too full, too loud. He couldn’t get it straight. Couldn’t get him straight. Deku sat there like it was obvious—like it made sense to be here, to fight for somebody who’d done nothing but grind him down for years.

Katsuki didn’t get it. He kept trying to line it up in his head and the pieces wouldn’t click. 

So what was Deku doing? What story was he telling himself that made this worth it?

Katsuki stared past Deku, past the soft sway of vines. “It keeps coming back to the same thing,” he said mostly to himself, his voice sounded like it had been left out in the rain. “I screw people up.”

Deku flinched, just a little. Katsuki kept going, because once the words started, stopping felt like choking.

“I’m not talking about villains. I mean people who stood next to me.” He rolled his jaw, felt the ache run up into his temples. “I made your life hell for years. That’s not an accident. I pushed. I called you names. I told you to—” the word stalled. “—to kill yourself. That’s on me.”

Deku opened his mouth. Katsuki lifted a hand a fraction. “Don’t. Just—let me finish.”

He dragged in air that didn’t help. “Then the League took me and—” he almost laughed, ugly and soft, “—they got the read wrong for the right reasons. ‘Looks like a villain.’ Can’t even be mad at their logic. All Might burned out dragging me back. He retired.” His throat scraped. “Later, UA kicked me out. I couldn’t blame them for that either. Patterns match. People look at me and somethin’ breaks.”

He swallowed. It sat like a rock. “Then the split happened. “Found Eri. Found Takeshi. Made something small and steady. It felt… safe. Like if I kept quiet I couldn’t knock anything over.”

A breath; it juddered. “But that’s the trick, right? Even that I can ruin. You put me in a room and I don’t know how to be myself without someone paying for it later. I burn too loud and it scares people. I go quiet and people think I’m about to explode. The middle is just… both sides waiting.”

His hands were steady in his lap; he didn’t know how he’d pulled that off. “So yeah. I told him I was tired. I let him in. That part wasn’t a lie. I opened the door.” His mouth went thin. “And now he’s wearing my face and he’s hurting people with it. That’s on me too.”

He finally looked at Deku. “So I’m asking you—am I really wrong for looking at the facts and saying, ‘I’m not worth the effort’? You save time. You save lives. Isn’t that how it works?”

Deku shook his head hard enough to make water snap off him, like he’d just surfaced. “No.”

Why?

Katsuki’s brain ran circles that tired him out. Maybe Deku felt guilty about something—about watching him too closely as kids, about not stopping him sooner. Maybe it was some hero thing that didn’t translate to regular people: see a burning house, run in, no questions asked, even if the house had tried to burn you first.

Or maybe—and this one made something sour rise in his throat—maybe Deku believed in a version of Katsuki that didn’t actually exist. A cleaned-up cut, all edges filed, all messes forgiven by effort. If that was it, should Katsuki tell him? 

Katsuki was still the same asshole he was before. Nothing changed; he just got hollowed out. If Deku rescues him now—and if it actually works—he would go back to being the same guy who burned him all those countless times. He should wreck the shrine before Deku wasted any more flowers on it. He tried to open his mouth to do it and nothing came out but tired air. He didn’t even have the energy to smash the pedestal he didn’t ask for.

“No?” Katsuki managed. “You should… you should hate me. I made your life hell. So why…”

Deku didn’t look away. His voice shook but it didn’t break. “Because you’re still you. And because I care about you.”

Katsuki stared at him, flat and blank, because none of it fit. It made no sense to him.

“Why?” Katsuki asked again, because Deku’s answer still didn’t make any sense. “We aren’t friends. We knew each other too well to be. I was an asshole for most of it. The rest was… loud.” He refused to call it rivalry; the word was too clean. “You act like I’m someone you’re allowed to stay for. Why.”

“Because I know you,” Deku said, like that settled it. “I’ve watched you my whole life. I know the way you hide apologies in actions. I know you fix things when no one’s looking. I know you try.” He took another breath. “You learned how to change,” Deku said, softer now, like this was the part that mattered most. “And I know how hard that is for you. You don’t apologize with speeches—you show it. You make space for people who don’t even know you’re doing it. That’s… that’s the kind of person you are,” Deku said, and the truth of it shook his voice. 

“And,” Deku added, “because you’re my friend.”

Katsuki blinked.

The word didn’t fit. It wasn’t that it hurt; it simply didn’t know where to sit in his chest. Friend? Katsuki checked his body for a response and found—nothing clean. Not relief. Not anger. He didn’t have a compartment for friend that also held I told you to die. Trying to make them stack made his stomach roll.

He had no response ready. No sarcasm, no dismissal, no bark to drive the word away. He stared at Deku like the answer might write itself on the other boy’s face and spare him the work. It didn’t. The silence stretched, not cruel, just… there. Heavy, ordinary, impossible.

Friend still didn’t answer his question of “why.” Because he’d changed? Slowly? Badly? Quietly? That still felt like putting a bandage on a house fire and calling it progress. And if Deku’s reason was “you’re changing,” then what happened the day he couldn’t—when the old mouth came back, when the fuse caught, when the wrong word fell out at the worst time? Did friend get revoked?

He didn’t know. He didn’t know. He didn’t know.

He wanted to say, I’m not who you think I am. He wanted to say, I am who you think I am and that’s the problem. He wanted to say, Stop before you make this worse for both of us. The words jammed somewhere behind his teeth and died there.

So he kept doing the one thing he knew how to do when the room wanted promises he couldn’t make: he went quiet. He let Deku talk. He watched the way Deku’s hands shook and hated that it mattered and hated that it didn’t fix anything.


–Izuku–



Izuku watched him carefully. Katsuki’s expression had gone blank again, gaze drifting somewhere far away. Izuku’s stomach twisted—had he said the wrong thing? Had his words pushed too hard, or not enough?

“Kacchan?” he tried, voice too thin. He leaned forward, desperate to catch even the smallest flicker. “Please—say something.”

Nothing. Not a blink, not a twitch of his mouth.

Izuku’s pulse kicked hard against his ribs. “Kacchan, don’t—don’t do this,” he said, words tumbling fast and unsteady. “Don’t go quiet on me. I’m here. I’m right here.”

“Hey idiot!” The flame’s voice knifed across the grove from the pillar—hoarse, hot, impatient. “I told you! Not a lot gets through to him right now.” A rattle of links as he craned for a look. “You done proving me right, or you want to sing him lullabies till the old man shows?”

Izuku flinched—not from the bite, from how true it was—and turned, still keeping a palm on Katsuki’s wrist like he could thread the tether through skin. The flame jerked his chin, chains rasping. “Over here, nerd. We don’t have time to lose being noble.”

Izuku hovered a breath longer—Katsuki’s pulse steady under his thumb—then forced his hand to let go. “I’ll be right back,” he said, uselessly, and moved.

Up close again, the flame was all hard lines and furious life stuffed into a cruel harness. Tiny pops flowered across his palm—soft, restrained—like punctuation.

“It’s fine if you won’t kill him,” the flame said, as if Izuku had confessed a crime and he was waving it off. “You’re built stupid that way.” He didn’t put venom on it. Just fact. “There’s another way. Not clean, but it buys you something.”

“What?” Izuku heard how fast that came out. He didn’t care. “Anything.”

“Free me,” the flame said. He lifted his bound wrists an inch; the cuffs bit, and black-red tar welled and clotted fast. “If Katsuki’s taking a knee, then fine. But if I get loose, we fuse. No more split, no more stupid trick. All For One will lose the pinch, and then he can’t mess with quirks through our divide. He gets slower. You get a shot.”

“If you fuse,” Izuku said, throat dry, “the… tampering—?”

“Gone,” the flame confirmed. “Put us back together, the outlet vanishes.” His mouth twisted. “He’ll still be a nightmare. But you’ll have him on his feet in the dark. Not wearing us like gloves.”

“Okay,” Izuku said. No plan beyond it. “Tell me where to start.”

The flame jerked an arm forward. “Wrists,” he said. “Get what you can.”

Izuku got both hands on the left cuff. It wasn’t a clean ring; it was a hinge and a length of embedded teeth. Up close, he could see how it barbed under the skin—surgical in the worst way. He braced a foot, lifted instead of shoved, made space where flesh would give. He felt for the lip of the pin with his fingertip, found the tiniest bite, and pulled.

It didn’t move.

“Don’t just yank,” the Flame snapped, teeth gritted in pain. “Look.”

Izuku swallowed and inspected the cuff. He found a hinge with a pin. The pin wasn’t welded; it was hammered and bent. The seam along the knuckle of the joint was shallow where it met the plate.

He put his thumb at the hinge and felt for give. Nothing. He put his shoulder into the chain itself, lifting. The plate bit into the Flame’s skin.

“Sorry.” Izuku eased off, shifted his weight, and levered the chain up instead of the cuff down—less cut, more space. The hinge gaped a fraction.

“That,” the Flame gritted. “Again.”

Izuku did it again. And again. His palms burned. His forearms shook. The hinge opened a sliver more. He shoved one finger in the sliver and felt metal and heat and a notch where a tool could go if he had one. He didn’t. He had hands. He curled his finger, hooked the pin’s lip, and dragged.

It moved the length of a fingernail and stopped dead.

He ground his teeth, looked around, and grabbed a length of chain pooling at the Flame’s hip. He threaded it through the gap and made it into a loop and pulley. He set his weight and leaned.

The pin slid with a squeal. “Come on,” Izuku said between his teeth.

The pin came free with a tearing pop. The cuff sprang half an inch. Barbs tore loose with a wet, sucking sigh. Tar-blood ran and clotted as it fell. The chain at the Flame’s wrist went slack for the first time since Izuku had walked in here. The Flame exhaled hard like the first breath after surfacing. “One,” he breathed.

Izuku reached for the other wrist. He picked up the chain again, levered, hooked, leaned. His shoulders burned. The pin shrieked as it moved. The cuff flipped open and clanged against the floor. The Flame laughed once, ugly and satisfied. The flame flexed his hands once—then stilled so Izuku could work on the next chain. 

The ribs were worse: thin staples laced under bone, threading the chain like a horror movie. Izuku found the smallest link, twisted until it deformed, and snapped it with a satisfying lurch. The next went faster. He worked up the left side, breaking stitches while his forearms trembled and his palms went slick.

With every link that died, the room shifted. The waterfall’s hiss sharpened. The sweetness in the air thinned. Light came in cleaner through a pane that had felt fogged from within. Out of the corner of his eye, in the grove, Katsuki’s shoulders moved.

The temperature in the room suddenly dropped.

The smell thinned one more layer.

A shadow crossed the light like a cloud that hadn’t existed a second before.

“Deku.” The flame’s voice snapped sharp, alive with warning. “Heads up—”

Footsteps whispered across the glass floor, soft as if the place itself carried them.

Izuku’s head snapped up.

White hair. Pale eyes. Black clothes. He walked into the greenhouse like it belonged to him, gaze sweeping over broken cuffs, bleeding palms, and the boy still slumped under the tree

And then he smiled. Not cruel. Not kind. Just pleased.

“Initiative,” All For One said, warm as praise. “Good.”

Every chain in the room answered his voice.

Izuku’s breath hitched, hands locking down on the iron. The Flame snarled, Katsuki didn’t move, and the air pressed tighter—

and then Danger Sense screamed

Notes:

How did I manage to make a bunch of severed hands a wholesome moment? Ong I was debating on whether I should make them crowd surf Izuku to the greenhouse LMAO

Chapter 51: The Useful Kind of Broken

Notes:

Hello, dear readers. I hope you haven't forgotten about me.

Sorry this chapter took so long to release. I actually spent all this time perfecting it. It nearly had to be rewritten from scratch, because it didn't hit the way I wanted it to. Anyway, I made myself cry. That's all.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

–Izuku–

 

Izuku moved without choosing to—putting himself between the door and the Flame. His pulse hammered so hard it shook his fingers; he set his feet and made space with his body.

Chains rattled; the Flame yanked against them, eyes spitting heat. “Get up,” he snapped across the grove—at the boy under the tree. “Katsuki. On your feet! Don’t you dare sit there while Deku faces that bastard.” 

Kacchan didn’t move. His eyes tracked the newcomer and then slid away, unfocused again, like distance had weight.

All For One smiled, small, as if something had gone exactly the way he expected. “There you are,” he said to Izuku, voice sliding through the clearing like oil. “At last.” He tilted his head. “Bring me One For All.”

Izuku’s jaw locked. “No.”

All For One’s brows lifted in a courtesy of surprise. “No?”

“Leave Kacchan alone.” Izuku set his stance wider, shoulders squaring. “It’s me you want. Leave him out of it.”

Amusement flickered over All For One’s mouth. “The child thinks he can negotiate. How quaint.” His gaze flowed past Izuku and lingered on the boy beneath the withered tree, the one dusted in green light and fatigue. “And how loud.” He clicked his tongue, soft, almost sympathetic.

“Hey.” The Flame jerked against his restraints hard enough to spark. “Don’t look at him—look at me.” His snarl slashed the air. “Katsuki, up. You hear me? Up, now. We don’t fold. We don’t whine. We don’t play dead. You’re acting pathetic. Weak. Get your ass off the ground!”

“Hey—” Izuku risked a glance back, eyes hot. “That’s not helping.”

“It’s the only language we listen to.” The Flame bared his teeth. “Get. Up.”

All For One’s smile thinned. “There it is,” he murmured, savoring it. “Expectation. Performance. Stand, Katsuki. Burn, Katsuki.” His eyes returned to Izuku, dark and pleased. “And you. Ever the supplicant boy with a god in your chest.” He opened his gloved hand, palm up. “Come.”

Izuku took a step back. Distance—he needed space. He flung Blackwhip—a quickfire lash meant to hook a broken pillar and sling him to the side. The whip struck—and then the pillar stretched wrong, its stone going soft and rubber-slick under All For One’s pressure, absorbing the strike. The whip slid free.

“Distance, then,” All For One observed mildly, almost approvingly. “A good instinct. Let’s starve it.” He twitched two fingers. The world folded. The floor heaved three degrees to the left, gravity yawning like a trapdoor. Glass-leaf shadows moved where no leaves were. Air thickened; sound thinned. “I control this space. You cannot possibly win, boy.”

Izuku launched anyway, ankles biting as his calves fought the pull. He hit a shattered bench, used the bounce, and skated sideways across a ribbon of tile. He threw Float, shed it, threw Smokescreen, thought better of it—don’t blind yourself—threw Blackwhip again to a higher rib of frame where the metal might hold. 

All For One flicked his finger once again, and the frame turned slick in Izuku’s hands. He slid, caught himself with too much shoulder, and grunted.

The Flame’s voice cracked like a pistol. “Katsuki. I swear to god, if you don’t stand up I will—”

“Stop—please.” Izuku’s eyes cut sideways; the green in them flared, not power—resolve. “You’re making it worse.”

“Worse is what he deserves if he quits now.” The Flame’s glare could have ignited water. “We don’t quit. We don't lie down and give up—” His voice splintered into fury. “And you—” he snapped at All For One. “You swore you wouldn’t touch the people he cares about. You said they’d be safe if he did what you asked. Lying bastard.”

All For One laughed softly, delighted. “Safe? I have kept my word. I won’t harm your precious Izuku—if the boy comes quietly, that is. And if it comes to it…” He rolled his wrist, palm catching a glint of light. “Any injury in this space will not be physical. Here, I can do whatever I want to him and he will wake without a bruise. No scars. No witnesses. I keep my word.”

Izuku stumbled forward a step, almost tripping as the world slid under his boots. “Kacchan—please listen to your other half! if you fuse, All For One won’t be able to tamper with quirks the same way! You’ll shut his field out. You’ll be whole.” He stumbled forward a step, almost tripping as the world slid under his boots. “Please. You are the strongest person I know. I have seen you do things most heroes couldn’t dream of handling. I believe in you. I always have.”

All For One’s attention tilted, a shark circling a drop of blood in the water. He eased a half-step back, angling his body to keep both boys in his eyes. “Listen to how they talk about you,” he said to the tree’s shadow. He nodded at Izuku. “Even your kind friend, who loves you so loudly it makes my teeth ache, wants you to get up and fuse.” All For One crooned, stepping back another pace to admire. “Loud, loud, loud. Be this. Do that. Save him. Save me. Save the world. When all you wanted—” He bent, head tipping as if he, of all people, offered kindness. “—was quiet.”

The Flame’s laugh detonated like a grenade. “Quiet? He wanted a fight. He was the fight.” Chains scraped; he strained until links sang. “Get up, Katsuki. You’re not weak. You’re not done. You think lying down makes it stop hurting? It never stops. We stand anyway.”

“‘Stand anyway,’” All For One murmured, tasting the phrase. “Tell me, Katsuki—how many times have they said that to you? How many nights did you crawl home and give them their theater anyway?”

“Stop talking to him.” Izuku lunged again, not to strike, but to pull the line of All For One’s attention. He fired Blackwhip toward a cracked skylight and this time didn’t try to stick it; he slashed it through the glass, shattering the pane into a hail that fell between them. For a heartbeat the air was full of knives—until All For One twisted weight into paper and the knives fluttered down as harmless confetti.

Izuku hit the floor, rolled, came up on a knee. “Kacchan.” He didn’t look away from All For One, but his voice aimed true. “Just stand up and—”

“—fuse?” All For One finished silkily. “Yes, Katsuki, please do. Become whole. Take away my tool. But hear this—fighting back won’t solve your problems. Fusing will merely inconvenience me. I’m offering something more solid. Peace. A way out.”

The Flame snarled, “Shut your mouth.”

All For One’s head tilted the other way, delighted. “And you—you are the hottest bully in the room, aren’t you? ‘Get up, coward. Weak. Pathetic.’ I adore you both. You wind him from opposite sides until you make a rope he can hang himself with.”

“Enough.” Izuku’s chest burned. He pushed to his feet and forced the fight sideways, hurling himself into the ribs of the greenhouse and sprinting along the narrow rim, forcing All For One to turn. He threw two decoy whips and a third at ankle height; All For One stepped between them without looking, and the floor helped him, bulging to set his foot where it wanted to be.

The Flame sagged against his chains, heat guttering low. His eyes cut to Izuku, hard but stripped of fury. “Deku—listen.” His eyes seared across the clearing, hard but stripped of bluster. “It’s a lost cause. You can’t win here. Don’t you get it? This place bends to him. Every wall, every stone, every shadow—he wrote it. We’re not fighting in the real world. You’ve got to get out before he breaks you.”

The words slammed into Izuku harder than the warped gravity. His chest locked. Get out? He stumbled back, heart in his throat. How? He had only ever thought about getting in—charging forward, dragging Kacchan back, throwing himself between them if he had to. He hadn’t planned for an exit. Not once. His mind clawed for an answer and found nothing but panic.

All For One saw it. His grin curled slow, indulgent. “Ahh,” he crooned, voice soft as oil on water. “There it is. The crack in your resolve.” He turned a lazy circle, hands clasped behind his back as if this ruined greenhouse were his private study. “You see, boy, that’s why I’m in no hurry. Why snatch at fruit before it ripens? You’ve tethered yourself here with no door to crawl back through. And so all I must do is wait.”

He flicked two fingers and the ground groaned, tilting another degree under Izuku’s boots. Blackwhip snapped instinctively from his hand, seeking an anchor, but the rafters melted to slick nothing the instant the whip touched. Izuku yanked it back, teeth grit, sweat rolling down his neck.

“Look at you,” All For One went on, voice rich with amusement. “Burning through your arsenal just to stay standing. Every lash, every leap, every ounce of clever little instinct—it all eats away at that stubborn stamina of yours. And when it frays—when the thread of your will finally snaps—One For All will come loose in your hands. And I will pluck it.” He extended his palm, slow, savoring, as if he could already feel the weight of it settling into his grasp.

