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1. My Childhood Spat Back Out the Monster That You See by byitisee

   Fandoms: Sanders Sides (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   23 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Anxiety | Virgil Sanders & Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders
   • Anxiety | Virgil Sanders & Morality | Patton Sanders
   • Anxiety | Virgil Sanders & Logic | Logan Sanders
   • Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders & Logic | Logan Sanders
   • Logic | Logan Sanders & Morality | Patton Sanders
   • Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders & Morality | Patton Sanders
   • Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders & Deceit | Janus Sanders
   • Thomas Sanders & The Sides
   • Anxiety | Virgil Sanders & Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders & Logic | Logan Sanders & Morality | Patton Sanders
   • The Sides & The Sides (Sanders Sides)
   • Anxiety | Virgil Sanders
   • Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders
   • Logic | Logan Sanders
   • Morality | Patton Sanders
   • Thomas Sanders (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Deceit | Janus Sanders
   • Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders
   • Original Side(s) (Sanders Sides)
   • The Sides (Sanders Sides)
   • The Dark Sides (Sanders Sides)
   • Original Dark Side(s) (Sanders Sides)
   • Anxious Anxiety | Virgil Sanders
   • Anxious Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders
   • Anxious Logic | Logan Sanders
   • Anxious Morality | Patton Sanders
   • Anxious Thomas Sanders
   • All of them are anxious
   • Anxiety
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Panic Attacks
   • Panic
   • POV Multiple
   • POV Alternating
   • POV Third Person
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • No Smut
   • Flashbacks
   • Abuse
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Manipulation
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Non-Graphic Violence
   • Swearing
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Harassment
   • No sexual assault
   • not explicit
   • Timeline What Timeline
   • References to Addiction
   • it's not actually drugs
   • it's more emotional/psychological
   • Drugged Character
   • hardest substance is caffeine
   • but like thematically it's addiction
   • Withdrawal
   • Fainting
   • Sick Character
   • Psychological Torture
   • Trauma
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Abandonment Issues
   • Nightmares
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • less literal
   • they can't die
   • Trauma Recovery
   • the sides need therapy
   • they have to do it themselves though
   • Trust Issues
   • Fever
   • Canon Compliant

   Summary

   The sides process their pasts as they work towards recovering from the recent and not-so-recent traumas. They might just grow along the way. The process definitely sucks, though.

   ~

   “Earth to Virge, you in there?” Roman was waving a forkful of pancake in his face to get his attention, getting jam all over the table in the process.

   “Sorry, didn’t sleep well.” Despair was onto him immediately, but he wasn’t really lying. Just minimizing, really.

   Logan, unfortunately, was also onto him. “How bad, exactly?”

   Virgil sighed. “Pretty bad.”

   Series

   • Part 7 of Pick a Side

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   9,606

   Chapters:

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