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1. nausea before the game by briefcased (locked_briefcase_y)

   Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), AND2BLE (Korea Band)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Kim Gyuvin/Shen Quanrui | Ricky
   • Kim Gyuvin
   • Shen Quanrui | Ricky
   • ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 Ensemble
   • AND2BLE Ensemble
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Kim Gyuvin is Bad at Feelings
   • Shen Quanrui | Ricky is Bad at Feelings
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Infidelity
   • Cheating
   • Compulsory Heterosexuality
   • Trans Male Character
   • Self-Hatred
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Queer Themes
   • Friends with Benefits to Lovers
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Aged-Up Character(s)
   • Closeted Character
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • Coming of Age
   • Character Study
   • Alternate Universe - Not K-Pop Idols
   • Heavy Angst
   • Non-Sexual Intimacy
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • Self-Discovery
   • gyubrik do not cheat on each other gyuvin is married to a woman and he cheats on her because hes gay

   Summary

   "Will you kiss me?”

   This is where the illness rears its symptoms. Gyuvin feels it under his tongue. He blinks, his heart sprinting through his chest. “Do what you want.”

   “Right,” Ricky drops to his knees with a laugh. Gyuvin doesn’t know if he’s imagining the hollow echo in Ricky’s mirth, but the untethered thought flies away as soon as the other touches him.

   In which Gyuvin has been driven sick with guilt ever since he was old enough to realize he doesn’t fit in with the world.

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