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The Great Hall had not been this loud since first year.
Harry remembered it — the sorting, the candles, a thousand students packed into a room that seemed somehow larger in 1st year than it did now, the way everything at Hogwarts had seemed larger when he was eleven. Tonight had that same quality of barely-contained noise, that sense of a crowd anticipating something big. The space above the 4 house tables blazed with Halloween stars, jack-o-lanterns drifting in their usual slow formations, and magical candles that seemed to glow a black and orange at random. The Goblet of Fire, which had stood at the head of the hall for a day accepting names, had finally gone dark. The blue-white flames that had flickered over the Great Hall for 24 hours had gone out with the expulsion of the third slip of parchment.
Three names had come out. Three champions had been chosen.
Viktor Krum, champion for Durmstrang, had accepted the Goblet’s decision with a stoic nod. Years of being a quidditch star had trained Krum to remain calm under the gaze of thousands, never mind the hundreds in the Great Hall. Fleur Delacour, likewise, had accepted the Goblet’s decision with poise and grace. The noticeably muted applause from the Beauxbatons students didn’t faze the french witch, as she headed behind the staff table to the antechamber beyond. Cedric Diggory’s applause was comparable to a full powered bombarda. When the headmaster announced Cedric’s name, the Great Hall erupted in cheers for the Hogwarts champion. Cedric stood up with a cheer, accepting high fives and congratulations from Hufflepuff house before jovially making his way to the antechamber as well.
Hogwarts had its champion. The Tournament was decided.
Harry reached for his pumpkin juice. He was aware, in a distant way, of Ron saying something beside him, of Hermione’s murmured response, and the general noise of a hall full of people who had just watched history and were ready to celebrate it. Harry looked at the Goblet, a sense of relief settling over him as he realized that he had made it. Halloween had always been a day to be wary of for Harry Potter, and with the Champion selection taking place Halloween night, he had assumed the worst would happen and it had not.
Harry had almost convinced himself when the Goblet violently burst into flames once more.
Harry set down his cup.
The light came without warning. A surge of blue-white from the pedestal, brilliant and directional, cutting through the ambient gold of the candlelight. Every student and teacher fell silent. The Goblet was finished, it had made its choices, it was not supposed to do this. Harry looked up. Around him, the entire hall looked up with him, and the Great Hall went still with baited breath.
A piece of parchment shot from the flames.
It arced through the air in a slow, tumbling trajectory. Harry, even across the distance, could see that it looked different. Not the crisp cream of the parchment the other names had come out on. This was older-looking, the edges slightly irregular, as though it had not been part of the official submission parchment slips.
Dumbledore caught it.
The headmaster looked over his Half-moon spectacles at the slightly smoldering parchment. Harry’s breath caught in his throat as he watched the headmaster. Dumbledore did not look out over the Great Hall. His gaze did not sweep across the room, as if searching for someone. Once he had read the parchment, Dumbledore looked up, directly at Harry. He didn’t search, and his face didn’t show any emotions as he read the name out in a flat voice.
"Harry Potter."
Dumbledore didn't announce it. He said it the way you say a thing you aren't entirely certain you've read correctly, without the projection that had carried the other three names to the rafters. Even without announcing the name, it reached every corner of the Great Hall, because the Great Hall was absolutely, completely silent.
Harry did not move.
The silence held for what felt like a very long time. Then the hall broke. It wasn’t applause but something messier, more confused: voices overlapping, bodies shifting, the particular quality of a crowd that didn't know which response was appropriate. Harry sat in the middle of it and understood, with a detached clarity, that his name had just come out of the Goblet of Fire.
"Harry Potter," Dumbledore said again, and this time it carried the firm tone of a second call.
Harry stood up.
He wasn’t sure if he decided to or not. The decision seemed to happen somewhere outside him, his body moving of its own accord, the same reflex that had once walked him toward a basilisk and a diary and a professor aiding the dark lord. Harry stepped out from the bench. He felt the brush of Ron's arm as he passed and glanced sideways. He caught Ron's face, confused in a way that was not yet angry, not yet anything, but was very carefully not immediately supportive. Then, Harry was in the aisle, and walking towards the head table.