“No!” Izuku spat, throwing himself sideways, skating off a strip of tile, forcing movement into his limbs to prove he still could. His ribs screamed with the effort. “I won’t let you—”

“You don’t let me,” All For One corrected softly. “You tire. You fail. And I collect.”

The Flame tore at his chains until sparks sprayed, voice gone raw. “Deku—he’s right. You’re wasting yourself. You can’t fight him here. You need to leave.”

“I—I don’t know how!” Izuku’s voice cracked, words ripped from his chest. The thought tasted like betrayal. He’d come in blind, trusting the reckless pull of instinct, trusting that sheer will would be enough. And now—now the door he needed wasn’t there. He had brought himself in, but he hadn’t thought about the way back.

The villain’s smile stretched, indulgent. “Oh, yes. That’s the music I’ve been waiting for.”

The world tilted again, shadows crawling where light should have been. Izuku’s boots skidded against the warped tiles, his lungs burning with every breath. No way out. No escape. His heart stuttered against the thought—until another truth cut through the panic like steel: if there was no way back, then forward was the only choice.

And forward meant Kacchan.

Izuku’s eyes snapped to the boy slumped under the tree, to the glow clinging stubbornly around him like embers refusing to die. His chest clenched tight. If he couldn’t run, if he couldn’t drag One For All away from this place, then there was only one chance left: Kacchan standing, whole, fused. Strong enough to lock All For One out and turn the fight.

Izuku staggered against the pull of warped gravity, found his footing, and shouted with everything left in him:

“Kacchan—please. You stand, you fuse, he can’t touch our quirks the same way. We’ll have a chance!”

All For One lifted a hand, palm out, and the sound dropped—a soft, smothering hush. “Listen to them,” he whispered to Kacchan. “Even their love is a leash. Lie down. Forget. Oblivion is mercy. I will take the story from you and finish it beautifully.”

– – – – –

The words bounced around the glass and wouldn’t land. Rest. Fight. Quiet. Get up

Izuku stood there with his hand on the glass, chest heaving. The air had that weird, clean taste right before lightning. The Flame was still cursing, chains shrieking. All For One talked like a nice teacher in a warm office. Kacchan sat and looked like the sound had gone out of the world.

Izuku’s brain tried to sprint in five directions at once. He grabbed at the first thing: why isn’t he moving? Because he’s tired. Sure, okay, tired. But Kacchan’s always tired and still gets up anyway. He always— always

Izuku’s stomach turned on the word. 

He was four again, knees muddy in a sandbox, clapping because sparks popped in Kacchan’s hand and it was the coolest thing he’d ever seen. 

Kacchan is amazing! He said it like breathing. He didn’t hear how fast amazing turns into be amazing again.

Then fast-forward: smoke, sirens, Kamino collapsing. All Might breaking himself in half to pull a boy out of the rubble. 

No one stopped in the hallway afterward and told Kacchan to sit down. No one asked him “are you okay?” They said he was strong and let the sentence do the work. Izuku did too. He called it faith. He wrapped it in I believe in you. He didn’t realize belief can be a weight if you strap it to someone and walk away.

The Flame snapped something obscene and the chains answered like a saw going through wet wood. 

All For One said, soft as a blanket, “let the boy rest. It’s what he asked for.” Izuku flinched. Rest. He wanted to hate the word just because All For One touched it. But rest itself wasn’t the enemy. He knew that. The trick was what came after. Rest wasn’t erasing. It wasn’t leaving. It wasn’t the oblivion All For One promised.

On the beach, Kacchan had tried to explain—how certain feelings came to him like outlines only, the shape of an emotion without the color to fill it in. Izuku hadn’t known what to do with that. He’d said it wasn’t fair, that no one should have to live hollowed out like that. But somewhere along the way, his words had tilted. He had made it sound as though the absence itself was the tragedy—that without the fire, Kacchan wasn’t really Kacchan at all.

Then he’d watched the other boy force a mouth he didn’t feel. Izuku thought of the dorms—of the day Kacchan walked in with his hair a mess, black dye grown out, blond pushing stubbornly back through like grass splitting concrete, cheekbones sharper than before. He’d tried so hard to carry himself like the version everyone remembered. The others had known something was off, but the familiar edges let them breathe easier, even if the center was missing.

Eight days in a coma. Everyone camped around a bed like a fire that wasn’t catching. The same phrases burned into the air again and again. He’s stubborn. He never gives up. He’ll wake up. Izuku said them because silence felt like suffocating, and because voicing the opposite would have shattered him outright. What he didn’t realize was what those words carried: they were promises made in Kacchan’s name. A script written for someone who wasn’t awake to agree. Even unconscious, he was being handed a job.

Izuku looked at the boy slumped beneath the tree and saw the script written over his skin like ink. Loud. Strong. First to move. Fine, even when he isn’t. The Flame shouted it like a creed—stand up, don’t quit, fight back. All For One whispered the counter-creed—stop, lie down, never rise again. Both were selling the same thing from opposite ends: be something for me. One wanted a weapon to brandish. The other wanted silence to claim.

Metal rose bitter in Izuku’s mouth. 

Because he’d been doing it too.

Along the way, Kacchan is amazing—became Kacchan will always be amazing—became Kacchan is not allowed to be anything else, or Izuku’s whole belief system would shake apart. He had built himself on the myth of Kacchan’s invincibility—and then chained him to it.

He hated himself for that. Hated it so much he wanted to claw the thought out of his skull.

He could see the notebooks—corners softened by his thumb, margins crammed with arrows, timestamps, and little sketches of blast angles. Page after page where he’d dissected every blast, every new move. He measured the spread and duration, how long he could sustain a chained detonation, the tells in his shoulders before he feinted left.

And he remembered every time Kacchan had told him, “leave me alone.” And how he never had. Every boundary Kacchan had set, Izuku had treated it like a challenge to outlast. To get back up and push harder next time. 

That wasn’t admiration. It was obsession dressed up as loyalty. And realizing it made him sick.

Of everyone who had loaded expectations onto Kacchan’s back, Izuku had been the worst. He was doing it even now—Get up. Fight. Don’t quit. Always demanding, always taking. 

And Kacchan had kept trying to give it, twisting himself to match the script until there was nothing left to burn. He’d rather retreat inward than show weakness. 

No wonder nothing could reach him anymore. No wonder All For One’s poison sounded almost merciful.

And then the last pieces slid into place with a click so loud Izuku swore he could hear it over the warped silence of the greenhouse.

This wasn’t just exhaustion. It wasn’t just Kacchan being stubborn or proud. He thought he had already failed. He believed it—believed it so completely that every demand, every “get up” or “fight back,” was just another proof that he’d ruined everything beyond repair. That he was a lost cause.

That’s what he meant.

All those jagged comments, the flat eyes, the quiet confessions that Izuku had brushed off or tried to fix with pep talks—“I mess everything up.” “It doesn’t matter.” He’d been telling Izuku the truth. Kacchan didn’t see himself as someone who’d stumbled. He saw himself as someone who had broken the thing he was supposed to be, someone unworthy of the faith thrown at him.

And Izuku felt it land in his chest like a stone. He had built a boy into a legend and then demanded the legend back from the boy. And now, under the tree, Kacchan sat inside the ruins of that legend, convinced there was nothing left worth saving.

Izuku’s throat closed. For the first time he saw what Kacchan saw: not defiance, but damage. Not a hero in waiting, but a boy who believed he’d already failed the final test.

That knowledge burned worse than any wound.

Okay, he thought, throat hot and chest weirdly light. Okay, I get it now.

Kacchan didn’t need a pep talk. He didn’t need another speech.

What he needed was permission.

Someone to meet him where he’s at and say: “you’re allowed to be tired. You’re allowed to stop pretending.” Someone to tell him: “you’re allowed to say ‘I’m hurting’ and hand the weight over for a while without owing a performance later. You’re allowed to rest without apologizing.” 

Izuku bit the inside of his cheek until copper pooled on his tongue. Why had that been so hard to say out loud before now?

All For One’s voice poured through the greenhouse like warm water. “You see, Katsuki? Even now they ask. Stand. Try. Be more. When will they let you be?” His tone had the sweetness of food offered to a starving man.

Izuku forced himself not to snap back. It wouldn’t help. Instead, he looked at Kacchan—really looked. The grown-out hair. The hollows under eyes. The way his hands kept pressing into the bracelet around his wrist like he needed to feel something solid. He was still here. He hadn’t vanished. He had chosen a terrible solution because it was the only one that looked like quiet. 

If Izuku wanted him to choose differently, he had to offer something true.

His mind tried to build a speech; he batted pieces away. No slogans. No Plus Ultra on a poster. No “you can do it” like a sticker in a doctor’s office.

He thought about Eri’s drawings. Takeshi’s forced cheer. He thought about Mitsuki scaring Takeshi into eating, and Masaru folding cranes because his hands needed to fix what his heart couldn’t.

Kacchan hadn’t poisoned everything he touched—he’d built a small life that held because, for once, he was allowed to be himself.

He should be allowed to be quiet sometimes and still be allowed to burn without everyone around him yanking him back up with “that’s not you.”

He found a line that fit in his mouth and didn’t taste like a brochure. He tested it in his head once, and it rang true.

“You’re allowed,” he said aloud, voice steadying. “You’re allowed to be tired.”

The Flame actually went silent for one blessed second. All For One tilted his head, curious. Kacchan blinked, slow.

Izuku went on, firmer now that he knew. “I won’t tell you how you’re feeling. But if you want to rest, that doesn’t mean you have to disappear. You can turn the lights down without somebody calling it quitting. You can go quiet without someone panicking and shoving you back into a shape. You’re allowed to say ‘help’ and not have to pay it back in the morning.”

His face burned. Saying it made him want to apologize for every time he hadn’t. “I kept calling you amazing. I thought it was support. I’m sorry it became an expectation. After Kamino we should have said, ‘stop’ and ‘we love you even if you don’t move for a month.’ After you lost half your soul, we should have learned the quiet instead of demanding the old you. You were already suffering, and we made it worse.”

The shame was sharp enough to cut, but he didn’t look away. “That’s on me. I’m not doing that again.”

All For One’s voice stayed syrup-smooth. “Promises are easy here. Reality is less forgiving. The world outside will not change its rhythm for his comfort.”

“I’m not talking about the world,” Izuku said, finally turning his eyes on the man. “I’m talking about me.”

He turned back to Kacchan before fear could shove the next sentence down. “I can’t promise the world will be accommodating. I can’t promise it won’t pile its expectations on you.” He swallowed. “But I can promise I’ll do better. When you want quiet, I’ll back you up. You don’t have to do it alone. And if you want to rest, you don’t have to earn it first. You can be both. You are both.”

Something trembled under his scar, not pain—the tether. A warmth that knew which way home was.

Kacchan’s eyes came back into focus by half a notch. It was tiny. It was everything. Izuku almost ruined it by saying too much. He stopped. He let the sentence breathe. He let Kacchan breathe.

He glanced at the bracelet on Kacchan’s wrist—frayed, stubborn, made by small hands—and forced himself to be as plain as its knots. “I’m sorry I treated you like a symbol when you were standing right in front of me. I’m sorry for every time my belief felt like a demand. I’m sorry for every time I made ‘Kacchan is amazing’ sound like ‘Kacchan isn’t allowed to be tired.’”

His chest hurt with it—the good hurt, the one that meant you were telling the truth. “I want to know you. The real you. not the mask I worshiped. The Kacchan—who loves viciously, who gets it wrong sometimes and still tries again, who is mean when he’s scared and gentle when no one’s looking. If you’re strong today, I’m with you. If you’re wrecked tomorrow, I’m with you. If you can only breathe and hold on to a string, I’m with you.”

The Flame found his voice again, but when he spoke it didn’t hit like a slap; it hit like a hand on a shoulder. “You heard him, idiot,” he rasped at the boy under the tree. “Don’t stand up for me. If you’re going to move, do it for you.”

All For One barely glanced at the Flame. “Words,” he said kindly. “Fatigued men do not need riddles. They need rest.” The gentleness stuck to the ribs. Izuku could feel how it might soothe you into drowning.

Izuku didn’t argue with him. He didn’t have to. He looked at Kacchan and said, simple, “You can rest and be here.”

He did not promise miracles. He did not swear they would be fine. He filed the old speeches away and kept the new rule in front: Don’t make him earn being a person.

Izuku took a breath that hurt in his chest and kept going. “But I need you to know something else, too. The alternative to being the version we all demanded isn’t disappearance. You don’t have to vanish to be free. The people who love you—Takeshi, Eri, Aizawa-sensei, your parents, me—we don’t just love you when you’re winning or burning or saving us. We love you when you’re quiet. We love you when you’re angry and small and need to shut the door. We love you when you need help and when you need to not be touched. Whatever you choose—rest, rage, distance—we will accept it. I will accept it.”

“No more pedestals. No more notebooks about you. If you say stop—I’ll stop. If you say go—I’ll go. If you say leave me alone, I will leave you alone.

The grove breathed around them; chains hissed; All For One’s pressure bent the light. Izuku’s voice stayed small and certain.

“I want to meet you for real. No myths. No masks. Just you.”

He bowed his head the slightest degree. “I’m sorry for the years I didn’t listen. I’m listening now.”


–Katsuki–

 

Katsuki didn’t think he wanted to cry. He didn’t think he wanted anything. He just wanted the noise to stop.

Then Deku said it—you’re allowed to rest without disappearing—and the words went in crooked and caught on everything they were supposed to slide past. He hadn’t asked for that. Hell, he hadn’t even known how to ask for that. But the second it was in the air, his chest did that awful tight-loose thing, like something locked from the inside had finally turned.

He’d never thought about it that way. Not really. He just filed it under off and lights out and leave me alone. He’d called it oblivion because what else do you call the kind of quiet where nobody can yank you back up? Oblivion sounded clean. No demands. No room looking at you like you owe it a show.

And yet here was Deku, apologizing, saying he could rest and still be here… and stupidly—embarrassingly—it made sense.

He hadn’t always hated the expectations. That’s the part people never understand when they start worrying about pressure. When he was small and sparks cracked in his hand and the whole playground went woah, he believed them. He was amazing. It felt good. It didn’t feel like a chain; it felt like a launch. 

Every “you’re the best” poured gas on a fire that wasn’t faking it. He was good. He did move first. The confidence wasn’t an act he put on to keep up; it was just what his engine ran on.

Then middle school. Sludge in his throat. Hands stuck. Air thin. All that engine and nothing for it to grip. Panic in the raw, ugly way—not movie panic. Real—your brain going small and stupid and repetitive. Get out get out get out. 

He tried. Of course he tried. He flared everything he had and it wasn’t enough. And he thought: this is how I die.

And then Deku. Powerless Deku. Dumb-as-bricks brave. No plan, no quirk. He just moved—diving in where grown men were still talking about patterns and property damage. Later Katsuki would want to crawl out of his skin with embarrassment about that; he’d say cruel things to avoid showing any weakness. But in that moment? Relief. Pure and ugly and unheroic. 

Someone did something.

All Might finished it. The symbol in person, light wrapped in a smile, boom and done. Everyone crowded afterward and told Katsuki how strong and brave he was, how long he held on, how he didn’t lose his head. Nobody actually asked if he was okay. Not really. They said the line and kept moving. 

Maybe that’s just how it goes when heroes are busy. Maybe everyone assumes the kid with the explosions knows where to set them. 

Either way, the pattern started there and never quit.

Deku was earlier than that, actually. When they were little. Riverbank, wet moss, a shin scraped raw from a trip that looked stupid because it shouldn’t have happened to him. Deku jumped down without thinking and stuck out a hand. “Are you okay?” 

Katsuki hated the question so much it lit a fuse under his ribs. Because the answer was yes—of course he was fine—but also because the fact the question existed made something itch. It sounded like you looked like you were asking for help. It felt like you’re not enough. And back then? He believed he was enough. He could take whatever came. He didn’t need a hand.

Then the sludge villain came, and Deku said the same thing with his body. You looked like you were asking for help. Katsuki didn’t know where to put the feelings, so he shoved them out the only way he knew how: he cut Deku down. He still hates that. He could explain it to himself a dozen ways—it didn’t fix how it sounded.

U.A. was the next corner. Obvious to everyone else, sure, but for a kid who’d been fed straight A’s on the concept of his own invincibility? It wasn’t hypothetical that he was the best. He’d been the best because the room was small and he filled it. Then suddenly the room was a stadium and it was full of other storms. People faster in places that counted. People smarter in angles he hadn’t trained. People who didn’t budge when he hit them. 

It shouldn’t have been a crisis. 

It was

The first time the scoreboard lit someone else’s name, something petty and scared woke up inside him and made a nest.

So he did what he knew how to do: prove it. Prove it again. Prove it in a different way. If he couldn’t be the best on paper, he could be the one still standing when it got ugly. He’d be strength even if he wasn’t first. He could be the guy who never stopped. Better than best. That identity fit. It also made him stupid.

The League—the day they dragged him through that portal. He couldn’t even be mad at their read. He saw the clips later, the same ones they must’ve studied: him snarling, barking, going apeshit at the sports festival. And yeah—okay. A villain recruiter with no imagination would call that raw material. 

He was stuck in a chair running numbers and hating how they added up. Then Kamino turned the sky into a hole and All Might burned himself out saving one idiot teenage boy.

He still hears the line sometimes. I am here cracking into it’s your turn. He knows it wasn’t his fault. He knows it was always going to happen. But he kept the blame anyway, because blame was heavy, and heavy was easier to carry than fear.

Later, U.A. kicked him out. They used the right words. It’s not just the past; it’s that you refuse to learn. He wanted to flip the table because that part wasn’t true. He had been learning. Since the sludge villain. And he never stopped learning since. The learning was messy and sometimes came out mean, but it was there. He swallowed what he really felt and said the only thing you can say when the foundation is crumbling from under your feet: got it. Fine. He’d be strong anyway.

Then the second kidnapping. The split—like the universe decided to take him at his word and test it literal. The fire was gone. Who the hell was he without it? So much noise turned into outline; he didn’t like the person-shaped echo. He didn’t like the quiet, either. So he defaulted to what he could control: work. Fix what you can fix. Earn your oxygen.

But Takeshi never asked him to earn it. That blew something sideways inside him so hard he almost tipped over the first time he noticed. Takeshi opened a door that didn’t have a test behind it. Here’s a bed. The heater’s broken. Can you hold this while I screw it back in? No speeches, no pity, no weird overcompensating loudness to fill the fact that a hurting kid was in the room. Takeshi made the quiet not feel like failure.

Eri made the quiet feel like… being picked. Not for fireworks. For sitting at a table with a too-big mug, drawing pictures and making bracelets. She liked him on whatever day he was having. Even the shitty ones—the days he felt like fog, the days he had five jokes and none landed, the days he swore the world was falling apart.

That part? The quiet. The calm? That had been real too. It wasn’t just the absence of fire any more than night is the absence of day. What remained of him wasn’t a husk left behind by heat—wasn’t an echo. It breathed. It watched. It chose. When the roar went out of him, something else stayed and set its hands on the world with steady fingers.

It was safe. It was small in a way that fit. And then came the new fear: What happens if the fire comes back? If he’s loud again, the kid might flinch. The man who gave him a roof might inch away. The old crowd might exhale relief—or slap the same worry back on him, because loud looked like a bomb ticking. Without the fire, he felt like a fraud; with it, he felt like a threat. Either way, he couldn’t win the room.

So he split the difference: be himself with the two people who met him broken and accepted him that way, wear the mask with everyone else. Both versions were real—he knew that. He wasn’t stupid. He just… didn’t know how to hold both at the same time without knocking someone over. Nobody’s seen him do it. Hell, he hadn’t seen himself do it.

