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just a lost boy

Summary:

Monty comes to terms with his sexuality. Social media AU

Monty x Miller

Notes:

trying my hand at another social media AU, enjoy!

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You’ve been Super Liked!
Swipe to see who!

Monty G
did you super like me because
you’re attracted to me? or because
you’re wondering why you can
see me on tinder?

Nathan M
Just wondering why I can see
you on Tinder & I like to make
things awkward. Since when are
you into dudes?

Monty G
still trying to figure that out
myself. don’t tell the others?

Nathan M
Lips are sealed.

 

@nathan-miller: If you hang out with someone you matched with on Tinder, does that make it a date?

@ringthebellamy: @nathan-miller people match with you on Tinder?

@nathan-miller: @ringthebellamy fuck you.

 

From Monty – 7:43 PM
is your tweet about me?

From Nate – 7:44 PM
We didn’t hang out today
so that’s a resounding no.

From Monty – 7:44 PM
sorry. just kinda antsy
about it all. i feel weird.
sorry again

From Nate – 7:45 PM
What are you sorry for?
You’re figuring out who
you are. That’s perfectly
acceptable. If you ever
need to talk through things
just let me know, okay?

From Monty – 7:46 PM
i'm not gay. not that there’s
anything wrong with that
because there definitely isn’t
but idk, idk, idk idk idk

From Nate – 7:47 PM
You want to come over?
I’ve got vodka.

From Monty – 7:48 PM
yeah, that’d be great


Monty Green
Always thankful for friends who are willing to sit and listen. And provide vodka.

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From Jasper – 11:04 PM
you sure you’re okay???

From Jasper – 11:04 PM
I just worry about ya man

From Monty – 11:05 PM
just tired, i’m ok though
i'd tell you if i wasn’t

From Jasper – 11:05 PM
okay, love you bro


 

Monty G
if you’re not hanging out
with me – then who did you
meet on tinder that you’re
hanging out with?

Nathan M
Some guy offered pot. I’m
not going to say no to free
pot.

Monty G
literally i always have pot

Nathan M
Are you offering it to me
for free, though?




@mmmgreen: literally i always want to be drunk what the hell

@artsyclarke: @mmmgreen Thankfully you’re 21+ and can buy alcohol.

 


greenermonty shots, anyone?
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From Harper – 5:04 PM
You don’t have to explain yourself
to me Monty, we were drunk when
we hooked up anyway.

From Monty – 5:04 PM
i feel like garbage

From Harper 5:05 PM
Stop that! I’m fine with it. Really.
I just don’t want to lose you as
a friend, okay?

From Monty – 5:06 PM
you sure?

From Harper – 5:06 PM
Always

 

From Monty – 5:10 PM
i had sex with Harper

From Nate – 5:10 PM
That’s an interesting new
development in your life

From Monty – 5:10 PM
i was drunk and i felt weird
and it just kind of happened
and now i feel really weird
and i don’t know how to not
feel weird with myself, what
the hell is wrong with me?

From Nate – 5:12 PM
Nothing’s wrong with you.
Do you feel weird because it
was Harper? Or because it
was a girl? Or because you’ve
never been with a guy so you
don’t know what to compare
it to?

From Monty – 5:12 PM
IDK

From Nate – 5:13 PM
Was it horrible sex? Is that
it? Horrible sex with Harper?

From Monty – 5:15 PM
i mean it wasn’t the worst
sex i ever had. i think i
just wanted it to be bad, you
know?

From Nate – 5:16 PM
No. Who wants to have bad
sex?

From Monty – 5:16 PM
someone trying to figure out
if they’re gay or not

From Nate – 5:17 PM
You already said you’re not
gay. You could be bisexual,
or pansexual, or like any of
the other sexuals. Demisexual,
I think that’s a thing. I don’t
know, Monty. You don’t have
to just like one sort of sex.
Seriously, like all the sex.

From Monty – 5:40 PM
idk. thanks nate.

