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1. These are your reasons why by butterbeer_stains

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   01 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Athena Grant
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Angst
   • Hospitalization
   • Therapy
   • Grieving for Bobby Nash
   • Supportive Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV)
   • Firehouse 118 Crew as Family (9-1-1 TV)
   • Sad with a Happy Ending
   • I'm Sorry
   • I Tried

   Summary

   After Bobby died and he was kidnapped Buck doesn’t see any reasons to live. Addiction, stealing meds, attempting suicide. The 118 decided to give him those reasons

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   30,823

   Chapters:

   4/8

   Comments:

   4

   Kudos:

   34

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