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1. When I get to Hell or Heaven, can I bring my boy? by RainOfStars

   Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   13 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Macklin Celebrini/Will Smith (b. 2005)
   • Macklin Celebrini & Will Smith (b. 2005)
   • Macklin Celebrini
   • Will Smith (Hockey RPF b. 2005)
   • Catholic Guilt
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Getting Together
   • First Kiss
   • Fighting As Foreplay
   • Kind Of
   • Frottage
   • Hand Jobs
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Religious Guilt
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • Top Will Smith (Hockey RPF b. 2005)
   • Bottom Macklin Celebrini
   • Best Friends to Lovers
   • Minor Original Character(s)
   • because Will has an ex-girlfriend in this story
   • Will Smith (b. 2005) Loves Macklin Celebrini
   • Macklin Celebrini Loves Will Smith (b. 2005)
   • Will Smith (b. 2005) Needs a Hug
   • Macklin Celebrini Needs a Hug
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Explicit Language
   • i've made them swear a lot
   • Angst and Feels
   • Soft Hockey Boys
   • Will is a Mess
   • mack is too just not as much
   • Self-Hatred
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • introspective
   • Crying After Sex
   • I still don’t really know how to tag
   • So Sorry about that

   Summary

   Will has a tendency to fall in love with things the way only boys raised on promises of paradise and unbearable guilt can, unknowingly and devastatingly complete.

   He sometimes wonders if wanting something can ever be clean, if desire and goodness can ever coexist inside his body. He tells himself that it doesn’t matter anymore, but maybe he’s just learned to lie so convincingly he starts to believe it.

   Because the guilt always comes back in the end, it claws at his chest, while the fear settles low in his stomach and panic makes it hard to breathe, and it all just leaves his heart aching like a wound that never heals.

   But then there’s Mack, who makes Will want to break every rule he’s ever been taught.

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