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    Tsukasa loves Rui... but he shouldn't. He's not supposed to. It's wrong. It's weird. It's... terrifying.

    He's always been afraid of falling in love, but with another boy? It's worse than its ever been. He's not supposed to be feeling like this. It's unnatural.

    Every person hes ever dated, he left. Not because he didnt love them, but because he was terrified of them leaving him.

    When he has even the slightest possibility of liking someone, all he can do is push them away. Most of his exes and crushes have accepted that. Not Rui. He refuses to let his friend continue like this. He needs to help Tsukasa overcome his fears.

    And thats exactly what he plans on doing. After all, how are you supposed to tell someone you love them back if they're scared of you?

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    In other words, Tsukasa has developed philophobia as a result of his own internalized homophobia.

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    The Akitoya storyline is more of a side couple type situation, but they're still... a... main couple...? Like a secondary couple? If you get what i mean.

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