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1. L’Aspiration du Cœur by amber_sweet_07

   Fandoms: Malice Mizer  

   • Explicit
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   20 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Gackt/Kami (Malice Mizer)
   • Gackt (Musician)/Sakurai Atsushi
   • Gackt (Musician)
   • Kami (Malice Mizer)
   • Mana (Malice Mizer | Moi Dix Mois)
   • Yu~Ki (Malice Mizer)
   • Közi (Malice Mizer)
   • Sakurai Atsushi
   • Kamijo (Versailles)
   • Shinya (LUNA SEA)
   • Hyde (L'Arc~en~Ciel | VAMPS)
   • Character Death
   • Eating Disorders
   • Anorexia
   • Graphic Description of Corpses
   • Graphic Depictions of Illness
   • Smut
   • Oral Sex
   • Anal Sex
   • Orgasm Edging
   • Vomiting
   • Substance Abuse
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Alcohol
   • Marijuana
   • Cocaine
   • Smoking
   • Masturbation
   • Homophobia
   • Swearing
   • Out of Character
   • Minor Character Death
   • Near Drowning
   • Near Death Experiences
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Gay
   • Gay Sex
   • Hallucinations
   • magic mushrooms
   • minor depictions of violence
   • Dom/sub

   Summary

   Things were supposed to settle down after the tour, but Merveilles was always the beginning of the end.

   An agonizingly slow account of why Gackt left the band in 1998, culminating in Kami’s death in 1999.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   110,985

   Chapters:

   20/20

   Comments:

   198

   Kudos:

   34

   Bookmarks:

   6

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