The gap between the house tables felt like a mile.
He was aware of every set of eyes: The Beauxbatons and Durmstrang students watching with expressions he couldn't read while the Hufflepuff table glared at him with open hostility. Further down the table of the lions, Fred and George sitting side by side, wearing identical expressions of baffled disbelief that, in any other context, he would have found funny. Harry caught Neville's face — pale, worried, a crease forming between his eyebrows as if to ask: Did you do it?
He did not look at Ron again.
The Goblet of Fire loomed as he approached, and radiated an ominous, ancient energy. It wasn’t pushing him backwards, but Harry felt as if he was walking through waist deep water. As Harry came within arms reach of the Goblet, the magical flames reignited once more, to loud gasps from the crowd in the Great Hall. This time, however, the flames did not offer another parchment slip with yet another name on it.
The blue-white flames of the Goblet rose higher, twisting upon themselves as though caught in a wind no one else could feel. Then, slowly, impossibly, they began to take shape. A slender figure emerged from the fire, feminine only in suggestion: the curve of a waist, the sweep of shoulders, the faint tilt of a head formed from sparks and wavering light. Her hair streamed upward in a wild corona of flame, her eyes burned brighter than the rest of her, and where a face should have been there was only a shifting mask of gold and blue. She did not step from the Goblet so much as bloom from it, a living ember given form. Then, she spoke.
“Harry James Potter” the Sprite spoke, its voice taking on an ethereal, slightly feminine quality that seemed to echo off the flagstones of the Great Hall. Harry stopped, frozen in place, and turned to look at the Sprite. She seemed to loom larger than life over the Great Hall, casting shadows with her flames that roiled and flickered while maintaining their shape. “You did not choose to enter,” the Sprite said, her voice still echoing. “Yet you have been accepted by the ancient magicks.”
Harry felt the pit in his stomach grow. The satisfaction of the Goblet declaring him innocent of his name erupting from the Goblet did little to calm Harry as the wave of fear and anxiety about having to compete settled into his stomach like a stone. Dumbledore finally stepped forward, approaching the Sprite, perhaps to talk to her. When Dumbledore stopped, he did so abruptly, as if the headmaster had walked directly into a wall. Harry would have laughed at the shocked look on the headmaster’s face if it weren’t for his current situation.
The Sprite, meanwhile, had turned, now facing the head table where the teachers sat, her eyes still burning with a bright light. Raising one arm, the Sprite pointed at Alastor Moody, the new Defense Against the Dark Arts professor, and spoke with the same ethereal tone as before. “Bartemius Crouch Junior,” the Sprite said in a firm voice. “Magic cares not for your subterfuge among other magicals. However, you have attempted to alter an ancient, sacred contract. In doing so, You leave no choice but to declare your magic forfeit. Any so-called claim to such magic is hereby null and void.”
The Sprite seemed to flare brighter as Moody stood suddenly, knocking his chair over and onto its back. The grizzled Auror-turned-professor attempted to run, but a tether of hot flames shot from the outstretched hand of the Sprite, striking him in the chest. Cries of fear and surprise erupted from the students, as the staff attempted to interrupt the Goblet’s proceedings. Spells were fired, though none impacted the ancient artifact and instead simply fizzled out in the air.
Moody cried out in pain, as the tether remained linked to his chest. Everyone watched as visible magical energy started to leave the professor’s body. The first thing to happen, to everyone’s shock, was the magic of the Polyjuice Potion being stripped from Moody. Without delay, his disguise vanished, revealing a man long thought dead. The teachers, and some of the oldest students, gasped as Barty Crouch Jr. appeared before them, clearly in pain.
The magical tether soon withdrew from Crouch Jr., leaving the man to slump unconscious as the tether returned to the Sprite. “Bartemius Crouch Junior, you have paid the price for your transgressions against the ancient magicks. No longer shall you wield their gift” The Sprite said, before once more turning to Harry.
