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The Batcave had seen many things over the years—alien invasions, supernatural entities, world-ending threats, and enough Joker venom to fill a swimming pool. But nothing, absolutely nothing, had prepared its stalactite-hung ceilings for the sounds currently echoing off them.
"I AM GOING TO KILL YOU, KONNER KENT!"
Tim Drake, twenty-three years old, genius detective, former Robin, current Red Robin, and undeniably one of the most capable people on the planet, was currently screaming obscenities at the top of his lungs while clutching Bruce Wayne's hand hard enough to crack bone.
"Tim, sweetheart, you need to breathe—" Dick tried, his voice calm but his face showing the terror of a man watching his brother suffer.
"DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME TO BREATHE, DICK! I KNOW HOW TO BREATHE! I'VE BEEN BREATHING FOR TWENTY-THREE YEARS!" Tim's voice cracked, sweat beading on his forehead, his dark hair plastered to his face. "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" he shouted at no one in particular, though everyone knew exactly who he was referring to.
The object of his wrath was currently unconscious on a cot across the medical bay, a cold compress on his forehead, looking decidedly pale for someone with Kryptonian DNA.
Four hours earlier, Tim had been calmly working on case files in the Batcave, eight months pregnant with twins and feeling remarkably good about life. He'd been too comfortable, he realized now. The universe had been lulling him into a false sense of security.
The first contraction had hit at 2:47 PM. By 3:15, he'd called Leslie Thompkins. By 4:00, the entire Batfamily had descended upon the cave like a flock of worried birds. And by 6:47 PM—precisely four hours after that first twinge—Tim was in full, active, screaming labor.
"Where is Leslie?!" Tim demanded, another contraction ripping through him. The monitor beside him showed the babies' heartbeats—strong, steady, completely unconcerned with the chaos they were causing.
"I'm here, Timothy," Dr. Leslie Thompkins said, her voice carrying that practiced calm that came with decades of delivering babies in the worst parts of Gotham. She was checking his vitals, her gray hair pulled back efficiently, her eyes kind but focused. "You're progressing quickly. The twins are eager to meet their parents."
"I DON'T WANT TO MEET THEM ANYMORE! THEY CAN STAY IN THERE!"
"Tim, you don't mean that—" Bruce started.
"I ABSOLUTELY MEAN THAT!" Tim turned his head, tears streaming down his face, and stared at his adoptive father with wild eyes. "Bruce, I can't do this. I can't. It hurts so much, and I'm tired, and everyone keeps telling me to breathe like I'm some kind of—of—" He broke down into sobs, his chest heaving. "I changed my mind. I want to go home. I want to take a nap. I want to NOT have Kon's stupid sperm ruining my LIFE!"
From across the room, Stephanie Brown snorted. She was perched on a stool near the computer banks, heavily pregnant herself with her and Cassandra's first child—though she was only six months along, watching Tim's ordeal with a mixture of sympathy and horror. "Note to self: epidural. Epidural, epidural, epidural."
"Steph, maybe don't—" Duke started, but she waved him off.
"No, no, I'm learning. This is educational. Tim's like a cautionary tale in real-time."
"I HATE YOU, DUKE! I HATE ALL OF YOU!" Tim screamed, but there was no real venom in it—just pain, exhaustion, and the overwhelming sensation of his body trying to do something it was never designed to do.
Konner Kent—Superboy, clone of Superman and Lex Luthor, possessing half the DNA of the greatest hero on Earth and half the DNA of one of its greatest villains—had been doing remarkably well up until about an hour ago. He'd been holding Tim's hand, mopping his forehead, saying all the right things.
Then Leslie had asked him to help adjust Tim's position, and in the process, Konner had looked down.
He'd seen things in his life. He'd battled monsters. He'd faced death. He'd wrestled with his own identity as a living science experiment.
None of that had prepared him for seeing *how* babies actually emerged.
His eyes had rolled back in his head, and he'd hit the floor like a sack of potatoes.
Tim had screamed at him for a solid three minutes—even while in active labor—before Leslie had shooed everyone back and Dick had dragged Konner's unconscious body to a safe distance.
Now, the half-Kryptonian was stirring, groaning softly as consciousness returned.
"Easy there, Superboy," Dick said, crouching beside him. "You've been out for about forty-five minutes."
