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1. Holding Back by BackStageLavender (RaeBets)

   Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   28 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids)/Reader
   • Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids)
   • Reader
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Best Friends to Lovers
   • Mutual Pining
   • Slow Burn
   • emotional dependency
   • long-term pining
   • Jealousy
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Power Shift
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • brat reader
   • Gentle Seungmin
   • Praise Kink
   • Control
   • Emotional Intimacy
   • Vulnerability
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Oral Sex
   • Fingering
   • Multiple Orgasms
   • Dirty Talk
   • Consent Is Explicit
   • Marking
   • soft and rough
   • Intense
   • Caretaking
   • Hurt/Comfort

   Summary

   He remembers everything—your coffee order, your worst days, the quiet things you never say out loud. He’s the one who shows up. The one who stays. The one who takes care of you without ever asking for anything in return.

   Until you start pushing him away.

   Until you start testing him.

   Until he stops holding back.

   And when he finally breaks, you realize the most dangerous thing about Kim Seungmin was never his restraint—

   —it was how much he wanted you.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Seungmin

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   13,172

   Chapters:

   4/4

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   49

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