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1. Never Here by ILikeToast34

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   27 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings
   • Nightmares
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Depression
   • Dean Winchester Has PTSD
   • Dean Winchester Has Nightmares
   • Sam Winchester is Dean Winchester's Parent
   • Sam Winchester is So Done
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Dean sucks at feelings
   • but it's okay because who needs them anyway
   • sam is in between beating the crap out of dean or caring for him
   • Dean Winchester in Denial About Sexuality
   • My First Supernatural Fic
   • Post-Episode: s15e18 Despair (Supernatural)
   • Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural)
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Self-Harm
   • Blood and Gore
   • Hallucinations
   • Hangover
   • Dean Winchester is Not Okay
   • don't worry there's gonna be a happy ending
   • for my sanity more than yours

   Summary

   Dean hasn't left his room in weeks since The Empty took Castiel. Alcohol and solitude are the only things Dean knows without his best friend.

   OR

   Dean is shit at feelings.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,066

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

   17

   Kudos:

   14

   Bookmarks:

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