Konner blinked, his vision swimming. "Tim?" he managed. "Is he—did he—?"
"Still in labor. The twins are taking their time." Dick's voice was gentle but amused. "And before you ask—no, you can't look down there again. Tim will actually kill you."
"Oh god." Konner pressed a hand to his face. "I'm the worst partner ever. He's giving birth to our children and I fainted."
"To be fair, you've never seen a birth before."
"Neither has he, and HE'S the one actually DOING it!"
Dick clapped him on the shoulder. "Go apologize. Grovel. Tell him he's amazing. And for the love of god, don't look down."
Konner approached the medical bed like a man walking to his execution. Which, given the look on Tim's face, wasn't far off.
Tim was panting through a contraction, his hand crushing Bruce's fingers with surprising strength. The older man's face was carefully blank, but there was a hint of grimace around his eyes that suggested he was definitely feeling it.
"Tim," Konner said softly, reaching the bedside. "Baby, I'm so sorry—"
Tim's eyes snapped open, and for a moment, Konner wondered if his heat vision had somehow transferred to his partner. "Oh, look who decided to wake up."
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have—I panicked, and—"
"You PASSED OUT." Tim's voice was low and dangerous. "I am pushing TWO WHOLE-ASS HUMANS out of my body, Konner. TWO. And you couldn't handle LOOKING?"
"I know. I'm sorry. I'm an idiot."
"Yes! You are!" Tim started to cry again, the pain and exhaustion overwhelming his anger. "And I need you HERE, and you were on the FLOOR, and I can't do this without you, and I HATE that I need you right now because I'm SO MAD at you!"
Konner immediately moved to Tim's side, taking his hand—Bruce discreetly flexing his crushed fingers—and pressing a kiss to Tim's knuckles. "I'm here. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not looking down there again, I promise, but I'm right here. I've got you."
"You don't have me," Tim sobbed. "The babies have me. They have their hands on my ORGANS, Konner. I can feel them MOVING while I'm trying to PUSH."
"I know, baby. I know." Konner's voice cracked. "You're doing amazing. You're so strong, Tim. You're the strongest person I know."
"Don't—don't you DARE be sweet to me right now—"
"I love you. I love you so much. Thank you for doing this. Thank you for giving me a family."
Tim let out a noise that was half-sob, half-laugh. "You're only saying that because you want sex again."
"Well, not for a LONG time after watching this—OW!" Tim had yanked his hand free to punch Konner's head. It did approximately nothing to Kon's invulnerable skin, but the sentiment was clear.
"I HATE YOU!"
"I love you too, sweetheart."
"Alright, Timothy," Leslie said, checking him again. "You're fully dilated. It's time to start pushing."
Tim made a sound of despair. "I've been pushing! I've been pushing for HOURS!"
"You've been in transition. Now we push for real."
"WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE?!"
Leslie smiled patiently. "The difference is, in about twenty minutes, you're going to meet your sons."
That gave Tim pause. He looked at Konner, whose face was a mixture of terror and wonder, then at Bruce, who had remained a steady presence at his side throughout, and at Dick, hovering nearby with encouraging smiles.
"Twenty minutes?" Tim asked, his voice small.
"Give or take. Twins sometimes take a bit longer, but you're progressing beautifully."
Tim nodded, swallowing hard. Then he turned to Konner with eyes that meant business. "If you faint again, I will never forgive you."
"I won't. I promise." Konner squeezed his hand. "I'm staying right here. Eyes up. Focused on you."
"Good. Because I'm about to push your children out of my body, and you're going to TELL ME I'M BEAUTIFUL WHILE I DO IT."
"You're beautiful."
"I haven't started yet!"
"You're always beautiful."
Tim's expression softened despite the pain. "I hate that that worked."
The pushing was, without question, the most difficult thing Tim had ever done. And he'd once fought Ra's al Ghul while running on three hours of sleep and a stale donut.
Every contraction felt like his body was being torn apart from the inside. The pressure was immense, the pain blinding. He screamed, he cursed, he cried. He told Konner no fewer than seven times that he was never touching him again. He told Bruce that this was all his fault for adopting him and giving him a family that made him want to have children of his own. He told Dick his hair looked stupid.
