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1. Empty and Aching (I Don't Know Why) by Kittcatness

   Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   27 May 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Elio de Angelis/Nigel Mansell
   • Elio de Angelis
   • Nigel Mansell
   • Ayrton Senna
   • Angst
   • Alternate Universe - Gangsters
   • Explosions
   • Action
   • Fake Character Death
   • Road Trips
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Emotional Whump
   • Ayrton Senna is A Menace
   • Angst and Humor
   • just a real mess of a time
   • Not Beta Read

   Summary

   He needs a way out— He needs something that would distract Lotus from him— something that would devastate the organization.

   A thought strikes.

   Losing him would— especially if he could work it to be blamed on an enemy. Another organization taking out one of their own would create enough drama internally to let Nigel escape, to let Elio get out in the process. It was insane, dangerous— it might almost work.

   Series

   • Part 4 of Syndicate (classic edition)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,708

   Chapters:

   1/2

   Collections:

   1

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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   Bookmarks:

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