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1. i wanna feel guilty, i wanna feel that it's wrong (i wanna know peace again) by mall_dog

   Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   16 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Michael "Robby" Robinavitch/Dennis Whitaker
   • Trinity Santos & Dennis Whitaker
   • Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
   • Dennis Whitaker
   • Trinity Santos
   • others make an appearance
   • robby grabbing that wet mouse
   • have i seen the pitt? no. do i love problematic age gap unhealthy workplace religious trauma yaoi? yes!
   • Song: Pushing It Down and Praying (Lizzy McAlpine)
   • Masturbation
   • Sexual Fantasy
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Pre-Relationship
   • idk wtf i'm doing but i'm having a great time
   • Non-Linear Narrative
   • i think
   • POV Third Person Limited
   • POV Dennis Whitaker
   • Smoking
   • Self-Harm
   • not explicit really and by skin picking and smoking
   • Daddy Issues
   • Sexual Repression
   • Religious Guilt
   • Touch-Starved
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • author is also deeply confused about religion so take that as you will.
   • i went on openbible.info and did my best
   • no beta we die like men
   • POV Michael "Robby" Robinavitch

   Summary

   “Have mercy on me, God, in accord with your merciful love;
   in your abundant compassion blot out my transgressions.
   Thoroughly wash away my guilt;
   and from my sin cleanse me.” — Psalm 51:4

   Whitaker can't name what it is, but that doesn't make it fade away. If anything, it makes him think about it more. The tangled feeling in his stomach reveals his want but doesn't show why. The thing with Dr. Robby takes over some part of him as much as he wishes it didn't.

   or; what Whitaker thinks about Dr. Robby. I suck at summaries.

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