From Nate – 5:41 PM
I’m serious. If you need me
then just let me know. I’m
gay as fuck these days but
figuring it out was a bitch.
Coming to terms with it was
even harder. It’s not always
easy like they make it seem.




Nathan Miller
Somehow managed to get a promotion? Fuck yeah, drinks on me.

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Bellamy Blake: Screw that, drinks on me! Dropship tonight?
John Murphy: always in it for free alc



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@nathan-miller: Oh, fuck me sideways.

@ringthebellamy: @nathan-miller someone’s trying

@nathan-miller: @ringthebellamy ?? What

@ringthebellamy: @nathan-miller you’ve got to get better at hiding your Snapchat man

 


Nathan M
Are you drunk or are you
purposefully sending me
pics? Because fuck, Monty.

Monty G
maybe both

Nathan M
What do you mean maybe?
Because if you’re really
sending me pics, then,
Jesus Christ. Like, I’m
a weak individual, don’t
pull this shit with me. And
like, I get you’re figuring
things out but you’re so
fucking cute and I don’t
want to overstep with you
and also I don’t want to be
used, so just, fuck, I don’t
know. I don’t know.

Monty G
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Nathan M
Fucking hell.


 

@mmmgreen: it’s 4am and idk what I want

@justjordan: @mmmgreen call me?

@mmmgreen: @justjordan shit why are you awake

@justjordan: @mmmgreen best friend senses were tingling


 

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From Nate – 9:42 AM
Do we want to talk about last
night or do we want to pretend
it never happened? I’m willing
to do either of these things.

From Monty – 10:45 AM
i am really hungover

From Nate – 10:46 AM
Pretend it didn’t happen.
Got it.



From Miller – 11:31 AM
It’s not even noon and I have
to be drunk. Help me.

From Bellamy – 11:34 AM
Damn, on my way. Vodka?

From Miller – 11:35 AM
Please.


 

@nathan-miller: ♫ All you need is vodka ♫

@queenraven: @nathan-miller are you drinking without me? the fuck

@ringthebellamy: @queenraven Please, come over. @artsyclarke too.

@artsyclarke: @ringthebellamy is Miller solilioquying again? Because, already on my way.

@nathan-miller: I hate all of you.

 

 

Monty G
did i make things weird? i
made things weird, didn’t i?

Nathan M
You can’t even talk to me
on an app outside of Tinder.
You answer that for yourself.

 

 

From Monty – 12:03 AM
i didn’t mean to make things
weird, nate, seriously. i’m
really sorry

From Nate – 12:04 AM
It’s not your fault. I knew you
were figuring yourself out, I
shouldn’t have let myself…

From Nate – 12:05 AM
Just forget it. It’s fine.

From Monty – 12:06 AM
i don’t really believe that.





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From Monty – 9:52 PM
nate?





natemiller Memory lane, anyone?
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alwaysbryan good to see you today, missed you.

 

 

@mmmgreen: who! even! knows! what! is happening! anymore!

 


From Monty – 7:08 PM
okay listen i have to tell you
things and don’t respond
until i say, okay? because
if you respond i might
chicken out

From Monty – 7:10 PM
thank god i can always count
on you to be my best friend

From Monty – 7:11 PM
so i'm into guys. like i'm
also into girls but i'm really
into guys too, like a lot, like
holy crap, jasper, i'm so into
guys, and it’s so weird for
me to say that. and i'm still
figuring it out, but you’re
my best friend and i had to
tell you.

From Monty – 7:11 PM
like, guys have really nice
everything? what the heck
it’s so weird for me, idk, idk
idk, idk, idk, idk

From Monty – 7:12 PM
but there’s this guy i like
and i think i made a mistake
and just, idk, i had to tell
you because you’re my
best friend.

From Monty – 7:13 PM
oh you can respond btw

From Jasper – 7:13 PM
1. WHO! IS! THE! GUY!
2. you act like this’ll change
stuff, what???? you’re my
best friend for my entire life
and like, half of our friends
are at least a little gay it’s
not a big deal ever
3. I love you so much, man

From Monty – 7:15 PM
i love you too, thank god

From Monty – 7:15 PM
i feel like i can breathe
again

 

 

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@nathan-miller: Really got to learn to stay away from hard liquor.

