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Peter woke with that rare clarity that comes from having slept deeply enough for his body to finally do what it needed to do.
White ceiling.
The tower infirmary.
Tony sleeping crooked in a chair beside the bed, looking like someone who clearly had not rested properly, but who also clearly had no intention of leaving.
Peter made the automatic inventory before anything else. He was still in pain, but his breathing was better. His mobility seemed normal at first glance, but remembering the endless pain in his shoulders, he wasn't sure he wanted to test anything beyond the basics.
He vaguely remembered waking up before, very briefly, asking the important questions: “How long?” and “Is everyone okay?”
The answers had come quickly, simple and sufficient for his mind to catch up to the present before trying to process anything beyond that. Now he needed to finish recovering.
The following days passed at the slow pace of recovery. Endless rest, regular examinations from Dr. Cho, which, although she was easily his favorite doctor, were still exhausting and invasive.
Tony and Pepper came in and out of the infirmary with a frequency that tried to look reasonable without actually succeeding. They balanced being there for Peter while maintaining their normal responsibilities and Peter’s responsibilities at Stark Industries, at least the ones he couldn't handle through his tablet.
May showed up on the afternoon of the first day and stayed beside him for hours with the silent presence of someone who had been too scared to consider that optional before returning to her shift that night.
Harley replaced her. He brought a pillow, Peter’s tablet, and a few of their projects that were acceptable to have in an infirmary, and stayed with him. Without turning it into a grand gesture, without dramatizing it, simply staying, the way he always did.
On the second day, Peter sat up by himself again and asked for his laptop and tablet.
On the fourth, he woke up with the strange and nearly forgotten sensation of truly coming back to himself.
Not just surviving.
Returning.
It was that day that Dr. Cho appeared at the infirmary door accompanied by Bruce Banner. She stopped beside the bed and spoke with the care of someone who had chosen every word before entering.
“When you feel ready... we need to talk. With your family.”
The meeting took place in the smaller room on the medical floor, not in the laboratory, not in the main conference room, but in that intermediate space designed specifically for difficult conversations: comfortable enough not to feel overly clinical, serious enough not to allow false interpretations.
Just from the room they had chosen, Peter immediately got the impression that very few of them were going to like whatever the reason for this conversation was.
Tony arrived first, accompanied by Pepper.
May came in shortly afterward, from the hallway where she had been waiting ever since she heard the words “when he's ready.”
Peter was the last to arrive.
Harley walked beside him.
Peter had not explicitly asked him to stay, but he had given that specific look that said everything without needing words.
And Harley, as always, understood.
Cho and Banner were already positioned at the other end of the table, tablets organized, test results separated, everything arranged with the efficiency of people who had accepted that certain conversations required structure.
Dr. Cho spoke first.
“We're going to divide this into what we know and what we still don't know. Both parts are equally important.”
Tony sat with his arms crossed, listening with the intense concentration of someone trying simultaneously to understand and to find some hidden solution inside the explanation.
Pepper kept her hand resting on his arm, not holding him, simply present.
May remained very quiet, carrying the steady posture of someone who had learned years ago that difficult news needed to be heard completely before reacting.
Peter observed everything from beside Harley.
Bruce took over the explanation.
“During the exertion in the auditorium, Peter's body exceeded the limit of what accelerated metabolism can continuously sustain. His healing factor was working on multiple severe injuries at the same time, for an extended period.”
Peter nodded slowly.
“I knew that. I calculated that the bleeding in my leg would continue because the regeneration was focused on my shoulders.”
“And you calculated correctly,” Banner confirmed. “The problem is that there was a new factor we hadn't observed before.”
Cho placed an enlarged scan in the center of the table.
“These are samples of your current cells compared to previous ones.”
Peter recognized the pattern immediately.
He stayed silent for a moment before finding the courage to say it aloud.
“Mitosis.”
Bruce nodded.
“The cells altered by the spider bite had reached a relatively stable state over the last two years. The system had already established its new biological baseline.”
“Had,” Peter repeated.
“Had.”
Banner took a breath before continuing.
“When the body reached a point where the current system could no longer provide the energy demand required, it found another solution.”
The silence in the room changed weight.
“It reactivated the cellular modification process.”
Peter went completely still.
Cho continued.
“In simple terms, the biological process initiated by the spider bite has started happening again.”
Tony finally spoke for the first time since the meeting had begun.
“What exactly does that mean?”
Bruce’s answer was direct.
“It means new modifications will most likely begin appearing again.”
Pepper closed her eyes briefly.
May simply absorbed the information without interrupting.
Peter seemed to be hearing it from very far away.
“What modifications?” he asked.
“We don't know.”
“How long will it last?”
“We don't know that either.”
Tony immediately leaned forward.
“Can you stop it?”
There it was.
The inevitable question.
Banner held his gaze for a few seconds before answering with complete honesty.
“We tried four different approaches over the last forty-eight hours.”
Tony waited.
“None of them worked.”
The silence that followed was different.
Heavy.
Frustrating.
Tony stared at the table like someone who had once again collided with the unbearable reality that there existed a problem he could not solve.