Through it all, Konner stayed. He mopped Tim's forehead. He kissed Tim's hands. He murmured words of love and encouragement, his voice shaking but steady in its presence. He didn't look down—not once—keeping his eyes locked on Tim's face as instructed.
"You're doing so good, baby," Konner said, tears streaming down his own face. "You're incredible. You're so brave."
"I'M NOT BRAVE, I'M TRAPPED! THIS IS NOT BRAVERY, THIS IS A LACK OF OPTIONS!"
"Still brave," Konner insisted.
Bruce, for his part, remained silent but steady, his hand now recovered and back in Tim's grip. The Dark Knight, the Batman, looked down at his son with an expression that anyone who didn't know him would call neutral but that his family recognized as profound emotion. Tim, who had come to him as a child asking to help, who had fought beside him and against him, who had grown into a remarkable man, was now bringing new life into the world.
It was, Bruce thought, one of the greatest privileges of his life to be here for this.
Fifteen minutes later, the first cry split the air.
Tim collapsed back against the bed, exhausted, as Leslie lifted a squirming, red, furious baby into the air. "Here's your first son. Healthy lungs on this one."
Konner was openly weeping, his hands over his mouth, staring at the tiny creature with awe. Tim, exhausted beyond words, reached out with trembling hands.
"Oh," he breathed, as the baby was placed on his chest. "Oh, he's... he's so small."
He wasn't, actually—twins often ran small, but this baby was a respectable seven pounds, with a head of dark hair and his father's nose. He was screaming his displeasure at the cold air, his tiny fists waving.
"Hi," Tim whispered, all the anger and pain draining out of him. "Hi, baby. I'm your dad. I'm your... I'm your daddy."
Konner leaned down, pressing his forehead to Tim's, both of them staring at the miracle they'd created. "He's perfect," Konner whispered. "You're perfect. Both of you."
"One down," Leslie reminded them gently. "Let's meet his brother."
The second twin arrived twelve minutes later, slightly smaller but just as vocal. He had Konner's dark hair and, Tim insisted, his stubborn expression.
"Two," Tim said, tears running down his face as he held both babies against his chest, their tiny bodies warm and real. "We made two whole people."
"We made two whole people," Konner agreed, his voice thick. "In two minutes of—"
"DON'T." Tim's eyes flashed. "Don't you DARE make a joke about two babies from two minutes right now."
"I wasn't going to!"
"You were THINKING it!"
"...maybe a little."
Tim let out a exhausted laugh, then immediately winced. "Ow. Don't make me laugh. Everything hurts."
Konner carefully sat on the edge of the bed, wrapping his arms around Tim and the babies, creating a protective cocoon. "I love you," he said, pressing a kiss to Tim's temple. "Thank you. Thank you for giving me everything."
"Everything except my dignity," Tim muttered, but he was smiling. "I screamed at you. I screamed at everyone."
"Everyone knows you didn't mean it," Dick called from nearby, where he was watching with a huge grin. "Well, maybe Jason. You might have meant it with Jason."
"I meant it with Jason," Tim confirmed. "Steph, are you taking notes?"
Stephanie peered at the twins with wonder, one hand on her own belly. "Notes taken. Epidural. Drugs. Lots of drugs. Also, Cassandra's not allowed to look."
The rest of the family filtered in slowly, once Leslie gave the all-clear. Cassandra approached first, her movements silent and graceful, her eyes soft as she gazed at the twins. She reached out, brushing a finger across one baby's cheek, and smiled—a genuine, warm expression that transformed her usually stoic face.
"Beautiful," she said.
Duke leaned over with a grin. "They look like tiny angry potatoes."
"They look like their fathers," Alfred said, appearing with his usual impeccable timing, carrying a tray of tea and sandwiches. He surveyed the scene—the exhausted new parent, the weeping partner, the two squirming bundles—with the expression of a man who had seen the Wayne family through many milestones. "May I offer my sincerest congratulations, Master Timothy. You have done a remarkable thing."
"Thank you, Alfred." Tim's voice cracked. "I couldn't have done it without everyone."
"Nonsense. You did the hard part. We merely... hovered." Alfred's eyes crinkled with warmth. "Though I believe Master Conner's contribution at the beginning was notable for its... horizontal nature."
Konner groaned. "Is anyone going to let me live that down?"
