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1. To See My Courage Fail by good_old_fashioned_lover_boy

   Fandoms: Critical Role: Aramán (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen, M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Halandil Fang & Bolaire Lathalia & Murray Mag'Nesson & Azune Nayar
   • Halandil Fang/Bolaire Lathalia
   • Halandil Fang & Thjazi Fang
   • Halandil Fang
   • Bolaire Lathalia
   • Murray Mag'Nesson
   • Azune Nayar
   • Post-Episode: c04e022 The Point of No Return
   • Spoilers
   • Speculation
   • Halandil Fang Needs A Hug
   • POV Halandil Fang
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • Mental Breakdown
   • Emotional Whump
   • when you're having the worst time of your life but it's still tech week
   • the amphorae of paint is kind of it's own collective character tbh
   • Mystery
   • Campaign 4 Schemers Table (Critical Role)
   • Team as Family
   • Minor Halandil Fang/Bolaire Lathalia
   • they have shit they need to work out
   • but they love each other and that's what matters
   • Tired Halandil Fang
   • Protective Bolaire Lathalia
   • azune and murray are also exhausted but need to see their boy okay
   • Not Beta Read
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Also fuck AI

   Summary

   “You know,” he mumbled, voice shaking, “my life has become something of a cosmic joke since you left.”

   (Or, the schemers finally figure out what the "paint" really is, and Hal finally hits his breaking point. At least he's not entirely alone.)

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   English

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