The last Potter turned, looking up at the Goblet with wide eyes. He had just witnessed what was probably the strangest thing he had seen in his life, only for the instigator to turn her focus to him. “Please don’t.” It was not brave. It was not clever. It was the smallest thing he had ever said in front of so many people, and Harry hated that everyone had heard it.
“You are not being punished for the false entry, young one” the Sprite said to Harry, her voice taking on a softer edge to it as she regarded him. Harry imagined the sprite almost felt regret over what was about to happen.
“Harry Potter. I cannot bind you to the contract as you stand before me. There is a darkness housed within your scar, a presence that answers to your name, but is not you. Were I to place the champion’s bond upon you now, the contract would seize upon both souls. It would fail. Your magic would be forfeit, as his was.” Harry did not know what she meant by ‘dark presence’. He only knew that his scar had begun to prickle, and that terrible feeling always led back to Voldemort.
The Sprite’s burning face softened, or seemed to.
“Yet, you are not unprotected. An older magic stands between you and the darkness. Blood magic. Sacrificial magic. Love, freely given and sealed in death. It has prevented the wound from becoming a door.” The Sprite spoke softly, yet with authority. Before Harry could reply, Her flame-bright eyes narrowed. “Therefore, I must bind you through that protection. Not through the scar. Not through the darkness, but through the love that claimed you first.”
“Harry Potter,” she said, and now there was a true sorrow in the echo of her voice, “I am truly sorry.” Gently, a tendril of her magic reached out and pressed against Harry’s scar. Harry flinched, expecting to get burned, only for the heat to never come. Harry let out a sigh of relief, his eyes closed due to the bright flames.
Then the world came apart.
Not all at once. That was the first terrible thing Harry understood: it was going to happen in pieces.
The tendril of flame resting against his scar did not burn. For one brief, foolish second, Harry thought that meant it would not hurt. He thought the Sprite had meant what she said about the least amount of discomfort possible, and that perhaps ancient magic had a different idea of mercy than people did, but mercy all the same.
Then something behind his scar answered.
Harry’s breath caught. It was not painful at first. It was pressure — deep, slow, and deliberate, as if a hand had closed around the inside of his skull and begun to turn something that had never been meant to move. His scar went icy cold beneath the flame. The cold sank inward, burrowing down past skin and bone, and for one wild, terrified instant Harry felt something recoil inside him. Something that was not him.
Something else.
The realization was so awful that he might have screamed, except the pressure dropped suddenly into his chest and took his voice with it. He staggered, and The Great Hall vanished into a smear of gold plates, white faces, and floating candles. Sound stretched thin around him. Someone shouted his name. Someone else cried out. He could hear benches scraping against stone, the startled clatter of cutlery, the distant rush of hundreds of people drawing breath at once.
And through it all, the Sprite’s voice remained clear.
“Hold fast, child.”
Harry did not know if she meant him.
The warmth came next. It spread from beneath his sternum, softer than the cold and somehow worse for it. It was intimate, almost gentle, moving outward through his ribs and shoulders and arms as though searching him. Measuring him. Finding the shape of him and deciding, with ancient certainty, that it was insufficient.
Then the warmth became pressure.
Then the pressure became pain and Harry’s knees buckled.
He did not fall. A ring of blue-white flame rose around him, not touching him, not burning him, but holding the air so tightly that his body remained upright even as his legs forgot how to support him. His hands curled uselessly at his sides. His fingers twitched once, twice, and then stiffened as the magic sank into his bones.
His spine was first.
The pain settled there with horrible precision. It began at the base of his skull and moved downward one vertebra at a time, a slow, grinding ache that made his vision spot white. Harry had broken bones before. He knew the bright snap of injury, the clean certainty of something going wrong. He had spent the night regrowing every bone in his arm. This was not that. This was worse because it felt purposeful.
His back arched. The bones of his spine shifted, not breaking, not cracking, but compressing with tiny internal jolts that made his teeth clench until his jaw hurt. Each adjustment was small. Each one was unbearable. His body shortened by degrees, and Harry felt every lost fraction of an inch as if the air itself were being peeled away from him.