"Absolutely not," Dick said cheerfully. "This is going to be a family story for decades. The time Superboy fainted at his own children's birth."
"I was overwhelmed!"
"You looked at my vagina and your brain shut down!" Tim added helpfully.
"TIM!" Several voices exclaimed at once.
But Tim was laughing, exhausted and giddy and so full of love he thought he might burst. The babies were fussing, Konner was blushing, and his family was all around him.
Damian, twelve years old and determinedly unimpressed by most things, had been watching from the corner with an expression of carefully cultivated disinterest. But when Alfred handed him one of the sandwiches and he found himself drifting closer to the bed, his mask slipped slightly.
"They are... adequate," he said, peering at the twins. "For infants."
"High praise from Damian," Dick murmured to Bruce.
Damian scowled. "I am simply observing that they appear healthy. Unlike most infants, which are generally unpleasant to look at."
"Adequate," Tim repeated, exhaustion making him punchy. "I pushed two adequate humans out of my body."
"I meant no offense, Drake." Damian shifted. "You have... done adequately as well."
Tim's eyes widened. "Did you just compliment me?"
"I stated a fact. Your adequacy in this matter is—"
"Adequate?"
Damian's eye twitched. "If you will persist in putting words in my mouth—"
"Come here, you little gremlin." Tim gestured with one hand—the other still holding a baby. "You want to meet your nephews?"
Damian hesitated, then approached with feigned reluctance. But when Tim carefully transferred one of the twins to his arms—with Konner hovering anxiously nearby—something in the boy's expression shifted entirely.
"He is... very small," Damian said quietly. "And... his fingers are grasping mine."
"That's the Moro reflex," Tim said softly. "He's looking for something to hold onto."
Damian was silent for a long moment, staring at the tiny face. Then, so quietly Tim almost missed it: "I will teach them to fight. And to protect themselves. And to be worthy of this family."
"That's a good uncle," Tim said.
Damian looked up, and for just a moment, his eyes were bright. "Yes. I suppose I am."
Two hours later, the twins were cleaned, swaddled, and sleeping in a makeshift bassinet beside Tim's bed. The family had settled into various positions around the medical bay—Dick perched on a counter, Jason and Steph in chairs, Cassandra cross-legged on the floor, Duke scrolling through his phone, Bruce standing sentinel near the door, Alfred organizing supplies, and Damian pretending he wasn't still watching the babies with fascination.
Tim was exhausted beyond anything he'd ever experienced, his body aching in ways he hadn't known possible, but he couldn't stop smiling.
Konner was beside him, still crying off and on, holding Tim's hand like he was afraid it might all disappear.
"So," Tim said softly, his voice rough. "We did it."
"We did it." Konner pressed a kiss to Tim's knuckles. "You did it. You were amazing."
"I was a nightmare."
"You were incredible. You brought our sons into the world. You were strong and brave and—"
"And screaming insults at everyone within earshot."
"Deservedly so." Konner smiled. "I was going to ask if you'd marry me someday, but I feel like right now you might say no."
Tim looked at him—this ridiculous, beautiful, imperfect man who had fainted at the worst possible moment but had still been there when it counted, who had held his hand and told him he was beautiful even when Tim knew he looked like death warmed over, who had helped create these two perfect beings currently sleeping beside them.
"Ask me later," Tim said, his eyes heavy. "When I've slept. And when the babies are old enough to be ring bearers."
Konner's face split into a grin. "Yeah?"
"Yeah." Tim yawned. "But if you faint at the wedding, the engagement's off."
"I won't faint."
"You'd better not."
Bruce watched from the doorway as Tim drifted off, Konner still holding his hand, the twins sleeping peacefully. Dick moved to stand beside him, and for a moment, both men were silent.
"Another generation," Dick said quietly.
"Another generation," Bruce agreed. "Two more children to protect. To teach. To watch grow."
"Scary, isn't it?"
Bruce's expression shifted—not quite a smile, but close. "No. Not scary." He looked at Tim's sleeping face, peaceful despite everything. "Tim will be a good father. He's already proven he can do the impossible."
"He screamed at you for forty-five minutes about how this was all your fault."
"He wasn't wrong. I'm the one who adopted him. Gave him a life that made him want children."
Dick chuckled. "You're taking credit for the twins now?"
