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I’ve never felt this before, this feeling of satisfaction.
This knowledge that if the nukes dropped right now, I would be okay with this being my last moment.
A moment filled with so much sorrowful happiness,
A moment of pure, happy, tears.
You are my world, my anchor.
For some people it’s video games, for some it’s porn, for some it’s even wood carving.
for me, it’s you.
You are the thing I cling to when I’m scared,
When I’m not sure my actions are my own, or what I’ll do with the knife in my hand.
You are the thing I cling to when I’m lonely,
When I have nobody left who wants me.
You want me, you take me in.
You wrap me in your warm embrace and hold me there safely until I feel comfortable enough to come out again.
I would live I your arms if I could.
There, I would be satisfied.