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Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.
Am I not the daughter you wished for?
Am I not the daughter that you wanted?
Am I not your weapon?
Am I not murder turned flesh?
Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.
Do I not provide you death in groves?
Do I not provide you with enough slaughter?
Do I not give everything to receive your praise?
Do I not live up to your expectations?
Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.
Why did you make me?
Why do I feel like my efforts are never going to be enough?
Why do I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders?
Why do you need me without any feelings or love?
Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.
When will I be enough?
When will my efforts be sufficient?
When will the taint of your disapproval not weigh me down?
When will I be able to live a life on my own?