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There is a... feeling.
A feeling I wasn't supposed to have.
You may ask why I shouldn't feel this feeling.
Because feelings don't exist in my world.
There are no feelings of happiness, sadness, or any emotion at all.
If someone feels something, they will be seen as a 'witch'.
Which I don't want to be called.
Because I am not a witch.
I..
Don't want to be called that.
But I don't want to give up on him either.
Love.. is a feeling you feel deeply.
It cannot be gone easily, nor can it be captured easily.
But it did.
It captured me.
Before him,
I believed in emotions.
I didn't believe what other people said.
It just made sense.
Because how could a human live without these feelings?
Everyone will feel something.
Some will feel sadness.
Some will feel anger.
Some will feel very happy.
And some people will feel.. love.
After emotions, love was the other thing humans did not want to believe.
It felt absurd.
No matter the gender, the race, the skin,
Love will always be absurd.
This was the only time I believed those humans after I lost him.
After him,
I didn't feel sad.
I didn't feel anger.
I didn't feel any of the most common feelings.
I felt..
Empty.
A deep hole, formed in my broken heart.
I wanted it to heal.
Wanted it to come back.
Wanted him to come back.
But neither my heart, nor him,
Came back.
Because when love leaves you,
It doesn't leave you untouched.
And now?
A feeling so deep, you feel nothing.
Perhaps, this is what I have been feeling.
I am just like those humans.
I don't believe in love.
After him, I don't believe in anything.
When he left, he left me nothing.
He was gone, without a trace.
But I didn't feel sad.
Instead I,
No longer held affection for the person I loved.
Because I know he's gone.
I..
Know that they killed him for being a 'witch'.