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1. My Angel by archivedangst

   Fandoms: The Boys (TV 2019)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • F/F, F/M
   • Work in Progress

   24 May 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Billy Butcher/The Homelander | John
   • Becca Butcher/Billy Butcher
   • The Homelander | John/Starlight | Annie January
   • But in an unrequited crush/infatuation sort of way
   • Hughie Campbell/The Homelander | John
   • But again in an unrequited crush sort of way
   • The Homelander | John/Madelyn Stillwell
   • Ryan Butcher | The Homelander's Son & The Homelander | John
   • Billy Butcher & Ryan Butcher | The Homelander's Son
   • Becca Butcher & Ryan Butcher | The Homelander's Son
   • The Homelander | John
   • The Homelander's Mirror Alter (The Boys)
   • Billy Butcher
   • Becca Butcher
   • Starlight | Annie January
   • Madelyn Stillwell
   • Ryan Butcher | The Homelander's Son
   • Alternate Universe - Gender Changes
   • Changes to Gender or Sex
   • Character Study
   • But a character study of a whole other version of homelander
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Female Homelander thinks she's basically the Virgin Mary near the beginning
   • Pregnancy
   • But not for very much of the fic
   • Mirrorlander | The Homelander's Mirror Alter
   • Bottom The Homelander | John
   • Warning: The Homelander | John
   • The Homelander | John Has Issues
   • The Homelander | John Needs a Hug
   • The Homelander | John Being an Asshole
   • The Homelander | John Being The Homelander | John
   • Jealous The Homelander | John
   • Top Billy Butcher
   • Billy Butcher Being an Asshole
   • Bisexual Billy Butcher
   • Female The Homelander | John
   • Female Billy Butcher
   • Ryan Butcher | The Homelander's Son Needs a Hug
   • Pick me girl Homelander
   • Internalized Misogyny
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Grooming
   • Basically it's implied Madelyn Stillwell groomed Homelander
   • Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • The rape/non-con is the Becca and Homelander situation
   • Non-Consensual Voyeurism
   • Mommy Kink
   • Medical Procedures
   • Medical Trauma
   • Morning Sickness

   Summary

   An exploration of what female Homelander (Mary) would be like, basically. With a large focus on the events of season one and two, with the whole Ryan plotline and other little scenes and details

   Series

   • Part 5 of Butch and Fem - Genderbent The Boys fics

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,716

   Chapters:

   6/?

   Comments:

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