"I'm taking responsibility for the family that made them possible." Bruce's voice was quiet but certain. "That's what family is. Responsibility. And love."
"Look at you, getting sentimental."
"I'm not sentimental. I'm practical." But there was warmth in Bruce's eyes that belied the words. "Leslie says they can go home tomorrow. We should prepare the manor."
"Already done. Alfred had the nursery ready three months ago."
"Of course he did."
They stood in comfortable silence, watching the new family sleep. Outside, Gotham's night pressed against the windows—dark and dangerous as always. But here, in the Batcave, surrounded by family and love, there was only peace.
And two small, adequate, deeply loved babies, who had no idea what kind of life awaited them.
But they would find out, together. Because that's what families do.
The soft glow of the nursery lamp cast warm amber light across the room—formerly a guest bedroom, now transformed into something else entirely. The walls were painted a soft cream color, with constellation decals scattered across the ceiling that Tim had spent three hours arguing with Dick about. The crib was vintage, retrieved from the depths of Wayne Manor's storage and lovingly restored by Alfred. Two tiny occupants slept within it, their chests rising and falling in perfect rhythm.
Elias Jackson Kent-Wayne and James Jackson Kent-Wayne.
Tim stood beside the crib, one hand resting on the rail, watching his sons sleep. His body ached in places he hadn't known could ache, and the stretch marks across his lower abdomen—silver and purple against his pale skin—pulled uncomfortably as he shifted his weight. He was six weeks postpartum, and the twins had finally settled into something resembling a sleep schedule.
He should be sleeping too. But instead, he was staring at his reflection in the darkened window, critically examining the changes.
His stomach was softer now, rounded in a way it had never been before. The defined muscles he'd spent years cultivating had faded during pregnancy, hidden beneath skin that had stretched to accommodate two growing babies. His hips were wider. His chest was different—larger, tender, still producing milk even now. The lean, athletic build he'd prided himself on felt like a distant memory.
Tim's jaw tightened. He knew, logically, that his body had done something incredible. He'd grown and birthed two healthy children. But the analytical part of his brain—the part that catalogued everything, that couldn't help but compare before and after—kept circling back to how different everything looked.
"Hey."
Tim didn't turn at the soft voice. He knew those footsteps, that particular rhythm. Konner's reflection appeared behind him in the glass—tall, broad-shouldered, unfairly perfect even after six weeks of sleep deprivation.
"Hey yourself," Tim murmured. "They're finally down."
"They're beautiful." Konner's arms wrapped around Tim from behind, strong and warm. "Like their dad."
Tim snorted. "Which one? The one with the stretch marks and the deflated balloon stomach?"
Konner's arms tightened. "The one who grew two entire humans. The one who labored for hours to bring our sons into the world. The one who is, objectively, the most beautiful person I've ever seen."
"You're biased."
"Incredibly. Doesn't make it less true."
Tim leaned back into Konner's embrace, allowing himself a moment of weakness. This was the hardest part—not the physical recovery, which was progressing well according to Leslie. It was the mental adjustment. The recalibrating of his self-image.
"I feel like a stranger in my own skin," Tim admitted quietly. "I know that sounds ungrateful. I have two healthy babies. I should be—"
"You should be allowed to have complicated feelings," Konner interrupted. "You can love Elias and James and still mourn the body you had. Those things aren't mutually exclusive."
Tim turned in Konner's arms, looking up at his partner's face. Konner's blue eyes were soft, but there was something else there too—something heavy, something Tim had been catching glimpses of for weeks.
"You've been weird lately," Tim said. "Weirder than usual. What's going on in that half-Kryptonian brain of yours?"
Konner's expression flickered—a complicated journey of emotions that Tim, as a trained detective, could read like a book. There was guilt there, and sadness, and something that looked almost like grief.
"I've been thinking," Konner started, then stopped. Swallowed. Tried again. "About what you went through. The labor. The pregnancy. Everything."
"Okay..."
"I've been reading about it. Postpartum recovery. The physical changes. The emotional stuff." Konner's hands found Tim's hips, holding him gently. "And I keep thinking about how I... how I did this to you."
Tim blinked. "You did what now?"
"The pregnancy. The labor. The—" Konner gestured vaguely at Tim's body. "All of it. My DNA. My contribution. You were the one who had to carry them, birth them, deal with all the physical consequences. And I just... I got to watch."
