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1. The Thoughts of a Jester by emmmerz

   Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   07 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Sodapop Curtis & Two-Bit Mathews
   • Two-Bit Mathews & Two-Bit Mathews' Sister
   • Two-Bit Mathews
   • Two-Bit Mathews' Sister
   • Sodapop Curtis
   • Two-Bit Mathews Needs a Hug
   • Heavy Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Self-Doubt
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Weight Issues
   • Character Study
   • Insecurity
   • no happiness
   • Author Loves Two-Bit Mathews

   Summary

   The sky was a bright, vibrant blue, mostly clear with the exception of a few fluffy white clouds. The sun was beaming down, bright yellow and contrasting heavily with the sky. He taps his foot against the ground, taking in a few deep breaths. He briefly wonders what it would be like if he were somewhere up there.

   He didn’t really believe in heaven and God and Jesus and all that, but he knew it would reassure him if he believed. But he just couldn’t.

   If there was a God, they wouldn’t make him feel like this.

   ~~~~~~~~~~

   Or, a Two-Bit Mathews character study.

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