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1. Help Me Get Away From Myself by Apartment_Complex

   Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • L/Yagami Light
   • Yagami Light
   • L (Death Note)
   • L is Not Okay (Death Note)
   • L is a Little Shit (Death Note)
   • Eventual L/Yagami Light
   • Yotsuba Arc (Death Note)
   • Angst
   • Eventual Smut
   • Fluff
   • fluff but not really
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Depression
   • L Has Issues (Death Note)
   • Out of Character
   • like probably VERY ooc oops
   • L is Bad at Feelings (Death Note)
   • L Has Feelings (Death Note)
   • Brief Violence
   • Men Crying
   • How Do I Tag
   • Cuddling & Snuggling
   • definitely a toxic relationship
   • Vulnerable L (Death Note)
   • Sharing a Bed
   • Literal Sleeping Together
   • Sleeping Together
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Making Out
   • Neck Kissing
   • Hickies
   • L literally talks like a nerd it's so annoying
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • author is also high
   • no beta we die like L lawliet
   • Riding
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Crying During Sex
   • theyre both kinda pathetic
   • Consent
   • Post-Coital Cuddling
   • Loss of Virginity
   • Simultaneous Orgasm
   • did i tag this right
   • Top Yagami Light
   • Bottom L (Death Note)
   • it's really bottom x bottom but light is techincally on top so

   Summary

   L is depressed, irritable, and easily annoyed. Fighting doesn't work, but maybe something else will...?

    

   Oh my GOD the OOC is probably insane mb-

   Series

   • Part 1 of Death Note

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,312

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   3/3

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