"Kon—"
"I keep replaying it in my head," Konner continued, his voice rough. "The sounds you made. The pain you were in. And I remember thinking, 'I did this.' I put him through this. And now you're looking at your body like it's something that disappointed you, and I can't help but feel like—like I broke something beautiful."
Tim stared at him.
"Devastated," Tim said flatly. "That's what this is. You've been moping around like someone kicked your puppy because you feel guilty about my body."
"When you put it like that—"
"Konner Kent." Tim grabbed the front of Konner's shirt, yanking him down to eye level. "You are an idiot."
"I know—"
"A well-meaning, emotionally intelligent, deeply sweet idiot. But an idiot nonetheless."
Konner's brow furrowed. "I don't understand."
"You don't get to take responsibility for my body image issues," Tim said firmly. "Those were there before you. They'll probably be there after you, if we ever break up, which we won't because I refuse to co-parent with anyone else. You also don't get to feel guilty about biological processes that we both consented to."
"But—"
"Let me finish." Tim softened his grip on Konner's shirt, smoothing out the wrinkles. "Yes, my body is different now. Yes, I'm struggling with that. But that's not your fault, and it's not something you 'broke.' It's called having a human body that went through significant trauma and change. I'll adjust. I'll heal. And if I want to work out and try to regain some of what I had, that's my choice—not an obligation you get to feel guilty about."
Konner was quiet for a long moment. "Leslie said you could start light exercise next week."
"She did."
"And you want to. Don't you?"
Tim hesitated. It was a complicated question. Part of him wanted to rush back to his old form, to feel strong and capable in his own skin again. Another part of him was exhausted just thinking about it.
"I want to feel like myself again," Tim admitted. "Not necessarily the exact same body—that's not realistic, and I know that. But I want to feel strong. Capable. Like I own this body instead of it owning me."
"Then I'll support you," Konner said immediately. "Whatever you need. Workout partner, cheerleader, someone to watch the twins while you go for a run. Whatever."
"Even if I never get my abs back?"
Konner's hands slid up Tim's sides, tracing the curves of his body with careful reverence. "Tim. I need you to understand something, and I'm going to keep saying it until you believe me." He leaned in, pressing his forehead to Tim's. "I have never, not once in my entire life, found you more attractive than I do right now."
"You're just saying that because you have a pregnancy kink."
"I don't have a pregnancy kink."
"You literally told me I was 'glowing' every single day for eight months."
"Because you WERE glowing!"
"I was sweating, Konner. There is a difference."
Konner laughed—a real, genuine sound that made Tim's heart squeeze. "Okay, maybe I have a tiny pregnancy kink. But that's not what this is about." His voice dropped, becoming serious again. "I watched you grow our children. I watched you fight through labor. I watched you become a father. And every single day, in every single moment, you were the most beautiful thing I've ever seen."
Tim's eyes stung. Damn hormones. They were supposed to have evened out by now.
"You really mean that," he whispered.
"Every word. I don't care if you never get your abs back. I don't care if your stomach stays soft forever. I don't care if you have stretch marks from here to Sunday." Konner's hands cradled Tim's face. "I love you. I love your body. I love what it did, and I love what it is. And I will spend the rest of my life telling you that if that's what it takes."
Tim swallowed hard. "You'd better not be proposing again. I told you to wait until I've slept."
"Not proposing. Just... expressing devotion."
"Acceptable."
They stood there for a moment, wrapped in each other, the silence broken only by the soft sounds of sleeping infants.
Six weeks later, Tim was finally cleared for exercise.
It was humbling, in a way he hadn't expected. The first time he tried to do a pull-up in the Batcave gym, his arms shook and he barely managed one. His core strength had evaporated, his balance was off, and his endurance was a fraction of what it had been before pregnancy.
He'd wanted to scream. Cry. Give up entirely.
But Konner was there—spotting him, encouraging him, never pushing too hard or expecting too much. And slowly, incrementally, Tim began to rebuild.
The process wasn't linear. Some days he felt strong, capable, almost like his old self. Other days he looked in the mirror and saw only the ways his body had changed—the loose skin on his stomach, the faded but permanent stretch marks, the softer edges where there used to be sharp definition.
