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1. And I Will Drown Myself In Your Rain Once More by perfectlyakidult

   Fandoms: Hearts2Hearts (Band)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   04 Jun 2026

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   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Choi Jiwoo (Hearts2Hearts)
   • Nyoman Ayu Carmenita | Carmen
   • Kim Dahyun | Stella
   • Quote: Do you ever yearn? (Seinfeld)
   • Episode: s03e08 I Will Take You by the Hand and Keep You
   • Song: Love Is Lonely (NMIXX)
   • Song: SPINNIN' ON IT (NMIXX)
   • Slow Burn
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicide Attempt
   • I Tried
   • Why Did I Write This?
   • Song: We Hug Now (Sydney Rose)
   • Alternate Universe - High School

   Summary

   Even when the world is already dead silent and closed its eye for a while, Carmen hasn't fallen asleep just yet. She stole glances at the roof of her room and to the mirror exposing the beautiful sky outside, although, she's not sure what she really wants to see. She wants to drown herself on a sea with no end until her body finally gives in, but she's not quite determined for it. There's still things left unsaid and undone by her, and by then, she'll finally be at peace, forever. Maybe, Carmen should've already talked about this with someone. Even if she needs to be strong, for the sake of those who rely on her.

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   English

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   Chapters:

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   Comments:

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   08 Jun 2026

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   Bookmark Notes:

   Investing on this fic, I just know it would make me cry eventually