He tried to gasp. Nothing came out.
The floor crept closer.
No — he was going down.
No — he was not.
He was shrinking.
The thought arrived with such clear horror that for a moment it cut through everything else. Harry’s eyes flew open. The Goblet was wrong. The Hall was wrong. The table edges, the faces, the staff dais, the towering shape of the Sprite above him — everything had shifted slightly upward, as if the world had grown taller while he stood still.
His shoulders followed. There was no sharp pain this time, only an appalling internal pressure, a deep compacting sensation that made him feel as if he were being folded inward by invisible hands. His collarbones pulled. His shoulder blades slid beneath the skin with a sick, dragging discomfort. The sleeves of his robes tugged strangely at his arms, then loosened, the fabric settling in unfamiliar places.
Harry knew his body. He knew the narrowness of it, the hungry look the Dursleys had left in him, the wiry strength Quidditch had built afterward. He knew how far his arm reached for a Snitch. He knew how his shoulders moved when he ducked beneath a Bludger.
The strength remained.
The reach did not.
Panic surged up, hot and choking. His body was changing without asking him, and some instinctive part of him kept trying to correct for a balance that no longer existed. His feet shifted on the stone. His center of gravity had moved. His knees bent, then locked, then bent again. Harry heard Hermione scream his name high and terrified, and that hurt more than he expected. Then, the magic moved lower.
Harry had one moment to understand that it was not finished before his hips shifted. There was no way to describe it.
Later, when Madam Pomfrey asked him where it had hurt, he would not be able to answer. It had not been exactly pain. Pain was simple. Pain belonged to bruises and broken wrists and curses that struck from the outside. This was a wrongness so complete that his mind refused to give it a proper name.
His pelvis compressed and tilted. The joints changed their angles. His stance narrowed, then altered again, forcing his feet to find new positions beneath him. His robes swayed around his legs, suddenly too long, pooling against his shoes. His body caught itself with an instinct Harry did not recognize, settling into a balance that was not his and yet somehow now belonged to him.
He hated that his body knew what to do before he did most of all.
A tremor ran through him. His arms wrapped around his stomach, as if he could hold himself together by force, but his hands felt strange against his own ribs. Smaller. Not child-small, exactly, but wrong. His wrists looked too fine. His sleeves swallowed them.
Suddenly, the pain faded. For three breaths, there was only discomfort. Harry stood inside the ring of fire, trembling, sweat cold at the back of his neck, and thought with desperate, stupid hope that it might be over.
Then his ribs moved.
He made a sound then.
It was small. Broken. Barely more than air forced through his throat, but it was a sound, and the Hall reacted to it. The noise of the students swelled, horrified and helpless, before being smothered beneath the roaring of the Goblet’s flame.
His ribs drew inward with a crushing ache. His lungs forgot their shape. Breathing became something he had to learn again, each inhale shallow and panicked until the magic released him enough to let air in. The line of his torso changed, subtle and terrible, muscle and bone rearranging beneath his skin in slow waves. Muscle that was not tearing, but instead revising. That was the word that flashed through him, madly calm.
He was being revised.
The scar burned cold again.
Harry’s eyes snapped open. For a moment he saw it: not with his eyes, not exactly, but with whatever part of him the Goblet had touched. A black thread buried in lightning-shaped scar tissue. A splinter of something furious and afraid, writhing away from the blue-white light.
The Sprite’s flame tightened. The thing inside him screamed. Harry screamed with it. Whatever the Goblet had found, was resisting the iron grip of the Goblet’s magic. Desperate to not be wrenched from the space it had carved within it’s host, the darkness flared angrily inside Harry.
This time the pain was sharp.
It tore through his scar and down the center of him, not cutting flesh but cutting connection, severing something that had been tangled too deeply for him ever to know it was there. His knees hit the stone. The ring of flame bent with him, holding him upright by the shoulders, slowing his fall slightly, as his hands slammed uselessly against the floor.