If he lay down where nobody could expect anything, he couldn’t screw it up. If he vanished into the dark, he couldn’t disappoint. He called that peace. For a while, he convinced himself it was. 

He’d even told the old bastard the truth once: I’m tired. And AFO had answered with that suffocating hush, like a pillow pressed soft. Done. Clean. No asks. He’d mistaken the hole in the ground for a sanctuary.

And now Deku had to open his stupid mouth and say the simplest thing in the world like he invented it: You can rest and still be here. And it worked. He hated that it worked. Hated that his shoulders twitched like they were moving on their own. Hated that something inside him was so hungry for permission that one word felt like oxygen after drowning.

He wanted to tear it apart, find the catch, prove it wrong. He wanted to find the trick. But the list replayed whether he wanted it to or not: little kids calling him amazing; Deku doing it too, honest and blinding; sludge and the ugly relief of being saved; All Might burning out; U.A. saying the right thing the cruelest way; a soul split; a quiet life that didn’t demand anything but presence; the fear that being whole again would shatter both worlds; everyone’s expectations braided with his own worst ones until he couldn’t tell who was pulling.

Fine. Deku was right. He was tired. But he didn’t want to disappear. He wanted to be allowed to be quiet without it counting as failure in anyone’s eyes—including his own. He wanted to be loud again without being treated like a bomb.

He almost laughed. It comes out as a breath. Permission. That’s all it was.

He’d always thought his drive was the only honest part of him—like a sun you couldn’t look at straight on, burning through hesitation, scorching fear to ash. The part that moved first, that refused to yield, that made the air taste like metal and victory. But there’d always been another light in him, one that didn’t announce itself.

The quiet half was lunar: cold-faced, reflective, exact. It didn’t generate heat; it borrowed it, shaped it. It was the tide-pull on his worst days, the way he could mark a room’s angles at a glance, the patience to wait until waiting turned into an opening. The moon doesn’t vanish when the sun rises—it just steps back. And when the sun is gone, the moon is still there. Stone. Gravity. Pull. Moving oceans without a sound.

He had mistaken stillness for emptiness, restraint for lack. Thought that without the blaze he’d be a shell, a boy-shaped outline around a cooled core. But the stillness carried weight. It held memory, and vows, and the quiet skill of not breaking what he meant to save. The calm was not surrender; it was aim. The breath before the strike. It was the cool shade you step into. Fire grew things and burned them clean; shadow gave them shape, and room to live.

The truth settled in him with the same inevitability as sunrise. The sun and moon occupy the same sky. They do not cancel; they trade custody of the horizon. Sometimes they even meet, and the world goes dim for a minute while everything lines up and the edges burn silver. 

He was made of both—the part that scorched a path and the part that measured it. The heat that refused and the hush that endured. Not either/or. Not half.

Of scorch and shadow.

Deep down, he’d always known this. But maybe he’d needed somebody else’s voice to give the shape a name.

He tested the idea: be both. Be whole. The flame and the quiet. Big laugh in the kitchen. Silence where he doesn’t have to explain himself into usefulness. It scared the hell out of him. It also felt like the first honest picture he’d held in his head in months that didn’t end with him vanishing.

He thought about Takeshi’s raised eyebrows the first time he cussed the kettle out for taking too long. The man didn’t flinch; he just added his own curses to the dumb thing. He thought about Eri putting a sticker on his cheek and calling it decoration like he’d done her a favor by being there to stick it on. He thought about Deku—idiot Deku—figuring out what Katsuki really wanted before even he knew how to put it into words. And after it had been said aloud… he wanted it. Badly.

The ugly part of him still muttered: What if you screw it up anyway? He didn’t have an answer. But he knew what All For One’s answer would be: lie down; I’ll make sure you never find out. He knew the Flame’s answer: get up and burn. Both answers had hooks. Deku’s answer was something else entirely.

He wanted to be petty and say it won’t help. That nothing changed just because the stupid nerd decided it would. Then he remembered the sludge—the part where Deku didn’t wait for a reason to move—and the old script didn’t fit right anymore.

He didn’t want to stand. But he tipped forward anyway, testing weight on his feet. Not a show. Not strength as a declaration. Just… not reclining. Just choosing here instead of gone by the smallest margin.

The Flame went quiet for the first time in minutes. The bastard’s eyes narrowed by a hair; the smile stayed. 

Katsuki’s thoughts kept spinning, messy and human and not neat enough to put in a speech.

I don’t want to disappear.

He thought about what came next and shut it down. That was just another kind of pressure—making a plan three miles long when you’ve only just stood up.

No. 

Two steps. Half a breath. He’d learned that when there weren’t any fireworks left to lean on: do the next small thing.

All For One started talking again; the words washed past. Katsuki wasn’t listening for lullabies now. The Flame muttered something, and for once, it didn’t grate. Deku stayed where he was at, instead of reaching. That, more than anything, let the part of him that wanted oblivion unclench its jaw.

He tried on the shape Deku offered him—both and here—and it didn’t pinch as much as he expected. Maybe it would later. Maybe he’d hate it. Maybe the room won’t learn with him and he’d have to teach it more than once. He could do that. 

He could try.

Katsuki breathed. Not big. Enough. He kept his weight tipped forward so he wouldn't fall back.

Fine, he thought. Fine. Maybe permission is the stupid trick that works.

– – – – –

Katsuki stood.

It wasn’t some cinematic, spine-cracking rise. It was ugly and careful, the kind of stand that happens in pieces. Weight forward. Hands in the moss. Knees a little wrong, legs trembling. He felt the green wetness soak into his palms and didn’t shake it off.

The room didn’t cheer. It just… paused. Like the glass itself held its breath. Even the waterfall thinned, a silver thread instead of a curtain.

Across the garden, the Flame went still. The chains quieted their constant scrape, waiting.

Katsuki lifted his head. He looked at the Flame—at the barbs laid under the skin like ugly stitches. It would be so simple to aim himself there. Fuse. Close the seam. Take the trick off the table so the old bastard could stop using his split like a tool. 

He could give Deku what he came for: remove the lever All For One loved yanking. The pros outside could drag his body to the ground and—what? Hope? Pray? Wait for a miracle that wasn’t coming?

He knew better.

Fusing solved one problem: it took away All For One’s favorite screwdriver. It didn’t take the machine out of his hands. The body out there would still be wearing the wrong owner. He’d still be hurting people while the world argued about what the “necessary” action would be.

He could fuse and maybe live—if the heroes didn’t finish the fight the way he expected them to. He could walk toward the Flame, and a thousand hands outside might decide to call that selfish before the day ended.

Another thought rose from somewhere low and cold, and the second he looked at it he knew it wasn’t new. He’d shoved it down the first time because it scared him. It scared him now.

He had broken a quirk before.

Not disrupted. Not canceled. Broken—pulled the shape of it apart with his hands and his will and something that didn’t have a name. He pulled until the thing that made the power a power unraveled and refused to knot again.

Overhaul. 

He still felt the wrongness when he thought about it. He still remembered the way his soul had pulled and twisted. The Flame had cursed him out for that stunt, hoarse with a kind of scared anger Katsuki hadn’t known how to answer. Do it again and you’re dead, the Flame had said—like a threat. Like a promise.

He believed him.

He believed him, and still the thought wouldn’t leave: If I walked toward All For One instead of the Flame — if I put my hands where the rot lives and pulled — maybe the screaming stops. Not because a hero finally got the right shot. Not because a thousand people did everything just right. Because the quirk that chained souls into prisons came apart and refused to reassemble.

No more stolen quirks. No more souls chained here without consent.

It would kill him.

He knew it down to the marrow. Breaking a quirk like that burned you from the inside. Overhaul had cost him. This would cost everything.

And the precise cruelty of it almost made him laugh. Right when he’d decided he wanted to live—to be both halves at once, to try being whole instead of choosing the hole—now the fair move was death. 

The timing felt like a joke told by a god with a bad sense of humor.

He stood a little straighter anyway, because there was the other truth: he’d never believed in fate. He believed in doing the next thing that needed doing and letting the world argue about it later. 

All For One had said a split like his had never happened before. Useful, he’d called it, with that awful pleased tone. Broken in a useful way.

Maybe the utility didn’t have to belong to him.

If there was ever a point to what he’d been put through—if there was ever going to be a moment where being split meant something other than pain—maybe it was this one. Maybe it was unfair. Maybe he didn’t want to die. Both could be true. He could hate it and still choose it.

He moved.

Not a rush. Not a heroic dash. Just a shift — weight into his feet, a tilt of his body toward decision. He didn’t head for the pillar. Didn’t look at the Flame again, because if he did he’d fold back into the reflex — fight, fuse, fix the obvious thing.

He walked straight for the man in black. Every part of him shook; he made his feet move like it was nothing. 

Izuku’s breath caught like a wire snapped somewhere inside him.

He tried to be calm on the outside, because that was the only way his insides didn’t spill. Every step said fine. The greenhouse listened. The vines drew taut. Even the breath of the place shifted to match his rhythm.

All For One’s smile warmed by a degree, paternal and pleased. “There you are,” he said, like Katsuki had kept him waiting politely.

The man did not move. He did that fatherly thing that had made Katsuki want to sleep when he was at his worst—head tipped, eyes soft like unpainted porcelain, hands loose at his sides. “Katsuki,” he said, every syllable warm. “You look steadier. That pleases me.”

Behind him, chains hissed; the Flame choked on a curse. “Don’t,” he spat, yanking a cuff until meat slipped and tar-blood slicked his palm. “Don’t you go to him. Don’t you—”

“Kacchan—” Izuku’s voice cracked in the middle, then steadied by force. “Don’t listen to him. Please don’t—”

Katsuki didn’t turn. If he turned he’d get caught in Izuku’s line and this needed to be played at a different angle.

“Why do you all shout?” All For One asked softly, not unkind. 

It hit Katsuki in a small, ugly place how badly he wanted to rest in that tone. He stepped closer and let the want sit there, acknowledged but unspent.

“You made your choice,” All For One said. Not triumph. Acceptance. “I’m proud.”

“Shut up,” Katsuki hissed.

A flicker—not offense. Interest. “You are not afraid,” All For One observed.

“I’m terrified,” Katsuki admitted. “I’m just good at standing.”

“Ah.” A small smile. “The brave often are.”

“You’re a bastard,” Katsuki said calmly. “And manipulative as hell.” He didn’t bother to raise his voice. He didn’t need the performance. “But you were right.”

The Flame yanked hard enough behind him that a cuff shrieked. Izuku’s head snapped up. 

All For One’s brows lifted. “About what, dear boy?”

“A lot,” Katsuki was careful with his tone. “About me being broken. About how tired I am.” He let his mouth twist into something like a smile. “And you’re right about them,” Katsuki added, and he could feel the pulse of two hearts implode behind him at once—the Flame’s in wordless fury, Izuku’s in ash. “They shout. They want a version of me they recognize. Even when they mean well.” He let a breath stutter out—not faked, just unhidden. “You see it.”

He let the silence sit, let the bastard taste it.

All For One didn’t gloat. He didn’t need to. He reached as if he would smooth Katsuki’s hair, but didn’t touch. “It is not a sin to be done,” he said. “It is wisdom. Lay down. I will make sure the world doesn’t pull.”

It was good. The craft of it. Katsuki could taste where the hook lay—the part that looped back to beloved, cared for, covered. He was not immune. He just wasn’t going to swallow.

The Flame made an ugly sound—part curse, part wounded animal—and the chains creaked trying to swallow the noise.

“You think I can’t tell what you’re doing?” Katsuki asked, voice steady.

“Oh?” All For One’s voice warmed, intrigued. “What is it then?”

“You’re trying to take me off the board.” Katsuki said. “You disguise it as care.”

“I am merely offering you what you asked for. Nothing more.” The man inclined his head by the tiniest degree, eyes flicking toward the Flame, toward Izuku. “They cannot help themselves. Their love is loud and conditional. If you are not the thing they worship, they unravel. I am just reminding you that I do not unravel. I accept you as you are.”

Izuku’s breath ripped out like a blade leaving a sheath. “That’s not—” He cut himself short. The Flame spat, yanking a wrist until flesh tore.

Katsuki held still, every nerve screaming. Thought about how easy it would be to lean, to let the weight go. Instead, he softened his mouth, let his shoulders sag just enough. Let the old man see exactly what he wanted: a boy setting down a bag carried too far.

All For One read it as surrender. “Good,” he said, and there was pride in it, horribly tender. “It hurts worst right before the end. Then it doesn’t hurt at all.”

Katsuki locked his gaze on those pale eyes and refused to blink. The next words came slow, careful, shaped so no one could see the angle in them. He needed space. He needed the old man certain he had the reins. One more step, and the illusion held. Behind him, he could feel Izuku’s panic spike like a wire pulled taut, could hear the Flame shredding his own restraints.

“You did one thing right,” Katsuki said, almost casual. “You said the truth I couldn’t. I’m tired. I let you in.”

“Yes,” All For One answered smoothly. “You told me, and I believed you. No one else did, did they?” He shook his head with pity so practiced it almost passed for real. “Do you know how rare that is? To recognize the true shape of your need? So many cling to illusions of endurance. But you—” his voice dipped, syrup-thick, “you asked for rest. You trusted me with the truth first.”

Katsuki didn’t move his hands.

He didn’t have to.

The part of him that could reach without moving had already slipped through the seam—hair-fine, invisible unless you knew where to look. He kept his face plain and weary, and let the old man keep his gentle, terrible smile. He let Izuku think he was crumbling. Let the Flame tear himself bloody on the cuffs, spitting every name Katsuki had ever earned.

He stood there and did the thing All For One had taught him when he wore a child’s skin and a patient mouth: tamper without touch. The man had never thought Katsuki would turn it back on him. He underestimated him. His first mistake.

So he stood with his shoulders dropped, eyes heavy with the posture of surrender, while the smallest sliver of himself slid free. Quiet. Precise. He threaded it into the slick of All For One’s presence, following the burr only he could feel.

All For One felt nothing new. That was the point.

“Here’s the part you got wrong.” Katsuki held his eyes, steady, and for once let the silence work for him. He let the pause carve space so the next line hit with weight.

“I don’t want to disappear. And I won’t lie down while you use my body to hurt anyone else.”

His thread curled twice around the seam.

Then he pulled.

All For One felt it. The change skimmed across his smile like wind rippling over still water—almost nothing. Enough.

Pain detonated up Katsuki’s spine so bright it went colorless. The greenhouse snapped into focus around him—every vein in every leaf, every fracture line in every pane of glass. His body locked on the same breath, shaking as if the air itself was volts.

All For One’s smile didn’t break, but the kindness thinned. His mouth held the shape of reassurance, a mask fixed on porcelain. “Enough,” he said evenly, the father with a hand on the child’s shoulder, steering them from the stove. “Katsuki. Stop. You are hurting yourself.”

“You think I can’t do it?” Katsuki rasped through gritted teeth. “Break what you are?”

“I think you can injure yourself trying,” All For One replied, calm as if they were discussing the risk-reward profile of a training exercise. “I think you confuse sabotage for strategy. You cannot comprehend the architecture you would need to unmake.”

Katsuki almost smiled. “I don’t need to comprehend all of it. I just need to find the source.”

“And you believe you have,” Not a question—an observation, tinged with curiosity that almost passed for admiration. He could be gracious when he believed the other person a child: applauding the effort, certain of the outcome. His head tilted slightly, like a patient tutor. “Very well. Satisfy your curiosity. You’ll discover the limits of your own pain long before you touch the limits of me.”

“Maybe,” Katsuki panted.

At last, the warmth bled out of All For One’s gaze. Not anger—cold, like a room after the heat’s been cut. He lifted one hand. Chains webbing the greenhouse shuddered and leapt for Katsuki, trying to cinch, to muffle, to keep the world from hearing the sound of something ancient start to come apart.

But the chains met resistance. 

The filament Katsuki had spun thickened under the strain. Threads whipped out of him—chest, shoulders, spine—pale and burning, webbing the air of their own accord. They caught, multiplied, arced into one another until they formed a trembling dome that sealed him and All For One inside.

The air took on a sound. A hum you felt in your teeth, in the roots of them, like the world itself wanted to grind. The dome was his will given shape—pieces of his soul dragged out raw and braided together until they held.

Chains lunged, claws of iron and shadow, but when they struck the dome they broke in sparks, rattling against the surface without finding purchase.

That was when All For One finally reacted. The smile cracked, only slightly, but enough. His hand rose—then stopped halfway, caught in the invisible tension Katsuki had cast. His body locked, as if the air itself had turned to stone around him.

His voice stayed soft, but the softness carried steel. “Let go, boy.”

Katsuki’s lips peeled back in something close to a grin. “Make me.”

All For One’s head tilted, porcelain calm over a dark current. “You do not grasp the scale of what you toy with. These threads you spin—they are not weapons, they are arteries. You are unraveling yourself to choke me. Do you truly imagine you can bleed like this and not vanish?” He let the words uncoil, heavy and patient.

Katsuki’s hand closed, invisible but real, reaching for the sick gravity that beat at the center of the man.

All For One’s voice pressed harder, gentler, both at once. “Release this. I will not strike you for it. Lay it down now, and I will spare your shell the worst of the collapse. There are so many other ways to quiet the noise in you. I can build you something cleaner. I can make you whole without the agony. Do you hear me? There is no need for this.”

“Shut up.” Katsuki’s breath tore out between his teeth. His soul-threads tightened, light crackling off them like static. 

He reached into All For One’s core.

—And he tore.


–Izuku–

 

Izuku felt it the instant Kacchan pulled. Not with his eyes at first, but in the air itself—the snap of it, sharp and clean, like a match head striking in the dark. The world lurched, and then threads shot outward, lacing themselves into a dome that sealed Kacchan and All For One inside.

“Yes!” Izuku’s voice cracked on the word. “That’s it, Kacchan—keep going! It’s working! You’ve got him!”

He pressed both palms flat to the barrier, forehead nearly touching, eyes locked on the figure inside. His own reflection warped across the humming surface.

“You’ve got him,” Izuku said again, breathless, the edge of a laugh catching in his throat—because for one impossible second it felt like the old times before everything broke: he calls out, Kacchan moves, and the world tilts on its axis.

Behind him, the Flame had gone deathly still. His eyes burned like  coals. Something flickered there—Izuku couldn’t name it, couldn’t hold onto it before it was gone. Then the Flame barked a short, ragged laugh, explosions snapping off his skin like sparks off live wire. “Take it apart!” he roared. “Tear it down!”

Inside the dome, All For One’s composure bled by inches. His smoothness frayed. Veils of power began to peel away from him, shimmers lifting like smoke. One after another broke loose—each the ghost of a stolen quirk unhooking itself. Izuku forgot how to breathe. He was watching the impossible: the thing no one could ever do.

—and it was working.

Chains screamed. All across the greenhouse the anchors failed at once—hooks and nails that had pinned quirks in place collapsed at once. 

Metal spilled off the Flame in a clatter. He staggered, caught himself, then bolted forward, heat rolling from his body in waves. He slammed his palms against the dome beside Izuku’s, teeth bared in something half-snarl, half-grin. “Keep pulling!” he shouted. “We’re right here!”

Izuku nodded so hard it hurt his neck. “Just like that—don’t stop—he’s losing them,” he babbled, because he could feel it: slick surfaces inside All For One going blank, cavities opening, stolen things unspooling one by one.

“You’ve got this, Kacchan,” Izuku urged, voice breaking upward into something like a grin. “You’re—”

And then he saw it.

At first he thought the glow came from the dome itself. Then he realized: it was coming from Kacchan. 

