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⋆˚࿔ The Other Side 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ by Jords_conehead
Fandoms: This Song - Conan Gray (Music Video), Vodka Cranberry - Conan Gray (Song), Caramel - Conan Gray (Music Video)
13 Oct 2025
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Wilbran social media au (kinda) all characters are relatively popular on social media, there’s doomed yuri and lots of Wilbran angst 🩷 you can also find this on @wilbransworld on insta !!!
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when suna and atsumu go to volleyball training camp without osamu,he decides this is his final chance to tell suna how he feels in a letter before he moves out of hyōgo to go professional with atsumu.
suna never finds the letter and five years later is engaged to atsumu.
will the truth ever come out?or everyone only gets half of the story and suna only gets half of what he wants when he settles for atsumu out of not being able to have osamu.
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"You don't deserve to feel of devotion of guilt," (Not while it's my fault) by ku1naluhvs
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
12 Oct 2025
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"Even though there's always a part of me with you, I can't help but want you all to myself, Yoshiki. Ain't it selfish?"
Hikaru croaked slightly, eyes flicking up to meet mine through my curtain of dark bangs. I could only clench the small, hard mishappen object through my shirt pocket. It felt strange, knowing that was a part of him. I was the reason he was so weak right now, and was losing control of himself.
If only I had trusted him from the beginning.
My hand comes up, hesitant before threading through the fluffy white locks of hair, which 'Hikaru' gladly leans into.
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Pushing It Down and Praying by alexcath
Fandoms: Superman - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types, DCU (Comics)
06 Oct 2025
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Clark can't have sex with Lois without picturing Bruce instead. Of course, he feels incredibly guilty but doesn't know what to do about it. After a gruesome fight, Bruce calls Clark for help, which Clark answers in a heartbeat. Almost losing his best friend makes something snap in Clark, and he kisses him. To his surprise, Bruce returns it with passion. They throw all their precautions out the window and give in to their selfish desires, not thinking of the aftermath.
Plot heavily inspired by Lizzy McAlpine's Pushing It Down and Praying.
(I would like to extend a public apology to Lois Lane. I'm so sorry, girl. I love you.)
(Also, I'm awful at summaries. I'm so sorry.)
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Between a first love lost and a greatest love found, you learn that love is never replaced—only carried.
"He is stable, you are deep."
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ONGOING -- CHAPTER 2 JUST POSTED!
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He is stable, you are deep by Anonymous
Fandoms: Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
18 Sep 2025
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They both know this is wrong. She’s dating one of his employees and more importantly he’s twice her age. Gayatri Singh and Miguel O’hara have no business being alone in her bedroom.
Especially in her bed as she’s laying down with pants off. As his large frame looms over her.
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I Want You to Need Me by SpiderMan69
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
13 Sep 2025
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Bucky doesn’t remember when Sam and Bucky became Sam and Bucky, became SamandBucky.
He thinks it was at some point during the whole Flag Smasher fiasco, when Sam became less of a bother to him, and more of someone whom he had come to rely on wholeheartedly.
Bucky also doesn’t remember when the whole… thing between them had started.
There were parts of him that genuinely forgot things, a sieve for a brain resulting from years of memory wiping. When he finally left Wakanda, he couldn’t remember how to tie his shoes, having been so used to buckling them. Laces could get in the way of The Winter Soldier's work.
And then there were other parts of him who would push things down so far that he would intentionally forget them, his memories clouded from being mashed together and tossed away.
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- Part 5 of Pushing It Down and Praying
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Alex Cabot should want Trevor Langan: safe, simple, straight. But every touch, every kiss, only makes her think of Olivia Benson and the desire she can’t push down, no matter how hard she tries.
Based on "Pushing It Down and Praying" by Lizzy McAlpine.
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I love him, kiss his mouth, praying (he can’t see what I see) by sonic_theredwoodtree
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
07 Sep 2025
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Compartmentalizing can only get someone so far. For JJ, she wanted control.
And she found control, while her sense of self slowly warped into something she thought she would never become.
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Pushing It Down and Yearning by Swhonkan
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
07 Sep 2025
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After the war, Izuku isolates himself in the dorms, weighed down by the memories of what he’s lost. He avoids his classmates, unable to face the heavy silence that falls whenever his quirk, or new found future is mentioned. With the fear of burning through the last of One for All, he left the hero course and transferred into the support course, convincing himself he didn’t deserve to continue studying to be a hero. But even as he hides behind tools and blueprints, he feels himself falling further behind, left in the shadows while everyone else moves forward.
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Sirius Black had a problem. His girlfriend gave him nothing but love and devotion—but it wasn’t enough. Because what he wanted, what he couldn’t stop wanting, was Remus Lupin. And wanting Remus would ruin everything.
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it's hard to say i love you.
especially when she’s far from the one I love.
(updates once or twice a week)
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Pushing it down and praying by thatonedudewholikesbooks
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games)
06 Aug 2025
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"I'm always there, always in that fucking building."
"That's not your fault"
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Post silver lake but I make everything just a little (lot) worse
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im sorry i wont let you get too close, and im sorry i wasted your time, but atleast i know you were mine. by beccybug
Fandoms: Bully (Video Games)
05 Aug 2025
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 3
- Hits:
- 47
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Arthur is with Isaac but misses George.
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Normal People AU. They want each other. That’s never been the problem.
James turned, slowly, as if dragged by something heavier than guilt — something ancestral. His hands remained in the pockets of his borrowed jacket, a gesture both casual and cowardly. The streetlight above them flickered, catching the edge of his profile like a sketch someone had given up on finishing.
“That’s not what happened.”
Regulus laughed. It came out dry and scalpel-thin, a single breath honed into dismissal.
“No?” he said. “Because it felt a lot like you were pretending I didn’t exist.”
James looked at him then — really looked. Not the kind of glance you throw over your shoulder to see if the past is still chasing you, but the kind you give a painting you’ve stared at a hundred times and only just realized was about you.
“We were with my friends,” he said, as if that was a reason and not an excuse.
“And I’m not allowed to know you when they’re around? Do you have any idea what it’s like? Standing in a room and having you look through me?”
There it was — not a plea, not a break, but something far more dangerous: a mirror.
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She really should stop. Shouldn't think about her – not like this, not right now.
But she can't stop the visions behind her eyes.
It's not the first time she's seen her, thought of her in these moments. And it probably won't be the last either. -
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Set during 8x11 'Holy Mother of God'
Buck is in bed with Tommy but his mind is riddled with thoughts of Eddie (Inspired by the song Pushing It Down and Praying by Lizzy McAlpine)
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austria isnt over switzerland!!!! wow idk what km doing this si my first time writing on ao3
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Bob, Yelena, and all of the love languages.
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- Part 4 of Pushing It Down and Praying