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1. Can you hear me now, so loudly? I'm screaming at the top of my lungs (Can you see me now, so proudly? Looking up at what I've become) by KtheBird123

   Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Multi
   • Work in Progress

   04 Dec 2025

   Tags

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   • Mira & Rumi & Zoey (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Mira/Rumi/Zoey (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Jinu/Rumi (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Saja Boys (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Celine (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Gwi-Ma (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Assorted Demons
   • Bobby (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Derpy the Tiger (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Ryu Miyeong | Rumi's Mother
   • referenced
   • The Jinu/Rumi is a seed that died before it could bloom
   • in this house we acknowledge they could've had something
   • Polytrix is there but not really the focus
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • but like so much angst
   • like 8K of angst first
   • Bobby shows up for a hot second
   • Rumi is not having a good time
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Non-Linear Narrative
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • This is Rumi you guys it would be weird if that wasn't tagged in an angst fic
   • Half-Demon Rumi (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Rumi Needs a Hug (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Rumi Needs Therapy (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Rumi-centric (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Celine is Trying Her Best (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Good Parent Celine (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Protective Mira (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Protective Zoey (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • Semi-Sentient Honmoon (KPop Demon Hunters)
   • love that that's a tag now
   • No beta we die like Rumi wishes she could
   • Symbolism
   • Extended Metaphors
   • References to Greek Myths
   • Guitarist Rumi
   • Musical Savant Rumi
   • Rated M because I set the Rumi Blender to 'puree'
   • The Author Regrets Everything
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Author does not know how concerts or the kpop industry works go with me here
   • Me and the Crew: Italics parenthesis and Em-dash
   • No AI used this is grade A authentic angst
   • I reference several songs and pretend they are Huntr/x originals
   • I have gone mad with tagging power
   • Title from The Score
   • The bit is back and better then ever
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Diverges after Rumi confronts Jinu

   Summary

   Jinu is screaming in pain and the honmoon is screaming and she pushes herself up without a second thought because a Hunter protects from Gwi-ma.
   “Stop!” She cries through a parched throat, because being so close to the Demon King is not without its consequences.

    

   (The nature of a ship is two fold – it was built, which means there is a harbor to berth it and a crew that mans it. There will be people who call her home.
   It means there will be people who lean on her, who rely on her to get them from shore to shore, through wind and storm – her failure is never her own.
   To be a ship means there will be those who care for her and those she must care for and she is never to herself.)

   (If I cannot be loved, let me be useful. Let me be used and worn to a nub, let me be used until there is nothing left.)

    

   Or: Rumi - at the center of it all

   Series

   • Part 4 of I know why (a caged bird sings)

   Language:

   English

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