Light bled out of him in motes—tiny sparks lifting from his hands, rising instead of falling—slow at first, and then scattering outward like fireflies shaken loose from a jar. They circled him in orbit, pale and steady, and Izuku’s breath jammed in his throat. The outline of Kacchan’s fingers was thinner. Fainter. As if dawn were shining through them, not onto them.

Izuku’s smile fell. His palms went slick against the dome.

“Kacchan?” His voice came out too thin. Another scatter of light freed itself from Katsuki’s forearms and joined the glow, circling faster. His wrists still had shape, but less—a sketch smudged by eraser marks.

“What—” Izuku’s throat locked. He hit the barrier harder. “Kacchan, what’s happening—?”

His body knew before his mind let it through. His chest went hollow and hot all at once. “Wait,” he whispered, useless.

Another spark freed itself at the base of Katsuki’s throat.

He was dissolving.

All For One saw it, too. His eyes flicked down, then back up, quick as a blade. “You will die,” he said. The patience drained from the words even if the tone tried to cling. “This is not theater, Katsuki. This is the end of you.” A beat later, cooler, sharper: “And for what? You imagine this destroys me? Child, this will cost you everything, and I will remain.”

“No,” Izuku said, reflexive, raw. The denial landed like ice water in his chest. His pulse lurched, hammered. He slammed his hands to the dome until his palms ached. “Kacchan—!”

Blackwhip lashed out from his arms, struck the dome, and shattered like glass on stone, rebounding back into him with a sting. “No—no, no, no—stop—Kacchan, stop—”

The dome cut the world into two rooms, and Kacchan was trapped in the small one—with the man he hated and the choice he’d already made.

The Flame went feral. “You genius son of a bitch!” he howled, a wild grin tearing across his face. “That’s the spirit, Katsuki! Give him hell!”

Inside, the lights kept lifting off Kacchan’s body, rising like a visible heartbeat, orbiting him lazily. His outline wavered, but he stayed upright, jaw locked, eyes fixed on the rotten core in front of him. He didn’t look away. He didn’t let go.

Izuku’s chest ached so fiercely he couldn’t tell if it was ribs or something deeper—something further in, tearing where nothing should. His breath came thin, ragged.

He forced his eyes up just in time to see it: another layer of light shaking loose from Kacchan’s shoulders, lifting into the air, drifting upward to join the galaxy orbiting him. Each spark was a star. Each star meant less of him left. The sight hollowed Izuku’s stomach, dread settling heavy as stone.

He was watching his friend win.

He was watching his friend come apart.


–Katsuki–

 

The cool snapped.

“Stop.” All For One’s voice cut through the dome like a blade dipped in ice—no velvet now, only the bare edge of alarm. “Katsuki. Stop.” His fingers twitched at empty air, trying to seize threads he couldn’t see. “You are severing connections you cannot begin to understand.”

The dome cinched tighter; sound from outside sucked thin and mute against the thickening barrier. Katsuki felt the edges of himself start to give—first a rough grit of brightness breaking loose along his shoulder, then a steady unraveling down his forearms. Flecks of light rose off his skin in a slow, steady drift. They hung and orbited him, like lazy fireflies stitching a constellation out of his body.

He glanced down and caught the back of his hand turning to light—solid thinning to glow. No blood, no pain, only stars peeling off him. Beneath the shine, a faint translucent outline remained: a silhouette of spirit where flesh had been.

Katsuki flinched—not from pain—from the wrongness of seeing himself come apart like a sparkler. Panic tried to claw up his throat; he shoved it back down hard. 

It’s working.

He could feel it then: souls stirring as their cages broke; chains slackened and collapsed into nothing. The stench changed first. The rot thinned and peeled back, replaced by the sharp, clean sweetness that follows lightning—ozone and rain.

The greenhouse began to unravel. Blackened tiles bled into pale salt. Floorboards hissed, lost their weight, and fell away. Water rose up to meet him, glass-clear, silent, vast. His boots touched it and held without sinking, as if the ocean itself had claimed him. The dome hovered above the surface, still tight around him, but the horizon broke wide open. No glass. No stink. Just a sweep of color curling into mist—swirls of violet, gold, and green, turning slow as breath.

Katsuki’s chest tightened. Not with panic—recognition.

He knew this place. The weightless air, the endless water, the hush that wasn’t empty but alive. It wasn’t the old man’s architecture. It wasn’t chains and rot. It was his. His soul space, standing back up after being buried.

For a fraction of a second, All For One’s face changed. The practiced smile faltered; the porcelain calm cracked into something raw—recognition, calculation, the brief edge of a man who knew the ground had shifted beneath him. His eyes swept the mist, the water, the dome, and for once found nothing that belonged to him—nothing that answered to his will.

Then the expression vanished, smoothed away in an instant. He tried the old tactic—soothing, measured—but the softness slid off him like oil, betrayed by hurry. “Listen to me. Look at me. You are making a mistake you cannot unmake.” His glance flicked to the rising shimmers as if trying to count them and failing. “You do not know which lines to leave intact. Stop, and I will show you how to—” He cut himself off, recalibrating, and softened the tone into a practiced pity. “Katsuki. Son. Let me set this right.”

The boy didn’t blink. Didn’t flinch. The tether didn’t loosen.

For the first time the lullaby fell flat. The cadence that had bent crowds and broken wills had no purchase here. Frustration flared across All For One’s face—quick, ugly, then gone beneath a new mask.

He stood very still, measuring Katsuki like a man on a sinking ship judging how far the lifeboat sat. The smile stayed on his lips, but the warmth drained from his eyes and was replaced by a cold, clinical appraisal. “You think this makes you a hero? You think this ends me?” His voice slid into something conversational and deadly calm—a man who had lived too long, who catalogued loss like weather. “It only changes the game. You are going to die, child.”

“Maybe that was always the point.” Katsuki’s voice came from the part of him that hadn’t flaked yet—thin, more breath than speech. “You said it yourself. I’m broken in a useful way.”

The words detonated. The polite curve of All For One’s mouth held for a single, brittle heartbeat—then tremored, as if the face wearing it forgot which mask it was supposed to be. A shimmer peeled off his shoulder with a wet-silk sound, then another; the air around him quivered with ghostly afterimages.

He did not lunge. He couldn’t. “Katsuki,” he said at last, voice tightening like a wire. For the first time something ancient and hateful flashed in his eyes: not the patient, mock-father, but a cornered, naked thing. As small as a man can get after centuries of taking. “You call this victory? When you are gone, the only thing they’ll remember is that you broke first. That you couldn’t handle your own weight. That you opened yourself to me. You allowed me use your body to hurt—to kill—” His words came sharper now, each one chosen to cut. “They will call you weak. They will call you selfish. You’ll die believing you struck me, and the world will call you a villain.”

He leaned forward the tiniest degree—voice a whisper now—but every syllable a fang. “Let go—or don’t. Either way you’ll die knowing the last thing you built was your own legend as a failure.”

– – – – –

The last quirk screamed as it went—not in sound, but in the sudden absence of everything it had ever been. It tore from him like marrow pulled out of bone, and the world seemed to exhale as it broke.

The dome rang once, bright and final.

All For One’s jaw locked. His hand clenched as if he could will it to stay, as if centuries of theft and dominion could be held together by denial alone. His teeth bared; a sound rasped in his throat, equal parts fury and fear.

All For One’s knees hit the surface. He folded forward, hands finding purchase on slick, unyielding ground, and for the first time, there was no practiced posture to catch him. His body didn’t rally; it sagged. His fingers clawed at the plane beneath them and came up empty.

His quirk—his own, the one that had kept him immortal, untouchable, inevitable—was gone. Broken past repair.

For the first time in centuries, All For One had nothing.

He did not shout. He tried to, and nothing came. His mouth opened, a gape without sound, and his eyes—long used to the slow, comfortable cruelty of command—went wide and uncomprehending. The calculation that had lived in them for centuries fractured into raw, naked astonishment. The old, cool arrogance collapsed inward until there was nothing left but a thin, stunned animal panic.

He made no speech. No plea. No pardon. He only stared, hands splayed on the surface as if he might physically hold the loss back, and the realization—small and inexorable—rolled through him like cold water: he had been defeated.

For a moment, Katsuki couldn’t move. 

The man buckled at his feet, and did not stir. For a breathless moment, all Katsuki could feel was relief—raw, aching, absolute. It was over. All For One was finished.

But he couldn’t shake the hollow feeling in his chest. He lowered his gaze to his own hands and saw them still flaking apart, light drifting up in fragile motes. Victory and vanishing tangled together.

Movement flickered at the edge of his vision. Katsuki turned.

The Flame stepped forward. Every pace left a trail of burning dust peeling from his shoulders, rising like embers that had chosen to float instead of fall. His outline was breaking, but his presence filled the space with stubborn heat.

He stopped in front of Katsuki, close enough that the warmth pressed against his cheek. His grin was crooked, scorched-through, so painfully familiar that Katsuki’s throat caught.

His flame was right there

“Look at you,” the Flame rasped. “Stealing my thunder. I thought that was my thing.”

Katsuki tried to snort, maybe laugh, but it came out as a ragged breath. His legs wouldn’t hold him straight; the whole world tilted sideways.

The Flame’s eyes softened—not dimming, not fading, but burning with a different kind of fire. Something steadier. Something proud.

“I pushed too hard,” he said, matter-of-fact. Then he breathed once, and for the first time the words came without demand. “I was wrong, y’know? The strength didn’t just come from me.”

He tilted his chin toward Katsuki’s chest, toward the stubborn glow still holding there. “You were strong because you’re sturdy. Because your heart holds when everything else breaks. You did the right thing. Scared the hell out of me for a while, though.” His mouth quirked, crooked, “but I’m so damn proud of you.”

The words hit harder than any blow. Something knotted in Katsuki’s throat until it ached.

The Flame stepped closer. Light flaked off him faster now, drifting upward in sheets, his body narrowing to a clean, white center. His voice dropped, almost gentle. “We waited a long time for this.”

And then he pressed forward.

The fusion wasn’t blur or burn. It was a click—a lock turning home—followed by a rush that stole Katsuki’s breath. Heat surged through his bones; light flooded the seams he’d been gripping for months. His chest punched tight, knees buckling toward the water before his body caught itself, steadied by the new balance.

And then—quiet.

No seam. No echo.

Just him

All For One found words again. “You were nothing without me,” he spat, voice cracking into a raw edge that betrayed him. “Nothing! A half-boy clinging to scraps of soul! I gave you shape, I gave you a stage—and this is how you repay me?”

He jerked his chin up, defiant. “You will vanish into the same silence as the rest. And history will know my name was the last worth speaking.”

The water beneath him stirred.

At first it was subtle, like breath under glass. Then it swelled—like an enormous school of fish changing direction at once, a long, rolling dark that wasn’t dark at all but shadowed color, full of lives.

Hands rose. Dozens at first, then more. Pale, luminous, moon-colored. They broke the ocean’s skin without effort and reached for All For One. Ankles first, then calves, then thighs—anchoring him with a steadiness that made Katsuki’s chest tighten. Not violent. Not vengeful. Certain.

All For One looked down. For one second, something like recognition flickered—names he had turned into inventory, faces he had scoured down to utility—returned to him now in undeniable clarity. He twisted, tried to kick free. Nothing gave. He tried to wrench loose and felt no slack. He tried to bargain and found no one left to bargain with.

“Release me!” he hissed at the water, at the countless hands. “You are mine. I owned you!”

The ocean did not answer. It only pulled.

More hands rose. They closed over his wrists, his shoulders, the back of his neck. Fingers—too many to count—settled over him with a weight that was not cruel, not merciful. Inevitable.

His mouth kept moving—curses, threats, promises clawed into the air—but the words shredded as the water climbed his chest. He spat venom at Katsuki, every insult he could find, desperate to carve one final wound before he went under.

And then the ocean claimed him. Water surged over his face, swallowing his last snarl. His eyes flared wide one last time, then vanished beneath the surface.

The ripples spread outward in long, perfect rings until the ocean was level again.


–Izuku–



Izuku’s lungs burned, but it wasn’t from running or fighting. It was from holding his breath against the sight—the way the ocean swallowed All For One, the ripples fading outward until the world went still. The silence that followed should have felt like triumph. It should have felt like freedom. But all it did was press down on him, heavy, merciless, until it hurt to breathe at all.

And then the silence clarified.

Because it wasn’t empty.

It was just him. And Kacchan.

Izuku’s legs moved before his head caught up. He stumbled forward, shoes scuffing against the slick ocean surface, knees almost giving out as he pitched into motion. The world felt too vast now that the monster was gone—no dome, no chains, no rot, just a horizon of color and the sound of his own heartbeat crashing like surf in his ears.

Kacchan stood there in the middle of it, still shedding sparks, still outlined in that impossible glow that marked him as both here and not. His shoulders tilted, breath shallow, eyes fixed not on Izuku but on some middle-distance seam only he could see.

“No,” Izuku croaked. The word was pathetic, a gasp torn loose, but it carried him the last few steps. He barreled into Kacchan with the weight of everything left in him—momentum, desperation, the refusal to let go—and the collision knocked them both down. Katsuki’s breath woofed out. His arms flew up—reflex, confusion.

The water took them without a splash.

Izuku landed chest-first on Kacchan, arms cinched tight around him like they could pin him to existence. His fingers dug into the back of Kacchan’s shirt—if it was a shirt, if this place even obeyed that kind of logic—and his whole body shook. His chest heaved against Kacchan’s ribs, ragged, uneven, like trying to stop a clock with his bare hands.

“Don’t,” Izuku choked out. “Don’t you—don’t you dare—”

Kacchan’s arms splayed for a second like he didn’t know what to do with them. For an awful heartbeat Izuku thought he might push him away. But then the hesitation broke, and those arms lowered, strong and steady even as they flickered at the edges. They wrapped around Izuku’s back, pulling him in, holding.

“Hey,” Kacchan said. His voice wasn’t sharp. It wasn’t even steady. But it was his. “Hey, Izuku.”

Izuku froze. His whole body went taut, his breath catching on the syllables.

Because that was the first time he’d ever heard it.

Not “Deku.” Not the half-spat nickname that had once been insult and then habit and then scar tissue. His name. His real name, given shape by the one person who had always refused it.

“You—” Izuku tried, but his throat closed. The words snagged, broke apart. He pressed his forehead into Kacchan’s shoulder like maybe that would stop the tears clawing their way up. “You called me—”

“You heard me.” Kacchan’s grip tightened for emphasis, as if daring him to argue. His tone stayed rough, ragged, but there was no mockery in it. Only choice. “Under the tree… I heard what you said, y’know? Thanks for that. Didn’t know I needed to hear it. Turns out I did.”

Izuku’s breath stuttered. He wanted to answer, to say something—anything—but no words lined up. All that came out was a sound, small and broken, that was half-sigh, half-sob. “You’re—You’re different.”

Kacchan leaned back just far enough to get a look at him. His mouth curved—not the usual sneer, not even the weary scowl. Something quieter, crooked. “Yeah?” Katsuki tilted his head, eyes narrowing—but not in challenge. In amusement. “Think so?”

Izuku drank him in with a hunger that hurt. Every small difference that felt like puzzle pieces finally clicking: the way his shoulders weren’t braced like armor anymore, the way his jaw stayed unclenched. The way his eyes still did that quick, restless scan out of habit—but always returned to Izuku, steady, deliberate, like anchoring himself. 

“You said you wanted to meet the real me, right?” His voice was almost conversational, but the edges cracked around it. He lifted one brow. “Not the blowhard you kept on your nerd shrine?”

Izuku’s laugh hitched out through his tears, wild and helpless.

Kacchan huffed back, faintly amused. “Alright then. Careful what you ask for.” His tone carried the bite of old banter, but there was no poison behind it, no guard raised. “Turns out, I’m a hell of a lot less impressive than that other guy. But… here I am.”

He reached up—Izuku didn’t even register it at first—and flicked him lightly on the forehead. Just enough to sting, just enough to be him. “Don’t pass out on me, nerd.”

Izuku blinked hard, startled into a laugh that tripped and broke into a sob halfway through. He dragged his sleeve across his face, useless, because the tears only kept coming.

And Kacchan just looked at him. Not scanning for exits, not bracing for impact. Just looking. 

“I’m—trying.” Izuku sniffed, failed at dignity. “You’re being—nice. It’s disorienting.”

“Don’t get used to it.” Katsuki’s eyes warmed anyway. “I’m still me. Still an asshole. Kind of a package deal.”

He was. It came out sideways, in the way he fiddled Izuku’s collar flat because the askew line bothered him. In the way he clicked his tongue softly when Izuku’s breathing hitched too high. 

“You know,” Kacchan said after a beat, voice low, “the universe has a shitty sense of humor.” His gaze flicked sideways at the horizon, then back. “Right when I finally feel like I got my shit together, I’m about to—”

“Don’t.” Izuku’s voice snapped sharp, frantic, cutting him off before the word could land. He shook his head hard, eyes wild. “Please don’t say it. Please stay.”

The light around him lifted in slow breaths—motes rising, orbit widening. Izuku felt panic snap its teeth.

Kacchan’s mouth twitched—not quite a smile, not quite not. “Wish I could.” No apology in it. Just regret worn clean. He inhaled, exhaled, sent a small scatter of light up with the breath.

“Take care of Eri,” Katsuki said, tone flat and matter-of-fact, which only made Izuku’s stomach twist harder. “And Takeshi—make sure he actually eats. He’ll swear he is. He’s lying.”

“Don’t—” Izuku’s voice snagged and frayed on the word. He swallowed, tried again. “Don’t talk like that. We can—there’s gotta be—”

“You were right about a lot of stuff, by the way,” Kacchan cut in, like he knew time was bleeding out and there were still things that had to be said. “I hate how well you know me. It’s creepy as hell.”

The silence that followed was so heavy it felt physical. The horizon breathed mist around them, colors curling slow and soft, like the world was holding its breath too.

Izuku’s throat felt like sandpaper. He swallowed against it and failed.

“You called me your friend,” Kacchan said, quieter now, not sharp, not mocking—just testing, like he needed proof it hadn’t been a hallucination. “Didn’t imagine that, did I?”

“No.” Izuku shook his head so hard his neck screamed. “You are. You’re my friend.” he said, voice breaking but firm underneath. “You always were.”

Something shifted in Kacchan’s face. Not much—just the smallest loosening, but enough to make it feel like the air around them had given way. “That’s the sappiest thing you’ve ever said without crying halfway through. Growth.”

“I am crying,” Izuku pointed out, hysterical.

“Yeah, but you finished the damn sentence.” Kacchan’s mouth twitched, crooked as a scar. He reached up and flicked Izuku on the forehead again—light, almost lazy, more an affirmation than a scold. “That’s new.”

Another ring of light unspooled from him, widening, drifting upward in a patient spiral. Izuku’s stomach sank with it. He could feel the clock in his bones now, the tick of something irreversible, something no plea could stall. He pressed closer, desperate, like if he folded himself into the right angle, he could hold Kacchan here, keep him from being pulled apart piece by piece.

Kacchan glanced down at his hands—still glowing, still translucent, already thinning. His lips pulled into something that wasn’t quite a smile, wasn’t quite a grimace. “Yeah,” he said at last.

“Let’s be friends, Izuku.”

It wasn’t some grand flare. He didn’t explode into nova-fire or shatter like stone.

He just… went to light.

The halo of sparks cinched tight, then unraveled in slow bursts, scattering outward. Each one fell like its own small celebration, kissing the ocean surface and vanishing in ripples. The faint translucent body inside thinned to suggestion, then to memory, then to nothing.

Kacchan’s hands stayed sure on Izuku’s back until the very last possible second. Then they let go—because there was nothing left to hold with.