But mixed in with those moments of frustration were new ones. The first time he held a plank for thirty seconds. The first time he ran a mile without stopping. The first time he realized he could carry both twins in their car seats without his arms screaming in protest.
And through all of it, Konner was there. Not hovering, not smothering—just present. Reminding Tim that strength came in many forms.
"You know what I think?" Konner said one evening, watching Tim stretch after a workout. They were in their bedroom, the twins finally asleep in the nursery down the hall.
"That you're incredibly hot when you're shirtless?"
"Well, obviously. But that's not what I was going to say." Konner crossed the room, settling behind Tim and beginning to massage his shoulders. "I was going to say that I think you're approaching this wrong."
"Oh?" Tim leaned into the touch, tension draining from his muscles. "Enlighten me, oh wise one."
"You're trying to get back to who you were before. But that version of you didn't birth two children. Didn't survive sixty hours of labor. Didn't learn to function on three hours of broken sleep while keeping two tiny humans alive." Konner's thumbs worked at a particularly stubborn knot. "Maybe instead of trying to be who you were, you could focus on who you are now. Who you're becoming."
Tim was quiet for a moment. "That's surprisingly philosophical for someone who once tried to fight a building."
"The building was asking for it."
"It was a building, Konner."
"A suspicious building."
Tim huffed a laugh, then let his head fall back against Konner's shoulder. "You're right. I hate that you're right."
"I'm always right."
"You passed out during childbirth."
"We've established that was an aberration."
They sat in comfortable silence, Tim's body relaxing under Konner's ministrations. Outside, Gotham's skyline glittered in the distance—the city that never stopped needing them. But here, in this moment, there was only the two of them.
"I love you," Tim said quietly. "I don't say it enough."
"You say it plenty."
"I don't say it the way I should. I get caught up in my head, in my expectations, in all the ways I think I'm failing. And I forget to tell you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me." Tim turned his head, pressing a kiss to Konner's jaw. "Even if you did knock me up with twins."
"Would you like me to apologize again?"
"Absolutely not. I want you to kiss me."
Konner obliged, slow and sweet, his hands sliding down to rest on Tim's hips. The kiss deepened, filled with six weeks of patience and anticipation and the particular desperation of new parents who hadn't had a moment to themselves in far too long.
"You're beautiful," Konner murmured against Tim's lips. "So fucking beautiful."
"You keep saying that."
"Because it keeps being true."
Later—much later—they lay tangled in sheets, their breathing finally returned to normal. The monitor on the nightstand was quiet, both twins still sleeping soundly.
Tim stared at the ceiling, his body loose and satisfied in a way it hadn't been in months. Pregnancy and postpartum had done a number on their sex life, and while Konner had been patient and understanding, Tim had felt the absence like a physical thing.
"Worth the wait?" Konner asked, tracing lazy patterns on Tim's stomach.
"Always is with you." Tim caught Konner's hand, interlacing their fingers. "I worried, you know. That after seeing the birth, you'd never want to touch me again. That you'd look at me and only see... the medical side of things."
Konner made a sound of protest. "Tim—"
"Let me finish. I know it's irrational. I know you've told me a thousand times that it doesn't change anything. But the brain does what it does." Tim squeezed his hand. "I need you to know that even when I'm spiraling, even when I can't see what you see, I never doubt that you mean it. Every time you call me beautiful, every time you touch me like I'm something precious—I believe you. Even when I can't believe it about myself."
Konner rolled onto his side, propping himself up on one elbow to look at Tim. In the dim light filtering through the curtains, his expression was open and vulnerable in a way he rarely allowed anyone to see.
"Do you know what I see when I look at you?" Konner asked.
"Enlighten me."
"I see someone who deduced Batman's identity when he was a child. Who took on the mantle of Robin not for revenge, but because he believed in something bigger than himself. Who led teams of heroes and saved the world more times than either of us can count." Konner's free hand came up to cup Tim's face. "I see someone who agreed to carry our children, knowing what it would cost him physically. Who labored for sixty hours and still found the energy to threaten my life."
"That was a warranted threat."
"I see someone who is rebuilding his body not because he has something to prove, but because he refuses to be defeated by change. Who loves our sons with a fierceness that makes me want to be a better person." Konner's voice cracked slightly. "And yeah, I see someone whose body is different now. Softer. Marked. Changed. But all I see when I look at those changes is proof of what you did. What we made together. And that's the most beautiful thing in the world."
