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1. How Heavy Is a Victory? by ghostedstories

   Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series, Minecraft (Video Game)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   18 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Charles | Grian/Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • Pearl | PearlescentMoon & Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • John Booko | BdoubleO100 & Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar & ZombieCleo
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • Charles | Grian
   • Pearl | PearlescentMoon
   • Tilly the Dog (Double Life SMP)
   • Martyn Littlewood | InTheLittleWood
   • Scott Major | Smajor1995
   • The Watchers (Evolution SMP)
   • TangoTek (Video Blogging RPF)
   • impulseSV (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Anthony Viviano | Bigbst4tz2
   • Jimmy | Solidarity
   • Oliver Brotherhood | Mumbo Jumbo
   • Lizzie | LDShadowLady (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Secret Life SMP Setting
   • Post-Secret Life SMP
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar Needs a Hug
   • Panic Attacks
   • Hurt Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • Survivor Guilt
   • Heavy Angst
   • Regret
   • Red Life Bloodlust (3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series)
   • Corpses
   • Graphic Description of Corpses
   • Respawn Mechanics (Minecraft)
   • Minecraft Mechanics
   • Being Red is not for the weak
   • Yearning
   • Blood and Injury
   • Blood and Gore
   • Happy Ending
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • The Clockers as Family (Limited Life SMP)
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar is Stuck In Secret Life
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar is Not Okay
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar Needs Therapy
   • Grief/Mourning

   Summary

   Scar always thought winning a season would be freeing. Everyone chased after it, killed for it. So why does he feel empty?
   Shadows remind of his mistakes, voices haunt him all day, and worst of all, Scar is not is the same as he was. that's fine, because everyone is dead, no one will see how broken he's become...
   wait, who's this small bird following him?

    

   or, Scar struggling to stay alive in a cold wasteland full of corpses and regrets.
   and Scar despises the cold.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   13,336

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

   8

   Kudos:

   30

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