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1. It didn't matter that I felt like a fool by Waifu_Whaler

   Fandoms: Fallout (Video Games), Fallout: New Vegas  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   11 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Benny (Fallout)/Courier (Fallout)
   • Benny & Courier (Fallout)
   • Benny (Fallout)/Female Courier (Fallout)
   • Courier (Fallout: New Vegas)
   • Female Courier (Fallout: New Vegas)
   • Benny (Fallout)
   • Craig Boone
   • Caesar | Edward Sallow
   • Legion Character(s) (Fallout)
   • Romance
   • Awkward Romance
   • One Night Stands
   • Inner Dialogue
   • Benny POV mostly
   • Crazy Courier
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Unhealthy for Benny at least
   • Yes-Man Ending (Fallout: New Vegas)
   • Canon Compliant
   • Toxic Relationships
   • Toxic for Benny at least
   • Abusive Relationships
   • Still Abusive for Benny at least
   • Action
   • Rescue
   • Mild Gore
   • Monologue
   • Implied/Referenced Torture
   • kiss
   • Canon Compliant but there are some minor changes
   • Fuck Fallout Prime Canon
   • based on a YouTube animatic
   • No Beta Read We Do This Raw Like All My Smuts
   • Even though this is not a smut since I just can't bring myself to write one with Benny
   • Courier is Mary Sue lsekai protagonist level powerful
   • Benny is scared
   • Courier is kind of unhinge crazy
   • Benny is still terrified
   • Courier is borderline yandere

   Summary

   As Benny hangs on a cross in the Fortification Hill Fort, he can't help but wonder what is wrong in his life that leads him to be stuck in this current predicament...
   Yeah, he probably shouldn't have slept with the girl he shot in the head, twice...or should he?

   (This fic is based on "I Don't Want To Be Alone" Fallout Animatic by CVVisaLizard, read the notes for more details- and if you give a shit.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   9,079

   Chapters:

   8/8

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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