Izuku’s arms clenched reflexively around the space where he’d been, around the warmth already gone. He folded forward, sobs tearing out of him like his chest couldn’t contain the sound. The silence that answered wasn’t cruel, but it didn’t bend. It was just there—full, final.

—and Izuku cried into it like he could drag his friend back by sheer force of will.

Notes:

Roll the credits

 

hehe just kidding

Chapter 52: Dawn

Notes:

Here we are, guys! we are wrapping it up, I repeat: we are wrapping it up!

We still have one more chapter after this though, so y'all better stick with me til then.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The black handprint over Katsuki’s heart—ink-burned into skin by a thief who smiled while he took—crawled inward, every line pulling toward the print over his sternum. For one breath it went darker than shadow, a knot cinched tight.

Then it was gone.

Katsuki’s body slumped forward, head lolling. His breath didn’t come back.

For a half second nobody moved. Tape creaked. Ice threw pale light. Aizawa’s hair hung in the air under Erasure before instinct made him blink, cutting his quirk.

“Bakugo?” Mina’s voice went too high. She reached for him and then didn’t touch, hands hovering. “Bakugo—hey—”

Sero’s tape slackened. Kaminari took one step closer, mouth open, quirk prickling the air. Kirishima saw the stillness first. Not a sleep-still. The other kind.

“Bakubro…” he said, voice cracking on the second syllable. Kirishima was already moving. He tore tape with hands that were careful—because maybe if he was careful, it might make this not be what it looked like. “Help me,” he said, not looking to see who answered.

“Wait—” Aizawa said, sharp, but the kids were already deciding it was their turn to disobey.

Sero’s hands wouldn’t work. He ripped the tape anyway. The ice cracked under Todoroki’s palm as he melted it, warming just enough to free the bind without burning skin. The kimono fell open another inch; the chest beneath it was still and too pale.

“Pulse,” Jiro said, low and exact, and laid three fingers at the throat. Nothing. She stumbled closer and jammed an earjack against the sternum, and went white. “Nothing,” she whispered. “I don’t… there’s nothing.”

Aizawa moved next. “Get him flat. Now.” His voice was gravel—the tone that made people obey even when they were shaking.

They got him flat. Pale skin. Scars that everyone knew by now. No handprint. No rise and fall.

“He’s not—he’s not—” Mina whispered.

“Move,” Kirishima said, tears running cleanly off a face that had put off crying as long as it could. He dropped to his knees over Katsuki in a second, arms already locked, palms stacked. He set his hands at the sternum and found a cadence. He had had to learn it in class, but he never thought he would have to use it on a friend. “One, two, three—”

“Harder,” Jiro said, voice shaking. “You have to—”

“I know,” Kirishima snapped, and pushed harder and kept counting. “—sixteen, seventeen, eighteen—” His hair hung in his eyes, wet and plastered, and he was sobbing while he did it, big open sounds he couldn’t seem to stop. “Come on, man, come on—”

Sero hovered at Kirishima’s shoulder, hands fluttering uselessly before settling to steady him. “You’ve got it, bro, you’ve got it—keep the rhythm—”

Somewhere behind him, Mina was crying quietly. Jiro’s voice was saying something steady. 

“Thirty,” Kirishima gasped. He yanked his hands up, shook them out once like they hurt.

“Sensei?” Mina’s voice broke into pieces on the last syllable. “Sensei, what do we—”

“Keep going,” Aizawa said, and forced his voice to be the calm that could hold a room together. He had trained himself not to show anything to children when the truth was bad; he put that mask on so fast it hurt. 

Kirishima started again, arms starting to numb and he didn’t care. “One, two—don’t you dare, you—three, four, five—idiot, you can’t—you don’t get to—” He swallowed and pushed harder. “Come on.” 

“—twenty-seven, twenty-eight, twenty-nine, thirty.”

“Stop,” Aizawa snapped, already sliding two fingers to the carotid. Nothing. His gaze didn’t flicker. “Clear the chest. Kaminari—here. Heel of one hand high right, just below the collarbone. Other hand low left, mid-rib. One clean pop. Short. Do not ride it.”

Kaminari’s breath hitched. “I—I’ve never—what if I fry him—?”

“You won’t,” Aizawa said, iron-flat. “You’ll shock his heart, not cook him. On my count. Everyone clear.”

Hands lifted. Tape peeled off. Jiro dragged someone back by the sleeve. The world telescoped to skin and air and the stink of ozone already in Kaminari’s head.

Kaminari set his hands where Aizawa had shown, fingers trembling. “I can’t—Sensei, I—”

“You can,” Aizawa cut him off, calm as a blade. “Look at me. Short burst. Now. Clear!”

“Clear!” echoed raw around them.

Kaminari squeezed his eyes shut and let it go—one crisp crack of current.

Katsuki’s body jerked, ribs snapping under skin like a deck shuddering in a storm. The smell of burnt air punched up. Silence slammed back in.

Aizawa’s fingers were at the neck again, mercilessly gentle. A beat. Another. He shook his head once. “No pulse. Resume compressions.”

Kirishima was already back on him—“one, two, three”—voice breaking and steady anyway.

“—thirty”

“Again,” Aizawa told Kaminari without looking up. “Same placement. On my count. Clear.”

Kaminari sobbed a ragged breath and reset his hands. “O-okay. Okay.” Kaminari made a sound like a laugh torn in half. Tears ran off his chin onto Katsuki’s chest. He slapped his fist to his chest, lit himself with a weak flicker, and drove both palms back down. “If I can jump a car I can—he’s not a car—I know—shut up—I know—just—just one more—please—”

Kaminari tried. This time he overshot. A bright pop cracked over skin. Katsuki’s back arched and fell. A dozen throats around the circle made the same noise at once.

“Denki,” Kirishima said, voice turned soft and terrible with concern. “Buddy. Breathe.”

“I’m breathing!” Kaminari yelled, and it came out like a child insisting he hadn’t been crying even as he sobbed. He shoved Kirishima back and took over compressions for him. “One, two, three—wake up, you jerk—five, six—don’t do this,—nine, ten—” His shoulders shook. Snot stringed between his lip and teeth; he swiped it with a wrist and didn’t slow. “You can’t—you can’t leave—who the hell is supposed to tell me I’m an idiot, huh?—twenty—who’s supposed to yell at me when I fry my brain?—twenty-four—who’s supposed to—thirty—”

Another snap of light, another brutal twitch. Aizawa’s hand hovered at the artery, the whole circle holding its breath like a single lung.

“Still nothing.”


–Izuku–

 

He woke like he’d been dropped.

Air slammed into him, cold and filthy, and the ruined street snapped into place around the silence still ringing in his chest.

Izuku’s mouth tried a lot of words and only one came through. “Kacchan!” His voice broke. He began struggling against Iida’s hold with animalistic desperation.

Shinso’s hand tried to steady him. The lavender around his eyes had gone a sick gray. “Midoriya—Midoriya—” He sounded like he was checking if the person he’d reached was still himself. “What happened? Are you okay?”

Izuku’s body struggled until Iida set him down onto the street. He lurched forward two steps and would have gone to his hands if Iida hadn’t been there on muscle memory, catching him under one arm and bracing his weight with careful hands. “Midoriya!” Iida’s voice was pitched to cut through panic without adding to it. “Breathe. In for four—out for four—”

“Don’t—” Izuku swallowed against the iron taste in his mouth. Tears had primed his throat for words that would not be useful. He shook Iida off without malice and stumbled forward. 

He put his hand to his own arm where the faint scar used to tug and found only skin, warm and human. The tether was gone. Not tugging. Not singing. Gone. He reached for it anyway, frantic, like maybe he could feel it if he clawed hard enough

Izuku was already moving before his brain caught up. Toward the smoke, the ruin—toward Kacchan.

“Midoriya—wait—!” Shinso’s hand snapped at empty air.

Izuku ran. He tried to throw Blackwhip ahead of him and felt nothing. “What—?” The quirk wouldn’t come, wouldn’t answer. He had no time to pick it apart. He shoved everything into Full Cowling, eight percent, and sprinted toward the place his chest already knew Kacchan was.

He came up on a wall of ice. Izuku didn’t think. He drove One For All into his leg and smashed through the edge of it. Shards spun off his foot. His heart hammered as he stumbled through the gap in the ice.

He didn’t know what he expected—but the sight made him freeze anyway. His classmates—Kirishima, Kaminari, Jiro, Sero, Mina, Todoroki… Even Aizawa, all clustered in a ring around something on the ground. His heart knew before his eyes did. 

“Kacchan—!”

He forced his legs forward, stumbling through them. And then he saw.

Kacchan lay on the ground. Kaminari was bent over him, hands pressing down, chest compressions hammering a rhythm that already sounded too hopeless.

No. No no no—

Izuku’s lungs seized. He knew without anyone saying it. The shape they’d made wasn’t a fighting circle. It was a grieving one.

“No.” The word tore out of him, raw and useless. “No.”

He dropped so fast his knees banged the curb. Kirishima flinched back, then scrambled aside to give him room. He grabbed for the only part of Katsuki not occupied—his forearm, streaked with grime under torn formal black—and held. The skin was wrong. Cooling already, quick and horrible.

Kacchan lay open-chested in the ruined kimono, hair singed, mouth slack. Izuku’s hands hovered, then pressed against the pavement as if bracing the whole world. He couldn’t think. Couldn’t breathe. The sight in front of him was a shape he’d spent his whole life refusing to imagine.

His chest was bare to the cold air. He looked like he was sleeping. That was the cruelest part. 

“Kacchan.” He said it like he could pull him up by the name. He slid both hands to Katsuki’s face and felt nothing move under his thumbs. “Kacchan—hey—hey, I’m here. I’m here.” 

Nobody told him there was no pulse. Nobody had to. He heard the silence through Jiro’s quiet sob, through Sero’s bitten lip, through Mina’s breath stuttering wrong. 

Izuku folded. “Please, Kacchan. Please. Not like this. Not—after—” The skin under Izuku’s hands was already losing the warmth

Aizawa knelt on Izuku’s other side without touching him. His eyes were red and unblinking and terrible. “Midoriya,” he said, soft and useless. “We’ve done all we could.”

Kaminari’s arms were trembling too much to lock at the elbows anymore. His compressions turned sloppy, uneven, desperate slams that did nothing but jolt Katsuki’s body. “No—wait—I can still—”

“Kaminari.” Aizawa’s voice cut low, sharp as a blade. “Stop.”

Denki froze, shoulders heaving, pupils blown wide. “But—” Denki’s voice cracked high, breaking on the word like it hit glass. “I can still—I can—”

“You’ll break his ribs and nothing else.” Aizawa’s eyes were bloodshot, tired past fury. “That’s enough.”

The words landed like a guillotine. The air itself seemed to fold inward, heavy and too still.

Denki shook his head, tears streaking mud down his face. Kirishima caught him before he collapsed, hauling him back into a shaking grip, whispering something Izuku couldn’t hear.

Izuku’s chest seized. No. No, this wasn’t it. This wasn’t where it ended.

He pushed forward on his knees, dirt grinding into his palms. “No—no, keep going! You can’t just—don’t stop—”

Aizawa’s gaze found him. Not cruel. Not angry. Just final. “Midoriya.”

The world dropped out under his feet.

His hands went useless on the ground. 

Then cloth brushed his shoulder.

Aizawa knelt beside Izuku and, for a heartbeat, did nothing. Just came into his space and let the quiet sit. When Izuku didn’t flinch away, Aizawa’s arm slid around him—firm and certain—drawing him in until Izuku’s forehead hit black fabric. His fists balled in the scarf because if he didn’t hold something, he’d shatter.

A palm settled between Izuku’s shoulder blades, steady pressure like a hand on a shaking bridge. “I know, kid.” Aizawa said, voice gone rough and small. “I know.”

Izuku didn’t realize he was making noise until Aizawa’s hold tightened a fraction to keep him from folding sideways. Breath tore out of him in wrecked, animal bursts. Izuku clung to him like a drowning boy, and Aizawa just let him, grounding him with every ounce of strength he had left.

“You did everything you could,” Aizawa murmured, softer now, almost like a prayer. “He knew you were here. He heard you. That matters.”


–Katsuki–

 

At first there wasn’t a horizon, only light.

It sifted down in long, slow threads, gold braided with cold blue, the way sun scatters light underwater. Katsuki floated on his back beneath it, weightless—all the noise of living canceled into a hush so complete he could hear the small grit-sounds of water speaking to itself. The surface above was a ceiling of moving glass; the waves rolled their shadows across him.

So this was it.

The thought arrived without fanfare and slotted in where other certainties used to live. He didn’t have to argue with it.

He was whole again. Dead, too.

Even here, with the weight gone and the water taking all of him evenly, something in him refused. Not loud—not stubborn the way people meant when they said it about him—like a wall. Stubborn like a root working through a crack in stone toward the smallest beam of sunlight. The part of him that had always said one more step even when there wasn’t a path.

No. Not yet. 

He didn’t want to fade—didn’t want to go wherever souls go when the body fails. 

He turned his head—an idea more than a movement—and looked for the one stupid thing that had come to mean stay. His bracelet should have been there, the familiar three-strand braid Eri had tied with bossy, careful hands. Orange twined with blue twined with gunmetal gray. Orange for him, loud and sure; blue for her, soft and bright; gray for the man who stood sturdy as stone.

He lifted his arm above the rays and found nothing. 

Bare.

The breath punched out of him, shock-shallow, and came back as a sound he hadn’t made in years—a raw, chopped-off noise that felt too big for his throat. He curled his forearm to his sternum and clamped his other hand over it like he could conjure the thread by force. That stupid braid had been his lifeline: worry it between his fingers when the headaches came; count the threads when the room spun. Proof he’d been chosen.

Gone.

He squeezed his eyes shut. The light behind the lids went a furious red. The water held him like it couldn’t imagine dropping him. He fought the urge to go boneless and let it.

A shadow crossed the sun.

Small, moving. Not a cloud. Not here. He blinked up through the wavering gold and saw it: a line descending through the water toward him. It cut the light into clean halves and made the surface above look closer. Rope, his brain supplied. Something you can grab if you want to live.

It wasn’t rope.

It came down slow, like the world was lowering a hook on a string. Except it wasn’t a hook. It was a braid—three strands twisting lazy as smoke. The water should’ve tossed it side to side, should’ve blurred it; instead the sea parted around it like it knew to make way. Orange, blue, gray. 

It hovered just out of reach.

Katsuki lifted his hand to grab it.

Missed.

The motion tipped him; the water took his shoulder and rolled him half over, like it meant to show him the sky again and be done with it. He snarled, or tried to—the air came out in a string of bubbles. He fought the slow spin, dragged himself flat with nothing to pull on. His arm felt heavy and distant, his fingers a second behind his brain.

He reached again, harder.

The braid slid through his grasp with the slick grace of a fish. His fingertips brushed it—just—enough to light a nerve. It flashed him and was gone.

Panic cracked through him in a clean, ugly line. 

No. 

The sea didn’t care. It rocked him, patient. The braid hung there, close enough to count the tiny fibers Eri had worked too tight because she wanted it to never fall off. Close enough to be impossible.

He tried to kick. His legs answered like they were filled with lead. The water held him with that gentle, smothering strength. Drift, it seemed to say. Let go.

Like hell.

He set his jaw until it hurt and made his body smaller, tighter—spine bowed, knees up, one arm pinned hard to his ribs to keep from scattering. He aimed the other and reached.

Missed. The braid lifted with the disturbance and then settled again, taunting calm.

His chest hitched. Something like anger, something like fear, something like grief, all of it too raw to separate. Images popped, dumb and fierce: Eri frowning in concentration, tongue peeking out as she tightened a knot. Takeshi pushing a bowl at him like it was no big deal to care if he ate. Izuku saying stay like he could order the universe. He’d promised nothing. He’d promised everything.

He drew in a breath of habit and remembered he didn’t need air here. The lack of burn didn’t help. It felt wrong not to hurt for this. He wanted it to cost him.

Come on.

He aimed again, slower this time. He watched the way the braid didn’t sway, the way the water curled away from it. He adjusted the angle by a hair, flattened his hand so his palm would catch more than his fingertips, and waited for the next rise.

The swell lifted.

He surged with it, every muscle joining the reach—shoulder, forearm, fingers spread like claws—and the braid skimmed his palm. For a second he had it: friction, texture. 

Then it slid.

He snapped. Not outward. Inward. He locked his wrist, locked his elbow, refused the slide, and closed his hand like he was grabbing a cliff at the edge of a fall.

The braid bit into his palm.

Shock jumped up his arm, bright and clean—his grip almost went from the force of it. He swore, teeth bared, and held.

For a heartbeat nothing happened.

Then the braid pulled back.

Not a yank. A steady draw. The water that had been content to cradle him suddenly felt like it was moving; the world found a direction. Katsuki’s throat made a sound he didn’t recognize until he felt his chest shake with it—half laugh, half sob, all relief and fury.

I got you.

His other hand scrabbled up and caught higher on the plait. It tightened under both grips, shrinking from rope to something closer to the right size again. The familiar weight settled into his palm as it began to morph back into a bracelet.

He clutched it to his chest. 

As the strands shrunk, they pulled him up—higher and higher toward the sky. The pull was decisive. His body—whatever counted as body here—rose through the water. Pressure eased from his ears. 

The ceiling of light rushed to meet him; he broke the surface with a ragged gasp. 

Cold mist clung to his lungs like silk. For a heartbeat he didn’t know if he’d climbed up or been pulled—only that the water wasn’t closing over his head anymore. His boots touched down on something that shouldn’t exist, and held. Not ice. Not stone. Water, silent and glass-flat, taking his weight as if it had been waiting.

He blinked. The horizon went on forever in every direction, a wash of pale color, curling mist, sky reflecting sea until he couldn’t tell which was which. His heart stuttered once, then slammed hard. He knew this place.

His soul space.

He laughed then—an ugly, cracked sound that split into a sob halfway out. His knees almost buckled, but he caught himself and folded forward, pressing his hands to the water that didn’t break, his forehead falling to it. He was back. 

He had been pulled back.

The rope that had hauled him out of the dark lay slack at his feet, no longer thick enough to haul a person—just a bracelet again. Small. Frayed at the ends. The knot still stubborn.

He picked it up with both hands like it might dissolve if he wasn’t gentle. His fingers shook. Salt blurred his vision. “Thank you,” he whispered to it, voice low and raw. “Thank you.” He bowed his head and pressed his forehead against it, holding it tight enough to tremble.

The water under him rippled once.

And then the bracelet showed him.

It wasn’t a vision so much as a memory finally lit from the right angle. Eri’s voice first—clear, soft, still threaded with that humming she did when she worked.

“I wish days like this could last forever and ever,” Eri said softly.

His eyes snapped to her.

She was still weaving, still humming, still smiling.

“Kacchan?” She lifted the half-finished braid. “Can I have your wrist? I gotta check the size.”

He hesitated, pulse flickering.

Then, slowly, he held out his arm, palm up.

She wrapped the braid around gently, pulling the ends together.

Something stupid had twisted in his chest.

She tied the knot carefully. Double-wrapped it. It sat snug and small against the inside of his wrist. Secure. Right over his pulse.

“There!” she said proudly. “Now it can’t fall off.”

He’d smiled at her then, but he hadn’t seen what was happening—neither of them had. But he now saw it in perfect clarity: the faint silver shimmer of Eri’s horn as she whispered her wish, the way her fingers tugged the thread like a conduit. She had unknowingly laced her quirk into the braid as she tied it, sealing him to that exact moment.

