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but I've never known myself (I've never been myself, and that I've always seemed to know) by padvaniglia
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
12 Dec 2025
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Why now? Why now of all times? Seungmin couldn't help but wonder – now that he felt like he had found a place to belong, a pack that loved him despite his shortcomings, a resigned acceptance of his being defective and a renewed joy in the simplicity of his life.
Why had his body chosen to betray him like this? Another omega would have been happy to finally have concrete proof of their identity, but Seungmin had had all the time in the world to accept the lie he thought he was forced to live with forever, and this new development didn't seem like the long-awaited truth at all, but just another deception that threatened to tear apart his already tormented mind.Throughout all his life, Seungmin has never known what it means to be part of a loving pack, to have a place to call home and people around him to call safe; he’s also never experienced a heat.
Now that a second presentation is approaching, he is called upon to confront what it truly means to be an omega, and how to reconcile the wounds of his past with a present that implores him to be lived.
