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Lord Enver Gortash finds The Dark Urge after Orin’s betrayal – shaken, bleeding, and slipping into amnesia. Convinced her memories are the only thing keeping her alive beneath Bhaal’s shadow, Gortash clings to every detail, name, scent, scar, and old ritual – doing whatever it takes to anchor her to herself.
Even if it means crossing lines he swore he never would.
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- Part 2 of Meliora (The Dark Urge x Lord Gortash)
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On one quiet night, Lord Enver Gortash and his favorite assassin take a stroll after leaving a crime scene behind. Fate leads them straight to a fortune-teller who claims to know far more than either of them wants to believe.
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Durge and Gortash, mid–“let’s ruin the world” arc, decide to go bother some random market fortune-teller that proceeds to spoil the entire plot for them.Series
- Part 3 of Meliora (The Dark Urge x Lord Gortash)
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In Moonrise Towers, just hours before Orin’s betrayal, the Dark Urge prays to Bhaal for forgiveness. Looking back on her life, she feels only shame, not so certain she is to blame for every dark desire she has ever chased.
“Do you feel it?” she whispered, voice shredded. “Every time I breathe you in, He rots me more. Every time you touch me, I think maybe I’m alive, and then He reminds me I’m not. I’m dead, Enver. I’m fucking dead.”
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- Part 1 of Meliora (The Dark Urge x Lord Gortash)
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“Gortash, I don’t want to risk losing you.”
It’s the closest Durge could come to saying I love you.
“I trust you,” Gortash replies. It’s the closest he can come to saying it back.
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Bookmarked by Carnivaley
13 Jan 2026
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In another life, Rowan Ravenshade would have been Professor Dekarios' wife- living in a tower in Waterdeep, arguing with his tressym, loving her brilliant wizard.
In this one, Gale is dead and she's wearing Enver Gortash's engagement ring.
A Dowry of Smoke: because everything she was promised burned away and all that's left is the man who forced her to survive.
Bookmarked by Carnivaley
07 Jan 2026
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Ersatz noun [ uncountable ] [ masculine ] /ɛɐˈzaʦ/ - substitute, replacement
After the accident, Tav’s just trying to get by: cheap flat, quiet job, and a past she can’t quite piece together.
She used to be someone else. Sly Anchev. Cold. Dangerous. Or so she’s told.
When a case brings in a man from that past life, things start to slip. Her instincts say to stay away from Enver Gortash, but her choices say otherwise.
The deeper she digs, the less she trusts—him, her past, or herself.Series
- Part 2 of Modern AU Durgetash
Bookmarked by Carnivaley
06 Jan 2026
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The Netherbrain is defeated, Baldur's Gate is burning, and Ta'av is reeling in the aftermath. With her last link to her past now severed, she faces an impossible choice: does she try to be the hero that others seem to think she is, or does she defy fate and the gods in pursuit of her heart's desire?
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- Part 17 of sex and violence, one is just the other
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Bookmarked by Carnivaley
02 Jan 2026
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Sleep does not come easily these days. Not that Tav isn’t tired; she is, desperately so. But, between the intrusive visitor in her dreams, the parasite threatening to end her life, and the handsome – not to mention extraordinarily chatty – wizard who won’t leave her thoughts, sleep has become a luxury she fears she may never fully enjoy again.
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- Part 1 of Upon A Star
Bookmarked by Carnivaley
31 Dec 2025

