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    (She thinks, once, that she might be lonely.)

    (It’s not a big deal.)

    (She has the Honmoon following her and the ghosts and sometimes Celine – and yes, she might feel lonely, still, but it’s not a big deal.)

    (There must be a reason why no one wants her around.)

    (Something other than just the patterns – only Celine knows of those. Maybe the ghosts. But no one else – so she knows that there must be some other reason, one that is really obvious to everyone else but hard to define, for her.)

    (It’s been there since forever.)

    (Maybe there is more ruined about her than just the patterns.)

    (Maybe there is another, deeper reason – the marks are merely on her skin, in her flesh, after all, but they do not reach her soul. Or do they? Perhaps, then, there is something rotten within her, something bad, something that screams at other people from a distance don’t come near me be careful hate me don’t you ever learn how to love me.)

    (She thinks it might be her destiny – to be lonely. There is no use crying over it.)

    – .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –

    (Or: Rumi, longing and loneliness, and all that remains after a life spent hiding.)

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