His glasses slipped down his nose.
The flagstones were closer than they should have been. His hands looked pale against them, fingers spread wide, sleeves hanging past his wrists. The stone seemed too near, the benches too high. The hem of his robes pooled around him in folds that had not been there before.
Small.
The word arrived without thought, consuming his thoughts. Not child-small, not weak, but shortened. Reduced, as if the world has quietly risen around him, while magic held him in place. Harry fought the panic rising in his throat. The pain ebbed again, leaving behind a deep, exhausted ache. Harry shook. His breath came in thin, uneven pulls. His whole body felt too tight and too loose at once, as if he had been poured into a shape still cooling around him.
Then his hair began to grow.
After everything else, the sensation was almost gentle. Warmth bloomed across his scalp, spreading in thousands of tiny prickles. Harry flinched anyway, too frightened now to trust anything that did not hurt. His hair brushed his ears, then his jaw. The familiar messy weight of it shifted, lengthening past any point it had ever reached before. It fell forward first, dragged by gravity, slipping over his cheeks and into the edges of his vision. Dark strands tickled his mouth as his head hung between his shoulders.
He tried to shake it away, but the motion only made more of it spill loose. It poured past his face in a black curtain, thin at first, before thickening, swaying beneath him as it grew toward the flagstones. More slid over the back of his neck and over his shoulders, gathering against his collar. It spilled down on either side of him until he could feel it brushing the backs of his hands where they were braced on the floor.
The Hall went silent in a new way.
Harry lifted one shaking hand toward it, but the flame held his wrist still. A voice touched the edge of his mind. Not the Sprite’s. Softer. Warmer. So familiar it hurt before he understood why.
“Nearly there, sweetheart.”
Harry’s breath broke.
He had no memory of that voice, none that were whole, only impossible fragments: A lullaby without words, hands he could not remember holding him, the warmth of someone standing between him and the dark. But some part of him knew it anyway, deeper than memory and older than thought.
Mum.
The word never reached his mouth.
Then, his face started to change.
There was no pain at first. Only pressure beneath the skin, a dreadful softening pull along his jaw and cheeks. His glasses slid further, no longer sitting correctly against the bridge of his nose. His cheekbones shifted. His chin changed. The bones of his face rearranged themselves with quiet, intimate discomfort, and because he could not see it happening, his imagination supplied horrors worse than the sensation.
He thought of photographs: Of his father’s untidy hair and easy grin, of the way people looked at him and saw James Potter first. Then the magic passed over his eyes, and everything stopped.
For a heartbeat, there was no Hall. No Goblet. No flame.
Only green.
Not new green. Not different green.
His mother’s green.
The magic touched them and did not alter them. It moved around them instead, careful as hands around a candle flame. Harry felt, with sudden devastating certainty, that this was the part of him the Goblet had chosen to recognize. Not the scar. Not the name pulled unwillingly from the flames. Not the darkness hiding under his skin.
This.
The eyes he had inherited from a woman who had died loving him.
Something in Harry gave way. The ring of fire vanished. Sound rushed back into the world.
He heard shouting. Dumbledore’s voice, sharp and commanding. McGonagall saying, “Potter!” with a terror he had never heard from her before. Ron somewhere far away, swearing. Hermione sobbing. The thunder of feet as people moved toward him. Harry tried to stand.
His body did not understand the instruction.
The floor tilted sideways. His too-long robes twisted around his legs. His hair fell forward over his face, black strands catching against his mouth and glasses. He lifted a hand to push it away, but his arm felt distant, borrowed, too heavy for its smaller shape.
The last thing he saw was the polished side of the Goblet.
For one fractured instant, it reflected him.
A small figure kneeling on the stones. Robes hanging loose. Long black hair spilling around a pale, unfamiliar face. A lightning scar still stark on the forehead.
And Lily Potter’s eyes staring back.
Harry reached for the reflection, or perhaps away from it.
Then the Great Hall spun into darkness, and he knew nothing at all.