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1. then i cried for me (haunted by the ghost of the girl i used to be) by tylerkennedyvinnell

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   06 May 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Original Male Character(s)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Original Male Character(s)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Original Female Character(s)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Original Female Character(s)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley
   • Margaret Buckley/Phillip Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Daniel Buckley
   • Phillip Buckley
   • Margaret Buckley
   • Trans Male Character
   • Alternate Universe - High School
   • Trans Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Tags May Change
   • Rating May Change
   • Timeline What Timeline
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Bisexual Male Character
   • Internalized Transphobia
   • Self-Harm
   • Smut
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Massage
   • Eating Disorders
   • Bulimia
   • Teenage Rebellion

   Summary

   Scotty took a step closer to him, his hands finding Buck’s waist.
   “Scott,” Buck asks, breath shuddering. “What are you doing?”
   Scotty’s right hand slipped underneath Buck’s tshirt and travelled up to where the tape was on Buck’s chest, caressing it softly. Scotty's other hand grabbed Buck’s lower back.
   “Something I’ve wanted to do for a while.” he replies, and Buck looks up at the boy, into his eyes. The large brown eyes. Buck always looked Scotty in the eyes, but never like this.
   Buck notices Scotty looks down to his lips then back up at his eyes before leaning closer.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,197

   Chapters:

   8/?

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   Kudos:

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