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1. If only. by serena_lis

   Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   29 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Itoshi Rin & Itoshi Sae
   • Itoshi Sae
   • Itoshi Rin
   • Isagi Yoichi
   • Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Dead Itoshi Rin
   • Suicide
   • Heavy Angst
   • Regret
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Brotherly Angst
   • mental torment
   • Canon Divergence - Post-U-20 Match:
   • Self-Hatred
   • Itoshi Sae is Bad at Feelings
   • Itoshi Sae Needs a Hug
   • Itoshi Sae is a Little Shit
   • Itoshi Sae Being an Asshole
   • Loss
   • Unhappy Ending

   Summary

   The U-20 match ended exactly as Itoshi Sae predicted-a victory for Japan. He saw it coming from the moment he stepped onto the pitch.
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   What he didn’t see coming, what he never expected to lose—was the very thing he’d been so intent on breaking. Sae realizes that while he won the match, his entire world has just turned upside down.

   or

   Sae reaps what he'd sown.

   Language:

   English

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