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1. Lacuna by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   03 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Rose Landry
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Hayden Pike
   • Alternate Universe - Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Fusion
   • Amnesia
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Falling In Love
   • Psychological Horror
   • Rimming
   • Blow Jobs
   • First Time
   • Memory Loss
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal Sex
   • Premature Ejaculation
   • Childhood Memories
   • Time Travel
   • Barebacking
   • Come Eating
   • Dream Sex
   • Multiple Orgasms
   • the spectre of irina rozanova
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Love Confessions

   Summary

   He’s so numb these days that it feels like there’s nothing left to drain, until he thinks of the crumpled piece of cardboard against his leg, which he still transfers carefully from pocket to pocket. He’s not sure why he didn’t rip it up immediately – it’s not like he needs it anyway. The wrinkled text is burned into his retinas: 

   Shane Hollander has had Ilya Rozanov erased from his memory.

   Please never mention this relationship to him again.

   Thank you.

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