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1. And I Am A Fire, And I Am The Forest by NobodysEmpire

   Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Complete Work

   18 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Johnny Cade/Ponyboy Curtis
   • Johnny Cade & Darrel "Darry" Curtis Jr. & Ponyboy Curtis & Sodapop Curtis & Two-Bit Mathews & Steve Randle & Dallas Winston
   • Ponyboy Curtis & Depression
   • Ponyboy Curtis
   • Johnny Cade
   • Darrel "Darry" Curtis Jr.
   • Sodapop Curtis
   • Two-Bit Mathews
   • Dallas Winston
   • Steve Randle
   • Genderbends
   • all genderbent
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Vomiting
   • Graphic Depiction of Vomit
   • Eating Disorders
   • Disordered Eating
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Notes
   • Darry gets thrown up on at one point
   • Title from a Mitski Song

   Summary

   “Oh come on, Pones! Lemme read it!” Sodapop ignored whatever questions Ponygirl had, trying to read whatever her assignment was. “I ain’t gon’ judge! I jus wanna see what you got down!” Sodapop truly believed this was some school assignment, she didn’t think twice about how Ponygirl had slammed it in the book or then shoved it in the drawer. Ponygirl wouldn’t lie to Sodapop!

   or

   Ponygirl is struggling, and it’s getting bad.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   10,198

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