He saw it. The injury to his knee after Overhaul—why it never healed no matter how many hands touched it. Locked in that moment. But everything after—how fast some wounds closed, how his body recovered so quickly after each close call—Eri’s quirk had been quietly, steadily working, pulling him back piece by piece to the day she’d tied it. 

To her wish.

And in the end, when he fell, it had reached out and dragged him up from the dark.

His grip on the bracelet tightened. His tears fell onto the frayed string and disappeared like they’d been absorbed. “Thank you,” he whispered again, fierce this time. “Thank you for everything.”

The thread shimmered silver in his hands, brighter for a second. Then it dissolved, a single spark peeling off and drifting away into the mist until it was gone.

He stayed kneeling on the water, staring at the empty space in his palms, chest shaking with it. “I can’t promise you forever,” he thought, the words aimed at her as if she might hear them through the miles and the magic. “But I can promise you now.”

He tilted his head back. The sky above was pale and endless. His face was wet with more than sea spray. He wiped his eyes with the heel of his palm, took a breath that went all the way down, and stood.

“Okay.”

“I’m ready to go home.” 

The world listened.


–Izuku–

 

The hospital room was too white. The kind of white that eats color. It smelled like antiseptic and something sweet and wrong underneath it that all hospitals share. Someone had dimmed the lights out of mercy. The air vent hummed soft and even, as if trying not to draw attention to itself.

Kacchan lay in the middle of it all on a rolling bed with the rails down. They had cleaned the blood from his skin, combed the grit out of his hair, changed him into clean white clothes. His mouth was closed. His lashes made neat shadows on his cheeks. He looked young in a way that hurt.

They had tucked a white sheet to his chest. Someone had thought to warm it. Izuku could feel the last of that warmth with his palm when he set his hand there, and that almost undid him more than the cold had.

The nurse who’d shown them in kept her voice hushed. “Take your time.” She left the door on its latch. The sign outside had flipped to Do Not Disturb.

Aizawa stood back by the wall and made himself small, which was ridiculous in a way that would have made Izuku smile any other day—Aizawa was not built to be small

Izuku sat on the windowsill, knees pulled up to his chest as he looked out into the city. He had already run out of tears—an impossibility for a Midoriya, but it happened nonetheless. 

He kept time. Aizawa had told him the exact minute Kacchan’s heart stopped, and Izuku carved it somewhere behind his ribs where it wouldn’t fade. He’d been counting ever since. Two hours and change. The number didn’t feel real—nothing did. The world kept breathing. And Izuku felt numb.


–Takeshi–

 

Takeshi didn’t know what to do with his hands.

He’d fixed the blanket twice already. He’d lined up the edge with the bedrail, then smoothed it flat. There was nothing to fix. He kept touching it anyway.

The room hummed the way hospital rooms hum—lights, vents, something behind a wall. It made him think of the shop on a Sunday: electricity talking to itself with a staticky buzz if the silence is loud enough. He stared at the stillness of the boy's chest and willed it to lift. His eyes burned. It didn’t lift.

Masaru and Mitsuki had gone with a chaplain and a social worker to talk about… the future. The words had floated in: arrangements, viewing, service. Takeshi had lost track of the small talk around them and the big decisions under them. Masaru squeezed his shoulder so hard the bone remembered it. He told Takeshi to sit with his son while they were gone. Mitsuki kissed the hair above Katsuki’s temple like she was sealing it there.

Eri now curled against his side, knees up, face set in that fierce, stubborn calm kids use when they’re trying very hard to be brave.

He had explained death already. He’d used the exact phrases the grief counselor had given him two years ago—The body stops. It doesn’t feel cold. It doesn’t get hungry. It doesn’t wake up. He had said it until Eri nodded. He hated each sentence.

Now she tilted her head up and said, very small, “Is this like Aiko?”

The room tilted a degree. He kept his arm around her tight enough that she’d feel how steady he was trying to be. “Yeah,” he said. The word came out too rough. He cleared his throat. “It’s the same… kind of thing.”

Her breath hitched. “At the graveyard, you said that she’s… She’s in the ground. In a pretty box so she doesn’t get rained on. But… I don’t want Kacchan to go in the ground.” Her voice broke. “He’ll get cold under the stone.”

Takeshi shut his eyes for a second. Something in his chest tried to fold. He held her a little tighter—not sure if it was for her comfort or his own. “Hey,” he said, and the word scraped. “He won’t be cold. He can’t feel cold now. That’s what ‘stopped’ means.” He swallowed and forced his voice into something she could climb. “And we’re not putting him anywhere today. He’s staying with us. We’ll decide… later. When your stomach isn’t doing flips and my head isn’t… loud.”

She buried her face in his shirt and cried the way kids do, with her whole body. He rubbed her back in a slow circle and prayed his hand wouldn’t shake so hard she noticed.

Aizawa was at the door, talking low to someone from administration. Takeshi wasn’t trying to listen. The words walked over anyway.

“…death certificate,” the woman murmured.

“—release to next of kin.”

“—transfer to the municipal morgue if the family hasn’t chosen a funeral home—”

“—embalming, unless they elect cremation—”

The word hit Takeshi like a fist. Cremation. He saw a furnace. He saw fire eating what was left. He saw ash in a beige urn that would sit on a shelf collecting dust. 

“Stop.” He didn’t know he’d said it out loud until everyone went quiet. He put one palm flat on the mattress like he needed to steady the bed. “Don’t—don’t say that right now.”

The administrator swallowed and nodded, immediate and kind. Aizawa stepped a fraction closer to the doorframe, a body making room without speaking. “We can wait,” he said. 

Takeshi nodded once. He couldn’t look at them. He looked at the boy instead. He looked at the face that was stubborn even while dead, mouth slack and still somehow set. He looked at the small bracelet tied at the wrist.

“Hey,” he said. It came out wrecked and soft at the same time. “Hey, kid.”

He reached out and smoothed out the rough, soot-dulled hair.

He breathed through his mouth because his nose was full. The boy smelled like smoke and antiseptic and that sharp, metal edge you get after a long fight. 

Behind him the quiet conversation started again—gentler, careful, trying to step around him. It still found him.

“…time frame for transport,” the woman said softly. “We can keep him here for a while if the family needs—”

“Embalming will… change his face,” someone added, almost apologetic. “If there’s to be a viewing—”

Takeshi moved to Katsuki’s hand, and his grip tightened. “I’ve got you,” he said, to counter the part of the world that was already moving him along a conveyor. “You hear me? I’ve got you. No one’s rushing anything.”

He realized he was now rocking Eri, that useless little sway parents do when there’s nothing to fix and they can’t stand still. He went with it. His chest hurt in a way that didn’t feel like lungs. He felt stupid for thinking he’d figured out how to survive this kind of feeling. You don’t. You just… don’t.

“I wasn’t built to do this again,” he whispered.

He lifted his face to see Katsuki’s and immediately had to avert his gaze, because looking at him made his ribs try to fold. “You told me how disgusting my cigarettes were. I threw them out for you kids, y’know?” His voice went raw, “You made my house loud. You made it worth being in. You—” He laughed on one breath and broke on the next. “—you made it feel like a home again.”

“I can’t—” he said, and stopped. “I can’t put you in a furnace. I can’t put you in a hole. Not today. I can’t hear those words right now. Stay here a bit. Make them wait. We’ll figure it out when my head… when my head isn’t—” He made a small, helpless sound. “When my head isn’t like this.”

He put his hand over the bracelet and felt the knot under his fingers. His thumb found the roughest part. “You kept this thing,” he murmured. Takeshi sat back a fraction and maneuvered Eri around his lap. “See that? He kept your bracelet. Don’t think he ever took that thing off. Not once.”

Eri’s eyes filled with tears, but she did not shout. The girl was so damn brave for her age. It made Takeshi’s heart clench. 

“It’s about to fall off,” she whispered, clear and small.

Takeshi’s face crumpled. He pulled her into a tight hug, and she came docile and hot with new grief, pressing her forehead into his shoulder. “He said he wouldn’t leave me,” she said into his shirt. “It’s not fair.”

“No,” he said. “It’s not.”

Takeshi looked at Izuku, who sat on the window ledge, legs pulled up. The boy’s eyes were raw and fixed and older than they should have to be. Takeshi wanted to say a dozen things to him. Not your fault. He would be proud of you. None of it would help. 

He rested his hand against the top of the boy’s head again. “I love you,” he said. The words weren’t tidy. They didn’t come out with any dignity. They were true and they were all he had.


–Aizawa–

 

Aizawa hadn’t come near the bed since they’d brought the boy in. He’d stood, he’d handled doors and papers, he’d argued in a whisper with someone who wanted to move the timeline along. 

And he’d kept his distance like it was the last thing he could control.

Now he let go of the frame of the door, crossed the room, and sat across from Takeshi and Eri.

He set his elbows on his knees and looked at the boy’s face and, for a long time, didn’t say anything. 

When he spoke, it was stripped bare. “You made my job harder every week you were in my class,” he said, his throat raw “Sometimes because you were wrong. Mostly because I was.”

He sat there with his hands laced, looking at the ceiling like he wanted the tiles to stop being the same in every room where this happened. “I was supposed to keep you safe,” he said, flat. “You were not an easy kid to keep safe.”

His mouth flattened, and for a second the blankness brought its hands down. “You did not die alone,” he said softly, a thing he had seen too many families need to hear. “You were held. You were loved. Whether you liked that or not.”

He sat a while longer and then leaned in and put his hand on the boy’s hair and smoothed it back from his forehead. The gesture was small and honest and it hurt. 

“Bakugo,” he said, very quietly. “That’s enough. Rest.”

He didn’t notice the clock. The hours had stopped being numbers and become a texture. The administrator came and went.

Aizawa had just managed to stand—when he heard it.

A sound like a man catching himself after missing a step in the dark: one jagged, involuntary inhale.

He froze. Every muscle in his body decided to stand up at once. He turned slowly.

Katsuki’s chest hitched. Not much. Enough to move the blanket a fraction.

The next breath came like a body arguing its way back up from something deep. The third turned into a cough that wrenched him sideways and would have dumped him off the mattress if Takeshi hadn’t gotten there in time.


–Katsuki–

 

He came back to the world through weight.

Something small and fierce was pressed against his ribs—hot, shaking. The pressure had shape: knees, elbows, a cheek. The rest of the room arrived after that in pieces—linen drag on his forearms; the ghost-cold of air-conditioning on skin; the smell of antiseptic buried under soap and rain. No machines, no beeping, no hum of oxygen. Just the kind of silence that feels padded, like it’s been built to hold grief.

His eyelids were stuck. He pried one up.

Ceiling. Not fluorescent glare—lamps. Warm. The hush wasn’t ICU hush.

A faint weight pressed against his chest—fabric, maybe. His body felt heavy, wrong. His first thought wasn’t words, just this hurts less than it should. The second came slower: I shouldn’t be feeling anything at all.

His lungs stalled on the thought. Then—

A twitch.

A spark.

A heartbeat.

It hit hard, thudding up through his ribs like someone else’s fist. His breath hitched on instinct. Then air tore into lungs that hadn’t been expecting it. His heart hit his sternum so hard it felt like a punch from inside. His whole body arched without permission—back, shoulders, fingers clawing at nothing—and he came down on a gasp that broke halfway and turned into a cough.

Katsuki tried to push himself up. The bed sheet hissed under his palm. His wrists felt like someone else’s—weak, buzzing. He made it up an inch, before his shoulder slid off the mattress, weight tipping toward the floor. 

Hands caught him before he went down. Rough hands, calloused, shaking.

“Hey—hey, easy—easy—” That was Takeshi, voice ragged with a laugh he couldn’t help because what else do you do when the dead sit up.

Katsuki blinked hard, but the world stayed smeared—just shapes and colors bleeding at the edges. Takeshi’s face hovered close, gray and stunned, mouth parted like the words had nowhere to go.

“Jesus Christ,” Takeshi whispered, like saying it too loud would send him back under. “You’re— you’re breathing.”

Katsuki coughed again. It came from somewhere low and violent; salt and static tore up his throat. He couldn’t stop.

“Kacchan?” That was Izuku, right there, so close Katsuki could see every freckle.

Katsuki let himself look at him. Really look. Rain-dried hair gone wild. Skin raw where the salt had burned it. Eyes wrecked and blazing anyway. 

Katsuki lifted a hand. The bracelet at his wrist loosened—the knot at Katsuki’s pulse slid the smallest bit, like a muscle exhaling. A second later, it gave. The three strands collapsed onto the floor, then sifted apart, unbraiding without fingers. 

The room swam. His chest burned. He gripped Takeshi’s sleeve like an anchor and sucked in another breath, trembling. His own heartbeat stuttered in his ears—too slow, too strong, as if testing the idea of coming back.

He was alive.

He knew that in the bluntest, cruelest way—because everything hurt. The air, the light, the weight of Takeshi’s hand still braced against his shoulder.

Takeshi’s mouth opened and closed. His eyes went red, raw. He exhaled a wet, half-laugh that didn’t make it out all the way. “Kid— you—I—” His voice failed. He hauled Katsuki back onto the bed and just stared at him like he didn’t quite believe the sight.

Eri’s footsteps pattered close. She stopped at the edge of the mattress, frozen. Her lower lip trembled. “Kacchan?”

He tried to answer and managed only a rasp. She didn’t wait. She climbed onto the bed and threw her arms around his neck and squeezed like she had a point to prove. Reflex would’ve told him to joke it off or pry some space or swear. There was no reflex left that wasn’t the truth. 

Katsuki froze for a beat—then his arms came up, stiff, shaking, real. He wrapped them around her and held on. He crushed her back, palm wide between her shoulder blades. It was a desperate embrace.

The dam broke. No holding back, no pretending. His chest stuttered once and another sound came out of him that he hadn’t planned on and didn’t care to stop. His eyes burned and blurred and then overflowed. There was no way to make it neat. The tears were hot, ugly, and honest. He ducked his chin into Eri’s hair and shook with it.

Her hair tickled his jaw. Apples and hospital soap. Her breath hitched against his sternum and then steadied, syncing with the drum in his chest.

For a long handful of heartbeats, no one knew what to do with their faces.

Aizawa kept a palm braced on the rail. Izuku had retreated to the corner by the hand-sanitizer dispenser as if he’d run out of places to stand without falling apart. Takeshi gripped the siderail. Eri stayed where she was, glued to Katsuki’s ribs.

Aizawa’s hand tightened. The smallest rasp came out of him. “Bakugo.” Not a question. A confirmation.

Katsuki dragged his gaze back to him. Aizawa’s face did a weird, brittle thing—like he’d planned to say ten other sentences and none fit in his mouth; the one he settled on surprised them both. “Welcome back.”

Katsuki’s breathing had evened out to a shaky rhythm. He nodded.

Eri was still draped over his ribs, small ear pressed to his chest like she was guarding the beat. The room hadn’t figured out what to do with itself yet—half reverent, half afraid to blink.

Katsuki cleared his throat. “How long was I…?” He didn’t finish the sentence. He didn’t have to. The word hung there anyway.

Izuku, from where he stood half-hidden in the corner, finally whispered it like a confession.

“Two hours… twenty-two minutes.”

Of course he would know. Of course he would count. 

The number hit the room like a stone dropped in water. Every face flinched. They all knew what that meant. Ten minutes alone should have been the end. Two hours meant rigor mortis—the body sets, muscles lock, heat leaves. Brain death. Even the face changes, the living looseness going flat. There’s no coming back from something like that. He knew that. They all knew that.

But he had come back.

Katsuki’s gaze dropped to the broken bracelet on the floor. As he stared, a faint silver shimmer slid across the three strands—blue, grey, orange—then vanished. His chest tightened. 

It had done its job.

He met Izuku’s eyes and found the boy huddled into himself, counting breaths now instead of minutes, shoulders shaking with a relief too bright to look at.

“I counted,” Izuku admitted, small, ashamed of the thing he could not help. “I kept counting, even after it didn’t matter anymore. Because I didn’t know what else to do.”

Katsuki huffed a wet breath that could’ve been a laugh if it wasn’t falling apart. His chest twinged under Eri’s face. “Sorry,” he said. “For making you worry.”

He wiped his face with the back of his wrist and didn’t pretend he hadn’t. The tears kept going anyway; that was fine. He could feel Aizawa witnessing it without commentary, Takeshi pretending to look at the footboard to give him fake privacy, Eri hugging harder, Izuku clutching his fingers like a man anchoring a tent in a storm.

At that moment, the door opened.

Masaru slipped back in first, face blotched with crying, step cautious. He stopped dead. Mitsuki, right behind him, made it two steps, eyes darting to the bed—to the boy upright with a child in his arms and color in his mouth. She went white.

“Absolutely not,” she said, voice cracking on the second word, and crossed the room in three strides. She grabbed Katsuki’s face between both hands, fierce and shaking. “You do not—” she inhaled, sob went sideways— “pull that on me.”

Katsuki’s laugh came out a sob halfway through. He didn’t try to talk through it. He let her thumb the salt off his cheeks and let Masaru put a steady hand to the back of his head.

Two hours and twenty-two minutes was an impossible number. The room agreed. But here, now, a heartbeat named the seconds and a cheap three-strand bracelet translated wish into artifact. It was enough.

Katsuki lifted his head, eyes red and open, and let them all see the simplest truth he had: “I’m here,” he said again, as if they might need to hear it more than once to believe it. 


 

All For One was gone for good.

Weeks after the battle, the city still wore its wounds—buildings in casts of scaffolding, streets stitched with temporary lines, tarps flapping. The news kept running those same loops: black-clad figure on rooftops, shockwaves taking out concrete, sirens helplessly blaring in the background. Angles from a hundred phones, drones, security cams. Every time, right where a face should’ve been, the image fuzzed—heat-haze, a stuttered frame, motion blur. Commentators argued about interference. Katsuki watched one of them at a convenience store counter while the clerk rang up bottled water and gauze. He waited for his own mouth, his own eyes to exist.

They didn’t. The shot jumped, the figure turned, and the pixels slid off his features.

Someone had cleaned. Commission, probably. Maybe a pro with a better conscience than the agency they answered to. Maybe both. Whoever it was, the internet could no longer agree what the monster’s face had looked like.

He was grateful in a way that made him feel sick.

At some point the Commission put out a statement full of words that didn’t say the one thing that mattered. The threat has been neutralized. Investigations continue. Please submit footage through official channels. The videos kept circling anyway—the figure in black leaping between buildings, the air shuddering, the lights on the horizon. They scrubbed his face out of every angle they could find. Maybe they were protecting a victim. Maybe they were protecting themselves. He didn’t feed either story. He let the city have its rumors. 

– – – – –

The funerals were quieter than the battle had been. He went where he should, stood where he belonged, said “I’m sorry for your loss” to people whose names he only learned on those days. He didn’t pretend he could fix any of it. 

– – – – –

Katsuki made himself useful in the aftermath. He put on a volunteer vest and work gloves and did what his hands were good at. He lifted rebar out of busted floors. He hauled wet couches down stairwells. He knelt on ruined tile and sorted salvage from trash while an old man told him about the dog that used to sleep under that table. He carried bottled water and didn’t make a speech when people cried. 

– – – – –

Morning was shelters. The gym at Higashi Middle had become a shelter for those displaced by the attack—cot after cot, blue tape grids on the floor, the air heavy with detergent and cardboard. He learned where the leaks were by where the buckets sat and moved them an inch left when the drip wandered. He showed a kid how to fold a blanket so it didn’t unravel at the corners and didn’t say anything when the kid refolded it wrong on purpose just to keep talking to him.

On day three at the shelter, he started bringing drywall anchors and a stubby screwdriver in his vest. “You’re not staff,” a volunteer said, frazzled, pointing at the sign that said DO NOT ALTER WALLS.

