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1. Butterfly in My Chest by KasmiKassim

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Angst and Feels
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Comfort/Angst
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Comfort Sex
   • Makeup Sex
   • Angst and Romance
   • Established Relationship
   • Anal Sex
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Dysfunctional Family
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Estrangement
   • Abusive Family
   • Smut
   • Family Dynamics
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • toxic family
   • Abusive Parents
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Angst and Porn
   • Aftermath
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • Familial Abuse
   • Depression
   • argument
   • Making Up
   • repair after a fight
   • NOT AI-generated because fuck Gen AI and the shameless plagiarists who use it to steal other people's work
   • Trauma
   • Past Trauma
   • Trauma Trigger

   Summary

   Ilya had thought he'd come so far. Made a new life for himself with a loving partner and his accepting family. Little did he know that he was always one argument away from losing it all.

   In which they have a fight, and Ilya contemplates the unbearable bleakness of being utterly alone.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,471

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