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1. there is no body cavity that cannot be reached with a no. 14 needle and a good strong arm by dickwhitmans

   Fandoms: ER (TV 1994)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   30 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • John Carter/Luka Kovač
   • Abby Lockhart
   • Kerry Weaver
   • Millicent Carter
   • Barbara Carter (she's real to me)
   • Jing-Mei Chen
   • [cheerfully] let's kill gamma!
   • Character Study
   • canon-typical self-destructiveness
   • what do ruined people do? weird shit. arguably less weird than what he does in canon quite frankly
   • grief and mourning
   • Addiction

   Summary

   The house, John can assess, is making him a little insane. It reminds him of a stretch in middle school where he kept getting in trouble for - he doesn’t even know what he’d call it. When he was eleven or twelve, it was snapping every pen in his father’s desk drawer, shredding permission slips for field trips to bits. Inexplicable acts of destruction, maybe I-was-here trail-marking for when he needed to find his way back to his life, once it was finished disintegrating.

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