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Part 211 of Requests , Part 81 of Focus on Trans/Nonbinary Topics
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2026-01-18
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I Wish I Was Different

Summary:

Lars deals with internalized transphobia.

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Request from Anonymous via my Tumblr ask box: Can you pleek make a ftm lars fanfic where he has internalized transphobia pls 😢 would mean so much to me

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Lars often wished he was born as a male.

How much easier would his life have been if he hadn't had to transition? How much more confident would he be?

He hated this part of himself. He hated the parts of his body that didn't match his brain. He hated that some people still had memories from before.

He hated that he was trans.

He envied Steven far more than he'd like to admit. Not even because the boy was cis, but also because he was so comfortable in his gender. The kid dressed in drag for fun.

Lars would rather shove a cactus up his ass than wear a dress.

If only things were different...

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