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"You're a good friend, Jack." He blinks away the sudden rush of emotion that floods through him. Friends is better than nothing, he reminds himself. Friends can sustain him a year, and then she'll leave and he'll be here but at least they'll be friends. Right where she left him and he'll turn dusty with disuse, but he won't scare her off with the pure want that cracked his heart the moment he met her, a 28-year-old intern that wore her own heart on her sleeve and existed as Robby's worst nightmare. It's been almost three years since then, and ever since he heard she drilled a Burr hole with an easy IO eight months ago, his occasional dreams of her turned into fully formed fantasies. He's been tempted to call Pysch a few times, only stopped by the thought of his therapist shaking his head at his antics.
So he won't tell her. Jack Abbot has lived through earth-shaking loss and he'll live through it again. He can't imagine life any other way.
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or five times jack almost confesses to samira and one time he actually does