 


Monty Green
Coming out to the general public is unnecessary, but whatever. I’m pansexual! Guys are hot!

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Jasper Jordan: LOVE YOU BRO
Hannah Green: A phone call would’ve been okay too, Monty. Always in my heart, always my boy.
Harper McIntyre: This explains so much
Clarke Griffin: Welcome to the Underrated Sexualities Club
Wells Jaha: You too?

 

 

From Monty – 8:06 PM
can we talk?

From Nate – 8:07 PM
I saw your fancy Facebook
post – congrats. Happy to
hear you’re figuring out
your life. Seriously.

From Monty – 8:07 PM
that’s not what i want
to talk about

From Nate 8:08 PM
Okay. Sure.

From Monty – 8:09 PM
drinks? dropship? 9?

From Nate – 8:10 PM
I’ll be there.




greenermonty
really thankful for your existence in my life
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clarkeyg Miller’s got some nice tats
jmurph oh jesus I know where this is going
natemiller
When did you even take this?




Monty G
i think i’m gonna delete
my tinder account

Nathan M
Oh yeah? Over it?

Monty G
idk, there’s someone
i’m interested in, i
guess, and it feels weird
for me to be getting
matches in the meantime

Nathan M
You’re interested in
someone?

Monty G
you’re acting like we didn’t
make out on your couch
two days ago

Nathan M
I think I’m going to delete
my Tinder too

Nathan M
Hey remember when you
asked if I Super Liked
you because I was
attracted to you? Yeah, that
was definitely it

Monty G
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Nathan M
Fucking fuck. Come over?


From Bellamy – 5:24 PM
Listen, I know you’re figuring
yourself out, which is great and
all. But Miller’s my best friend
so I’ve got to be serious for a
minute – please don’t hurt him.

From Bellamy – 5:26 PM
He just got out of that thing
with Bryan and I just don’t
want him getting his hopes up
if you’re just experimenting
okay? Not that I think you
are, but again, gotta do my
part as Miller’s best friend here.

From Monty – 5:30 PM
i have less than 0 intention
to hurt nate

From Bellamy – 5:31 PM
You call him Nate. God that’s
cute as hell.

From Monty – 5:31 PM
bye bellamy, love you too




@nathan-miller: This bed is way too big for just me to sleep in.

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From Nate – 12:05 AM
Fuck, I can’t stop thinking
about you. Tell me I’m being
stupid.

From Monty – 12:06 AM
how is that stupid? you’re so
cute hecky heck heck

From Nate – 12:06 AM
It’s stupid because this is
new and I don’t want to
overstep.

From Monty – 12:07 AM
overstep? like when i crowded
you against the wall in the
shower and took you into
my mouth?

From Monty – 12:07 AM
or maybe when we made out
in the elevator and i kind
of forgot that there were
cameras and just slipped
my hand down your pants

From Nate – 12:07 AM
Fuck, Monty.

From Monty – 12:08 AM
or at the bar when we were
in the stall and… wait do you
still have hickeys on your neck?

From Nate – 12:09 AM
Still have them.

From Nate – 12:09 AM
I just don’t want to get
burned again. Monty,
I just—god, I don’t know.

From Monty – 12:10 AM
can i come over and kiss
your face and remind you
that i really really like you
and don’t want to burn you

From Nate – 12:10 AM
Um, yeah. Do that. That
sounds good.

From Monty – 12:11 AM
and i can do other stuff
too, like taste you

From Nate – 12:12 AM
Door’s unlocked.



 

natemiller Monty acts like he hates coffee, but here we are.
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jmurph Cute.

 


Monty Green and Nathan Miller are in a relationship

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Jasper Jordan: wink wink
Bellamy Blake: Thank God
John Murphy: fucking knew it

Notes:

wrote this while drunk, hope you like it!~