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1. Sick and Tired, I Am Not to Blame by DisneysFavoriteGleek

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   15 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Galina Molchalina
   • Minor Characters
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Zane Boodram
   • Brandon Wiebe
   • Luca Haas
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Bipolar Ilya Rozanov
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Has PTSD
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Flashbacks
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Domestic Violence
   • Kinda?
   • Overstimulated Shane Hollander
   • Manic Episode
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Hospitalization
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Good Parents David Hollander/Yuna Hollander
   • Arguing
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • I swear there’s comfort at some point
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Ilya Rozanov-centric
   • Grigori Rozanov Haunts the Narrative
   • comorbidity
   • No beta we die like Grigori Rozanov
   • Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative
   • Mentioned Irina Rozanova
   • Mentioned Grigori Rozanov
   • Seizures
   • Vomiting
   • This story is going to hurt
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • Eventual Smut
   • Suicide Attempt

   Summary

   He had never seen this look on Ilya’s face before. It wasn’t anger. It was something else. Something scarier than seeing him angry. Fear. He has never seen his boyfriend like this.

   Ilya wasn’t even sure if he was physically hurt. He wasn’t worried about that. He couldn’t think straight. His adrenaline was rushing.

   “Ничего не стоящий.” Worthless. His father’s words rang in his head.

    

   or

   Shane and Ilya have a very intense argument. Shane gets overstimulated and pushes Ilya off of him. This sends Ilya into a PTSD flashback. PTSD flashback leads to manic episode. (Ilya Rozanov needs a hug)

   Title from “None of Your Concern” by Jhené Aiko

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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   Chapters:

   12/?

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