Tim's vision blurred. "Damn it, Konner. I just did my makeup."
"You're not wearing makeup."
"Metaphorical makeup. Emotional makeup. The careful mask of a Gotham vigilante who doesn't cry during heartfelt declarations."
"Too bad." Konner pressed a kiss to Tim's forehead. "I'm declaring my heart, and you're going to feel it."
"You're ridiculous."
"Ridiculously in love with you."
"That's the worst line you've ever come up with."
"And yet you're smiling."
Tim was. Despite everything—the body image struggles, the sleepless nights, the sheer magnitude of adjusting to parenthood—he was smiling. Because this ridiculous, passionate, emotionally intelligent man had chosen him. Had built a life with him. Had given him twins who were, against all odds, sleeping through the night for the first time.
"I love you," Tim said. "Just in case I haven't said it enough today."
"You could always say it more."
"I love you, Konner Kent."
"I love you too, Timothy Drake-Wayne."
The twins woke at 3 AM, as they always did. Tim was up before they started crying, his body attuned to their sounds even in sleep. He padded to the nursery, Konner close behind.
Elias was fussing, his tiny face scrunched in displeasure. James was still asleep, but likely to wake soon if his brother wasn't soothed.
"I've got him," Tim murmured, lifting Elias carefully. The baby rooted against his chest, and Tim settled into the nursing chair they'd positioned by the window.
Konner lifted James as he started to stir, cradling him against his broad chest. "Hey, little man. Daddy's got you."
Tim watched them—his partner, his son, the soft light of Gotham's skyline illuminating their features. Konner had stripped his shirt off at some point, and James was currently clutching at his chest with tiny fingers.
"You know," Tim said quietly, as Elias latched on, "I used to worry about what kind of parent I'd be. Given my history. Jack, who tried but never quite understood me. Bruce, who... is Bruce."
"And what'd you decide?"
"I decided that parenting isn't about being perfect. It's about being present." Tim's eyes met Konner's over the tops of their sons' heads. "It's about loving them unconditionally, even when it's hard. Especially when it's hard."
"Sounds like you've got it figured out."
"Hardly. I make mistakes every day. But I'm trying." Tim looked down at Elias, whose eyes were drifting closed as he nursed. "And I have help. The best help I could ask for."
Konner smiled. "Even though I fainted during the birth?"
"Even though you fainted during the birth."
"I'll never live that down, will I?"
"Never. It's going in our wedding vows."
"We haven't even set a date yet."
"We will. When the twins are old enough to be ring bearers. I told you."
Konner's expression softened. "You still want to get married? After everything?"
Tim looked at him—really looked. At the man who had held his hand through every contraction, who had supported him through every moment of postpartum doubt, who was currently rocking their son back to sleep at 3 AM without complaint.
"Konner," Tim said seriously. "I want to marry you more than I've ever wanted anything. You've seen me at my absolute worst—at my most exhausted, my most broken, my most insecure—and you're still here. Still calling me beautiful. Still loving me like I'm something precious."
"You ARE something precious."
"And that's why I'll say yes. Whenever you ask. For the rest of our lives."
Konner's eyes were bright in the low light. "I'm holding you to that."
"Please do."
Elias finished nursing, and Tim carefully burped him before settling him back in the crib. James was already asleep again in Konner's arms, and they placed both boys down with the practiced ease of parents who had done this a hundred times.
They stood over the crib together, watching their sons sleep.
"Elias and James," Konner whispered. "Our little miracles."
"Our little agents of chaos," Tim corrected. "Who will absolutely be teenagers who think we're embarrassing one day."
"I can't wait."
"You're insane."
"Insane about them." Konner wrapped an arm around Tim's waist. "And about their dad."
Tim leaned into his side, letting himself be held. His body was still soft in places it hadn't been before. His stomach still bore the marks of pregnancy. He still had days where looking in the mirror was harder than he wanted to admit.
But standing here, with Konner's warmth at his side and their sons sleeping peacefully, Tim thought that maybe—just maybe—that was okay.
Because he was beautiful like this.
Konner had been telling him all along.
And finally, impossibly, wonderfully, Tim was starting to believe it.