“Great,” he said, already bracing a shelf with his knee. “Then I’m not breaking the rules.”

He put shelves up exactly low enough that seniors could reach, and exactly high enough that toddlers couldn’t climb them. 

A woman with raw hands set down a box of canned peaches and cried into them without opening one. He didn’t hug her. He slid the box where she could reach it and tightened another screw.

– – – – –

Afternoons were streets. He learned the new map of the city by the detours—the bridge you couldn’t use because the middle had collapsed, the block where glass still whistled out of the top floor when the wind hit just right. He worked with whoever had gloves: construction crews, neighbors, pros.

He made small piles into bigger piles and then into trucks. He got good at saying, “Watch your toes,” and, “You’re about to step on a nail,” without making anybody feel stupid.

Sometimes his idiot friends would tag along to help.

“You’re scary good at this,” Kaminari said once, nodding at the neat stacks of sorted debris: wood here, concrete there, metal in tidy lengths.

“I’ve done it before,” Katsuki said, not elaborating.

“Bakugo!” Mina called from a shattered storefront, waving a bent broom like a flag. “Your kingdom of trash awaits.”

“My kingdom of idiots,” Katsuki shot back, climbing through the frame. “You call that sweeping or are you tenderizing the floor for soup?”

Mina grinned, shameless. “If you think you can do better—”

“I know I can do better.” Katsuki plucked the broom, popped a rusted hinge with two soft pops of heat, and tossed the freed door to Kirishima. “Prop. Not bench press, hair gel.”

“Aw, c’mon,” Kirishima complained, catching it easily. “You never let me live my dreams.”

“Your dreams are OSHA violations.”

Jiro stuck her head in. “We’re short on zip ties,” she reported, earjacks twitching. “And Todoroki needs someone to talk to the city inspector before he politely re-plumbs an entire block.”

“On it,” Katsuki said, grabbing the coil of ties from his vest and shoving half into her hands. “Share. No hoarding.”

“Yes, mom.”

He didn’t miss a beat. “Keep talking like that and this ‘mom’ is handing out chores,” Katsuki called after her. “Starting with babysitting Denki.”

Her laugh echoed down the corridor.

– – – – –

Between tasks, people recognized him for the first time in a way that didn’t make his throat close. Not as the boy on the screens. As the guy that fixed stuff.

Kids gravitated to him in that sneaky way kids do. He didn’t coo or coddle them. Katsuki wasn’t sure what they saw in him, but they kept coming back. He let them orbit. When a girl stared too hard at his hands, he crouched down and let her see the pops of Explosion dancing across his palm.

One time, Katsuki crouched near a generator outlet, helping an older teen untangle a cord when something small and fast collided with his side.

He glanced down. Two kids, maybe six or seven, were staring up at him like he’d just dropped out of a comic book.

“You’re the explosion guy!” one of them blurted, eyes wide.

Katsuki snorted. “Not at the moment, kid. These days I’m the broom guy.” 

That earned a giggle. Then the other one tugged on his sleeve. “Play tag with us!”

He opened his mouth to say no—because obviously, he had work to do—but their grins were already daring him, like they expected him to scowl and secretly wanted him to. He rolled his eyes and muttered, “Fine. But if I win, you all go help Miss Volunteer Lady pack canned beans after.”

They screamed in delight, taking that as a yes.

Katsuki barely had time to set the cord down before ten little pairs of feet scattered across the gym. Someone yelled, “He’s it!” and he sighed through his nose, straightened, and stalked forward.

“You’re all dead!” he declared.

The kids shrieked and ran in every direction.

He didn’t chase fast—just enough to make it exciting. He let his boots thud loud on the gym floor, cutting corners, pretending to almost catch them, then slowing just as they escaped. Every now and then, he’d bark, “You’re too loud, I can hear your heartbeats!” and the kids would shriek louder.

When he finally let one tag him, he threw his hands up dramatically. “Oh no,” he said in a deadpan that made the circle of kids howl. “My only weakness—children.”

He let himself fall onto the gym floor, arms sprawled. A few climbed onto him, cheering their victory. One boy tugged his hair; a girl perched on his chest, proudly declaring, “We defeated the hero!”

“Yeah?” Katsuki said, pretending to wheeze. “Guess I’ll just have to train harder. Maybe I’ll eat all the snack rations.”

“Nooo!” the chorus came, and he smirked up at the ceiling.

Across the room, Mitsuki Bakugo was sealing a box of canned vegetables. Her sleeves were rolled, hair pulled up, a streak of dust on her cheek. She looked up at the noise, instinctively ready to scold her son for being too loud—and then stopped.

The kids swarmed him, laughing, and Katsuki didn’t shove them off or bark to be left alone. He laughed with them. Real, low, unguarded laughter that carried across the echoing gym. She hadn’t heard that sound since he was a little boy throwing himself into puddles just to watch the splash.

He was sitting up now, letting a kid braid his bangs terribly while another poked his cheek to test if he’d react. He pretended not to, which only made them giggle harder.

Mitsuki felt her throat go tight.

Katsuki caught her watching. He rolled his eyes and grinned.

She just smiled and mouthed back, Proud of you.

For once, he didn’t scowl. He just looked away fast, ears a little red, and let the smallest girl climb onto his shoulders so she could “see the whole world.”

– – – – –

At Takeshi’s place, dinner was an event and a disaster, the way it always had been. Eri had drawn stars along his bare wrist with a felt-tip pen and then pressed her cheek to it like she could listen for a heartbeat. “I can make another one,” she said, suddenly. “A bracelet. If you want. Or you can keep it like this.” She held up the pen—blue—and blinked at him, waiting.

He touched the tiny ink stars and swallowed. “I’ll take whatever you make,” he said.

“I’m practicing tying way better knots.” She said excitedly. “Mina is showing me how to make a WHOLE bracelet out of knots so they’re like super strong. And they’re pretty too!”

“Good.” He cleared his throat. “Teach Takeshi. He still can’t tie a trash bag.”

“Hey,” Takeshi protested from the stovetop, holding two spoons. “I can tie a trash bag.”

“You can mangle a trash bag,” Katsuki corrected. Eri giggled, bright and alive, and Katsuki had to look down at his plate for a second and breathe.

– – – – –

Nightmares came like they always had—too bright, too loud, too much. Sometimes he woke with his fists already clenched and the taste of salt and iron in his mouth. He drank water. He counted four things he could hear, three he could see, two he could touch, one he could smell. The bracelet wasn’t there. The stars she’d drawn had washed off. He pressed his thumb to the place on his wrist where the knot had sat and told it thank you again.

The first time Eri brought him a new bracelet, she didn’t tie it on him. She held it out and waited.

“Can I?” she asked.

He nodded. She looped it around his wrist. He stuck his hand out and watched her tie the knot—careful, sturdy, ordinary. It sat neat and small over his pulse. He breathed, and the breath didn’t scrape.

“Perfect,” he said.

She grinned so hard her ears might’ve wiggled if that were how ears worked. “Now it can’t fall off.”

“Yeah.” He tapped it once with a knuckle. “Now it can’t fall off.”

– – – – –

His friends were loud in cycles, then careful in stretches. Mina brought lasagna so chaotic it needed subtitles. Jiro leaned against the doorway and didn’t talk until he did. Sero cracked jokes like he was trying not to cry and sometimes failed. Kirishima asked if he wanted to hit the gym. Todoroki showed up with a box of high-end tea he absolutely did not know how to brew and, when corrected, took notes.

No one said welcome back from the dead out loud. They said it by staying, by letting a conversation die and not panicking, by not flinching when he looked tired and not cheering when he looked awake.

On a gray afternoon, Katsuki and Izuku climbed the school’s back stairs and sat where they could see a slice of city and a lot of sky. No speeches waited up there. Just wind and the smell of damp concrete.

Izuku bumped his shoulder, light. “How’s the… both-ness?” he asked, gentle but not tiptoeing.

Katsuki smirked. “Loud. Quiet. Fine.”

Izuku nodded, accepting it like a fact of nature. “Okay.”

Katsuki side-eyed him. “That’s it? No notebook? No graphs?”

Izuku flushed, half-laughing. “I’ve… retired from that.”

“Yeah, sure you did,” Katsuki teased. “Bet you got a secret stash somewhere labeled Kacchan: Revised Edition.

Izuku’s sputter came right on cue, and Katsuki couldn’t help the small, low laugh that escaped him—real and rough-edged, the kind that didn’t need permission anymore.

They didn’t need to name it permission again. They didn’t need to say friend out loud every time to keep it.

Katsuki leaned back on his palms and found that the set of his shoulders had changed. Not fixed. Not erased. Just… allowed. He could feel the quiver of a fuse that would always be his. He could feel the place in him that wanted quiet and would need it again. The two didn’t cancel each other out.

Tomorrow, there’d be more broken glass to sweep, more roofs to tar, more paperwork he’d mysteriously fail to fill out correctly. There would also be coffee mysteriously doordashed to Aizawa, a kid threatening to draw on every container in Takeshi’s kitchen, and a friend who would sit beside Katsuki without trying to narrate his breathing.

Katsuki’s gaze stayed on the skyline. “You still breathe too damn loud, though.”

Izuku huffed, smiling. “You missed it.”

“Did not.”

“Did too.”

Katsuki’s laugh came low and stayed a little longer this time. His thumb brushed over the new bracelet. The motion was steady, grounding. Yeah, he thought, I’m here.

Notes:

Here are some little details that I never really explained in the story? Like I’m kinda torn between wanting people to notice these things and also leaving them open to interpretation. I feel like I start to fall into this habit of over-explaining shit, so perhaps an end-of-chapter note will suffice.

The blurb about Eri tying the bracelet is taken directly from chapter 28. I added a bit more detail this time since Katsuki’s seeing that memory from the outside, but all the quotes are exactly the same. And yeah—the bracelet thing was 100% intentional. It was always meant to be the final tether that brought him back. You can call it plot armor or deus ex machina if you want… but I call it “Katsuki deserves happiness.”

And YES, there was a reason I kept mentioning that the bracelet knot was over Katsuki’s pulse. Both a figurative and literal lifeline.

Also, did you notice how the kids at the shelter called him a hero? That contrast matters—people used to associate him with “villain.” That bit was subtle, but important.

“He’d carve his own path, even if he had to drag his nails through the dirt to make it happen. Even if it killed him.” — a quote from chapter 2.
He didn’t know it at the time, but that’s exactly what he ended up doing. He went through hell, chose his own path, and it did kill him—for a little while, at least.

***He was dead for 2 hours and 22 minutes. 222 → angel number that means perfect alignment (being on the right path) and balance restored.
***222→ everything came full circle.

About the ocean imagery:
The ocean in the soul-space represents the divide between life and death. Katsuki stands on the surface—neither sinking nor safe. Beneath the waves is the afterlife; once you go under, that’s it. When All For One got dragged down, that was his literal death. Back in chapter 11, when Katsuki ran from his Flame and into the water, that scene was a foreshadow—if the Flame hadn’t pulled him out, he would’ve drowned, body and soul.

About the mist:
The mist represents the soul. Everybody has this mist, even the quirkless. The only reason Katsuki couldn’t see the mist around quirkless people is because it stays within them, because they don’t have quirks to push it outward. For those with quirks, that mist stretches past their body. Using a quirk is essentially just extending the soul into the world and shaping it into something physical.
Since quirks and souls are intertwined, a quirk influences a person’s temperament and how their mist shows itself—usually as one dominant color. Katsuki’s is orange-gold, which is why his Flame glows that way. But deep down, everyone’s made of every color; the different mists in his soul-space reflect that mix.

About the hospital scene:
I'm not really sure how it's done in other countries/cultures, but I wrote this scene with my own personal experiences in mind. As an ICU nurse, I see death a LOT. And sadly, in America, loved ones are not really able to properly grieve a death without being rushed in one way or another. As a nurse, I see this in "oh, we need to move this patient because we need to free up the bed for another admit." And then as someone who lost someone, and was there for their passing, even when there AREN'T time pressures, they still jump right into the conversations about "what next." A lot of the time, 1-2 hours is NOT a sufficient amount of time to wait before you bring up these conversations. ESPECIALLY if the death was unexpected/unanticipated. At least, this is my opinion.

I’ll probably think of more stuff later, but feel free to ask questions or bring things up in the comments if there’s something you want clarified. I’m seriously so stoked that this story’s almost complete—it turned out way better than I ever expected.

Chapter 53: Epilogue

Notes:

Guys, I can't believe we're finally here! When I first started this story a year or so ago, I never imagined the direction it would end up taking. Like seriously, the plot changed so much from what I originally had planned. But now? Zero regrets.

This was my first fic on this site, so I was a bit hesitant to post. But with all of your support, you seriously pushed me to give it my all. As an avid reader, I found so many incredible stories that never got updated/finished, so I told myself I'd see this thing through whether people actually read it or not. But actually finishing it? Ugh it's so bittersweet. Anyway, enjoy the last chapter as we finally wrap up this fic~

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The steps creaked under Katsuki’s boots the same way they always had—metal tired from years of weather and welding. He still knew which one squeaked like a complaint if you hit it too fast. He took that one slow out of habit, a bag handle biting into each hand. 

Katsuki had to hip-check the trailer door because his hands were full—two paper bags balanced against one forearm, a third hooked in his fingers, and a fourth gripping a bakery box.

The door cracked. Shinso’s face slid into view, neutral as ever. His gaze flicked automatically to the cargo, then stopped halfway up Katsuki’s forehead and did one slow blink.

“Oh,” Shinso said, voice flat but absolutely not. “So we’re back to manufacturer settings.”

Katsuki sniffed. “Had the toner pulled. Factory reset.”

“It’s back. Blindingly back. Blond again. My retinas weren’t ready.”

Katsuki huffed. “It’s just hair.”

“Uh-huh.” Shinso stepped aside and gestured him in. “Sure. Next you’ll tell me it dyed itself out of nostalgia.”

“Keep talkin’ and I'm making you carry the heavy bag next time.”

Shinso’s mouth tilted. He stepped aside, sweeping an arm with excessive politeness. “After you, Sunshine.”

Katsuki shouldered past into an explosion of streamers, tape, folding tables, and paper cranes.

The trailer wasn’t big, but Class 1-A had never met a space they couldn’t overrun. Sero was on a step stool that had no business holding him, doing violence to a banner that read WELC M  H ME ERI. 

Uraraka had three zip ties in her mouth and her hands wrist-deep in a tangled string of fairy lights. Todoroki, expression politely urgent, stood by the sink rinsing cilantro.

Denki was holding a power strip and looking suspiciously like he was about to cause an electrical incident.

Mina was standing on a chair trying to reach the ceiling with a balloon garland while Kirishima steadied her ankle. 

“Higher, Kirishima!” Mina yelled. “No—lower! No—back up!”

Kirishima groaned. “I can’t move, you’ll fall!”

“You two need choreography,” Sero muttered.

Jiro leaned over the couch with a clipboard in her hands, trying to corral the chaos. “Okay, team: decorations up, snacks on the way, music on standby, and for the love of everything—Denki, do not lick the outlet again.”

“Again?” Katsuki asked amused, setting the bags down on the counter.

Heads turned.

Sero looked down and did a double take big enough to make the stool wobble. “Holy— He’s blonde.”

“BLONDE’S BACK!” Kaminari announced from the stepstool like a town crier. He nearly dropped the string lights. “Everybody applaud the return of the sun!”

“Eyes on the cord, thunderbrain,” Jiro said, catching the plug with an earjack and flipping it up to him.

“You look like summer again,” Mina added, with a roll of tape between her teeth. “Love it.”

“It’s not a solar event,” he said finally. “I got a haircut. Try to survive.”

Kirishima’s grin spread like wildfire. “Dude, you look awesome!”

Katsuki groaned. “I swear to god, if one more person—”

“—calls you fabulous?” Mina finished innocently.

He glared. “I was gonna say comments, but thanks for the downgrade.” Katsuki scowled, heat crawling up his ears. “You’re all idiots.”

“Yeah, but you love us,” Denki said, wrapped in his own extension cord. “Admit it.”

“Love’s a strong word,” Katsuki muttered, dumping the remaining bags onto the counter.

The room erupted into laughter. Even he cracked a small grin before turning back to the groceries.

Katsuki started unloading supplies onto the tiny kitchen counter—chips, bottled drinks, a mountain of plastic cups—and tried to ignore the chatter bouncing off the walls. It was like herding toddlers with explosives, but he’d be lying if he said he didn’t miss the noise.

Mina leaned over the counter, still grinning. “So, you just—what, woke up and decided to be sunshine again?”

He shrugged. “Something like that.”

Truth was, he’d been staring at the mirror that morning longer than he cared to admit. The black had grown out uneven, patches of blond reclaiming ground in soft rebellion. He’d caught sight of his reflection and thought, I want it back. Simple as that. Maybe that was what healing looked like—letting color return without asking permission.

Izuku’s head popped up from behind the table like a meerkat. His eyes went a little wide, then he caught himself and made the excitement smaller, more human. “Oh—Kacchan! You—” He gestured vaguely at his own hair, then at Katsuki’s. “It looks good.”

Katsuki handed him a stack of plates. “Great. Maybe now people will stop assuming I’m in witness protection.”

“Hey, you did disappear for a while,” Izuku teased.

Katsuki smirked. “Yeah, well. I came back.”

“Got the extra ice packs?” Jiro asked, leaning over the counter.

“Freezer,” he said automatically.

“Napkins?”

“Drawer next to the stove.”

Across the trailer, Kaminari finally got the lights working. “We have illumination!” he cheered, only for one side of the room to immediately short out again. “We… HAD illumination.”

“Plug it into the other strip,” Shinso suggested, pretending not to laugh.

“Which strip?”

“The one that doesn’t smell like burning plastic.”

“Helpful.”

Katsuki exhaled through his nose, but the smile threatened anyway. The noise, the chaos, the dumb jokes—it was exhausting in the best way. Normal. He hadn’t realized how much he’d missed normal.

Izuku and Katsuki fell into an easy rhythm, unpacking the groceries together. Izuku lined up drinks while Katsuki sliced fruit. The chatter of their classmates buzzed behind them—Kirishima daring Denki to balance a plate on his head, Jiro threatening them both with her clipboard.

When Izuku reached for a knife, Katsuki handed it to him without a word.

Katsuki tapped the counter. “Someone tell me there’ll be clear counter space long enough for me to start cooking shit.”

“Kitchen’s yours,” Todoroki said, stepping aside with an air that suggested he had been waiting his entire life to yield a sink to someone competent.

“Thank you, Ice Plumbing,” Katsuki said. He leaned past him, flicked the faucet off. 

Shinso’s voice drifted across the room. He plucked the banner corners from Sero’s hands, read the missing letters, and said, “Whose job was the E and Os?”

“Blame Kaminari.” Jiro sighed. “He’s dyslexic. It’s a cry for help.”

The banter spun around him, and for once, Katsuki didn’t feel the need to bite back. He let it hum in the background, his own quiet sitting steady in his chest. He’d learned something about silence lately: it didn’t always have to be heavy. Sometimes, it was just peace.

In the kitchen, the trailer noise dropped to a workable buzz—music tinny from someone’s phone, Sero and Mina arguing about streamer symmetry, Todoroki very calmly freezing a crooked balloon so it would hang “correctly.”

Katsuki slid a tray of onigiri onto the counter and nudged another sheet toward Izuku. “Blackwhip still dead?”

Izuku’s hands paused over the rice. “Yeah.” He didn’t sound crushed—more… settled. “Float too. Smokescreen. Danger Sense. It’s just the base stockpile now.”

Katsuki leaned a hip to the counter. “So they really bounced.”

