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1. find my heart again by viciousrat

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   14 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Rose Landry
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • post TLG
   • Career Ending Injuries
   • Non-Linear Narrative
   • Emotional Sex
   • Masturbation
   • Shane Hollander grieving his own life
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • Top Ilya Rozanov
   • Goes from sad to horny to sad to horny
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Brief suicidal ideation but TRULY brief and no one is actually suicidal or harms themselves
   • Verbal Degradation
   • Face Slapping
   • Choking
   • Cock & Ball Torture
   • tags make it sound scary i promise it's sweet
   • Depression
   • Ableism
   • Dom/sub

   Summary

   Shane is playing a game, and then he isn't. After suffering a career-ending injury, Shane must come to terms with a life he didn't plan, picking through the pieces left behind -- finding love through it all.

   “What did the doctor say? I can’t remember.” His pain medicine was wearing off. He could feel it. That glowing hot iron pressed to his knee.

   “Oh, we can look at your paperwork when we get home. I can’t remember the exact words.”

   “No, no. Like —” he pressed his head against the glass of the window. His breath fogged it up. He wanted to wipe it away, make the glass clear again but he was too tired to lift his hand. “Is it bad?”

   “Well,” He heard Ilya tap against the steering wheel. “Yeah, Shane. It’s not good.”

   Language:

   English

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