Pepper discreetly squeezed his arm.
Cho continued with the practical part because it needed to be done.
“What we can do now is monitor. Record every change. Understand the biological patterns as they emerge.”
“And wait for cellular stabilization,” Bruce added.
May looked up.
“And how long could that take?”
“We don't have enough data to predict,” Cho answered.
“The first time the powers appeared over the course of weeks,” Peter replied mechanically.
May nodded slowly, accepting the answer because there was no better alternative.
Peter remained silent for much of the conversation.
His powers had come from a spider.
Or at least the most accepted hypothesis supported by the evidence was that the radioactive spider bite had bonded with the unexpressed X-gene he possessed, activating it and adapting it to mutate into spider-like traits.
He was a mutant.
Peter watched the news.
He knew how badly the media and people viewed those with visible mutations. Not that other mutants were persecuted any less, but unless they were exposed, they could blend in.
He had always been extremely careful not to expose himself.
Now?
Not only did the entire school know he was Spider-Man, but he could end up developing visible characteristics.
He turned the question over in his mind for a long time before finding the courage to ask it.
“How spider?”
Everyone looked at him.
Peter rubbed the back of his neck.
“I mean... when all of this is over. How much am I going to change? How much am I going to stop looking... human?”
He didn't even know what the real fear was.
The pain.
The danger.
The very real possibility of waking up one day and not recognizing his own body.
Cho answered with the careful honesty of someone who understood exactly how heavy the question was.
“We can't predict the exact form these changes will take.”
Peter lowered his eyes.
“But everything suggests that the process is trying to make the system more efficient. Functional. Adapted to your body's needs.”
Pepper was the first to notice the real fear hidden in his silence.
“Peter.”
He looked up.
“You're still our son. No matter what changes.”
Her voice was firm.
No hesitation.
No debate.
Not a trace of the fear Peter felt.
It was an immutable answer.
Tony took a deep breath before adding:
“Whatever happens, we'll figure it out. Together.”
Peter tried to believe that.
Tony, on the other hand, had already mentally returned to the laboratory, trying to imagine some way to predict future changes, control cellular processes, build anything that would reduce the uncertainty.
Pepper squeezed his hand beneath the table.
And for a few seconds, Tony stopped fighting the invisible wall.
The meeting ended with protocols being established.
Periodic exams.
Continuous monitoring.
Lists of important symptoms.
Cho explaining medical procedures while Bruce mentioned mutation specialists he had already begun contacting.
It was the typical ending of conversations without immediate emotional resolution: the practical side occupying space because someone needed to occupy it.
People left at different times.
May remained for a few minutes speaking quietly with Cho in the hallway.
Tony headed straight for the laboratory accompanied by Pepper, because working had always been the closest thing he knew to processing fear.
Peter stayed in the room.
Harley did too.
He waited.
He didn't push.
He didn't try to fill the silence.
He just stayed.
Peter stared at the table for a long time before finally speaking.
“What if...”
He stopped halfway.
Tried again.
“What if, in the end, I don't look human?”
Harley remained quiet for a few seconds, genuinely listening.
When he answered, his voice was calm.
“You'll still be you.”
“Harley—”
“No, let me finish.”
Harley turned his chair completely toward him.
His expression was steady, the expression of someone who wasn't speaking in theories but in something he considered completely proven.
“I know you're scared about what could happen to your body. And it makes sense to be scared of that. You've always had a thing about trying to control what you can do. But that's not the real question.”
Peter slowly raised his eyes.
“The real question,” Harley continued, “is whether we'll still be here regardless of the outcome.”
Silence.
Then:
“And the answer is yes.”
Peter stared at him.
Harley held his gaze without hesitation.
“Regardless of the outcome. Pepper, Tony, May, me. All of us will be here, going through everything by your side, supporting you. And I seriously doubt the rest of the family is going to leave you either.”
Peter let out a shaky breath through his nose.
“Even if I end up with eight arms?”
Harley answered immediately.
“Especially if you end up with eight arms.”
Peter blinked.
“Imagine the productivity.”
A small laugh escaped before he could stop it.
Harley pointed at him as if he had just proven a scientific theory.
“See? Four projects simultaneously. Revolutionary.”
“What if they're mandibles?”
Harley pretended to consider the question seriously.
“Then I admit I'll need a brief emotional adjustment period.”
Peter huffed out a tired laugh.
Harley then rested a hand on his shoulder.
Quick.
Steady.
Familiar.
Their gesture.
“But I'll get there, Pete. I promise.”
Peter felt the words pass through every layer of fear, not eliminating it, but helping him remain standing.
“Thanks.”
“You're welcome.”
Harley tilted his head slightly.
“But if mandibles show up, I'm documenting them for posterity.”
“Harley.”
“It's for science.”
“It's not for science.”
“Then it's for my personal archive.”
Peter looked at him with that expression balanced somewhere between exasperation and deep affection.
Both things, coexisting perfectly.
“You're impossible.”
Harley smiled.
“And yet you like me.”
Peter didn't argue, because some truths were easier to let exist in silence.
And, at that moment, silence was enough.