Izuku let out a breath that had been living under his ribs. “I think so.” He glanced down, thumb smoothing a triangle’s edge. “Honestly? I’m… relieved. If One For All was a soul prison, then—good. They’re not locked to me anymore.”

“Hn.” Katsuki studied him a beat. “And the First? You said he wanted it ended.”

“He did,” Izuku said. “Told me not to pass it on.” He swallowed, then smiled—small, real. “It feels right. They helped as long as they had to. Now they get to go.”

“About time,” Katsuki said. No pity in it. Just agreement.

Izuku’s shoulders loosened a notch. “I keep reaching for them out of habit. Then it’s just… quiet. Not empty. Like the room’s finally been aired out.”

“Means you get to hear yourself think.” Katsuki flicked a glance at him. “Scary.”

Katsuki turned his attention to the miso pot simmering on the stove. He pointed to it. “Taste.”

Izuku did, considered. “More salt.”

Katsuki shook in exactly two taps. “How’s stockpile feel?”

“Different somehow,” Izuku said. “But not in a bad way. It’s like it’s mine now.”

Katsuki’s mouth twitched. “You’ll be fine. You were a pain even before the extras.”

“That was almost encouraging,” Izuku said, eyes flicking up, green bright under the kitchen light.

“Don’t get greedy.” Katsuki reached past him, flicked the corner of a crooked parchment sheet straight.

Izuku huffed a quiet breath. “You’re getting soft.”

“In your dreams.” Katsuki straightened the row of onigiri by exactly half an inch. “And you’re done spiraling about the whole thing?”

Izuku nodded. “A little. But then, when I start to worry about it, I feel more relief than anything. Now they can finally rest, you know? It’s better this way.”

Katsuki grunted. “Yeah. They don’t gotta babysit you anymore.”

“Rude,” Izuku said, but he was smiling.

“KACCHAN!” Denki yelled from the living room. “I fixed the banner!” 

“How the fuck did you manage to make it worse, hah!?” Katsuki’s voice carried from the kitchen.

“What do you mean?” Kaminari called back, standing on a chair and stapling crepe paper to the ceiling like it had personally offended him. “It says ‘WELCOME HOME ERI.’”

“It says ‘EMOWECL HO E M ERI,” you walking static shock. I thought you said you ‘fixed it?!’ It’s worse than before!” Katsuki stalked out, palms already buzzing with tiny, irritated pops. “Fix it before I make you eat the chair.”

Kaminari gasped down at him, stapler raised. “How dare you threaten the furniture.”

Jiro, on the couch surrounded by a tangle of fairy lights and Sero’s tape, didn’t look up. “He’s using his indoor voice. I’m proud.”

“It’s my only voice!” Katsuki shot back. He snatched the step stool from under Sero, shoved it against the wall, and vaulted up in one smooth hop. “Give me the ends. No, not that end—who taped the middle? Sero, I swear to—”

“That was a strategic anchor,” Sero defended, already peeling his tape back with guilty precision.

Mina popped up behind the couch with a bag of balloons inflated to mildly threatening sizes. “Which color pattern screams ‘we’re responsible guardians’—sunset or disco?”

“Neither,” Todoroki said from across the room. “Use both.”

“This is why you and I get along,” Mina said, dumping an armful of balloons into the air like confetti. 

“I’m not—” Katsuki started, then cut himself off because Kaminari had managed to rotate the wrong side of the banner and now “HOME” read “HMEO.” “Jesus. Hands off. Everyone, I got it!”

He worked fast—half muscle memory, half stubbornness—flipping and re-tying until the fabric lay clean and right. He hopped down. For a half-beat, the room went quiet and appreciative.

“Huzzah! He did it,” Sero cheered, “our hero!”

Kaminari, emboldened, flicked the stapler closed with a flourish. “Bakugo, permission to crown you Supreme Ruler of Streamers?”

“You staple one more thing into an electrical wire and I’m crowning your head with the fire extinguisher.”

“Sir yes—whoa!”

He yelped because Katsuki moved—two quick steps, palms crackling brighter now with harmless little pop-fireworks. Kaminari laughed and bolted off the chair, skidding past the coffee table. Sero whooped and joined the flight path because of course he did.

“Get back here, discount Pikachu!” Katsuki barreled after them, grinning, popping tiny warning shots. Mina screamed in delighted terror and dove behind the couch. Kirishima clapped like this was the best TV he’d ever seen.

Katsuki’s leg caught on a tangle of streamers and gracefully met the floor with his face.

“Rest in peace, king,” Jiro said solemnly, setting a balloon on his back like a grave marker.

“Medic,” Mina said weakly, tears of laughter in her eyes as she leaned over him and patted the balloon that had drifted onto his back. “We’ve lost a brave one.”

Katsuki cracked an eye, saw the balloon, and swatted it half-heartedly. “Weaponizing party decorations is a war crime.”

“Don’t be dramatic,” Jiro said, wiping her eyes.

Kirishima offered a hand. Katsuki took it and popped to his feet like nothing hurt ever. Katsuki tried to keep his scowl, failed, and rolled his eyes. “Fine,” he said, marching to the counter. “You all suck. Help me finish setting up.” 

He pointed in quick succession. “Lights—untangle, gently. Streamers—no more staples near wiring. And someone please remove the tripping hazards. Food—Izuku, you and I finish that. Todoroki—come tie ribbons like a functioning citizen.”

Todoroki blinked, obediently set down the zip ties, and walked to the ribbon pile. “What’s the preferred knot?”

“Pretty.”

“Understood.”

Katsuki turned back to the kitchen and pulled out a tray he’d already prepped and refrigerated: a dozen little apple hand-pies he’d cut into rabbit shapes. Eri’s rabbits. He lined them up on the dessert rack and pretended not to care when Mina squealed and took a picture.

“Where do you want the cranes?” Uraraka called from the hallway.

“High,” Katsuki said. “Put them where she’ll see them first thing.”

“On it,” she said, and went to work, stringing a cloud of paper birds above the doorway.

“Text from Nezu,” Yaoyorozu called, one eye on her phone, one on an assembly line of party favors. “They signed. She’s on her way back. Ten minute warning.”

Izuku made a small, strangled noise.“We aren’t ready yet!”

“It’ll be fine,” Katsuki grunted, putting the onigiri tray into the refrigerator. “We still have plenty of time.”

He stood back and did a slow orbit of the room, moving the confetti cannons out of immediate range, nudging the corner of the rug flat with his toe, adjusting a string light that would have made his eyelids twitch if it flickered all night. 

The others scrambled to do their last-minute tidying up. Streamers got straightened, crumbs disappeared, a rogue shoe was kicked under the couch.

Uraraka came down off the chair she’d been balancing on to tie the last strand of cranes.

“Positions,” Katsuki ordered, clapping once. He slid the last tray onto the counter, wiped his palms on a towel, and flicked a glance around. Banner perfect. Lights good. Balloons mostly not a threat. 

“Car,” Jiro warned, one earjack pressed to the window frame. 

Mina tucked behind the doorway with a confetti cannon she absolutely believed she could control. Kaminari dimmed the lights. Yaoyorozu handed out little paper cones of candy and hissed at Kaminari not to eat his yet. Shinso took the corner near the kitchen, hands in his pockets, expression pretending to be bored and failing.

Katsuki ended up by the light switch. He could feel his heart in his teeth. He flexed his hands once, looked down at his palms, and looked up again.

- - - - -

The knob turned. 

The door swung open.

Eri came in, cheeks pink, eyes huge. She saw darkness, and then—

“Surprise!” they roared, exploding out of their hiding places.

Lights up. Streamers fell. The banner unfurled overhead. Eri flinched like any kid would and then burst into a smile.

“Welcome home!” Mina yelled, firing the confetti without setting off the smoke alarm by sheer force of will and dumb luck. Paper burst like a small miracle. Uraraka clapped both hands to her mouth. Jiro laughed into her sleeve. Iida declared it “an exemplary execution.”

Takeshi stared, blinking hard, then swallowing harder. “You menaces,” he said hoarsely, and then he laughed, and then he didn’t trust himself to say anything else.

As Aizawa stepped through the door, a pink balloon bonked him in the shoulder and was quietly deflated by sheer teacher aura.

Eri looked from the banner to Takeshi and back. “Home?” she said, small and shocked and delighted. “For real?”

“For real, kid.” Takeshi confirmed. He scooped her up and she wrapped her arms around his neck. “Now it’s official.”

Katsuki snorted, wiped at his eye with the back of his wrist, and forced his face into its usual lines before it could do anything more embarrassing.

“Hey,” Eri said, wriggling in Takeshi’s hold until she could lean toward Katsuki. “Your hair came back.”

“Had to,” he said, hooking a thumb under one of the rabbit-shaped pies on the tray and offering it up. “It's my brand. Someone'll sue.”

She took the pie with both hands like it was a fragile animal and immediately got sugar on her nose. “It’s a bunny,” she declared, delighted.

“Might’ve noticed,” he said dryly. “Eat it before Mina steals it.”

“I would never steal from a child on her adoption day,” Mina said, already stealing one from the edge of the tray when Eri wasn’t looking. 

Behind them, the room started moving again—music up, plates passed, jokes ricocheting off cabinets. 

Kirishima clapped Katsuki on the shoulder once, solid. “You did good, man.”

Izuku drifted in close again, hands wringing awkwardly. Katsuki glanced at him. “You guys did good, too,” he said. “Thanks.”

Izuku nodded, eyes bright. “Anytime,” he said softly.

“Presents later,” Yaoyorozu announced gently, because Eri had zeroed in on the pile. “Food first. We don’t want anyone falling over.”

“Rules are rules,” Aizawa added, joining the chaos.

From there, the chaos turned into joy.

Mina handed out party hats. Denki DJ’d from someone’s phone. The trailer filled with noise—real, living noise—and the kind of warmth that wasn’t just from body heat.

Katsuki found himself everywhere at once: fixing a flickering light, taste-testing snacks, rescuing a rogue balloon before it met the stove. He moved between people without thinking about it, orbiting through laughter and chatter like it was muscle memory.

Food made its rounds, a parade of color and comfort. The folding table bowed beneath the feast—onigiri piled high, a pot of miso steaming at one end, bowls of fruit carved into suspiciously perfect stars, rabbit-shaped pies, a glossy cake gleaming in the center, and a dozen mismatched plastic cups scattered around it all. It was a miracle the flimsy table survived under so much abundance.

Eri sat in the middle of it all, tiny paper crown slipping sideways, glitter dusting her hair like it belonged there. She listened, eyes bright, to every ridiculous story around her, every burst of laughter. The whole house seemed to breathe in sync with her.

“Stop,” Katsuki barked suddenly, catching Kaminari mid-swig from a soda bottle. “You double-dipping the air now? Use a cup, you raccoon.”

Denki froze, guilty. “I—uh—this is… for science?”

Katsuki shoved a clean cup into his chest, then tossed him the last cold soda anyway. “Science this.”

“You’re a benevolent god,” Denki said, cracking it open.

“Tsk. Whatever. Excuse me for not wanting to share your mouth germs, Pikachu.” Katsuki shot back, already turning to slice the cake. Izuku hovered one hand under the plate without comment when the knife stuttered, steadying the wobble. Katsuki didn’t pretend not to notice. He just kept cutting and handed Eri the corner piece with the most frosting.

Sero—because of course—weaponized the streamers. A crinkly, pastel web materialized between the coat rack and the bookshelf, ensnaring anyone who tried to cross the room at speed. 

Shinso walked straight into it, expression unchanged. “This is my life now,” he said flatly, as Katsuki snipped him free with kitchen scissors.

“Maybe if you didn’t lurk like a haunted coat rack, you’d see it coming” Katsuki muttered, flicking paper bits off his hoodie.

“And you just happened to have scissors on standby?” Shinso shot back, brushing himself off.

Shinso stepped free, immediately snagged again. He stared at the loop around his wrist. “You did that on purpose.”

“Consider it enrichment,” Katsuki snorted. “You corner-dwellers need puzzles.”

In the doorway, Aizawa leaned against the frame, eyes soft-tired and bright, and let the room happen. He scratched absently at the side of his jaw like something in him was finally less haunted, and accepted a paper plate from Yaoyorazu with a nod.

Takeshi floated—collecting empty cups, rearranging trays, being over-helped by three people at once and not minding. When he paused to rest a hand on Eri’s shoulder, she pressed back into it like a reflex.

The noise didn’t push; it held. When a balloon slipped low enough to bop Eri in the nose, she startled, blinked up, and then laughed—small, surprised, delighted. Todoroki stepped over on instinct with a practiced apology already loaded; she waved him off and bopped the balloon back into his face.

They ran out of forks; Yaoyorazu produced more with a quiet fold of concentration. Someone yelled about the missing confetti cannon. “Do not detonate in the kitchen,” Katsuki called without looking up. “I’m not squeegeeing sprinkles off the ceiling again.”

Kaminari made a finger-gun at Mina. “You heard the boss.”

On the couch, Eri traded stickers for stories. She put a glittery star on Todoroki’s sleeve; he told her about a stray cat that had adopted the campus. She put a tiny carrot on Iida’s wrist; he demonstrated emergency bandaging on a plush rabbit with formal seriousness while Mina filmed it. 

Someone cracked a window. Cool air moved through the room and picked up the edges of things—the smell of citrus and cake, the faint thump of the playlist. 

Katsuki stacked plates, tied bags, wiped the counter, and felt his body doing what it was made to do: fix, hold, make small things easier for the people in the room. He could be loud when a joke needed a shove. He could be quiet when the moment asked for it. It wasn’t a performance now; it was just… being.

Izuku drifted over with a garbage bag and a question struggling to become words. Katsuki saved him from them.

“Don’t even think about asking if I want help,” he said. “You’re already helping.”

Izuku smiled, relief and something like joy warm in his eyes. “Got it.”

They worked. The trailer breathed. The sky outside moved from gray to the color of dishwater to that bruised-blue edge of dusk.




The porch was quiet in that way old wood knows how to be—still holding on to the day’s warmth, letting it hum through the frame. Katsuki sat on the top step, elbows on his knees, hands open. Tiny sparks strobed in his palms, flaring and fading like fireflies. Nitroglycerin-sweet, gunpowder-sharp. He breathed with them, in and out, until the rhythm matched his pulse.

He didn’t hear the door until it sighed open. Aizawa sat without comment, shoulder an easy arm’s length away. Streetlight cut a thin line along his jaw. No scarf. Hair down.

“You’re always welcome back at U.A.,” Aizawa said, not turning his head. “You know that, right?”

Katsuki flicked a spark, watched it die between his fingers. “Yeah. I know.”

They let the night do some of the talking—muffled laughter from inside, a fridge hum, a balloon knocking lazily against the ceiling.

“It’s crazy,” Katsuki said finally, the words testing themselves on the air, “but despite everything? I still want it.” He glanced up, a crooked smile tugging at one side of his mouth. “The hero thing.”

Aizawa’s exhale was half amusement. “That’s not crazy.”

“No offense, though,” Katsuki added, “but I’m not doing dorm life full-time again.” He jerked his chin toward the house. “Someone’s gotta keep that old man in check.”

“Masaru can bench-press your attitude,” Aizawa said dryly.

“I meant Takeshi.” Katsuki snorted. “My dad’s too busy keeping my mom from burning the city down.” A pause. “I’ll commute, whatever. Split time. I just—” His voice thinned. “Not full-time. Not after—”

He didn’t finish. He didn’t need to.

“We’ll make it work,” Aizawa said. “We’ve done stranger things.” 

Spark. Fade. He rubbed his thumb over the fresh skin at his palm, still surprised by how whole it felt. “Been thinking,” he said, choosing his words. He’d rehearsed it all day to make sure it sounded the way he meant. “Ever since I was a kid, I saw myself as a daylight hero. Big board. Cameras. Best of the best.” He huffed a quiet laugh. “Being the best is overrated.”

Aizawa turned his head slightly, just enough to give him full attention. “Overrated how?”

“It makes the work a scoreboard.” Katsuki’s fingers flexed; a clean white pop blinked out in the dark. “Past few months… I learned a lot of ugly. The worst stuff never sees a stage. It’s under floorboards, in alleys, behind doors no one wants to knock on. People who never call pros because they think they’re not worth saving.” His jaw set; it wasn’t anger so much as decision. “I can’t stop seeing it. And I can’t—” He swallowed. “I want to fix what’s under the noise. So. If I get my license…” He looked over, dared the reaction. “I’m thinking underground.”

For the first time, Aizawa’s face shifted—surprise, quick and clean, then something warmer behind it. “Huh.”

“Don’t ‘huh’ me,” Katsuki muttered, “I’m serious.”

“I’m just recalibrating.” Aizawa’s mouth softened. “You, of all people, choosing the work over the stage—that’s not less. That’s more.”

Katsuki shrugged, but it wasn’t defensive. “Figure it fits. I lost my perfect sleep schedule ages ago.”

Aizawa’s snort was almost affectionate. “You’d be good at it.” A longer beat. “And you’d hate parts of it. The waiting. The weeks where your only win is keeping a bad secret from getting bigger. The way nobody thanks you because they never knew you were there.”

“Yeah,” Katsuki said. No flinch. “I can live with that.”

“You’ll need mentors who don’t care if your name trends,” Aizawa said, easing into teacher-cadence. “The work-study list is short. I can help.” He tipped his head. “If you’re serious about it.”

Katsuki gave him a look like that was the dumbest sentence he’d ever heard. “I died, woke up, and still chose homework. Obviously.”

“Obviously.” Aizawa echoed. His eyes went to the sparks, then to the house. 

They sat like that for a bit—two silhouettes and a handful of sparks. Inside, someone shouted about missing confetti; the porch light buzzed faintly. 

“I’m proud of you,” Aizawa said finally, so simply it almost slipped past the air between them.

Katsuki’s first instinct was to roll his eyes and crack a joke hard enough to bounce the moment away. He didn’t. The words landed warm—like heat seeping back into cold hands. “Thanks,” he said quietly.

Aizawa inclined his head, then hesitated—a rare pause from a man who didn’t waste them. “And for the record… I know we’ve butted heads. I should’ve said this sooner…” He folded his arms, voice even but not detached. “But I’m offering now—if you’ll have it. Let me be your mentor.”

Katsuki blinked, caught between disbelief and something dangerously close to gratitude. “Generous,” he said finally “But you got your hands full with Purple.”

Aizawa didn’t bother pretending he didn’t know who that was. “Hitoshi’s not a reason to say no. If anything, he’s a reason to say yes. You two could learn from each other. Different brains. Same stubbornness.”

Katsuki snorted. “What, you saying I need remedial emo classes?”

“I’m saying your heads are pointed at the same problem from different angles,” Aizawa said dryly. “And on a mat, you’re close to equal footing.”

Katsuki barked a laugh. “Rude. I wiped the floor with that guy.”

“You did,” Aizawa agreed. “Then he got back up and asked for more. That’s what makes him worth your time.”

The door bumped open behind them; Kirishima’s voice floated out—something about the missing confetti cannon. Katsuki didn’t turn. He rolled a little ember between his fingers, watched it fade.

“Underground’s messy,” Aizawa added, quiet. “But you’re built for that more than you think.”

They sat in the comfortable noise for a moment—the clink of plates, Sero’s laugh, the microwave beeping and someone shushing it like it could wake a sleeping city. A moth tested the porch light and gave up.

Katsuki rubbed his forearms on the rail, the old scars smooth under new skin. “I’ll think about it,” he said finally. Not defensive, just honest.

Aizawa nodded once. “That’s all I asked.”

Katsuki looked at his palm one last time—the quiet fizz, the little heat he didn’t have to prove to anyone anymore—and then went inside to help tape a crooked banner straight.

 

Notes:

Fin.