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1. Normal Chords that Play in Ambient Music by goatsoda (wikipediaposting)

   Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 May 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Matt Johnson/Jay McCarrol
   • Matt Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Jay McCarrol
   • Suicide
   • Suicide Notes
   • Drinking to Cope
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst
   • Repression
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Roommates
   • Confessions
   • Codependency
   • Period-Typical Homophobia
   • Alternate Universe - Celebrity
   • <- famous jay / cover band matt timeline
   • Intoxication
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Dissociation
   • Period Typical Bigotry
   • Loneliness
   • Relationship Issues
   • aka The Breakup
   • Recreational Drug Use
   • Drug Use
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Unrequited Love
   • Right Person Wrong Time
   • Filming
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending

   Summary

   Matt brought the half-empty bottle to his lips, and as soon as it hit his palate, he gagged. The mix of backwash and bitter malted flavor nauseated him. He questioned why his roommates subjected themself to such an offensive choice of IPA. His thoughts wandered back to Jay.
   ‘Oh. That’s probably why.’
   While nursing the drink and debating something stronger, he looked at a patch of light filtering through the curtains. Beyond the window, the city wavered in a stuffy haze.
   ‘What kind of idiot kills himself in the summer?’

   or; cover band matt is having a hard time coming to terms with the suicide of his idol and former friend.

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